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I am in the backseat of a car with a group of my friends. The only identifiable person is Jonathan. We are on our way to somewhere fun. It feels like a ride to Vegas. It is dark outside and I am in the middle seat. We are passing around joints. Nam and Jackie are probably in the front seat.

We drive by an accident on the side of the street where there are police cars with sirens, ambulances, firetrucks. It seems like this accident went on for several blocks and I thought to myself "when is this going to be over."

We arrive at our destination and it a party at my apartment. The courtyard is reminiscent of Nah Si's apartment complex, but the inside is reminiscent of Dan and David's old house in Tustin meadows. While in the court yard, I run into Evan who is my roommate in this dream. I learn that he no longer lives there because I did not pay the rent in time. He is with Jessica Lee and she appears to be his girlfriend. She looks somewhat different with a makeup and tattoos. She pretends that she does not know me and reintroduces herself, I also pretend that it was our first time meeting.

Somewhere in between this sequence, I notice that my phone is running out of batteries and I ask my dad to fetch me a charger.

The three of us now are walking up the stars in the apartment. I am walking behind them and I notice colorful tattoos on Jessica's legs. I ask her how many hours did it take to complete the tattoos and she replied "fifteen."

I am back downstairs and I notice some kids throwing fireworks in my backyard. I go out there to chase them away, and come back inside. I am now in the kitchen and my dad is there with me, and so is Evan. Dad is giving me a lecture on how it is my fault I did not pay the rent in time. I try to argue that it wasn't my fault, but deep inside I knew that I had messed up.

Non-lucid/Notes/Reality Lucid? Lucid
Two dreams last night:
1. I was at a beach with two girls from a... movie... I've seen recently. We were on the boardwalk, which looked kinda like the one at Coney Island in Brooklyn. The two girls are naked and I start having some fun with them. At one point, some guy told the girls they needed to wear clothes, so they put on bikinis but pulled their tops down so that their breasts were exposed. Fun dream.
2. I was on some flying-carpet-mat thing flying through the air doing backflips and shit a thousand or so feet above some fields. Neat dream.

I was leaving a club that was located in some kind of industrial area with a classmate of mine, it was also in the middle of the night. Suddenly, a person who was very hard to identify showed up behind us and started following us. My friend kept telling me to ignore the person and just keep on walking.
The person came closer and closer to us as we walked and when he was maybe, 10 m behind us or so, he started to run toward us(still from behind). We just kept on walking as he ran, and then, with a bang he rammed into my friend with some kind of hockey-tackle.
Just as the person made contact with my friend the dream ended.

The end.

All I remember from this dream is being in a mall with my mother, father, and school principal. We were searching for somebody or something.

The other night i has a nightmare that shook me out of sleep, I was so scared that I could get back to bed after.

I was walking along a highway, with my cousins and sisters walking a bit ahead of me and the friend I was walking with beside. I felt this presence in the woods to the right of us and looked over; it was a young woman around my age (20), she was dressed in tattered rags it was almost as if she could be a malignant spirit. But I some how felt that she was only there to help us along the was, she was there to protect us. So I stuck out my hand and gave her a wave, she reciprocated enthusiastically, just so happy to be involved in some way.

The unrest didn't' appear until I realized that there was another entity behind me and my friend, Harper. Harper was warning me to pay it no mind, to not acknowledge it at all. But I did, I was so terrified of it, an unrealistic fear. So to appease it or to make it leave I through the thing an old robe, now the entity that appeared as the woman in the bushes looked much more put together. The robe had changed her appearance quite a bit, but the fear didn't leave. She was still lurking behind us, in plain view and there was nothing that I could think of to change the situation..

Another thing I forgot to mention about this seemingly malignant entity was that because of her presence my family had begun to act very unnaturally. At one point they all stretched out their hands and were walking beside each other and onto the road. To stop this (which unnerved me quite a bit) I along with my friend took their hand and according them in to one person to stop then from getting hurt.

I feel like I can understant this dream to a point, but if anyone can help with analizing this dream I'd be interested in what you'd have to say

I remember during my WBTB that I was daydreaming about what I wanted to be lucid like. I don't have good memory of this dream - I guess because I didn't have good clarity.

All of a sudden I was daydreaming - then it turned into a dream I think!
So I think this was a MILD.

