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I'm flying around the house, trying to feel the sensation of gravity slightly pushing me down, when I spin around in a loop. I grap onto the clothes line, and I'm slightly scared dad will yell at me, because it might break. Then I realise, I WAS TRYING TO DEILD! I become lucid! I blast over my house and land next to the garage, where the passion fruit vine and the bin normally are. "I actually did it, I DEILDED!"
I do a reality check, just to boost my awarness, and then rub my hands, everything is pretty clear, but I shout "LUCIDITY, STABALIZE" pretty loudly, just for the few extra bits of clear. I look around, wondering what to do, I think I was so excited my mind just went blank. I see a few people walking through my back yard, so I say a few mean things to them, and the dad starts trying to hit me. I try to blast him away with wind, but my dream power does jack all, and I try once more, before flying around to under my house, to avoid a fight I can't use my powers in. (I think I might do a fight later, purely normal combat, fun! ) This kid is sitting on a chair, with two hoses combined, and I watch him spray, and decide to impress him with water bending. "Watch this" I move my hands quickly across the water, and push them towards the backyard, willing to make a concentrated high blast of water, however it only moves slightly longer. "wow" he says sarcastically, moving the hose away from me, and facing against the door that leads under the house itself. I'm determined to do this, so I ask him to move the hose back. He doesn't react, so I kick my foot through it, and the water forms a ball, and weakly shoots up. It's nothing impressive, but it convinces him to move the hose back, and I once again try to shoot it into a jet. I fail, and wake up.
I did have other dreams, but the recall of them is pretty dodgy, because I couldn't write them down due to DEILD attempts. I can't be bothered writing down the few lines, because they're pretty pointless, and hey, I got lucid!
Special thanks to Choi, puffin, mancon, and arch. Couldn't have done it without you

i was out in some parking lot walking to my new job. i was holding a baseball helmet. when i walked in i put the helmet on and randomly started to walk around. i went over to the gaming area and just stood there for a while. i got bored and didnt know what i was supposed to do so i walked back out to the parking lot to some car. there was some people saying i will get fired if i dont go back in. so i walked back into the place. this time the place was a fancy dinner eatery. i still had the helmet in my hands. i walked around for just a little then i saw the manager. i stopped him and asked him what i should do. he said go work the kitchen. i was now in the kitchen. i had some dirty cover all in my hand.(no clue how the got there) so i threw them in a corner, same with the helmet. i walked over to a counter and just watched some people wok. then i started to cut some spring rolls with salad in them. i did that for about a minute then someone said i was not good at that and i nned to go serve people. i waited for some food so i can go serve some people then i woke up

So I now have signature white and red rocket boots. They have been appearing in every lucid dream the past few months. My cousin likes me. Don't get me started on how grossed out I am. He was sitting in the living room of my new house (I moved) and I walked up to his mother. "This is a dream, isn't it?" She said no, as if suspicious. I looked at the TV area. "Then explain to me why there is a dolphin in a bathtub inside of the living room?!" She said it's always been there. "No it hasn't. I'd know if there was a dolphin living in my house. That's it, no dream, no consequences." I grabbed him and kissed him. I don't know, my dream mind is a perv.
I walked outside and flew the endless skies. Vividness: 4/5
Update: My grandparents died since I left DV. They died within a 19 day period so you bet I have had dreams of them.

I have not been on in soo long!
I met Lady Gaga and she cried when I told her I liked her music. I went into the closet with her and we picked out some cool clothes. Then, me and her hung out. Then I had another dream where demons dragged me. Zim from Invader Zim stood there laughing. O_0

UGHHHH… Damn this not being able to get much sleep thing!! Hate how recent changes in my life are really messing up my dream recall. Oh well, I get to sleep in tomorrow for the first time in FOREVER and I am sure I will have lots of REM rebound. All I have from last night is fragments
-Was at the gorge or a place like the gorge again (this keep popping up in my dreams more recently).
-I kept freaking out about getting my nails painted for some reason and I went to a nail salon.
-Allen was with me in the dream but I feel like we didn’t talk much.
- I was really excited about something
-Lots of people were walking around.
-Everyone was excited and being loud.. concert?
-It was starting to get dark out and the sunset was causing the sky to look bright pink and purple, is a swirly style.
-Someone was drinking beer.

had an unexpected lucid dream(DILD).

