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Super wtf semi awake dream

I am lying in bed and almost falling asleep. I hit a half asleep state and I hear a voice in my head. It sounds like Ariel... I can clearly hear her saying, "This is what's coming for you," I geel a tremendous wave of energy hit me and I jolt out of bed and My heart races and it takes me a few minutes to calm down.

J texting

I remember getting a text from J, who was saying that her cell battery died and she couldn't get a hold of me until she had it charged or got a new phone or something.

Psychic

I had a dream that I was going for a psychic reading with evangeline, who I've used in the past. But this time she didn't seem all there and her vibe threw me off. I felt that there was nothing that she could tell me that could help me. I realized I had just wasted money on her. it was a very distressing feeling.

Wal Mart dreams

Had various wal mart dreams throughout the week too. Mainly of being in a wal mart that was like a shopping mall, complete with levels, stairs and escalators. I am pushing carts into the strangest places... the parking lot is call curved. at one point I realise there's 5 or so different store standards scheduled for the same shift... so I clock out early haha.

Later me and some people... are running through a hidden section of walmart with strange rooms that are under construction. I am holding onto a woman (Asuka?) during some of this. There's some guy I am running from or trying to find? Something that I want to fight him. I am going through all sorts of elaborate routes to look for him.

At sea

This dream starts where I am at some sort of mall with my family. We all want to watch a movie or something. After I read the title I refuse. But my dad is pestering me to watch it.

Later I am on this island house that's on top of a high cliff. I am looking at boats pulling away from the shore... There is a man I recognize on one and he says he's going to see the movie... But he needs my smokes. I try to get down the cliff but there's only a rickety ladder that I won't dare climb down. I see another man I recognize and he attaches a more sturdy ladder. I try to climb down but I am scared lol. I see at the top there's almost nothing to keep the ladder from going sideways. I look harder and see that there's notches preventing it from falling. I continue to climb down a bit shaky. but I near the bnottom an dswitch to another ladder and I feel better. At the bottom I am looking at a cave... There's something shiny inside. It's gold! I wonder if it's fake gold. There's specks of it all inside the cave and around on the ground at the mouth of the cave. I shrug and don't think to test if the gold is real and I leave it there. I go towards the dock but my memory ends here.

I knew right off the bat that I was dreaming. Remember the doctor? She was in this dream and I got a closer look at her. Turns out, it was actually my grandmother. Both sets of my grandparents were there, and my old friend, Rikki.
"So, is this...,"I trail off, and I look around at them.
The doctor--Mamaw isn't as...unique...as this woman--gives me a look and says,"We all know its a dream. Why would it bother us?"
I give her a look and think,"Ah...Well, considering how indecisive the characters in my previous lucid dream were..."
Papaw--maternal grandfather--and the doctor start discussing stuff that I don't care about. Rikki smiles and says that she is really happy to talk to me again.
"Do you still draw all the time,"she asks.
"Yeah. All the time...It's wonderful being able to create characters and such,"I exclaim.
Everyone is listening now.
"Draw something for me, then?"
I pause for a moment, then ask,"Um...What?"
"A skeleton. Halloween is coming up and I want to scare my neighbors."
"...Ah...Right...Sure."
A skeleton wasn't exactly scary, but whatever.
We talk about how we've been and then I walk into my paternal grandparent's living room. Grandma isn't talking about growing up in Germany for the millionth time, so even if I hadn't known I was dreaming, I would now. She offers me some chocolate chip cookies.
"Nah. I've tried that dream food before and I am not impressed."
They all laugh and the doctor exclaims,"That's because you don't put any effort into the food."
I glare at her and say,"Well, my grandmother was the one who made the cookies."
"It's your dream."
"...I can't argue with that, I suppose. At least my visual sense is good,"I reply, looking around at the detail.
"You're artistic, so all this is a given,"Grandpa says, taking a sip of his Miller...fruit juice. A football--American Football--game is on and he's watching it now. Football of both varieties does not interest me, so I turn my attention to Papaw. He walks outside and I follow him. All of a sudden, it starts to rain.
I really felt sopping wet and as I turned and walked towards the house, I wanted to ask him,"Is this rain, or something else?"
But, I woke up.

