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    1. Chuck E Cheese and DEILD chain

      by , 08-28-2011 at 04:59 AM
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1- I am at Chuck E Cheese's with my dad ordering some pizza. Everything seems normal other then me being to old to be here. I wait at the game room where my brother and a friend are playing air hockey. I mess with my brother by helping his friend cheat. After I stopped fooling around the pizza was ready and i got a large slice the size of the whole pie. I didn't really notice the taste of the pizza. While i was eating my aunt came in talking about who knows what. I walk past her and now I'm at my house in the living room. i see my cousins playing xbox so i join them. We played halo for a while. Then I walked to my parent's bedroom to see two other cousins on the computer. They were on youtube watching funny videos. Later I realize i was naked for some reason and ran into the bathroom to grab a towel. I wrap it around my waist. My attention goes to the mirror and I realize something when my slightly blurred vision cleared, I do a nose RC and it failed. I'm lucid, so i run out of the bathroom and the dream ends.

      I'm awake but I remember not to move so I wait a few seconds and a new dreamscape started to form. But during the transition, I felt my nerves in my head fire off. It accelerated the closer I got into the dream. Usually during my transition i feel vibration in the back of my head go on and off like I was going through force fields.

      DEILD 1- I am in my bedroom laying on my bed. I saw that all that was left in my room was my bed and some curtains. The curtains were different they were crimson and had alien designs on it. After looking around i tried to get up only to find myself awake.

      DEILD 2- I transition again and now I'm seeing manga (japanese comics) flow past my eyes. I remember the plot of the manga. it was about a mad scientist who kidnaps the protanganist's girlfriend. The mad scientist loses and the hero gets the girl. Theni wake up in my bed watching some weird show that combined transformers with power rangers and some other anime. The guys in the show held a dragon head shaped thing with handles on the sides. Apparently with this thing you can turn into a transformer. Then I decided to get out of bed and leave my house. I see my family along the way. I got out of our apartment into another one just to see it abandoned. It was dark and none of the light switches worked (obviously). The only light on was for the banana plants which pretty much banana in dirt with some leaves sticking out. I turn away to the door but it starts closing so I dart to the door. I was "saved" by a banana stuck under the door. Then my brother starts to close our apartment door so I run to the door just in time to get back but the dream ends shortly after.

      DEILD 3- I wake up again in my bed to see my brother in a jean skirt that creeped me out he said i had one on too but ii didn't bother to check so i runto the living room to see my mom talking about the party I was about to go next door. I look outside the window and see limos and car all over the place. When i look closely I see that the limos and cars were packed with people like a clown car. i then try to leave but the dream ends.
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    2. Twincest and Religious Molestation 8-26-2011

      by , 08-28-2011 at 04:21 AM
      Not sure if these were separate dreams or all one...

      I remember sharing a dorm room with Nick, a friend of mine. We each had a pair of bunk beds in a room much like the dorm room I was in this last summer. At one point I was alone in the room, and decided to crawl up on Nick's bed to watch TV easier. Somebody asked me why I was on his bed instead of mine... Time lapsed, then friends came knocking on my door looking for me. They told me to stop being lazy and come hang out with them, so I did. I think it was Sean and Frankie...

      Time lapse

      Next thing I know I'm dating my twin sister Frankie and my old friend Marty at the same time. Everybody acted like it was perfectly normal relationship, including myself. I hated being in a relationship with Marty because he was very boring and not good-looking at all. But Frankie and I were madly in-love, although at the same time I kept thinking "What the Fudge-monkeyzz?!!?". I don't know whether I was a guy or a girl still or what. It was messed up. At the same time, though, i didn't think it was odd. I just kept asking myself "Why in the world am I dating Marty?" I remember complaining to some friends about it later on, telling them how much I dread being around Marty (we have a very complicated friendship in real life...). I don't remember who these friends were that I was venting to, but I know I didn't recognize their auras from real life. (I honestly don't have any friends that I vent to like that in real life).

