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I was on a very big, fast moving train. The inside was dark but had tiled floors and it was a school apparently. I remember there being a ton of people all freaked out with someone lying in a pool of blood in one of the corridors.

A few days ago.

11th Recalled Dream of 2012

Last night was a night with no recall. Actually I had some recall when I first woke up, but since I was awakened by the phone and it was my school telling me they'd screwed up my schedule I got too distracted before I could take any notes... and now I remember absolutely nothing. Hoping for better luck tonight.

dream : comments : lucid

12th of January, 2012

Two big, vivid dreams this night. The second one kicked ass, as well.

I was waiting in a classroom of some sort. I knew Nooks had gone somewhere and I was alone for the week so I asked Mel if she knew anything fun to do around here...

...I was walking through the snow and we went into a shopping centre that had all these arcade machines and stores. To play the games, you had to swipe a card through a little slot, but ours didn't work (I think they were pirated cards or something) so the cashiers took our photos and we bailed. Out the front, some kid intentionally sneezed on my face so I beat him and his two friends up and threw him off the balcony and into a fountain below. I walked off feeling all badass.

Suddenly I had a bike and was walking with Acka down a wide lane. Some German kids were doing graffiti and being menacing towards us. Acka got spooked and went home and I walked into a hostel at the end of the alley. Mel was there again and was really drunk. I wandered around and suddenly it was supposedly Naomi's house, so for some reason I took a whizz in her bin and then wanted to go home. I didn't have any car keys, so I asked Tim to take me. I went outside again and it was daytime. Opposite the laneway was an Aussie pub and I remembered that Jimmy Barnes wanted me to order some drinks, so I went in and bought three different types but didn't have enough money to pay. I hid two of the bottles amongst some lettuce.

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With Caz, Nooks and some other people playing a Pilot Wings type game.
We went outside and found ourselves in Atlantis. It was pretty beautiful, I must say. I climbed up the lovely buildings and onto a mezzanine level where I found a drainpipe that was dispensing fresh water but Caz only wanted to brush her teeth with hot water.

At that point, the city began to collapse and sink into the ocean so we ran to this giant stone circle that was broken in half and hanging above the city square. As it collapsed, we just managed to join the pieces back together and fell into the water while riding it. As it sank, the disc began to spin and the interior filled with a Stargate like material except it was divided into segments, each with a different image on it. Later we discovered that they were each a portal into a different era- specifically a bad day in the life of a person from one particular bloodline.
We jumped into the first segment and found ourselves in an old galleon that was sinking. The captain was the person in the bloodline but was also Hugh Laurie and we decided that this was an excellent time to hang out in the on board hot tub, which we did. As the ship sank we jumped back into the disc and emerged in a WWII junkyard that was filled with derelict buses and plane carcasses. I drew a goatee on this fat, jovial soldier (I think it was meant to be a Hitler moustache, but they got the joke anyway) who was the person we were visiting this time.

The dream began to slowly lose focus shortly after that. There were several other portals we didn’t go through; I remember one being a Roman farm/countryside and one was an expansive image of a beautiful purple spiral galaxy. I wish I’d gone to that one and seen who the relative was.

dream : comments : lucid

11th of January, 2012

Just some fragments of this one, but still, better than nothing!

We were celebrating New Years at a lovely hotel. It was like an old arcade/mall- like something you'd find in Melbourne or London. For some reason the celebrations started at 2am instead of midnight. I remember thinking at the time that was really odd. Probably should have done a RC. During the celebrations (or was it before? I think this was one of those timeshifting dreams where you forsee the coming events) aliens/transdimensional beings invaded the hotel and caused these giant security doors to lock down into seperate compartments. I tried to convince people that transdimensional beings were behind it all, but no one believed me. We went outside and saw the hotel was built into the side of a hill and started mixing cocktails for everyone.

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We were driving around and Acka had a bomb that he wanted to plant in someone's house.

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I was playing a Batman video game that I'm pretty sure was my take on Arkham City. I was walking him around a new development in a city but he moved infuriatingly slowly.

dream : comments : lucid

10th of January, 2012

I kept dropping in and out of lucidity throughout the whole night.

The dream, as far as I can recall, started off with us at some kind of western style ranch. We were having a campfire and drinking ol' style Whisky and such. I noticed a homestead a little bit away and we went up to it to check it out. I walked around a bit, admiring how interesting everything looked in my half-lucid state. After a little scrounging, I found this outdoor patio type area that had heaps (like HEAPS) of guns mounted all over the walls. Eventually things got a bit heated and some guys who I think owned the place approached me, at which point I picked two revolvers off the wall and started examining them. Evidently that was just the incentive one of the guys neded and he proceeded to shoot me in the neck. I lay dying for a bit and then things start to get hazy...

