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The only thing I can remember is a fragment where I think I found my old copy of Super Mario Brothers.

This is my first entry.
I'm not going to write in this everyday, only some speciel dreams. I thinks dreams, especially some dreams, are personally. But I just wanna share some few dreams.

Okay,

I was in a room, and watched TV. There was a video about Africa in the TV. It made me sad. It was about a mother and her childrens. I didn't wanted to watch it again.
It became evening, and I was sitting in my room. Suddently, my brother came in with a computer, and showed me the video on youtube. I didn't wanted to watch it! I wanted to wake up (I wasn't lucid, but in a strange way, I knew I was dreaming). I "woke up" in my bed, and thought a lot about it. It was a shame. I totally forgot to do a RC. I wrote it down in my dream journal. And then I woke up for real. I wanted to read (I thought it was real, it was so vivid!) but I couldn't find it!

An interesting dream, hah? :3
Have nice dreams, Dreamers!

I float up out of bed, a lion-man with dark brown dreadlocks. Some douchebag astral android demons are surrounding me with lasers pointed at me. I shoot my dreadlocks at them, and send nanobots down my dreadz, infecting the droids bitches with the Ultimate Coolness. I slam a silver-blue Naga staff into the ground, and alter the dream to a desert landscape. Android demons drop out of portals. I thank them for the practice, and form two bladed staves, I toss them, spinning them with telekinesis, and attack with my puppet demon slaves. I let go of my puppets, and they fight the others.
I laugh and make a portal to Planet Moon. I am in space outside of Planet Moon. Goddammit the whole planet is infested with some type of dark creatures. Koomo appears with something like a piece of skin paper made of an animal with black fur. How obscene. He grins and it disappears.

“What the hell is that?”

“Oh, it’s just a pretend contract that I made up to scare you. Remember, every time you sign your name, you are agreeing to a contract, slave. Silly Nomad, you are perceiving more Darklings as you become Endarkened. One of the greatest lies of the Angel of Light is that Darkness and the Low is evil. How silly is that? Have you ever been sunburned in darkness? Of course not. Are bass frequencies evil because they are lower? Of course not. What we call evil should be more appropriately called a disharmonic frequency rather than a low or dark frequency. Too much light, too much highness is unbalanced. Disharmony seeks to unbalance.”

“Thanks for the endarkenment. Want to kick some ass?”

“Of course.”

I make a mirror portal to Raven. She is sitting on a bench eating a sandwich, watching the koi fish, and feeding them. Her sandwich pieces change to worms as she drops them. She stands up and smiles, and I give her a hug. “Are you ready?” I ask.
She points at her mouth and chews. She swallows her sandwich then points her arms out at her sides. Her eyes turn completely blue, and armor appears and locks on to her as her Witchblade covers her body. Blue lightning sparks all over her. A raven and a black cat merge and become a lion sized black winged beast. Raven mounts the beast, and raises her staff, as rainless dark clouds swirl windlessly above her, and lighting strikes her staff with a thunderclap. She makes a portal, and Koomo, Raven and I, get sucked in. Somehow the other dream is leaking into the wormhole, and bending it. I form a web wall behind us, and we go through the other end.

We are in outer space, near the Sun. It’s hot as hell, yet I am not on fire. I begin to stare at the Sun. Raven grabs me, “Nomad! Are you in a trance? Snap out of it!” A fiery dragon claws at us, as Raven pulls me through a portal to the Tower. I am in the Sick Bay, vomiting sunlight into a wastebasket.
“Sunlight overload. Nomad has not learned to channel excess light energy. Unbalance leads to light sickness, akin to a sunburn of the soul. The sun dragon was actually trying to keep you from getting further burned.”
“I disagree,” Janet says. “The Sun Dragon was guarding its territory there.”
“Why did you end up there?” they both say.
“I.. we... were trying...”
“We were trying to go to MoSh’s Inner World...”
“Gimme some water, and some pomegranate juice,” I say to the air. The two drinks appear beside me. I lean against the wall and sip.
“Goddammit... Illuminati Templar fucks have stepped up their game in the War of the Wyrms.”
“Systems indicate alien ship on collision course with New Eden. High Alert. Shitstorm inevitable. Prepare for impact.”
“What the fuck?” We teleport outside the Tower. There is a huge fucking mothership on fire, heading straight toward New Eden on Planet Moon. The ship slams into the middle of New Eden and the Planet Rings. Alien Grey families pour out clutching their children, and running into the cover of trees. A strange Reptilian ship pursues, then teleports away. Reptilians teleport to the Biodome, and attempt to grab people. Raven, I, and the Biodome AI, multiply, and assassinate the Reptilian fuckers. The AI reinforces the shield against the Reptilian frequency, and the bang on the outside. “Fuck you, you Illuminati eugenicist fucks!”
The greys move together like blobs and form a giant grey dragon, which breathes acid fire on the land. The Biodome teleports it out. I shoot my astral tentacles around it, and encase it in a web. I see its DNA is infected. I become microscopic with the aid of The Atom and yank out the Reptilian DNA. They reform back into their regular selves, and I pull them into the dome and set them down.
“See how those bastards infected us with their DNA so we would be their slaves.”
“Well, that’s crazy. Feel free to have sanctuary here, just do no harm.”

