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[b]1.[/b] Was trying to fly somewhere, as that's the fastest mode of transportation. However, have no knowledge of flying planes. I manage to fly fast enough along a highway, and practice lifting off the ground a few inches and landing back on it. Eventually, I do manage to fly very high and feel enormous speed and wind-tug.

Cannot remember what I'm trying to achieve in the dream. I do remember calling for assistance on radio and immediately realizing I was passing my desired destination, which is a home for sale. I quickly stop in overgrowth off the side of a freeway, planning to walk to the home. Hitchcock feel to all of it; watched film the night before.

I am getting ready to go out at a friends house, it is a special kind of award ceremony and dinner so I am trying to decide what dress I should wear.
I suddenly realise that I only have trainer shoes and didn't bring the shoes that I wanted to wear. Then I realise the shoes I wanted to wear were on my feet - strange!

Everyone left, and they said, ''we will meet you at Bracknell ok?''
For some reason, I nodded and then left later. As I was walking to Bracknell, (which I may add is about 37 miles away from where I live by car), I came to where I used to live back with my parents when I was younger.
I met a guy there, I didn't catch his name, but he was going to the party in Bracknell too. He said he would give me a ride.
I asked if he had a spare helmet, he pulled out a small white and pink one, which just about fitted my head.

We were just about to go, when a lady came over to us and in desperation she yelled at us, 'excuse me, excuse me, do you have any more of the orange tic tacs''. For some reason, we end up gong into Sainsburys supermarket and pretending to be staff. We go out the back and try and look for the tic tacs but the warehouse is so big, that we can't find anything. We go back to the lady and tell her that we have no more.

The next thing I know, we are at the party and I am singing in a choir. Someone asks me if I can go and find them a bread roll to go with their soup, I go through the halls and come to a series of corridors. I am running all the way through the corridors, until I eventually come to the kitchen.

I come back (surprisingly, I knew my way back through the corridors). When I got back, I went looking for the person that had asked me for the bread roll, couldn't find them anywhere. I went downstairs for one more look. I found the guy that I came with and saw all my friends too. For some reason, I ignored them and grabbed the guys hand, and we ran back up the stairs.

This isn't a usual AP experience, lucid dream or OBE, but it was similar. It was induced by a combination of entheogens, and shared with my brother.

We were walking down the road and this feeling of becoming weightless started occurring within me. It felt as though I had broken through a barrier, and into a new dimension that was still "here" in the material, but fused with the astral. I was deeply engaged in the moment, and as I continued to walk down the road it didn't feel as though I was walking, but rather floating. This was unlike anything I had ever experienced before, and totally unique from my few AP and OBE experiences. I felt connected with the earth, as though we were all one unified energetic body.

After this period of absolute bliss and self-realization, I looked behind me because it felt like I was floating out of body. I looked behind and I saw myself walking. It looked perfectly real and animate, just as though I was looking at a clone of myself. The body shattered outwards into hundreds of tiny pieces then dissappeared into the space around it. I looked over to my brother who was walking next to me and asked if he witnessed it. He was wide-eyed just like me. We were experiencing it together, and he too felt the change in his consciousness and saw my body shatter into pieces behind me.

We were both in awe, having realized a completely new altered state... one that was shared between us.

I was in an appartment. It felt like it was my appartment. My brother was running around and asked me to see a movie with him. We both sat down on an old, grey coach and turned on the tv. It was a horror movie. I really didn't expect that and it made me feel horrible. It was about broken glass falling down and cutting people.

I saw a tv show about paintings but this time I got sucked in so I no longer perceived the tv and the couch. You had to look for mistakes in paintings. All paintings looked freaky. It made me feel sad and scared. I saw a black painting with eyes on it. There was an eye that was greyish and not as visible as the others so that was the mistake.

I saw a short video about a woman kissing a child under water. I knew they were actors but I still thought it was inappropriate.
After the video ended, I was on youtube. It was blurry so I didn't bother clicking on anything.

I went back to the same tv show. This time, there was a murderer who participated in it. I could see a long row of paintings on a white wall. The camera moved to the right and the host picked out a painting. This painting had a baby in dark blue water on it. There was a narrow opening below it. I also noticed the same greyish eyes. The murderer was talking about birth but I didn't really listen because I stared at the baby on the painting.
The show ended and the host got a lot of complaints about the murderer. The host said not to judge him because of what he did, that he could change and that the future is more important.

