Type: MILD Lucidity: 5/10 Vividness: 7/10 Second lucid dream The False Awakening Saturday, October 15th, 2011 Key: Regular: Description Bold: Lucid Italic: Notes Bold Blue: Regular Dream Introduction: I tried a different mantra tonight, and it worked. My mantra tonight was "I'm dreaming". I thought it was too long to keep saying "I will realize I'm dreaming and do reality checks" over and over, and I read that the "will" only implies the future, not necessarily tonight. I think MILD is going to be my best lucid induction technique, with that mantra, of course. Can't wait for tonight's lucid episode! Going to actually remember to stabilize this time around! Sorry if it is a little hard to read, I am editing it right now. I have 3 brothers. Only two were in the dream, we'll call them A, B, and C (C was not in the dream). 2 of my brothers have girlfriends, well call them D and E. A is dating D. C is dating E (C is not in the dream). Okay, this is a little weird dream, I can't really remember how the dream started off, but I became lucid out of nowhere in my living room. I performed the nose-pinch reality check and confirmed I was dreaming. I seen my brother(A) and his girlfriend(D) sitting on the couch together, and I walked over to them. I got a little uneasy thinking that I actually wasn't dreaming, but I confirmed myself that I was dreaming again by reality checking again. I looked out the window to see my brother(B) and my other brother's girlfriend(E) playing ping pong, I didn't think about going out there. I sat down on the couch, and grabbed the TV remote, I realized that while I was reading the remote looking for the "Guide" button, I would see it, try to push it, then it would move. I also realized that my vision was blurry. I finally pushed the "Guide" button, and the TV's guide screen came up. The screen looked like it normally would, but the screen looked like stars, but with text overlaying on top as if it were a TV guide (impossible to read). I headed towards my front door, jumping along the way and testing gravity. This lucid dream was much more vivid and I actually felt like I was doing everything. I decided to go out my front door. The first thing I saw was my mom pulling out of the driveway with her car. The driveway looked different than in real life. There was another car in the driveway (we only have one car), that had 2 moving trailers on top of it (the ones on the back of big rigs). This may not make sense, but they were miniature. I decided to go back inside and see what else I could do. As I walked through the front door, my vision went black and I woke up in my bed. I wake up in my bed, and can see my brother(B) tossing and turning in his bed (which is weird, my room was never near his). I go tell him about the lucid dream I just had, and we start to go downstairs. My other brother(A) is downstairs with his girlfriend(D) (the ones that were sitting on the couch). He tells me about how he wants to do something with lucid dreaming (don't remember exact words he used.). His girlfriend(D) said that she is trying to lucid dream, too. They came out to the living room and I told them my story, and my brother's girlfriend(D) started getting irritated at me because I could do it and she couldn't. Me and my brother(B) (the one that was in bed) said he was about to go to sleep. I asked him if he wanted to smoke a cigarette with me, and he said sure (he doesn't smoke, so when I say that, he comes out with me, he didn't smoke in the dream). As we were out there he was talking about how we have more chances at lucid dream's tomorrow. I still thought it was the night (It was night in the dream), and I said, "We still have tonight dude.". He just completely ignored it and said that we need to get the weight's out of our closet (We don't own weights.). He said that our mom was going to sell them in a garage sale. (oddly enough, there is a neighborhood garage sale today.) Then the next thing I remember I woke up. Thanks for reading! I really need to remember to practice stabilization techniques in my dreams!
