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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at my dance class for my Kines 201 Lab. We were about to perform a choreography but it wasn't for marks, since we were finished already. My group and I decided we would do the same one we did for our final presentation. Ty's group were doing something different, but apparently Ty was not going to participate because he had a cast, maybe he broke his foot or something. Megan and Christianne did a move that required a lot of upper body strength, I was impressed since not even I could do it. I asked them to teach me how to do it afterwards, but I wasn't able to do it.

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was hanging out with my friends. I noticed that the skin around my shoulders had shedded. I could see my ligaments and muscles. I wondered whether there was something wrong (duh!). The next day it was worse, I could move my rib cage to the side and actually see my organs. I could also see my heart just by looking down, because all the skin had fallen out. I wasn't worried, I just thought it looked scary for others. I realized I was starting to look a lot like the cadavers in my anatomy class, who were dissected. They had no skin and you could see all their muscles, and organs in some of them. Silvana, who is in my anatomy class asked me to come over so that she could study for her anatomy exam, I found it kinda funny. I was scared my organs would get infected, since they were very exposed by now.

Dec.21st, 2011, Wednesday. GM+Choline

I wrote a little contract again to have a lucid tonight. Read Waggoner’s book, did my RCs and my mantra. I also gave thanks for my previous LDs. And I got me my #9.

DR #1- I’m in a back seat behind a driver in my own car. I should be driving and I’m not happy that someone else is.
DR #2- My cousin K
I remembered lots more, but couldn’t wake myself up to write them down for good 20 minutes, and by then that’s all I remembered.

Took GM 4mg at 4:05am.
Tried to either WILD, or if that didn’t work, just fall asleep. Woke up from LD at 5:45

LD and the experience:
At first no visuals, my field of view is dark grey, just like proper backside of your eyelids should look like Then suddenly BAM. Lights turn on, my whole view gets bright and a graphic of top part of classic alarm clock shows up in bright golden color on white (like backlit) background, together with headrush.

I get all excited and I know I shouldn’t so I try to calm down. Then the movie strip starts with some black and white pictures. They are going by at blazing speed. All I can think of is “yes, yes, dream, dream”.

I start to feel/wish to get my dream body hover over my sleeping body and I feel my whole body levitate some inches above my bed. I see my room awash in dark green, as if I was in a pond with green water (just like last time, when I saw my room like this).

I start to will my body to move out of position over my bed. First my head moves over carpet, then my body follows. I’m still in laying down position, just turned by maybe 15 degrees, so my head leads the way.

I start to float over my carpet next to my bed. I’m going through the kitchen, speeding up a little. The whole time I keep saying “keep going”. Then there is a wall separating me from my neighbor’s apartment. I will myself to go through it.

Inside the wall is dark and longer than I thought it will be. I expect to enter neighbor’s room, but no. I emerge in a small room, I feel like its underground. Looks like something you would find in Italy - a cellar type of place. The room is whitewashed and the paint has fallen off in some places. You can see masonry underneath. I’m standing up now.

I don’t like this place. In a hurry to get out of there, I forget to RC or stabilize. By the way, I usually forget to do that when entering an LD by WILD. I go through the nearest wall and I visualize a nice beach behind it. But no, there is another room similar to previous one. I feel a need to get out.

I look to my right and there is a two wing glass door, with one side wide open. There is a street at night behind it. I decide to exit here. By the time I get to the door, I’m already flying. Just like I used to in my previous LD, but not in my very last one. I hover couple of feet over the street. Look up at the sky and see the moon. As I look better, I open my eyes and I’m awake in my bed. RC couple of times in disbelief that it’s over. But it’s over. I get up to write it down.

DR at 7:18am
A girl from church charity comes to the house and gives a boy and a girl living there some swimsuits. As I’m putting them away, I notice, that they change pattern and colors as I hold them. Decide to go and show it to people in the house. I show them the swimsuit, then hide it behind my back and when we see it again, it looks completely different. We are all amazed.

The lady in the house bought some old furniture and I notice, there are some bad forces associated with them. There is a lady, I don’t really remember what I have done to her, but we fought and next thing I see, she is floating in a canal with green water and some algae growing on the sides. She is looking at us and smirking, as if she wasn’t hurt.
A delivery guy brings another piece of furniture. He walks straight to the kitchen a pours himself a shot of vinegar. I told the lady, she has to send the furniture back.

I’m trying to sleep and LD.

