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I am in my old house from when I was a child. I am with my husband and his brother ((who died a few years ago)), there are about 3 other blokes with us aswell. I dreamt that one of my husbands brothers had recently died but spirits were good again with everyone, we were just having a laugh etc.. We were all playing a game in the front room, my husbands brother had a towell to his mouth while we were playing, I remember looking at him and thinking "Jesus, he's bleeding", we finished the game and while my hubby went and sat in the front room I went upstairs. I got to the landing and went into the bathroom, I got to the sink and I could see blood, there was bloody tissue, bloody cottonwool balls and the bloody towell, there was also blood all over the sink. I began to panick and knew it was off my husbands brother. I walked out of the bathroom and I saw my husbands brother lying on the landing, I knelt down by him and knew he was dying, part of his tongue was next to him on the floor. I leaned forward a little and looked at his mouth..the inside of his mouth had been sewn up, cotton went through the sides of his mouth and through his tongue. I tugged on the cotton trying to get it out but the cotton also went down his throat and was well and truly stuck. I realised there was nothing I could do then I looked at my hubby's brother and realised he had died. I really didn't want to tell my hubby that his brother had died on this night because he hadn't long lost his other brother. I walk downstairs, I'm still holding the blood stained towell etc. in my hand, I walk into the kitchen and my hubby says "where's mi brother, have you seen him?" I get all upset because I don't want to tell him. I put all the rubbish etc in the bin then walk into the front room, I take a seat next to my hubby and I just look at him. I have tears in my eyes and i'm so choked up that I can't speak. My hubby looks at me and his face just drops, he then says "NO, please no", I then break down in tears and so does my hubby. ((dream skip)) I see my husbands dead brothers ((they are both dead in RL)) They have their arms around each other and they are singing, they say "this is for K, we know he likes it" They sing "stand-by-me" they sing the whole song and tell me they are ok now and back to how they used to be, they also say they know my hubby is doing ok and I can actually feel how much they love him. They said they sang the whole song so that i would remember it when I wake up. There was a 3rd brother but kev has only got 2 brothers that died, I argued with this 3rd bloke that he wasn't my hubbys brother but he argued back with me, he is very stubborn and adamant just like my hubby lol. We ended up laughing and I said "ok, ok you win!" He smiled and then my hubby's brother "D" said "It's all true you know and make sure you remind "K" of the song. I then wake-up for real with the song "stand-by-me" in my head and then it blagged me for about an hour or so afterwards lol.

someone put piss through a water filter. They told me to try the water that came through. I refused. holei house

At school with Emmie. Going to classes, and I think I had my old first semester English teacher again. I wasn't really mad. I also has the same history teacher and I saw that he was not teaching ANYTHING. The entire time he was peeling this blank sheet off of these desks and it confused me.
I think I was one of the members of Jersey Shore. Hooray for me. And everyone was going grocery store shopping, and they were getting kicked out. Luckily I was acting so nonchalont that I continued getting the groceries without getting bothered.
This one guy was babysitting this young girl. I was looking at the family's dog and let him out. I walked over to the 5 year old and sat down across from her as she was playing with aomething. I had my iPad on slideshow next to me and I was smiling next to her. I think her mom saw us through the window and told her daughter to come to the front door. I looked to my right and saw a silhouette of a hanged man on my iPad. I got to the front door to open it for the girl and put on my weird puzzle looking shoes. They connected to Danni's.

so i had a chain of dreams this morning most of which i dont remember after becoming lucid and then falling asleep for another 2 hours.

