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jack kerouac tells me how to listen to all the poetry he and his friends wrote
i can hear the beats
and the bongos.

I was inside of some kind of san rio gift shop, with bright white interior. There was a line for something that went out the door onto the sidewalk and into the store next door. This place feels like those two gift shops on Irving street. I remember very distinctively that I was wearing Annayake Undo. I was with a friend, unidentifiable but feels like it was Jackie.

Two pretty asian girls walk by us and get in line, I give my friend a silly look and follow them into the line (like a creeper). I begin to talk with the girls and we become friendly with one another. Both come in close and smell the fragrance from my neck. The hot one even kisses it.

We talk about how this is the 5th time they are trying to stream HBO shows in the internet. One of the girls tells me that she couldn't use her footage because I was wearing my Paul Frank shirt, and that too many people wear it. We move along in line, and at this point we are out of the first store and on the sidewalk about to enter the 2nd store. The hot girl gets out of line to go somewhere. I notice that the line is composed of mainly young Asian girls, and one of them is crying.

1 Fragment
2 Dreams:

• A holiday thousands of miles away in the middle of dreamworld
• Alien encounter

Fragment:
I was given a large flatscreen tv. (Fragment- 0.5 points)

Dream 1:
I was in my house looking up at the stars, then an alien suddenly appeared next to me. It was short, only coming up to my knee cap and as the stereotype of aliens goes it had a huge bald head. I panicked and got scared, so I grabbed some bread and the key to my garage. I ushered it into the garage leaving the bread in there with it, then I shut the door and locked it.
The dream ended here. (Full dream- 1 point)

Dream 2: For this one I did a WBTB at 3.00am but it failed (WBTB attempt- 1 point)
Me and my family went on holiday to a different country and I took lots of £1 coins for some reason. That night we went to a resturant and was allowed behind this curtain which only VIP's are allowed to go and get a free meal. We all sat down at a long wooden table along with several other people and food was put in front of us all. I got something made of batter (possibly a yorkshire pudding) and some meat that looked very similar to sausage meat. It didn't taste of anything. (Ate food- 4 points) My mother had two wine glasses in front of her; one with red wine in and the other containing white wine. She said the white wine tasted horrible compared to the red and she passed the glasses over for me to try. The red tasted normal if not with a slight hint of blackcurrent squash. Then I tried the white wine, it tasted awful and was like sipping at pure vinegar! I agreed with my mother and gave her the glasses back. I looked to my left to find that I could see straight into the kitchens, on one of the worktops was a large amount of fish piled high. They had no skin or scales, they only had bones and there was meat inside the cage of bones. So the fishes bones were on the outside and it had a kind of red meat on the inside where it's bones would usually be. One fish was still alive and was flopping about, then the chefs set to work and one of them grabbed the fish that was flopping about and ripped open it's outer skeleton to get at the red meat inside, it was killed instantly as the chef then pulled the meat out from the fish.
Then the dream jumped to the next morning and I was going for my breakfast in the same resturant, again I was lead behind the VIP curtain, sat down at the table and given a free meal. I can't remember what I had to eat. Then the dream jumped once more, I was in a market place where for some reason I bought a large printer. The money being used by both me and the person selling me the printer, it looked like this:

These were something I thought of in a daydream, not only do they show that you are an archer they show your level of accuracy, the aim is if you can flip the coin, fire an arrow and get it through the hole in the middle then you are a skilled archer. In this context though they were used as a currency.
There was also what appeared to be a small box of cards but it was empty and had the number 92 on it. I think this represented a note, similar to a £5 note. Then workers started loading bits of this printer into the small truck next to me. there was one part that looked like an oversized grenade.
The dream ended here. (Full dream- 1 point)

I became lucid several times during the night, but the millisecond I realised I was dreaming I woke up. There was no time to panic or to stabilize so I'm not going to class those as lucid dreams. Oh well I'll have more tonight.

Note: Embedded videos should offer some insight into what influenced certain elements the dream. They should also be pretty cool.

17.12.2011

Aggressive Negotiations (Non-lucid)

★★★★☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Originally Posted by Me

”Turn around. NOW!”

I scream at the driver of the sedan, as an irrational fear takes hold. At least, it seems irrational, but trucks never come down this way, never two of them. What's more, one is all but blocking the road out of the neighborhood. Clearly something is about to go down.