Non-Lucid
Wake time: 5:17 am, 10/6/11
Recall: 8/10



I am in some sort of video game; the object being to collect the most magic stones (or whatever they were) before my opponents. I begin to panic as I try to keep up to have the most.

Somehow, in a way that isn't clear to me, I end up alone in Vickie's (my little sister's) room. I see that there is a microwave on the floor, and cheesecake and corn dogs on the top shelf of her closet. I reach up and grab two corn dogs, but before I can get them in the microwave Vickie and an attractive friend of hers with an English accent came in through the door.

I quickly hide the corn dogs in the mess of clothing and stuff Vickie has on the floor, and try to make small talk, in the hopes that they leave soon. However, it develops into an interesting conversation about Vickie's friend. (At one point, her friend becomes a bit irritated at me, though I'm not sure why. I think it was because I was trying to mimic her accent ...) Eventually they find out I was trying to snitch corn dogs and I know I'm in trouble.

The next thing I know is that I'm in the family room. I go into the kitchen, which now has a big mirror on the counter facing the family room. I walk up to it, so close that I can only see my face. (which has terrible acne on it) I'm disgusted by it, and as I slowly walk away, I see the same amount of acne all over my body. (I'm wearing a shirt, but the reflection shows me shirtless)

At that point I notice Shayla (my older brother's wife) nearby. I am utterly embarrassed and ask her if she saw the reflection. She doesn't answer, so I keep asking her, becoming more and more angry. I walk into the living room and see Jacob (said brother) sitting on the piano bench, telling me to calm down.

I now feel that it is hopeless, so I tell everyone to just forget it, and I head upstairs. I don't get too far though, before Robert (my oldest brother), who is studying his scriptures in the family room, says that he would like to have a word with me. I become grieved because I know that he is going to lecture me on my attitude. Still, I go ahead and sit down with him.

He turns to a passage in the scriptures and begins reading to me, putting extreme emphasis on pretty much every other word. He says this helps him better understand what he is reading. In the middle of this I suddenly come up with a way to more easily remember my dreams. (Although looking at the idea now, it doesn't seem too likely that it will work...) Right after that, I wake up.

It happened right after I woke up from a non-lucid dream. I did a reality check and realised I was still dreaming.

I exited my bedroom. I had kind of a limited view . Sorta everything outside my window
is blurry. I tried for a music video to be played on the TV ( it worked ). However , I
couldn't spawn dream people ( tried to spawn a friend ). I imagined him walking down the corridor and also tried thinking he was behind me , but to no avail.

Yeahh. Than it ended. A pretty short dream. But a good first step

Wake time: 3:28 am, 10/6/11
Lucid in a non-lucid, subconscious controlled
Technique: WTBT / WILD / FILD
Recall: 6/10

Trevor (my little brother) and I are going to sleep, after waking up in the middle of the night with no success on having a lucid dream that we remember. (This is what had just happened to me IRL [in real life] except Trevor didn't wake up with me) Trevor says Henry wants us to make the dream a fighting match, and Trevor wants to fight in an arena that is basically a big S. (or E, I can't remember) We both fall asleep and begin dreaming the same dream, and begin to fight.

