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Encounter with a Woman

I was in bed with a woman next to me. She was older, but sexy. Beside her on the other side of her was someone else, likely a man.

I started rubbing her back, nervous that she wouldn't like it, or that the person on the other side of her wouldn't like it. The woman ended up rolling over me to go to the bathroom.

She was wearing a white robe. As she rolled over, we were chest to chest. I was somehow able to feel her breast as she rolled over. It was not a bear cop, but I felt it better than if it were through a terry robe in waking life.

She went to the bathroom. After a minute, I went to the bathroom. As she came out, I wanted to spend a moment with her, but there were two kids that could possible see. I started to go through the bathroom door. I looked back and now there was a small hall with another door, so that we had privacy. In other words, she could pass through her door back to the bed room, and I could pass through the bathroom door, and go to the bathroom. Until then, we were both in this hall way type room.

After a moment, I realized we wanted each other. I held her, but then she said that she couldn't do it because it would affect the rest of her life.

The End
~

The Butterfly

I was kicking a football around a yard. I kicked it kind of far, then there was a soccer ball. I tried to kick it to where I had kicked the football, but it went to the left. I went to retrieve the soccer ball and found a butterfly about twice the size of a Monarch. It was black with blue and yellow spots.

I called to my cousin N. to look at it. It was alive, but not well, or it couldn't fly because of the high winds There was an ant on one wing. I didn't want the ant to destroy her wing because I wanted to make jewelry out of it like a ring I had seen in waking life.

The End.

This is a dream i have had recently, and for two weeks now, i have been unable to sleep most nights, and if i manage, i resume to having nightmares. I fear sleep now, terrified of what dreams may be lurking in the shadows. It started with a simple ride through the night with my older sister,we were going to a lake nearby to jog a few times around the lake. I remember driving over the railroad tracks, and looking to my right to find that there was a train speeding down the tracks. A shadow appeared in the lights of the train, and i came to realization that there was a boy standing infront of the train. I jumped out of the car, running head on to the train just to save this boy. I heard him screaming, grief was strong in his voice, and as i neared to him, there were tears streaming down his face. This boy was my best friend, who in life, is at times suicidal and lives not too far from these railroad tracks. I never could bear to lose him, so i grabbed him by his arms and tried to pull him off of the tracks. The train was getting so close, and the metallic smell of blood was strong. His arms are sliced up from self mutilation, and the blood was all over my hands. I remember the pain in his eyes, i was begging him not to, and i refused to get off of the tracks without him. The trains headlight was shining straight on us now, so close, and i grabbed his arm to pull him off. At that moment, i turned one last time to look at the train. Everything went black, and i felt pain course through my body. I had been hit. The next thing i remember is seeing flashing red lights, paramedics all around, and the sun was rising behind the mountains. I was on a stretcher,my head,my back, and my legs were in severe pain. I looked to my left, only to find that there was glass from the headlight of the train,blood was everywhere, and i lay eyes onto my friend. He was still, but he was alive. And it seemed like the sky was painted in our blood. Then my eyes opened,and it was only 4:45 in the morning. Its a terrifying dream for me.

I was by some kind of big building that kind of reminded me of the white house. I was on a balcony sort of thing. There was some kind of christmas festival going on I stood in front of a mirror that's supposed to show two kids standing next to you, but it didn't work. I walked downstairs and saw someone dressed like a daruma. I figured he was the mascot for this place. I went back up the stairs and then down the opposite stair case. I came to a stand with more mirrors. I looked in one and saw that I had the ears and tail of a cheetah (well the ears were more house cat like). I looked at my backside and saw that I really did. This made me lucid. It was pretty weird, but i decided to leave it like that instead of wasting time trying to take it off. I guess it was kinda cool in it's own way anyway. I stared at my tail and the image became more vivid. I took off flying towards a square building and landed on the roof when* my alarm wakes me up.

Poor sleep, not much recall.

1) I was with two other people, in a small box-like room, and one was instructing me how to squat press a weight. Other person was going after me I think...

The earliest dream I can remember started out with me at a college dorm area. The atmosphere was a bit dark, like everything had a bit of overshadowing darkness but it didn't have the nightmare feeling just dark. I was planning to leave the dorm by running away with my friend Ashley, but as we were preparing to go the dorm went under lock down so they could play a sort of guessing game. Everyone went back to their rooms, or neighboring room. With the door open they had to guess how many people were in the room. There was a sort of threadbare drapery over the door and the person on the outside couldn't see into the room. There was a pile of money at the door way to represent how many people were in the room somehow. The number that comes up is $17 from my memory. There were maybe six people lying on the floor hiding while the searcher was crouched on the floor trying to see in and guess. At the same time there was a sort of demonic entity hovering in the upper left of the doorway. I acknowledged it with a word like "drijna" and bound it to the room as I left with Ashley and got into a black Honda CR-V to drive up to San Francisco, we were in the Ventura, CA area in my dream.