As if suddenly realizing the danger, the person driving turns around, unusually slowly; we’re headed back home, to my court. Thankfully, we get there pretty quickly, and I'm plopped in the street as the car hastily drives off. Before departing, the driver left me with the task of blending in at a nearby Christian High School.

Originally Posted by Inner Thoughts

No big deal. I’ll be able to skate by today, stay uninvolved with the afairs of these kids, and be out of here in no time.

Entering the door on the left, I find myself in an office-like recepetion area. The secretary, behind a glass pane, informs me that I’m not allowed over here, “All the kids are supposed to be on the other side.”

Originally Posted by Me

“Sure thing,” I smile warmly to alleviate suspicion.

Outside again, I enter the right-most part of the one-story, tan walled building, only to find myself in an almost identical area, with an almost identical secretary. From the back of the room, a middle-aged woman walks up to me, grinning broadly.

Originally Posted by Creepy Lady

“Welcome. We’ve been waiting for you," she make a large, hurried motion, "Quickly, come this way.”

Not really sure what to think, I go with it, and follow her into a small room where a young girl is sitting, handcuffed to a table. There’s an empty chair across from her, I sense it’s for me. Sure enough, as soon as I sit, the woman leaves me to my own devices. It’s clear I’m meant to interrogate this girl, find out what she knows, etc.

Originally Posted by Me

“Hi there.”

She doesn’t respond.

Originally Posted by Me

“Well, if you don’t want to talk to me. . . is there anyone you do want to talk to?”

With a thought, and a bit of direction from girl’s own mind, I make a few holograms appear beside her, shifting through those she seems to want to speak with. She gives a name; I don’t recognize it, but I’m able to create a representation of her desired point of contact and bring that representation to life. Of course, it’s under my control. Oddly, I think she knows that, but her fervor and crazed look tell me speaking with this image of her superior, a small, red, impish demon in a classy suit, would be the only way to get a peep out of her.

What follows is a less than ideal double-reverse interrogation session. Each of us indirectly scrambling to find what the other knows, giving up only what we know we can, all in the ruse of a communication between allies.

She knows about the recent assassination attempt on my life, is saddened to hear of its failure, but is pleased various other atrocities back home are panning out nicely. Once it’s clear I was revealing more than I was getting, I pause the image.

Originally Posted by Me

“Yes,” I say, “I know you know, but nothing said on my end was a lie. No propaganda. You really do work for someone like that, idolize someone like that.”

She makes a snide remark I can’t recall, and I respond with an outrageous outburst that has her questioning my sanity:

Originally Posted by Me

“DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?! I’M HARRY FUCKING POTTER.”

I pull out a wand and destroy the projection of the demon in a shower of sparks; her look says it all. That’s when I notice it, at the door behind me, a presence of ill-intent. I stand quickly to see a green form dart past me, out the window, to the street beyond. By the girl’s gleeful reaction, I know this won’t be good. Drawing a blade, I go to the thing's exit point and see a green monster, spherical, with a gaping maw across it’s center and a face within that.

Originally Posted by Inner Thoughts

It doesn’t look like it wants to get close. . . And I really shouldn’t go outside. It might be a trap.

So, I do the next best thing, make some adjustments to my katana, stick it out the window, and rapidly extend the length of the blade, shooting it out into into the inner face of that green wretch. It seems as shocked as it is in pain. A few quick, long-range swipes later, and the monster is no longer surprised. . . or in pain.

Suddenly, the roof of the building tears away, and I’m face to face with. . . a clown?

Originally Posted by Would-be Assassin

“There you are.” The pointy faced, garishly dressed, figure states plainly. He's casually wielding two large, black and red scythes. Seemingly, he doesn't take me seriously.

Originally Posted by Me

“I assume this is a rescue attempt. Or are you here for me?”

Originally Posted by Would-be Assassin

“Don’t concern yourself with the details,” he jumps from his perch, “It doesn’t matt--”

Before he can get out the words, I’ve already spotted an opening and severed his legs from his body; there's not as much blood as I'd expected.

Originally Posted by Would-be Assassin

“Oh, please.” The clown is unamused. Rightfully so, as a new set of legs immediately takes the place of the old ones, slinking out of his baggy, red and yellow, pin-striped pants.

Originally Posted by Inner Thoughts

Interesting.

He comes at me with the scythes, bringing them together to form some sort of long, narrow drill. Again, he’s sloppy, and I’m able to avoid the attack, removing an arm in the process. Un-phased, he regenerates and grabs his scythe before gravity can even affect it.

