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i just got out of the hospital.....and i had strange dreams there......in the hospital they did all the blood work when we were in bed after waking us.....and they woke us to take vitals and give meds......and they did that when i was leaving and fell asleep.....i took a nap and they woke me to do paper work and i fall back asleep and did stuff in that room and walked out of that room into another place that was definitely a dream

the one i was being woken and didn't want to be and tossed and turned and hit my head on the corner of the table. my head was bleeding and the put alcohol on it and i screamed....i didn't have any mark when i woke up

another i was tossing and turning when being woken and threw a pillow at the nurse and got tangled in my sheets...i didn't fine any evidence of either of those when i woke

another i told them to go away because i didn't like them

another the nurse woke me and i fell back asleep and woke up....i then went out of my room and was in an amusement park.....there were hair accessories under the roller coaster

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park again and there was a part that looked like a christmas/candy land board......there was a snowman who tried to hug me

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park and a tator tot that was really greasy tried to hug me and it made me gag

they tried to wake me again and i was in a different room that was really nice and there was the nurse i didn't like and a student...and the student plugged in an air freshener before talking to me....i figured it was a dream because people don't usually plug in air fresheners to talk and the room was too nice for a hospital and i've never been in a room so nice in my life time....i figured i was sleeping and woke up as soon as i knew it was a dream

these all happened on the 14th at around 2:00pm

I am some a future version of our world where severe economic recessions and war have devastated most countries and much of the human civilization has reverted to Mideieval era technology and feudalism. There are pockets of technological advanced socities still in existence, but they have isolated themselves from the rest of the world with cities surrounded by walls and drones to kill people trying to break in. Many countries have become lawless and chaotic because religious zealots and warlords and their tribes fight for land and resources, including most of North America, and at the beginning of the dream I am fleeing my home and I end up on a ship headed to India.

I though India would be just as chaotic and poor yet fortunately there is religious tolerace and peace, and unlike most other countries, there is often running water and electricity availble in some cities. I end up living with a friend who fled North America years ago and she shares a cramped apartment with several other families above a rare bookstore which went out of business the day before I arrived. The first floor then becomes a communty meeting hall for the small village and the local Imam (who is also the head man of the town) gathers people every night to talk about relevent issues and to bring his television in so everyone can see the little bit of international news that is broadcast every now and then.

One night the broadcast is interupted and highjacked by a powerful and rouge warlord in Iran who claims to have a Doomsday Machine, which will obliterate all other countries in the world except his and he is going to set it off on the next full moon, a few days from now. To prove the effectiveness of his machine, he turns it on the Australasia continent and literally wipes it off the map. The remains of the continent are smoldering boulders and much of it falls into the sea or is completely unlivable because it is desicated wasteland. The crazy warlord gives no ultimatim and so later news reports tell of how many places become even more chaotic, mass suicides occur, or alternatively some places that were so violent and dangerous before suddenly become peaceful as people resign themselves to their fate.

Some how I meet a man who has just come into our village who claims to have worked on the Doomsday Machine and fled Iran when he learned what its true purpose was. He has made copies of the three electonic keys needed to gain access to the machine and shut it down, but unfortunately lost one in Pakistan while he was fleeing. He gives me the other two keys and a map of the place where he lost the other key and sends me on my way. I easily cross the border into Pakistan because there are so many people heading towards Iran, trying to get in, that no one really notices me.

The small village where the lost key supposedly is lays in the ruins of what once looked like a very industrialized and technologically advanced city. I search many abandoned and decrepid old office buildings and come across a gathering of people sitting in what used to be a cafeteria or something. The floor is tiles and the roof is high, and there are rusted counters and sinks all along the walls. There are no tables and chairs any more and everyone is sitting in a circle around a few men and one woman. The men are talking about making peace with yourselves before you die and the woman sits silently admist them and yet seems to emit waves of warmth and compassion that penetrate the heart of everyone in attendence. She is filled with great love for us all, but also with a great sadness and a feeling of helplessness. She is ancient and beyond any human entity in the world and I think that she is a Goddess of some kind. She is weaving black hairbands and wristbands with scraps of yarn and passing them out to everyone in attendance.