I was in my hometown talking to my brother. as I walked across the street I saw a white car driving by. I started to run across the street to hurry and get out of the way. after crossing I noticed the white car was trying to chase me. I didnt know why but the two guys inside were mad at me. they were about to drive onto the sidewalk when they got out and chased me by foot. I turned the corner and noticed a good hiding spot. I hid behind a pillar and was inside the display stand for one of the stores. my brother followed me and stood infront of the display looking for me. the 2 people chasing me also stopped and couldn't find me. as I got anxious I realized i was just in a dream. but I wasn't as enthusiastic as usual when I realize im dreaming. I was more concerned with taking control. so i told myself the 2 people would leave(and they did). I stepped out of the display and walked back around the corner. as I turned the corner, i was teleported to a house(supposedly mine, but much different). my 2 brothers were there and I saaw my mom in the kitchen. I tried using my voice to command people. I said something to my brother and he left. I asked my mom to leave and buy me something, but she said she had a headache. I sighed and got impatient and looked her in the eyes and said "you feel better now". she was healed and left. I walked away into the house ready to think up something fun to do while lucid, but awoke.


notes:
very good control
short
not creative(not enough time)

So i was high and i sleept .. then cus i saw a movie and it had 1 cool girl .. at the morning i woke up several times and had stress about smthing .. then sleept back and i was in the restaurant i work usually.. , so then i was working working there were too much dishes idk alot of stuff and there were like 4 waitresses 2 who cook and myself..
so i was working then i asked do i work toomorrow , they said no just satturday .. ok.. and it was just 12:00 am and .. i was like wtf everyone's leaving? i mean , restaurant closes at 2:00 at night and kitchen at 23:00 Lol.

then somehow.. i was walking down to the (warehouse) and there was a girl ... that girl i saw in the movie @The.Covenant '' the blonde'' @
then i took her and started kissing her everywhere but remember when i asked my self why is everyone leaving.. i also said and know that i am dreaming ;D..
then after kissing her we like teleported or walked fast i dont remember exactly to a bridge.. she started getting naked and i started having sex lol.. then in middle of it.. i hear from somewhere.. @HEY RastaMan@
i am like wtf?
then again .. @Hey Rastaman..@ wtf... 3 times he said that.. then idk i started losing lucidity control and woke up.. But i keept my eyes closed cus i wanted to go back to the same dream..
i entered the dream but the prob is , i was thinking about bridge.. and i was like fasttttt walking to the exact place where i was with the girl and i loosed control then and woke up ..


than i sleept back ... i had weird dream lol . i dont remember it but itt was like damm it was also funny.. there was in a Tram Station[google it if u dont know what it means] a chinese lady and chinese man they both used rock o.o , they started pissing.. like dogs.
everyone was laughing and he was saying why u laughing at .. rofl i was laughing alot too.. then i saw a old lady at the right or what it was.. i forgot and she started pissing too i think lol.. so weird.. then something happened i had like powers.. that the moon was coming down or so and i did smoething with my hands and i stopped it on a specific location.. i went near it and it was so big .. then i started moving my hand and doing things it started like being changed.. like from an planet to metal stuff or like the paris Tower..

thats all i remember have fun ;D

Dream 1

I was in school and we were going on a trip to somewhere. I was having a bad hair day and people were taking pictures and put it on facebook. We were going to somewhere that looked like China and my teacher was strict. She looked like Miss Trunchball.



I went to the place with my girlfriend and peole started shooting me so I flew away. Once again I went through this dream a few times (I think twice). The second time I slipped off a flying ship or something and was stuck in a crevice. I called my friend for help but he flew off, leaving me to muster up strength to escape and fly away. He looked like Terry from The Firm (2009).