Originally Posted by Inner Thoughts

I wonder if his torso is that resilient.

In the air now, I close in quickly and engage in an armed grapple, locking down the movement of his scythes. He begins to form his drill, and I’m forced to readjust my grip to avoid having one of my hands blended up.

Originally Posted by Me

“Mae, now.”

An ethereal spirit bursts from my chest and impales the clown with her sword before disappearing as quickly as she came. The clown looks confused and, to my delight, wounded. Seizing the opportunity, and making a bold move, I break away, just enough to free my blade and create another opening, which I use to plunge my blade into the fool’s side. He’s too wracked with pain to do much as I brutally impale him, again and again, dragging my razor-sharp steel through his body.

But still, he lives. I realize I'm going to have to step things up a notch if--


Damn alarm.

There was a complex of high buildings with flats of various quality. My friends and I got to stay there, but not all of the flats were nice. I got to stay in pretty big one. I went to visit my friends and saw their flats. Some were very small. There was something about money.... I was putting stacks of money to a bag.... hiding it from others... I don't know where was the money from and what for now....

I dreamt that I woke up. Then, I saw a light shining in from my window. I immediately grabbed a flashlight of my own and looked outside. There were two men in black goodies outside, one with a 5 'o clock shadow. One said, "He's seen us!" The other pulls out a pistol, aims it at my head, and says, "I'll handle this." It took me a second to realize he was holding a gun, but when I did I swiftly laid flat on my bed, just in time to see the bullet fly overhead. Then the one who shot at me said, "Alright then, we'll just go visit your family first then." Rage built inside me, and I became a little suspicious of reality (the bullet hadn't shattered the window), but right as I was about to jump out the window and kill them, my rage awakened me. For real.

- I was with a couple people in a big field surrounded by a fence, and we were battling a tree. It lashed out at us with its branches and had kind of a cartoony angry face. I remember thinking it was like the whomping willow from Harry Potter, but I haven't seen/read HP in a long time so I'm not sure how similar it really was, and I thought it was unfair that we weren't in a car. I was thinking it seemed impossible to defeat it and it seemed like I would get badly hurt if I got any closer, even though the two people I was with were close to it. I decided to leave anyway. I turned and went towards the corner of the fence, where there was an opening. As I was walking, the tree suddenly grew much bigger. I understood it was like a boss in a video game and this was the second stage of the battle. But I realized it could almost reach me with its branches then, and was trying to. I ran as fast as I could towards the exit, barely missing being hit, but managed to make it out of the fenced-in area.

Outside, the field continued, and there was a small stream. Just across the stream was a small house, which I entered. There were some more people there, and soon after, the people who had been battling the tree came in as well. They said we would have to wait until the next morning to continue with the battle.

Time seemed to skip forward at this point, and it was early in the morning. There was only one person in the house. I talked with them a bit and said I was going to go check out what it was like outside and what the tree was up to. I'm not sure where the rest of the people were, but I was talking to them on MSN on my phone, and I said I would be right back. I put on a pair of polkadotted rainboots I found in the porch and left.

I went to the edge of the fence and peeked around it to look at the tree. It had just woken up and was in the middle of a big yawn. I quickly moved back so it wouldn't see me. Upon turning back around and starting to walk, I realized suddenly how amazing the landscape was. I think it was the most beautiful dreamscape I've ever seen. It's difficult to describe how nice it was. The sky was rainbowy from the sunrise, and there were hills of soft grass as far as I could see. There were patches of small bright pink and blue flowers. Everything looked crisp and slightly frosted over, and glowy, as if it were being lit from behind by a cool blue light. I realized later that it reminds me of this picture:

which is just a picture from deviantart I favourited but haven't looked at for a while. Anyway, after admiring it for a minute, I decided I had to get back to the house and tell everyone what I'd seen, otherwise they would worry, but that I would come back outside after. I went back to the house, but accidentally walked into the stream. I was annoyed for a second, but then realized I was wearing rainboots so it was okay. I walked through the stream a bit, then up onto the other side and into the house. I told whoever was there that I was going to go back out, but unfortunately woke up before that happened. I'd like to revisit this place in a lucid sometime.


