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I think I went to bed at around midnight or earlier. I had gotten no sleep the day before so I was really beat and fell asleep quickly. And I stayed asleep all night (other than brief wakings)

I had several dreams, but they're all sort of jumbled right now.
In the last one, I was a male monkey teaching my offspring how to jump through the trees safely. We were high up in the canopy and the little one missed a couple of times. I dove through the branches, in total panic to grab him. I got to him in time, and then I went around teaching him how to identify dead branches and trees and I showed him what made them dangerous.

Then the dream changed and I was myself at my grams house. Something was going on with a cat and a kitten. The kitten was black and it either got separated from its mom or the mom died. I went out to get him but then I saw my old (favorite!) cat Rogue run off carrying something black in his teeth. I followed Rogue and cornered him, then took the kitten out of his mouth. I popped him a couple times and after I got the kitten, Rogue hissed at my. I noticed the kitten had a small but bleeding wound on its stomach and I thought briefly about letting Rogue finish the kill. But I couldn't. As I walked across a large field to return to the house, a lioness started nosing the kitten in my hand. I used my body to block but I knew she could feel my fear and pretty soon she would just eat me too lol. I got the house and stood in front of the door.
I told someone through the screen to open the door just a little and to take the kitten. My son Myles argued with me, not seeing the lioness. My mom picked up on the stress from my voice, so she took the kitten.
Then I woke up.

And I all-stinking-ready have a headache.

In other dreams... I killed someone and tried to hide it. There was something about a crocheted ball of yarn with the needle stinking through it. My son, Myles lol, somehow knew what I had done and he was calling me out on it. I kept grumbling for him to drop it, but then an Elder showed up behind me. I was very angry. I wouldn't look at him. One of his hands was on my back, the other occassionally rubbed my crotch through my clothes and I wondered if he thought I was hysterical [a reference to a medical practice LONG ago where the Dr. tried to cure or clam female patients by inducing orgasm ]
I don't recall how that dream ended.

In another dream- an awesome dream which I've mostly forgotten, I followed to lives of one family: a mother, father, 2 sisters. They always traveled southeast and something always happened to the family in which everyone died. I was confused throughout the dream because I didn't understand how their line could continue. Then it was revealed (somehow) to me that they were the same family but from different places and in different times. They were different families yet somehow also the same. I wondered how they could all look the exact same, then dismissed it so I could finish watching their story.
But I've forgotten, now, way too much of it to do it justice.
The daughters were in some secret war against each other. The older sister was crazy and kept threatening the younger. But the younger had a gun, so the older stayed in line.
The older sister, somehow got the gun and taunted the younger. The younger ran toward their mother who was in a public restroom.
The mom was behind a door and couldn't see what was going on. She was kidding around with her youngest kid and played that she was "going to get her", making tickle hands at her kid.
The younger told the mom to run, but it was too late. The oldest sister killed their mom then the younger took off running. And as she run through some woods, she became smaller and younger til the point she was about 4 years old. I thought to myself she would never make it, and she didn't.
Then my vision zooms out to a map. I was certain I would pick up the story further south, but I shot up to Denver and I let out an exasperated cry
I don't recall how that dream ended.

In some other dream, I was with my ex-husband. We were driving somewhere but the car felt unbalanced. It had an open roof but mostly resembled a truck. He stopped briefly and I jumped out. I told him it was going to roll but he pushed on anyhow and it did roll. We were on the property I now live on but the driveway was much different. My ex pushed the vehicle up a small rise to get it back onto the driveway but he ran over a small tree in doing so. I was upset, saying my hubby would be angry because he had JUST planted that tree. But it had been pulled up roots and all, so I carefully placed the roots into a container of water, lol, that was under the ground. I was going to tie a string around it and a nearby something to keep it upright.......
Ah ha... and then my son rounded a corner, calling me out on having killed someone.
So, this dream tied into the second one I wrote above.

Then there are tidbits I recall... walking through a grocery store and being asked if 40% off a jar of Seasoned Salt was a good deal. I looked into the container to see how much equaled 40% lol It was being sold for $1.00 so I agreed it was a very good deal. My friend Roxanna walked by me then and agreed with me.
I wanted to talk to her so badly but knew I couldn't.