A few moments after the fight starts, we both turn into characters of the furious five. (from the movie Kung Fu Panda) Upon doing this the rest of the furious five come join in and it becomes a fun little spar. This lasts about five minutes before I wake up IRL.

i'm in a foreign place that is currently in a lengthy cultural war with the people who live here.
there are two sides. but i don't care about that right now.
i'm in the forest, walking along trails with my cousins. it's hot and we wanna swim!
there is a perfect path towards a perfect lake. it's beautiful, the water is clear and blue like the oceans.
i run into the water. i know it wont be cold, it will be perfect: it is. the bottom is soft sand.
i close my eyes and experience the lake, feeling everything about it.
by the time i open my eyes, my cousins are running back out of it.
we are surrounded by trees, but thru them we can see in the distance, past some marsh lands, that we are being watched by one side of the war, the dangerous side.
i run out, thru the woods, the woods turn to sand, the main beach.
something is happening. everyone is doing something with the waves.
they are animated, and dance like fire before they crash. i want to ride them...
everyone is in the shallow water watching this happen.
then, they remember the game they're playing, they remember the war...
i am taken along in a "room" (a surreal mix between the feelings of "inside" and "outside, there are walls, but i am outside too...dreamy)
there is a guy watching me. he wants me to play with the game he made.
it is a carnival game, a giant shell game, rigged to his favor i bet. it is three cabinets.
he puts a crystal in one, closes it, and they swap/rotate/move places very fast.
then they open, and there is a button fashioned out of a domino inside.
"press one" he says. i'm scared. he knows that, and calms me down. he is not a fighter. he doens't care about the game, just his job.
i press the first one. the bottom of it dissolves and there is nothing inside.
we play again, and again. my cousin comes to see me.
somehow, we leave. we escape or are let free.

we go to the supermarket.
for a long time, we walk around and have a bit of fun.
then, everyone starts leaving immediately. the cultural war has spread here. people are taking sides.
one section is completely run by one side. the other side left. we decide to leave too.
i find my parents and my other cousin. we steal some bread and leave.
we begin walking home.
we find out the bread is actually hot chocolate and we can't eat it. we're hungry though.
my dad needs to use the bathroom. he goes thru a tunnel to a convenience store and comes back.
we keep walking....

I was in my house, looking out of the window. It was raining outside. Every single light in my house was turned off.
A guy behind me asked me if I'd heard about the news.
"What news?"
"A guy has stolen a car from a carport and driven it into a wall at the same house, then beat the owner of the car to death."
"No I haven't heard that."
"Why don't you check on your car?"
"My car is alright, okay?"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
I was starting to get annoyed, but he walked out of the room.
A moment later I could hear a loud crash from somewhere around my front yard.
I ran down the stairs, into the kitchen and grabbed a kitchen knife. The house was still off lights.
I ran into my living room, which was brightly lit up by a blue color.
I looked out of the panorama window, and saw the moon, shining as bright as the sun, but with a blue hue. The reflections of the water drops from the rain were shining bright and clear.
I saw a person sitting on a chair on the terrace, with it's back turned against me.
I ran out through the terrace door, stood behind the person, and punched him in the back of his head.
"What did you do to my car?"
He slowly turned around in the chair, then looked at me with a psychotic smile on his face.
My kitchen knife was gone. It wasn't in my hand anymore. I was defenseless.
He grinned at me, and the last thing I saw was his fist against my face.

So i was in some house up in the mountains.i walked around and saw ma old man sitting in a chair. for some reason it felt like i knew him and i wasnt scared or anyhting. i was there for a little then he said lets get in the car and we started to drive down the mountain. he ended up at some factory were the press stuff together. he droped me off and left. i just wandered around there for a little while. then i had the feeling i need to leave so i just jumped on to some random semi in this shop and drove away. next thing i know im in this jungle like area in a war. this was the most vivid part of the dream. i was in a big group walking by some lake. then some one yelled open fire. i saw a huge gruop of enemy's coming across some trail ahead of us. i started shooting at them. it was really cool actually. i ran out of ammo and asked a few people for a clip. then we hiked for a little more then the trail narrowed and there were a ton of bad guys around the corner. i was randomly shooting then i saw a bad guy seeking up behind me. i turned and blew his face off. there was so much blood and guts. then i saw people retreating. i ran into the lake next to the commander guy. i told him i didnt want to die yet. then i asked him were was my bullet proof vest. i dont remember what he said. then i got scared and took off. i wanted to go back to that old guys house but i didnt have a car. so i just ran up into the mountains i keep running and running then i woke up