I recieve one and instantly the location of the lost electronic key appears in my mind, as if the information is being chanelled directly to me from the goddess -like woman. I head up to a higher level and find it hidden in a desk in what looks like used to be some rich CEO's office. When I go back downstairs to the cafeteria, everyone is gone and the place is dimly lit and covered in dust, like no one had been there for hundreds of years. I still have my hairband though so I know the experience was real.

I follow the throngs of refugees headed for the Iranian border, but it is extremely dangerous as criminals and other unsavory characters prey on the desperate people. Many people are robbed of the few belongings they have, and many more or killed or tortured for fun. No one is safe from being kidnapped or raped and almost all who make it to the Iranian border are immediately turned away and have to go back and face the human monsters waiting for them outside of the border crossing. Those who make it into Iran do so because they bribe the guards with everything they have. I have nothing to offer so I have no idea how I am going to get in. One of the border guards asks me for my hairband and as I pull it out of my hair I see that it has turned to gold. I am let into the country and finding the Doomsday Machine isn't hard because it is being advertised on fliers and billboards in every street corner and I head to the capital (in my dream it was called Karachi, which is not the capital city of Iran but a port town in Pakistan).

The dream becomes fuzzy and I cannot remember much more. I do end up shutting down the machine, but there is no big confrontation with the warlord or anything heroic like that and I thought this dream ended kind of anti-climatically.

The dream started off with me sitting in my living room's couch, with my laptop on my lap, watching porn. Then my little sister came into the room and sat beside me, wanting to watch what I was doing. I minimized it all, but for some reason, big thumbnails to all the images I had just watched filled my desktop. I tried to open up a program or two, to put in front of the thumbnails, but the thumbnails appeared everywhere. She asked me what that was and I said I didn't know why or where they came from.

Next thing I know, I was at a LAN, supposedly in my school, but in a supposed classroom I've never seen before. My teacher was there. He stood behind me without me noticing him, and he must have seen the thumbnails everywhere. He asked me if my laptop was infected, and I said "no, I think it's just an error, I don't know where they came from". He kept asking, and in the end I almost hammered my fist into the table and yelled at him. Then a page popped up on my screen saying:
"LOL I hacked your PC, and I was extremely efficient at it!" along with a bunch of Russian text and disturbing pictures. I figured what this virus did was redirect files from your temporary internet files (cookies) folder, to your desktop, which is not a huge damage, but can still be quite annoying.
Next thing I know, we had to get out in the main lobby, which was a big place I've never seen before either. We had to sit on the floor and watch some lame 'magician' or whatever. She asks for a volunteer. I was the only person not raising my hand. She chose me. So, she wanted me to throw some ball, for a reason I do not know. So we threw a ball around a couple times. For some reason I dropped the ball every time, even though it was some easy throws, but oh well, it's a dream designed to make me feel bad, just wait.
She told me to crawl up in a really large double-chair, like one of those chairs tennis judges sit in, just way taller. She sat beside me. I asked her how far up we were, and she replied with 50 meters. I felt my fear of being on fragile objects in extreme heights kicking in. I noticed there was a balcony beside us, so I held onto it. "Oh come on, you big pussy" she said. Then she started rocking with the chair. I told her to stop.
"What? Stop this?" she said and started rocking more. A man at the bottom yelled that I was a huge pussy, and I heard the students sitting on the floor laugh. The man started crawling up the chair, while shaking it violently. I thought fuck no and climbed onto the balcony. He laughed at me in a degrading manner and said:
"Oh what, are you going to go play your computer?". I got pissed off.
"Why yes you fucking asshole, I am."
I left, and walked into the classroom, where only 2 guys were sitting. I figured the rest was still playing audience. I wanted to play a bit of Dead Island and launched up the game. I didn't get put in the game however. As soon as I double-clicked the game's shortcut, the room turned dark and silent. The other people were gone. All lights were gone, leaving me in an Amnesia-like environment. I was scared, and walked out of the room. The whole place was dark, and everyone was gone.