      Time Lapse

      Mom came to me and started telling me she wanted to go to the State Fair, that we she go to church right now and then go to the State Fair right afterwards. I hesitated for a moment, thinking that this was a very spontaneous thing for Mom to suggest and that if we went to the State Fair right away I would probably forget to bring something very important, but I agreed anyway. So Frankie, Mom and I headed to church (Frankie and I were just sisters again, thank the dear lord...).
      The church turned out to be on top of a very large building - not tall, but very long and wide - at a place I don't recognize. Giant digital screens were hoisted up on the sides of neighboring buildings, on which the sermon would be broadcasted on. I didn't recognize any of the people there, either. Anyway, Frankie and I were anxious to get the sermon over with so we could leave, so we knelt down (there were no chairs) very close to the screen hanging closest to us, thinking that would give us the best view, while Mom socialized with other people from the church. Two men approached Frankie and I and greeted us, both younger men, probably in their late-twenties. One of them, however, knelt down behind me and gave me a tight hug from behind, nestling his chin into my neck much the way Sean does in Real Life. It felt very comfortable, especially since I loved the way Sean did it, but the fact that it was the youth pastor that did this to me made me very uncomfortable. It was wrong.
      "Hello (Lionlite), we missed you," he told me very sweetly, right in my ear. I hated the tone in his voice, but I tried to smile and play along. He continued talking about how they've noticed I haven't been in church much lately and how I really need to make God the centerfold of my life and that I should come to some sort of events they had planned for the month. i felt very uncomfortable because he was still hugging me, and I tried to give him vague answers. Frankie was the only one who noticed my discomfort, and gave me an empathetic look.
      The youth pastor finally let me go and we both stood up. He casually asked me about my trip to Japan, and then finally walked off to talk to other people, thank the dear lord again.
      At that point Mom suddenly changed her mind about going to the State Fair, so she came up and told us we weren't going because going today would be too early. I agreed, although I was a bit disappointed that we couldn't go. "Maybe we could go next Saturday," I suggested, which was a week from the date in the dream, but technically tomorrow. Either way, it was the day i was supposed to leave for Japan. We all agreed that would be the best time to go.


      Why do I keep having dreams in which my gender is so questionable? This entire dream just made me feel sick to my stomach when I woke up...
    3. Beach and Computer

      by , 08-28-2011 at 02:38 AM (The Dream Magic Experiment)
      Travel. Beach? Home. Computer should be shut down. Strangers at home.
      Categories
      dream fragment
    4. 23rd Shared Dreaming Attempt - Aeolar's Dream

      by , 08-28-2011 at 01:28 AM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      Aeolar's Dream

      I am in this hillbilly house that I thought was John's, but I don't think it was now. There is a movie or something similar taking place inside, and the dream kept cutting back and forth between scenes. I am in this bedroom, and everything inside of it is black and white, and I am watching myself in 3rd person. I wasn't in control of myself, I was simply watching as I acted. The scene then changed to another man who is walking into the door of the house.

      He walks up, and sees something on this table. When he walks over to it, there is a card, roses, and chocolates sitting there together. The scene goes back to me in black in white, having the same thing on the bed, and eating the chocolates. Back to the other man doing the same. "I" then walk out of the room and see a potion that that's label says "Boater Man's Potion" on it. I drink it, and walk over to a mirror. Personally, I thought that it would turn my clothes into a boaters outfit, but in the mirror I had a red helmet on, and my regular clothes. "I" was making weird faces in the mirror and pouting my lips.

      Dream skip.
      I am in a school hallway and my German teacher is telling us something.

      ------------------------


      I am with my Mom and her friend Karen, and they want to get a Lamborghini. Mom is telling us that we would be so deep in debt if we crashed the car, which she was sure we would do. I decided to use a dirt bike instead, and started heading out. It was extremely hilly, and I almost fell a few times. I rode in the same direction for a little while and the dream scenery started to change. Buildings were starting to sprout up, and the dirt was covered up by white tiles in the ground, which looked like something from Mirror's Edge.