Updated 10-16-2011 at 01:29 AM by 50055
I woke up quite a few times this night but found it really difficult to recall any dreams, and when I did recall any they seemed to be very short: School Teacher I am a female school teacher, I think I have blond hair - I am talking to someone (in an interview?) I am saying how I have been a teacher for a number of years, first as a primary school teacher and then as a secondary school teacher. New Tim Allen film I find a film in my dvd collection that I haven't seen yet. It is a fairly recent Tim Allen venture, he has many wives - one of them is Sigorney Weaver - for some reason she is in the back of a white convertible and has an afro! Toy Alert! I'm watching a kids tv show, the presenter is very annoying - he's trying to convince the kid to take part in some kind of activity - but the kid looks shy. So the kids tv presenter gets some toy from beside his and says 'uh-oh Toy Alert!' And shovesthe toy in front of the young girl to try to get her to come forward 'Toy Alert!' he says again but it just makes her go further back
i had this dream that i went back home.....to where i was abused.......and i just wanted to go home (to my college dorm) and i called my boyfriend but he didn't answer.......and i left a bunch of messages.....and i started packing.......the house looked much bigger.......two of my college friends were there.....my one friend did a bit of quilting but didn't finish.....her one was small and my mom wanted to burn it because it's never going to get finished.....and my other friend.......i called her short and said she could use it because she's short and she chased me around trying to literally kick me in the butt......there's a joke between us about that because she's short but a black belt in karate.....but she'd never even hurt a fly.....and i sat down and apologized for calling her short...then she went outside with everyone else while i went to pack then i woke up.....i went back to sleep and entered the same dream......i was packing things and i tried calling my boyfriend while in my old room.....i heard everything from a speaker phone in my mother's room......i reset it but it fell apart.....i put everything back the way it was......but i got caught being in her room by this random guy........and he told my mom.......everyone was outside me window at a bonfire.........and i saw them telling my mother and gathered up my stuff as quick as i could.....and she was saying about beating me.....and i grabbed the quilt.....it even looked the same as in the last part of the dream.......and i hid in my closet and held the door shut......that's what i did when i was a kid.......i hid in my closet and many times i wasn't found even if she looked in there because i kept still and was under stuff at the back..........and then i woke up
I attempted a WILD, but I'm guessing I ended up unconscious instead at some point. However, I did manage to have a dream that I remember bits and pieces of. I remember being in a car with my mom and driving around in a city that I've never seen before but is apparently "home". We pull up into a house (or house-like apartment) and I go on about my normal routine after dragging a large suitcase (three total) up the stairs. My room has a full kitchen in it, which I never noticed before so I went to check it out. It was dark in there, but I switched the lights on. Both light switches didn't work, but the two smaller tabs below the main switch thing did. [I'm kind of amused at how this was a reality check that didn't actually work] After turning those lights on, there was a loud hideous sound that made me turn them off right away and go back to my room. I don't remember much after that particular part, but my cousin had a random appearance. Another part of the dream is when I'm in a large building area and I'm surrounded by a great deal of people. At some point, there is an emergency in the entrance where a large abundance of girls run up and try to get in. Eventually they do, and it becomes a mess. And then I'm sitting with a friend in a large group of people and we're all very stone-faced. Some lady who appears to be the leader of the group has a very fake aura and she's white and rich. Dressed in a pink suit. She seems to be telling me and my friend about an issue that they cannot be bothered to deal with, since the majority of the people there are white (I'm assuming this was my social justice interest at work here now l0l). Almost immediately after that, there's a stampede of people flooding the room and everyone takes off and/or is trampled. I'm one of those people who ends up on the floor and unable to get up because of some bitch smashing my legs to pieces. At some point I'm able to get up, but struggling to move around. I find a blue and red ticket on the ground that resembles a Gachapon ticket (it's a Maplestory thing). I try to get to it, but I'm thrown to the ground and (again) trampled by the others. Then, at some point I'm in an area that resembles the game that I play, Maplestory. I know this particularly because I was in my own map fighting Persian Cats (a type of pet that isn't supposed to be a monster) in a large net. Other people soon came into my map, some telling me to "cc" or just straight up typing in symbols that made no sense whatsoever (and yet I still didn't gain any awareness). I think at some point I left (but not after gaining an odd ability to see a lot of red dots) and ended up in a setting that was still a 'game' but not one that I'd ever recognize. My mom was there again, saying to me that she'd decided to create a character and play with me. I wasn't too excited for that, but I left through a portal and tried to show her how to do the same. I'm not sure if the first part of this scene happened after this one or not, but that's all I've got for now. I'm finding it kind of funny how I'm remembering things that were obviously some attempt to see what was real or not (but not aware enough I guess).
