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Monday, September 8
Sunday, September 9

Both nights I woke up in the night and recalled my dreams. I thought of writing them down, but then decided that my recall was clear enough at that moment that I could remember them in the morning and write them down then. No recall either time. I may have to start jotting down key words on a scrap piece of paper.

Monday night I have slight recall - there is an impression of multiple people moving around, and we are all within a large building.

Shoes. Stores full of shoes. I wanted to buy one. I found one, and then a store keeper found me one. I asked if it's okay for me to just carry it while I look around for other designs, so that I can compare. It seems it was okay with him.

I ended up in some other shoe store that also sells clothes, but when I didn't find what I want, I went back to the previous store. Only, it looked a lot better than before. I looked at the prices, and I saw one I like, but it costs Php 800-plus. My budget for the shoes was only 300-plus. I took the one that the guy gave me before, and told him I'll buy it instead. It costs around 167, or something. But I didn't realize that's only for one shoe. For two shoes, I had to multiply the price by two. I checked my budget to make sure I still have money. They already put it on the counter and even already wrote a receipt for it. One clerk just paid for the cash I lack, since I gave the impression that I still have to withdraw money (I didn't say it, but I thought it). Fortunately, I found a total of 500 in my wallet. Then I realized, and asked if they also accept the Smart Money debit card. They said they do. Well, too late for that.

i was in my room and i closed my eyes. next thing i knew i was standing on a wooden floor that was a deep brown. there was a white table to my front left and stairs on my right. the stairs went up about 11 steps then a balcony,then more steps. i walked up and down a small hallway but all the doors were shut. i didnt wana be rude and just walk in so i decided id go back down. i walked by the balcony when a woman said "hey! who are you." i said "im sorry i was just looking" she said "wered you come from and how'd you get here" i replied with a shrug and an i dont know then she invited me to join her feast. she now had food on the table and said her name was hannah. she wore a red purple dress with large shoulder padding with a bonnet on her head still exposing red brown wisps of long curly hair on the sides of her face. i helped her move the table to the eating area were there were booths and small disconnected brown tables. i saw a bigger man and a skinnier one sharing a plate and table. i felt akward as they ate and laughed for i had my own plate with little food for there was only one plate of feast food. the bigger man had a dark brownish black curly beard and stache combo. i ate a sweet potato and hannah said "time to go back." i closed my eyes and gasped as me and my body reunited.

So I don't remember much about these dreams besides the notes I jotted down this morning, but I'll try to flesh them out with as many details as I can remember.

In my first dream I was in a library of sorts, sitting at a long desk with lots of other people my age, with another long desk across from us. I left to talk to some people, and I was trying to get something figured out I think, and I figured it out and got back to the library before it closed, but the desks had already been folded away, and the guy told me they'd already packed up. Whatever that means. So I walked home with three of my old friends, A, S, and E. A and S tried to hide from me, but E wouldn't go along with it and A got mad at her.

In my second dream I was in relationships with two guys at once, some lean guy (that's all I remember about him, was that he was lean) who was my only boyfriend at first, and CSG who I started dating after and who I was so much more attracted to and interested in. (It wasn't REALLY CSG though, it was just kind of like him. In my dream it was obvious it was him, but he had no plugs or glasses, and he wore his hair up in a big tribal hair scarf thing.) CSG was an amazing boyfriend, and most of the dream was just stuff with him, although I only remember one part where we were cuddling. He really really liked me, and was upset that I was dating someone else at the same time. I went on trial for having two boyfriends, but I don't remember the result of that. After that I was in some sort of lingerie store with S, and Paris Hilton was there. I went on to have some sort of weird dream about Paris Hilton and her sister. The main feeling left from the dream was a longing for the fake CSG DC. I think I started to get lucid at the end of it, but then I woke up.