- One of my cats was missing for a few days. I was scared, but eventually found her under my bed, sleeping curled up under a blanket. We thought it was really strange that she'd been there for so long and was still perfectly fine. She had this red and green headband with some feathers and ribbons that was significant and magical somehow and explained why she slept for so long. I think maybe it supposedly put you in some sort of trance or something? And I think someone said it was Indian. None of us knew much about it, but we knew my late grandfather did. We planned on asking him to tell us about it, and then he would write us a note and leave it somewhere, because this was apparently something you could do.


- Also a small fragment where I was in an elevator and only went up one floor.

Dec.17,2011. Saturday

Went to bed at 12:15 am GM 4mg+300mg Choline at 4:22am. Lucid before 6:44am.

Few thing that played a role in me getting lucid last night.

1. I wanted to take GM already night before, but went to bed really late - 2am.
2. Read a thread on DV about making a "contract" to get an LD - I thought what a heck, it can't hurt. So I wrote one as an afterthought just before bed.
3. Took GM
4. Read R.Waggoner's Lucid Dreaming book just before bed and I just got to the really good part and was stoked about learning some new stuff, but i got this overpowering feeling to go to sleep and have an LD. So I did.
5. I started a new RC 2 days ago (little RC song about looking at my hands and getting lucid from it)

New element:
- First lucid longer than just seconds (one long was maybe 4 min) 7minutes long
- First time I counted my fingers (10 fingers on each hand)
- First time I reached in my pocket and pulled out what I expected to find there
- First time had time to RC more than once and touch walls
- First time flying by flapping arms in Lucid
- First time expected to change the scenery when turned around

DR at 4:22 am before GM
I'm in town NZ on C street. Someone is jumping on a trampoline, falling back on it and jumping up again. On top of the hill are some puddles - 2 elements are merging to create new lifeforms.

GM+Choline at 4:22 am

Went straight back to bed in hope to fall asleep and get up at 7 am for 1 hour WBTB.
But started to have some pretty strong color (golden) visuals like before HH, so I thought I'll go with it and see what happens.

So I guess I got in a WILD, because next thing I know I'm lucid. Pretty strange feeling, because I stayed aware of my body in bed. I guess it's because my cats body was touching mine and I was not able to fully detach from waking life.

LUCID: I enter into series of lucids, they continue, even after I change position. I was able to do everything you suppose to do in LD, which I was not able to do until now, because I guess, this was most evolved LD I had so far.

I start out at home in town NZ, in my bed in living room. I have a headrush and wake up in bed. I know it’s a LD and get up. I remember thinking to be carefull and not to squish my cat as rolling out of bed and chuckled at the thought, since I knew I had no physical body.

Then I’m a soldier in barracks. It’s night and me and my buddy are sneaking out to shop for some food. As we come to the door, I hear some noise and open the door slowly with my weapon aimed at the door. In walks another soldier and we are relieved, it’s not the enemy. My buddy makes a pit stop in the restroom, that suspiciously looks like restroom in GTA3 I’m playing IWL.

Some kids with their instructor are in the courtyard. She is telling them something about chickens. I leave the courtyard.
Outside are small, really cozy looking little streets with nice little houses in orangeish hues. I know all is changed because of the filming they are doing there. I read some signs – street names sound Finnish. But I know I’m not in Finland – they just changed the décor for filming.

I remember to stabilize – rub and clap my hands together. I have 10 fingers on each hand, they look normal otherwise.

Wall of the house is orange with some white ornaments, feels little bit bumpy. It’s dark outside, street light are on. I look down the street to the skies and couple times yell lights, or something like that. It gets a little lighter. I realize, I’m not really yelling, just whispering and I’m aware of my throat on my sleeping body.

Walk through winding street lined with trees and flowers and think lets fly instead. I fly up flapping my arms, not as easy as before in LDs, but make it to the roof.

Next I’m in a hungarian food fair. I immediately look for sausage to eat. I see chafing dishes under heat lamps on display full of pork chops and fish. No sausage. So I ask one of the guys if I can have a taste. I remember, I should not have expectation of taste. When I eat the fish, it’s kinda watery, but not so bad.

The other guy comes closer and offers taste of different fish. I accept. I know I don’t have any money to pay them. But I do know, all I have to do is reach in my pocket and expect to pull out money. So I reach in and pull out some coins, (they look like old roman coins) which I know is more then 3 coins, they were asking for. But I make them say it’s not enough, because I have an agenda, which is suitable only for my personal DJ

I keep counting my fingers. Even before I finish counting, I know I’m in a dream, because there is a small sore on my left ring finger, that I know is not there IWL. But still finish counting and it’s still 10 on each hand.

