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Okay, so last night I went to sleep at about 23:30, and fell asleep at about 00:00.
My alarm was set to 06:00, but I woke up at 05:00. I turned around and looked at the clock, then went back to sleep. I had some weird fucked up dream, then I woke up again. 05:03. Back to sleep. Dream. Wake up. 05:07.
Repeat this until 05:30 and some serious strange shit happened.
So I woke up, turned around to look at the clock (05:30), then while I turned back over I thought "30 minutes left. That's like 1 dream per minute". Immediately I heard a voice angrily yell "NO". Before I could think "What?" I got hit by extremely violent vibrations in my eyes, which were looking upwards at the ceiling. My body was completely paralyzed, I couldn't move. Along with my vision shaking, I also heard an extremely loud sound of about 1000 bunsen burners mixed with a bunch of static bass.

AS IF THIS WASN'T ENOUGH
While I was looking at the ceiling, I saw flashes of white/light-blue light come from my television as if it was burning with weirdly colored flames, and I heard this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gtqwdXQStS4



It all ended and I was there, in my bed, completely shocked and bathed in sweat.
It was not a dream, because I didn't wake up, I even pinched my nose and tried to breathe (a reality check) to make sure.

I didn't sleep for the last 30 minutes after that, before I had to get up and ready for work.
I was shocked out of my mind for 1:30 hour after that.

WHAT




F*CK SLEEP PARALYSIS D:

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WBTB

DILD: It was winter. I found a very small puppy shivering in the snow. I picked it up and carried it with me. I came to my friends place and looked at the pup to make sure it was still alive. It was. But it had changed from brown to black and white. I looked away and looked back. The pup had turned purplish/red. I must be dreaming. To prove I was I made it my intent to float up the stairs before me instead of walking up. I instantly floated to the top of the stairs. I went into the house, put the puppy on the floor and then stood quietly, thinking.

I knew that this would be a very short, probably boring spurt of lucidity. I lifted into the air and let the dream pull at me. I spun wildly, twisting and turning in all directions. It felt as if I would be ripped apart but I didn't care. I had never been ripped apart while lucid and was curious what it would feel like. I felt myself slipping out of the dream.

I forced myself to stop spinning. I had to prolong the dream just a little longer. An entirely disgusting prolonging method I'd read on this site yesterday, popped into my head. I decided to give it a go. As I positioned myself I found the dream stabilized. I proceeded to use the technique and it did, to my surprise, work. However, I soon peaked. At the same moment I woke up.

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity


3rd Entry:
Date: 09/02/11
Sleep Times: 12:22-6:00AM, 6:00-6:30AM
Lucid Technique: None
Recall Technique: MILD at random
Attain Ludcidity?: No
Recall: Fragment


My dream recall from tonight is very, very sloppy. I'm hoping that I'm not just back-tracking already. I would like to accredit tonight to a bad nights sleep, for often as I was JUST about to fall into a dream, my Dad had a random, drunken sleep-outburst. Due to tiredness, this was all I really got to delve into for tonight's dream, but it's a start. If I can get further into it by the end of the day, I will certainly post about it.

I was living in some house in a sort of woods...There were fireflies, I remember that much. I lived there with random people- I think some friends and my boyfriend, Steven were with me at some points, but in the house I believe I was pretty alone. The only real scene I can recall anything about would be one of me standing in my white room with its hardwood floors with my old twin-sized bed from when I was in Jr. High (this all resembling somewhat the house I grew up in UNTIL Jr.High, but alot more empty). I remember hearing my cat, either Alice Liddel or Rylee running around and messing with the vent behind the bed, when my phone rang. I picked it up to have my friend Matt on the other line. He said something about how he was hanging out with the guys and I think he showed them my picture and they wanted to know if I was real, because they didn't believe him. (A wasted chance at a reality check....) My response was a slight 'pffffft' followed by, "Of course I'm real! You just saw me the other day! How are things where you are?" And we began to talk about this new place he was living with some sort of gang of sorts that I'm pretty sure had something to do with either magic or was more like a fantasy adventure group calling themselves a heroic gang. I'm not sure, but I think they were going to rescue me from the house at some point, but I woke up too soon. School calls!

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Dream
I was in GTA4 and had just pulled out of a van around the projects with Brucie. Roman pulled up too but he was really rude to me and I was thinking "I'm your cousin. Don't you know that." he was wearing a blue jacket with tight baige jeans.

Fragments
I also played basketball in Saints Row 2 against another team.

I was playing Transformers:War For Cybertron and was Megatron.