As usual with my dreams and me driving I don't exactly have control of the vehicle, it might be my lucid mind trying to take over control. Never does a dream go well with me driving in it. There were trees a long the road and instead of the usual white and yellow lines marking the road it was a green and maybe blue paint. I drove through an intersection and I was supposed to turn right at but didn't get my blinkers on fast enough so ended up stopping in the middle of the road. There was a cop there and behind me came up the demonesque man from the dorm. I believe he came into the CR-V. I looked at it and told it a line of gibberish also containing the word "drijna" and it left. We took off driving again towards the 101 Freeway using the side harbor roads near the Ventura Pier but there were a lot of pedestrians and we missed the on ramp for the 101 North. I thought since we missed it we can continue on the road towards Carpenteria and catch the 101 around Mussel Shoals.

But before we got too far out I decided to turn left onto a beach not far out from Ventura to go under the overpass and call my friend Mia and let her know I was in town. This was an area of brief lucidity I believe. Mia ended up being there to be a journalist for an assignment of somekind, as was my friend Hannah. We wondered down in the overpass because there were cave like areas to talk to people. I think that I was helping her gather interviews. It was around here that we ended up on a ferry/cruise ship going somewhere maybe San Fran. As we were going out I found that my friend Mike was aboard the ship and we talked a bit that he was offended I hadn't called that I was in. After that there were giant waves going around the ship. Very similar to the waves near the end of "Ponyo" depicted by Hayao Miyizaki. All I could think about the time that was happening is I need to take photos because of how cool it was. After awhile it was really rough to the point it was terrifying. I could see about 100ft or so down the side of the ship to the ocean from the crest of the wave. For some reason I thought that this was really epic and needed a song fitting for it. This being another semi-lucid state. A quick racking of my brain and I chose "Kings and Queens" by 30 Seconds to Mars. Everyone joined in as we were on the bow of the ship.

Eventually it calmed down we were all on land near a beach in a sort of out door amphitheater. A lady whom was similar to an MC was fawning over someone, then a few other people and finally a guy in just black briefs she was going over his tattoos. Another lucid point of me was the line from Mulan played twice in my head:"This tattoo will protect me from harm." So I stripped down to my underwear to show her my 4 tattoos that I have in real life. She rubbed a sort of oil all over each tattoo. She paid close attention to the vine and words I have on my left outer calf, to the point where I noticed I had stubble on my legs. I'm a guy and don't like leg hair . She pointed out that one of the leaves was faded because I scrapped it off whilst shaving. I was ticked and went through a series of thoughts that I need to get a hold of my tattoo artist and get a touch up. I lost lucidity after that. Next I seen lines of text going across the topside of my left hand that were tattoos. A short paragraph on my right leg that ended with the Pi symbol.

After that the amphitheater turned into a church area that made me excited. Four symbols were on the stage backlight by different lights. I believe it was red, green, blue an yellow and they represented different factions of Christianity to appease to all those who were on the ship. That is all that I can remember from this mornings WBTB.

01/03/12

Note: This is the 2nd day in a row for me posting dreams in the new year. Not much of a streak yet, but I'm working on it. Here is the dream from last night:

Agent 00-Raven
I am in a swampy type area, approaching the outside walls of a large military installation. I know my goals for this mission. I am to get inside the compound and open the outer gates so the forces controlled by my allies can enter and take over the installation. There are biological weapons being created in there, and this is what I am here to put a stop to. The outside of the compound is far too well defended, but if someone can get in and open the front gates…

So I am approaching the compound from the back side, through some thick swampy land. The swamplands provide a good cover for my approach as long as I am careful not to get stuck in quicksand or something like that. Even in the swamps there are lookout towers hidden in the trees. And even though it is night I am worried about being seen, so I stick in the areas with deeper water. When I get close to a lookout tower I duck under the murky water where I am sure no one can see me. Using this method I arrive at the outer wall of the compound.