So last night was another failure for LD but i still think I'm improving as i have been able to remember my dreams 3 nights in a row.. So last night i tried the D.I.L.D technique again but it didn't work. I was thinking of going to a door and trick or treating to complete this months easy challenge but instead i found myself playing football with some of my friends from cyprus. The football was really harsh for some reason. There was a lot of brutal gameplay.. But i can only remember those facts of the dream.

In my opinion LD for me is around the corner.

Yesterday, I had some Vitamin B6 before going to bed for the first time and I really had some amazingly vivid dreams. Sadly none of them got me lucid, but they were still pretty neat.

The first one I remember, starts around a bunch of surgeons preparing for a surgery. I learn that we're about to do a heart transplantation, but everybody takes it like it's a routine thing. When we get into the surgery room, I recognise the head surgeon as my RL chef at a retirement home and the heart of the patient, a girl of around 20 years, has already been removed. I get the heart in my hands while someone tells someone else that I, "Number 3" are only here to do minor side tasks. I wind up having a piece of the removed heart in my mouth and sucking around on it while I'm in a conversation with two other surgeons at the end of the room.
As I spit the heart out, I get called to the action, where the girl is apparently in bad shape. I assume the new heart was already in, but her breathing was really shallow and her heartbeat went south. The head surgeon told me to "Save her! Reanimate!" but I couldn't get any CPR together. The surgery now suddenly got teleported from a room to outdoors in something that looks a little like a carport, with people walking by. My ex-ex-ex-ex-girlfriend comes along, talking on her cellphone. I try to stop her and get the phone, but she ignores me. Eventually, I reach into a bag with loads of medication in it, packaged a little like those cookies you get when you order coffee at italian restaurants. I find something labeled "Life Retter" ("Retter" is German for "saver" in this case and yeah, it was bilingual) and "Opium". This gave me an idea. "We could give her opiates to free her lungs and clear her breathing.", I suggested and the head surgeon actually did it.
Now IRL that seems like a rather counterproductive idea, since the Codein she got is an antitussive, and when her lungs are full of some shit, giving her something that supresses her cough reflex is just, well...
The Codein worked though, as within seconds, she started breathing normally again and even regained consciousness. I recall that at some point, we looked through some photographs of her.
Then I remember a small fragment at the end of the dream, with me lying in bed with my girlfriend. She asks me how today was and who we performed surgery on. I tell her I can't say any names but that I already saved a life "on my first day". She looks at me with an indescribable "Ohhhh get outta here" face.

Dream number two takes place at my girlfriends apartment, but only the entry door looks familiar to RL, the rest is completely rearranged. Sitting here as I type, it was also probably quite a bit bigger in the dream. I was in bed with her and some other guy I didn't recognize. We're watching TV, when I made some horrible, horrible joke. The guy chuckled, my girlfriend didn't and I started getting kinda pissed at this entire situation. At some later point, the other guy said something and my girlfriend reacted to it immensly, used it to make fun of me and told him how "sweet" he was. I turned to my girlfriend with words to the likes of "Now you're totally kidding me, right? You have got to be fucking with me at this point. Jesus Christ, do whatever you want. I don't give a shit.". Then I turned around and fell asleep. When I woke up, the other guy was in a room next door and the doorbell rang. Since it was in the middle of the night I was concerned and asked my girlfriend if I should come with her to the door. She declined and came back later with a bag full of medications. Proudly she told me "Now we've got something against everything, both prescription and without!" and I seemed to recall she wanted to operate kind of a private pharmacy and sold the drugs.
I took the bag to the RL bedroom that was empty in the dream and looked through it for a while.
When I got back to the room with the bed in it, the other guy was gone and I found my girlfriend masturbating spread eagle on the bed. Nice sight.
There's a gap in my memory, but then there's the next morning and she's at school. I leave the apartment and walk down into the city. I meet two old friends of mine who suggest that when you burn flowers, it's good when you have a stuffed nose (which I have IRL at the moment). I find this interesting and pick up the first flower I see. Out of fear that the owner of the garden I picked it from might see and follow me, I walk a different route than the direct one back home, but halfway there, I lose the flower somehow, so I pick another one. It's a sunflower. I do the same avoidance thing again, eventually winding up on the small street running along before the front of our school complex, meeting a girl I went to school with and a teacher. The teacher asks me wether happen to be walking up the street and then between the two gyms, which I'm not. At this point, the sunflower suddenly starts behaving like a parachute, being dragged around by the wind. It gets really hard to hold on to it, much less walk with it in hand. I get about ten meters, then I lose hold of it and it flies(!) away. The dream ends.