      I rode through this alleyway, and noticed a big group of people. They were fighting these slow creatures, reminiscent of zombies, but they looked pixellated. None of us had weapons, so we are fighting them with our natural weapons. I went into birds eye view and felt myself holding a controller, just like a fighting game. I was now doing crazy spin kicks, and I had figured out that I had boosters and could use them to fly for a long time. I began to fly up to the north west, and the ground which I was looking at started turning purple.

      I kept going, doing flight combos, and I reached a big river that was pixellated too. I was almost out of boost, and I almost made my way to the other shore line, but I fell into the river, and was eaten by a shark. I heard a narrator say:
      "You feel a River Slime Shark under you. River Slime Shark has eaten you."
      I then respawned back with the group of people, but this time it was our turn to play hunter. There was another group of "survivors" and they are the ones who called the zombies on us. We morphed into these weird creature forms of all different solid colors, mine being purple, that looked kind of like an organic sock monkey.

      We all took off flying really fast to the north north-east, towards a big city. We flew over a bridge, and I heard gunfire and looked over to my left to see a big blinking arrow over a survivors head. I wondered where his friends were, and went up the street to search for them, and when I did, I saw this huge green mech with a "mouth" with spiky teeth. I hurried back and landed, 3 others and myself approached the man, who was currently dealing with a massive zombie horde. I summoned a blue crystalline orb that I threw at the man, and ran up to attack him. I was pulled back by the mech I saw earlier, and almost got eaten by it. I wriggled out of its grasp, and noticed that my normal attacks would be no use against this thing. I touched the foot of the mech, and morphed into one. We began fighting like Rock-em Sock-em Robots.

      We are all Rock-em Sock-em Robots.
    5. Aug 27 pt 2

      by , 08-28-2011 at 12:22 AM (Doctor's Dreams)
      Drinking and Bad Omens (FRAG)

      I was drinking a lot, outside, and there was something about bad omens.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    6. (Night- 011)

      by , 08-27-2011 at 11:48 PM (∞ The Rabbit Hole)
      Kid's Winning Story
      There had been some contest between kids for who could write the best children's story. Some little boy had won and I was with him inside his story. There was a river I was being swept down that was all colorful, like it was a river of confetti or brightly wrapped candies. There was a large dragon flying around low over my head following me down the river. Meanwhile the kid was narrating the story.

      New School
      Going to a new college and it was the first day of school. I had a new dorm with a kitchen and a living room and a few rooms. Two girls lived with me and my room mate for some reason. They were pretty cool too. I went to my first day of classes and which was fine and tried to find a place to lock up my bike but the nearest place was a dorm on the other side of campus. I came back to the dorm and played a random video game on my lap top. The two girls were talking to us about their first day.
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    7. 23rd Shared Dreaming Attempt - Thebeastofold's Dream

      by , 08-27-2011 at 11:31 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      Thebeastofold's Dream

      (This is actually the second dream i had last night, i didnt remember the first dream until i was actually in the dream! dream recall in a dream..i've never experienced this before...)

      high rise hotel and previous dream recall in current dream...


      I walked into a large high rise hotel of some sort, i went to the elevator and up.....i got off the elevator and went around the corner to the left and ran into an old friend of mine..he said to me "i'll check the lower floor you check upstairs" i said ok and went baclk to the elevator...i got on and it started going up...i noticed the buttona went from floor to ceiling......the elevator door opened and i stepped out into what looked like a penthouse...i looked around and went oh shit! and stepped back into the elevator, i started pressing buttons but nothing happened...... all of a sudden a woman walked up the elevator with a key in her hand and started fiddling witht he keyhole, i was try to apologize for intruding, i didnt mean to come up here etc and she just smiled, then the elevator doors closed and i went down.....the doors opened and there was a maid standing ther, she looke dup at me startled, then ran away to the left, i stepped out of the elevator and went to the right..as i was walking down a long hallway I suddenly remembered the dream i had before this one......i had done a WBTB earlier int he evening, but i had absolutely no dream recall...anyway, i said out loud "thats what i was dreaming earlier.....talk aboutdream in dream recall!!" I became lucid and I was recalling the previous dream in my head. As i rounded the corner at the end of the hallway, there was what looked like a restaurant in the back of the room with a slanted sign that said "free grab it all up food" and there was picture windows all along the front wall and there were people standing all along the wall looking out the windows...i looke dout the windows and there were lcd tvs of all sizes and shapes mounted to the side of the building right below the windows facing out...a guy said out loud "is 3D tv really 3D?" and allof a sudden, there was a loud rumbling and all the places the tvs were mounted suddenly cracked....i woke up....