The scene changed and I was walking behind a famous guy. I thought it was the lead singer of Zornik but I only saw him from behind. It was sunny and I knew there was going to be something unpredictable. A few people appeared who tested the singing skills of people. I wanted to participate but wasn't sure how my voice would sound so I just listened.
After hearing a few people singing out of tune, I sang a note softly but I felt like screaming so it turned loud. It was so loud I thought: "I hope I don't do that in real too." (so I knew it was a dream but I wasn't lucid)

I was back in my apartment and calculated how much money I earned each week. It was 90 euros a week.
A few children appeared in my apartment. I noticed a girl who looked about 7 years old with short, black, frizzy hair and light brown skin. D also appeared and I knew those kids were his brothers and sisters. He told me they were going outside. He used a word I've never heard before. I talked to him about it and tried to find out the etymology of the word.

We arrived in front of a beautiful garden with lots of flowers. The colors of the flowers were mostly white, yellow and purple. I noticed many tulips. I thought D planted them but felt uncomfortable about asking him about it so I didn't. We went to the back of the garden and sat down. To my left I saw L. She looked sad and cried. I tried to comfort her but it only made her feel uncomfortable so I turned to the right where D sat. I hugged him, kissed him and couldn't keep my hands off him. He didn't respond but I didn't have any self control. I just kept kissing him and touching him all over his body.

Color Code: Non Lucid: Red , Lucid: Blue

Jamie cole, PhasmatisSermo from youtube owns a book store down my road in this dream, i hang out there for a few hours. Next i get in my sisters car and the brakes wont work, it rolls down the road and hits a car and keeps going with me in it. I get out. Next im in some back gardens of houses around my area, theres a violent dog chasing me and wants to bite me, i run for ages and he finally gets me.. then i re appear at jamies shop, where someone has to use a special machine to remove something from my head.

Probably dreamed about that because i was watching the matrix earlier in the day, still no lucid!

Fragment
It was more of a hypnagogic image. I was standing on the bus in Battle Royale. We were on the way to the island to take part in The Program. I could hear people on the bus chattering but thats all.

Had a very good nights sleep but with very little memories. Woke before the alarm, not in the middle of a dream. When thinking about it before getting up, a couple of things did return to me.

Scene 1

I'm in a car and my brother is driving. I have the fealing I've done this route a few times lately, and remember how it goes. My brother doesn't know the way and I start giving him directions. I don't drive so even though I know the direction to go, we end up almost going the wrong way on a one way street. At some point I think there should be a road but don't see one, and it appears.

Scene 2

I'm piloting an airship along a road in a city, there are buildings on both sides. The steering is pretty simple, but it responds more strongly than I would expect. At some point I try to gain a bit more altitude, not to hit traffic lights, but the airship rises a bit above the rooftops.

I'm making this post to keep with my resolution to always post something, but I had no dreams last night. Tonight I am going to be very focused on having a specific dream. An Oblivion dream. In addition, I am going to start doing frequent RC's while I play Oblivion iwl. I am hoping this will lead me to do RC's in my non-lucid Oblivion dreams and then remember other goals. Here's hoping for a good outcome...

DreamLucidAwake

Smashing Desks

The dream started out with me, Chris, and other DCs I don't care about sitting in a class room. The teacher was teaching something, but I really did not care about it. The bell soon rang and everyone but me and Chris left. We then walked over to a couple sledge hammers leaning against the wall.

"Ready to get smashing?" Chris asked.
"What if we get caught?" I asked him.
"Well I don't go to this school, but you need a disguise." He said thinking.
"I bet if I morph into a dragon he will never know!" I said right after I became lucid.
"Alright then let's do it.!" He said excited.

I stepped back prepared myself for a morph. I did a backflip and transformed into a white dragon half way through. We both picked up the hammers and started destroying desks and stuff. It was loads of fun and I was laughing the whole time. Then the teacher came through the door. The three of us stopped and stared at each other.

"What are you two doing?" He asked calmly.
"Run." Chris said quietly.
"Holy crap run!" I yelled.

We both ran through the door on the right. As we ran down the hall I started looking for a place we could hide.

"Hide there!" I said pointing to the men's restroom on the left.

I ran up to the door first and tried to open it, but it was locked.

"It's locked!" I said.
"Just use the woman's restroom." Chris said pointing to the right.

So we both ran into the woman's restroom and hid in one of the stalls.