I was at my dad's house. I was there in RL, so I RCed a lot just to make sure. At times, my nose felt stopped up, like I couldn't breathe through it as clear, so I kept doubting that I might have been lucid. In my daydream, I was hovering on a platform with someone. It looked like I was at the Coliseum, or an old abandoned building. It looked like I was wearing a pink power suit. The daydream just continued itself, but it also changed, to a different scenario entirely. Finally I could breathe clear once, and I was lucid. I didn't have much control over this dream, like I couldn't stabilize when I wanted to. Happens alot in my lucids. But anyways, it was daytime at my dad's house. I think I was standing in the kitchen, facing my front door. Some "creatures" were coming for me or something, but they were friendly. I think we were playing a game. Now I was outside. (I hate it, because in my lucids, I can't do any "lucid dream" stuff! I never have enough clarity to even realize that I'm actually in a lucid dream yet) The creatures came, and some actually looked like people. I just remember them flying or hovering all around me as I walked down my driveway.

I was stirred out of sleep this morning by my roommate doing dishes at 6:30 in the morning... Extremely unappreciative of this rude awakening, I got out of bed and turned to a Terence Mckenna video to settle me down. After realizing that I wasn't going to get easily back into sleep, I decided that now would be a good time to try to get lucid.. so I proceeded to attemt wake back to bed, which I think I intuitively mixed with MILD, because I ended up visuallizing what I wanted to get into.

I must say that I worked out fairly well. Once I was in the dream, that didn't really come on like an offically defined WILD because I didn't get any audio or visual effects as I entered the dream. It was more of a haze, and I was in the dream without realizing it. So when in the dream I became aware of myself and to check it, I looked down at my hand to see if my reality check would have changed, and it did as in my first lucid experience... mathy equations and drawings that I didn't pay too much attention to. As I checked my hand, which would usually have to word dream written on it, I felt like I wasn't' completely in control. Everything I did was more intuitive than controlled. But it still felt lucid, though blurry and unclear.

So my second lucid dream was nothing really that impressive to me. Before I had been in the dream I visualized being at the beach. And so that's where I ended up! One I did my reality check I noticed that this TA for my geography class was there, and it was my intention to go over to him, but I just acknowledged him really and turned around looking for something exciting to do. The best I could come up with was flying so I took off, unafraid and went soaring through the clouds. And here is where I lost this one...

The second part of this lucid experience was what I would consider as my third lucid dream. But really I can't remember the bulk of it. I went to do a second reality check and that my memory just lost the rest. It's a couple hours since I woke up so it just dissolved along with the other dreams I fell into afterwards.

In which I attempt to save RR and her family from a cult but end up nearly falling into a pit of excrement...


What I remember most clearly is that RR and her family were living in what appeared to me to be a religious cult compound of some sort. The layout of the compound’s main house was similar to the downstairs floor of my grandmother’s place.

Several families gathered there in the evenings and at mealtimes. The remainder of the day, they were occupied with cult jobs while cult caregivers looked over their children, collectively. No one was allowed to leave the compound without permission, and the segregation of family members made it difficult for anyone to scheme otherwise.

I entered with an open mind. RR is from another culture and religious background, and I’ve always been respectful of our differences. When our mutual friends told me that she and her family had been taken under by a cult, I was skeptical and chalked it up to their xenophobia. But after she declined my invitation to visit, I decided to go check out her new living arrangements. To my shock, I found that my friends were right. RR seemed unwilling to talk to me about it, but I could tell from the look in her eyes that she wished she could escape, but she could not leave her children or her parents.

I arranged a shopping trip to get groceries and figured out a way to get RR’s children to accompany me. I figured that if I could get them away to safety, that RR would have more luck getting herself and parents away. I was feeling like a hero and backing out of the driveway with the kids in the car when suddenly a pixie-cut blonde insisted on joining me. As there was not room for four people, one of RR’s boys had to be left behind. We didn’t make it out of the driveway anyway as I suddenly had the urge to use the restroom.