“Nomad, what are you doing?”

“Going to sleep. It’s the only way.”

Raven nods and lies down next to me. We go down into dreams within dreams within dreams to our own Inner Worlds, and link to MoSh. We are next to Asuka in a dungeon. She is being tortured by MoSh. All illusions. Where the hell are we? Suddenly a White Void. Morpheus appears and mumbles something. I wake up in bed, and I am MoSh. WTF.

I am suddenly in his Inner World, but it’s a zombie place. I ignite the place with violet flame, to cleanse the people there, but I realize it’s more impostors.

Suddenly, I am in the real place. MoSh is a large beastly cat-thing sniffing the ground. Raven and I are there. We burn off ectoplasm with violet flame. The place is full of portals like holes. MoSh points to a direction, and we leap in. We end up in the Labyrinthe. I transform into a Minotaur. I see Asuka in my mind’s eye. The kidnapers somehow have her heart chakra, something like it.

They see me through the dirt, and tunnel into the earth. I shoot an astral tentacle at them, but it glances off some kind of hard shell. Raven manages to get a hook in them, and MoSh says he has a bead on them. He fires some kind of strange biological missile at the enemies.

We teleport to Asuka, and MoSh grabs her and teleports away. Raven and I smash the faces of the strange beetle people with hammer fists. They roar in anger. Selene appears, and makes a portal for MoSh to the Tower. “Get her to safety,” Raven says. “The wormholes may be infested. I’ll hold these flakey jerks off.” Raven multiplies herself and teleports all around the room, and I jump into the portal with Selene, MoSh, and Asuka. MoSh encases Asuka in a protective vortex, and Selene creates a shield in front of us. I unleash a swarm of silver centipedes to battle the astral parasites attacking. We squeeze through a portal, and tumble into the Sick Bay.

“The Tower is under Attack!” shouts the AI.

“Goddammit. Take Asuka to Castle Cannabis-”

“Recommendation: keep Asuka here. We are winning the battle.”

I see a swarm of Reptilians on the outside of the dome. They keep banging on it, trying to get in. Some teleport in for a second, and are immediately teleported out. “Take evasive action!” I shout to Stephanie, the AI. She teleports the planet to the far side of the Sun. Unfortunately, there is a fleet of Reptilians waiting for us there. We teleport the planet to the far side of the Moon. The Moon people swarm out of the Moon and battle the Reptilians in space.

I floating on a platform in the City of Nod above the Temple of Nothing. I float up to the top of the Temple of Nothing, and slam my staff into the top. A beam of light shoots down from the sky, with sound like a thousand waves crashing on a beach.

“People of Planet Moon, we are under attack, our brothers of the Grey Moon have come to our aid in this dark hour. This is our home, and we refuse to submit to force. Here we are FREE!” I roar, and the people roar with me. We armor up, and I get into my spaceship, Future’s Hope, grimey dubstep locked and loaded. I lift off the landing pad, and rocket into space. I see the Reptilian mother ship on the far side of the sun. “Mother Ship in view. Commencing infection.”
I teleport my little ship to their. My ship drives its pointy legs into the skin of the ship and infects the computers with a virus. The ship shuts down. Selene create a giant portal. I summon Endiku, and he kicks the ship into the portal. Everyone begins kicking the Reptilians toward the portal. Sorna seals it before it pulls others in. I get all the other Reptilians to chase me to Castle Cannabis on Mars.

The Care Bears hit them with the Care Bear Stare, then we all smoke some weed. The Reptilians tell me they want to stay on Mars and cultivate this wonderful Sirian plant. I laugh and teleport back to the Tower.

MoSh is standing near Asuka’s bed with Selene, Raven, and Basara. Basara is quietly strumming his guitar.

“Apparently the Mole People knew of the Reptilians impending attack, and took advantage of it to fuck up your Inner World and kidnap part of Asuka’s essence.”

“Well, how was this done? I mean, this is my mind!”

“They are masters of creating and sealing portals, the Mole People. They walk in wormholes routinely.”

“How have we not seen them?”

“They mostly live in the Labyrinthe on the Physical Plane in the Crust between the Surface and Inner Earth. The wormholes around them revolve around their domain.”

“What do they want?”

