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[+]At dentist. They ask me who I do research for and my brain prevents me from remembering the names. Old room mate comes in a looks at me like I'm stupid for not remembering.

[+]I was in some sort of Christian youth group. Some insanely nice girl was acting as counselor while the pastor was away for something. She was going around helping everyone.

[+]I was using a blueberry muffin to explain the dynamics of the stock market to people. Haha made sense in my dream

[+]At least two other dreams I remembered in the morning but didn't write down.

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[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
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This night I went to bed later than usual, but I still decided to make an attempt. But my WBTB alarm never woke me up... So I woke up naturally 2 hours after my normal WBTB time ans I had to chabge the timer, but the light from the phone made it hard for me to fall asleep later. So this was the end of my lucid dream streak =(
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[COLOR="blue"]I only remembered some fragments of some dreams and the first was about me playing Starcraft II, I was zerg and my opponent was Terran. Then I had a weird sex dream and then when I woke up I imagined that I was walki g through my Gym then it was so vivid that I felt like I dreamed, but it was just a vivid thought that I couldn't separate to.[/COLOR]

Abduction
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
I was outside with some dark skinned girl. She was very energetic and excited to be out in the field doing research. She wanted to become the world's first doctor that used alien technology. We were going to supposed alien landing site. Sure enough after waiting for a while a UFO shows up. I can sense that they know we are hiding right there. Obviously they would with some sort of high tech equipment right? As the begin landing me and the girl and a few other researchers begin to have a glow form around us. We are being warped on board the ship! At this point I realize that aliens are one of my dream signs, those of you that read my dream journal may have noticed that aliens seem to be a recurring thing. I become lucid and attempt to take control. I resist the warp and the glow around me dies down as everyone else is taken. I was so stressed out and freaked out that I begin waking up.

False Awakening
There was some anime girl in a mini skirt up against a wall trying to tempt me. I was trying to resist. Then I 'woke up' in my bed in the hotel I was actually staying at that night except for some reason the door had been left open. I thought maybe I had been retarded and forgot to lock/close it. But I realized someone else was in the room with me and before I could freak out I heard AC's voice. He had come to visit me in the city. For some reason I had skittles and doughnuts all over my desk.

I remember being on some battle field, and just owning tons of soldiers. I was only armed with a a katana. I also think I was Kasumi from Dead or alive....or maybe she was just there....I can't even describe the amount of butt whooping I handed out in the dream. I just remember killing a whole bunch of people, dodging bullets, moon jumping, and throwing my sword at the last guy remaining who was about 100 meters away.


I also had a dream that night where I was arguing with my family =/

I only remember a fragment, like my previous Lucid Dream (Why do I only forget Lucid Dreams?? )
Keep in mind I haven't watched or read Harry Potter books in a looooonggg time and I'm not really that into it. But from how the non-lucid part went (me walking with a wand), it transformed to me performing Harry Potter spells, because I knew what to expect from different spells and would give me better control over my dream

Lucidity:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I remember walking around with a wand. I did not have full lucidity, as my brain was not completely in-sync with my normal waking life brain (I wasn't thinking the same) :L <> :S.
I was walking with lots of people I disliked, when I realised I was dreaming, and, the evil selfish person I am, decided to torture them > Yes, I had a really narrow mind during the dream! haha! :L

One by one, I killed them all while they begged me to stop -.- I'm so evil. When I reached the last person (before I woke up), the killing curse didn't work, so I decided to use the Torture one. When it shot through the wand, however, I woke up. Yay for wasting a Lucid Dream :L -.-

08.18.2011

Sing To Me (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was dreaming but I can't remember it any more. It seems I became lucid but I woke up into a new dreamscape.

I was in a locker room or bathroom or something. There were a lot of people in there. I spontaniously realized it was a dream and I mentaly stablized. I saw a girl that was gitting treated badly by a group of guys. I told them to leave her alone. They got angry and tried to attack me. Me and the girl started running. I remembered I needed to do the task of having a DC sing to me and that I had frogoten to do it in the fragment before this one. I told her to sing to me while we were running but there was to much going on. A group of cops tried to stop us. One struck at me but I dodged it and another had a tommy gun and I dissarmed it from him. I king kong vaulted over a very high wall and proceded to fly into the air. I turned around and pepered the cops with the tommy gun and flew off. I flew a distance and landed in a wooded area. I pulled out my phone and intended to call my dream guide. I had put a false contact named dream guide in waking life. The contacts list was all scrambled up and had random people I hadn't put on there but I couldn't find my dream guide on there. I destablized and entered a new dream scape.