Then we went back to school and I completely blanked my friend who deserted me. He was apologising but I wasn't having any of it.

Dream 2

I was in a prison-like place where we were going to beat up up one of the "prisoners" who looked like Ben Mitchell.

My chief said "We're fight him like it was "Rise of The Foot Soldier". Then one of the other guards said "I saw that, it wasn't that good". We all laughed then went downstairs to the cell. It looked more like a docking bay than a prison but whatever.

False Awakening

I had many FA's today but I don't remember that many.

I wrote more in my DJ.

My mum told me that I could have pizza on Sunday when I usually have it on Saturday. Some times I think my mind is giving me dream signs.

I woke up last night, and couldn't move. It must have been a SP. After some minuttes, I decided to go back to sleep. Without writing my dreams down in my dream journal. Then I woke up this morning, and could only remember one little dream. Or, I remembered many details, so the dream became long enought, but it's still not good enough. Let's hope my recall is better tomorrow.
I'm going to write a dream I had yesterday, it must be 29/9-11 (or 9/29-11, the first one is Danish).

A voice from the sky

I found myself in a big building. Me and my class was making a play, and mine was about a dead man. I was standing front of a tombstone, and walked down the stairs to tell my friends about the play. When I came up, I saw the man. He was 100% alive, and smiled and if you asked someone, he has never been dead. I looked really confused at him, because I couldn't understand it! And he looked confused on me, because I looked at him.
Suddently, I head a loud woman-voice from the sky. She said..

This is just a dream. It's a lucid dream. You can control everything.

"Is it a dream?!", I thought, and then I woke up. ( )

me and two of my friends were stuck on an island, we couldn't get any signal with our phone line, we looked up and at the top of the mountain ahead of us was some form of communication system.
"don't worry we can climb up there and we should get signal from up there" i said "maybe we can connect our phone to that line somehow to boost the signal", we ran towards the mountain and we began to run at very high speed leaping up at rediculous heights, it was almost an adrenaline rush, the three of us almost racing each other, grabbing ahold of rocks then leaping up to the next one, we came to what looked like the headquarters of the communication towers, we thought we might get seen so continued on quickly, we soon came to a sort of forest. as we were running there was a large drop into a valley.

It was hard to see with the trees concealing most of the sunlight, but just enough to see each other and the branches, we had slowed down a lot now in terms of speed but were still travelling quite fast, we jumped from tree to tree acrobatically, suddenly one of my friends shouted "STOP!" "What's up?" i asked, he was staring at a large pool of thick dark mud, "quicksand" he whispered.

I started to climb up a tree a little bit to get over the quicksand, moments later i realised both my friends were being consumed by the quicksand that they had slipped in, i jumped back and pulled one out of the quicksand, i turned around to see my other friend, he was up to his neck, i leaped towards a giant rock poking out of the stuff, one side was un climbable so i had to leap around the other side out of sight of my friend and jump over the rock.

I got to him as his head was just submerged under the quicksand, his hand which was reaching up went under too "NO!" i shouted launching my hand into the pool and grabbing his, i scrunched my face up as i used all my face to drag him up and out of the quicksand and onto the flat bit of the rock.
He was on his arse panting for air and coughing and gagging.
I looked ahead and just nearby was a cave.
"through there" i said pointing at the cave.

As we got closer we heard a growl, we all drew our pistols, three large cats jumped out of the cave towards us, we shot them down, i peered into the cave and saw the eyes of a smaller cat, i didn't want to shoot unless it attacked first as i would never kill an animal unless in self defence.
A leapoard which was without the black pigment on its fur prowled out of the cave with a fierce hiss bearing its huge fangs, it darted towards us , i pulled my trigger to hear only "click click" i looked at my pistol and thought "shit no ammo" my friend shot it just as it leaped for the attack.

We proceeded further into the cave, after the end of the cave we were on a beach and it was filled with something extroadinary, lion men standing upright with huge manes were fighting each other, the other lion men were blue with dark dreadlocks where as the first type we saw looked just like upright lions with brown manes.
I saw my friend make an allegiance with the brown mane ones and we joined battle, attacking the darker lions.

