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7/13/2011
I was still drowsy after waking and decided to attempt a WILD.

I'm in my apartment. I realize I'm definitely past the SP bit. I decide to plunge into the wall, just to see what happens. I float towards the wall, hands first, and go right through.

Everything goes dark and fuzzy and murky. I try rubbing my hands together, but it doesn't help.

I'm swimming through the air towards an island. It's a small island that looks a bit like a small mesa sticking up out of the... nothingness? There are one or two people on the island. There are bookcases with manga and some odd small pillars. I hold on to one of the bookcases too hard while looking around and they all fall down. What a mess.

There is a jock who is in to hockey and a gun in a store. I find a thing with rings and netting. I put one ring on each finger of my right hand, but it is difficult because of the netting. When I finish, it's supposed to bind or take over my hand or something, but it doesn't really work.

I'm a scrawny teenage boy with black hair. My arm moves by itself and pulls out a gun. It's not my fault! I'm innocent!

I'm at M's. There are dogs. I shouldn't be afraid of the new one, that's small and brown and white. It's like the other one I like. I let it jump up on the chair and snuggle next to me. I feel a bit like I'm in SP.

My vision is fading. I try hard to open my eyes, but only open my eyes in reality. I see the watch I'd put on my nightstand this morning. I don't RC though.

My sister's dog is eating. He managed to carry a lot of kibble off to eat by himself. I'm refilling the food bowl with a book. I open it up and shake it and a bit of kibble falls out. When it stops, I open to a different page and try again. I didn't get much kibble out of it.

A very vague scene in which I am part of a group or duo.

My sister's dog is on the couch. He falls all over my water bottles. I pull one out. He's fallen down, and someone puts their knee on top of him. Poor pinned puppy.

I was lucid for most of the dream, but I don't remember for sure on some of the parts, whether I was lucid or not. I only put the bits I was sure I was lucid during in blue.

7/13/2011
I'm doing laundry. I had to soak everything for 15 minutes, then take it out. I was thinking of hanging everything up to dry.

A disabled girl is waiting for the bus. A different bus than usual comes, and there is some confusion.

I'm worrying about getting the laundry done right.

Something about a van, an apartment, my brother M.

I let the laundry soak in a cloth laundry basket. Then I take it all out and pour the water out.

Something about an adventure or mission.

7/12/2011
I'm trying to figure out the combination to a safe. My dad says no one has ever solved it. I don't believe him. I look for clues. I'm in some sort of hotel or resort. I go through each floor, looking for clues.

The companion with long blond hair isn't compatible with this doctor (Dr. Who stuff). They are too similar. She mostly says 'yes' all the time.

I'm in a bathroom, about to use it, but I hear a noise. There's a gap in the wall behind the toilet. I see someone's boots. It turns out to be a little girl, hiding in the tunnels in the wall. I help pull her out, being careful she doesn't touch the blue toilet water (it's one of those chemical toilets). There are tiny red bugs underneath the toilet seat. I should squish them, but i don't want to touch them.

In bed, I see pests and freak out. There's a tiny mouse, no bigger than the end of my thumb. I blow it away. There are bugs or spiders. Little red ones hiding under the pillow.

There are a group of people up to no good. Something is throw out of a window when the police come to search. I scramble to get it. It's the second clue for the safe.

7/11/2011
I'm shopping with my brother D to get a watergun. I get a flashlight instead. I also find a magazine with an article about a transgender person who wears an outfit that looks like Guy's swinsuit costume (from Tales of the Abyss). D and I carry stuff from the shopping cart to the checkout. I realize I forgot the magazine and go back for it, but the next person starts checking out before I get back, and I have to wait. I realize the magazine I'm holding is some cheap thing that doesn't even have any pages. I drop it on the floor and leave.

I'm shopping at a different store. I see a cute green scarf and try it on. It's got something weird at one end. Staff lady tells me it's a hood. I tell her I'm looking for something more masculine.

At the front of the store, a staff guy asks us to play poker. It's $3 ante. I get dealt three aces, but D bets a lot of money (I see 10's and 20's). I am pretty sure I could win, but I do NOT want to gamble that much. I fold, very annoyed. The other guy matches. They both have a pair of fives. D wins because of his other cards. I am VERY annoyed.