1st: I was in my street with my best friend and a girl from school (me and my friend always talk about how beautiful she is). We talked about some stuff and suddenly my friend said that he has to take a shit. I looked at the girl and she and I immediately had to laugh because of him. Then we got into a nice conversation about lots of stuff and when he came back he joined us. The dream was really nice and had a good feeling. But then I woke up. I wanted to continue this great dream so I visualized it while falling back asleep. I was in the dream again and somehow I knew that I was dreaming but I didn't care because I wanted to continue the dream. Then the girl and my friend went into my house and said they need to get something. I waited and when they came out I also went inside. I don't know what I looked for but when I got out again they were away and I woke up. I tried again to visualize the dream but this time I almost did a Wild (I felt how my body began to vibrate and such stuff) but at one point I was stuck and woke up more and more. I guess it was because I was thinking too much.

2nd: I was in my school and there was a event. I looked at a TV screen and they said that we could either go watch a soccer match or go and watch funny youtube videos (Yeah, really xD). I'm no big soccer fan so I decided to watch the youtube videos but when I wanted to go there a friend of mine looked up from a tunnel and told me to watch the soccer match. I told him it's way too crowded and then he said the match is already over and they are just having fun. I decided to go with him and walked down a system of tunnels into the underground. When we arrived nobody but 5 other people were there. There was 1 girl and 4 boys. They told us to follow them. We agreed and went into the tunnel system. It was pretty dark and looked like in a horror movie. Suddenly there was a huge dog and he looked pretty angry. The guy with the flashlight told us to calm down and I kicked the dog as he ran towards me and he immediately fainted. Then we stood before a gate and it was closed. Suddenly we heard noises of a dog growling. It came closer and it sounded like he was behind the gate. Then suddenly a HUGE black dog (he looked like he was from hell) jumped at the gate and opened it. It ran towards us and jumped on a guy. The dog's mouth was as big as his head and he bit him and teared him up. Another guy laughed and I immediately hated him. I tried to kick the dog to get away from the guy but he was just too big. Then the dog jumped on the guy who laughed and I did something I would never do in RL (it really shocked me). Instead of helping him I told the others to run away and that the guy deserved that. We ran up some stairs 3 times and we could hear the dog following us. Then we jumped down some rusty waterslide and I noticed that the dog lost track of us. The slide lead to a huge ocean. Suddenly I the people disappeared and I was with my sister and my mother. We all had surfboards and the ocean had a current moving in a circle. My mother told me to catch fish while surfing. I didn't know how to surf so I just sat on the board and caught fish. This went on for a while and then I woke up.

3rd: For some reason I was at the ocean again. But this time it wasn't a ocean but just a platform of water. We swam across it and fell down the edges. I was in my house again and after all that struggle I was happy to see my cats again. I cuddled with them and all that stuff. It really felt like all that stuff before happened as one story and it was amazing. After that I went into my room and my mom woke me up.

I also almost managed to Wild 2 times (1 after the first dream and the second time after the 3rd dream) but everytime when I was almost in the dream my mind got active again and woke me up

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was with a friend, near something like the security desk of some big building. My friend distracted the security guard, who may have been a tall, black man wearing a blue suit and hat. My friend distracted the guard by pretending that he was either sick or injured.

While the guard was distracted I snuck along a wall. The wall was made of green glass, and it sloped slightly as it went up (pretty high) to the ceiling of the lobby. The wall at one point went behind another wall. The two walls formed a corridor which was a kind of secret passage to a hidden area.

I snuck into this hidden area. The area was just a small room, like some kind of plain, old science laboratory. This room may have led to another room.

At some point two people confronted me. I wasn't supposed to be here. One person was a man. The other was a woman. The man had long, scaggly, black hair, though he was balding on top. He also had a black beard. I can't remember how long it was. He wore eyeglasses and a white lab coat. I can't remember what the woman looked like.

I fought the two people and either killed them or left them unconscious. I may then have gone to the next room.

I am a white lion-man with tawny markings on my body standing on a corner of the Temple of Nothing on the Moon. I look to the horizon. A massive wave approaches, a great tsunami, and crashes over the wall of my city, and floods it. People run out, and fly through the roofs of buildings. Raven appears.

"Nomad? What the hell is going on?"

I look at her sadly.

"You can make it stop!"

I shake my head no, and dive into the raging surf, transforming into a merman. Raven follows me, transforming into a mermaid.

"Nomad! Wake up! What's wrong with you?"

"We can only go with the flow. The end is here."

A volcano bursts up from the ocean floor. We fly through the water, and into the sky, and further out into space. The Green Moon grows suddenly, and the land cracks and separates. Water gushes out of the earth, and covers the low places. The entire planetoid is in complete chaos.