I know this is a different caliber of LD, because until now in my LDs, I was flying like superman, or levitating without any effort. In this one, I had to flap my arms, although I went very easily, mostly because I told myself it’s easy and I can do it.
While on a roof, I say ‘when I turn around, there will be town B”, which I had a plan to explore. But there was some other town or something else, couldn’t really make it out.

first part of LD was sleeping on my right side, second part on left side.

MischiefManaged Dream

I've dreamt about walking down the dark street in winter and someone named Tracey.

Then about some middle ages farm packed with oldschool vampires. I was one of the daugters of a farmer and this year vampires came into our house to find brides. They wanted me and my sisters, but I managed to make them think my brother is a girl,so they took him instead of me. lol.

Yeah, that's all I remember

Dream1- my school was attached to a mall and I and a few other kids had to serve detention there, in the school part of the building not the mall part. It wasn't that bad at all, we watched a movie during detention and the teachers handed out some cookies. When the teachers left the room some kids went to the mall part of the building, then we all found out there were cameras in the mall(ofcourse), and came back. Then I don't know if I was changing to a different dream or going home from detention but I was on a beach there were two kids I know kung-fu fighting each other. People recognized me because I apparently had a sitcom about surfers in this dreamworld. I had a beach house and let 2 really rowdy fans hang out there.

Dream 2 or 3- New york was said to be near a giant monster that would attack the city. Alot of people wren't worrying about that though because the next day alot of celebrities would be coming to town and giving out free autographed stuff.There was somebody who kept asking me what I would do with my future, I gave them the same answer everytime. I don't know. They seemed surprised and disappointed. The next day the celebrities had come and opne was giving out signed bulletproof vests. One of them had a small computer you could get online with inside of it. I got in and out of the line, because I decided I didn't want one. Then I saw one I did want. I cut to the front of the line to buy it. As soon as I did that the sky began to turn red and the giant flying monster started swooping down and eating people. We began to run for our lives. I saw the person who had been repeatedly questiong me the other day get eaten. I ran to a street with graffiti on the walls under the bridge I looked at the bridge and remembered I was a member of hollywood undead.(not in real life). My name was wetback, apparently. Thier tourbus got knocked over by the monster. It started talking and demanding that I make a list of it's commands. It gave me a giant piece of paper and I starting writing down what it told me. I began to wake up and fall back into the dream a few times and not becom lucid. FAIL:banana::banana:

Mon.12/12 night
some dreams but no recall

Tue.12/13 B-100 at 4pm
long dream but no recall

Wedn.12/14 nothing

Thur. 12/15

DR 2:28am - something about LDing

8am - I'm in a forest campground with family. There is a cabin with small kitchen/common room and 2 bigger bedrooms. Logs are brown. More people are sitting in the kitchen. Restrooms are outside.

Someone tells me to go get batteries f/my camera? I go this tiny shack - there is a counter, and behind it some small shelfs with some bread items. Guy behind the counter is unloding stuff from box on the ground. I ask him if he sells batteries - he does not.

I walk outside but take the wrong exit - there is a yard with someone there. I appologise and find the right door out. I'm walking under some trees, it looks like its getting dark. But little bit ahead of me, there is a beautiful tree all lit up by sunshine. Pretty fall colors. I notice some people on a hill far from us looking down at us with binoculars. I fold my fingers around my eye. I know it's not binoculars, but I get a surprise, when for a split second I can see them clearly.

I have a feeling, I can see a big, futuristic or just modern town to the right through fog.

Well, I'm writing this on the morning of my second lucid dream in two weeks! It's been a while since I LD'd, but I definitely now know for sure that the best time for me to do it is in the morning when sleeping in; this is when I dream the most anyway. It's basically WBTB caused by the sun coming up and my alarm going off.