There was something about a kid and a bridge and a mafia type guy, but I don't remember.

I felt quite sleepy after waking, and when I noticed I was drifting back to sleep, I let it happen, deciding to try a WILD.

I'm lying in bed, unable to move. I see vivid images of the room around me. At one point I am rotating (or the world is). I 'hit' the furniture and go right through. The room around me changes several times. One time, it was my grandparent's house. I saw J playing with his dog on the couch. They played tug of war with a potato. One room had a huge fireplace.

I'm finally able to move. I'm floating. I drift down the hall. I try going through a bit of wall, but it doesn't quite work. I try spinning a few times.

I'm playing a game like Commander Keen. I go to an area and press a lever. Then I do the first area over again and there are lots of monsters. I barely get through. I am using a playstation controller and can't figure out the button to fire the gun. When I do figure it out, it's awkwardly far from the jump button.

I'm floating over several buildings and a mountain vista. One building looks almost castle-like, but not enough to be cool. I see Jade and Tear (from Tales of the Abyss) in the parking lot. Past the mountain, the view is fuzzy and indistinct. I float up to the stars. It's not that vivid.

Eventually I decide to wake up, because it feels like I am in SP again, only this time there is pressure on my upper arms and abdomen. It's uncomfortable.

The Commander Keen scene might be out of order. There was a music playing during parts or most of the dream, mostly Japanese pop.

11/19/2011:

All that I can remember:

- Never went lucid
- Went to a soccer game, felt like the field was across the street from my house because I parked outside with the thought "wow, I'm home, oooh there's a soccer game across the street, i'll go to it."
- The soccer game was packed, mostly with middle-aged, wealthy people sitting in oddly-shaped white chairs. It was incredibly rainy and cold, I tried putting a jacket on only to realize it was somehow soaked already
- I went to sit down at the soccer game, could feel people behind me staring at me so I moved, watched some of the game and phased into another dream.

Dream #2: -Was in some sort of house, no known location, with a bunch of random celebrities
- The only celebrity I can remember talking to was the actor Josh Holloway who played Sawyer on Lost, got a picture with him
- I remember hearing multiple plane crashes outside of the house, one crashed directly into the house though for some reason it was inconsequential to me and other partygoers.

7/10/2011
I'm playing Tales of the Abyss. Two guys are chasing me. I am some sort of hybrid character of Luke and Simon. There is a lot of flying involved in the chase. I use special powers to dodge them, a shield and other artes. The terrain they're chasing me through looks like the world map view. I am dodging them in buildings a time or two. One of the buildings is like a restaurant. These guys just won't leave me alone. Guy asks me to teach him an arte and I refuse.

I'm trying to get all the costume titles in the game. There are ants in the backyard. I get Anise's Little Devil title. One of the guys we chased is in jail. He asks, do you know what they call me here? He is having a hard time. I am there too. I am trying to explain that I am like a female Sheldon (from the Big Bang Theory), but with slightly better social skills.

I'm at my old house. Our pet rabbit has been let out of his cage for a while. My mom is holding two birds. I ask her if there are other animals about. She says no, they are preparing to leave. Other animals would be dangerous for the rabbit. I spend a lot of time petting the rabbit. It's been so long since I've seen him (He died years ago). He uses some kind of special move, dashing about. I pet him some more.

I am at a high school football game with some of my friends. Josh is there and is sitting on the ground part of the stands whilst my other friend(can't remember who) is sitting right next to him. I walk up from the front and Josh says "James! Look at him scaling the mountain"
I just smiled at the remark.

I'm at the stores with my family. There is this building that has a wooden room next to it. I drove a truck through it. I'm sitting outside an apartment that is next to that store with a group of friends. All I can remember is Tiffany, Alexis, and Payton are there. I also notice this one girl from my school walk by. A little girl comes out of the store and one of us makes a remark. She stays until one of us says who made it. Tiffany said it I guess. The remark was making fun of her. The circle was filled with about 10-15 people. It was more like a blob then a circle. We were sitting on the sidewalk.

Before I went to the circle/ stores I saw my friend Trevor walking with his girlfriend down our friend Ryan's street. He turns into the driveway of a two story house that is colored blue. The house is on the corner between the busy road and the residential one. The grass is free from clutter and they just walk in. I asked him if they needed a ride but he said they were going to an amusement park.