Dream - Lucid I was with my friend Paul. It was somewhere that I was spending the night for some reason. We were upstairs in some kind of bonus room. The only light in the room was a desk lamp at a desk Paul was sitting at. I was really tired, and laying on the floor on some blankets. I had a pillow as well. Paul was sitting in a desk chair which was turned towards me. We had been talking, but I don't remember about what. At some point, he was even massaging my feet. I hoped that he didn't think they were gross. Then, I was so tired, I just decided to close my eyes and go to sleep. I was then...I'm not really sure. I was in some white room that looked futuristic. We may have even been in space. This is where I figured out that space velociraptors had taken over the Earth. It was sometime in the future. The world was also running out of its water supply. Even though these space raptors had taken over the planet, there were plenty of humans left. The thing was, they were living in constant fear. If the humans went outside, they were fair game to be eaten. People were getting picked off one by one. It was a horrible state. I was told by some guy that we had to go back and get some people. We were then on Earth (a couple of men and myself) in my backyard. It was quiet, and the sky was grey. I knew we didn't need to be outside, though there were no raptors in sight; being outside was risky business in these times. I saw my brother at some point; he was helping us out. I was then in my house. I don't really know what we needed the people for, but I was in there to get them. I walked through my kitchen, and then into my living room. It was quiet; I didn't see anyone inside. I saw some of the people who came with me outside through the windows. I then felt like I lived there. I felt scared for my life. I felt the fear of the people of Earth. Suddenly, through one of the windows, I saw them. A pack of raptors was running through my backyard. They were red with black, stripe-like markings on their backs. My breath caught in my throat and I dropped to the floor on my hands and knees. I frantically tried to crawl away from the windows, and ended up seeing some more passing through the front yard through the windows in our piano room. I felt like their vision was based on movement, so I tried to be still as I laid low. One of the raptors looked around as it passed. I hoped it didn't see me. I started to panic, and immediately became lucid. I tried to think myself awake, but that wasn't enough. I started to say it out loud. "Wake up, Krista. Wake up. Wake up!" At first it didn't work. I closed my eyes and opened them in the exact same scene I had been in before. Then, I closed my eyes and opened them again, finding myself back in the room with Paul. I was so relieved, but extremely sleepy. I looked next to me and noticed that Paul was laying on his stomach reading next to me on the blanket that I was also laying on. On the other side of Paul was a small child, a little boy. I think it was his nephew. I thought Paul was probably trying to make a move on me or something, but I didn't really care at that point. I was so tired that all I wanted to do was sleep. I turned to lay on my stomach as I cuddled my pillow a little. I moved a little closer to Paul, in a way hoping that he would cuddle with me. I then fell asleep again. I was back where I had been, but I didn't feel as scared because I knew I was dreaming. Part of me just wanted to let the dream play out a little more, so I didn't really do anything to control it. I was then on the Earth mission again, but I was at a different house this time. I knew I was dreaming, so I knew no one was in any real danger. I quickly decided to try to transform myself. I'd never done that before. For some reason, I decided to try to transform myself into Pikachu. Why I decided on Pikachu is absolutely beyond me. I concentrated for awhile, but it wouldn't work. I stood in front of a mirror to try to guide the transformation by watching myself. The best I got was one of my legs started to turn yellow at the thigh. I tried for my other leg, but no dice. I then went away from the mirror and tried to shrink myself, seeing if I could do it that way. I shrank a little, but just ended up squatting on the floor. I then laid on my back to try to watch my legs shrink. Nope, no dice. Grr. I was then in the white futuristic room again. I was told that the raptors had not originally come to kill, but when they got to Earth, they saw us and felt sorry for our species because we were so stupid and blind, and decided to take over the world and kill us. I also figured out that the world's water supply was pretty much out; someone said they didn't know for sure, but had heard someone on Earth, referring to the water, say "Oh shit." I then was at my college, about to play a woodwind concert for band. I was holding my clarinet. I was walking down a bright hallway, when I saw the trombone players start to walk towards me, going on to play the brass portion of the concert. I then saw Austin (my ex in waking life who really does play trombone). His hair was shorter and he looked a lot younger. He wasn't wearing glasses either, as he usually is in waking life. I walked right by him, and he looked right at me. I then noticed that he had gotten shorter....waaaay shorter. In fact, as he walked by me, I turned around and he had shrunken a TON. I figured it was an illusion and he did it to himself. On top he was wearing a suit jacket, white shirt and tie, but on the bottom, he was wearing these baggy black pants with tons of ropes or belts that went from one leg to the other. I figured he had used those to make it look like he was way shorter. Embarrassed, I turned to a friend and said "I can't believe I'm dating him."
Updated 10-15-2011 at 08:23 PM by 32059
Successfully relaxed and remained perfectly still. Focused on breathing and eventually overcome by sleep paralysis. Entered the dream in a room with some of my friends. We made conversation/jokes for a fair amount of time, until someone said something offensive and everyone became angry. There was a fight. I was knocked to the ground by one of my larger friends. At this point I had the false awakening - I believed I had woken up in my bed, when I was still dreaming. I then woke up in real life shortly afterwards. To summarize - I succeeded at the first part of WILD, but after SP I had no idea what to do to become lucid. (I thought that I would be automatically lucid after SP)