      First dream of the evening......

      neighbors installing fence and weird stupid lawnmower...

      I was walking out my back door i was looking for the stupid lawnmower...i dont have a lawn so i dont own a lawnmower IRW much less a stupid one..oh well....as i walked out the back door i was suddenly in my neighbors yard near the street walking towards my house...i picked up a hammer and slid the handle into a nearby fencepost, then a voice told me the lawnmower was in my front yard....ok..i turned to see who it was that said that and my neighbors small wedge oif yard was now an enormous manicured lawn several acres or more in size...i started to climb over my back fence and fell...i got up and ran to the front of the house...there was no lawnmower...so i went back to the back yard and now there was a gigantic dumptruck, bulldozer and something that looked like a military tank painted bright yellow with hundreds of mechanical arms comingout of it everywhere.....i walked halfway across my yard and noticed someone inthe cockpit of the dumptruck...i yelled "it wasnt there!!! all of a sudden i'm laying on my side in the road infront of my house looking under a weird shaped lawnmower...it had engine coolant, and oil and other fluid containers under the front of the machine......and there was fluid squirting and pouring and dripping out of somewhere,one of the containers had the lid hanging open, but i couldnt get it to stay on, the other one had a hole in the side and fluid was running out of it....woke up......
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    8. 23rd Shared Dreaming Attempt - Evolventity's Dream

      by , 08-27-2011 at 11:17 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      Evolventity's Dream
      August 27, 2011

      (Regular Dream, Fragment) | Fell asleep ~5AM, woke up at 1:50PM.
      -Timon, from Lion King, is charging me multiple times by my command.

      (Regular Dream)
      -I walk into a darkened area with another person. It seems like the back of a building and is pretty ghetto. The walls, people, and floor all look grunge. I see a man near a room, maybe a storage or garage. I'm standing in an open area. I am told to ask for a job. A couple others and I ask if we can sweep. There are already a couple of people sweeping the floor. The scene is much clearer now and I can tell we are in a ballroom. The walls and floor are a brownish color. It's very dim inside. I grab a broom and begin sweeping without the mans approval. He tells us to stop and we continue. We all ask for the price to be paid. He says $2. I yell $10 an hour. Everyone laughs. I say $5. Everyone thinks $2 is more. I explain the math and $5 is agreed upon. We sweep away. (Fragment) Still in the same ballroom, we are taking a yoga class. I remember crossing my arms as an 'X' and laying them on my forehead when laying down on my back, like everyone else. Somehow the dream turns bad and I'm trying to escape everyone. I'm hanging from the curtains very high up. I guess there are some people on my side being that they are chaining their bodies with mine using rope to reach the floor. (Fragment) I'm now a different person; a goddess or princess whom is trying to escape the ballroom. After walking down the cement stairs, she is barred in a cage and not able to go out. The man she is trapped by is looking at her.