Then I’m standing in front of some cages made of walls. First cage has a boarded-up window. I poke at it with a stick. An old, really dirty guy opens the board unexpectedly.
Next cage has two lions behind a screen window. I also poke at it.

It starts out im at this school that supposedly is really evil and thats where a lot of my friends have gone to. Right after i buy my books we go into this room and climb down flights of stairs with the intention to kill some monster. Halfway down we get pulled up by the principle comes and pull us up telling me its private property. The principle tells me something that i cant remember. I then leave and look around the cafeteria where i see kids i know huddle together in a group. They seem to be in a group because otherwise they would get disconnected if they didn't. I then went lucid and flew to space.
FIN

12/22/11

NON-LUCID

Dream 1:

This dream was a bit weird, it was me in an office, it was pretty dark. And I think I’m with one of the characters named Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho. I can’t recall much of what I did in this dream other than annoying Hiei a little bit, but he wasn’t pissed (thank god he wasn’t) at the things I did to him.




I opened a door and was wondering how I could balance a sign. Some DC that I can’t remember told me I can just level it against the wall, and I was like “Ah okay!” with a tone of relief, because it was really annoying trying to align the sign to make it stay steady.

I can’t remember anything else from that dream.


Dream 2:

I believe I’m in a school gym, and I’m near the exit that is a double door. I believe I’m in Thornton Middle School’s big gym or maybe I was in Morton Ranch High School’s gym (but the gym was on the right side in waking life instead of the left side in the dream).



Some guy was talking about how 158 copies of what looked like a racing car game (probably for the PS3 or XBOX 360 since he was opening an empty case of it I think) was stolen last night in a store.




Someone asked him why, and he said “The Patriots.” Then I realized he had to be talking about Metal Gear Solid 4 (because I was watching a few “Let’s Play MGS4” walkthroughs about a few hours before I slept).




The same guy who was talking about the stolen videogames had a PSP in his hands and was playing some random game while sitting down in the altering gym. A teacher was going to come in, so I wanted to tell him that they’re near and he should turn it off, but he didn’t mind and even turned up the volume a little bit.



I think also in this dream before it turned into a classroom, I see two familiar DCs that look like a guy I knew in my English Pre-AP class I had as a freshmen in Cypress Springs High School. Let’s call him Carlos. The other DC was a girl I had for my US History Dual Credit Course, and her name was Andrea I believe. I was talking to them about the incident, and I said that a guy named Carlos told me about it, and the guy who IS Carlos was like “Yeah.” (I didn’t realize I was talking to Carlos when I was mentioning Carlos knew about it at the time).

Then the gym turns into a classroom, and there ceramic looking desks with a shine to them and had seats attached. I see two familiar DCs. The desks were set up by having 4 people together, it they would basically form a square.



The first DC I noticed was my friend named Alyssa in waking life. She was sitting down on what appeared to be two seats stacked together. So I figured I should ask her if she could get up so I can give her the other chair on top, and she said “Sure!” with a smile on her face.

Then I realized there was already a chair for her, so before I sat on it, I saw some papers on the floor. I picked them up and one had the name of “Elsie” on top. Then I realized the DC that was diagonal to the right of me in the 4-people seating style of the classroom, and I give the paper to her.



She looks at it as if she’s surprised, but then she sees her name and she’s like “Oh, okay thank you” in a rushed tone, as if she was too shy to make eye contact with me.

(In waking life, she looked as if she was afraid to look at me directly…I would catch her looking at me at times, and she would quickly look the other way. I didn’t find that weird, it’s just something I see with a lot of girls, but I never really took it as a compliment for me being “eye-candy” to them).

(She didn't have her hand over her face like in the pic below, it's just that she turned quickly as if she was shy...which she was in waking life)


Then I give a random paper to Alyssa to the right of me and she said “Thank you!” I believe, and I gave the other paper in my hand to the last DC sitting in front of me (she was diagonal to the left of Alyssa).

She said “Thank You” as well. Then the whole class had to get up to go somewhere, and when we got out, I was bit conscious on whether or not my pants would be wet “down there.”

(I sweat a lot near my crotch, so I get a bit worried when I get up sometimes because I don’t want people seeing a small wet patch on my pants when I get up. But then again, you really have to look to see it, so I guess only people who have nothing to do but stare “earnestly” at my behind could see it).

We were walking in a line, and it seemed that before we left the door, we left the gym. So basically the classroom changes back to the gym whenever we got out. I’m walking sideways because I’m worried about the wet crotch on pants thing, then I gave up and just walked like normal.