It's just a fragment but I can remember two parts to this dream.

In the first I'm at my Aunt and Uncle's house. I take a shower and use 2 bars of soap because the first one has some weird smell to it.
Later my Aunt asks me why I used 2 different soaps(she calls it detergent for some reason) and 2 different shampoos. I tell her why I used the 2 soaps(saying one had some tinge to it), but say I only used one shampoo. She nods sarcastically but appears unconvinced that I only used one shampoo.

Next dream: I'm walking in my high school cafeteria and pass an old friend Harrison. He calls out my name "Daniel!" I turn and realize he is talking to another Daniel, he usually calls me Danny.
Everyone sitting next to him laughs and I tell them I noticed as soon as I turned to face their table. "You know he never calls you that," one of them said.
I see everyone at the table and finally realize a girl I used to date is with them as well, Megan.
I walk up to Megan and say " I didn't know you had this lunch period, I haven't seen you in forever." I give her a hug and remember holding her very closely. I then take a look at her and say "you look good."

Later me and Harrison are in some kind of theme park, we're walking across a bridge and the Jurassic park theme song is playing. I hum it as we walk across the bridge, remembering a scene in the movie which never actually happened. But in this "Scene" the main character is drifting down the river and the 2 kids are complaining that the music speakers aren't working, and he says something like "we have all the music we need on this river" referring to the sounds of nature. The theme song then played in the movie. But of course this whole scene never happened.
The dream ends.

I believe I was going on my trip to Cambodia/Laos. My mum had packed me a small bag, containing music cassettes, CD WalkMan, portable DVD player, some clothes, a very small camera and a remote controlled toy motorbike.

I was sitting at a table with 2 friends. The one to my right started unravelling one of the cassettes. I told him to stop, but he didn't, I shouted stop and he said something similar to 'Dude, no need to shout." My friend wanted to see what the album was, and the tape said 'Get High'. I tried to roll the tape back up, but the cassette had turned into paper folded into a cassette shape. I had to pierce holes in it in order to roll up the tape.

I was walking down an alley (that I know) and i pulled out my remote controlled motorbike. 2 girls behind me asked me what it was, I tried to show them me playing with it, but it didn't work and they walked ahead. I got it working and playfully drove it into them. It morphed into a stringy centipede-like thing with a bulbous head (i still controlled it with the remote.)

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I was looking down onto the ground. The ground was covered in lush green leaves and not a bit of the ground was left uncovered. Something out of my view was fanning the leaves with an even bigger leaf. I could her someone talking (possible whatever was fanning) but it seemed to be in a different language.

Was at my moms with Kara and baron. She was going to rent the place out. It was raining really hard. The house looked completely different and a lot more messy and ugly. We were thinking about renting the house. We explored every little room of the house with baron who was being bad. There were several broken ugly things in every room. Other people were looking at the house as well and I kept bumping into one of them. The person would get really mad. There was a giant rock room and I told Kara that there was no use to this room. It was cold and empty. The bedrooms were tiny and had a haunted feel to them. The lights were blood red and there were dolls in one room. We went online to look at the add and saw how the pictures posted were slot better than the actual house.

Was at with Leo and the rest of the cousins. Leo and I were going to get a massage at 1 am for some reason. I didn't realize how late it was and ended up laying on the couch. We ended up at red robin where a waiter was hitting on me. G looked impressed.

This time I took only 50 mg of B-complex just before bed at 11 pm, and took choline 250 mg at WBTB at 4:20am.

I stayed up only 10 minutes, just long enough to write in my DJ and take the choline. Tried to WILD for 1 1/2 hours, no luck. Tried to imagine the falling/sinking in bed feeling I got previously and it worked to certain degree. Felt like I'm falling through bed head first. Pretty cool feeling. But couldn't pull it off to the end.

Before WBTB, (so only on B6 and no choline) I had 2 pretty detailed dreams. After WBTB, I had some dreams, but was too tired to get up to write them down.