“They want love, they want power, like everyone else.”

“Why is Asuka so precious to them, to anyone?”

“Asuka has a kind of latent power, but her level of training for self defense does not match it currently. Asuka and all of you, are Waking Planewalkers. Anything they can do to destroy you, they will. Asuka right now has the most latent power compared to her training. Keep fighting, do not stop. Sorna is here to seal the wormholes.”

We return to MoSh’s Inner World with Sorna and begin sealing portals. The dream fades.

I float up out of bed, a lion-man with dark brown dreadlocks. Some douchebag astral android demons are surrounding me with lasers pointed at me. I shoot my dreadlocks at them, and send nanobots down my dreadz, infecting the droids bitches with the Ultimate Coolness. I slam a silver-blue Naga staff into the ground, and alter the dream to a desert landscape. Android demons drop out of portals. I thank them for the practice, and form two bladed staves, I toss them, spinning them with telekinesis, and attack with my puppet demon slaves. I let go of my puppets, and they fight the others.
I laugh and make a portal to Planet Moon. I am in space outside of Planet Moon. Goddammit the whole planet is infested with some type of dark creatures. Koomo appears with something like a piece of skin paper made of an animal with black fur. How obscene. He grins and it disappears.

“What the hell is that?”

“Oh, it’s just a pretend contract that I made up to scare you. Remember, every time you sign your name, you are agreeing to a contract, slave. Silly Nomad, you are perceiving more Darklings as you become Endarkened. One of the greatest lies of the Angel of Light is that Darkness and the Low is evil. How silly is that? Have you ever been sunburned in darkness? Of course not. Are bass frequencies evil because they are lower? Of course not. What we call evil should be more appropriately called a disharmonic frequency rather than a low or dark frequency. Too much light, too much highness is unbalanced. Disharmony seeks to unbalance.”

“Thanks for the endarkenment. Want to kick some ass?”

“Of course.”

I make a mirror portal to Raven. She is sitting on a bench eating a sandwich, watching the koi fish, and feeding them. Her sandwich pieces change to worms as she drops them. She stands up and smiles, and I give her a hug. “Are you ready?” I ask.
She points at her mouth and chews. She swallows her sandwich then points her arms out at her sides. Her eyes turn completely blue, and armor appears and locks on to her as her Witchblade covers her body. Blue lightning sparks all over her. A raven and a black cat merge and become a lion sized black winged beast. Raven mounts the beast, and raises her staff, as rainless dark clouds swirl windlessly above her, and lighting strikes her staff with a thunderclap. She makes a portal, and Koomo, Raven and I, get sucked in. Somehow the other dream is leaking into the wormhole, and bending it. I form a web wall behind us, and we go through the other end.

We are in outer space, near the Sun. It’s hot as hell, yet I am not on fire. I begin to stare at the Sun. Raven grabs me, “Nomad! Are you in a trance? Snap out of it!” A fiery dragon claws at us, as Raven pulls me through a portal to the Tower. I am in the Sick Bay, vomiting sunlight into a wastebasket.
“Sunlight overload. Nomad has not learned to channel excess light energy. Unbalance leads to light sickness, akin to a sunburn of the soul. The sun dragon was actually trying to keep you from getting further burned.”
“I disagree,” Janet says. “The Sun Dragon was guarding its territory there.”
“Why did you end up there?” they both say.
“I.. we... were trying...”
“We were trying to go to MoSh’s Inner World...”
“Gimme some water, and some pomegranate juice,” I say to the air. The two drinks appear beside me. I lean against the wall and sip.
“Goddammit... Illuminati Templar fucks have stepped up their game in the War of the Wyrms.”
“Systems indicate alien ship on collision course with New Eden. High Alert. Shitstorm inevitable. Prepare for impact.”
“What the fuck?” We teleport outside the Tower. There is a huge fucking mothership on fire, heading straight toward New Eden on Planet Moon. The ship slams into the middle of New Eden and the Planet Rings. Alien Grey families pour out clutching their children, and running into the cover of trees. A strange Reptilian ship pursues, then teleports away. Reptilians teleport to the Biodome, and attempt to grab people. Raven, I, and the Biodome AI, multiply, and assassinate the Reptilian fuckers. The AI reinforces the shield against the Reptilian frequency, and the bang on the outside. “Fuck you, you Illuminati eugenicist fucks!”
The greys move together like blobs and form a giant grey dragon, which breathes acid fire on the land. The Biodome teleports it out. I shoot my astral tentacles around it, and encase it in a web. I see its DNA is infected. I become microscopic with the aid of The Atom and yank out the Reptilian DNA. They reform back into their regular selves, and I pull them into the dome and set them down.
“See how those bastards infected us with their DNA so we would be their slaves.”
“Well, that’s crazy. Feel free to have sanctuary here, just do no harm.”