9-6-11

I don't remember what the setting was, but I was talking to two middle-aged guys. I'm pretty sure I had been talking to more people on the same subject before, but I don't remember any of that.
We were talking about special doors that open into different worlds. The previous people had seen the doors, and seen the doors while they were open, and seen through the doors. The two last guys were different. The second guy, a rough-looking man in the lower 30s, said he had gone through the doors. Right then I could see in my mind's eye the door and the other world beyond. It wasn't as much of a world as it was like subspace: Swirling colors and little tangible land.
What really got me going was what the first person said: He said that he was able to open the doors. I understood that he meant he could open them when others couldn't, or when they were locked, and this got me really excited. And a little scared.
And I awoke.

The crazy thing about it was that the doors seemed so amazing because the dream was set in this world, as it is, with NO fantasy elements whatsoever.
And then there are these doors...

8-27-11
Blah recall.

Dream:
I found my bike pump.
Waking reality: My bike pump is still missing, and my rear tire is still flat.

8-18-11

D2 or D3, not sure.

I don't remember how this one started. I think I had been at some sort of camp. Or maybe a park.
In either case, a bunch of guys from my high school and I were at this giant, metal playplace. Giant as in 80 feet tall and 30 feet on a side, if not more. All of us had instruments except me, who sang as everyone else played a Petra song. (It was either "Sight Unseen", "Hey World", or "Dead Re coning". I'm pretty sure it was "Dead Reckoning".
I remember clearly a certain instrument that my friend Sabin was carrying. He had a bass guitar with two necks, but they came out of the body of the guitar at a 90-degree angle from each other. The second-to-lowest string post (or whatever you call where the string holds on to the body) had two strings coming out, one for each neck, and the rest of the strings had their own grounding to the body for each neck.
I remember that we had previously done a different Petra song on a different giant metal playplace of sorts, but I have no distinct recollection of that. Before THAT, we had been at some sort of camp house nearby.

A really cool thing I remember doing in my dream happened when we were all at the top of the structure. I wanted to beat the rest of the 'band' back down to ground level, so I test-jumped off the top level (again, where we were), landed, looked back, rewinded the dream so that I was back on top with the 'band', and told the other guys that I would beat them if we raced back down. Then I jumped again.

Somehow, they almost beat me back down anyways, and I'm pretty sure Chris had a tuba. Or a Sousaphone. And Jordan had a drumset. (I have no clue how.)

I might add that, while I do sing like nobody's business, Sabin doesn't play bass, Jordan doesn't play drums, and Chris most certainly does NOT play tuba.

I don't even remember when the dream ended.

I am at this place similar to somewhere in the Sierra mountains, and I decide to go off on an adventure. I then decide to go the long way around and climb this mountain. As I am scaling down it, I see all of these small scale cul-de-sacs that are in the midst of a disaster. As I go further down, they get larger scale, and I see this one figure that looks like Bart but with long spiky black hair. I am now in a gift shop, and when I look out the window, I see Christina. She sees me as well, and runs and and hugs me. I see Dad as well, he comes in and says something to me. Now, the DC's disappear, and an older middle - aged man comes into the shop. He asks me if it's OK, and I say yes (There is a lot more dialogue).

I feel an unpleasant sensation in my man melons, and feel a moving sensation. During this, I can't see, but I feel a feminine presence over me. Now, I am aboard a flying ship, in a room with the old man. I want to know if I can ask him a few questions; he isn't sure because he should be in NY by now. I ask him if he is an "alien", he says yes. He then tells me the word for when one truly reveals themselves to you, whether your a robot, alien, or whatever, no disguises. He tells me this word. It starts with auto, and I ask again what the word was. I repeat it to myself as to remember what it was, but when I awoke, it was almost as if it vanished. He then showed me these pictures of little children on what looks like a curved piece of white leather. He then tells me that "It's best to come in when they are young!" I tell him that I have 1, maybe 2 more questions. I want to know when we will be able to talk through info packets of thought, and he says when we raise our vibrational frequencies, then I ask when that will be, and she simply says "Soon." I wake up.
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I am at my North Grandparent's house, and Jackie some chick from school is sprawled out on the couch. She tells me to make a portal here, here, and here. I do it, then jump into a portal in between the chair and the couch.