Dream 1.
My former classmates R mom had a heart episode. We were trying to figure out how come, since she only had heart problems from contact with roasted coffee. Then we found out, that the men she was taking care of (she is a nurse) who was munching on something out of his pocket while laying in hospital bed, was eating small pieces of roasted coffee. That men was one of the teachers from Harry Potter (long black hair, don't know his name, not a HP fan).

Dream 2.
I was on an airbase as a guest and i was watching some cool airplanes fly by. Then, the person who invited me there (r.d.anderson from Stargate movies) was landing his fighter jet and when I yelled out "look at the cools stuff", he crash-landed. He was ok, I don't think I caused the crash.
Then, I'm in a room on this base. Room is my childhood room from the house I grew up in. I'm putting on a cool air force uniform. Navy blue pants with yellow embroidered anchor on left pant, dark shirt, white belt and some small bag around my waste, that's making sound. I look in it what's making that sound and there is a small container with 4-5 bullets, they took out from r.d.
My dad walked by, and also r.d.'s aid and all were saying that I look cool in that uniform.

Fragments:
-I'm on some hillside fields. there are suppose to be lakes here, but they dried out. The shape of them reminds me of lakes I saw from an airplane when flying over Greenland IWL.
-somebody is visiting, mom is cooking, I'm trying on some clothes and putting on a tie

Here's a case where I attempted to speak with the Holy Subconscious again. Before engaging myself with it I was trying to remember all the guides that I read here so I merely stared at the sky. Then my attention shifted to a DC standing beside me, and spoke with it.

Me: Hey you.
A DC: Yeah?
Me: D'you know you're just a fragment of my mind?
A DC: (Chuckles) You're funny.
Me: You're in a dream. And I'm dreaming.
A DC: You're delusional. And I'm late for class.
The DC left.
(It seemed like my dream scene was in a school)
I followed it like a psycho. Lol
Me: Come on, help me out here? You'll believe me.
It ran down the stairs

I gave up.

Now there was this one guy, Never seen him before and I was thinking maybe he's my DG or something. It felt like it. So I followed it.

Me: Hey.
The guy: (Ignores)
Me: Hey! D:
The guy: (Continued walking. Everyone seems to be in a hurry back then)
Me: If you're not my DG at least talk to me?
He was on his way down the stairs and it halted. It stared back at me.
Me: Look, we're dreaming. Well, I'm dreaming. I'll prove it. Hey, subconscious!

Now all of a sudden my tongue got twisted. I can't speak!

Me: Oh, you, you.

I tried to stabilize but I couldn't fix it. I left it alone instead and moved on with another dream goal.

Now what's strange, is that it seemed like it doesn't want me to communicate with it, and twisted my tongue instead.

After days upon days of no lucid dreams or even any signs of them I finally had "something" happen today. However it falls more under the "Astral Projection" category I suppose.

I was out at the club late night, came home by 3 and was in bed by 4 am. Woke up around 11 then laid down to watch "Time Bandits" by Terry Gilliam and started to drift off.

It was light out and as I closed my eye I noticed some major visualizations. I even opened my eyes up and saw them so I knew something was about to happen.

My body started to vibrate and tingle slightly. Then I heard two sets of very odd noises.

First I heard some voice in a deep tone say my name twice.

Then I Heard a deep knocking sound and each time it happened the whole house felt like it was shaking.

Again, recognizing these sounds for what they were I tried to calm myself down and focus on the vibrations.

I could feel them build up in my body until I was almost taken over by them... but noises outside broke my concentration and like water flowing out of a funnel it slowly came to a stop.

I was able to refocus and the vibrations built up and up and up until my entire body was engulfed and I felt like I was being pulled upward.

I found myself in a world of technicolor light. Imagine a huge blank canvas around you with no definition just strong colors.

I remember not knowing what to do. I also remember being slightly aware of my physical body. I felt like I was in another location but still lying down in bed at the same time.

Control was not really there. It was definitely NOT a lucid dream. I believe this all took place in an "astral realm".

I felt like a child trying to control it. I tried to manipulate it like a dream and create an environment but at first the best I could do felt like I was a child dragging a paint brush across the field.

I then tried to focus on my body and remembered rolling, spinning, flying but again unlike a lucid dream, control was murky and I felt VERY limited in what I could actually do.