"Be quiet. I can heard him coming." I told Chris.

We heard the door slam open and Chris soon covered his mouth. I heard the footsteps aproach the first stall. He paused for about 5 seconds before opening it. Then he moved on to the second and paused again before opening. We were a few stalls away so we had time to think of a plan. I motioned Chris to the floor with me. Unfortunately Chris was a little too panicked and confused to understand my plan. I grabbed Chris's leg with my tail and started crawling. I timed my movement with his pauses so we could sneak out.

Once we finally got out the door we started running down a different hall and made a few turns. Then we ran into a room that looked like a hotel lobby. I stopped in the middle of the room and Chris ran off down another hall to the left.

"See you later!" He shouted back to me.

I walked up to a lady behind a desk.

"Your room is up the stairs to the right." She told me.
"Thanks!" I said and started running again.

I ran over to a staircase in the left corner of the room. I then heard what sounde like the teacher's voice and ran up the stairs really fast. I ran into my room and locked the door. For the most part it looked like my real life room. I looked for a place to hide. To the left I noticed an extension to my room. I walked into a closet like area and found a door in there. I opened the door and behind it was another door.

"What the hell?." I said.

I then opened the second door and behind it was another door.

"Are you serious? Another door?" I said annoyed with my dream.

I opened the third door and it actually led somewhere. It looked like a dark and creepy basement with its own touch of evil. Just looking at it seemed to generate fear itself. It reminded me of a place from an old nightmare. I closed the door and decided not to go in there because I didn't feel like it was worth the trouble.

I started panicking again when I realized I was out of hiding places. The door handle started jiggling and I decided I need to transform back to human. I stood in place and focused on becoming my old human self. When the transformation was over I looked at myself in third person. I had clothes on and human arms and legs. I still had a dragon face, hands, feet, and a tail though.

"That's not right..." I said looking at my mixed form.

Despite the lock the door opened up and the man came in. I then ran towards the window and planned to make a jump for it. I crashed through the window, but the man grabbed me back the back of my shirt and pulled me in. I then prepared for my punishment.

"Hey! That was pretty good joke you pulled on me earlier!" He said laughing.

I woke up after that.

Club Ambush

Everything from what I can remember in this dream was lucid. It was night and I was walking down a city street. I had made plans with a few DCs to meet at club. It had something to do with ambushing an enemy that was using the club as a base. I was carrying a yellow bag full of equipment that they said would be necessary and a couple dice. I walked over to a lavender building that only stood out because of a short man in black guarding it. I had to find a way to sneak the bag past him so I could get the equipment in.

I walked up to him and held out the pair of dice. The dice were supposed to act as a sort of permission slip to grant access to the club. I dropped the dice on the ground to distract him and tossed the bag over his head as he bent over to pick up the dice. Luckily he didn't notice and let me in. I grabbed the bag and walked into an area that looked like a restaurant. There were three DCs sitting at a table looking at me. One was Chris, the second was the elf, and the third was my "contact". So I walked over to the table and sat down between the contact and the elf.

They told me that there was going to be an ambush. I think they said something about an enemy ambush planned at the same time of our ambush. To pass the time we played a game with a stack of gold coins. I took a small stack and counted them.

"1, 2, 5, 7..."
"I think that's 4." The elf said.
"1, 4, 3, 2... Okay I can't count when I'm dreaming." I said dissapointed.

So we started playing the game which involved flicking one gold coin into the other. I soon started thinking about the ambush again.

"Guys, I'm not sure if I can use my elements when I'm in my human form." I said.
"Why not?" Chris asked.
"You better use your elements!" The elf said threatening me.

So then I decided to keep my mouth shut. I thought about morphing into a dragon at that moment. I decided not to though because it would blow our cover. As I was thinking about it I saw two men with guns drop down from the cieling on the other side of the room. The ambush had begun and my three allies got up from the table. The elf took out one of the guys with some sort of shadow spell. Apparently we weren't expecting them to have guns so we had to make a run for it. Chris took the lead and guided us towards the door to a storage room that also had a backdoor. By this point a few more enemies had arrived and were shooting at us.

Chris was trying to open the backdoor, but it was locked. A man then came towards the storage room with an smg aimed at us. I quickly ran past my friends and let out a huge burst of earth energy as the man fired at us. I was able to use this energy to provide a shield as Chris worked to open the door.