      (Lucid Dream)
      -It's day time. I'm standing out of M*'s car along with my sister J* in the parking lot where he usually parks. We're talking about the changing color of the sky which we are able to control. The ease of using our mental will to change the color is like rolling a pencil with our fingers. Though, when adjusting the color of the sky, only the individual can see the color of which they willed. I asked J* what color she's using and she replies "purple." When looking into the sky, I had been continuously altering mine. J* and M* walked toward the apartment as I walked the opposite direction through the parking lot. I continue to look into the varied sky and its clouds. I think to myself how beautiful it is and that I don't often see things like this. I find myself making large jumps forward. I think that it's probable to make these jumps in the waking world. I look back at the sky and then it hits me. The only time I see scenes like this are in dreams and these jumps are surely not possible in the waking world. I'm dreaming. I continue to walk forward. I turn right at the corner when I reach the street. I am singing very loudly. The lyrics come to me without any focus and they are pretty damn good. I think about stabilization and take a look at my hands. I pretend to grab a pair of glasses and put them on my face, creating a sharper image. I see a car driving towards me a little ways down the street. I lay to the ground and lick the floor to help stabilize. It was rough as expected. I remember my little doubt problem I used to have and once again my vision is stamped with blackness, on my left side. Whenever this happens it feels like I am being blocked. I try to blink it away. I see a curtain and sunshine. I'm awake.
      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    9. history of the earth

      by , 08-27-2011 at 09:01 PM (salty)
      Me and erii are flying through a world
      The world is not seen but felt
      It is intense
      I am becoming exhausted from continuing to push through
      We reach what we came for
      It feels right
      as we approach it, it is overly intense
      The intensity makes me feel almost sick
      I keep pushing and make it through some kind of barrier
      I am overwhelmed with information all at once
      I am above earth
      It looks extremely different
      I see something flaming hurtle towards earth
      it is so large there is a massive shockwave that covers most of the side of earth I'm viewing
      It looks brown
      Now all that was green and blue I saw from air is nothing
      things begin to change and energy shifts
      now I am not seeing anything but feelings are all over the place
      The earth is red completely
      It glows red
      energy is intense and very hyper
      I am on the surface
      I see nothing but smoke
      I feel alot of heat
      Now I am slipping into darkness and losing my awareness of this scene
      I see a huge twisting ball of energy that is white and blue
      It is very chaotic
      it seems to be pulsing
      it feels sick
      like a dying heart
      like an old person with a dying body
      hurting all over
      its very strange and I am confused what this is exactly
      I cannot leave
      I feel stuck
      and it grows more and more chaotic
      then at once it is nothing
      and now it is everywhere
      the energy which was once a ball is spread across in every direction incredibly far in particles
      Now I feel like monster compared to these sand like particles
      I feel all of them
      everyone filled with life
      its own sentience
      they are like stars
      I see lines interconnecting them
      In three dimensional patterns
      the patterns are infinite as far as I can see
      They appear chaotic just as the ball
      Now I am small
      I am flying through space
      Still incredibly large
      I come to a whitish blue star
      It feels aggressive
      With nothing to be mad at
      It is so isolated
      it is individuated
      and nothing can effect it
      yet it seems angry
      and resentful
      at what?
      It feels like it angry at the universe
      It makes no sense
      I feel hatred
      I feel pain
      Why does it feel these things?
      It is nothing more than a piece of the larger ball of energy
      yet it is alone and cannot be harmed
      But it hates?
      I am confused so deeply it hurts
      I feel sick
      I feel like I'm melding into a painting which is this star
      Then all at once I realize that the star is me
      And the world of stars I called space was all humans
      all dis unified
      All lonely
      It hurts so bad
      The loneliness is killing me
      I can't stand it
      I am going insane
      I am incredibly confused and scared
      I felt fear I didn't know existed
      every human seems so distant
      Every star is so far away
      I am floating alone
      Yet I enjoy it
      I am not sure why
      But I enjoy it
      I feel like I could float here forever in acceptance
      But then something happens
      I don't feel like a star in this strange universe or whatever anymore
      Now I am in my dream body
      Floating in a monster of energy beside erii
      The energy is ripping like a storm
      Yet we are safe
      I see her body glowing
      I cannot even make out physical features just the glowing shape of a body that is red
      I am exhausted
      eventually I push through and we are flying as hard and fast as we can to get out
      We return to the place which we left before we came here
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    10. nothing

      by , 08-27-2011 at 07:52 PM
      i got too drunk last night and had no recall of any dreams. im gonna take a nap soon to see if i can bring out the rem sleep i missed
      Tags: alcohol
      Categories
      Uncategorized
    11. wow continued

      by , 08-27-2011 at 07:26 PM (redisreddish's mess of dreams is still messy)
      Okay, so I got a little caught up in watching movies Friday.