In the dream where I followed the family, there was one scene in which the mom was having an affair with some corporate man. The husband rushed to her rescue, thinking she was in danger. I don't recall anything more about that split though.

That's it...

I remember no dreams at all this night. However i did have a few fragments which seemed like real life. Till tomorrow.

September 11th Dream

My friends and I were working on a project together. I forgot what it was about. I walked to the corner of the room, and suddenly realized that "Hey, wasn't I trying to DEILD before this?" And so I became lucid. I suddenly remembered to rub my hands. I forgot that the quest of the month for LD4All was changed to "Test a DC"(The last quest of the month was travel to the sun) So I decided to travel to the sun and get my wings. I walked to the door. And I just heard something say "Hello" So I looked up, and it was a sweater, hanging on a wall. "Teleport me to the sun, Teleport me to the sun" And I closed my eyes. And Then my dad opened the door, and my lucid dream ended right there.

I was so excited when I had that dream! I`d never had a lucid dream where the lucid dream didn`t end right when I became lucid XD

I was in the video game "LSD Dream emulator" I vividly remember a gargoyle like creature in the sky, descending on me, I flew up to intercept it and punched it in the face.

I was teleported to a different place, and I was being chased by a different creature, which I also punched in the face in a similar way.

the process repeated several times until I woke up.

September 9, 10 and 11, 2011

Lack of dreams.

Maybe I should watch Waking Life again? Been a while...

Kumara's Dream

Tons and tons of dreams and only a snippet of recall:

Fragment of cruising along the shore of a bay, I might have been flying because I could see over the houses and along the shoreline. Marveling at how beautifully clear and blue the water was, and wondering if the shadows I saw under the water were things like coral reefs and kelp beds or junk put in the water by the residents.

So I was in a fancy room in my school, like a room from a long time ago when people wore a lot different clothes than today. Hard to explain. Anyways I was sitting at a table of four people, two were my friends Jacob and Anthony. A waiter served us six kinds of cake. One of the other people at our table handed me a plate and cut some pieces of the cake off for me, I ate a little bit but not much because of what I started to her. Someone started talking about how there was a bomb in the school that had been removed recently, evrybody was on edge, I looked over and Anthony was still there but Jacob wasn't. Me and Anthony talked a little and he got up to use the restroom. I notice on the table a blue folder and three phones. The blue folder was Jacob's and the thre phones were our's. I quickly flipped through the folder. It was cooking recipes, but something wasn't right. The numbers wern't adding up with the recipes. The numbers were in the thousands. This was definitley not for cooking, this was probably for another bomb, I immediatley took the phones, there were notes tucked in the phones. One was from Anthony to Jacob, but I didn't have time to read it, I quickly took the note and the folder and left the room. I forgot to give Anthony back his phone so I walk back in and give to him, I said "Somebody must have left it on that table or something". Then I left again. I picked up the folder on the table, as I walked down the hall I saw a teacher, I immediatley said "I have some classified eyes only paper for the decoder!" So she walked back up the hallway, we see him going down the hallway as well, she tells him about it and he waves us to follow him. Went went right down another hallway and it was the first door on the right. We go in and he is having class. Some people I recognized, so people I didn't. I Sat next to his desk as he tried decoding it, a projecter was playing a movie for the class to watch. My friend, Tevon, kept looking over at me. So I mouthed the word "What?" he just shrugged. Then we wer watching it, I dosed off to nap. I woke up and still was in the same room. The Decoder as I would like to call him turned off the movie and and asked everyone to go into the lab. They were all wearing the blue aprin and headset a surgeon would wear, or a HAZMAT person would. They all went into the lab, I was at lost what to do. So I just sat there and whatched as they all filed into the glass walled lab room adjacent to the room I was in. They all sat down at some desks and we all watched as two men with the same Surgeon/HAZMAT suits as the kids brought into the classroom, not the lab, a pressure cooker is what I heard. They went around the teachers desk, it was tall so it blocked the view of what they were doing. I started to feel wierd and then I woke up.

1 - Fragment. I was knuckles. I met Tikal. My family was in the grey building.