I found myself on a wooden floor surounded by a bambo cage. There were other people in there with me. Gaurds came by and I didn't know how to act. All the other prisoners got to the back wall so I did too. I was being taken to a higher level. One of the prisoners said that it was better the higher the level. The gaurds guided me through the structure that was mostly wooden. I saw other cells filled with prisoners. The gaurd led me up some stairs and into a new cell. It was open to the outside and I realized that we were high off the ground somewere tropicle. I started remembering that it was a dream again. All the people in my cell were female. I noticed something about one of their eyes and said that they were very pretty. She said ya she gets that a lot. I noticed that they were yellow and very bright and they had no pupils. She said that because of it she was blind. I saw visions reflected in her eye balls some how, it was quite cool. Two of the girls was standing at the edge and were crying. They were going to jump but I grabbed them and pulled them back in. I told them that there is always a better option. I remembered that I should do the ToTM so I asked them to start singing. They looked at my questioningly and were still snifling. I told them to start singing something even if it was just Merry Had a Little Lamb. I counted down three, two, one and we all started singing Merry Had a Little Lamb. Yay task completed. We were singing pretty loud and the gards came to stop us. We all got against the back wall. I woke up into an FA.

I was in bed and really felt like I had woken up but knew I was still probably dreaming. I tried to roll out of my body and induce a OBE. I fell onto the ground but didn't care and it didn't hurt. I got up and got the covers off me and looked to see if my body was still there. It wasn't. I wondered weather I was still dreaming but didn't do an RC. I went to wright down the dream and ontop of my dream journal was a history book with a bookmark of a page about a tibetan prison. There was a picture of it and it looked just like I guessed it did from the inside. It was built in between two rocky cliffs. I wondered how this was a real place and how the book got there but still didn't do a RC. My mom came in and I asked her about the book but she didn't know were it came from. She is actualy out of town right now but I still didn't do an RC. She left and I woke up for real this time.

Fragment
I was doing my boxing session in the music department of my school.

Dream
I was on a bus with my friends and loads of people from school. We were going to see a movie I had £75 and I was talking to my friend and he said some girl brought £12,000.

We got off and me and my friend hid so that our other friends would think we left them. We ran and hid behind a low wall. When my other mates came off the noticed us even thought we couldn't even see them.

Then the funny thing happend my friend who is fat tried to hide from us and he did a forward roll and failed. He just landed on his head it was hilarious, everybody was laughing. He tried again and his trousers fell down.

Side Notes
During one dream I became slightly lucid.

non-lucid
lucid
Forest of Denn
notes

I started a new job this week where I have to drive 6 hours on monday morning, spend the week working out of a courthouse and sleeping at a deer lease, then drive back on friday afternoon. As a result, I didn't get enough sleep or have time to dream log, but I finally had a few lucids last night and was able to work on my skillz a bit.

I pulled into my Grandmother's 2 car garage in my car. It has 2 separate doors, and I pulled into the right door and then parked over on the left side (lol). Thought that was funny. We had a conversation that I don't remember much about, then I headed out in my car again.

As I was driving near some water- kind of like a Venetian canal- my car started to go airborne and I began to lose control. This is something that happens in my dreams often. For some reason, my car gets in the air and heads toward water, and I find myself unable to keep it from slowly floating down into the water. As the car hit the water, I was suddenly outside the car watching it sink. I began to panic and thought 'surely that didn't really just happen!' ... then.. 'Oh, it's a dream!' I did a RC (levitated some nearby object, don't remember what) as I sunk down into the water myself, and it worked

After looking around underwater (and not seeing much that interested me), I levitated myself up and out of the water. I stopped, pulled some eye drops out of my pocket, and put them in. As things began to clear up, I collected myself to stabilize the dream, reminded myself a few times that I was dreaming, and then started walking alongside the canal. I decided to try superspeed, one of my dream goals.

At first, it was the same ol', same ol. No luck. Then I stopped trying to 'move' fast, and started focusing on the landscape that passed by as I walked. I tried to imagine what it would look like if I were moving fast, and it worked! I didn't go as fast as I'd like to, so it's still a work in progress, but I definitely gained a significant amount of speed. Next time, I'll focus on the world moving past me in a blur, and I think I should be able to keep gaining speed.

