Sara and I are goofing around outside work. Karen (boss) shows up. First person we saw in about 2 hours because it was such a slow day. She finds us outside, but doesn't get mad, but see that we missed three phone calls. She then talks to Sara, and then to me that we are getting a demotion and have to work to get money back. Merchdirect was all out of my mediums. Went to a cruise to Mexico again. On our way back, Denise needed her glasses before we left. A man stole silver (glass square) from us, so we tried to find him. Went to a house of this kid who was selling Gameboy games from under his bed. Had an empty coffin in his closet. Karen will buy me a new bag of Doritos because we are all going somewhere.
Lucid Dreamed that I peed my pants. Said 'hey, I'm dreaming!' Instantly went into a False awakening, and kindof was in an in between state, then fell back into the dream.
Supermarket buying alcohol. Making movie with Hally Berry - she was a hot blonde Running in the middle of the street with Ray Romano Asking Ashton Kutcher how short Seth Green is. Rolling on polls. Fighting Something.
The Osbornes. Racing with F1 car.
Using two flashlights to look for a lost horse with Michelle and Angel. Grandpa helps push me up a rock wall.
ahhh, I've finally gotten back to dreaming. This time, I was in a dark, cold forest... Not yet lucid, I began looking around, until I noticed a bright red digital clock, like the one by my desk. Now lucid, I decided to explore the area a bit before having "a little fun." There wasn't anything particularly interesting going on, so I summoned Amenei and made the place warmer, made a chair and took a seat. "Hey. What should we do this time?" "Dunno. perhaps... burning things?" "Nah, we do that every time." "But it's FUN!" "It's getting boring. What else do you know how to do?" "Well, I can... umm... cut things up?" "Alright." I summoned my new and improved trusty katana, and began cutting stuff down. After a while, I started to grow bored, and decided it would be more fun to fight something... I got a little... ambitious, and created a giant tiger-looking thing to do battle with. It charged, knocked me over, and gored me on the ground. I woke up. =_="
20.10.2011Where is my beach!? (WILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I woke up at 3:00 AM. I studied anatomy until 3:45, then went downstairs and had a glass of water and a glass of orange juice. I went back to my room, and went on the computer for 10 or 15 minutes. At about 4:00 in the morning I went back to bed. It was very easy to relax because I was really sleepy. I decided I would give Free Falling WILD a shot. I was determined to become aware right before falling asleep, and "catch" myself before falling asleep. I might have lost consciousness for a little while, but suddenly it hit me, I was on the verge of falling asleep. I noticed random thoughts in my head, and couldn't make any sense out of them. I started to really pay attention to my thoughts, as to not lose consciousness. Sleep paralysis then set in. I felt extremely relaxed, and felt a couple of vibrations through my body. I believe I felt my teeth chattering at some point. I had a hypnagogic hallucination about my dad laughing and entering my room, which I knew couldn't be true because my dad is out of town. I stayed still for a while, about 2 minutes. I then decided it was time to step into the dream, which I do by simply stepping out of bed, my dream bed. This time however as soon as I started moving to get out of my bed, it felt as if it was waking life, so I stayed still for a little longer, and eventually did a reality check to make sure I was dreaming. I stood out of bed, adrenaline rushing through my body, I wanted to fly, scream, do anything. I was extremely excited, I hadn't had a lucid dream in over 2 months, but the dry spell was over. Everything was dark, just like my room had been a couple of minutes ago when I was studying for anatomy. I looked out the window, it was night time. I jumped through the window, but then realized I should stabilize. I held on to the very edge of my window, and pulled myself back into my room. I sat on my bed and looked at my hands. I rubbed them together, and tried to turn the lights on. It didn't work, like usual, but I focused really hard on making the lights turn on, and they slowly did (as if I was using a dimmer). I looked around my room, everything looked normal. I thought about what I wanted to do, and then remembered my goal: I wanted to find a beach and try to find or summon Angel. I jumped out the window once again and started flying as fast as I could. It was now daytime, I saw a building far away, and was very curious about it. I went inside the building, and kept reminding myself it was a dream. The bulding was like a hotel, and there was some kind of convention going on. I looked at a clock, it marked 1:15, I looked away, and then back at the clock, it read 1:06. I found it funny how texts and the time changed constantly in dreams. I flew out of the bulding, and found myself in a mountain. I was flying, looking for ocean. I then saw water far behind some mountains. I started flying as fast as I could, but started losing lucidity. I arrived at a little beach, but when I got there it said it was my brother's property, and for some reason I thought it meant I had to leave. I was probably less than half lucid by now, when I heard music coming from the forest. I ran towards the music and found some kind of water park in the middle of the forest. I went on a water slide, which took me to a natural pothole. The water was chilly, I loved it.