2 - I was a boy. I had an older sister. we were at the huge grass field. there were hills and trees. we were on sort of field trip. I saw bunch of people and a webcomic artist Team Getname..... I ran to him, asking
"Hey when r u gonna publish another comic? huh? please tell me please~~"
I smiled. he slowly ran away, laughing. I followed him.

3 - I was another boy again. I had a little sister and an older brother. they were prince and princess of Korean royal family. I was the smallest one. I saw my brother's red clothing with golden dragon on it. we were at the sloppy green hill. over the fence, there was a guy playing drum. on the hill, my royal family was in the filming stage... we had to act; the director said we have to roll over the hill. and I was like, I was an actor? I'm not a real prince?? so my 'fake' sister and brother started to roll. I ignored and went down the hill. I met my 'real' mom there. there was a small lake along huge logs. I sat down and looked into the water. it was green and blurry. it was kinda scary. I stood up, and I saw the path that follows to the deep forest. a tree infront of me, about 12-15 feet away, on the low branch, I saw a tawny owl.
like this.
"mom!! look! there's an owl!"
my mom and I both stared at the owl. I dont remember here, my mom or I put a golden necklace with circular pendants out of the ocket, or the necklace was on the floor.
I saw other owls besides the big one; they were babies of their mother. so when this mother owl saw the necklace, her eyes got widened, and got close to us.
"hey mom, I think she wants this necklace."
"lets give it away"
and then the owl picked up the necklace and flew away.
suddenly I realized that the dimension got changed?? or I was in another dimension, but the same place, after giving necklace to the owl.
striken with a bit of fear, my mom and I followed the path to the forest. then near me the angry black bear suddenly attacked me, trying to eat me.
I dont know if the bear spoke, but I remember hearing
"you've entered into another dimension....you have to be punished...blame that owl...."
I woke up.

I had a very bizarre dream that I'm compelled to document. It wasn't quite lucid, but...well, read on.

Early as I can remember, I was in heaven in what looked like a cross between a mall and a cathedral. It was very crowded. By chance I found the man who had murdered me in heaven also. I declared that I was going to kill him (smite his soul or whatever) and that the Angel of Vengeance was on my side. After this short monologue I was about to attack the guy, but before I could do anything he stabbed me, killing me. After a short delay I was reborn as an angel of vengeance, called a One (Something--I can't quite recall what, it wasn't "Winged", I think it started with an M) Angel, and not just one--it seems as I had spawned as a squad of armed angels. It seems that this rebirth had taken some time, since after returning the man had been long gone. I searched heaven looking for the man but could not find him. Instead I returned to Earth and, running out of patience, I began to kill anyone who looked like the guy (from the start of the fight to here, the dream passed as some sort of weird top-down camera strategy RPG). It seems that to end my rampage I was returned to Earth with no memory except the name "One (Whatever) Angel". The dream then seemed to follow me on a search to find out what this name meant. I began by asking clergy or people who seemed religious; they all either straight-faced denied that they exist or looked at me in shock and horror and told me to get away from them. As my search went on with no answers I began just asking random strangers (my search took me to a drink stand just as it was closing in what was some in-dream deja vu, as I'd recognized this even from a deep early part of the dream that I don't now remember). Early on in my search I'd come across a girl who had overheard me asking questions at some point and had taken an interest in me. She eventually explained to me that she could help me remember everything through a process that involved dreams (vaguely Inception-style); I seemed to have a vague understanding of this process already and was firmly against it for a while. As time went on and my search for answers grew more desperate I eventually agreed to try it. It was to take place in what looked like some sort of park. As I entered, I came in behind an old, black lady accompanied by a young child. I recognized the old lady as someone I had previously asked about the angel who was disturbed by my question. The child stopped ahead of her and turned around, he asked, "Are you sure you want to do this? It could be the last time..." to which the old lady responded with something about helping these troubled young folk. I followed them to where the girl was waiting for us (I'm going to give her the name Ashley, it seems to fit my memory). In addition to the old, black woman (let's call her Oracle, since she looked like the latter version from the Matrix), Jon Voight was (apparently) helping us. They explained that Ashley would have to sit/lay on top of me in order to merge our dreams and gave me a large bag to put over my butt since apparently the process had several unpleasant side effects (supposedly most people shat themselves upon coming out of it). I sat down on a bench and they gave me some sort of injection and then immediately I was in the back (left) seat of a car, with Ashley sitting to my left, the others in the front (Jon Voight driving). I explained to them that I was once an oneironaught myself and briefly described my first lucid dream. As if to reply and boast of his own lucid dreaming skill, Jon Voight turned his head into an inflated version of Ashley's head. We all laughed, but I noticed that the situation was rather strange so I did a reality check that failed. I quickly exclaimed, "Holy shit, we're dreaming already! That's amazing." Then I looked over at Ashley, who was looking at me also, however she appeared out of it or drunk. I noted here that despite the reality check failing I didn't seem to be able to exert any lucid control; at the time I attributed this to the process occurring in the overarching dream storyline but now that I think about it after the fact it seemed kind of weird. At this point I had a very brief false awakening (I only remember because I awoke to a lit room before actually awakening) which was followed quickly by an actual awakening.