I was in a new school again. This time it reminded me of my current highschool but it was much much bigger. I walked to the cafeteria for lunch and it looked almost like a jail lunchroom would be set up very large. I go to the server lady who knows who i am and wait in line for my food. Most of it is junk but I decide to get the chicken fingers. I talk with her for a bit then move through that separate room to pay at the cashier, It ends up being around 4$ i think and i pay with toonies. I move to the tables now and this part is quite blurry. I think I sat down with some people I usually wouldnt and didnt eat just talked with them. I cant really remember. I make my way out and then the dream either ended ro changed. I entered at laser tag place tahts dimly lit with the comic like floor of carpet. The room is the shape of a circle and in the center is a pit like the one3 from 300. Surrounding that was a rollercoaster that was very simple, had a few dips and the tracks were painted red. Along the outer edge of the coaster was a sheet metal wall at some points that had lots of different patterns cut into it. My sister and is already here and I join her on the roller coaster. She explains to me that this is how her middleschool teaches the students and how they take tests. for tests theayn each step into a cart and slowly move along the track. along the sheet metal wall are many diferent questions and puzzles that they must each solve. I ask her if they ever go fast on the coaster for fun and she tells me no it is not a good idea you dont have time to answer the questions. Well I use my hand to push along the wall and accelerate the coaster. It starts acelerating at an alarming speed and eventually we are going way to fast to stop just with the loss of speed. the momentum from the track keeps us going and going. my sister becomes quite scared and I dont blame her. So i promise that I will stop it. I stick my hand against the metal wall and use friction to eventually stop the train after a few minutes. She climbs out to meet my dad who is waiting at the edge of the rtrack. Since the track is hanging within this large pit getting out is a bit tricky. Of course I slip and grab the edge of the carpet barely able to hold myself up. I call for my dad and as he reaches down i fall. Im not worried though I know for some reason that it is only a 35 foot drop with padding below and land with just a little thud on my feet. I tell my dad i will meet him outside and exit the pit through a door at the bottom. I make my way through and it appears to be that the basement is the employee lounge and locker room. There are some kids hiding behind some walls and its pretty apparent they shouldnt be there because the place is closed and they are snickering. I move along past the locker room and exit. my mom is waiting in her minivan and picks me up from inside a burger king which i emember being picked up in but not ehy I was there. I had left my hat and backpack there so I went to get tehm. As I returned a bunch of girls I know are talking to my mom at her car. she is in thhe passenger seat now and one of them is blocking the drivers door. She has been a bitch to me latley IRL so I mostly ignore and tell her to watch out as i open the door she was leaning on. I get into the drivers seat witha backpack on my back and flip flops on my feet I can barely drive and tell my mom but she encourages me to keep going. Eventually i end up in a canadian tire parking lot getting a pep talk from the store manager. did i get a job here? i really didnt know. I mdade my way into the store when I suddenly say to myslef " why am i here? I must be dreaming!" I become lucid and head to the airsoft aisle of the store. i look at one of the tv monitors showing security camera feeds from the front of the store make 2 guns with my fingers and start throwing them back yelling bam bam bam. Gun shots rips through the camera feed and i can see my bullets hitting where i am aiming my fingers and sparks flying people running. I turn to the shelves with the airsoft guns. make a imaginary shotgun with my hands and cock the gun "chik chik....booom!" the glass shatters and I try to summon the gun to my hand "that gun will appear in my hand" but it doesnt work. I just grand it and start ripping through all the glass containers around me making noises with my mouth. I then see this really hot lady walk by the end of the aisle. perfect imma bang her! i walk down the aisle and she is bending down looking at something just at the corner of the store. I quickly o a nose plug rc adn look at my hands and spin one time to stabilize and calm myself and as i walk towards her i wake up with one eye open



another dream taht i just remembered happening before this was really weird and very fragmented in my mind. i will post it soon because my internet keeps on disconnecting and i dont want to lose this

Ok, it's a bit difficult to explain, but here goes. It isn't exactly that simple to explain intent. Here is a quote directly from what I learned intent from, the carlos castaneda books.

"My steps and yours are guided by infinity. The circumstances that seem to be ruled by chance are in essence ruled by the active side of infinity: intent. What put you and me together was the intent of infinity. It is impossible to determine what this intent of infinity is, yet it is there, as palpable as you and I are. Sorcerers say that it is a tremor in the air. The advantage of sorcerers is to know that the tremor in the air exists, and to acquiesce to it without any further ado. For sorcerers, there's no pondering, wondering, or speculating. They know that all they have is the possibility of merging with the intent of infinity, and they just do it". -Don Juan

Intent is the force that runs and is reality itself. The easiest thing you can effect with your intent, is yourself. I learned to use my intent to become lucid in a dream. And that's exactly what happens when I dream. I don't become lucid because I noticed something was weird, I just, BECOME lucid out of no where. One way to set your intent is first shutting off your thoughts completely, at least for an instant, and feel that emotion of wanting to lucid dream.