i will just list my lucid dreams as i wouldbe here for days lol 1st LD on holiday. DILD i was standing in a doorway with my fiancee looking onto a beach there was a large distance from where we were to the water and i was looking at the waves and they started to get bigger and i looked round to my fiancee and said look at the size of those waves as they were pretty big then all of a sudden a mega huge tidal wave shot into the sky, i was thinking this is the end of the world, i was more focused on the grond just in front of the wave as it was being torn to shreds we kind of hid behind the door frame and i said "this is gonna hurt" at that point i thought there is only one chance of us surviving here so i done a RC and it worked, i ran through the doorway and put my hands in the air as if to say stop and it did then i dropped my hands and the wave turned into rain and i was jumping up and down with relief! then i worke up. 2nd LD on holiday. DILD i waas in my car driving up the motorway and a lorry started to stray into my lane and forced my onto the hard sholder. i slammedon my breaks and at this point i was ahead of the lorry, i jumped out my car and as the lorry was going by i kicked the side of it and started shouting, the lorry stopped ahead of me and i was thinking to myself im gonna smash him. as he jumped out he looked small as he was in the distance but as he got closer to me he wasnt getting any bigger as he reached me i punched him and he disappeared and i just kept running towards his lorry, when i got in i was lucid but had not done any RC, i staarted to drive the lorry and at first it went backward but i got it going. when i was in the lorry i was thinking i want this lorry to be a ferrari, i kept closing my eyes and thinking of a ferrari but after a few times of trying this i ended up in a yellow lamborgini, i wasent complaining and floored it, i ended up doing drifting skids on the snow. 3rd LD on holiday. WILD my dream starts at my old house in the car park and i am really excited as i havent managed a WILD for a while so i run to the top of the car park and jump off some stepps and fly to the roof of the pub across the road, i decide i dont want to fly so i float back to the ground when i get to the ground i start running up the street giving DC's high fives but one i cant catch but i continue to give chace, i get a bit pissed so i stop the shout stop, they stop, i say turn round, they turn round, i give them a high five and just as we high five they start to speak but its my fiancee's voice and she said "are you ready" i say "to go to the pool" she said "yes" i ask if she can actually here me and she said yes i tell her to give me a few more minutes as i am actually in a lucid dream. i decide i need to do something new and productive in the dream so i decide to try some fire from my hands, i statrt to shake my hand in the air and it goes on fire and i see a DC and i point my hand towards them but nothing, i then shake my hand again and throw it in his direction and blow towards them, sure enough flame thrower hands work and was quite disturbing seeing this DC on fire, i then think right time to go to the pool so i close my eyes and focus on waking up and i do, i turned to my fiancee and asked her about talking to me and me talking back but this was all in the dream and i was gutted i woke myself up lol. 4th LD on holiday. DILD i was walking up one of the schemes in my old town and walked by someone i went to school with i trip and as i hit the ground i just decide to do an RC it works and i am pretty happy with this. i get to the top of the street and get to a culdysack and walk into a house there is a pakistani family sitting in the living room and the do not react to me being there i just look at them and find this quite funny but then i wake up. the dream kinda sucked but was lucid so still a result.
I don't remember where the previous dream ended, and this one started, but it was pretty disturbing. The parts that are worth talking about is playing contra, but we did something to the nintendo that made the graphics arcade quality. I also said something about dreaming, but I'm not sure if I was totally aware. I don't remember what happens between that and the next part but.... I'm lucid, and I don't remember RCing or anything so it's safe to assume it was a MILD. I remember walking down this long hall, and getting into an argument with these women. It almost seemed like I was at a nurses station in a hospital because of the floors. I remember flying off upright like magneto, and entering another area that was full of people. The flight felt so weird this time it felt like something else was holding me in the air, instead of that "my own power" type feeling. So I'm in this room, and I started playing around with the objects in there, making them float, and fly. I remember picking up this shoe and throwing it, and I stopped it just before it hit the ground, and made it return in my hands. Then some random DC walks by and grabs me by the balls! He was saying something to the other DCs about how I wasn't so powerful after all, and he walked off. After that I lost all focus and I couldn't do anything. I went to a table that had a chess board to work on my skills. I moved individual pieces around one by one until I was able to get them off the ground. Then I flattened all the pieces, and turned them into a pile of quarters. I stepped back some, and lifted all the quarters about a foot off the table, and put them back on it. Then I tried lift the table, and was successful on the second attempt. From what i was learning, it seemed like I was "focusing in too hard" for what I was trying to accomplish, and that's why it wasn't happening. After that, some DC came up to me, and decided it was plan B time, but it got weird. We found a quiet spot, and by the time we started going at it, she sort of turned fried chicken bones. WTF.