I'm not going to count this among my lucid dreams being as it fit into the context of the dream that my reality check would fail (maybe this also explains my apparent lack of dream control). It was a curious experience. I'm a little disappointed I didn't get to see the end to my search for answers.

whiterains dream

a few memorable moments from last nights random epic. i bought 3 lion cubs even through i knew it was stupid. i had to try and give them to a lion sanctuary in the end and was gutted to see them go, they were really playful and still realy tiny.

at some party/festival and everyone is sharing around food. i giv this guy something and he mutters something abut being allergic and then dies. i spend the rest of the dream in extreme guilt and get weird looks from many of the hundreds of people there. the whole thing has a real set up feel to it, like it was somehow always destined to happen

most of the rest of it was about girls so not really worth writing up

I started off on a golf course with my friend, we were playing golf against some pro's and i was joking around saying "oh im brilliant at this hockey game" to see the reaction of the golfer, he squared up to me and said "what?" i said "oh i'm sorry sir i meant golf you see"

We then started to play and my first shot i was using some big club of some sort i don't really know and i smashed the ball and it flew and landed right near the hole.
My friend then went "can i putt it?" "sure" i said.
He didn't use a putter he used the same club as i did, before i could say anything he'd hit it into some cove with the sea flushing through it.

I went inside and ran to the back of this cove which was oddly quite well lit, it was a large cave ish sort of thing with rocks mainly covering the floor and streams of water from the sea, as i turned around i noticed a lizard coming in but it was wierd, it wasn't reptilian yet it walked sort of like a komodo dragon, it had slimy amphibian skin which was dark green, rather like a frog and it had a tail like a juvenile frog.
It's head was wider than the rest of its body but had the same sort of flat feature to it, it opened it's large jaws to bear oddly placed teeth at different areas of the mouth whether they were the fiorst row or the back row but along the rows there were multiple teeth missing. The gums of its mouth were bright pink but not flushed with blood and it had no toungue either.

Suddenly a massive lizard came running through the door, must have beenb 7 - 8 feet long, it ran up to me and my friend shouted "you have to bow to it" i tried to bow and it put its jaws around my head and bit down, wierdly i was back in the same position i was in a few seconds earlier, much like a checkpoint.
This time however i grabbed a nearby rock and slammed it down on the lizards head and made a break for it.



When we got outside we were on the street and it was night time, the yellow emitting from the street lamps reflected on the environment and myself.
Another lizard was there so this time i picked up a fire extinquisher and sprayed it, it was the extinguisher with CO2 in because of the metal ejector but oddly when the CO2 hit the lizard it turned to a foamy substance, but then i realised it was snow, so i said "lets make it snow!!"
I sprayed the whole street with the stuff and before i knew it, i was getting cold. I fell back into the snow and began to make a snow angel, it was cold, but didnt melt.

I walked down the street and ran and slid on my feet along the large ice patches.