After awhile, I slowed down and noticed a DC walking at my side. We were entering a downtown-type area with tall skyscrapers, so I decided to try making us giants. Nothing happened at first, but when I tried to make us bigger while simultaneously trying to shrink the buildings, we quickly outsized the architecture. When this happened, I was suddenly aware of flying creatures filling the air. Some looked like birds, some gryphons, and others appeared to be pterodactyls, varying in size and zooming all around us.

Without thinking, I extended my arm and threw my hand at one of the creatures. To my surprise, a small fireball flew from hand! This is a power I have never even attempted (nor thought to attempt) before. I started throwing out fireballs left and right, some hitting the flying monsters and others striking the surrounding buildings. I thought to myself 'these should be burning the things they hit' .. and suddenly they were. I wanted to make a bigger fireball, so I tried using both hands in tandem to toss one.. and it was twice as big.

I continued throwing fireballs around until almost everything around me was on fire, and there were smoldering carcasses littering the ground. I was laughing hysterically (and maniacally) as my dream faded.

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The next thing I remember, I was in the hallway of a large school building, much like one of the halls at the university I attended. I entered a classroom that had many clocks, both on the walls and sitting on shelves. I suddenly made one fly across the room and smash into the wall... and then I thought 'how did I do that? I'm not lucid dreaming!' .. and then I realized that I was

I turned to my friend Andy (who was in the room) and exclaimed 'hey, I'm lucid dreaming! Check out what I can do!' I continued flinging the clocks around with my mind, then we went into the hallway (which now had extremely high ceilings and resembled the same skyscraper scene from my earlier dream except indoors) and I bent the end of the hallway vertically up into the air (like the scene in inception. I did something similar in a previous LD and had told my friend about it. This time, I did it exactly like the movie).

We entered another room and his sister was there. I started telling her that I was lucid dreaming and then I asked Andy if he was lucid. He said 'yes,' so I started explaining excitedly to Emily (his sis) that we were having a shared dream! (I don't really think this was a shared dream, but I told her so anyway). As I got into the shared dreaming discussion, I lost lucidity.

We went back into the hallway (which now looked more like a normal hallway again), and I began looking for my guitar, but couldn't find it. I walked past a pool table and started chatting with a friend who was playing. I noticed a dude with a crazy looking knife.. like a butcher knife but it was blood red with black zebra-type stripes all over it. There was a grove of trees near the pool table, and a large bird sitting there. The guy said something like 'Is that the great mother? Should I kill her?" He sliced the bird's neck open with his knife and drank some of the blood (yes, it was disturbing), then stood there with a wicked grin on his face, lips bright red from the blood.

I decided to move away from this guy, and I continued looking for my guitar... I saw my friend Leigh, and she had my guitar! She gave it to me and told me 'Good luck tonite! Do good so my sis won't have to spend her money on someone else!' As I walked away from her down the hall, I remembered that I had recently been having a lucid dream.. and became lucid again

I stood for a second, rubbing my hands together and stabilizing, then I decided to try to shapeshift. I looked at a nearby mirror and saw myself. I appeared normal. I tried to change into.. anything. Nothing happened until I tried to change my skin tone.. I suddenly had dark black skin, and then my face changed! I didn't look like any person I knew, but I definitely looked different. As I did this, the mirror reminded me to find the Forest of Denn!

I began walking the hallways, loudly proclaiming that I wanted to find the Forest of Denn. I started asking DCs if they knew where it was. Finally, I got a bright idea.. 'I should check the library!' I rounded the corner and entered a library, loudly asking 'Where is the librarian?' 'Over here,' came a voice from the other side of a bookshelf.

I turned the corner and she was there. Dark black hair, pale skin, and glasses. 'Do you know how I can find the Forest of Denn?' I asked. 'Right over there,' she replied, and pointed. I headed in that direction, and everything started to turn green. There were desks and bookshelves, but they were all like shrubbery, covered in verdant green leaves. I saw a father and his son. The son was hooked in to what appeared to be some type of Virtual Reality Equipment, and they both saw me and said 'Hey, use this!'

Immediately, the VR equipment disappeared, and a green forest began to emerge in front of me, like the tide rolling out to reveal a landscape that had been hidden before. I found myself in a very lush clearing with trees all around. There was a small cottage with a smoking chimney, and all kinds of wildlife- strange looking creatures, graceful but odd, like cougars with horns and brightly colored tigers (like purple and green).