Soon we chased the ones retreating down the beach and up onto a cliff face, i was ahead of the rest, chasing the last one down i jumped across a gap in the cliff and tackled it, as i turned it over it was a female lion, it looked up at me and whispered my name before i saw a brown foot stomp the head of the blue lioness and it was dead.
i looked at my palms, who was this? how did it know my name?

i looked back at my friend and he too was in shock, he said "we're nothing like them, were nothing to them, to them we're all the same", suddenly i was back chasing the lioness again, as if time had been reversed, but i knew what was coming, this time i jumped across the gap and the lioness tripped falling to the ground, i picked her up over my shoulder and made a break for it, i ran up the cliff and i got to a stairway, as i was climbing it the brown mane lions stopped, shuddered and backed off in fear.
I was questioning why they had been so fearful of the area i was running into.

I got to the very top of the cliff and laid the lioness down next to two blue creatures, both looked at her and said "what happened."

as she woke i asked who she was, "ill show you" she said. She got up and raised her hands into the air, i looked around and she was controlling the water suddenly we were all dragged into the water and were going towards a large arc of water flowing in the middle of the sea, we passed through the arc and were in a completely different place, underwater yet i could breath.
"we're back in time" i heard, i was morphed into a mollusc, sort of a disguise i guessed, and the other 3 were lions but with finned tails and no legs, sort of like myr lions.

"this is where our ancestors lived" i heard again as i was swimming around the underwater coral area.



i woke up.

I had two distinctive different dreams last night. And one of them took a bizarre turns. Though they both took place within the same environment. Which is the neighborhood I grow up in.

First one

I'm about eleven at this point, but since in real life I've been rolling my own cigarettes, in the dream I'm an eleven year old smoker.

I'm hanging around with my friends, faces I've never seen before but trust without a shadow of a doubt. We're sitting around on a bench, talking and laughing. At a previous point, I had stolen before but can't remember.

One of my friends is having a dog, a very blue but friendly dog with him. I pat him and whatnot.

Then we hear the cops coming, sirens in the distance. Everyone breaks of and I grabs my bike and ride away, I do an awesome break-n'slide down a road and bike away.

I met up with my friends later and all go into to a friends apartment. This is where things change.

Second One

Loosing my bike, though I don't know how, my friends and I met with up with some girls. They're heading over to the school. I grew from eleven to I think the same age I am in now, I really didn't check myself in a mirror but I felt a change in thinking. From wanting to play sports to checking girls out.

One of the friends suddenly gets hysterical, the dog is missing. The dog is gone. He runs after it.

One of the girls, a large but very friendly girl starts talking to me as we walk undergrounds to the school. I put my Xavier-move on her and suddenly she drags him through a basement to a small toilet where we have sex.

I could go into details, but let's just say it started lovely and gentle and ended like a porno. As I pull my pants and turn around, the blue dog is standing right there.

After that I woke up cause one of my cats was clawing at the door.

1) Me and my friend Dan. S were waiting at the bus-stop that I always wait at to go to college. I think we were with our other friends Tom and Matt.B, but i'm not sure. It was very sunny, and Dan was showing us his revolutionary, new idea of eating Peanut butter and Jelly. All he did was spread a bit of Peanut Butter onto a regular knife that I was holding, and then proceeded by putting some jam on it. I then ate it off of the knife, and it tasted pretty good - no better than eating it in a sandwich though. Me and the others just let him have his fun and agreed that it was a good idea, although we weren't convinced We then started walking up the hill to another bus stop.

2) Me, Tom, Will, Matt.C and some others were at an open evening at our college. We were in a fairly big hall that I had never seen before. It was very dark inside, with no lights on and only the some faint street lamps outside making it able to see people. Everyone's parents were there two, but we wanted to stay together, so they were all separate. I looked to the far back left, and saw my Dad stood on his own, trying to look over the large crowd of people building up in the hall. Everyone was stood up, talking and waiting for something to happen. There was music in the background playing popular radio songs. It was a similar atmosphere to waiting for a band to come on at a gig...except it was a parents evening Eventually, some teenage girls started doing some sort of dance on stage. There was about 15 of them, and they were split into blocks, moving together to create shapes. There were exclusively black girls in the middle of the rectangular shape, which I thought was a bit racist.