Ok, so I'm going to try to get back into regularly lucid dreaming again, and so that means I need to write in my DJ again. However, the reason I stopped writing in it is because I didn't have the time to write 10-page entries...so I'm going to change my style dramatically and give only a summary and list some possible dream signs to watch out for. I will maintain my color scheme for lucid/non-lucid dreams. As a starting-out night, last night was a good one. I recalled three dreams and one of them was lucid (though only momentarily). 1) Summary: Overall this dream was unclear; I was doing a bunch of random things in unfamiliar places and somehow ended up on Facebook...and when I tried to read the nonsense text I became lucid, but I only stood up and began walking off when I began to wake up. Dream Signs: Nonsense text (though usually text looks fine in my dreams), being someplace I don't remember getting to 2) Summary: This was a weird one; I should have gone lucid immediately. I went into the garage to find my car missing, and my boss was in there working on a tank. A Nintendo DS arrived in the mail and my boss took it and wired it into the tank so I could control it by the DS controls. I tried driving the tank to work, but it was too big and powerful to drive properly on regular streets, and I was sure I would get arrested... Dream Signs: Highly Unusual Events, being around people (HUGE dream sign--when I go to sleep I'm always alone), video game elements 3) Summary: I was looking for something (not sure what), and my search ran me into Ashley Cowie as he looked for the Holy Grail. For some reason I thought an ancient tomb/cave place was where I would find my thing, and that's where Ashley Cowie wanted to look for the Holy Grail as well. We found a pillar with something on top, but we couldn't get high enough to look at it at first, and then when we did a glass box covered the top. Ashley distressed over how we could get in there while I broke open the glass. Nothing was inside. Dream Signs: Being around people, highly unusual events, video game elements, looking for an unknown something
I am with DarvZ and Lora, sam wants me to listen to a tune, lora wants to go home, i offer to give her a lift, she tells me i can stay at hers for a bit after i give her a lift. I also tell darvz i can give her a lift to a shop she wants to go to. The song darvz wants me to listen to is really cool! I offer to drive them both, i only leave the house with lora, as we are at the front door , lora is having trouble with the door and i make a joke about it. I can hear kate giggle from inside as i shut the door. Its night time, we turn and i walk to my car, lora carries on walking, i turn the ignition and say to myself "wtf is she doing" i laugh. I drive up to her and put the window down. "you getting in or what?" she looks shocked and explains she thought my car was infront of her. She gets in. We are listening to more songs recommended by darvz on the way. Darvz is in the backseat though i do not remember her leaving the house. We drive to town and enter a shop, me an lora look around for a few mins then i say i gotta go to give her a lift home. I am in a house with some DC's, one dc is a girl i met earlier that day, she takes a liking to me, we end up sitting together and always touching eachother, not sexually but in the way you softly caress someone you care for. We end up killing someone & dumping him in the garden, someone sets the corpse on fire, i walk out into the garden and see it alight. The smell is disgusting. Next i know im in a school, the DC i was touching before is now an asian girl. She has hurt her toe and i think its broken so i carry her to the gymnasium. Mooseantlers is there with a teacher, they both look shocked. It is obvious they are together, the teacher helps the girl and we leave them to it.
(NON-LUCID) I was in an area where we had to wait for some testing. Some voice said that we had to take out our electronics and give them to one of the people in charge of guarding them. I take out my Zune HD, and give it to one of them. They all went outside, and one of them is turning ON my Zune HD! (CRAP CRAP CRAP NO NO DON'T SCROLL IT UP PLEASE!!) It was as if they knew how to use a Zune, and they were playing one of the videos that Mike Adriano did with a girl in a POV porn scene. I started freaking panicking, this girl that was next to me somehow saw what they were looking at and was like "O.O" I just paused and continued freaking out ...More people started grouping around the guys to look...then MIKE ADRIANO appears! (He's a porn director/actor) I FINALLY FOUND MY EXCUSE to make people think I had those videos for Mike Adriano (They believed apparently, but the dream was kind of hazy). Mike started looking at it, and I asked him if he remembered any of the girls' names on the videos he saw. He said while laughing, "No."
Updated 04-15-2012 at 08:46 PM by 47756
Non-Lucid, LUCID 10/3/11 It was dark as night in the backyard of a house. I think someone was with me, probably my mother, and we were running away from something that was trying to kill us. We kept going around in circles literally around the house and backyard. Then when we got to the left side again, I told my mother to hurry and just move on without me. I waited for this killer, and it ended up being Betty Boop with a knife on her right hand I believe. I wasn’t lucid, but it obviously wasn’t that scary anymore. And suddenly the knife broke loose of her grasp and flinged somewhere else. Betty started panicking because the knife was the only thing that made her threatening. So I think I ran towards her and smashed her head into a few big pieces. I can’t remember much after that. A dream I had before this was me with a laptop, and I was downloading something. Then this guy told me to SEED a torrent file I downloaded. So I did and it uploaded it pretty fast. That’s all I remember. 10/4/11 Some girl was trolling me on facebook that I was liking her status and made some long status myself about it because I REALLY liked it. The area seemed to be like a small track field stadium. I was under the seats on the field. And I saw some shapes and objects on the field, but I wasn’t aware that I was dreaming. 