Then it turns into a race where I’m running pretty fast with a few DCs ahead of me. I dash forward to pass one DC and three were remaining. I dash past the other one and two more remaining.

I thought I was going to be in the lead, until I realize the two DCs were running up the stairs and then headed straight. So I assumed I had to go up the stairs, but I felt I could just run straight.




This is what slowed me down, but I was still skipping many steps at once so it wasn’t a big deal. Then when I go straight, I see another set of stairs, and I hold on to the railing on the side, and take a HUGE LEAP down.
Nothing bad happened to me, and then I see a row of random DCs, so I assume it was the bell ringing for students to go to class.



I quickly dodge them before they went up the stairs and I see an old man sleeping in a dark gray sofa chair (the ones where you can pull the bottom front and you can rest your feet on it).



After a while, my clarity starts to get fuzzy, so I think I’m done with the race for now. I talk to the two random DCs who were in the lead what are we going to do next.

One DC said that we have to go to “Floor 7” to meet someone. I was wondering who, but he said females. I turn back to talk to the other DC, but he looked like some kind of mini-yeti. Kind of like the one from Twilight Princess, but it did had a combination that looked like it had the head of the huge mammal named Appa I think from Avatar that Aang used to ride.





I wasn’t spooked out by this and simply looked at it as another person and it said we’re going to meet someone. I didn’t know who they meant.

I woke up, and then I realized that these DCs where probably going to help me get to my dream guide.

Dream ends

I became lucid, and I remember failing to make a certain building appear. The dream resetted and I was sitting on a sidewalk, looking at a truck in front of me. I said "if im dreaming, anything is possible here, i can change the face of the man driving" And the people driving went off their own way. I started running down the street and turning right, and each time I would tell myself that the building i wanted would appear and be happy/confident in it. I got tired of waiting, and saw some bombshell walk out of a door, for some reason my instincts came about me, and since I was bored of looking for the building (which wasn't working) i mounted her, and "dry humped" her till I came and woke up soon after. Really wierd dream.

I awoke in my old house I haven't seen in 15 or so years. My parents received a fluffy creature. It looked like a mouse but much cuter and it had a personality much different than a normal mouse. I felt a bond to this creature and I was set out to protect it.

We played together and I watched him run around enjoying his life to the fullest. Then suddenly he flips over and starts shaking uncontrollably. I feel sad and helpless as I know I can't help him.

He then flips back over and seems like he's normal again. I then realize there are random pills all over the floor, under the couches, tables, and small places where the mouse could go and I couldn't. I knew the mouse would again encounter another pill and perhaps die if he eats it again. This also worried me and I tried to tell my parents the concern but they didn't seem to care as much as I did.

I then followed the mouse to the back laundry room. I encountered 2 massive badgers. At this point they were just crawling around very close to the mouse. I hit one of the badgers with a broom so he would pay attention to me and not the mouse.

The mouse than ran into the living room away from the badgers and I too ran away. The door was left open and the badgers came closer to us. I told my family we have badgers and they look angry.

The closer they got to us the more they turned into larger/walking badgers. Once they got next to use they were human sized and could talk. I remember feeling vulnerable and having to act like I wasn't scared so they wouldn't eat me.

There was more after that but I don't recall the rest.

December 21, 2011

There was a weird video game thing where I had to escape from a town full of murderous people.*

It all started when I went to a restaurant with my family. The waitress smacked me in the back of the head with a metal pan, and I woke up in a hospital. The nurse was beautiful, and we talked for around 20 minutes. She told me she was going to have to perform some exams on me. Being me, I assumed she was being flirty. So I agreed.*

** I remember I was doing a bridge when, upside down, I saw her approaching with a fucking katana. *She swung in slow motion, and I sprung to my feet in a split second, while my hand was grasping her weapon. She flew down in front of me, and I realized she was naked. Restraining urges, I held the sword over her body firmly, then something came over me.*

**I performed the "Torture of One Thousand Pieces", where I slowly cut off her flesh, one piece at a time, until she would tell me who she was, who sent her after me and why she did it. After there was a pile of skin bigger than her, (not sure how it happened) she wouldn't budge. All of her nerve endings were exposed, so I simply stabbed those repeatedly. She was starting to piss me off, so I swung the sword across her head, like a golf putt. Her decapitated head was crying.*