I focused as hard as I could and I created a "mall" around me. Store fronts and people appeared. But it was as if it was all made out of the colored light I described above. I remember the people being of different ages but could not recall any specific features.

I tried to engage one of them but I ended up waking myself up. I felt myself drain from that reality back into my body.

I started again and soon found myself back in this realm. Accepting that I had limited control I left the world form itself around me. I remember being in a house, possibly a castle and then a war scene.

But again nothing was normal in color. It was as if it was made out of that strange colored light.

I felt like a foreigner in a strange land.

I don't think I actually "moved" my astral body at all the entire time. I think the environment just shifted around me.

I drifted in and out a few times then by 2 pm I woke up and stopped the process. I have literally no idea what I experienced so I am going to post this in the forums to see if anyone can help explain what happened.

I have been Ill recently and I am just getting my dream recall back on track!

Dream 1

We were going on a road trip and different transport was in a line down the side of a road. I walked up to a double decker bus and decided that I was going to travel by that.

I was on the bus and we decided that we wanted to go onto the top deck of the bus. To get up you had to climb up and pull yourself up. I climbed up and it was very cramped up there. There was no-one else up there just me and my friend who I can't remember who exactly it was. We walked to the front of the bus and just like a normal bus there was the big windscreen at the front. I looked out and thought it looked like we were going to crash. It was quite scary. I remember the bus drivers saying something nasty. I can't remember what it was I just knew it wasn't nice.
The next thing what happened I was in a building with my nan, grandad,brother and sister. We were talking the building was dimly lit. I said what shall we call our team my Nan said 'Clan.' We all were wondering why clan? But I think we ended up choosing that name. We were going to be playing CoD in real life.

I was outside and I had a Scar H. I was aiming down the sight and I killed a guy on the otherside of the road. I went on a rampage. I killed a lot of people.

Dream 2

I was at school and I was outside my house. I owned a business in this dream. Someone came up with a wad of papers and handed them to me. I was meant to sign them and give them back. I was just about to sign it then I skipped halfway through and had a look at one of the terms. It said my friend had to be followed by a car at school for one hour each day. I said 'Hold on a minute, I'm gonna have a look through this when I get home and I'll give it back tommorow." he accepted the idea and walked off.

I was in the house. I was talking to my head of house and it was a Tuesday. On Tuesday's I have to help out at primary schools he said I could go early. I told my business partner what the sheets said he looked at me weird and I walked off. I walked out of school and towards my primary school.

The next thing I know I am in a garden. I am telling a friend about this game I have called oblivion. Then a huge ballon attached to a string was launched into the air. I was scared and I don't know why. Looking at it made me scared. I had a bad feeling in my stomach. Then I was getting asked questions by a voice. It was like one of them evil voices out of movies. I passed all the questions.

Then, I was in at a party. We were celebrating me passing. It was amazing! There were lights flashing everyone was going crazy singing to the song what was playing. Hai Ho Hai Ho were living on a river!

I have had that stuck in my head all day.

Awesome nonlucid last night.
So the dream started out with me jumping out of the second story of a building. I end up in a COD4 Bog style area; the atmosphere was almost exactly the same, as well as the map layout. However, half of the map was covered by a double-highway thing. One half was a ramp to go onto a highway, the other was the entrance to a tunnel underground. I even have the COD HUD. Turns out I'm playing MW3 Survival.
I go to the weapons armory (I had no weapon at first) and bring up the display. I go to assault rifles and choose the M14. Instead of that, however, I get a really neat rifle that I had been imagining earlier. It was like the M14 from COD:BO, but it was sawn off. It was about 20 inches long, and instead of a fixed stock it had a SPAS-12 style stock (it flips up over the rifle when you collapse it). It had a 5 round magazine and a neat-o laser pointer on it.
I go through a few rounds and get to the first helicopter round. Instead of helicopters, there were flying (flying, not hovering above the ground) Ghosts from the Halo series, each driven by a Spartan. I run into the tunnel to take cover, and see that it goes on for about 50 feet. After that, it drops off and there's a huge pool of the cliche luminous-green toxic waste. I run in and one of the Ghosts follows me. I destroy the Ghost, but the Spartan survives. I shoot at him, and manage to take down his shields, when the other Ghost flies in and I wake up.