10/6/11 I was in this room and saw some guy I knew from Biochemistry with this girl I shook hands with the first day of my Biology Lab at Texas A&M University as a freshmen. It was a fairly dark room with some sunlight in it. Then I have a dream going to a grocery store and seeing just corn shells, and I’m comparing them with something. Then I’m dreaming that I’m walking up to some place, but can’t remember much after that. 10/7/11 I have a dream where I’m in this computer lab looking place in some educational institute. I see my professor for Biochemistry (Dr. ***************). She’s passing out grades to some assignment we had. While I was waiting, I think I was looking at a wall of painted octopuses. One octopus’ tentacle wasn’t painted completely. I decided that I would just paint it with orange paint. I think I was even painting a picture of a girl who was repeating something over and over and over again, but I ignored it. When my professor was going to give me my assignment, apparently I did something back and she was whispering that I needed to be kicked out or something. But then she realized she talked to me about something already in advanced, and suddenly I get +10 added to my assignment (83>93). That’s all I remember. I feel all twitchy now as I wake up. 10/8/11 Some guy was selling some thin but long brown canoe that went pretty fast on water (the lake). This guy that looked like Hank Hill was skeptical at first, but when she saw people buying it and riding it fast, he was convinced. Then when the alarm rings around 6:00 AM for me, (my computer alarm), I said to myself that I would lucid dream over and over. I felt tingling sensations all over, saw these images, they weren’t even scary at all!!! (I don't know why I typed this, but figured it was something worthwhile since I never felt this way before). (OH WAIT, this is going to be repeated again after this next dream I'm posting below...I probably didn't want to lose my train of thought on the other dreams). Then I had some other dream where I’m in my seminar class that I have for my freshmen year in college at the moment relating to memory learning etc. I was explaining and asking this person what I did for my assignment and it was pretty long. I could’ve done a reality check there since I already did the assignment before. Then everyone went back to their seats and we dimmed the lights a bit to go over what we said to others. I saw some people who weren’t in the class in waking life, but I wasn’t cognizant of that. I even think I had another dream related to school, and we were finding the answers for a chemistry exam or something like that. One of the answers I believe was the square root of 278, but no one really paid attention to my response I think. Then when my pc alarm rang at around 6:00 AM (I was trying CrazyInsane’s CANWILD method), I kept my eyes closed, remained still, and said that I would lucid dream. Everything was a rush, images started manifesting into my head, and these hallucinations weren’t that scary! But this was the first time that I was aware of experiencing sleep paralysis! After the images stopped, I remained calm still, and tried to open my dream eyes, but sadly I opened my eyes in waking life BUT BEFORE I did that, I was standing on some green brown floor, and it felt as if I was getting up from lying down. I’m even more pumped up to try this out some more! 10/9/11 I’m with these people at the end of class waiting for something our professor wanted to tell us after class. We all wait and he lets everyone off based on their last name. MY last name starts with a “S,” so it takes a while. Then suddenly the remaining 11 people including me are on a train. The old professor says the remaining 11 will live or something like that. Then I end up explaining to one of the 11 survivors what the professor meant, and apparently the train can travel through time, and we can get on it at will. Then I’m in the bathroom taking care of my business. I was trying to pee while getting my cellphone near my ear I think, and sliding it down my arm, but that’s all I remember. I had another dream with I think I went into sleep paralysis, and someone was saying “open your eyes” I believe. But that’s all I remember. 10/10/11 I was at several locations as once. It was night time. Apparently some dude was making some cult or something where people would kill themselves by committing suicide from juping off high ledges. They just kept dying and dying. Eventually I’m in this house where there was a party, and more people were panicking, so we all went outside. Then I’m drinking cocoa with some people and my father I believe is asking me if I wanted any “Pakastani” food, or chowmein. I said No to all, and the other person next to me was a girl named Afra, and we were talking about how some person named Cody convinced people to comimit suicide, but then I woke up after a while. 10/10/11 (LUCID) I wake up in a dream with my fingers on my nose and I’m breathing. I automatically know I’m dreaming. It’s kind of dark, and random DC’s are passing by. There’s a door open, so I can see all of them go around. I ask if I can see my dream guide. I couldn’t get a clear mental image of her, but she was pretty old, but not that OLD, old enough to be a cougar (30+). Her name was Yessica Krovezkel or something like that. I think now she’s younger than my fuzzy image of her, but I started to get sexual with her (licking her asshole) instead of asking her questions LOL. I even started to get my penis out to have sex, but I opened my eyes. Now I feel bad because that was probably my dream guide because I asked her “Are you my dream guide?” and she responded something about how come I don’t believe her or something like that. I had another dream as if I’m Naked Snake from Metal Gear Solid 3. I started out in the jungle trying to kill the snipers, but end up failing in killing them, so I quit. Then I’m in a different environment from MGS1 and I’m trying to infiltrate a lab, but the guards keep spotting me. I even tried to kick with my left leg or right to hit the guard in the face, but I miss and the guard reported “Enemy attempted to kick me in the face but failed.” So I thought “Screw this!” So I got up a long ladder to reset the alarm system. Then I’m up this long ladder and meet a lady who