Here's one more quote: "In the universe there is an unmeasurable, indescribable force which sorcerers call intent. Absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to intent by a connecting link. Sorcerers, warriors, are concerned with discussing, understanding, and employing that connecting link. They are especially concerned with cleaning it of the numbing effects brought about by the ordinary concerns of their everyday lives. Sorcery at this level could be defined as the procedure of cleaning one's connecting link to intent."

Started off with a really trippy part, I want to get that down first:

I remember seeing a screen and watching these pixelated, intensely colorful 3-dimensional objects flowing into and through the screen in succession like waves. There was some music playing too, and these shapes represented visually the way the music sounded to me. I was seeing very accurately the images I see in my head when I hear certain sounds in music. I wish I had a stronger recollection of it all! The one waveform/object-wave that stood out most presented itself after a bellowing strike of organic bass drums and brass - its thick, soft columns were orange and yellow, with caved in tops - identical at least in shape to the imagery I experience in my head when I hear sounds like that.

On a coincidental note, I read a few parts of Enter the World of Lucid Dreaming' yesterday, and there was a section that talked about surreal sensory environments that occur occasionally in dreams. This was definitely one of them.

In a dream I had just before waking, I was with my cousin. The first segment of the dream took place in the context of some war that may have been aliens vs. humans. We were piloting tanks and running from hostile tanks, causing and evading big explosions. It ended with us being at Camp Chawanakee, with my old scout master showing me how to chop wood after I had failed.

Thursday:

In a cab w boyfriend, driver is angry...we are all in a small apartment (boyfriend's old place, but much smaller), bf says cab driver punched him, I go to talk to driver whose name is Kyle, tell him let's all get along, nobody should be punching anybody. He becomes angry and acts crazy, I realize he's dangerous so I punch him out. Bf and I collect our things and escape, bf says we have 7 to 20 minutes before driver wakes up. We run downstairs and I'm out the door but bf is bending over to pick up something and taking his time, but now he is my dad, I get frustrated and say we don't have time and have to go NOW. I turn to the right and he goes left, I assume we'll find each other....I'm running through backyards, into people's houses, entering through the back, running out the front, through parks (reminds me of a place I lived in during my childhood)...I'm looking for bf as I'm running and also keeping an eye out for Kyle...start to worry about not seeing bf, running through parks, big open areas, lot's of grass and people, children playing...I get to a main road or highway, there is ocean on the other side, I look down the road and there is nowhere to go because it turns into ocean so I have to turn the other way and find my way home. Bf had my keys, wallet, etc. and we are far from home because we were traveling or running away or something...I don't know who to call...

Friday:

Being driven around a parkade in a circle, going below ground level, with every level we go down, the people around us get creepier and more dangerous looking...then the parkade ends and the area I'm looking at looks like someone's home garage, there are couches out, an enormous tv with video games hooked up....two girls come out and lay down on couches...they are talking about how one girl was the voice used on an album and the other girl points out "yeah, but they used my face for the album cover.." the first girl ignores her...then they are posing for photos, the voice girl puts her fingers over the other girl's mouth for the photos...

This dream gets nasty!

Pony Girl Loves Spiders
Recall: 9/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm staying in a very cheap motel for work, where they only charge 20$ a night. At first I'm sharing a room with my uncle, but then end up sharing it with the guys from work. It's lunch time, I'm hungry, so I ask Shane for some money. I know he got paid for the job we did today, but he tells me I'll get paid at the end of the week. I have no money on me, and I'm supposed to eat nothing all week? Like I'm going to trust my money in the hands of a crackhead. I consider beating the crap out of him and taking my share of the money, but he has his kids with him, and I don't want to beat his ass in front of them.

Shane goes out with his kids leaving me alone in the room. As I wander about, I see a cluster of spider webs, out of which crawls a large red spider. This spider is 4 inches long and scampers towards me very quickly. I try to move away, but the spider always comes right at me, I can't seem to shake it. Turns out the spider is just following me around like a loyal dog, and just lays there at my feet. Now I'm conflicted. The spider behaves like a trusting pet, yet it's still a big nasty spider and I wanna squish it. Just then Shane comes back in the room and steps on the spider, taking the choice out of my hands. I kind of feel bad for the poor little guy.

Now I begin to see large spiders everywhere. There is one on the staircase bigger than my hand that won't let me pass. There's no way I can sleep in here with these things on the loose. Shane says he has an idea, leaves, and comes back leading a pony. The pony suddenly runs to the table and gobbles up a large spider that was underneath it. Apparently horses just love to eat spiders.