I remembered that I was supposed to find a free standing mirror, so I walked to the other side of the cottage and there was one there. When I looked into it, I saw my familiar face (with a light scruffy beard, which is not unusual for me), but I was wearing a white cloth with a blue braided cord encircling my head, and a loose fitting white robe hanging loosely over my body- the kind of garb you might see in the deserts of the Middle East.

I didn't think this fit the scene very well, so I changed it to a straw cowboy hat with a folded up brim and a long feather sticking out of the band, which was the same blue braided cord. I gave myself a white linen long-sleeve shirt- loose fitting and not much different from the fabric of my previous outfit- and brown leather pants. I remained barefoot. I'm not sure why I changed into this particular getup, I just wanted something that seemed less out of place in a forest, and this is what came out.

I didn't look down at my actual body to see if resembled the reflection, but this was close enough to 'shapeshifting' (which I had been attempting earlier in the dream) to excite me. Too much so, I guess, because I woke up!

This dream refers to a previous dream I once had, depicting my cousin (who I will call "Yu" for the sake of this dream-journal entry) and his father (my uncle) suddenly deciding to go overseas.

Last Night's Dream:

I was sitting in my lounge room with my parents, two sisters, and one of my three brothers. There was a knock on the door, and my uncle, his wife and Yu came in. My mother mentioned something about them coming back from overseas and asked me if I remembered anything from that day (it was an actual dream I once had haha). [I only remembered some details however. It involved a hospital and POSSIBLY an older version of a friend's girlfriend (of whom I have no attraction to). I had that dream a couple of months ago BEFORE I started writing in my Dream Journal.] My uncle then mentioned that his son, Yu, had suddenly started to vomit afer his arrival back to Australia, so they took him to a hospital for a check-up.

My mother (suddenly knowing all the details EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS SITTING WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME AND JUST HEARD THIS NEWS ) then said that the doctor called it "Fidal". In my dream I was confused as I'd never heard an illness by that name before, and concluded that she meant Vital.

I decided to search up "FIDAL" on my laptop (when I turned it on, I had three internet windows open; two with 7 or 8 tabs and one with 2 or 3 tabs. They were all open on a forum with a dark background), but then a notification popped up telling me I had 8 emails (THE WEIRD THING IS, IN REAL LIFE I ALSO HAD RECIEEVED EIGHT EMAILS OVER NIGHT ) I went on to the e-mail site, but it didn't seem to work -.-, so I went back to searching Fidal.

I typed it in on Google, and a few results came back, but one stood out. I don't quite remember what it said, but none of the results had anything to do with illnesses. Then I got distracted by my oldest sister holding up a camera and videoing (sp? taping? can't think of other words :L!) everyone for no apparent reason.

Everytime the camera focused on someoen, their line of sight was shown in green (in the real world (dream world? :L ! ) ) I thought this concept was amazing, until I saw the camera focusing on Yu's hand and saw a big lump (that looked like a mmosquito bite). I then realised he had cancer. My uncles wife mentioned performing laser surgery, while my mum mentioned that he had recieved cancer because he frequntly disobeyed his parents (which is true in real life), and, due to this, we should all obey our parents more. I beleived it -.- (wtf?!)

My sister (the younger of my two sisters in that room, but older than me. I shall call her Mia for the sake of this dream-journal entry. She also frequently appears in my dreams, especially nightmares, possibly because I am very close to her) asked Yu if he wanted to be tall and built or skinny and short. (wtf? ) I thought this was insensitive as I was assuming he would die early or not eb able to get built, because he had cancer. Yu didn't seem to realise this, though, and nodded at hte former. Afterwards, everyone proceeded to leave the house to go to a neighbourhood park. Mia stayed back, however, and a pizza box and my sister's best friend (also a first cousin) appeared out ofno where. My sister and cousin then proceeded to proceeded to talk about school, while I watched some TV.

There was a show about nature hosted by the host of Australia's got talent (in my dream he was blonde though). He mentioned facebook in a negative way (can't remember what though). Another show came on, but I ignored it and went for a slice of very cheese pizza
I woke up after almost taking a bit of Pizza -___- it looked so yum </3

I told someone in "chat" that I would record alll my dreams in my dream journal. Kinda regretting that already cos its tedious. But here goes. It's Saturday and I've slept-in.