non-lucid - Notes - lucid 20-10-11 Chill out intentions, see if I can find Kaomea, otherwise just stand still so people can find me. “Bus travel, talking about dreams” I am travelling on a bus with a couple of my female friends. I notice a girl, who I made an ass out of myself in front of at one point. She has been out all night and I can tell this because she is wearing the same dress she was the night (or maybe a couple of nights?) before. It is this dress that is open on the back all the way down to her waist and is really short. It looks roughed up and dirty, which is to be expected from such a heavy session out. It is beige/brown. I know she has been out for a long time, but I don't mention it to the others. We get to the end of our drive and get out. The girl asks if anyone has a lighter as she wants to light a cigarette. I know I have one, but I await to see if anyone else wants to help her. Then the friends I am with asks me if I have a lighter, I ask if she hasn't found one yet and when my friend says no I light her cigarette. I am surprised to find that she lights it inside the bus. I get my lighter back I walk outside the bus. I have a cigarette and I see Mikkel Nyholm in a bus that is parked right next to ours. He also has a cigarette. I run into my cousin and we start talking about dreams. He mentions that obviously his dreams aren't as cool as mine and I say “Wellll yeeeeaahh... wellll” (lol). He talks about how he bought loads of cocaine and how he wanted to buy a kilo for like 10 DKK, which obviously is stupidly cheap. Then Kaiser walks over and, because he believes that Morten is talking about waking life, wanting to get high (?). My cousin looks concerned about the fact that Kaiser can't tell that he is talking about a dream. …................. “Prison with my brother-in-law” I get thrown into prison and it scares me a bit. I talk to my cousin Michael, who is also getting jailed though I don't recall our crime, if they have separate sections for rockers and the like. He explains that they haven't though they talked about implementing it at one point, they figured out it was against the constitution or something like that. We get thrown into different ends of the hallway of the jail. When I go into my cell I figure out that I am celled in with my brother-in-law. I had some suspicions about this and reads the name again but the text is a bit blurred (I remember thinking though that when I saw it was him I recognised the writing). Although selfish I am a bit relived that I am in a cell with someone I know. I enquire as to why he is in prison and he explains that he has been in a fight. I ask further and he tells me he doesn't really feel like elaborating on it, but then he does anyway. …............. “Dude, I have already been to jail, we are fucking dreaming, please understand the massiveness of the situation!” I got to a boxing match and Pil was there. I am stood by the ring looking out over the audience. Jacob and this boxing name was boxing Samir something. I am looking back out over the audience and Pil is now talking to me about Thursday, we were supposed to do something, which will carry into Friday as well. Then I think that I am supposed to be thrown into jail on Friday so we can't do it there “I'll take mental note of that” Pil say. I get Lucid. “Pil you don't understand the implications of this statement! We are dreaming”. “Oh yeah” he says as if he doesn't care, I grab hold of him telling him “Dude we are dreaming, this is massive! Think about this, Dude you are dreaming”. “Yeah well I don't really find that interesting anyway” (I need to have a chat to my mate about his attitude about being in my dreams! =P). I try and get the dream to stabilise, but the environment is really dark and there are all of these flashing lights and the dream fades. Notes: This dream is the sole product of using the dicta phone. I only remembered it when listening to the recordings =) ….............. “Dashing through the snow,with Franky's singing elves, I stop to spot a Mannequin and then I walk along” (The title makes more sense if you sing it!) I am asleep, lying on a sun bed or similar though I am inside. I have a lot of pillows. My family is talking about that someone is allowed to go and knick a pillow from me while I am sleeping, they don't know I can hear what is going on. I have plenty of pillows, but I am being an idiot and don't really want to let one go. I try and look offended as the woman steals my pillow and I stand up and lean against the sofa. I just can't stand up so I turn around and lie down again. This time in the opposite direction to what I was before. My head is close to the outer wall and I start letting my mind drift. I get the sensation that I am floating out of my skull through the wall down towards the