**I leaped out of the window, which happened to belong to the seventh floor. My sword was raised in front of me, pointing at the ground so that I could have it absorb the shock. After my safe landing, I surveyed the area, and I decided to head to the police station, twirling my katana in my hand.*

**When someone is greeted with gunshots, they don't take it well. I was no exception. Thankfully my reflexes were beyond godly for some reason. (I kept spinning the katana around in a circle really fast) They looked at me, then at each other. They threw their guns at me, which was kind of stupid. Their aim was pretty awful, and now the officers were gunless and they had nowhere to run.*

*I threw my sword at one officer, impaling his head on the wall. The other guy could only watch in horror as his buddy's headless corpse knocked him over. *I asked the man why they were attacking me, and they asked me what I would do if someone walked in on me with a big sword in their hands. I shrugged and sliced his heart open.*

**The townspeople barged into the police station, with their own swords. They all seemed like they wanted me dead. I charged at the leader, wrestling the sword out of his hand, giving me two blades. At the moment, the thought that maybe I could wield four blades crossed my mind, so I threw both swords at the idiots charging me. One got a free castration, the other just got stabbed in the stomach. I walked over to them and picked up my swords and theirs. *

**After I found a comfortable way to wield two katanas in each hand, I went to town on the mob. (Hurr get it?)*

I woke up, wishing it was longer.*

December 12, 2011

I wish I could remember more of my dream.*

All I know is that I was on some weird quest and my family kept antagonizing me.*

There was a part where we were on a base in the ocean. Some guys were fishing, and we heard someone yell "Holy Shit!"*

We ran outside, and saw a giant splash. I can't remember what the thing was, even though everyone kept repeating the name. It was either a pokemon or another fictional creature.*

December 17, 2011

Wasn't much of an interesting dream.*


I have trouble remembering the first half. There was a giant mountain surrounded by a lake.*
Before the lake part, I remember being at gamestop with Barry. There were two games we were buying. The first was some cartoon wrestling game, and the second was the Sims. I played the Sims game first, and everyone in it sounded like Beavis and Butthead. I think all the babies kept dying.*

The wrestling game I played second, and it was awful.*

The second part was pretty freaky, however. We were in the scout meeting place, for a food pickup thing. *It was extremely bright for some reason. Suddenly the whole scene morphed, and the meeting room was 10 times bigger. It was also very dim. I was sitting across from Kevin, and there was a glass door. (As in you could see everything through it.). Some weird thing kept peering out from a corner behind the door. It had a tuxedo on, but its head seemed to be a piece of string. Kevin wouldn't look behind him.*

I woke up after that door opened.

*December 20, 2011

There's not much from this dream.*

The very end of it was pretty weird. Basically, there were ten roller coasters...more like ferris wheels. Me and a friend (can't remember who this was) were waiting in line with a girl, about 12. There were only five cars, and they were all occupied.*

(This dream was set up like plants Vs. Zombies. If you haven't played it, I strongly recommend you do.)

I was trying to figure out why we were even here, at a pointless ride. When we got to the top, the girl vanished. And then my alarm clock woke me up with some weird chanting song.*

December 9, 2011

My dream was fun, I suppose.*

I was in a hotel room with my parents. They were drinking alcohol. I decided to go out on town, but as soon as I walked out the door, who would be in the opposite room but Kevin and his dad? I decided to head on in and hang out with Kevin.*

But before I walked out, I decided to go on Facebook. I got a friend request from the kid who was a complete jackass to me when i was younger, even coming very close to choking me. Of course, I said yes. Then, there was a knock on the door. He was at the door already. We had a very long discussion about something and we became friends.*

Then he had a heart attack.*

(I've had one or two dreams where this kid and I became best friends.)

Kevin, his dad and I were cruising around town in a limo. I can't remember anything that we did, but it was an amazing night. I got back in at 2 AM. My parents were playing a game with some random old lady, and they told me to go to bed.*

The next day, Kevin and I decided to go check out a house that was said to be abandoned. It was pure white. As we opened the door, we could hear party noises.*

Inside, everything was dark brown. Bugs were everywhere. The last thing I remember is Kevin walking out of the bathroom covered in hornets saying, "Don't go in there."