I got into a bus and sat on a sideways seat. I looked up and directly across on a sideways seat was a 27ish brown man, bit heavy in work-like old black t-shirt and corderoys.

I was surprises cos I suddenly remembered he was on the same bus as me this morning.

He knew I was thinking, 'amazing sync' so said to nip that in the bud he said, "We work the same shift". (l woke)

Back to sleep.

False awakening (very tedious). My room felt same but as I questioned the position of things they changed to the right place and I took that for granted.

When got up i felt strange and did a drunk-stretch type dance then wanted a poo. Got some newspaper to poop on cos felt too lazy to go out to the loo. Then didn't want a poop.

6 framed pictures were on the wall. They were like TVs with living, moving picture in them. I wondered where I got them and how long I had them.

Then I went to open my door. It was open. Oops how can that be? I tried to shut it but it wouldn't stay shut. I used my key hoping that locked, it would stay shut but it didn't.

Went to tell other boarding house guests that my room was broken into while I slept. Nothing stolen and I wasn't attacked. I guess after they broken in and saw me sleeping they realized they had the wrong address.

I didn't recognize any if the guests.

They were not rude but they weren't interested.

I'm not good at description but I now think they might have been you guys (and gals) visiting Chicken Itza.

Then I had that poo in the loo. I could hear someone cleaning there teeth outside the toilet at the sink. There was an upturned jug that I remember turning over to drain but it had drained a pool of yellow cleaning fluid onto floor. That's ok, I will use it in a minute when I start the cleaning.

Then there was red seepiage coming out of the wall tiles. I wondered where it was coming from. Didn't matter, I would just clean it up then I clean.

Going back to room a kind curly white short-wavey haired man was vacuuming yellow shag pile rugs in my room. He vacuum Wet blue shag pile rug too. I wondered where I had got them and how long I had them.

When I passes the guests in my way to the loo I noticed two men drinking. As I pass them going back to my room they were asleep, mouths open, sitting opposite each other, heads on the table.

I think even inebriated folk can stil make it to Chicken Itza, Hahahahaha.

Me and allen were at our apartment but it looked nothing like the one we actually live in. There were some other people there but they were all random dream characters. For some reason we had a ton of barbies in the house. The barbies were evil. They would hid behind dressers and behind clothes in the closet. Their goal was to wait for us to fall asleep and then they would kill us. At one point I watch as one makes movement in a closet and I cover my eyes in fear. Allen says that we need to destroy all of them now. I grab one. She appears not to be evil or alive but for safe measure I take her to the sink. At fiery she was a really beautiful barbies but as I started to dump her head in the water and hold it there, the colors start to fade and she becomes more and more scary looking. Then I see that she starts to move her head and is clearly holding her breath. I hold her arms against her body so that she can't move them. I experience a strike of terror as I watch the barbies struggle. I had a weird thought that maybe if she didn't die from the drowning, she would come back and cause me to drown (which is one of my most feared ways of dieing). I quickly pulled her head our the water. She turns her gaze to mine. another strike of terror. I run to the kitchen with her to allen. Allen tells me to chop her up into tiny pieces so that if her evil soul reenters her body, she wont be able to use that body to kill us. I grab an oversized butcher knife. I lay her out on a wooden chopping block. I can see that she is weak from the drowning and isn't moving much. I was surprised at the fact that she wasn't fighting to stay alive. I begin to chop off her head, than arms, then legs. I rechop all the pieces. Finally when I was satisfied that I couldn't chop her up anymore I despised of her in the trash. I was relieved that was over but still panicked because I had so many other barbies to find and chop up. Allen gets a phone call and walks away. I go back into the bedroom to find another. I am scared to walk anywhere they might be binding in case they jump out at me in a big group and attack. I decided to leave the room and wait for allen to help me find more. Allen meets me in the hallway. He looks out of breath and hurried. He said that he was being forced to move away for his job. I began to sob because I didn't want him to go and I was scared I would die of he did. He looked really upset and then said that he would stay with me. I hugged him really tightly for a long time. Then we went back into the room. One thing I noticed about the apartment that I didn't mention earlier was that it was filled with children toys, cartoon blankets, and was very messy. Total opposite of how it actually is.