“Nomad, what are you doing?”

“Going to sleep. It’s the only way.”

Raven nods and lies down next to me. We go down into dreams within dreams within dreams to our own Inner Worlds, and link to MoSh. We are next to Asuka in a dungeon. She is being tortured by MoSh. All illusions. Where the hell are we? Suddenly a White Void. Morpheus appears and mumbles something. I wake up in bed, and I am MoSh. WTF.

I am suddenly in his Inner World, but it’s a zombie place. I ignite the place with violet flame, to cleanse the people there, but I realize it’s more impostors.

Suddenly, I am in the real place. MoSh is a large beastly cat-thing sniffing the ground. Raven and I are there. We burn off ectoplasm with violet flame. The place is full of portals like holes. MoSh points to a direction, and we leap in. We end up in the Labyrinthe. I transform into a Minotaur. I see Asuka in my mind’s eye. The kidnapers somehow have her heart chakra, something like it.

They see me through the dirt, and tunnel into the earth. I shoot an astral tentacle at them, but it glances off some kind of hard shell. Raven manages to get a hook in them, and MoSh says he has a bead on them. He fires some kind of strange biological missile at the enemies.

We teleport to Asuka, and MoSh grabs her and teleports away. Raven and I smash the faces of the strange beetle people with hammer fists. They roar in anger. Selene appears, and makes a portal for MoSh to the Tower. “Get her to safety,” Raven says. “The wormholes may be infested. I’ll hold these flakey jerks off.” Raven multiplies herself and teleports all around the room, and I jump into the portal with Selene, MoSh, and Asuka. MoSh encases Asuka in a protective vortex, and Selene creates a shield in front of us. I unleash a swarm of silver centipedes to battle the astral parasites attacking. We squeeze through a portal, and tumble into the Sick Bay.

“The Tower is under Attack!” shouts the AI.

“Goddammit. Take Asuka to Castle Cannabis-”

“Recommendation: keep Asuka here. We are winning the battle.”

I see a swarm of Reptilians on the outside of the dome. They keep banging on it, trying to get in. Some teleport in for a second, and are immediately teleported out. “Take evasive action!” I shout to Stephanie, the AI. She teleports the planet to the far side of the Sun. Unfortunately, there is a fleet of Reptilians waiting for us there. We teleport the planet to the far side of the Moon. The Moon people swarm out of the Moon and battle the Reptilians in space.

I floating on a platform in the City of Nod above the Temple of Nothing. I float up to the top of the Temple of Nothing, and slam my staff into the top. A beam of light shoots down from the sky, with sound like a thousand waves crashing on a beach.

“People of Planet Moon, we are under attack, our brothers of the Grey Moon have come to our aid in this dark hour. This is our home, and we refuse to submit to force. Here we are FREE!” I roar, and the people roar with me. We armor up, and I get into my spaceship, Future’s Hope, grimey dubstep locked and loaded. I lift off the landing pad, and rocket into space. I see the Reptilian mother ship on the far side of the sun. “Mother Ship in view. Commencing infection.”
I teleport my little ship to their. My ship drives its pointy legs into the skin of the ship and infects the computers with a virus. The ship shuts down. Selene create a giant portal. I summon Endiku, and he kicks the ship into the portal. Everyone begins kicking the Reptilians toward the portal. Sorna seals it before it pulls others in. I get all the other Reptilians to chase me to Castle Cannabis on Mars.

The Care Bears hit them with the Care Bear Stare, then we all smoke some weed. The Reptilians tell me they want to stay on Mars and cultivate this wonderful Sirian plant. I laugh and teleport back to the Tower.

MoSh is standing near Asuka’s bed with Selene, Raven, and Basara. Basara is quietly strumming his guitar.

“Apparently the Mole People knew of the Reptilians impending attack, and took advantage of it to fuck up your Inner World and kidnap part of Asuka’s essence.”

“Well, how was this done? I mean, this is my mind!”

“They are masters of creating and sealing portals, the Mole People. They walk in wormholes routinely.”

“How have we not seen them?”

“They mostly live in the Labyrinthe on the Physical Plane in the Crust between the Surface and Inner Earth. The wormholes around them revolve around their domain.”

“What do they want?”

“They want love, they want power, like everyone else.”

“Why is Asuka so precious to them, to anyone?”

“Asuka has a kind of latent power, but her level of training for self defense does not match it currently. Asuka and all of you, are Waking Planewalkers. Anything they can do to destroy you, they will. Asuka right now has the most latent power compared to her training. Keep fighting, do not stop. Sorna is here to seal the wormholes.”

We return to MoSh’s Inner World with Sorna and begin sealing portals. The dream fades.