3) IRL, there's a boy who walks around my College dressed as a pirate and in this dream stem, my friend Chelsea called him a "fucking hipster".

4) A kid who I used to play football with when I was younger who left my secondary school in year 8 called Harry.W's family bought the Tower of London as a family home. I think it was for his Dad's business, but Harry was just living there for the fun. His bedroom was on the top floor of the tower. I'm fairly sure the building was the Tower of London, however it was much more modern - more like the Empire State Building, but definitely in London. In this room, he had access to the cameras that take souvenir photos that you can buy. Because of this, he regularly had friends round - some of which were my friends, like Latham.C, Luke.Y, Matt.S etc. When they were round, he'd take a lot of these pictures and put them all on facebook. His profile picture was him with the bedroom window view of London in the background. It was cloudy and fairly dark outside, and the dream was shown through a series of snapshots of novelty pictures.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was walking out on a sidewalk, near the top of a hill. It was daytime, and the sun was bright. I was walking past the stone gates of some kind of professional center. The gates had an arched entranceway.

One of my old friends, PD, walked out from the gates. PD was apparently dressed as a business professional. But she looked kind of horrible. She wore a grey skirt and a green blazer, with a white blouse that had some kind of old-style bow-tie on the front of it. Everything looked like it was from the 1970s.

PD's hair was also weird. It didn't look quite real. It was curly or crimpy. It looked wet, like after a shower, when a person's hair looks damp and a bit disarranged. But it also looked dry and dead, like the stringy hair of an animal that had been laying on the road for a while.

PD's face looked about the same, except that she may have had a tan, and that her face may have been a bit worn with age.

I called out to PD, kind of gently, since we were so close, and I was so awe-stricken at seeing her. PD said, "What makes you think you can just come up and talk to me after all this time? I don't want to see you anymore."

PD either got onto a bus or got into a white SUV, driven by some rich guy who had been waiting for her. I respected PD's desire not to speak to me.

I walked down the hill and found myself under a bridge, like a bridge for a highway overpass. The sunlight curved down under the shade of the bridge, making a warm little quarter-circle of light in a small space.

Some kids may have been skateboarding in that space of light. One of the kids may have had a red and white skateboard, with a design almost like the Coca-Cola logo.

Dream #2

I was watching an old film. The main thing about this film was actually the music. Some great composer from the early twentieth century had made this music. The film may have been a documented performance to accompany the music.

But what the film was was living footage of an actual event. The footage was from one of the World Wars, possibly WWII. The scene was some torn out space of land. The upper right area looked like a trench or a foxhole. But the whole area before the foxhole was a blasted out cavity in the ground.

Two or three men sat slumped on the ledge of the trench and the blown out space. Behind the men was a bright light. Some thick cloud of gas spewed out from behind the men and into the blown out space.

The way the men were slumped against the trench and each other, it was obvious they were dead. I assumed that the gas clouds I was seeing were poison gas, and that the men had been killed by it. I assumed their deaths had been very painful.

At some point the music built up to an ominous crescendo. I was trying to figure out why the composer of this music wanted us to watch the actual deaths of soldiers on the battlefield while we listened to his music.

I'm out exploring an old abandoned hotel (something I've been doing lately IRL). It's big, elaborate, and has sort of teal green paint. It is completely destroyed and has no ceiling. I climb through the rubble and find an ancient cello, or a bass or something. It's in pretty good condition, and I consider taking it and selling it. I start to take some pictures, but before I can take many, I notice that a person driving a car notice me. He looks bothered, and he picks up his cell-phone. It looks like he's about to call the cops.

Then I wake up.