      Anyways, that monster from Relic was chasing me around, and I got into a car so I could escape faster. All the stuff inside was weird, though, and when I tried to drive, the car just lurched forward a few feet and sputtered to a stop. The monster caught up with me and opened its slimy, toothy, mouthy thing. But I convinced it to let me go say goodbye to people before it killed me and ate my hypothalamus (part of the brain, you kind of have to read the book/watch the movie). I ran away and tried to think of a plan. At this point I was lucid, and I remembered that in the movie the creature didn't kill a dog after realizing it didn't have the right type of brain. So I turned into a wolf, yay! I went back to the the monster, and it was angry upon seeing that it had been duped. I lived, it went to find someone else to eat. What a happy ending.

      ~~~~~

      As for the past few nights, my coughing has gotten worse and now I keep throwing up, so... I haven't been getting much sleep.
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      Uncategorized
    12. driving a camaro

      by , 08-27-2011 at 06:53 PM
      I was in my basement
      my sister and one of my friends sisters was there with her
      they wanted to play play kinect
      so i set it up for them with alot of trouble
      they started to play
      for some reason the kinect sensor was facing them from the side
      they were playing this game where it was like duck hunt for the nes
      they would point an imginary gun at the dcuks flying by and shoot them down and it was pretty fun
      next thing i know the girls sister is in the basement as well (she is really hot)
      she wants to play teh dance game she keeps on saying dance dance revolution and i explain to her that the kinect version is just dance revolution
      i take the game out of its case wipe it against he sweat pants to clean it then start having a hell of a time putting it into the disc tray
      i end up sliding teh disc along the floor and she laughs
      next thing i know im walking towards my elementary school
      my brother is there with his friend and they are driving cars around the yard
      there overcast and nobody but us is there
      my friend leaves telling me he has something to go do quickly and i go to get into one of the cars to have some fun
      there is a hummer or jeep i cant remember which one as well as a camaro and i think a corvette
      my brother tells me he spent over 250k on the cars so be careful and dont tell his dad!
      i drive the jeep around for a bit buy its kinda slow and the terrain isnt really calling for it
      so i hop out and get into the camaro and man is it fun
      i start pulling of some ken block moves ripping through the grassy fields and drifting for 100 feet before peeling out of the tarmac where the kids wouyld play
      eventually after driving for probably 15 minutes i rev the engine and hit the bump at well over 200 km and fly through the air but at this point i see the car flyng through the air in a third person view.
      i clear the fence to the pool and hit the locker room flipping over one time than the car lands in the pool and starts sinking
      i get out really casually because i know for some reason that he has insurance that will buy him a new one
      my brother leaves his car as well and we start walking towards the playground
      all this time im worried my mom will see me if she drives by because im wearing a bright neon yellow sweater
      when we get to the playground we see the squirrel at the edge of the sand with a chest of some type
      my brother and i both smell some weed in there so we decide to scare of the squirrel and take it
      when we approach it though the stupid things crouches back like a tiger and then shows its "fangs" which looked more like human teethe
      it tried to bite us a few times and i eventually convinced him that this wasnt worth getting rabies for and he agreed

      second dream

      I cant remember exactly how this one started but it very fragmented and very weird

      I was back in sweden but everything looked extremeley weird and cartoonish
      i met with my uncle brother and my dad
      we were walking through the old part of stockholm
      i dont remember much but i do remember going to a bakery where the lineup was quite large
      my brother didnt wait but we told him that most times the line up would go too the street and this would be worth it
      i ordered some drink
      it was a hot chocolate with tons of candy covered rainbow coloured chocolate chips
      it was pretty delicious if i do remember
      after that we left and its a blur

      dream 3

      i was at my friend dannys house
      we were playing xbox in his basement or something
      some weird stuff started to happen with things appearing through portals in his backyard
      one thing appeared and we had to run over fences away from it

      dream 4

      i was in some kind of program where i had to go to inclass sessions
      i arrived sat down and got down to busisness
      something crazy was going on in the next room and we weere not aloud to go look
      i went to i opened the first door and went for the second when i was grabbed by a few people
      they pulled me out and started questioning me
      i didn answer so they started to hit me in the balls and that hurt alot
      i woke up because i didnt want to deal with that
    13. Botanical Preserve (fragment)

      by , 08-27-2011 at 06:43 PM (Exploring the Unconscious - Bob's Dream Journal)
      Not much from last night.