ground. I am not really seeing much at this point, but the a white house starts flickering vague in my perceptual field and I start clinging on to this image and soon enough the dream starts manifesting, as I will it to. I look up and see my cousin's cousin Mathias in the window. The window has brown frames and opens outwards double door style. Mathias asks me if it isn't about time I let my awareness float to my own position and I agree to this. As I do this it drops to the ground and I feel embodied and start walking around. It is fairly bright, but all of a sudden the brightness is only in a smaller circle around me, while utter darkness is outside this circle. I drop to the ground and start feeling it in order to stabilise. During this I manage to grab a rotten apple that I clench my hand around and feel the mashed apple between my fingers. I also remember feeling the grass a bit. I wake up in the same spot still in the dream, but having lost lucidity (damn, this is quite rare for me :/). My cousin starts joking about what I was just doing, and I explain to him that it was rather important that I was trying to stabilise the dream. He sort of interrupts my explanation in a resigning manner letting me know he understands, but he wanted em to explain it so his cousin would understand as well (I can't believe I didn't turn lucid again! =P). Then I go through the house and look at some blue prints. These aren't technical blue prints though but situational, locational and seasonal spells. They are of little value I think, but I pick one of them. that says “The little friends have left a gift”. Then the Vegas style show music starts playing with Frank singing about the elves and how people underestimate them. Something about reconnecting with the “little friends” and the “prickly friends” and clearing our complete misunderstandings, I get the feeling the spell might be more powerful than I originally anticipated. I start walking around the house in the evening feeling content, not quite happy, just without strain. There is snow all over the place and I reach down and grab this in my hands. The texture is both melting and dry snow. It is powdery and light, while still being malleable into a snowball, which I know cause I test it, though I don't throw it anywhere. I look though a large window in the house and see a couple of rows of mannequins, and amongst the dolls there are too living people standing looking at each other, smiling lightly. I get the feeling that they are in love and acting playfully. The woman looks out for me, she looks rather concerned as if she knows me, but I just smile and carry on, just contemplating being while the elf music is playing (lol). ….............. “Celebration of life party” I have a celebration party for Aase who is intending to gear down in life. We haven't really understood that this was happening before. The reason I know it is happening now is because there is this card I have read previously where we explain it. The card says something about her having loved her life and the way it has panned out, but now she thinks it is time for her to gear down a bit.
19-10-11 Tried to keep intentions to a minimum as it worked so well the night before, but I was quite excited and experienced shitty recall. “Family zombie bashing mission” We are heading out on a zombie bashing mission. No one except me really knows how to go about this except me, so I start explaining what people can expect and how they should act etc. My family look rather surprised at me for knowing this stuff. I explain that they should start with getting hammers, clubs and other blunt weapons as they work well against zombies. Croquet mallets that sort of direction I continue to explain, work really well for smashing skulls. They look at me wide eyed utterly surprised that I know this shit. They start laughing a bit, but they do take me seriously and start collecting their gear. I walk into my room and talk to my dad. He asks me why I think he was absolutely hammered yesterday, and he explains that he was up all night making weapons for this mission. I think that sounds like a perfectly valid explanation for his drunken behaviour during the dream ^^. …........... “My flat mate doesn't know how to quest” I come back to the flat and Thure has been in charge of my questing. I have this quest that says I have to be back within an hour, and he seems to have neglected this. When I am walking around and into the room where the people who gave me the quest are standing I notice they have red circles under their feet indicating that they are hostile, and they attack me. The dream shifts into 2D and my perspective shifts “above” the scenario. I speak to Thure about it and we joke and laugh. Apparently it means that I loose 10 reputation for this, which is bad..