"Yeah! I knew you could do it!" The elf said congratulating me.

It wasn't very easy keeping the shield up as bullets pounded into it though. Chris finally opened the door and the three of them ran outside. I released my shield when the man stopped to reload. I ran to the backdoor and followed my team. Rather than a city, the door led deep into a forest near a river. The man chased after me and fire a quick short burst. A bullet then went into my left leg and I fell on the ground. The elf then turned around and used some sort of explosive spell on the man. Chris helped me back on my feet and we started running again. My leg was seriously hurting by this point though and I was limping. We ran a short distance along the river before coming to a bridge that crossed the river. The ran down under the bridge and tried my best to follow. I stumbled and fell down the river bank. I was lying at the water's edge in too much pain to move and my vision blurring. I could see a couple men aproaching and they started firing in my direction. Chris soon rushed in and dragged me under the bridge. I could then see the elf casting lightning bolts at the soldiers to provide protection. This was the last thing I saw before I passed out.

When I woke up there was an very strong pain in my left leg. It wasn't like where my leg falls asleep and there is dull pain all over. In one point of my leg it felt like I was being stabbed. It hurt so bad I almost wanted to scream. Luckily it went away after about 5 minutes.

End

I have a lot to say here so things are going to get out of order since I haven't posted in here for a while and things have been piling up.

Anyhow tonight during my evening deep meditation I felt the cold, hard, wood floor under my left foot. I could even see the pattern in my mind's eye.

Only trouble is that the floor is carpeted, the wood floor is underneath and I have never seen more than the edge of it from outside the room. I was feeling the wood floor underneath the carpet, I was not feeling the carpet at all!

Just though that was worth posting here...
- DreamBliss

Day 1: Normally waking up in the morning I rarely remember any of my dream's but to the fullest extent I was partially awake yet still asleep while this dream was continuing on. I hadn't realized I was dreaming until I had partially woken up and saw the light in my room on. I could tell that for some reason my alarm on my phone was going to go off to get up but wasn't sure how long it was so I just dozed back off to sleep.

(The Dream): I have no Idea how the dream started off all that I remember was that Jake and Amanda were getting ready to get married and we we're all hanging out together in the tailgate of a truck. Then Krysta came over and all of us were just sitting around talking about the wedding and Krysta and I decided to get married at the wedding. Moments later Jake and I left to go get dressed for the wedding. (strange how we skipped the months in between (but this is where I woke up before my alarm going off)). After watching Jake finally get married it went to me getting married and I ended up waking up before the anything else was said.

(recall of the dream - still some blurs on any parts missing but this is my first time LD and being able to know it was a LD. )

January 18, 2012

Synopsis: I ride a tree, become lucid, talk to DCs and meet Tracy who told me how to get to my forest

Make the Water Still
In a giant backyard some bad guy mocks me, my sisters and my friend, some guy I don't even know. The bad guy makes my friend climb a tree, and asks me to do the same. I don't mind! Not sure how this is punishment, but I wanted to climb the highest tree.

So I fly up to the highest tree and sit on its branch and look down on every one below. My friend tries to sit next to me but he just falls off as the tree starts to sway back and forth. Some people below thought it was funny, so they pulled and tugged on my tall tree. But nothing made me move from my tree post.

I get this idea "im out of here!". And me and my tree ride away. Its covered in fur and its branches reach the ground and become fuzzy feet. Its like a giant cat tree. Through the fields, down an old england ally, and into a mansion. I noticed my cat tree at some point had no legs - I was floating. The cat tree gets smaller and smaller until finally im just holding onto kitty. I give her a kiss and put her down in the fancy bedroom. I guess Im on my own now.

I run outside and scream "im lucid dreaming!". I was just so happy to be lucid dreaming again. I'm in a courtyard and there's a lot of DCs. Im surprised because lately when Im lucid DCs disappear. I wanna know what DCs know, so I pop the question

"Hey, did you know that this is a dream?" "Hey did you know that this is a dream?"

Some of them look at me strange, some are happy with the news. An older black man with a luisiana accent says "You're right. Look at the details. Everything is so clear."

He seemed aware, the other DCs gather around him to understand what he means. So I asked him "Are you an expression of my higherself?"

"No! You are"

At the time I thought he was saying that he was the dreamer and Im the DC.