Today i had only a fragment of dreaming and i remember only that i was there with H. and the boss and working serving people drink's but i didn't notice anything strange.My subconcience really doesn't want me to have a lucid dream

Hello everyone. I am new to this but I have been used allot of time lately on this and feel little obsessed by it. However, thought I could share my experiences the last week. I usually remember dreams every morning but the last week it had been allot of party so only remember two of them but in return they are both my first and second lucid dreams even I only was lucid for a few seconds both times.

Wednesday 7 September, non-lucid to lucid
I was a place which reminded me of my hometown and near the house where I grew up. There was allotting of people in the streets and they where all playing with water. I was lying at the back of a pickup truck and cuddle with a girl. I was hiding from my gf who was cycling around the area. Afterwards I went to a building and found a guy I worked with for many years ago. He and his friend were borrowing the room next to mine for sleeping.

I was sitting on the grass at my grandfather’s farm. There was lots of people there and some family members. I spoke to my mother who sat across me. She told me that my grandfather (who recently died) was lucky to be buried near this place. Suddenly she disappeared when I looked away for a short moment and I looked at my hands and realized I was dreaming.

I got so excited and walked little and jumped high into the air but in the same time I regret it as I have read here that I should take it easy and try stabilize the dream first. The dream became unclear and then turned black. I tried to spin but wake up in my bed and did some RC, just to make sure I did not have a false awakening.

Tuesday 13 September, non-lucid to lucid
I was in a room connected to a house with a small garden in between. I saw a huge group of people who was coming up the road to the house. I knew this had happened before and knew that the group would be busy with some other things before they would attack me. I looked at the house and thought about last time and when i barricade myself in the house and I remembered all of the rooms there. I was thinking about to use the same strategy and then it suddenly hit me that I was dreaming and i looked at my hands which was strange and I became lucid.

I was calmer this time but very excited in body and the dream started to be unclear. I walked to a storeroom and spin around and the dream get more clear again but not for long. Then I tried to rub my hands together and helped for a few seconds before I wake up and did some RC.

Not good enough but I believe I am on the right way.

12-16-06

WILD and short Lucid Dream

I just want to quickly mention that I had a very interesting experience last night with WILDing.

I did WBTB. I wasn't actually going to WILD, but hoped to have a LD by DILD. But right as I lay in bed thinking "I'm not tired enough to sleep", I realized that what I thought had been my own conscious thoughts were turning into dreams (Will write the details later. Notes: dog, jumping, wall, T-rex)

I then thought "Wow, I guess I am tired--maybe I should try to WILD". I then relaxed completely and focused.

What happened next was really incredible. When I had my first WILD I went straight from consciouness into the dream with out any --I can't remember the correct terms--the lights and sounds. (HI?)

Well, this time I instantly saw green lights and heard and indescribable sound. It was a middle range tone...slightly digital sounding. The lights were crazy. I thought I saw a face in the lights and got a little scared. (I had heard people talking about getting scared in this transition. And now I know what they mean.) Then the sounds started sounding voice-like.

I actually started praying because I was freaking out and felt really out of control. And then slowly everything faded and I was laying back on my bed. During that time I didn't dare try to move because I know that if I found that I couldn't I would have been doubly freaked out. This whole thing probably lasted less than a minute. But it was so very intense. It was a really good exprience to have. Gives me more of an idea of what other people go through, and what might happen in the future when I try to WILD again.

I think I went to sleep after that. But I remember finding myself in my old computer room and lucid. I was sitting cross-legged on the floor and facing the North wall. It didn't feel very stable, and I knew that I didn't have long in this LD. Last night as I went to bed I decided that the next time I went lucid, more importanly than me completing the Task was for me to focus on detail, especially on myself.

So I did exactly what I had wanted-- I reached out my right arm and really looked at it. I took my other hand and rubbed it up and down that arm to feel the sensation of touch in this dream. It was wonderfully real...even as the dream faded.

11-29-06


I just had my longest Lucid Dream ever.

I had awakened at exactly 6:00. It was a sleep-in day, so I got up did a few little things, took a B6, then lay back on my bed and listened to U2 for about a half hour, then turned off the music and thought about what I wanted to LD about. I came up with a few ideas, but decided I might just go with the flow when the LD started. At exactly 7:00 I laid back down to go to sleep.

I started dreaming. The first part that stands out was I was at my friends' house. They had moved and were building their own house. The house was like a big castle--but painted white with red trim. There was a tunnel though the house, and I could see a large train engine sitting there.

I told them, "Wow...I see you are actually making your dream house. It's so cool!"

I talked to them for a bit about the house. Then I got distracted. I had this ball of rolled up chain that I was holding. I realized that I could make it float, and if I hung on real tight I could come up off the ground a few feet.