The last notable dream I recall takes place in school. As I mentioned before, I'm out of school since early summer this year.
I have nothing to do, so I visit some friends who are still in school. I recall only some of them actually existing in reality. A couple of friends then drag me into class to spend an hour there. It's German class, apparently, but the teacher actually teaches math and physics IRL. The lesson is about some short story about a girl who drifts off in thought during class. I remember that a point about it was that she referred to the teacher in the story exclusively as the "vulture" and something else as a "god", I forgot what though. I chatted with friends in class and actually paid attention to the teacher. At some point I started feeling really terrible and started to miss these times, wishing I could get back in school. With this feeling, the dream ends.

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I was in a dark room where people where being brainwashed into doing bad things. Me and my friend managed to escape and he dissapeared from the dream for a while.

I was captured and was then taken back to the room, to be brainwashed. I resisted for as long as I could but in the end it got me. Basically there's a light that shines down from somewhere and a woman's voice says stuff. I left and bumped into someone, then I became semi-lucid, I started to fly around like Movie Ironman as thats the only way I can fly.

Then I was chased by that man all around my area to the park.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This night I used a rope instead of my elbow, to cover my eyes. If you want to try this, just use something to cover your eyes that gives a slight pressure on the eyes, not much, but just to make you unable to open they eyes. A sleeping mask just cover the eyes, but I can still open the eyes. So I lay in my bed on my back and started daydreaming and think about my day, then I got to the random thought stage again. I remember that my body started working against me and giving me unfomrotable sensations of giving up, and as usual I couldn't resist them. So in a reflex I got out of bed and throw the uncovered my eyes.

This was a good attempt, because I didn't fell asleep unconsciously and I could still focus on my thoughts, so all I need now is just a little patience while doing this and I might experience some non-physical sensations.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt about a girl named Olivia. In this dream we were a couple and we took happy pictures of us on her macbook.
I remembered that I was bothered with my hairstyle, so I had to fix it over and over again. I also remember that we had a videoconversation with my classmates Martin and David.

Then I was on a bus, don't remember what happend next though.

I were on a theater with my class, we complained over the seats, because we could only hear the actors not see them.. But then they changed scene and we were in a perfect seat and all the other had to change seats instead. Weird dream as usual so it's not even explainable.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I didn't woke up from my WBTB alarm.. and the EILD alarms wasn't loud enough for me to hear, for some strange reason. So the next night I will make my WILD attempt before bed and then hopefully I will wake up to the WBTB.[/COLOR]

05.10.2011

Successful WILD! Trick or Treat and Questions About My Dream Guide (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wake up at 8:24, from a dream about meeting a girl. I spend about 10 minutes writing it down, and lay on my front just to sit and think about the dream for a while. All of a sudden - BAM - I'm hit with a massive wave of vibrations. I of course, decided to go with it - and I decided to try using an AP exit technique. I stayed still, allowing the vibrations to deepen, and started visualising pulling up on a rope, and pulling myself out of my body. The vibrations intensified, and the lowered briefly. I kept going with the visualisation until I really felt myself start to slip out. Infront of my eyes, a hallucination started.