I was moving out of parents house. For some reason I had a huge collection of bugs including spiders. I remember feeling to scared to look at the glass cages. I was in awe of the fact that they were still alive and that I had never few them. A spider or two jumped out at me and I became very nervous, itchy, and miserable. I decided to just leave the house how it was. I was in my car. I had had some sort of arranged marriage with some old wealthy man in bellevue. We were gonna meet at crossroads mall. He pulled his lexus suv next to my car. I waved but wasn't happy. Then I saw a huge car pill up on a freeway. It was very clear that people had died in it. Two cars were on their sides with no people in them.

Was driving up near my grandparents house. Allen was in the car. I ended up speeding past a cop and got really scared they would pull me over. for some reason I knew that if I got pulled over they would take me to jail. I races behind some buildings and sought refuge in what appeared to be a small strip mall complex. I waited for a while and allen was suddenly gone. I walked inside one pf the strip malls buildings. There were bushes covering the outside. When I walked in I quickly realized that it was a whore house. There were many rooms with beds and bathrooms. I was a little disgusted by it. Each room was assigned a guard to sit in the room and make sure the johns were fallowing the rules. Ew. I was informed that I was to become the madam of the whore house or they would tell the room cops that I was here. I hesitated but then decided it would be better to just be the madam then go to jail since madams didn't have to have sex with the johns. I had my first customer come in. He was the werewolf guy from true blood. I was shocked that an attractive guy would need to buy whores. I assigned the first room to him. I was being snoopy and decided to stand kind of close to the door to listen in on the conversation the guy and the whore were having. I could hear him explain that he got into an accident and they had to rebuild his "thing" so that's why it was all misshaped. I began to laugh quietly to myself at this. I now understood that there were two types of men who used whores; creepos that can't get any and normal guys who were hiding horrible disfigurements. I now found it fun to be a madam. I decided to stay and clean up the space a little bit. The walls were wooden to I tried to find paintings to hide to walls since I hate wooden walls.

Was hallowen and kara and I were super excited to eat shrooms and go to a party. We were driving around alot preparing for the events. When we got to one party to pick some friends up I went with kara to put costumes on. We were both red robin. I was excited and went around hugging people I come back into the room and kara is getting punched by another girl because she called another girl a slut or how people couldn't keep their mittys of her little tittys. I got annoyed and we left to go to a better party. Kara was telling me what happened as we were leaving.

Was at a festival with kara and leo. We didn't bring camping gear and were walking around meeting people. We eventually knew we would have to sleep and didn't know where. We would have to kick people out of their trailer. I met a lot of people from ehs with trailers. We hung out with them and made friends hoping they wouldn't kick us out.

Lived with Leo and my parents. Parents were going to another country and I was super dressed up for a reason. I told them over and over again to be careful for some reason. They left and my dad looked pissed at me. I talked to Leo for a bit.

Moved in with Leo and jc his girlfriend and another girl. It was a pretty nice place. We got there and I got pissed and took the master with Leo. We hung out for a while doing random things. I got to know the girls a bit and went to my room. I heard the other girl talking about screaming. She was upset because Leo said I had some anger problems. I assured her I would be fine. We hung out some more. Luna was biting me and it was annoying. It went into a flash forward. Luna was fully grown and I was eating food with jc girlfriend. Luna was fully trained and being good. We heard a gunshot and luna went to go save the girl. It was all slow motion.

Leo g and I were going to class together. G said there was a girl he liked in the class. When we got to class Leo and I made fun of g for a bit and embarrassed him. I thought it was enough so I left to walk around. It was sunny out and I walked to the park. I heard shpongle playing and saw that two hindu looking girls were playing it. I walked past and got massive vibrations and fell to the floor. I fell and the hindu girl said go to her friend and she ran over to me. I woke

Was snowing and was walking with Leo around town. Went to Michael and we were going to do shrooms. Kara was crying to some family member on the phone who hated her life. I wanted to lemon tek the shrooms. We were looking for lemons. Leo and I played some age. He had a higher score but I was barley playing and my army was crossbowmen


Was playing age again in my room with people. In order to start a civil you would need to spit up milk with ants in it. One time the ants were dead. I went to get new ants and they were blind. This was at mothers house. I didn't sleep much because I was playing age alot. My dad came and said it was my grandmas birthday. I didn't want to go so I told them I would take my own car and meet them later. I asked Vadic for directions. He seemed annoyed

Went to go see a movie with dustin jenna and kara. There was lucid dreaming in it. Dustin and jenna and weren't coming back because they found a cool place to go and we went to go with them. We went on some boat that went to the Mediterranean. There was crystal water streams and in the boat a guy who worked there made me go in the water. It was extremely warm and felt good. He put a mask on my face. Leo called and I made him come down and join me. It flashed forward and Leo and I were living in an apartment in the Mediterranean. I called dustin to buy some weed but he wanted 10k worth. He worked for the government and they charged him alot of money unless he sold a lot of weed.