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On a cruise ship doing some fencing (the sword type, not the wooden type). I was wearing the usual mask and remember some guy being really weird to me about it- I'm not exactly sure why, but I recall thinking he was a total dick at the time. Suddenly I found myself on land and walked around a bit admiring the sights; it was a small village with water through it, similar to Venice or something like that. Again, I was partially lucid at this point but not really in control per se. I turned around and noticed the cruise ship was really small, more a yacht in the canal. I gained a bit more lucidity and attempted to make it big again but ended up making myself huge as well. I climbed onto the side of the ship and peeped onto the deck, attempting to see the tiny people aboard, but couldn't make anything out. While I was there, some narration started about dinner or something and I started having these overlaid image flashes of the most delicious looking food ever!

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The last one is really fragmentory. I know at the time it was a cohesive dream, but I forgot a lot of the content on waking.
Nooks and I moved house into a less impressive apartment. The courtyard had an awesome harbour view that was for some reason obstructed by tall walls on all sides. Lots of time spent in the carpark fixing lights and flying around and stuff. There were HEAPS of cars- thousands of them. Something to do with fixing a graphics card by plugging in these bio-wires on the wall of one of the parking spaces.

There was a box of peeps on the table that said "Kiss x Sis."

I'm fairly sure the dream I had last night was one long one but it's broken up and I can't remember certain parts. I'll do my best to recount the dream.

I was in a long building with a friend called James. The building was empty and we came to a door that led outside. We walked out and I could see rolling hills into the distance. We walked about 100 meters when something large flashed in-front of us. James told me "That's a cat! RUN!". So I turned around a ran as fast as I could back to the door. Images of a cheetah lions came to me, and when I turned around it was a lion chasing us back to the building. We ran into the building and the lion followed. James went left and I went right. I jumped into a lift and went to the second floor which overlooked the first floor I was just on. I thought I would be safe up here, but the lion started taking run ups and jumping to where I was. I started running away and the lion kept trying to jump up. It finally made it up and I ran as fast as I could.

Now I was at a sports oval and I was on the hiding from some people who were after me. Someone gave me a device that would determine the level of color of an object. It was long and thin. You would hold it against the object you wanted and look down the small hole and it would give a reading.

I was in a large hall from the university I graduated from. Some people who I went on exchange with were there. I approached one and said Hi, he was very happy to see me but all of the others ignored me. I felt a little insulted. The one who said hi took me aside and was trying to hug me but I wouldn't let him. We started talking about the others and how I really felt about them. I went back over to them and they got up to plan a holiday they were having. The room turned into a larger version of my bedroom but there was gym equipment. One girl set up her laptop where my bed was and started organizing things. She was so particular about everything, and it was really annoying and frustrating me. She had everything planned to the "t" such as the exact two opportunities we could go and buy and purchase a rug, but we had to choose one time only. It was really starting to annoy me and I was saying things that I knew were making her know I was annoyed. She then asked a question about my ex-girlfriends sister and family and if they would be "91 days in Bangkok, maybe I can have some free accommodation". I ignored the accommodation part and started asking "what do you mean 91 days! that doesn't make any sense". She started to get upset and I started to tell her how much I hated her and annoyed me. How rude she was. I felt so much better and little superior. I told her how others felt the same way so I knew I wasn't wrong and didn't feel bad. I walked off.

I was now driving at the bottom of a hill with a friend. I drove over some speed bumps recklessly. My friend said I shouldn't do that it's bad for the car. I told him it would be fine. As we got further and further up the hill there were small villages and a lot of police. We got to a large tunnel. As we walked through the tunnel it started to open up into a strange world of clouds and mountains. Everything was more like a silhouette than the actual thing. There was a family who had a baby tiger and were going to return it to it's mother.

A lucid I had a few nights back took place in the highest mountain range I had ever seen. Prefacing this, I was to attend on of Ricki Carrol's cheese making workshops, only to discover it was held not in her MA home, but in an eclectic mansion high up in these make believe Alps or something. I stood atop the highest one, looking out at layer after layer of seemingly endless stretches of mountains. Most were snow-topped, giving way to lush green valleys that led to silvery lakes and rivers, reflecting the nearly perfectly blue sky, notched with flecks of wispy clouds. I became lucid on top of that mountain, and even though I knew it was just a dream, it was almost scary being that high up! Then I said to myself, I'm really missing out on life, I need to travel more and see places like this. It was such a rich and vivid view.

Then I found Ricki and some students, and she was carrying the softest, whitest baby goat into the mansion. The second I stepped into the home I lost them, but it was ok because then I got to lose myself in the crazy labyrinth that was supossed to be her workshop. Every room was totally different, weird and artsy, and if I tried to go back to a room, it had changed. Just before I woke up, I was playing peek-a-boo with an ottoman whose fabric changed color each time I peeked around the corner. I didn't want to wake up then, I was having a blast in Ricki's funhouse.