The second dream was another Skyrim dream.*

I was with two people, a girl and boy. They were twins, and the girl was pretty cute. We were traveling along the snowy plains when a GIANT green dragon appeared in the middle of the sky.*

It was called a "Hunting Elder Dragon", and this thing was about the size of a blue whale. We took refuge in an open car.*

We just sat there in the car, wondering if we could take it down. I decided I should call in my own dragon soon, but first we should attempt to kill it. We all kept shooting fireballs at it. I think its health was almost depleted when it grew back all the way. The twins ran out and promptly got eaten. I stepped out and looked around.*

There were dozens of dragons flying in circles, like hawks. I figured it was a good time to call my dragon in. Oddly enough, the Hunting Elder Dragon seemed to be gone. I had a feeling that maybe it had split into all of these dragons, gliding around above an icy wasteland.*

My dragon flew in and started biting apart all the others. After about 20, my dragon transformed into a Hunting Elder Dragon, and I woke up.*

Dream:

I was a passanger in a car driving down the freeway. I suddenly saw two little girls (ages about 5 and 4) in the road walking right to where out car would be passing in seconds. They were so close when we passed I couldn't tell if we hit them or not. We pulled over. I looked back and saw a man standing over two little bodies at the side of the road. I ran back. I was horrified.

But when I got to them the little girls were sitting up and appeared to be alright. They had been knocked down, but not directly hit. I suddenly recognized the girls. I said" I know you. I taught you in preschool last year.....or was that two years ago? Remember me?" Neither girl seemed to remember. But then I realized that they were so young. Of course they wouldn't remember something that happened two years ago.

Dream 1- We were on a field trip in a place with four main sections for pokemon. Adventure pokemon, aggresive pokemon, and etc. I don't remember what happened there but somebody got mad at me, but it was still fun. When we got back everybodies last 3 periods were changed. One of mines was changed to celebi hunting. As it turns out I was apparently a celebi but nobody knew. The other class was learning how to spot a celebi in hiding. I knew I had to get out o this school soon. I can't remember wether or not I did.

I'm playing baseball in the hallway of a school. I pitch the ball to an older woman and am surprised as she knocks it all the way to the other end of the hallway. A group of students pick up the ball and start playing with it themselves.

I'm at an outdoor circus or fair. There's a woman who lays down in a tank of water and holds her breath. She challenges people to hold their breath longer than she does. I'm with 2 girls and a guy and all three of them get in the tank and begin holding their breath underwater. I'm watching and wondering "How long can you hold your breath in a dream?"

This isn't a journal entry per say, just something I wanted to share that I have noticed, related to the subject of this journal.

I have been meditating for 3 months or so now and I have noticed, sometimes when I am deep in meditation, that I can occasionally feel a body part in a different location than where I left it.

For example tonight my physical feet were on the floor, as usual, but at one point I felt them sort of crossed in front of me, soles touching. This was really weird because the chair is high enough that I could not physically place my feet in the same location I felt them.

Other experiences like this are hands or arms in a different place then their physical counterparts. I have also had one false alarm when my hand felt arched instead of flat on my knee, but I glanced down and it was arched, although I do not recalling arching it.

All other times I was able to subtly verify the location of the physical limbs, then the sensation from the non-physical limbs vanished.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was going somewhere, possibly on a long trip somewhere where I wouldn't be able to get anything new to read. So I either had to take one book with me or read one book really quickly before I left.

I was in a living room which was filled with natural light. I was looking at a shelf-like niche that ran across a white wall. The wall served as a bookshelf, and the bookshelf was mostly full.

I felt an urge to look to the left end of the bookshelf, almost as if a voice were calling me to do so. The voice may have been speaking about psychic phenomena. I think the voice was low and a bit gravelly, but gentle and intelligent sounding.

I saw a book that was much bigger than all the other books. All the other books were small and black, almost like binder-shaped date books. This book was tall, hardcover, with a red, cloth cover. There was gold lettering along the spine, giving the book's title, which probably had the work "Psychic" in it.

I opened the book. The man's voice was, I think, now talking about either the Book of Revelations or the end times. I thought that the book I opened must have been the Bible, and that I must have been reading a passage from the Book of Revelations.

But when I looked closer at the words, I realized I was actually reading the text from a Christian book called Renewing Your Mind, by a pastor named Marilyn Hickey. (IWL this was an important book for my family when I was a young boy.)

Dream #2

Possibly down in the canyon of a United States National Park. Probably in the parking lot for the visitor's center at the park.

I stood outside my mom's car. My mom was dropping me off here. I was going to be here for a long time. I was possibly going to work and live here.

I saw all this as if from outside my body and up in the air, at least three meters up in the air, and at varying lengths from my body -- between three meters away and fifty meters away, at the other end of the parking lot.