I search around the walls for a bit until I find an opening where the water is allowed to flow through the outer wall… either that or the swampy water has eaten away at the wall... I slip through that opening and now I am inside the compound. Now I need to find the main controls for the front gate so I can let my allies in. Since I have no idea where to look, I start sneaking around trying to find any sign of where I need to be. I find the main lab first. They are working on a bio-toxin that causes some kind of plague that is known for bringing death within 24 hours. I remember I have the antidote in my pocket, one dose of it, in the form of a stick of gum. I also remember them telling me not to use it until I am sure there is no chance of further contact with the illness. While the cure rate for the first time is nearly 100%, the effectiveness of the antidote decreases with each subsequent exposure to the illness. I go into the room and destroy a couple of samples of the virus to make sure no one can grab a sample and split. Not only are the samples compromised, but anyone going after them would be infected. I am sure I have also been infected, but I have my antidote gum, so I am good.


I continue searching the compound and finally I find the place I was looking for. It is the front guard room where the main gate controls are. There are three men in there keeping an eye on things, but they don't seem to be doing that good a job of it. They seem pretty laid back and bored. Of course that changes when they see me there, and all three of them reach for their guns. I am faster than them, however, and I pull my gun and squeeze off three quick rounds, one shot to each of the guards. Bang, bang, bang. They all drop dead. I go over to the controls and activate the mechanism to open the gates. When the gates move that sets off an alarm and the guards in the compound rush out to see what is going on. It is too late, however, as my allies are now swarming into the compound and taking out enemies rapidly. I see them surround a final group of enemies, who surrender and are taken into custody.

I notice I have a bit of a sore throat right now, and I am even noticing the beginnings of a fever. That surprises me, I hadn't realized symptoms would begin so quickly. I pull out my stick of antidote gum and chew it. I sit there in the guard house and chew my gum while I wait for the symptoms to ease. While I am doing that I wake up. It turns out I have a sore throat in waking life, so that is probably what I was feeling in the dream.

I saw a man and knew he was 'a second Jesus'. He wanted to go to the top of a mountain. His friends were worried about him because lightning was going to strike at the same time he arrived. After he resurrected, I saw Jesus (not sure if it's the guy or actual Jesus) holding onto a rope under a spaceship. It pulled him upwards into space.

These two short dreams are the reason I discovered the science of lucid dreaming and in turn this website, so I thought I'd share them. I had actually gotten out of bed around 11am, had a shower, had some breakfast and messed around on my computer for about an hour before I started feeling kind of ill so decided to take a quick nap. Jumped back into bed, fully clothed around 2pm and fell asleep.

Into my dream now. I was sat in a small, empty, italian restaurant. The furniture looked more like patio furniture than something fitting a restaurant, I was on my own sat at a table in the corner. I knew that my best friend had just left and my sister was in the bathroom even though I hadn't actually seen them in the dream. The waiter came over and started talking to me about the bill, it was around this point I started to became aware that I was dreaming. I remember that the conversation between me and the waiter was incoherent and continued without me being part of it. The waiter left, annoyed that I couldn't pay the bill. I was just looking around the room and noticed that it was impossible to see out the two big windows taking up one wall because it was too bright. It was like someone had covered the windows in a thin yellow curtain and pointed a bright spotlight at it. I didn't spend long looking around or thinking about my situation before trying to stand up. I became overwhelmed with a excited feeling that my my stomach tingle, similar to when you used to spin around as a kid, minus the nausea. I got half way to fully upright when I woke up.

It didn't take long before I fell asleep again and this time I was sat in my computer chair, exactly as I am now. I was instantly aware of my dreaming state, the room was filled with a dull orange light, almost making my room look sepia. I could see perfectly clearly though, to my right my sister was knelt on the floor in front of my TV playing the xbox. I swiveled my chair round to face her back and thought for a second what I should do. I decided to try and touch her on the shoulder to see what would happen. As I leant forward it felt like the chair had been tipped up and I fell straight off through the floor, I think the falling sensation teamed with the same rush of excitement woke up me again.

And that's it. Those dreams are the reason I am here and have suddenly discovered all the different techniques and possiblities that comes with lucid dreaming. As well as meeting some awesome people here. Look forward to writing about another lucid experience soon.

Dream 1
I was in the halls of the Chancellor's quarters in Coruscant. I was chasing someone or something through the halls, I might've had a lightsaber as I don't remember much but it was dark in the halls.


The person I was chasing could've been IG-88 all I know is that he had a staff. I shot lasers or he shot lasers at me. The laser were red.

I also remember going back to the beggining like it was a game. Twisted Metal or something. I looked out the door at one point it was night time, the city looked pretty nice though.