This - is when i realised i was dreaming, not through any reality check but instead through the awareness technique. I needed to solidify myself within the dream so i looked down at my hands and began to inspect them, first looking at my palms which were still yellow from the emitting street lamp, the creases on my hands were identical, as if my mind just knew exactly what they looked like, i turn my hands over to look closesly at the tiny blonde hairs and the pores on the top of my hands, i then said "stay lucid - solidify me in this lucid dream" i felt a rush of excitement in my stomach and i calmed it. I then said "clarity!" and the whole world became extremely clear yet i still was looking down at my hands, i could feel myself lifting from the dream, possibly from the excitement.

I knew i wasn't going to be able to regain this control so there was one technique i finally tried to use, i closed my eyes and fell backwards and then kept my body extremely still waiting for SP.
I knew i was awake, or thought i was, with SP i began looking at HI with my eyes closed, i felt myself sort of spinning, suddenly my arm had a spasm and i knew i had come out of SP. i sat up in my bed.


I then really woke up from my false awakening.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I stood with another person, looking out over a large body of water, like a really large river. The day was bright, the sky almost white, and the sun glittered on the surface of the water.

There was some kind of vessel out on the water. It looked like a mix between a ship and a dock. It looked like it was made out of wood as well as metal.

Another vessel or huge machine was either near or on land to my right. It was firing some kind of explosive devices at the vessel. This big vessel was an enemy vessel, and it was openly firing at the vessel in the water, which belonged to America. But nobody was really doing anything about it.

The explosives were being launched really clumsily, often missing by a long ways. And the explosives that actually hit the vessel didn't really seem to be doing much damage at all.

I started to think that if I stood here watching this whole thing for too long, somebody would start to blame me personally for the explosive devices attacking the vessel. I figured I should just get away from this whole scene.

I started talking with the person standing near me about the explosives. Not long after this, we saw a huge missile launch up into the air. It looked like one of the rockets that launched the Apollo missions into space, except that it was flattish, almost having the shape of a plastic cigarette-lighter. It launched really slowly into the air and up through clouds.

Dream #2

I was probably finishing crossing a street, walking up to a corner, on a city street that looked like an area of Manhattan with a lot of housing projects.

There was a little, blonde girl lying flat on her back on the sidewalk, her feet pointed toward the curb. The girl looked maybe eight or nine years old. She wore a pink or orange summer dress, the skirt of which was pulled up all the way above her stomach.

It seemed like the girl was either dead or dying. She was so still and expressionless. I could feel (somehow) a lack of consciousness in the girl. I could also see or feel a sinking away of the life in her.

A Latino man with long hair in a pony-tail and wearing a baseball cap was near the girl, trying to help her. The girl may have fallen while the man was around, and the man may have softened her fall, laying her down gently. But now, as I lingered to figure out exactly what was going on, the man seemed to be trying to stand the girl back up.

I figured the Latino man was the little girl's father, or some kind of relative. I told the man it looked like the girl needed medical help, not help standing up. The man insisted the girl was fine. But I asked him, "Did you even call an ambulance?" The man may now have been Chinese. He told me he hadn't called an ambulance.

I told the man that I would call an ambulance. I said it wouldn't mean there was necessarily anything wrong with the girl. But it was always just better to check in with medics to make sure nothing was wrong.

I put a flip-open cell phone to my ear and called the ambulance. I thought to myself how dumb this guy was for not calling an ambulance. The girl was obviously really sick. I started to wonder whether the guy was going to get in trouble for not having called an ambulance. I wondered whether he was trying to hide something that was his fault.

As I waited for 911 to take my call, I walked down the sidewalk a bit. There was a platform of scaffolding built over a section of the sidewalk. On the blue, wooden wall of the scaffolding, maybe 3 meters in the air, there were two signs.

Both signs were made out of tarp-like material. They were set side-by-side. They were probably pink. The messages on them were written in Chinese characters, which were a dull shade of blue. The sign on the left had a photo as well as a message on it. The photo may have been of a little girl.

I was able to read the messages (???). They basically spoke about how, due to rampant racism within an apartment complex almost all the residents of which were Chinese, certain residents of the complex were being forced out.

I got the idea that these people had basically just been intimidated by their neighbors until they left. They hadn't been forced out in any legal sense. The people who lived in the complex would have struck anybody else as being also Chinese. But they may have been Muslim as well, or something like that. So the other Chinese people didn't like them.