We lead the pony over to a railing with a very large spider, and the pony becomes a red headed girl. She reaches into the webs and pulls out a big fat black spider, and pops it into her mouth, chewing like it's delicious. Disgusting. I tell her there's still a huge spider in there, but she says she can't see it. I point the spider out. It's greenish and it has a body the size of a cucumber. Pony girl can't eat this one in one bite, and I turn away so I don't have to watch her eat this monstrous creature.

This was quite late in the morning, by my standards. I usually stop sleeping and dreaming by 7am, but this took place at around 9-10am.

Basically I was having a lie in (AW GAWD LIE INS) when I drifted off to sleep. In that sleep, I had a dream. Wahey.

I was in a desert town sort of place. Not middle east, but more... I don't know, not really important.
There was a WWII tank rolling up a road, with one of my friends in it. I only saw his name over the tank, not him actually in it. For some reason he wasn't supposed to be there, so I ran after the tank with a wrench.
As he slowed down, I followed it closely and started loosening bolts and things, to weaken the tank. It eventually blew up, and I walked on past it.
I then saw a big CO2 canister on the roadside. It was coloured like bowling balls are, all swirly and bright. I thought "That's odd" and I became lucid there

*******
I then looked around for 2 seconds and then woke up.

*******

Yeah, nothing especially outstanding or interesting, but it is something. I remember noticing the canister and noticing how it was out of place. But I think it was too late in the morning to be actual deep sleep so I could only wake up. Oh well, it's something.

I have a room at my mate westy's house... Well hes more of an acquaintance but in the dream, hes my mate. Im sitting on a sofa with a sofa to my left which is facing the tv screen, westy and a couple of other people are sitting on that sofa. Me and joe are on this one. we light up a spliff and put on the xbox... It turns on and shows a clip that westy has edited... I watch a few and find them really entertaining... They all start the same, westy wakes up from a dream, describes his dream and solves a problem, then he edits it just to make it funny towards the end and even adds effects etc.

I pass out in the dream and wake up again later, everyone is looking at me, i tell them that "the video made me trip out HARD man!!!" everyone laughs.

I watch a couple more of these videos and tell westy that they are really cool, its amazing how he goes to sleep, dreams and solves a problem when he wakes up. He smiles and tells me he thinks so too, and that it is a useful skill to have. I agree and tell myself i want to make a video dream journal as well.
Westy skins up a beast of a zoot and we all smoke another joint and watch another video. Kate & darvz come through a door shouting "yooooooooo!!!!!" and sit next to me... They skin up straight away and i notice its my turn to so i begin to roll a fathead.

A woman i do not recognise enters the room, she is much older than the rest of us and is quite plump. She calls me by my name and says something along the lines of "Hiya Ben, Just lookin for my skins, love." she comes over to me as if she is searching for something and i snap out of my trance, "sorry, what are we looking for?" i ask.
"my rizzla, duck. Have you seen it?"
"no" i say and then she finds it, right next to me... Picks it up and walks back over to the other side of the room from me.

Westy says its time to play a game, its a really cool game like a mix between halo and command & conquer. I play around with the sniper class and decide that i like it as im getting quite a few headshots. We play a few round on this weird purple-ish level with loads of grav-lifts, i keep going up the grav-lifts then using a jet pack to keep in the air and sniping people, i get tons of headshots with this method.

I am suddenly on a gaming rig set up in the middle of the room and joe is just behind me on another rig... And we are playing PC not xbox any more. Me and joe are joining the same server, for some reason it doesnt let joe join but i am already playing.. I am trying to snipe but the enemies are too far away and look like little red blobs... Im hitting them but not killing them, if i kill them it seems to be pure luck.