Anyway, the first LD happened about a week ago. I don't exactly remember when I became lucid, but it seems like pretty much the beginning. I was in like almost what you'd think of as a train station. Not the train platform, but the shopping center like meeting area of a large train station. Since the last time I had a LD I really wished I had examined my surroundings after I woke up, I decided to do so. I walked up to this sort of barrier thing that I could see over (two pillars stretching to the ceiling with a wall between them that went to about 5' high and had plants in the top and benches on both sides ) and on the other side were 2 elevator doors. Wow, I really wish I had thought to go over to the elevator doors. This is my problem in LD's so far, I still consider the dream a shaky unstable thing so I kind of rush to do everything.
So, I looked at the doors, looked at something close nearby, etc. I only did it for like 15 seconds probably. Then I went back to where I'd been before, which wasn't very far away and was the same kind of theme, everything was a nice shiny light brown color, and there were large singular pillars with plants in the top and benches on all sides. I wanted to have sex in the dream, as always, so suddenly there was a girl at the bench with us. I think I was with a couple friends. I went up to the girl and started unbuttoning her shirt as we made out.
That was all that happened, though, and the next thing I remember I was over by this wall covered in pieces of white paper with children's drawings on them. They were on a wall that I remember as being either in or closer to the actual train platforms. Or wait, no... ok, well I was looking for big black portions on the pieces of paper because I had a piece of chalk and the black portions somehow worked as chalkboard. I wanted to draw a door in the chalkboard and go through it to somewhere. However, I could only find small little bits of "chalkboard" and the biggest door I drew was like 1 x 2 feet. This is sort of encouraging though because I know that I could have drawn a door and gone through it, but was limited by the circumstances in my dream.. shows me that I need to learn dream control better but that creating a door (something I really want to achieve) is possible.
This was about the end of the dream, I think I attempted squeezing through the door and I couldn't.

And now for this morning's dream. I wish I had put down the last one sooner so I could've applied its lessons . So I was in a place with a similar color scheme (large shiny tiles of light brown stone) but this time I believe it was a castle of some kind. Although I was never outside, I know it was up at the top of a mountain. So, I was just kind of walking into this room that was in the castle and yet was almost like a department store and I realized that I was dreaming. I don't know whether I was sort of awake or not, but I remember feeling quite awake about it, like I was partway in the waking world even though I didn't see or feel it. So IMMEDIATELY (with perhaps too much a sense of urgency) I decided to go examine some books/pictures in this large bin thing full of books and CDs and such. The picture that I looked at (for like 5 seconds ) was similar to a painting I'd seen the last night:

(Hazelleesantino at flickr).
Anyway, it looked like that. The next thing I remember is that, what do you know, I wanted to find someone to have sex with again. lol, so I was trying to find someone but there was no one around. I got outside and was on like this staircase that sort of wrapped around the castle when I ran into this woman I sometimes see who talks my ear off. Somehow she was advising me on finding a person though, and she actually seemed to be an authority on the dreamworld and what I could do and stuff. Wish I'd been conscious enough to ask her questions. Anyway, unfortunately I found myself being pulled out of the dream. I tried to hold on, and "asked" why it was happening, and then I could distinctly hear my alarm clock going off. It was really annoying, because I know that if there hadn't been some continuous distraction that I had to wake up and deal with, I could've gotten back into the dream.

So, those are the two lucid dreams I've had recently! I hope to have more, and since school's out now I should be able to sleep in more frequently and possibly have some! The biggest thing I've realized is that I need to not feel quite so urgent about looking at/examining things. Also, whether I do both or only one, I need to actually revolve and look at my surroundings, not just something up close. Probably something up close first, but then afterwards look around. It would also be good if I were to put the sex bit aside for once to do some exploration! Still want to materialize a phone or something in my pocket that I can use to control things, need to go through doors, talk to DC's, etc. I need to forego trying to make things appear and stuff at least a little bit, though, to just gain experience on what it's like to be in a dream. But yeah, it sure is motivating and exciting to know that I can lucid dream and also that I will be able to control things.

Thebeastofold's Dream

I did 2 WBTB's last night before i started dreaming...


high school, laundry tennis, football star?