I go back inside and run around the mall, and watch a sex-ed video that was kinda gross because it featured a woman with tiny crabs, literally living inside of her. I run past a room owned by an older women, and the room was called Ayurveda. It was all the way in the back of the mall in a lonely dark corrider. The corrider looked boring so I didnt go inside - I THINK I MISSED AN AWESOME OPPORTUNITY HERE.

I leap back outside instead, skipping my way across a grassy field into a forest - yeah this is more exciting. But the forest was actually kinda creepy. Everything was eating everything else. Snakes attacking, animals growling and howling. I met a DC there. She seemed aware.

She told me that this wasn't the forest I'm trying to get to. My forest is peaceful, animals don't eat other animals in my forest and she reminded me of this. She told me its possible for me to go there now.

"How can I get to my forest?"

She takes me to the bank of the river and instructed me "Make the water still". The water was filled with rippling waves, so all I have to do is - make it still.

"Oh I see, you want me to meditate? Ive never done that in a dream before"

We sat down together by the rivers bank, and I did my first dream open eye meditation. I was nervous doing "nothing" would make my dream melt away. But it remained stable. I noticed the incredible details. But there was also a fuzzyness, like my side vision was fuzzy so I can only focus on whats in front of me. The water was like silver. And not too far from the forests edge was suburbia. I sat there trying to still the water for what felt like minutes - who knows it could have been ten seconds.

But nothing I did stilled the water.

So we left the forest and she led me back inside, I guess to see something. As we walked through the mall I tried to memorize every detail of her being. Her short bob hair with strawberry brown stripes, her petite height. We went into a bedroom and I think shes pulling a box out - cant remember.

I ask out of the blue "Is it true when people die they end up in a dream?" I guess she reminded me of a spirit I saw years ago.

She looked taken back and sad by my question. "Sort of, but not exactly."

"What's your name?"

"Its Tracy"

She starts to tell me something, but then I felt a "switch", I knew I had woken up and left the dream, and instead was only imagining I was still dreaming - if that makes any sense. Tracy was still trying to tell me something, but now it makes no sense, her appearance becomes unstable.

"I cant (hear you), I'm waking up! Im waking up!"

Her face, her hair, it keeps changing, but I dont want to forget.

"Wait tell me your name again!"

"Tracy"

I wake up. But it turned out to be a false awakening - hypnagogic imagery. Then I woke up for real.

Had a lucid last night, but it wasn't that interesting and I didn't bother commiting it to memory.

I recall a fairly long dream where I had a mexican girlfriend, but it wasn't that interesting either and I don't feel like writing it out.

The other night I got a little drunk. Then I got really upset by something someone said. I stayed up all night long, maybe an hour or two of sleep (bad idea). My dreams backfired though when I did get sleep last night. That's not why I'm here though.

When I stayed up, bawling my eyes out for how everything in my life seems to get so fucked up, I was pacing around my kitchen, smoking cigarettes, and every so often I'd pick up a pen and write down something in my notebook about how I was feeling. I just felt like sharing what I wrote. It's not even poetry, and nothing witty or cool. Just felt like t yping them up. Maybe later I'll be able to turn some of them into poems, who knows.

At my deepest and darkest moments, there is no one.

Have I always deserved to cry?

You were always the one who knew me, the only one I let know me. Out of everyone to whom I've been true, it was you, so tell me, do I deserve to cry?

God, why don't you answer me? Have I sinned so completely that I deserve no love?

Have I been so unbound by others, that I'll never make a good mother?

Has it been my choice, my right, my freedom? -- to go home to what I own at night
Or my fate, my path, my life.

I cannot blame you completely, I always fall every so often. And I do not give you as much credit as I do the devil.

When I have no one to call, I call on God,
and when he doesn't answer,
I write poetry.

Dream 3:
I am sitting at a table eating dinner with my sister and my dad. My other family members were there, but not that important. My sister all of a sudden yells something like, "STOP IT!". I say, "What are you talking about I am not doing anything. My dad then yells at me, "CUT IT OUT, AND STOP DOING THAT TO HER!" I get really pissed because I am not even doing anything, so I yell, "I AM NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING!". So then I storm downstairs. My dad then comes down and starts talking with me about how I need to stop annoying my sister. I wake up after that...

Dream 4:
Nothing much. I am playing some kind of guitar hero. When I woke up this morning I thought it was Barney guitar hero, but now that I think about it, I know that it was some kind of cartoon guitar hero. Thats all I remember.

My dream recall has been getting better since I started this dream journal!