Everything is dying, everything is being made new. I scream, and morph into a butterfly-centipede larva, then a cocoon, then I break out of it with a burst of energy. "I ask the Black Sun to endarken me!" I shout. The Black Suns inside Urth, the Green Moon and the Grey Moon shoot dark energy into me, and I allow it to wash over me. I let it fuse with my entire being, and every energy type I can feel until I am in complete balance.

Raven and I fly back down to Planet Moon. It's beautiful. There are huge freshwater oceans teeming with life, and floating islands on the water and in the sky. Creatures are evolving.

"Planet... Io..."

(Contrary to no-ones belief, im not dead. Just had exams keeping me occupied XD)

Let me start by saying that I dont remember much of the dream, but what I do remember may be interesting to you. I was in a huge area of indeterminate size. Several huge, dilapidated towers of pipework and steam powered machinery stretched imposingly into the sky, whereupon they reached a filthy glass dome ceiling. Bright green moss and lichen covered the pillars, and at irregular intervals circular platforms were built into the pillars. This place had clearly seen better days. I was with some other people, whom i could not identify. We seemed to be global agenda agents (an epic mmotps game) and so we fired up our jetpacks, leaping from platform to platform and climbing higher up the building. We eventually reached a large platform, at which point the thought occured to me that I was dreaming. I looked at my hands and, as i did so, the world became sharper and I became more awake inside the dream. However, I then became nervous and reverted back to my sluggish, low lucid state. This repeated numerous times. I cant remember if anything happened after that

1. Me and one of my girlfriends moved a giant tv out into the back yard. We then moved an old couch outside and watched the television. After a few minutes I realized the tv was not plugged in, yet still able to play. I came to the conclusion that there must be enough electricity floating around in the area to power the tv.

2. Me and some friends went to a playground to hang out. I walked over to the stream running along the south end of the park. A a young mother came over and tried to convince me to keep her son. I looked down at the little boy and felt sorry that he had such a stupid and unloving parent. I told her to take him to child protection. She walked away angry, dragging the boy behind her.

3. I was at school. Everyone kept moving the desks around. They claimed they could not work unless the desks were arranged in a precise way. I took mental note of the classwork scribbled on the board and went outside to work. I ran into an old friend. He had become a theif and needed me to refurbish computers he was in the business of stealing. I told him I'd think about it. He kept following me, promising me a cut of the profits if I worked with him.

02-09-11 Tabula Rasa

So, for some reason last night I had a fuck load of dreams and due to the fact that I was trying to remember all of them and commit them to memory while in a comatose state at night, I don't quite remember the plot to a lot of them. But yeah there's quite a few fragments here for one night IMO.

[+]I was hanging out with DnW and FrJ who had decided to are make their own cigars

[+]I was a physicist researching how to move any object faster using some sort of effect.

[+]Some Skype spokeslady trying to talk to me

[+]My parents were on minecraft

[+]Some high school football match going on. People all over the street after the game. Our team was cheering while rivals got pissed and tried to start a fight. I was driving by and decided to honk my horn really loud for a sign of celebration of victory and rivals got pissed and tried to chase after me.

[+]Three hot girls decided that they needed to get better at blow jobs, and they wanted me to help them practice.

[+]In some MMORPG game. I was starting my own ship. Had to recruit players and pay them gold to come on voyages and missions. Pretty cool actually.

Almost Lucid
There was a large minecraft Earth floating and for some reason I felt that whatever was on the inside was very important or held some ultimate truth. I zoomed in or something and ended up in the center where there was some chapel. It reminded me of some old kind of crappy chapel in Vegas or somewhere. Old red carpeting, kind of musty, not good lighting and there was a slight yellowish tint to everything. I think that I must be dreaming but to convince me that I wasn't my brain automatically jacked up the vividness. Everything was incredibly vivid, from every strand and fiber in the old stained red carpet, to the specs floating in the air that you could see in the yellowish beams of light from the setting sun outside. I walked into the main room where there were people sitting on old chairs and a couch with a red cushioned backing. There was an evil looking half goat demon who was reddish purple who I suppose was Satan, as well as several other people who had distinct characters about them. One was an unkempt tallish slim looking guy wearing a suit. The collar was kind of crooked and the top of his shirt was unbuttoned. He had long black hair. There was some girl as well. They were listening to someone playing the guitar. There were two empty seats, there was one for me that I was supposed to sit down on, and there was another large comfy looking green upholstered one-and-a-half person sofa meant for someone important who had yet to arrive. I think it was meant for Jesus or something?