      I one scene, I was visiting Terrence McKenna's ethnobotanical reserve in Hawaii. There were all sorts of crazy wild-looking plants. In either another dream or the same dream, I dreamed of eating a dish that had living crabs at the bottom of it. I was supposed to just eat the crabs, and I remember being nervous by the thought of one of the crabs pinching my tongue on the way down.

      I also dreamed about getting it on with a college friend.
    14. Inn I slottet fra drømmen

      by , 08-27-2011 at 06:35 PM
      "So ends the ride that lasted a lifetime..."

      One dream only, but it was long, and captivating. (this is the closest I've ever been to being lucid[might as well call it a lucid dream 'cause it doesn't get any more vivid than this], but that wasn't important to me, I felt like I've been here before, There's burning questions that I need to have answered; this dream feels incomplete)


      I had just reached the shores on what felt like a long journey across the sea, but alas, I was a foot on land and ready to begin my next journey searching for "it"; the black gate. The ground was nothing more that dried sand and gravel as I hear & feel the ocean shore brush up slowly against my feet. I began trekking forward slowly wandering into the deep forest that lay ahead awaiting to see what existed on the other side. I didn't know how long or how big this forest was, but I didn't come this far just to turn back. It was already night time, and the sky it self was pitch black; so dense, the stars themselves did not shine. It was days before I started to feel like I was going nowhere, time however had not changed at all, still the black sky, dead trees all around me, fog and cold air biting my skin with each step forward I take. But a dim light of hope shed itself on me when I noticed a small clearing a few miles ahead. This was enough motivation for me to keep pushing and find my way out of this barren wasteland.

      A few hours of slow painstaking navigation later, and I'm there. Finally, I've found it: What look like mortar & stone stretching over 100 ft tall and extending infinite miles in each direction, I had reached the black gate. I began noticing a low rumbling sound of thunder, but there were no clouds around for miles. Suddenly, I heard a very loud crackling sound followed by more deep rumbles (enough to shake the earth around me) "more lightning?" I thought, but no. It wasn't lightning at all, it was the gates themselves. They were opening....


      What stood beyond the other side of this monstrosity of a wall was just jaw dropping. What I saw simply can not be explained through the English language. More importantly now, my true quest began: the search for the castle. (I can't remember why, but there was something I wanted, something I needed from that place and It held all the answers). I knew this was going to be a long journey from the start, but I was almost there and the finish line was in sight. A few thousand miles felt like nothing to me now knowing where I was going to be. I took my first step forward through the gates while taking in another deep breathe of the musky air and watching up at the sky, Strangely enough I saw one star....the North star. It was like looking at a glimmer of hope that what I would find in this place would be what I am looking for. It was just like the rest of my dream, endless trudging through the land that never ended, but with every step I was THAT much closer....


      It had been weeks, almost months of traveling and then, it was there, I could see it through the mist. My skin began crawling with goosebumps, and my blood turning cold. I was there. It was only 500 miles away, but that was nothing to me. I was there. Finally, I had reached my destination; Standing before me was this glorious stone tower that stood ominously, peaking over the clouds with a bright force emanating through its walls. I took a deep breathe and stepped forward pushing both doors open only to be filled with the brightest most illuminating white light I could only imagine in my dreams. It was everything I had hoped it would be, and more. But things took a turn for the worst. Everything around me began fading, the light withered away along with the world, my time was up....