looks exactly like EVA and the spy she played as well. But apparently she was named Margaret, and apparently she was my dream guide because I tried to ask her a question, but she just gave me a gray card and wrote her name on it. I forgot her last name, but I remember the first because she also put a big “M” on the other side of the card for me to remember. Then I woke up. 10/11/11 I had a dream where I was in my UGST class seminar. I asked my teacher if I would fail the class and would have to take the seminar again. He said that I would just have to take a test for a class. He said my essay sucked and wondered what was wrong with me lol. Then some dude explains something random to me. Then I’m outside near Cypress, Texas for some reason (I was at Texas A&M University). My bike is parked on bike rail, and I basically walked all the way to college station to texas in just a few seconds (o.O). Then I see these random DCs sitting down. One of them asked if anyone when to some meeting with a lot of people. I assumed it was A&M and just sat down. That’s all I remember for this one. I felt as if I was lucid most of the time in this other dream. I feel myself walking on a brick-layered floor. I can see my legs moving and my hands. I focus on them a lot and knew I was dreaming. I tried doing stunts like running fast and flying, but again I failed. Then I met this African American girl and tried to touch her sexually for a while, but then I quit and went somewhere else. Some other African American girl got jealous of me I think and said something about me touching the other one. Then this other dream, I’m walking towards a bus stop, and I think before I walked, some girl posted on my Facebook wall on congratulating me on becoming 18 years of age, even though my birthday was in August. I see this girl walking very fast, and I couldn’t catch up, so I just kept going to the bus that was near the bus stop. I see her on the other side of the street before I get on the bus. Then suddenly I’m in a bus that looks like that one I was in Cypress Lakes High School. A lot of people were on, and no one sat by me until a familiar face sat next to me, but said nothing. 10/12/11 I was in some weird looking house other than the apartment I live at that’s near the college I attend. A girl who is my Chemistry 101 tutor was in the house for something, and I’m calling my dad to tell him what I really think about him and how he thinks of me (a random confession). That’s all I remember for that one. Then I’m late for my Biology 111 Lab, and so was another person too, but he is still in High School, so I wonder why I couldn’t be aware of that if we’re in college. He was an Asian guy that I knew (Khang) from Morton Ranch High School. I told him if he can explain to the teacher why we were a few minutes late because I had to get something else really quick (probably to use the restroom where there wasn’t even a toilet, I just urinated on a table inside of this “Restroom”). I come back, and he says she won’t let us come in without a valid explanation, and I thought that’s what I asked him to tell her about. I go up the stairs, which isn’t even the area of the Biology Lab I’m in. It has a white setting overall, and it almost looks like a prison. But the one in reality had a brown setting and had maroon doors that opened for us to go up the different levels, and each level had a different color. As I finally reach the lab door with my friend, my lab teacher was out already doing something really quick I guess. I go up to her and tried to give her a good explanation, but she just rejected anything I said. She started saying that it was too late for me to start the lab, and the lab room environment wasn’t even related to Biology, it was my Chemistry Lab class. (My teacher for Chemistry is a bit more laid back and less strict than my Biology Lab teacher; another reality check I could’ve done). After my Biology teacher told me more reasons, she even started trolling on me things that didn’t relate to why I was late. She started to speak as if she was Bon Qui Qui or something! All fast and a little echo of her accent at each sentence. Then when she was finished, I told her, “That nutrition thing was for Physics though.” But it wasn’t, it was an assignment on nutrition for my Biology Lab 111, so I don’t know how I mixed that up (another reality check that I let pass by!). I finally just gave up and accepted being late, and then I came back to the same room that was supposed to be a bathroom. I did random fiddling with the objects in this room, it had a small T.V., and it still looked like a prison cell. That’s all I remember for that dream, I woke up by the other alarm that wakes me up to get ready for college. Then I realize that the alarm on my PC didn’t start before that one. (I set it to wake me up at 3:50:00 AM since I slept around 10:50 PM last night). I was still practicing CrazyInsane’s CANWILD technique. I did a reality check by pinching my nose and breathing, but I couldn’t, so I was perplexed by this weird phenomenon. Then I log-in to the laptop again, and I realized Windows had an update (Windows has successfully installed updates! YAY -.-), so that messed up the alarm from reacting because the update basically did a forced restart on my computer. THEN THE PC ALARM RANG!!$#!#. I knew I should’ve paid attention to that button on the bottom right that said updates were available. :/
Updated 04-30-2012 at 07:34 PM by 47756