We decide to watch another of westy's dream vids on youtube and i decide to make my own video dream journal. Suddenly everyone is leaving, and we are at my parents house, i walk keirnan and frenchy out of the front door, up the drive and i sit on the wall next to our driveway... Keirnan tells me that people want to go to town, he asks me to come, i say i cant afford it and he seems a bit upset. He tells me that he doesnt think the girls will want to go town but he wants to start drinking ASAP. He tells me "maybe the girls will buy me a few drinks, quick lets get them to a bar"

I wake up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a fucked up nightmare kinda dream last night. Got lucid in the end and well, read for yourselves. But let's just say I'm glad I woke up haha.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: Douche bro DILD
I'm in my mom's and dad's house. I'm about to play Magic the Gathering with my bro and a few other kids. I spend alot of time setting the decks up, but all of a sudden they start throwing cards around and my brother starts yelling at me, telling me what a waste of money and life it is to play that game. I get very upset and I rant about him being a douche to my mom. I try to yell but I'm so hoarse that I only get out a tiny whisper. It's very annoying and I keep getting angrier and angrier. I get lucid in the middle of it. That fucking DC asshole, I'll show him. I grab a big kitchen knife hanging on the wall, pissed off like never before. I start walking up the stairs towards his room.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Luckily I woke up haha. I was so mad at that "DC."

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

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I remember something about being in some sort of department store, possibly as an employee.

I definitely recall having played The Beatles' "Rocky Raccoon" on guitar at some point, though I'm not sure of the circumstances.

that was like 5 days ago dream i forgot to write here..

well i remember i was in forrest and there were like 10 girls and i was with few friends.


we started throwing stones or balls to em idk what the reason
and then i found weed somehow and smoked

then i needed ciggaret but i didnt ahd and i teleported somehow to a school and was searching for 1 cig then idk i wakoe up though.

karli

i am part of this giant group of people divided into tinier groups.

me, my mom and dad and heather are in the countryside. we are looking at a dilapidated farm house and two animal barns. we want to buy this and re-vitalize it to make it fully sustainable.

my dad and i go look in the inside. it's pretty rough. the first room is a kitchen. there is no hallway, all the rooms on the first floor are in a single file line and the doors are positioned in the same area all the way thru.

we enter the first room. bad idea, man. the room is painted red and has mirror's all over it. in the mirrors i see little children and toys playing a music machine. a piano that makes very high pitched sounds, very toy-like. it's not in the "real" room, just in the mirror of it. it's terrifying.

we leave. outside me and heather go around the house. to get around it, we have to step in muddy low tide sand because there's the ocean/a lake/something behind the house. it's foundation is the rocky coast.
we look into a window and then notice we can't because there is a carved human face from some kind of rock. around the face are floating pictures of children, really really old pictures. we're scared so we leave.


a few groups, including some hunters with their dogs, are on a porch of a "base" for this giant group i'm part of. we're all hanging out kind of, just enjoying the scenery and then a guy's dog gets loose. we try to see where it went. i see something down the road, and i point.

its not the dog, (tho it was when i saw it), its now a bear. i see its part of a bear family and now they're coming towards us. we get defensive, and then see that it's not really a bear...it's a few ladies in bear costumes. dumb.


my little family group goes into a kitchen. my mom is organizing plates and heather asks for some wine. good idea, i pour her and me a glass. pouring the glass is difficult, because first you pour it from the glass into a blue plastic cup. then you must pour that into a glass cup. i got wine all over the floor.

heather is drinking pink frozen wine and i'm drinking orange wine. i don't know the flavors or anything. hers looks like a popsicle floating in a cup.


we get pretty drunk and go to the final meeting/gift ceremony of the giant group. we sit together and accidentally sit in the very front, but more people fill in the space between us and a stage.

speeches are made, etc. people start getting gifts, randomly and some are given specifically by name.

there's some joke about half of a car being thrown around. it comes to me and in my hands it dissolves into ten pieces of product for me to stock (my job in real life).

in the very front of the group, five black girls sit together. they have no eyes, and some have big goggles to protect their sockets. they were marred in the landscape this group lives in, perhaps its post-apocalyptic because their injuries are due to the sun.

one girl comes up to the gift-giver and makes some speech about wanting something nice. i think "its like this is scripted". they are given a movie. we watch the preview of it, it looks like "fried green tomatoes". uh.

it comes to be my turn, and i'm given a single earring. the lady says it's 50 dollars to pierce your ears but "Everyone has that piercing, so i figured it's okay" ... i don't have my ears pierced. cool.

the earring is very cool. it's ugly visually as it's just a giant golden star. however, it's in 4 dimensions. it spins in a spiral up and down, and leaves a 4D trail.

heather and i leave. the kitchen we got drunk in is now a bathroom. i ask her where the alcohol is but she has earplugs in.