I remember walking along a beach and looking in pools and seeing snails in their shells but they were stuffed with garlic butter , I watched them for a while wondering when they would start moving or if they were the sort I could eat. I then went fully clothed for a swim in the sea, and floating on the surface was rubbish like nets and fishing twine and other rubbish. I held them in my mouth as I swam to shore feeling quite smug about doing my bit for the environment. I got back to the beach and put them all in a pile, but felt something in my throat, so thinking I must have swallowed a bit of twine, I reached down my throat and started pulling on what I felt, but as it was comming out I saw that I was pulling out my small intestine. This left me staring at my innards as it was lying in the sand and wondering if I would be ok if I just swallowed it back down.
Tuesday 11/10/11 - Something to do with League of legends Wednesday 12/10/11 - I was a catapult. Thursday 13/10/11 - I had a vintage merryweather with ghosts in TF2 - I didn’t know whether it was Thursday or Friday Friday 14/10/11 - I was on an island with some chick, it was supposed to be hong kong. Everything was floating away I was at a lake (that had tides :S) and it had palm trees Saturday 15/10/11 - Slept late Sunday 16/10/11 - I saw people going to take an entry exam into my school and I wished them good luck Monday 17/10/11 - I don’t remember but I know there was something Tuesday 18/10/11 - Nothing Wednesday 19/10/11 - I visited my friend in Tasmania. We went fishing and there was hugs surf. We went bushwalking and packed heaps of stuff. Thursday 20/10/11 - I dreamt I died, but it was actually milhouse from the simpsons who died, and bart said, 'I had to make your death worthwhile. Milhouse had ice on his hands.? Friday 21/10/11 - I was playing snow in FFXIII ~ he hasn't been playable for ages in the part I'm up to
Our family now has two iPads. A black iPad first gen and a white iPad 2. I'm watching a movie in my room on a couch on the wall opposite my bed (this couch does not exist IRL) and am under a blanket. I am watching the movie on the black iPad and eating chocolate glazed donuts at the same time. Every time I pull a donut from under the covers the chocolate scrapes off on the blanket and the screen of the iPad. I'm looking out the window too, it's nighttime. My brother might be with me. I also remember seeing the white iPad on my kitchen table.
This is a bit of an embarrassing dream but I put it down to being sick these last few days and having bad diarrhoea. Not sure how the dream starts but remember having to travel to some place, but could feel as I was walking along that I was shitting my pants. I reached in with my hands to chuck out the worst of it, but still felt dirty and uncomfortable. Came accross a river/lake/sea and took the opportunity to jump inwith my clothes on and clean myself up. Once done I carried on to my destination only for the shit to start over again.
10.20.2011/Non-Lucid I dreamed I was joining the US Air Force. I was in a room with a lot of strangers, almost like a kind of waiting room for a train station, about to leave for either training or some kind of active combat. I was wearing a green uniform and looking at my military ID card in my wallet when I realized I didn't want to do this - I was doing it to impress a girl, I think. I started to reverse my dream, watching earlier sequences go in reverse like a movie being played backwards. I wasn't aware it was a dream, I just knew I could undo my life at that point. I stopped just before applying for the Air Force, and I don't remember doing anything besides before the dream ended.
Updated 10-20-2011 at 10:58 PM by 29957
I dreamed of my father last night. I was so happy to see him. At the time it made sense that he was alive. I hugged him and cried. We saw a beautiful mountain scene and I told him we should go there, or Unicoi (where we went when I was a child) for a last chance to enjoy and not argue. He said OK. ~ I was with an old fling SB. She was playing with her underwear in a way that showed herself. I started playing a game with her where I pulled her skin. It allowed me to reveal her more and touch her where I wanted. It was really nice, but I woke up after a few times touching her.
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