I ran back into the house, so like my grandmother’s, and went straight away to the restroom where, to my surprise, RR was fixing the toilet. She explained that I had to squat above the toilet for it to function properly. The toilet was in the middle of the room, and it was surrounded by soggy carpet mats. One thin plywood beam led from the door to the toilet, and RR explained that I must walk the beam to the seat and not step on the mats. She exited the room and I did as she suggested. The toilet then turned into a blackened brass stupa sticking up from the ground. I was confused about how to use it. I looked around the bathroom and the whole room seemed dark and worn down. I was confused about where I was, and I had the feeling that there was a secret hidden beneath the soggy carpets. I balanced on the beam and removed the carpets from around the toilet and discovered that the entire floor had been removed. Aside from the stupa and the one plywood beam on which I was perched, the whole room was just a deep, dark pit filled with excrement.

Like the cartoon character who runs off a cliff but doesn’t fall until he realizes there is nothing beneath his feet, I had been able to stay balanced upon the beam without any problem until I realized there was nothing below the carpets. Once I realized my predicament, I slipped. I was able to keep my senses and not plummet into the mess below, and with one hand I caught the edge of the thin wooden plank. As I hung there, I told myself to stay calm. Aside from how disgusting it would be to land in the waste, it was also likely that the fall would result in more than a few broken bones. And then there were the cult members to worry about. What would they think of the fact that I’d pulled up their carpets and revealed their pit? Would they save me or leave me there? These things all went through my mind, but I kept telling myself to stay calm and focus.

Then, swiftly, I hoisted myself back up onto the beam, got both my arms and one leg over the edge, and then pulled myself upright. I briefly considered replacing the carpets so that no one would know what happened, but then decided instead just to get out of the whole compound as quickly as possible.

i am looking at a sims 2 look down/walls down layout plan of a house-ship.

the ship is originally concrete, i think. my dad buys it and i am now in my body (as opposed to the viewer). i am in the ship house.

the white concrete walls are now an organic skin material, mushy and kind of like memory foam.
the house is designed to float, so it sails up, up up. very high up, i am in the ship and can see out of it.

below me are suburbs and trees.

i am back on ground now. some time passes and i am asked to enter the ship again. its not a family ship/house anymore. i am with several other kids my age.

ram dass gives me "be here now" volume 2, the sequel. he tells me not to be afraid and to read the book as the ship floats up.

the ship is more organic now, having completely transformed into something different than a house.

another ship is in front of us. we watch it take off- it jumps into the sky very high and is not seen from where we stand on the ground. i'm really scared.

in the ship i read the book. it might have been called "the negative nature of the universe". this isn't supposed to be a bad thing, though. more like yin yang, the taking over of one thru cycles.

the ship shoots up. my body feels very strange breaking physics like this, i feel like we might have gone faster than anything we as humans have made before could go.

someone says we are going to a certain ocean in the galaxy.

we go there, and then further out. we go out of the galaxy, into deep universe.

the ship is clearly a defense for us. there are things near the ship trying to attack it or something. it seems hostile.

the bottom of the ship shot out some sort of eerie ethereal line of something. it attacked the other things attacking us.



i woke up sometime, at 3:30. i was very awake.

Became lucid somehow and was at my old apartment. I did a bunch of stabilizers as I walked around slowly. I wanted to be outside this time so I walked to the balcony and stepped over the ledge. I remembered some posts I read about dream control and tried to float over the ledge. It didn't work but I did fall down slowly. It was really nice out and I walked around liked at the fall scenery. The dream faded and I restabilized. I eventually went into a fa and I was at some restaurant. I had this really good pasta dish. I saw a girl I used to work with and she said my hair never looked better. There were curtains around my table so I could fully seclude myself from others. One guy made run of me for doing that and people defended me. I told them try try eating with their eyes closed to really taste the food. They worshipped me.*

Was in Vegas with Leo. There were problems with driving home with Kara and Dina so they both left. Leo and I stayed and explored. There were two maslys that we liked and kept seeing. We were both ugly and had chapped lips so we didn't approach. Leo was in his room upstairs so I went to buy Chapstick. I got the best one and put it on. I saw the maslys and went to get Leo. We ended up getting ready for bed around 6 pm on the sidewalk while the sun was still up. I thought about how weird it was and why we were doing this when an alarm woke me up

It has been a long time since I have had a LD. This morning I had several.

I wish I had taken the time to write them down because I can't recall them very well anymore.

I was dreaming about something absurd and unrealistic. I woke up briefly at around 7:30 am and was very frustrated. I remember thinking how bizarre the dream was and how sad it was that I couldn't realize it was a dream while I was dreaming it.