I am at the coast I'm looking out towards the sea. I think I've come here with someone but now I'm alone.

I'm walking down the beach but at the back behind the things that are on the beach.

I get to a part of the beach where a bus had come over the edge and is buried in the sand. Not all of it just it's nose. People are there trying to get it out. I'm taking pictures of it in a surupticious way so people can't see me.

Someone comes over to me I'm going home with this person.

Dream started in down town in my state. (never been down town before lol) And my dad just left me there for whatever reason. I was walking around trying to find my way back when I saw a scooter with the keys in it. I contemplated weather to take it or not, but decided against it... kept seeing my friends everywhere hmm..... I had a dog with me that just died (not even my dog what the heck is with this) and i was trying to figure a way to save it (idk why, sad that it was dead, but there was nothing i could do) and got in a taxi (never rode in a taxi before, what the hell brain figure out i am dreaming already) The taxi crashed, or broke down, and i got out. i saw my mom, and 2 of her friends riding in a super short bus. I ignored got on the bus and went to a subway and got on. (state doesn't even have a sub way) oh wait. I AM DREAMING!!!! Reality checks and stabilization to keep in, not once did i think about my body in bed. To increase visualization all i did was stare at an object intently and remind my self that i am dreaming. Any way to help to know that i was in a dream, i stripped naked (no clue why) and i forgot what i wanted to do in my first LD (shit) all i could remember was me and Raspberry talking about changing sex in a dream, well i tried to do that, and had no success. (i had no dream control in this LD, need to work on that lol) I went over and conversed with dream characters (didn't seem to care that I was naked lol) Stabilized some more and walked around on the sub. (went with the plot, not always so good) i looked behind me and i saw lava bust out the ceiling and start flooding towards us. We fell down a hole and popped up in a warp hole in some city. an announcer said "what will happen next, wait till tomorrow and find out" i was like oh shit, i am waking up! I was awake before i could do anything..

I was driving my car. Allen was in the front passenger seat, some old lady that was related to allen in some way was in the back middle seat and two other dream characters were beside that old lady. We were on our way to some sort of cruise ship thing. I was driving for a long time on many highways. I wanted to play music in the car but the old lady hated dub step so we sat in silence. This made me slightly annoyed that she was in the car with us. It was really hot and sunny out and the sun rays sort of impaired my vision while driving. I was coming up to a really scary exit. It went really steep into the air, it was narrow with very small side rails. It twisted around a few times before it connected to another highway. There was a huge body of water underneath me so I was really nervous driving. The old lady got super scared as a beam of light hit my eyes while doing 60mph at the top of the exit. She jumped to the front seat and wrapped her arms around my head. I shoved her off of me and started to yell at her. I hit a side rail and almost fell off of the road into the water. Allen helped me keep her in the back seat. I slowed way down and made it to the connecting highway. I had a huge wave of relief when I got there. We pulled off of the road and were there at the dock to get onto the boat. Dustin was suddenly there. I hugged allen and told him that while we were on the cruise I didn’t want to hang out with the old lady…EVER He agreed.


I was having a huge family get together at a family house that I have dreamt of before. This kitchen has appeared in previous dreams but is nothing like any of my actual families kitchens. It has white floors, white tile counters, and a blue backdrop. I always feel extremely comfortable here and I am always eating and dancing around the kitchen. My dream family (which is always with me in this kitchen) is there. Everyone is laughing and having a good time. I felt so extremely at home and peaceful. I look out to the backyard, it is the same large, green, luscious yard that it always is in this dream. We set up a super long dinner table outside with crisp white cloth to cover it. Everyone is grabbing bowls of fruit and other food and placing it outside for a feast. I don’t know how I didn’t see the 643246037 dream signs here. I assume it was because I was so at peace and happy that I was happier accepting it as my reality and not a dream.