[+]with NH and JH (Two football playing tough brothers from my old high school) at Costco. They had tried to eat a ton to prove how manly they were but both ended up throwing up on the sidewalk. I had told them not to be retarded. Their Dad then came up to me and started talking to me about cooking, I had to pretend to act interested while he told me about some new apple cobbler recipe he had discovered.

[+]With some 'popular' kid from high school and he knew parkour and I knew parkour so we were hanging out. We were both trying out new wall flips and trading techniques.

Frog King
Some moth was flying around in my room and instead of killing it I let it outside. Later I was about to die from something and some frog saved me. When I came home he was in my room with a little gold crown on and he could talk. He was the Frog King and was repaying my kindness to the animals.

I got the sense he was pretty young for a king as he had a pretty awesome personality. We hung out and so I wound up getting to be friends with the Frog King.

[+]I was in a kickboxing match against my old gym teacher from gradeschool. (IRL she is actually ridiculously ripped and held the world record for women's dead-lift at one point. So being pared up against her was like, wtf)

[+]Driving into some cul de sac of a neighborhood and in the driver is some kid I knew from like, 2nd grade.

[U]Alien Job/U]
I was driving my car after hearing some reports of alien abductions in the area. I went to warn some of my friends to escape because I had a feeling they were coming for them. Instead it turned out that I ended up getting abducted. I saw one of the ships which looked a lot like a phantom ship from the Halo series

when I was in a parking lot and it came towards me and telepathically told me to stay still. I sensed that they were actually cool so I let them beam me up. When I got inside I was greeted by a lady, all of the aliens looked like us. They were all working away at computers and screens all over the ship were playing video footage of random stuff going on it was all obviously very high tech. She gave me a tour of the facility and was very friendly and everything was actually pretty chill. They needed me to help them with something so they were going to offer me some high position on the ship and I would work with them.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]


[COLOR="silver"]This morning I had 3 lucid dreams and got own experienced knowledge about how the dream environment is. I had one false awakening, but I didn't reality check, in that moment I were so motivated that I wanted to WILD, instead I switched position in the dream and fell asleep. Then I woke up to the alarm and realised that I had a false awakening, although I didn't reality checked on this awakening either, so I am not completely sure if it was a dream or reality. I started to think about my previous dream , but I wasn't trying to WILD. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]I felt a switch of consciousnes and I was now standing in a store, I immediatelly remembered to stabilise so I started to touch a brown desk that was infront of me. I took my hands and touched my legs and used my body as a stabilisation technique through the sense of touch. Then I saw a girl and even though I was lucid and didn't had to care about her, I did... So she told me that we should steal some of the watches that were behind the glas. I thought to myself this is a dream I can do whatever I want, so I broke the glas and she pointed out one of the watches and I grabbed that and gave it to her.
I wanted something cooler so I looked for a really cool clock, and I found one (I didn't find any real picture of this watch design, so I am going to try to explain it) it was like a big stone and the design of the screen was looking like a shining star.
Golden spikes pointing in all directions.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="silver"]Short after this I heard the next alarm and I woke up. I was surprised to my behaviour in the dream, why did I wasted my precious time on a girl that I didn't even know, to steal a watch? Normally I would be satisfied with this dream, because it was vivid and lucid, so I usually just went up and wrote down the dream, Not this time.
I were still perfectly still and thought that maybe I can chain this dream, because I will still remember this dream, so no reason to worry about that.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]So I started to think about the same dream again, and felt the switch of consciousnes again! I was now standing at the same spot that I woke up from. A little more aware of that I don't need to follow that girl I remembered that I had told a fried in reality that I wanted to go to the universe and find out what my subconscious mind believed that was out there.
So took pace and started to running out the street and then I jumped and levitated. But I wanted to get speed, but it was hard to imagine, so I did a sound with my mouth that reminded me of Ironman flystyle. I started to accelrate through the sky, really fast it almost felt like I had engines on my back, I couldn't even control it. Then it felt like I flew straight into an invisible wall and I fell. And I fell ... I fell really hard and I closed my eyes and I were in my bed and I still felt like falling.
I knew that this sensation must be a dream so I imagined myself getting out of my bed.
And the imagination become real as usual, and I went down to the door. And I remembered that I wanted to visit a waking life location to see if it felt as real as reality. So I flew (calmly) to my first school, but it didn't look anything like it so I tried to visualise how it really looked like, but I just made it change texture to red brick. I associated school with my old interest which was Harry Potter, so I saw castle textures and buildings appear. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I woke up again and chained the dream again, but I think I thought about Narnia for one second, because the dream started out in the room were the locker is located (the one they use to get to Narnia). Although the locker wasn't there!
All I saw was a woodwall I ran through it and imagined myself gettig to platform 9 / 3/4.
And I was suddenly looking at the Hogwarts express! I stepped into the train and remembered that I wanted to complete the Hogwarts Challenge on Dreamviews, but then I was on the wrong place. I needed to go to the Diagonalley to get a wand.
Instead I started to ask people n the train in panic if they had a wand I could borrow.
For some weird reason the Requiem for a dream music started to play in the background.
I later decided to wake up, and I associated the woodwall with waking up, but when I walked through the wall I woke up![/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I learned alot from these dreams. Some of these things I have allready heard from Stephen LaBerge and other, but this attempt prooved that it was true. Robert Waggoner: "The sailor never controls the sea".
Likeways the dreamer never controls the dream, the dream (your subconscious) control about 90 % of the dream while the dreamer control 10 %. You just control where to go and what you might experience, but the dream is what creates everything that you see and experience, it might give you some information, but you just flow along what the dream creates.
Which is a good thing, because what if I was a watch designer, if I controlled everything then it wouldn't be anything different compared to reality except you might be able to control the elements and physics better. But now I asked to see a cool watch and then it just appears! Another thing that I got confirmed was that dreams are built of thoughts and associations and emotions and that is why it's hard to have good control, because who can control both their thoughts, associations and thoughts? Although my goal is to use lucid dreams as a paradise and to be able to do that I need more control. So I am going to work on how to do that. And last but not least, chaing dreams might give you more lucids, but they are harder to remember each time you do it. For example I forgot to mention that I met the Harry Potter characters on the train =)
Hermione :loveyou: :content:[/COLOR]