Fragments:
Dina was asleep on the floor at my moms.
kara and I went to bedroom to have sex. Leo and g inturupted.
Leo curles and I sat on the fireplace talking.
Ruby came and was in a fight with Michael. Everyone invited her to our group. She had braces.

Had a whole long scene with leos dad hating me and me going to him and dealing with random stuff. Kara was his daughter and I went to the house and found out he was abusive to her. I started hitting him and he ran to the bathroom to hide. He gave me his version and I found out she was lieing and I trying to control the situation. I left. Leo told me they were all going to some place to vacation. I didn't think I could go so I drove by myself and made it there. I whispered in a tube to try and tell them I was there in their room. They were in room 76. I called Leo and found out he and Dina weren't there yet but g was. It was raining really bad and people were upset that there was no sun. It was also super windy. Leo called me and said he could control time and was super excited. I went with g walking around randomly. It was super windy and I kept climbing up ladders to get away from the water. The wind would rip the ladder from the hinges and everyone on it would go flying. things that would fly away and land far away in the water streams. It was really dangerous and people kept dieing. My hands were barley able to hold on. Then a giant gust of wind came while the water threw us really high in the sky and we landed. I fell in the water and instantly died. Elly Goldberg was playing in the background.

Was at a supermall trying to steal clothes. The security at the mall was extra tight and hard to get through. I had to keep going back and making sure they wouldn't catch me. Habebeala was playing in the background.


Was having a sleepover with Leo. It was night and I went to the bathroom. I went poop and shat all over myself somehow. The toiletpaper wasn't helping. The poop looked kind of like ice cream. After a while I cleaned myself up and went to bed. When I woke Leo got a new phone. I wanted his old one and I spent a while looking for it. Adam was super deformed because of the video games he always played. He had a crooked spine It was hard for my mom to see this and I had to convince her not to let him play anymore. I finally found the phone but it was the wrong one and was really ugly.

Its almost six am and my friends are all getting ready for a wbtb. Everyone in the dream have different levels or experience and share their memories on it. It was a really interesting dream to have. This is the first night I am attempting a new method of DEILD/WILD. It ended with my friends alarm waking me up at 6 am which was also my alarm going off.

Was sunny outside so we went to a day bar with Leo and kara. Lara bought food for us a couple times and I felt bad because my card wasn't working. They were all Mexican food and I was tired of eating it over and over. We went into the bar and played beer pong. There was a guy who could stretch super crazy. We were jealous and got into a conversation with each other about how all Chinese people were good at what they did and all black people were super strong. We wondered what we were meant for. We realized that our role was leadership because we had all the money. We left the chinese guy because he was having a lot if fun and went to the car to eat more Mexican food. I went to the bathroom and started arranging pictures on the wall for some reason. It was weird but funny. Jim Cunningham was there from donnie darko and looked like he hated the place. I agreed with him and he left the bathroom. One of the pictures hung really far down.

8/19/11

SP

I had been laying down, not really that tired, for awhile. At some point, my daydream formed some visuals. I was able to see someone talking to me and then I turned and saw a door. I snapped out of it right as the door image somehow scrolled up in my visual field. (As if I had been watching it and lowering my view slowly.)

I am laying in my bed, and I realized that my daydream scenario started to play out. As I close my eyes, I can still see the image of the door scrolling up, and it is continuous. So as I laid there, I watched as this endless door structure faintly scroll upward. I could still move, but I knew I was close. I tried to WILD and felt each breath sinking me deeper.

I exhaled a breath that really sank me in the bed. It felt like my body was distorting a bit as I sank like 5 inches. The vibrations kicked in. Also, I felt my whole body rotate like 70 degrees in the bed. The images went away. I waited a few seconds trying to make HI or waiting for more vibrations when I fell out of SP.


It is also important to note that I napped earlier in the day after getting like 5.5 hours of sleep the night before. That may be why I had trouble getting into REM.