Me, Allen, Leo, Izra, Stephanie, And Yeva all go to visit Gherman in Russia. Me, Izra, Stephanie, and Yeva arnt supposed to be there so Leo, Allen, and G had to hide us in a small bathroom, where we couldn’t barely leave. My dog Baron was there for some reason. For a long time the 4 of us hid in the bathroom, I sat in the tub and we talked. Then the 3 boys let us out. We go to the backyard. It is super dark out and really late at night. The sky is purple and filled with stars. I grab my phone out to take a picture (dream sign) of its beauty. I then go to upload it to facebook and leave a status of something about how “wonderful it is to be under the Russian sky” or something lame like that. Its starting to get light out and we are all supposed to go back to hide in the bathroom before Leo and G’s father wakes up. I go back into the bathroom and wait. A while goes by of me playing with baron before I realize that I am alone. I decided to try and find everyone. I started walking through the house (which by the way is gigantic) and I hear leos dad and step mom in two different rooms near me. I creep around as to not be seen by them or heard. AT one point, I have no choice but to walk by Loe’s father. I walk quickly and I don’t look at him in the eyes. I can see that he is looking at me with a strange look on his face, but I just keep going. I make it past him and I head for the bathroom. There is a library next to it and I stop there and try to look as if I belong there. I pull a book off the shelf and pretend to be reading it. There is a blonde man in the room. He looks at me and says in English that he can tell I am not reading the book. I explain I don know Russian and he promises no to tell anyone. Just then everyone comes walking in through the front door. They are covered in sweat and are wearing gym clothes. Allen says “Heyyy!! Oh shit, I forgot about you!” as he walks towards me. He explains that they went to yoga and that now he needed to get ready for an event an dthat we all had to go back to the closet. I was livid.

melatonin
In, and it was my birthday. Everyone was celebrating it and looking for me. It was weird. I think this was my own server and I tried to walk over to the celebration. Everyone was in this small tent and I was outside of it trying to type this command into the console but I accidently kept retyping what people were typing. I ran past and saw a glimpse inside and they all looked like they were waiting. I saw my sister and we talked around this child area. Some guy I added messaged me saying Happy Birthday. I walked into the tiny toddler house and 3 other guys were in there. We all sat in there for a second and then I told them I couldn't breath in there. I exitted and everyone outside was wondering, the celebration's already over? And I don't know. I walked over to a cake and began to slice it into squares. It turned out really weird looking and everyones cake slice has a weird chocolate flat cookie. I saw a guy from my old typing class. As I wandered away, another guy I knew comes up to me and says: Sam! You should join this server that I'm on! It's the same thing just better!

Quite sometime ago, 1996, I had a False Awakening I'll remember forthe rest of my life. I dreamed that I woke up, took a shower, got dressed, and rode my bike to school. Spent the entire school day as I always did, miserable, dejected and picked on. Then my alarm went off and I had to do it for real. I think I actually cried I was so miserable. It was like 4 years of ground hogs day. Miserable school, pitiful mother, and on that day I had an FA and had to cram two full days of crapfestopulusa into one. I'm smiling now as I write, feeling very blessed I no longer have to deal with that. Knowing I will never put my daughter through that kind of upbringing.

We are who we are today because of the decisions we made then. People can change, but our experiences will always make us who we are.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had two pretty cool dreams last night, only the first dream was kinda hectic and a bit disturbing.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: You're not stealing this camera!
I'm in a crowded shop inside of a big mall. There are people everywhere and one guy bumps into me. I figure it's an accident but then I watch him and his four friends walk away. I check my pockets. My camera is gone! I head out the store after them. "Hey asshole, give me back my camera" I say and grab one guy's arm. "What are you talking about?" he asks me. "I said, give me my camera back, I know you took it" I say. They all laugh at me. I grab the guy and drop him to the ground. I grab his throat with my fingers, holding a small part of it. He starts choking right away.