It turned out that the building had some kind of disease running through it. The situation was either that the disease was more prevalent among the people getting purged, or else that the people being purged were developing the disease more violently, now that they were basically living on the street.

I went back to the little girl, who was now "Chinese" (even though she actually looked like a Latina girl). The little girl was sitting up, completely conscious, even kind of cheerful. I knew that she had whatever the sickness was, and that she could get really sick. The ambulance was coming to pick her up for a check up and medication.

I put my left arm around the girl's shoulders. The ambulance backed up to us, and the back doors were open to receive the girl. A medic lifted the girl out of my arms and into the ambulance. A medic (possibly the same one?) told me, "That girl has tuberculosis. It's really contagious. You were too close to her. You should probably get checked, too."

I kind of resigned myself to having the disease, even though I was a little afraid. My mom was now standing over me. She told me, "I went to the store the other day and got a disease testing hit. It can diagnose if you have the disease. So that way you know way ahead of time and you can treat yourself before you feel all the pain."

I stood up and followed my mom. We were now in something like an unfinished bedroom. The bedroom had a concrete floor and barren, white walls. It was lit with a stark, incandescent light.

My mom pulled out this stretch of cotton padding, like a piece of padding that might be stretched out atop a bed mattress. She laid it out on the floor -- it was actually rolled up, like some kind of stiff, plasticky material, and she had to kind of unroll it and "snap" it into a flat position.

My mom told me that you tested yourself by laying down on the mattress. I felt like the testing really wouldn't work, and that the whole thing was just a big ripoff. I wasn't going to lay down on the thing, because I felt like it would do more harm than good. But I didn't want to disappoint my mom, and I was thinking of a way to stall her.

My mom rolled up the mattress, which she'd laid out in the middle of the room. She walked over to the right and back side of the room, near a doorway to a dark room or hallway, and laid the mattress out again.

As my mom did this, she told me, "These testing kits were on sale at Wal-Mart. So I bought ten or twelve of them. I'm planning on giving them to people as Christmas presents."

I thought, Oh my god, Mom! You bought twelve of these damn things? You really got ripped off! For some reason I went over and lay down on the mattress my mom had laid out.

I either sat up, or was helped up. My mom was gone, and my friend H was now in the room. There was somehting in the center of the room that looked like a hearth, for a fire, except that there were a lot of stones in it. H and I walked over to the left, front side of the room and sat down near an old-style, rotary-dial telephone that sat on the floor.

H picked up the phone and started talking with one of her friends. I watched her on the phone. My view was really low, almost level with the floor, so that the phone's base seemed really big in my view.

H spoke to one of her female friends about a gift she had given to Y, another female friend of hers. It may have been something like a coffee mug with a photo on it. But when she mentioned the gift, H asked her friend, "What did S (a male friend of hers) think about it? Did S like it and pay attention to it?"

I heard a little bit of H's friend's response. H and her friend spoke a bit more. Finally I got the idea that H and her friend were speaking in code.

H hadn't been in contact with Y for a while. They'd had some kind of argument. But before the argument, H and Y had actually been secret lesbian lovers. So now H heard Y was having something like a birthday party. But H wasn't invited. So H sent a present to Y.

Ostensibly the gift was supposed to have something to do with H's male friend S, as if to signify that H liked boys, especially S. But the gift was really, secretly, supposed to show Y that H was still in love with Y. H was now on the phone with her other female friend to see if Y had gotten the right message, and if Y was also still in love with H.

H was kind of treating me like I was her boyfriend, even though she never real showed it. So she didn't want me to know that she was actually in love with Y. So she was speaking in code with her friend.

this is my first post within my dream journal, i been researching lucid dreaming for only a matter of days. i have not actually had a lucid dream (from what i know) but starting tonight i have promised myself to practice and enhance my skills at becoming a lucid dreamer, it just seems all so interesting to me, the things my thoughts can create, the people i can meet, the questions i can ask, the experiences i can can encounter. tomorrow i shall repost, telling you and i, if i had suceeded in my first lucid dream, so wish me good luck i have myself a dream journal in which i can write down and recall every part of my dreams that i possibly can. so from this day forward, i am going to put my time and effort into reaching my ambition of becoming a dedicated lucid dreamer .