Dream 2
I was in my house and I has boxing gear on (headguards, gloves). I was talking to someone who resembled Shaquille O'Neal, we conversed about boxing and then started talking about weight classes. I said I was a welterweight and I couldn't spar him he went through the weight classes "Lightweight,welterweight,middleweight,heavyweight ,bigweight".

"Bigweight? I think you mean Super Heavyweight" I said.
"What?" then he said he could beat me up and he started punching me. I thought it was going to hurt loads becasue of his weight advantage.

We left the kitchen and went to the frontroom. Where we were to spar my coach told me to get in. But I only remember standing outside the "ring" (the space designated in the front room). I really should've RC'd.

January 3, 2012

Dream Signs Update

Based on the past few nights and many random dreams I was too lazy to write, my dream signs deal mostly with FORM and CONTEXT involving the home.

1. The apartment is an older apartment I haven't lived in for years: context

2. My bedroom is the wrong bedroom I haven't had for years: context

3. I'm living with the whole family, when I'm not: context

4. Theres a hill where there shouldn't be a hill: context

5. Driving to dallas only took an instant, wow!: context

6. I don't remember ever parking my car, where did it go?: context

7. I'm in a class I shouldn't be in: context

8. The highway never makes any sense : setting form

9. Im upset my sisters are deciding the arrangement of my room: emotions

10. bathrooms are as weird and as scary as ever: setting form

So, lots of context dream signs! Not easy! But most of it has to do with the home. So that's what I'll focus on the most for the next week or so.

Reality Check Everytime:

1. I come into contact with family: Are they supposed to be living here? Am I supposed to be sharing a room with them?

2. Everytime I'm in my room: Is this my room? Is my bed where its supposed to be? How many beds are here?

3. Everytime I'm in the living room: Is this my living room? Is the front door where it should be, by the kitchen? Is the porch where it should be? Does the porch have a screen door or a regular door?

4. Everytime I'm in the kitchen: Is the kitchen where its supposed to be? Does it have one entrance or two? Whos in the kitchen and why?

5. Everytime I'm going somewhere: Do I even know where I'm going? Why am I going there? Does the going there make sense?

6. Everytime Im in the bathroom: Do the bathroom appliances make sense? Is the toilet scary?

and something like that

My mother revealed to me that while I had been visiting her, she found my IUD in her house. Apparently, it had come dislodged and fallen out. She kept it for months, deliberately not telling me, so I'd give her grandchildren. I looked at myself and saw that indeed, I was pregnant. I yelled angrily at my mother, flabbergasted that she'd stoop so low. I asked her if she understood that I'd been drinking and doing drugs the past few months, unaware of her schemes, and that the baby would not be well. I screamed with despair, and the noise sounded like a baby's scream.

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The setting is a sterile, white, minimal, hermetically-sealed floor of a skyscraper. Small boys and girls, all aged around 10-14 and all blonde, live here, each in their own small room. They're overseen by adult minders and have never been outside of the building. One girl is curious about the outside and manages to leave. She finds she can fly. The building the children live in, she sees, is surrounded by nothing but high-rises in an endless dystopian cityscape.

The girl returns and develops a love of dragons. She orders (or I send her?) dragon toys from the internet, which appear in her sterile room in Amazon boxes.

The girl meets a boy, and eventually both escape. They end up at an art gallery with experimental electronica playing and a circus-like atmosphere. How should the story end, I wonder? Should they live happily ever after? No, the story should end in tragedy, I think. They should meet someone - maybe a tattooed lady? It's been done in Stranger in a Strange land, I remember.

03.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: ( This is from 1/2/12, but I didn't want to make two posts in one day )

I took a late afternoon nap for this one.

I'm back in college station, and I'm headed to go back to my apartment, but I'm having trouble riding my bike.

I take a left and go straight and I jump with my bike onto some grass with a small chair that fell down sideways.


Dream 1: (This is 1/3/12)

Sasuke is coming out of the lake with Naruto, and they're as old as they are in Naruto Shippuden. Sasuke is wearing some weird looking outfit, it's like a mix of his samurai looking outfit when he first encountered Naruto and the new one where he fought and killed Danzo.



I was in spectator mode, and Sasuke's eyes were in Sharingan Mode all the time, probably to stop Naruto from counterattacking.

(But I thought Naruto, at least in sage mode, wouldn't fall for Sasuke's genjutsu, but then again I couldn't recall if Naruto was in Sage mode).