I saw a CRT computer monitor, perfectly square, with a bunch of symbols on the screen, one was a clown face, then others just squares, spheres, a pyramid. I began to feel the vibrations lower, and the hallucination solidified properly. I asked it - "Who is my dreamguide?" A picture of my cat appeared on the screen. I asked again "Who is my dreamguide?" A picture of the music teacher from the Simpons appeared, an older man with grey hair around the sides. It is possible that I asked again - but I can not remember correctly if I received a reply.

I decided here to take a chance - I wasn't sure how deep in the dream I was, and I didn't know if I would wake if I tried to move. I threw off my covers and stood up. I could feel my body but I couldn't see - am I awake? My eye mask fell down on my face, and I shifted it, and took it off - my bedroom appeared before me. It was night, I stood in the middle of my room, I looked in the mirror - whoa I look weird, I must be in the dream. I tried to count my fingers but it wasn't working - screw it. I plugged my nose and breathed in and out, I forgot how much fun this was! I used body awareness to stabilise further - centering myself into the dream.

Oh! The Task of the Month! I faced my bedroom door, "Trick or Treat!" I said, and opened the door. It was just my family room - nothing abnormal and nothing to receive. Damn. I walked up the hallway to my parent's room. "TRICK OR TREAT!" - I reached out and went to slide the door open, and it flew off as though I had kicked it down - awesome! Inside, they are both asleep. Dad rolls over and turns on a lamp next to his bed, and I notice that as the lights come on it becomes day - that saved a bit of effort.

I walk over and stand next to my mum's side of the bed, Dad rolls over and searches next to his bed. I look at my hands - I needed to shape shift aswell, one of the gods? Zeus. I try and make a large lightning bolt in my hand, but get a blue glow and a few sparks. I don't even know how to shapeshift! I'll just do it later.

"So who IS my dreamguide?" I ask
Mum starts talking about something strange - about how when someone is sick, there is an association people make with them within society. She's rummaging through a small box, and I see a pillow with an apple sticker with "Sick - Sam" written on it - probably from my cousin being sick here sometime. Is that what she's talking about? I still don't understand. I end up holding my luggage bag - what dad was searching for over the edge of his bed - my trick or treat gift. I use the texture of the leather on the handle to stabilise while I talk. I didn't look in the bag.
"Who is my dreamguide?" I ask again.
"Well, you've been told.. me, cats," my Dad replies
"Yeah, uh.."
"Old Man Fudd" - a reference to the Simpsons music teacher - that's not his name.
"And who else, I can't remember! I can't remember!"

The dream instantly dissapears as I wake up drawing a sharp gasp.

The messages in this dream were quite confusing. I'm not sure what to think of it. I've always thought of my cats as highly spiritual beings, but I've never thought of them as helping me with my dreaming. My father isn't my dreamguide, but has led me spiritually throughout my life.

The music teacher, with greying hair is interesting though. In the last lucid before this, I became lucid after an older man, in a police car yelled out to me 'Isn't this weird, Alex?!' When I think back through my dreams, I can note significance of an older man. He was there when I questioned my dad if I could learn to fly, he was there when I landed from my first power slide, he was there when I met Alex for the second time. I feel that he could play a significant role in my dreams, though I haven't spoken to him more than once. I will continue to find my dream guide, speak to Alex again and find out more about this old man.

I was in my an English class with only two or three other people. It was dimly lit and had all sorts of interesting nick knacks scattered throughout the class room. I think we were in some sort of elite English class or something. It was the first day of my new class, and I walked in the last of everyone. The weird thing was that it felt like the first time I met my English teacher even though I've been in class with her almost every other day for the past year or so. I can't remember exactly what we were discussing either. I remember it was late in the day too, so it might have been an after school club or something...