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this man was being beaten up by the melon head and another business man
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then the two businessmen went passing by a train then entering into it being all bossy then my third person will wanted a blue waiter to make them ashame so he told them to get out of the table they were at (inside the train looked like a restaurant )

I started off in a house and i was going to see my friends room upstairs.

As we got up into the loft it was absolutely huge, i said "omg you are rich!" i went up some stairs and was looking around and saw a tramline, i followed it and saw something, it was someone buy out of like 28 weeks later. I ran back to where the others were.

Quickly forgetting about the person i sat down on the steps and suddenly someones hands went over my eyes and i heard "guess who?" i turned around to see and it was a girl i havent seen in ages, i was so happy to see her as she is a close friend of mine.

I then began walking down a stone corridor and went into a large room with 2 red sofa's, a glass door closed behind me with someone banging on to try and get in desperately, suddenly an alarm went off. I tried to open the glass door but it wouldn't budge, then i saw the person get mauled by 3 infected people, my friend was no longer here.

I ran and jumped up onto a small ledge in the room and climbed out of a window, it was a very small window like the kind you would get in a bathroom or public toilet area.

I slid down a pipe and had 2 infected chasing me, i sprinted across the garden seeing a fire axe on a ledge which i snatched up, i spun around and smashed one of the infected in the head and it dropped to the ground, as i kept running i saw my friend running from a pack of 5 of them, one was carrying a shovel and it hit her on the back of the head and i saw her drop.

I changed the direction that i was running in to try to avoid them but they were too close, i had fear running through me aswell as anger and adrenaline.

I spun around to hit another and fight off the one with a shovel.

I woke up.







This next one i remember being a very very long dream with a sort of full story but i can't remember everything i just know
The part i remember is just as i turned lucid.

I was leaping across some roof tops, the buildings were white and metal and sort of futuristic.
I remember turning lucid and i began to rub my hands together and i sort of stayed in, but then my dream began to fade again.
I shook my head really quickly and i suddenly became extremely aware again
"this must be a great way to stay lucid" i thought, so i shook my head again and my eyes closed into blackness (usually happening when im about to wake up and open my eyes from sleep)
As i knew it i woke up, i quickly went back to sleep again to try and WILD, i felt myself falling into my dream but then i woke back out (so so close to a sucessful WILD).

I lay in bed with my eyes closed and before i knew it i was back in my dream.
Suddenly there was a huge explosion and everything was rising up around me, i held my hands out (not lucid anymore) and began trying to attain telekenesis, gravity around me just stopped and everything began to float weightlessly.

Through the smoke and the orange fire'd up sky i saw someone, i walked towards him, he had black hair quite tanned and no top on with a tattoo on his back as if he had wings at the top of his back.
He was wearing shades and turned around and smiled, he held up his hand horizontally and some green retro glasses floated towards me spinning slowly.

"You can do this too?" I though maybe it was him stopping gravity not myself, so i charged all the inner energy i had and tried to lift the ground, it wasnt working "what is happening? what does this mean?" i thought.

I then tried again and the dirt began to rise up and i woke.