Later on in the night, I'm with my friend Adam. We are trying to stop something from happening. There is a large cargo truck type thing (the kind that's used to transport troops back in like WWII or something) that is full of soldiers armed with WWII era gear. We are armed with some sort of bolt-action rifles. We hide behind a telephone pole and a rock, and begin to take pot shots at them. I don't remember killing anyone. They start to get out of the truck and overwhelm us, so we run away.

We run back to my neighborhood and all the way back to my house. Running is like slogging through molasses at this point. We catch our breath at our house, and we formulate a new plan. We decide we'll go a little ways up the hill. One of us will hide in the grass, and the other will take cover at the bottom of the hill. The one at the bottom will shoot at the truck as it comes down the hill, and the one behind with pop up and shoot them in the back while they're distracted.

I don't remember how this plan turned out.

09/13/11

EVE: War Sucks
I am in a game of EVE Online. I am flying my drake in low security space, I know I am looking for trouble. I wonder if maybe I should've brought a smaller ship. Griefers might be afraid a drake might fight back. But I'm looking for a specific griefer. Back Hoe is his username. I finally find the system he is in. I call him out in local. I say I challenge him to a fight, my drake vs. whatever he has. He agrees to a one on one. I arrive and find there are somehow three of him all out there at the same time. So much for one on one. Well, I also got a secret. I launch my Fire Valkyrie from my drake. He can't seem to hit that no matter how many of him there are. I blast all three of his ships and then triple pod him when escape pods launch. Ha! The joke is on him. 3 vs. 1 but it was him that didn't have a chance!

EVE: Betrayal
I am in low sec space in my drake, looking for someone to fight, preferably some asshole who likes to pick on those weaker than themselves. I scan the system and locate a tengu. That's a pretty powerful ship so I warp to the location to see if he attacks. It turns out the player is Xenoace, who is a member of a friend corp. Oh, well. No fight there. But I was wrong. He attacks me and blows up my drake, this took me by surprise. My Fire Valkyrie ejects instead of my escape pod. This clearly surprises him. That's a fancy pod, he says. Now it go boom. He's trying to warp scramble me, but I don't have any intention of running. I attack Xeno's tengu an blow it up. His pod ejects. I hesitate just a bit too long and it warps away before I can pod him. Why was Xeno attacking me???

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09/15/11

I Am Sailor Moon
I am Serena Usagi, also known as Sailor Moon . I am meeting with the other sailor scouts and we are discussing how to keep the silver imperium crystal safe. Every time I start an idea Rae says it's a dumb one. She follows that by insulting me a lot. No one is objecting. I get pissed. I finally throw the crescent moon wand at Rae and tell her fine, if everyone there hates me so much, I quit. Rae can be leader, she can be the new Sailor Moon. I'm out of here. I leave in a huff, almost in tears. I am near a plant shop when I hear something. I follow the noise. A weird mutant plant woman is attacking Rae, who is in Sailor Mars form now. The plant woman has Rae cornered. Hey! Double ugly weed bitch! Over here! She glares at me then comes at me. I turn and run, I have no wand to transform with. I go to the plant shop. Where is your weed killer? A shelf of Weed-B-Gone. I take several. Plant bitch is here. I spray her with weed killer. The weeds all over her die, leaving a disoriented woman. Rae comes. She says that was the second dumbest thing I have ever done... the first being when I left... I interrupt. The dumbest was ever thinking I could have a real friend. Fuck off, I'm still out of here. I leave, I am still pissed. I ignore Rae calling me to stop. I wake up feeling so very isolated, so alone.

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09/17/11

EVE: Revenge
I am once again in a game of EVE Online, I am in my Fire Valkyrie. I am hovering outside a station where I know there are several assholes holed up. The list on my screen shows Back Hoe, Menardii, Draco, Marley... and a couple others. They are all showing as war targets. I wait for a bit and finally Back Hoe tries to leave. I blast him... ship and pod. I wait some more. Draco tries to leave. I blast him, too. Ship and pod. This is amusing. They are cursing at me in local chat. I don't respond. I warp away. One of them tries to leave again. I warp back so fast. Boom, I blast Menardii... ship and pod. You guys are screwed. Whenever you step out of the safety of that station I'll be here to pod your asses! I will be here and POD YOU every time! How do you like it, assholes? It sucks to be you!