I walked outside, and watched myself exit the house in a LoL/HoN/DOTA third person perspective. I saw a person at the garden gate with a green health bar (teammate), fighting off two guys with red health bars (enemies). I went to help him, and thereby we took both of them down. My perspective switched back to first person, and my teammate was gone, leaving me on my own, in a dark environment with a scary ambiance. I looked down the road, and saw a unpleasant looking pale guy with white eyes, fast and calmly walking towards me. I figured the best idea would be to flee, LoL style. I walked around the house. Every time I looked back, I saw him being a little bit closer each time.
I rounded a corner, and swiftly crawled down a ladder beneath a trapdoor. I stood on the ladder for a little while, listening for footsteps. Didn't hear a thing. Instead, two men opened the trapdoor and climbed down the ladder. I managed to jump down and hide without them noticing me. I heard them talking, but didn't understand what they were talking about. They climbed back up and walked away.

10/13/11

DILD

Recall: somewhat poor

Notes: This broke a long dry spell.

There was a woman and a girl around my age stuck in this elevator shaft. It had stone walls that were constantly trickling with water. I got there after the two people and they were terrified. I knew off the bat that this was a dream. I tried to calm them down and say that it was not real. I start touching the wall and the water runs over my hand. It feel so real. I am telling the woman how amazing it is that none of this is real. I tell them how to maintain the dream by focusing on the tactile sensations and even licking random things. I lick the wall and it tastes like nothing. I practice some telekinesis and stop the water from flowing into the chamber.

I think she falls and I grab her up. As I do this, I look over to the other girl. She has fallen into a hole in the floor and is sinking into a flooded compartment. It was really dark and looked like an infinite shaft. I use telekinesis to bring her back to the surface and I jump and grab her when she is close. It is probably time that we leave the shaft. There is a large step up into a corridor. I lead them out.

We are now in a nice mansion. Somehow me and the woman are naked. I start humping her. I wasn't actually having sex, just kind of screwing around. And I thought it had been awhile since she had any lovin' anyway. I do the same to the other girl for a bit and then stop.

I tried to remember the TOTM. After thinking for awhile I remembered it was holloween related. I thought maybe it was to fight a bunch of ghouls. I turn to the other room and expect some ghouls to be there. At the front door, there is a group of like 20 people walking toward me menacingly. I hold my hand up and yell, "STOP!" I reach up with my other hand to the sky. I command a meteor to strike and outside of the window (not where my hand is) I see a red fireball. Suddenly there is an explosion as a meteor strikes from where I called it. It vaporizes all but 2 of them. One was a guy and the other was a girl. The dude runs off and I grab the girl. I wanted to make sure they never came back. And nothing says that message like some good ol' sodomy. So I did that for awhile and then remembered the real basic TOTM (trick or treating). I stop and was about to head outside when I lost the dream.

October 14, 2011

I'm forgetting some pretty important pieces from the dream I had last night. I'll start from what I believe is the beginning.*

I'm on the school bus, but there's a different bus driver. He looks to be in his twenties. Everyone is talking to him and laughing, while I sit in the back of the bus. He drives us to a Wawa-like store. My dad is there.*

He gives me a $50 bill ( would've been a great reality check) and I end up spending all of it, save for $10. I see a $50 gamestop gift card, and almost cry. Then I notice it's ten dollars. I buy it immediately, and tell the bus driver to hold on to it.*

Eventually I'm the last drop-off, but I ask the driver to take me to the mall.*

"Hey, Mr. Jean, where's my gift card?" I ask.*

He replies, "I threw it out."

"What?! Why?! What the hell is your problem?"

He then assaulted me with a barrage of words that weren't in the English dictionary, all big words that began with "in".*

That's all I remember from that dream. I think there was a zombie apocalypse one, but it escapes me.*

I figure I might recall old dreams I had as a side thing.*

I was shopping at Giant with Brianna and her dad. Somehow, I got lost in the store, and could not find them anywhere. I came across this door, pitch black darkness behind it. I opened it, and wandered down the long hallway. Eventually, I reached a giant room. It was black, but there were glowing patterns everywhere. There were kids all over the place, playing video games on giant tvs, and watching movies on other tvs. There was a collection of DVDs and video games next to each TV.*

This was a hideout or something, and there were bouncers looking at me. There was a giant square made of sofas for people who wanted to talk, and I found Brianna watching some dumb movie with other people.*

Then it burned up.*

Hiding from zombies, barricading a room...