Anyway, Sasuke continues to hold Naruto by the arms and keeps moving forward. Then when all of us enter a room, there was some kind vine looking monster, like a tentacle arm. It tried to attack Sasuke, but no use.

Then some random bug that looks like a mini-praying Mantis appears (from this point on the dream recall goes to crap, but just for this dream, so I won't try to fill too many details).



Oh wait, nevermind, that's all I remembered for the dream hahaha. (Sorry, I honestly had more recall, but I didn't want to type it since the dream REALLY went random.

Dream 2:

Let me give you the mentality of this dream.

Spoiler for Just doing this in case...:

Imagine being a child, stuck in a small shed, you're barely surviving and soliders are trying to look for any survivors from the opposing country.

They have guns, while you have the defense of a paper hat (you're not really holding a paper hat mind you). So it's best not to make a sound right? Otherwise you go bye-bye.

(Sorry, when I wake up again from another dream, I'll probably regret this really vague sarcasm with the analogy, but it's the best I can do without boring you with long and fancy-smanchy words).

And when they come in your area, one goes into the shed, and you go bat shit crazy on him and start stabbing the guy and you laugh like crazy while the blood squirts all over your face and you enjoy every moment of it because your body is still recovering from the abnormal flow of adrenaline causing you to fight and become REALLY insane.

That's how scared I was below.

I was inside some random room, and it's pretty dark. (kind of like the description I provided in the spoiler about the mentality of this dream if you didn't read it beforehand)

I was calm at first, but then this really big DC in the dark slowly comes out of nowhere, and he was holding a weapon! Maybe an uzi or something, but I wouldn't have allowed it to try and kill me.



There's a machine gun (mini-sized,probably an Uzi as well) convienently placed on the floor. I grab it quickly and before I shoot, the moment was like when two people with swords get closer and closer and closer and make the final strike, and you see their faces up close and personal and BAM.



I was making some weird facial expressions out of fear, and shot the DC. I just kept shooting and shooting. After I killed it, I kind of go mentally insane (but I won't explain more on how I was going crazy).

Dream 3:

Spoiler for I'm serious, don't do it if you don't want to see.:

Spoiler for Are you sure you want to see me do weird things? o.o:

Spoiler for It's not that bad, but it's kind of disturbing for me....you can still click this to check:

WARNING: IF YOU LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER, PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT THIS SECOND PART OF THE DREAM (I'll have a spoiler hiding it, but just wanted to tell you in advance).

Pure and simple dream here, I accidently stab someone who looks like Justin Bieber. I thought they would die, but after a while, they come back. He was giggling and tried to send some message that I'm trying to kill him.



I don't know why he didn't die, I stabbed him straight in the heart. I saw the blood pouring slowly, I even pushed the knife a little deeper.

Justin was smiling the whole time, I don't know why he wouldn't be scared or me just killing him, and him suddenly coming back to life. I keep trying to grab his arms because he's typing that I'm trying to kill him.

He is basically acting like a little child in the dream...he was opening the door that led to outside, but I quickly lock it back. Then I decided this guy just needs to die.

I get some weapon that looks like a curvy sword (like cutlass or machete), and completely push Justin to the ground and stabbed him in the heart horizontally.

(It was like the second to last sword on the right)


The weird part was that he was gone, and I was cutting off into 3 pieces a dried up heart.



I see the pieces fall and some weird stuff was in it. The insides looked like a 3D-display of organelles in an Animal Cell.



I think it's from me watching Justin's video on "Baby ft. Ludacris" on the DreamTube section of Dreamviews (which I really regret watching all ~3:45 minutes of it)

These dreams are starting to become TOO random...

And I didn't enjoy the last dream at all, I was still kind of freaked out from the one before it.

There was three tubes. Each was made out of a red tinted metal that glowed. Inside them was three people I recognized. Then I woke up.

6th Dream of 2012

I was in a ruined house inside a dark forest. I had to kill this zombie things. After that someone from the FBI came and I went into another dram fragment.

5th Dream of 2012

In waking life we're going to the beach in Mexico in 10 days, so last night I'm visualizing being there as I fall asleep. I'm fishing on some rocks above the ocean. I get a big bite and something is pulling very hard. It's almost pulling me off the rocks, even though I've got my drag set to let out line. This feels like the biggest fish I've ever had on. I know I'll have to climb down closer to the water to have any chance of landing it.

As I climb down the tension in my line releases and I know I've lost the fish. I pull in my line and my leader has been twisted and shaped into some kind of wind chime looking thing. I'm amazed but not quite enough to become lucid.