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9/19/11

Pokémon Hunt
My mother and I are in a forest searching around for pokémon, my mother is looking to catch herself one. My mom says what she really wants to catch is a pikachu. I remind her we already have a pikachu back at the house, in fact we have several of them. She says one can never have too many pikachus. We have pokéballs and my mother asks me where she should look. I tell her most of the pokémon will be in the tall grassy areas and in the bushes, most of them will be hidden from sight. They don't realize we aren't there to hurt them. My mom and I look for a while longer, I really want to find a feline pokémon. My mom surprises me when she throws her pokéball. It opens up and successfully captures a pokémon, though I don't get a good look at it before it vanishes inside. She asks how she's supposed to convince it she will be nice to it. I tell her she has to be friends with it. She opens the pokéball and reveals the pokémon she caught. It is about the size of a house cat, but it is a bug type… it looks like a lady bug with iridescent spots. The pokémon flies around my mother a few times as if assessing her, deciding if it will trust her. It apparently decides it likes her energy because it lands beside her and seems relaxed. My mom is ready to go home even without a pikachu. I say I'm going to keep looking for a feline.

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Summer Gift Day
I am at school, it is like a high school, and it is the last day of the year before summer break. The entire school is participating in a secret gift-giving event. Everyone will draw the name of another student and then give them a modestly priced or homemade gift. I figure that since I am so extremely popular (NOT!) I'll probably get someone's dogs shit wrapped up in a brown paper bag. But I'm not going to do that. I don't know what the person would like… I get a name of someone I don't know. Gloria. I decide to get her a gift card from somewhere that her money might go a bit farther than with new items. I will get her a gift card from Bookman's. If she likes books, she's set. Music, movies, video games… Alicia is there with me and she thinks that is a good idea. We are leaving for Bookman's when someone tells us not to be late for graduation.

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09/28/11

Cleaning House
I am in a large house, more of a mansion than a regular sized home, and I am exploring the place. The entire house is really creepy, it looks abandoned and haunted. But I somehow know it isn't supposed to be like that, there are people who live here, or there are supposed to be. I wonder if they are still here with the mess. I start cleaning up some of the mess I find around, doing so seems to brighten the place up a bit. I open a door that is on the third floor, thinking I will find a room. But instead the door leads to empty space, an exterior door on the third level of a house that doesn't lead to a deck or a stairway, just to a three story drop. Well, that seems odd, I wonder if I should put a warning sign on the door or maybe board it up so no one opens it and strolls through… only to find themselves in mid air. Outside it is dark, there is a breeze blowing through some large trees. A rather nice view if someone would just put a deck there. I go inside and continue cleaning the place up, I am actually making some decent progress. I wonder where the people who live here are… have they left? Will they come back?
Note: After I woke up I got the feeling I had been inside MoSh's inner world.

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09/29/11

Save Me
I am in MoSh's inner world, this is something I do not question at all, and it doesn't lead me to do a reality check. It seems perfectly normal for me to be there. I look around, trying to get my bearings, wondering where MoSh and Asuka might be… and their kids, too. Right now I don't see anyone… but wait… I do. There is a strange woman standing alone in an open area of dirt. I can hear her crying. She says she only wanted a safe place to hide, she didn't mean to cause any harm… really… she just wants to be safe… I wonder what she is talking about. Is she somehow responsible for the problems going on in here lately? Could it be an accident? She says she needs help, someone to save her… but she's not sure if she is worth saving. She says probably not. Some weird things erupt from the ground at her feet, wires and such are forming all over her body, it makes her look like some kind of strange robot. She is screaming the whole time that happens, then she suddenly attacks me. I am forced to fight her, and I finally use a water based spell that is shorting out the robotic circuits. The wires retreat, pulling back into the ground. The woman is also gone, now there is a little girl huddled on the ground sobbing. I try to approach the little girl but she disappears before I can reach her.