Dream - Lucid

I had just gotten a baggie of weed. I was driving to Mk's house in the middle of the day with it. I'm not sure why I was going there.

I got there (it was in a different location than in waking life) and went in. I was then in a room with a little wooden breadbox looking thing sitting on a small table. Mk started to come in the room, and I shoved the baggie in there to hide it from her. I didn't want her to see that I had brought it. I put a couple of other things in there too, but I can't remember what.

We talked and I stood in front of the breadbox to make sure she didn't try to get in there for any reason. I was nervous that she would find it.

Then, I was going to a birthday dinner for Austin. My mom was with me, but I think we drove separately. I had the weed in my car. We went to Chili's where he was having the dinner, but we got there a little early, before Austin showed up. It kind of looked like Chili's. The walls were all wooden. To my left there was a huge table with a long booth seat.

Austin and his grandparents showed up. I said hello to Austin and wished him a happy birthday. I then decided I needed to leave to go smoke my weed. I didn't even stay for the dinner.

~

I was about to go to UTK (a university in my state) to go to my friend CZ's birthday party (wow birthdays were the theme last night, apparently). It was nighttime.

I was at the university and in CZ's dorm. Her boyfriend, Max, was there too, along with some other people. CZ was sitting on a couch. She was very happy; she had a huge, genuine smile on her face.

CZ and I then had to travel through some grass to get to the main place where the party would be held. We went through it, and I got some little cuts on my legs from it for some reason. At the end of the grass was a nurse's station where 2 female nurses sat at desks. They had to treat the cuts because the grass had been treated with chemicals that could eat away at your skin. I did notice that my legs stung a little. CZ had explained all of this process to me beforehand.

I sat down and one of the nurses, a middle-aged woman, started to explain to me why they had to treat me. She started to put some weird brace on my leg. Her hand wandered up my thigh and close to my vag. She was about to molest me! I grabbed her wrist and tried to move it away, but she resisted hard. I told her I was just going to go without the treatment then, and started to get up. She moved her hand and told me to please sit back down. She then doctored my legs properly.

CZ and I were then where we needed to be at the party. The room was really awesome, it was like another dorm, but it had its own kitchen area and a spacious living room. There were a few people in there, my other friend Caitlin being one of them. She was sitting on a bar stool in the kitchen area. Caitlin apparently went to this university too (not so in waking life). I was so amazed at the quality of the dorm.
"Wow, this is really nice!" I said.
Caitlin said something to me, but I can't remember what. She went over to the kitchen sink.
Everyone seemed really happy.

In the bowels of central city, Cournal Mustang had become the next wrath. It was all I could do to dodge his strikes. Lucky for me, his gloves had been destroyed, so he could not use flame alchemy. Realizing I would lose if I didn't do something quickly, I summoned my energy. I sent invisible waves of energy that wrapped around and lifted him into the air, leaving him helpless and unable to move. Scar came up behind him and blew up his brain inside of his skull. It would regenerate, as he was a homunculus, but it bought us a small amount of time.

I had another in a series of bridge dreams last night.

This time there was a huge metallic bridge span that was walking?? towards me. It was kind of hopping its way towards me and it kind of freaked me out. It followed me around but I finally got away from it.

When I woke up I wished that I had climbed across it rather than run away from it. It seemed like it was seeking me out. I think it was an opportunity, not a threat. It was just so big and unusual that I couldn't handle it. Maybe next time.

fragments

huge port.....black steam ships........kinda dirty lake.....a story of silver-colored fish......some big fish...scary.....hospital.....baby...36 degree celcius fever......Garterbelt.....Vincent Law's face......was lucid but dont recall anything...

Not been journaling lately, that's bad. So here I go.