Had several dreams last night. I wasn't sure how my dreams will be affected because I am on vacation in Roatan for a week. But the bed in the room is very comfortable, so I'm hoping that the relaxing environment will help me have more vivid and lucid dreams.

In my first dream, I found what looked like a dead dog underneath a porch or walkway. It looked like a dog, but it’s body was long and skinny like a snake. Then I found another dog. It had a normal body and at first I thought it was dead as well, but then I noticed it was breathing. It raised it’s head to look at me and suddenly I noticed that there were several dogs under there, all seemingly strays. I tried to coax them out with some food, but only a couple of them came out.

In my next dream, I’m outdoors, playing golf with some friends when I hit my ball into this field. Suddenly my friends are worried because we need to get my ball back; it’s important for some reason. But I’m not sure where it is; I only know where it might be. But to get it back, I have to get in a golf cart and drive a long way down this road (into town?), then turn around and backtrack across people’s yards and private property to get to where my ball is. The dream ends before I find it.

In my last dream, I’m in the military. I’m a lower rank because other people are giving me orders. One of them sends me down the hall to our commanding officer’s office to tell him something important that happened to a ship or a plane, and that he’s needed back in our work area. When I get back to my work area, I notice that somebody had thrown my lunch away that I had left on a table. When I asked why it had been thrown out, I’m told it is because the CO didn’t like me because I had disobeyed a direct order to shave off my goatee. For some reason, everyone wanted me to shave off my goatee because it has gray hair in it.

This last dream kind of coincides with real like in that I have a goatee and my daughters think I should shave it off because it has gray hair in it and it will make me look younger.

Date: 11/09/2011

Comments: Very long dream, very vivid, non lucid all the way through, I think this ones going in the dream gallery.

I'm with my parents and siblings going on holiday in this strange landscape, it seems mainly sand dune although I have fragment images of grassland, which would have been nice. We arive at out destination, there is a large black box wedged on the side of a large sand dune hill. I look at it first, wondering how stable it is, when I come to the conclusion that it is safe. Inside the black box is beds, nothing special. I remember guns, and we go off exploring, after heading down to the bottom of the sand dune, I remember fighting a massive monster with large tenticles, but the dream transitions back up to the black box.
I'm with my brother, playing an iphone game, it has terrible graphics, and I dont see myself playing the game, the screen is my vision. It involves flying away from these monsters, and you can shoot back at them. First time I dont move so I get destroyed, but then I get the hang of it and I get quite far down, I remember it being quite a disturbing experience, I head down the levels of the game, each getting harder and harder to escape. Dream Fade.

(Comment: This next dream had loads more, I just cant rememeber it for some reason)
Im in this strange land where I am being briefed on the various missions I can do, there are various missions and they each pop up on a HUD I have. I am searching around, fighting monsters when I come to the ninja mission. There is a ninja figure perched on top of a building, in the distance I see a 2D layout of a landscape, it is enclosed in a cave. I want to attempt the mission, but I don't have a sword. I make my way down to the cave to and peer over the edge.
I do see a sword icon, I jump down and get it, I am very careful and worried I may be heard. I eventually make my way out of the 2D maze and reach the ninja. Dream transition.