      "Between misty vales
      Between gloomy mountains
      Under gray clouds
      In the black night
      In black clothes
      An eternity of cold
      Over stone and wood
      In the shadows...
      Out from the mist
      Out from darkness
      Out from the big shadows of the mountain
      The castle of the dream...
      So ends the ride
      That lasted a lifetime
      For the master goes (in the castle of the dream)"
      Tags: burzum
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    15. 8/27/11

      by , 08-27-2011 at 06:19 PM (Dreamscapes)
      was at a mini festival somewhere on a sunny day. I walked around for a while looking for acid and found a group of hippy like people. I asked a long haired guy if he had acid and he said yes. I had to run to the cash machine because they weren't going to stay long. I tried to cut the line but people wouldn't let me so I found a secret cash machine. I ran back and give him money and instantly took the pills. I could feel the effects almost immediately. Everything became brighter and slightly cartoony. My vision was more focused and sharp and I was very laughy. The hippies and I decided to go to my apartment. They were there while I walked around outside tripping for a while. I went back inside and the hippys were playing with staffs and lasers. Their favorite color was green and I really liked them because they had the same hobby's as I did. Leo got home and was a little jealous that I had the acid without him. He ended up watching some weird movie. I went to go play spongle in the living room but got distracted and ended up trying to go buy more acid. I was at the peak of my trip and the seller was peaking too. I decided to buy more later. The acid was in a pill type thing and they would crush it up and swallow it.

      Super long lucid where I was about to take acid again but instantly knew it was a dream. Its been a while since I have been this lucid and I smiled knowing exactly what I needed to do. I ran to the balcony and found G there with a little smile. I lifted my hands and smashed him into the concrete about 15 times. By the time I was done with him he was nothing but mush. I laughed, finally completing my ultimate task. I went back inside and told everyone of my victory. It was super funny to everyone. Now I did what I normally do. I went outside and destroyed stuff. It seemed like I did not have as much power as I normally do. I tried shooting energy balls several times with little success and no lasers would come out. I did succeed at making energy balls when I lifted my hands into the air. After a long time of this I realized I wouldn't be waking up anytime soon. I wanted to do more acid. I went back to the apartment and with leo took 1000 hits of acid. I did this on the balcony and came back in. Slowly everything started to texturize. Then I saw writings on the wall and things were morphing. Leo wanted to show me something cool. He went to the wall and created a giant portal. Inside the portal was a different scene going on. He went inside. I was a bit jealous so I created one and tried to go in. I grabbed on the walls. The portal felt like jelly under my hands and ripped from the wall. I fell and got annoyed, but tried again. I fell a couple more times until a different scene came on and I succeeded. Jermain from flight of the conchords was there and we talked for a while. I don't remember much after this but it included kara coming home in real life. This woke me up but was really a series of false awakenings.


      Was back at the apartment with the hippies, stephanie, kara, and leo. The hula from electric forest was there wearing pants and a white shirt. I was happy she was there. We would flirt a little on and off. Kara was also my mom (it was really weird. It was like I was dating my mom) Kara left to go shopping and I wanted to try and get with the hula. Stephanie wanted to try and get with me for some reason. I ended up falling asleep next to Stephanie and had a lucid of the previous dream. I woke up next to stephanie and instantly knew it was a dream. I wanted to do more portal stuff in the living room so I tried to open the portal. I failed after a couple tries so I went to do other stuff that I forget. At one point I go into the gameroom and see the hula sleeping with the hula guy and get disappointed. I wake up next to stephanie and know I have to go for the hula. I don't want to offend steph so I make an excuse to leave her. I go to the balcony and baron jumps off and runs away to chase a dog. I get pissed and run to the gameroom. I open a door thats new to the room and call baron until he comes back. The hula is there and I jump on her and start tickling her. I pick her up laughing and we go to leos room (now her room) and make out on the bed. Kara-mother gets home and I tell her we cant but I will break up with her to be with her. It then goes into a long story about how my mom and I had to pretend to be together to hide from a killer and I would always get with girls and we would have to run again to save her. We then go into some snowy dream together to find the killer. I am holding on to her with a rope so she doesn't get stuck in this world. For some reason I get teleported out and my mom looks scared.