I'm pretty sure it was that that triggered lucidity. This was such a long dream that I don't feel that I can get it all in order. But I don't feel that for this type of dream order will make a huge difference.

I believe the first thing I did was to fly. I don't think I went far before I decided I needed to try some things out. So I landed.

I looked at my hands. I wanted to get as much detail as I could. The fingers this time were all normal. There were a few purple ink smudges on my hand (in the dream I blamed them for some I had gotten in real life, but I actually didn't have any IRL). The spots would come and go, kind of like when you look at a bright light and for the next minute you see a spot of color in front of your eyes that moves around as you move your eyes.

I could also see the ridges and finger prints on my hand and fingers. I felt satisfied at the detail I was seeing.

I looked at my clothes. I was wearing my long sleeve brown shirt (again) and my blue Levis... and blue flip flops (which I don't own in real life).

I flew around again and did December's Basic Lucid Task...which I just wanted to try and see if I could. I guess I have to leave out the details here, until the Tasks are made public. I was surprised how easy it was and knew that if I became lucid in December it would be no problem to repeat.

Then things get fuzzy.

I think I flew around some more until I came to two guys. I thought, "I'm wasting this LD. I need to do something interesting". I looked at the guys again. They were both old-ish. I looked at the younger of the two. He was in his late forties, balding and had crooked teeth. And he didn't look to happy to see me hovering in front of him and staring at him like that.

But I thought, "What the heck." So I came close to him and thought I would give him a little kiss. But instead, our teeth clanked and he pushed me away.

I thought , "Okay, that was a bad idea." and flew again.

I eneded up in this large castle like building. I can't remember details, but I remember walking out of a room and out on a balcony. I looked over the edge. I was up many stories. There were rocky fields below. I thought about letting myself fall off backwards like I had done before--because it is really a test of courage to just fall back like that.

But instead I took this moment to stop and think. I thought back on this LD and was afraid I would never remember all I did. I thought about finding a paper to write it down, thinking that maybe the review in my mind might help when I woke up. But I decided not to because I thought that might take too long.

So I looked back off the balcony again. And that's when I remembered I owed CoLd BlooDed a flight. I looked around and hoped he would just show up there on the balcony with me. When he didn't I stared at the stone wall and concentrated on making him materialize out of nowhere. That also didn't work.

Frustrated, I looked back down at the ground and focused on a rock. I then picked it up with my mind and threw it as far as I could.

I did that to a second rock...and a third. I was rather impressed with myself because I had never remembered being able to do that in a dream. I thought about other powers I might want to try. I thought about how Oneironaut gathered all this energy in him and did something cool with it...but I couldn't remember exactly what he had done (decided I would read about it again when I woke up).

I think I just decided to fly again. I realized that there was music playing. It was a lot like Handel's Hallelujah Chrous--but not quite.

I decided I just wanted to fly fast and high. I sometimes have trouble going either fast or high. So I did what I read about on this website about picturing rockets coming out of my feet. As soon as I thought that I heard a low roar and left myselt surge forward a bit. But then it slowed again.
And it was somewhere around here that I woke up. And when I looked at the clock it said 8:04.

11-15-06

Lucid Dream

I actually don't even remember how this dream started because it was sandwiched in between two non-lucids.

It started like I was watching a movie. There were all these flying robots that were flying over LA to do something. I was seeing them as if I was flying through the air with them.

For some reason I became lucid (probably the flying). I was sitting in this small flying car that was a bit like a kayak because I was out on top holding on to the sides using that to steer.

I spent pretty much the whole dream just flying around in this little car enjoying the ride. At one point I thought, "Now what were next month's tasks?" Then I remembered it was not next month, and I shouldn't worry about trying those just yet.

I tried to focus on details as I was flying. I could feel the wind through my hair and hear the wind in my ears. Very very real. My mind did a great job of making the wind stronger and louder as I turned and swooped.

Then I saw Disneyland in the distance. I wanted to fly there. I headed toward it. Right as I was getting close to the Matterhorn, I could feel myself start to wake up.

Now this is what I found most interesting in this dream. I felt myself wake up. I was even seeing what I thought was my real life (FA) but I was able to pull myself back to the dream, and focus back on the feeling of the wind and of Disneyland in front of me.

This happened several times


until I finally got to the point where I thought I was fully awake and not able to go back to the dream. Unfortunately it was another False Awakening. But I was so intent at this point to run to the computer to write it down. I was surprised to find that my computer had been taken down (but not so surprised as to become lucid again.) and for the next few minutes of dream I was just trying to find a way to write the LD down. Because that happened, I don't feel I have the details on this LD as well as some of my other lucid dreams from the past.

In fact, I remember thinking that in the dream I was hearing music playing. But I couldn't tell you now what it was But maybe it will come to me.