I am on the same building, with my rather large friend. He is sat there with his laptop, and in the distance there is a massive projector, I want to watch a film, so I ask him, he agrees. We discuss the fact that his computer cost a third of mine and yet it's still as good (not realistic) I am quite annouyed.
I head down to the house, it's quite large and modern, with alot of windows. I go past the gate and through the open door, my friend Oli is there. He wants me to walk him up to the fishing dock to see his girlfriend, I have to have dinner soon and will be late if I go all the way. I ask my mum and she agrees as long as I'm back in time. I head down with oli, there is a massive road nearby, I am complaining to him about how there is so many people on motorbikes and mopeds without helmets on as it's a legal requirement (and just stupid). There are no cars on the road, just push bikes, mopeds and motorbikes. I tell him I should go back, but he convinces me to keep going, even if I am going to be late (he does this in life all the time). We get to the fish dock, it's a thin dark concrete pathway with a steep hill next to it. We walk off to find his girlfriend, she is wearing wellies and is in the river, the river appears to be quite shallow with lots of pebbles underneath, the water is very clear by england standards.
She is fishing, which is very odd as I doubt she has every fished in her life, and with her friend called Jasmine. My friend begines to talk to them, although I call oli away and tell him I am so late, and that I want to go on his girlfriends ped back home (I am confident on riding a ped as I have a motorbike in real life). We walk to the top of the hill arguing, I tell him I will return it after tea, and tell him he has no reason not to let me. He agrees but says no. For some reason I slap him hard across the face, I instantly feel bad for doing so, and appologise. He is quite pissed but I calm him down and he lets me take the ped back. I guess the agression worked.
I ride back down the road, there is still loads of people and it doesn't take me very long to get back. I go back through the open door, my mom is very disappointed with me, I feel really bad, I explain to her that I was persuaded to keep going, she says I should get something from the fridge. I eat a cheese triange on something weird (I was actually doing that the day before).
My family and me decide to go back to the docks to do some fishing, I agree, I don't remember getting there but I am at the docks right away.
There is very little fish at this time, and my dad is at the top of this hill lying down telling everyone how bored I he his. We decide to go to this industrial museum which is right next to the fishing dock. It has loads of old rusty iron buildings, much like a steelworks museum that I have visited in real life. We explore around before coming to this touture machine, it is very strange, and everyone is invited to go on.
The torture machine is where the people to be tortured climb up a ladder and sit upon these seats very high up, (note this is a museum, its just a show, not actuall torture). Where if it was real you would strap yourself in. Then the torture man is on a seat opposite which can slide infront of each victim. The seat has two metal pipes extending towards the victim with wrist holes to put your wrists in. Then the guy moves close to the victum (with various pulleys) and attatches there wrists to the machine. Then he pulls away from the victim stretching there hands. As there is no belt to hold them, they just fall off and everyone laughs. It does look quite painful so I don't want to do it, although I am already up on a seat. There is a saftey rope infront of me which is lucky. The person next to me is about to be tortured, but my seat breaks, I am extremely alarmed and I push off to grab on to the rope. I feel my hands grasp the rope and I close my eyes, hoping to not colide with anything. I feel my body thrown around, and for some reason I know I nearly hit a massive iron beam. But I reach the floor unharmed, I instantly go to the guy who is operating the machine, he gets off and comes down. I am having a go at him on how I nearly died, he is explaining to me that the seat shouldn't have snapped and that it could hold 800lbs (why it is in pounds I do not know) and that I weigh only 100lbs. I am very disappointed with him and walk off with my sister, she is telling me how close I came to dying, and how lucky I am to be alive. I leave her to take a piss on one of the museum exhibitions, in the corner there is this wierd moss with green bubles and a white paste over the top, I am scared and run off.
I head back home, through the door and walk into my bedroom. It is a mess and my friend Andrew is there. There is a computer on the table, with a tv screen with terrible quality. Andy brags to me on how he got his mac computer for £150, with a apple router, it is strange because apple don't make tower computers any more. I tell him it was so cheap because you didn't get the fancy screen, he agrees. We watch a film.
My friend Ali comes in, he doesn't look normal, and soon to our horror turns into a strange little pink devil. It looks very cartoon like, with a tail and strange white markings on its legs. I grap hold of it, I am very alarmed and don't know what to do with it, Andy suggests we use cellotape to tie it up. I am very weary of its face as it has five mouths, one normal size, then each getting smaller up the side of its face. The mouths bare extremely sharp teeth, so I hold it's body. Alot of my friends come in the room, I ask them all to get cellotape, I tie it's legs and arms together. It is very disturbing as when I make contact with it's skin it feels very strange and horrible. It is still laughing, it's tail is still untaped. It looks at me and shows me what it is going to do. I am in outer space with the strange creature, it points its tail at earth and shoots a gigantic fire beam at earth, I am upset by this.
Back in my room I cellotape its tail with great struggle, my friend gets a axe and chops the tail off very easily. I go to the computer to google how to kill it, and end up on the wiki page of it.
Wake.

Comments: Yeah this was all in one night, and I dont know if they were individual dreams or not, but very very long. And very vivid.