"If you don't give me my camera back, I'll break his fucking throat! I swear to god!" I yell at them. People all around me in the mall starts running and some lights go out. In a few seconds it's all empty. His friends don't know what to do, they seem to have a hard time deciding if they should jump me or do as I say. I repeat what I said and squeeze. They bring out a bag and I grope around in it, finding my camera. I release the guy on the floor. "Alright the cops will probably take me for this" I say, but I don't care.

The dream skips. I'm in an apartment when I hear a knock on the door. I know it's the cops and when I open the door, a dozen of them is standing outside of it, pointing guns at me. My mom starts saying her farewells and puts on a pair of big old glasses on me. I get the impression she's trying to make me look like a "good" boy. I take them off and hug her. I follow the cops out down a flight of stairs. I take out my cellphone and start texting my friend Felix. I finish the text message just as I arrive at a few cars. Some other people are there aswell. I figure they're also under arrest.

05.10: Flying on a horse
I'm with some random guy, and we're way up in the clouds on a floating island covered in grass. I spot two huge, weird looking animals. They look like horses, but with alot more fur and more chubby. The guy I'm with starts tickling one of the creatures and it quickly submits to his will. The other one is a bit too wild though, and will probably take more charming. I have no idea what I'm supposed to do, but I figure I'll do the same as the guy.

He gets on the wild horse and they take off. I scramble up on the other one and we start flying. We go down from the floating island, through alot of mist and down towards the ground. It feels amazing! "Wooohooo!" I yell as we fall faster and faster. A few branches threaten to hit me in the face but I duck in time. We arrive at the ground by some big pyramid or something. I get off and find this young boy who's got magic cards. "Want to trade?" I ask him. I can see he's got alot of very rare cards. I sit down and show him my deck. He looks at my cards and is only willing to trade one of them.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

G was visiting again and we went to applebees to have lunch with him. For some reason I decided to try and meet them at red robin. We got sort of lost and ended up at Redmond town center. After a bit of talk we decided to stay. It was very sunny and vivid out. Leo and I separated from the group and went into a hotel. We were wearing suits and decided that it would be funny to go to the concierge and mess with them. They ended up giving us the two executive suits thinking we were them. We ran up to they first one and saw that the guys were there so we decided to wait for them. I became lucid and turned one of the guys into a cat as he was leaving. He wanted to warn the other guy but I wouldn't let him. I kicked him around a bit and Leo and I were laughing. We decided to go to the other guy to rob him while he wasn't there I kind of went along with the dream for fun. In the elevator the dream police came in with a gun. He was a giant black guy and had a little smile on his face. I shot myself out of the elevator and heard Leo say you fucker tothe me as I left him. I was laughing as I fell down a neverending hole of darkness. I teleported myself into the next elevator and pulled Leo into it to escape the police. He asked how I was doing all this and I said I was lucid. I showed him some cool stuff like changing the colors of the elevator curtains and moving stuff with my hand. I realized I was getting rely good at control. He laughed and joined me in moving stuff around. I lost some vividity and faded out. I imagined the elevator in detail and got back in the dream. Kara was there and I was horny. I knew if I fucked her I would wake but I was confident that I could get back in. We fucked and she was surprised I was having sex with her and not another. I just laughed at that. She looked really extra hot in this dream. I came close to finishing and woke in blackness. I imagined the elevator and after a min was back in. I took a while to stabilize and touched everything in the elevator to get back to full vividness. I met Leo at the top floor where the guys place was and I heard baron barking. I was suddenly in my car at my old apartments. There was an Indian couple running around and baron was chasing them barking. They seemed to be ignoring them so I tried not to look and was going to get back into the hotel. I was getting back in when I realized I was forgetting some of the dream and wanted to remember most of it so I made myself wake.