no dream recall for me yesterday but this one started, i was playing tennis in an indoor tennis court and there was laundry piled up infront of the net on my side..in baskets folded, and just piles...i was playing doubles with sherlock holmes brother from the new movie which i saw yesterday, the other side of the net was some high school tennis star guy, and some teacher looking older guy, dont know who he is... and the racket i was using was exteremely heavy... i kept trying to serve and either miss the ball, throw it too hgih or off center, or hit it practically sideways...the guy i was playing with, holmes brother talked constantly, i dont know about what, dotn remember, i wanted my own racket, so idecided to go find it..then everyone disappeared and i walked into what looked like a locker room. offices looking for my racket, i ran into some woman and she said, you need to, your shed has it, up...um ok.....so i followed her out of the area i was in and she went around a corner and vanished, i followed around the corner and found a stairwell going up, and it was very dark..all of a sudden i was 3/4 of the way up the stairs and the woman i just saw was now coming up the stairs behind me..there were lights buitl into the wall on he right and she was turning them on and off as she passed by them....so i followed along ad did the same until i got upstairs, then i came out into the hallway of what looked like my old high school.....there were people sitting inthe hall, leaning against lockers etc..and a guy that looked like a football player, he had a weird jersey on who was puking his brains out ansd everyone kept asking if he was ok...allof a suddeni'm walking out onthe football feild in full uniform and pads and was trying out for the team..as nose tackle...i manage to tackle the qb guy, who was previously puking his brains out, and when he gts up, he starts puking agian..green glowing puke this time says i'm alright, really, and collapses and starts convulsing...everyone runs to him and i turn around, and now my nephew is qb and we're lining up tu run a play but now theres a wall between us with a doorless doorway in the middle, and i can see my nephew through the doorway.....i walk off the field and into another building and my cellphone rings, a guy asks about office supplies..and i tell him, you called my high school, not office place..uh..ok... suddenyl i'm in my shed in the backyard and theres like 30 or 40 empty light sockets of all shapes and sizes, but the shed is brightly lit somehow... i started trying, first, climb a ladder, it seems i forgot how, then when i figured it out, trying to fit a big box of lightbulbs that suddenly appeared into their proper sockets, all the while a radio was playing somewhere interviewing wil smith and the dj kept calling him "da freash prince" "the world misses da prince" and every time wil starts trying to talk the dj interrupts and says somethng about "da prince) odd... so i walk out of the shed, and theres a car next to my shed with the hood open and a guy rolling on the ground with blood squirting everywhere so i run over and grab his upper left arm where the blood seems to be coming from and the bleeding stops, i help him up and we walk over to a 5 story building that is now in my front yard ...0_o... we walk inside and go into what looks like a schools front office and get in line...the guy looks at me and says "might as well open my casket" and i look at him and say "I guess thats what i suppose, canadian high school" woke up...


dream fragment.....group of people...large hawk...

just a dream fragment, i was standing in a large group of people and there was a lady standing next to me with a full arms length leather glove and a large falcon or hawk, not sure which, standing on her hand...and the hawk or falcon, kept trying to jump on me, i would try to catch it, but everytime i felt its talons sinking into my arm i would toss it up in the air and it would land back on her hand, then shed toss it back at me..over and over...she said "they used to wear hoods for calm down" woke up...

Was gong to some ski town with Leo. It was large and snowy and for some reason everyone was stressed and pissed off. Leo and I snuck to the top of the line and Leo stole extra tokens from the people that worked there. We went inside and everyone was angry. This fat woman yelled at me from across the hall. I lost it and ran at her and threw her food everywhere and threw her or of the *building. I knew she was dangerous so I went to hide. There was a room where everyone was doing small gymnastics and I joind them doing handstands *eventually the woman came in and. Jumped into a handstand so she wouldn't recognize me. She did and came for me. I was upside down and too vulnerable so I went back I time and his when she came in. She was harassing the others so I came out. We went to another room where I killed her. Some music came on. All was well. *

Was laying in bed. I heard the fan on and noticed a weird vibration in my head. I knew it was time to shift. My eyes were closed and there was only black so I knew it would take some effort. I imagined getting up and walking into the hall. Images started appearing. I heard Kara's voice trying to help me shift. I was frantically touching the walls. For a second a full image appeared and I was in. Then it faded and I was in full blackness again. I tried for what felt like forever and finally gave up. It was a good try.*

Random memory's of breaking the chalk board because some friend of Kara's drew over my eye. Walking to get a towel. Being outside and slipping on the mud. They ruined my new shoes and I got pissed. I put caution tape all over the mud. I washed my shoes and got all wet and went inside. I wondered why I wasn't cold. *

I'll share the second part of my dream last night. This is my first journal.

I was on an expedition or something. I walk onto this marshy land, where these cliffs and exposed tree roots surround me. It's some form of tundra but there are tall pine trees everywhere. A few rivers beneath the cliffs. There are also these white bears foraging for food.

Suddenly, one of the white bears runs across a cliff gap, lurching directly at me. I close my eyes, and the bear attacks. I experience a false awakening-that's all I remember.