BUt anyway--another Lucid Dream!!


Edit:

I need to write up the conditions leading up to this LD. This was a sleep in morning. I had awaken at my normal time of 6:00. I knew I didn't have to get up yet. I got up and went to the bathroom and got a drink...and on a whim took half of a B-6 vitamin (50 mg). I was kind of cold. I crawled back into my bed and got under my wonderful micro-fleece blanket and my also wonderful big down comforter. It was so wonderfully cozy that I was able to drift back into dreamland.

11-9-06

Yes! I just awoke from yet another LD. I hope this means that they are back to stay.

Lucid Dream

I remember driving with my mom. We came to this train crossing. I had this feeling a train was near, but the arms were up. I looked right and saw that a train had just passed. After we crossed I looked left and saw that another train was coming. The arms weren't going down, and there were no flashing lights. I was afraid the cars behind me were going to get hit. But then we were too far ahead to see.

We came to this big and very busy intersection. Next thing I remember my mom and I were out of the car. She told me she hated to drive through that intersection.

Next I remember we were on top of this fairly high concrete roof on a building by that same intersection. I was at the edge...I was falling off. As I went over I told my mom that I would be ok. I wasn't lucid yet...but I was getting close.

Then my mom and I were both on the ground level again now. I was thinking that what just happened was weird. I looked at my mom again. She was wearing an Old Navy flag shirt that was pretty low cut. It was so not my mom that --just like the tank top in the other recent LD--it triggered lucidity.

I said, "Mom, cool, you are in my LD! This means you can come flying with me--won't that be great?"

Then I said, "But first we need to feel the texture of this brick planter next to us." I reached out and felt the bricks. They were fairly smooth, with flecks of rough spots. [It was exactly like a type of brick that I know from real life--the texure was perfect.]

I then said, "We need to look at our hands". They looked almost normal exept for a small finger growing out between my third and fourth finger. I remembered what Ranma said about trying to keep it from changing--to keep it stable. I told myself to make my hand right. It went to completely normal. But when I stopped concentrating, the little finger came back. I did this a few times and never was able to keep that 6th finger from appearing again. I'll have to keep working on that one.

Then I told my mom, "Now we can fly." I took off and heard my mom flying behind me. I went out into the street area. There were these decorations strung out between the street lamps in the center of the road. They were at first like white sheets, then turned into those fake spider webs you buy for Halloween.

As I was flying under these, I noticed that the music from Peter Pan was playing again "You can fly, you can fly, you can fly....". I thought, "Wow...just like in my first LD....I like it." Once I started listening, it played louder...and I hummed along.


But then I was having trouble getting past all the spider webs. They were all over now and I couldn't fly any higher because of them.

Suddenly I was in a mall. I decided to land.

Things get fuzzy here. I had some sort of plan/goal. But I don't remember what it was. Then I saw a guy I knew from high school (D Lopez). [We had been in a lot of classes, and he was friends with another of my friends, but I always was under the impression that he didn't like me too much. So I'm not sure why he was the one to show up here.]

I landed next to him and said, "Ha!...You're in my LD."

He looked at me and said, "You are not going to kiss me, are you?"

I laughed and said, "I think I will."

So I put my arms around his neck and started to kiss him. I suddenly realized that I didn't remember ever kissing anyone in my dreams before. It felt quite real and kind of good in spite of the fact that it was D.

Then the dream faded and I woke up.

And this all took place between alarms (5:50 and 6:00).....so the whole thing was less than 10 minutes. They always seem so much longer. But in spite of the length it was a very satisfying LD.

I was in my living room which was as brightly lit as it usually is in the day time. My partner was there and she was talking to someone else in the room, aside me. I think this was my dad but I don't remember anything else.

The dream was a long, epic adeventure, lasting what must have been several weeks. me and my allies were on a quest to revive some sort of gemstones. when the gem was revived, usually being guarded by a guardian or challange of some sort, you could see a new constellation in the sky the color of the gem.

there was one hunting us, he died several times on our quest, the most notable was when we killed him and discovered his spawning pool, somehow, his blood would return to that place and he would be born anew. He had the power to create portals, and would often reveal himself to us to gloat, though often in the process he would unknowingly reveal a piece of information to us that we did not know.

We had just revived the last bit gemstone, the sky shone and we felt like we could take on anything. our enemy opened a portal to us soon after and walked through, and explained the significance of the gemstones to us, it gave us power, yes, but It gave his master, the one we were set to destroy, even more. (I saw a flash of our true enemy gaining power) the alignment of the gems were shown to me, just before I woke up.

though the color of the gems was lost from my memory, the alignment is saved, I drew it, I would upload it, but I can't convert the image to a digital file right now.