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Good morning! Another week that left me physically exhausted. Last weekend I didn't get lucid and since my encounter with that dark haired evil man I hadn't had any. I wanted to have a lucid naturally without any supplements before trying out my new 5-HTP and L-Theanine, and this morning I had one. Was a bit fuzzy and hard to stabilize but it was something alright. Also in all my dreams I was in another country, weird. 23.00: Sleep 08.00: Dream and frag *I'm in Amsterdam with a few of my friends. We're at a coffee shop and I go up to the counter. I buy some weed in tiny bags, I also get some weird receipts which I throw away instantly. After hanging out at the cafe for a while, I hear something. "You need to register the weed, or you'll be in trouble" someone tells another guy. I realise that must have been what the receipt was for. 'Oh shit...' I get up and head upstairs to a table. I had left a few bags of weed there before. "Hey, have you got my weed?" I ask the two people at the table. "Yeah, but a police officer just came by and was looking for you" the guy tells me and hands me three plastic bags. I take them and head downstairs again. I really need that receipt! I start typing out my story on a computer and turn it around for the girl behind the counter to read. She has no clue what it says. I look at the screen and it has changed. 'Wtf?' I tell her what's going on instead. "Why didn't you save the receipts?" she asks me frustrated. Another Swedish guy shows up and I tell her all about how Swedes usually pretend to understand when infact they don't, only to not feel stupid or embarrassed. The Swedish guy tells her it's true. *I'm in Italy or some similar country. I'm with a whole bunch of people and we're in a restaurant waiting for our food. It takes forever to get it. 'Better be worth the wait' When the food finally arrives, it's mashed potatoes with fish sticks... "Uhm, okay" I say and take a bite. The mashed potatoes taste very good. 'Last meal I'm having in this country is going to be so expensive.' 11.00: You stole my apple, I'm going to run you over! MILD It's only three days left until I'm going home from this country. I feel like the week's passed by way too quickly. I enter a big container and starts cleaning it out. It looks just like the one from work and for some reason I feel like I will be awarded something great if I manage to get the floor completely clean. If the things in it is only on shelves. There's alot of plastic containers with oil in them. I find a paper advertising working on a whale oil ship. "It's great pay!" it says. I find my black shirt hanging on the wall and take it down. 'Gotta get this back to the house.' I get out of the container and hear something to my left. It's a guy on a motorbike doing doughnuts in the snow. I walk down the road to the right and walk up to he first house that comes up. My family's living in there. I look down at my clothes before going in, I've got some expensive, stylish white pants on. I enter the house and leave the shirt in there. My sister's in the bathroom and I don't feel like staying so I leave again. I head back towards the container which is now a house. I enter it and grab a small axe by the door. I listen if anyone's upstairs, I hear a small creak but nothing more. I figure it's empty and head out and lock the door again. My brothers Martin and Morgan shows up when I realise I'm dreaming. "Hey" Martin says. I smile and put the axe away. 'What to do? God damnit, what were my tasks? Martin walks past me out on the lawn and stops by an apple tree. A single small apple is hanging from a branch. He grabs it and it grows in size for some reason. 'Oh right! Telekinesis.' I flick my hand and the apple zooms out of his hand and into mine. I break off a piece and chew it down while letting the rest of it circle around him, teasing him. I realise the dream is not very vivid and starts stabilizing it. I touch a wooden stake next to me while singing. "Lalalala." I continue to touch things as Martin gets in a car. "You raise meeee uuuuuup!" I yell. "So I can staaaaaand on mountaaaaaains!" 'Singing to stabilize is great.' I try to walk forwards to check out his car, but after ten seconds or so I realise I haven't gone anywhere at all. It's just like I'm in a game that is lagging badly. I decide not to fight it and turn around instead. Morgan is waiting for me with the dirtbike. I get on and take off. I grab him with telekinesis and make him speed along right next to me on the snow. We go down the street and I realise it's the same street our old house is on. "Let's switch places" I tell Morgan after a while. I keep the bike stable and jump off onto the snow, skating on it. Morgan takes my place and speeds up. I grab the back of the bike and look behind me. I can see a helmet in the distance. "Martin's coming after us" I tell Morgan. A few seconds later a car appears, it's a F1 car. "Go up that hill to the right, no wait. Stop the bike" I tell Morgan and he does. I get off and stand still in the middle of the street. He approaches me at an incredibly slow speed. He must be drunk or something because he drives past me and up onto the hill, getting stuck in the mud. I reach out with my hand and lift the car up into the air. I slam it into a house that's nearby. It sounds just like as if you were pounding on a hood. I slam it weakly into the house ten times or so, no damage is done to either the car or the house. 11.00: Wake up Amount of sleep: 12 hours Supplements: None That's it! Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!
[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR] [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I didn't use the timer method this night, because I didn't slept the amount of hours that is usually needed for me to hit the REM. But I got a false awakening instead, on which I could have realised that I was dreaming on, but I didn't reality checked so..[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I woke up and thought that even though I didn't use the timer I can still use this as a oppurtunity to DEILD, because I was aware of the awakening. So I closed my eyes and tried to DEILD. I expected nothing, because usually the dreamy feeling come by itself. And well nothing happend and I gave up. I got out of bed and ..[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]I woke up in my bed, the real bed. And I realsied that if I just had reality checked it could have become a lucid dream... Anyway I fell asleep and dreamed again.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I were in town and saw my friend driving a car, and this friend doesn't even have a driver's license, so this was weird. I went to my school and met my friends, I felt as something was wrong but I never realised anything. [/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]To morrow I will use the timer. But I am also gonig to do a nap attempt now. I have never done that before so I will see how it goes. [/COLOR]
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