Same old story with the recall, only fragments. I guess being biphasic at the moment is capping the limit of my recall. I'm staying asleep so short times that proper long dreams can't form. According to my Zeo Sleep Monitor my longest REM-periods happen a little bit after five hours, so it's no wonder that I'm not reaching my best with 3-4 hours at a time. I'll still keep this up, we'll see if it improves once I get more used to it.

In the meanwhile let's check back to one fucked up dream I had a while back. One that proves that being lucid and having a nightmare are not exclusive.

Killing My Mom
Date: July 27th, 2009
Lucid: Yes
Method: DILD

I don't remember what triggered the lucidity, but after confirming it with reality check I was semi-excited. I had read bunch of stuff back then about grounding the lucidity using touch, so I tried licking a screw that I found. I didn't notice any change in the quality of the dream.

Next I tried to put the living room's light's on as the dream seemed a bit dark. Obviously the lights wouldn't work. I called out my mom to put them on. I mean surely the dream character would manage to put them on? I don't remember what we exactly said to each other, but she didn't do it in the end. So I did the next best alternative. I started fucking smashing the lamps into pieces. I guess I am more random when lucid than normally in dreams. Surprisingly that was such a strong stimulation that it strengthened the dream. I think it also got brighter, ironically.

My mom got upset about the broken lamps though. This sent the dream into a downward spiral. Her negative emotions (that were actually mine, since this is my dream after all), made me angrier and I started venting it on the furniture, as I knew it was a dream. I don't usually smash the TV like I did then when I'm mad. No, really, I don't do that shit. So anyway mom started screaming at me for such behavior and I didn't want to hear that shit.

I went to my brother's room. There's a big window there. I jumped through the glass to get out. Yeah, I sure like destruction. Why take the door, when you can smash yourself through two layers of glass? I ran to the woods next to our house to get away. The atmosphere of the dream had turned into really dark and depressing. I was frightened and conscious of it. I knew that I had to get rid of the fear because I knew that it would affect the dream. Besides, what's there to fear, I knew it was a dream after all!

I tried joking around with my mom. I said to her that she is surprisingly agile for such considering how big she is (she is overweight). I guess that's not the best joke to say someone to calm him down in reality, but as it amused me and my mom was just a manifestation of my mind, that could have worked. But it didn't.

Confrontation was inevitable. The fight was short and I killed my mom with a simple hit on the head. I was relieved, but still thought how fucked up that whole thing was. Relief was only temporary though, as my sis came after me next and she wasn't happy. I was like "you gotta be kidding me?" Do I have to kill my family members one by one in a lucid? That's some fucked up shit right there. I tried to convince her to calm down, but I said the last words aloud in my bed, as I had woken up. Thank Lord.

1. I was in a helicopter trying to land it, but every time I turned the altitude down it basically fell out of the sky, and bounced back up. After this happened numerous times a rescue worker managed to jump inside and land the 'copter. Then he preceded to ask me some questions, and from my answers he decided it was a battery problem. He showed me how to do something to rectify this.

2. I was having a lap race against another guy in a car. It was 3 laps, and he had a lead on me for the first two laps. On the beginning of the third lap we were level, and after some tight turns I broke away and won. After the race we were told our times. I got about 3.32-3.35(can't remember properly) and he got 3.55. After the race everyone told me how I deserved the win 'cause I'm so smart, they reminded me of a dream (that I didn't actually have/don't remember) where I was designing CPU's and GPU's. They also said how they expected me to win after doing a motorbike stunt.

3. Biggest Loser type setting, they analysed people's blood. A women was found to have excess lycopene from having too much tomato sauce.

DOH! My original Dream Journal got stashed in the archives. Well that's what I get for being gone so long. Anyway, time for a fresh start why not. My dreams have changed so much! Plus I want to give my dream entries funny titles


Give Me My Robe, Stupid Demon!

Most recurring one I get now, is I'll initiate DEILD while lying on my stomach, get the usual vibrations, then I feel it: it feels like someone getting on top of my back and holding my arms down. I thought it was Danny the first time because it feels SO REAL. And the lucidity happens so fast that I'm still aware of me lying on my bed and such. I look back and it's a weird demon kinda guy. I'm not scared (it kinda feels good!), so I just mildly suggest that we start having sex, since he's back there anyway and attaining lucidity usually makes me horny. Most of the time he does nothing. A few times he stuck it in me, but he seems to be frustrated by his own lack of control and then wigs out and vanishes. This can occur several times in one morning. Finally I just give up and and leave the bedroom. Useless demon bastard head.