I was dreaming that I was part of a football team. We were a professional team but we were stuck playing at a really small local school field. It was upsetting me that we were there. The dream shifted into something else and I think I was doing road maintenance??? That is when I woke up frustrated.


I then went back to sleep.

I re-entered the dream and then I remember questioning the situation and I believe I did a reality check. I realized I was dreaming.

I was dreaming that I was part of a football team. We were a professional team but we were stuck playing at a really small local school field. It was upsetting me that we were there. The dream shifted into something else and I think I was doing road maintenance??? That is when I woke up frustrated.

I was very lightly sleeping at this point. I remember trying to fly however I couldn't fly very high, I was more hovering over the ground.

I did not have any control over the environment and could not create the world around me. However I was aware I was dreaming and everything was very realistic.

I remember a few different occasions I got overly excited about the fact I was have a LD but for the first time ever I remembered to SPIN!!!!

I started to wake up and felt myself in both my bed and in the dream state. But I kept thinking "SPIN SPIN SPIN SPIN SPIN" and my dream body spun faster and faster and faster.... and eventually I was back dreaming again!!!

Very excited about this as it was not only a first time having this happen but it happened several times during my LD this am.

One time was odd. I remember starting to wake up and things became like static on an old tv. I was between worlds and kept thinking SPIN SPIN SPIN SPIN and when I was back in the dream state... It was all static.

It weirded me out so I woke my body up to make sure I could still wake up... Did so and then fell back asleep.

This was all very low level LD states. It was a very light sleep and the LD and dream states slipped away several times. However the landmark of me remembering to "SPIN" is great.

If I can recall what I was dreaming about I will add to this later. I just recall trying to "Fly" on a few occasions but barely getting any lift and floating around more than anything else.

· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am on a beach, learning how to fly a broomstick. I can only fly for a few seconds before falling.
I walk down to the still blue ocean water. Faded, faraway sounds of soft laughter can be heard, but my focus is on a large scallop shell submerged in the water. I reach out to touch the shell, when I hear an urgent, sharp voice say "Don't touch the shell! It's a sign!"
I touch the shell and all of a sudden the clouds in the sky over cast and move overhead fast, as if in time lapse. The clouds swirl and head towards where the whole ocean is being sucked into a massive, stormy maelstrom. It is magnificent, the water is draining, leaning barren land and the clouds get sucked in.
Reality is collapsing as I am sucked into the maelstrom...



I open my eyes to find myself face to face with a being. We are in a small room, with a round tube-like table in the middle. There are others with me. The man talks, and gives us gifts. I receive tacky pink beads in a box.
I can't tell if this figure is God, or the devil, or something else as he sends us on our way.

I am in a shopping mall, staring in a shop window. I can see my reflection, and people pass by behind me, shopping and going about their everyday lives. Yet I stand, as if in a trance. I look like a girl from my school, Sophie, except with long, rough, spiky hair that is black with red streaks.

I am depressed. At this moment I am aware of my waking life, but I think that I have died and reincarnated as a new person. I feel depressed that my previous life was for nothing, and that everything I have achieved is for naught. I go to my new house with my new family. I don't remember their faces. depression weighs heavily on me as I contemplate my wasted previous life.
End.

I look our the window and there is a bootsale. My mother and little sister tell me to come out, but I am in my pajamas. They tell me to come out anyway.

I am playing hide and seek on a team. We are in a maze, competing against troll-like monsters for P.E. Mad-eye Moody is our teacher. Our form tutor is busy so Mad-Eye took over. He tells us tactics for playing against the monsters in the cave mazes, because we were all being wimps and were only playing in the fields. He tells us to stick in pairs, and dig ditches to catch the monsters in.

I am in some kind of tournament. I am fighting a boy, and can't bring myself to kill him so I force him to surrender by holding a knife to his throat. I win. For the next round, me and the other girls pick boys to fight, to receive corresponding bracelets as prizes.
I don't choose and instead walk around with one of the opposing boys. I insult him, accidentally by calling him a girl, and he does something weird to me, casting a spell or something of the sort.

Next thing, I am in school toilets. I look in the mirror. My hair is in a crown up-do and I have eyes that look like yellow illusion/miracle beads. I pass this off as the result of what the boy had done to me earlier, and I move on.


Me and my sister are outside Tescos, and are sitting by a massive ditch filled with stinging nettles. Someone on the other side of he ditch tries to get my attention, but we are separated by the nettles.
End.