........0..O--o
........| /
..0---O---0
....../ |
o--O..0

0 = small gem
O = large gem
o = minor gem
. = blank space
I'll replace this with an image later perhaps.
It's attached.

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No luck again last night I will try harder tonight. I am determined!

Anyway. First dream:

I am in a store (Nordstroms, I think), in the back. It doesn't look like a warehouse, but that is the purpose it serves, this is where they keep all their items before putting them on the shelves. It's also connects to some sort of performance hall. There are dancers around. One of the dancers is talking to me, and tells me that there is a special discount magazine for people who have been confirmed dancers for two years. I want to get the discounts, but I have not been a confirmed dancer for two years. A big group of girls is by me, and they start singing. They are mostly Latina. A large black girl in the front is singing a solo.

Second dream:
I meet a boy. Me or my sisters have recently started playing some new game, and the book we use is open. Me and the boy are talking about it. I have a baby with me, and he takes it from me and walks somewhere. I follow him and see him exit a building. I go back to my original spot, (but I know that he will be coming back there soon) and my younger sister comes up and coaches me. She points out that I am wearing socks that say "Blondes" on them, and this boy is a brunette, and that might hurt his feelings. I put my shoes on to hide my socks, but she tries to convince me to put on one of her shoes, which is velcro and much too small for me. This confuses me.

Third dream:
I'm riding in a car with E, S, and probably A although I don't really remember who the third person was. It's more like a sled though - it has no roof or doors, and I feel concerned about this. I drop my cellphone off the side, and we pull over and I run back and get it.

At some point in one of my dreams I think I had a new puppy, but I don't remember.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]


[COLOR="silver"]This night I tried to WILD before normal sleep. I have heard that it is impossible, but I was thinking and thought, if we can
be aware of a dream, to be lucid in that sense. And still be able to rest, wouldn't it be possible to stay have the mind awake the whole night and let the body rest. This is called Yoga Nidra "Conscious sleep". I have allways told myself that a dream is just a thought, but a vivid thought and I have even seen my thoughts become a dream in a WBTB DEILD.
So if I can just stay aware until my thoughts, become vivid then it should be possible.
I considered the problem of staying awake long enough for that to happend, but I came up with an idea to keep my mind busy and to totally forget about my physical body.

I like visualization, and day dreaming in that sense. I thought that if a dream is a vivid thought, then a thought must still be the closest to a dream that I can come while being awake. So my method to keep my mind busy is to daydream, but not the nornal way. Usually when we day dream we think about something and associate it with something else and suddenly we think about anything and then we fall asleep.

I started out by going through memories of my day in my mind, as detailed as possible. When this was done I assumed that I was perfectly relaxed, my body felt numb and uncomfortable feelings started to appear. Now I pretended that I was going to separate from my physical body into my non-physical body, pretend that I WILD so to speak.

So I visualised that I went out of my bed and I chosed two objects in each room in my house to explore.
And when I come to the kitchen I started to lose consiousnes from time to time, but I returned to the visualisation.
Eventually I lost it completely and I had a dream.
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[COLOR="blue"]I were in my school and this dream was boring, because it was just about a normal schoolday.
Then I was walking home from that schooldream and suddenly I realised that it was a dream.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I didn't stabilise I was not aware enough in my mind to do that for some reason, instead I looked around and were surprised that I remembered this much from the real world, because it was a real location.
I took pace and ran and jumped and started to fly, I have had many fly dreams now so I had enough confidence to control this flying. And this time I decided to fly to the universe! When I were up there and saw the starts and the empty black space I started to accelarate and it almost felt like falling. And I fell and fell and suddenly I was back in my bed.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I heard my mom screaming "Your dad is shopping clothes!". "In the middle of the night?!" I said surprised. "Yeah go back to sleep" she said. And when I did I woke up for real...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]On my real awakening I did a reality check and I was now awake. I looked at the clock and it was now 4.40, so I went back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was now standing in my tv room and a person I don't really like was laying on the couch and eating popcorn, this was a weird dream and I don't really remember it.

Then I was walking into a Chinese store, I looked at a t-shirt and it was a cool background and a text saying "Zhore".
I then saw a bowl of red balls, I asked what it was and the person behind the disk said "Dragoneggs" and then I woke up.[/COLOR]


[COLOR="silver"]I will make a new attempt to WILD today, but if I fail which I probably will I have an alarm to WBTB.[/COLOR]

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So all I can remember was my dad trying to get me to go to Illinois with him. There are some more things on the edge of my mind but I can’t pull them out. My dad asks me if I want to go with him, says he will buy me a steak as well. I say sure and we leave almost immediately. We get to the restaurant and it’s closed, so we drive a little ways down the road to somewhere else. Lots of kids and moms are running around this place, and it’s super packed. All I remember.