The end.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a whole bunch of dreams last night even though I didn't sleep that much. Also a bit of lucidity.

22.00: Sleep

05.30: Dreams and frags
*I'm in a dart competition and I'm lousy. I can't hit the dart board properly and it seems as if it's just a few inches from the ground. I have to kneel down to throw the darts, btu they still won't hit on target.

*I'm at work and I've just opened up a box with some teeth whitener. I put the plastic thing in my mouth and put some aluminum foil on my teeth. It feels really weird and my coworker Niclas starts laughing. The box disappears before I can get the second dose out. I enter a building and there's a dinner going on.

*I'm in a car with my brother, we go down a hill and end up at a lake house. My mom is there with her dogs, I recognise the house as my sisters friend's house. I greet with their mom.

*I'm with my brother Martin again, we're walking down a road next to a building. I look behind us as a plow truck appears. Martin walks ahead and I take a right. "Jump to your right when I say so" I tell him on the phone. "Now!" Martin jumps to the right just as the truck is about to hit him. We start running and people start shooting. Somehow I know in the back of my mind that it's all a game. 'Damn it's hard to play on this level!' I've got two shots left in my pistol. I enter a van standing on a square and wait, Martin gets gunned down and I figure I have to beat the guys with the gun. I look out the windows of the van and can see several guys running towards me. I decide to switch character and end up as one of the guys instead. I realise I'm dreaming as I start talking to some people. "You guys, I think I'm dreaming" I say and notice a green cloth on my arm. The dream is pretty dark so I start rubbing the polyester cloth. The guys next to me keeps on talking for about ten seconds.

*I'm mining in "Entropia Universe" when I find a massive deposit worth 13.000, I'm overexcited! So awesome.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

13.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1:

I don't know what was going on, but there was this attachment on top of some house where you would store huge paper or something like that.

Loads of dreams last night...tried to focus on Kaomea, and I saw her. I was going through her dream journal with my phone in my bed, and dozed off while I was reading it....but I think my eyes were still open. Either way, I had vivid HH of plam trees in my darkened room. It was if they were surrounding my bed. The first dream seems like two dreams are happening at once. The thing about it, when the other one switches up really fast, it's all in black and white....just really weird, and hard to keep up.

I"m at some public area, and I think I'm treating someones broken arm or something

*dream immediately changes scenes*

I'm in a helicopter with Kaomea...everything is black and white. And I don't know whats going on.

*dream changes scenes again*

I have this thing stuck in my leg. I'm explaining that the Army put it there, and it's for allergic reactions. I can use the eppy whenever I want to, but I never had use for it. I'm slowly digging it out, and I can visualize the tissue in my leg and placement of the device in relation to my finger. I finally pull it out and wonder if there's anything left in it. The pin is orange, and my wound starts healing immediately. Too late to rethink putting it back in there.

*scene changes again*

We're arriving on the front lawn of the white house.

*scene changes again*

I have blanket over some girl, and I'm wrestling a demon out of her. She finally stops struggling, and when I remove the blanket...she's pretty calm. I asked her if she remembered anything that just happened, and she was drawing blank. "Good", I said, and took her to her mother who was T. All three of us walked to the kitchen where my friend D's mother was, and I introduced them all. I had a hard problem recalling her name...before I could even question why I didn't know it....

*scene changes again*

I'm running down the side of a skyscraper, and gravity obviously has no effect.
*dream(s) finally end*

At the house
I'm at my house with J, and I notice his mothers ex is speeding off in an old orange car that I've never seen before. J was explaining the model and make, and I was watching the guy drive down the ditch before jumping on to the road. Just then my nephews came over, and C had on an army shirt. He was playing with it, and he ripped it up. I asked him why would he do such a thing, and I play wrestle with him a bit and tell him not to do that to his shirts...especially those shirts.

*scene changes*
I'm in the middle of the air in the world of Dragon Ball Z. I'm showing someone this technique that I thought he should have already learned. There are several floating mountains that I demonstrate on. First I gather my energy, and then I let off a Ki blast. When it flies....I fly faster than the blast itself, and intercept it. The blast hits me, and I use that gathered energey to shoot another blast that's way powerful than the previous one. It obliterates the floating mountain into pebbles. I did this several times before waking up.

i was talking on the phone with chance telling him i was scared. he told me it would be fine and that he was coming to see me. we were talking in what i think was my dads back yard. i had become pregnant and we decided to keep the baby. later i had the baby (a girl) we did not name and i only held it in my arms once. i kept showing people my stomache that was covered in streatch marks asking how to get rid of them no one would tell me but they would touch my stomach. i went to dinner with my mom and my aunt, i then got a text from chance saying he wanted our babies name to be lilith. i then woke up.