I work at a retirement home and I dreamt about that. It was mealtime and I was helping an old lady eat who, IRL, passed away almost half a year ago. Another lady sat at the table, also not alive anymore. My mom was there too, helping the people eat and handing out medications, which is was she also does IRL. At some point I realized, that the people around me should actually not be there anymore. I started doing my favourite reality check, looking at my hands. I counted fingers and came up at six, but I wasn't convinced. I looked around. All seemed normal, it's a very vivid scene, I can't believe I'm dreaming. I look at my hands again, still six fingers each. I walk up to a window to try a different approach, reaching through the glass. First try it didn't work, I just banged the glass. I look at my hands again, come up with way too many fingers this time. I reach for the glass again, this time convincing myself that I can reach through it, this time I can. The glass feels like water as I reach through it.
As I become lucid, I try jumping through the window and succeed. I decide that the retirement home is one bummer of a place to be at for a lucid dream, so I leave. As I walk out the door, I tell my boss to go fuck himself, ugh. I really hate that guy.
Out on the rural street in front of the retirement home, I go about trying some stuff. First off, rubbing my hands. I try for a while, I concentrate on the feeling between my hands, the heat between them. My dream appears to become more stable, more vivid. Colors look beautiful now. The dreamscape changed slightly. I go over to trying to fly. I can jump really high and I manage to hover a bit, but flying in directions is really hard. I try a couple dives into the sky but I fail and end up just jumping really high.
So now I try to change the setting I'm in by closing my eyes and spinning. I open my eyes and find myself in my room now. I exit through the window and try flying again.
The alarm clock goes off, I wake up.

i was in a little lake thing. the water was very blue and there was a forest around me. looked like Hawaii but in the dream i thought it was Germany. my friend bryson was in the water with me. we walked alittle bit then a guy showed up and started to talk about all the fish and animals in and around the water. we started to walk to another pool of water when a shark then bit me. i ran back into the smaller pool. he bit my hand again, but it didnt hurt. so i just was letting him bite me and i was just messin around. then that guy told me and bryson to strt picking up dead bodies. we went over to a tunnel and then we were on top of a cliff with a dirt road leading down. at the top of the road there was a car split in half. the driver said cmon hurry. so i jumped in to the car. we were now going fast down this road. drifting all the corners. when we reached the bottom he dissapered. we were back at the pond but on the other side. i asked how we supposed to get back and i heard someone says cris's boat. that went i saw a huge boat floating in the water. there was a guy on it. i told him thats a huge boat. he said yeah but u can only fit 7 people on here. i saw he was towing a HUGE coooler infront of the boat. i told him it looked funny. he didnt say anything. i dont remember anything else from the dream.

Save the crocodile:
I was walking on a normal street, a few people were annoying me. I came acrosse a sandbox with a small bridge which turned into a pool with a few crocodiles. I fell into the pool and grabed one of the heavily injured crocodiles, and carried it with me. The same bridge suddenly extended over a vast see with an island in the iddle. Inside was a huge gate with an ridiculously huge room behind. I saw some sort ofbig endboss which I had to fight in order to save the crocodile.

Violation of natural laws:
I was in a complex of two buildings that sort of extended underground and were connected above the ground. There were thunderstorms all over the place but the clouds were just a few meter above the ground. The connection was flooded but rather than flowing down the water stayed up there. Down in one of the buildings I found an odd pyramid, I brought the top of it back into its original shape through some impossible geometric modifications.

Sort of lucid:
I was in my current home town and I have been fighting some people together with a few companions. Without reason I did an nose-plug RC and noticed I was dreaming, however I didn't understand at all what that means and just continued with the dream, being in a hazy state of mind.

No recall.. fairly drunk

I was inside a military base and I was a soldier. I got into a helicopter and it flew me away to a farmhouse. They said that it is one year after the zombie apocalypse now and they haven't seen any zombies lately. I should check out if there are still a few of them. Then another huge helicopter carried a tank and dropped it near me. I jumped on it and the soldier driving the tank said I should watch his back. It was sunset. Suddenly a zombie rushed out of a bush and I took my rifle (I suddenly got one) and shot him down. I told the driver to get the hell out of here because a zombie horde was running towards us. The driver called the helicopter but he said we should defend our position until it arrives. I shot a few zombies down and ran away. The helicopter arrived and I got into it. It flew me back to the military base but this time it had a jail attached to it. I walked there and saw some of my classmates. They were eating and I walked to them. I grabbed some grilled meat and ate it. It tasted really good and for some reason the food got more and more. Then the dream gets foggy and the next thing I remember is that I'm talking to a guy (In waking life I hate that guy...) and he apologized for something. The dream began to fade and I noticed that I was dreaming. But it was already too late and I woke up immediately after that.