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Again not much recall...awoken several times with trains again! Terrible trains! So loud like they were in my bedroom...waking my son, etc. this was real. Only dream memory was of my advisor (looking different but pretty sure it was he) scoffing at the idea of me finishing my studies...basically saying it is obvious I won't pull it off. Not a good dream.

Only a brief memory from my dreams...seeing a pool of water in the middle of the living room floor. I woke up and it had rained hard through the night, actually causing the rain to come in under the door and soak the little rug by the door...and leaving a puddle in the floor. I don't chalk this up to anything more than my subconscious knows when it rains hard like that rain comes in...and this time it was right. But perhaps not...

27.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had these dreams very early in the morning (~4:50-5AM all the way before I woke up from the alarm clock at 7AM). I actually slept the day before at around 6PM, and woke up at 12AM, so that messed up my sleeping since I only wanted to take an hour nap at 6PM.

Anyway, the last dream is the one that pissed me off the most, because there were things that were extremely abnormal, and it was pretty realistic, at least at the Night time setting it had

Dream 1: Posting Photos of me IRL and receiving comments from others.

Apparently I posted a few IRL pictures of me at some party onto a forum, probably in Dreamviews (that's weird, I never been to parties here in college), and one person told me that he got several comments (turned out to be a lot instead )from people he knew from other forums about those pictures.

I can't remember what they said though, there were too many posts in fact for me to read them all. But I remember one photo was one of those self taken ones, where you can obviously see one arm was extended from above to get a shot of me. The quality of the photo looked pretty good too, I could see the glare on my eyes and small facial hair (but very small).

I think I was trying to explain what happened at the party in the other photos, then I'm suddenly in the experience that one of the photos captured. I'm inside this random room, and the DC that I can recall the most from was this blonde in front of me who spoke a language I could not understand.

(This picture below oddly resembles her, she had a slightly square chin like the one below, but she was a bit older than this one).


I was probably 3 inches from this woman, and her eyes are looking up towards mine (she's slightly shorter than me by a few inches).

I ignore her because the stare looked like what anyone would do when they see someone new inside the room I guess, then I go somewhere else in this room full of DCs. I tried going one way, but it was blocked by another.

Then I find a place to sit, but there are too many DCs to even sit on. One DC in front looked like my mother, but she was sitting near the edgiest edge of the fairly wide couch others were sitting on.

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Science Lecture Night Class, Annoying Sound, Slutty Housewife

I was inside a lecture class at Texas A&M. It seemed to be a night class (I don't have any classes at night that start from 7-9pm) and it looked like it was a Chemistry Course as well. While the instructor, who was a male that was fairly huge in weight was talking about things I don't remember, there's this annoying sound coming from the wall.

It wasn't too loud, and everyone else in the room probably didn't hear it, but then it got louder and louder. From where I was sitting in this lecture class, I could see a small rectangular hole going vertical on the wall the sound was coming from. I peek through the hole and see one or two DCs that I know of in real life.



Let's call one "Tim" since he resembled the guy from the Tennis Team I was in at Cypress Lakes High School when I was Sophomore and Junior there.

The lecturer, whose features that become more apparent to me, was wearing a huge dark shirt to probably conceal the bad parts of his stomach (again he was fairly huge). He had brown or black hair that was pretty well groomed and looked very smooth.

He said in response to the annoying sound that he will take attendance really quick, and will give one of the loudest yell he could give at the room or hallway the sound was coming from. I'm guessing he was trying to suppress his rage until he was done taking attendance and getting out of the room.

I think a dream fragment came from this dream, so I'll add it here: Basically the dream repeats with a different lecturer, and I tell him that the sound from the wall is just something they had to do and it's best to tolerate it. He agreed and was trying to read, but the sound made it too hard for me to understand what he was saying, and then the fragment fades....(now back to the main dream).

Then the dude from the room where the sound is coming from is screaming that someone jacked his car. Apparently he was doing something for them, and he forgot about his car keys, and he assumed that they stole it from him.

He started panicking on how his mother would freaking kill him if she found out about this.

Then all of a sudden, I'm being displayed a chat system (like an IRC) with a picture of an anime lady on the right in red hair I believe (or brown hair that was very close from being red).

(Kind of like the picture below, except she was on the right side, and she wasn't EVA either



Someone was typing to her hypothetical questions on what she would do if her son got the car given to him stolen. (which is apparently Tim's mother I'm assuming since this part started a few seconds after his panicking).

I can't remember what exactly what she said, in fact, I was paying attention to her while using my peripheral vision on the messages coming up on the left. She was one of those purple tank tops, or the tops that made a V-shape on the person's chest to emphasis on the cleavage.



She was wearing a skirt too, and it seemed she was on a bed sitting at the edge of it.

She looked like a "Rich Housewife" type of mother. She was smiling and had cellphone on her hand. It was a still picture, but it progressed to other still pictures of her in different positions later on.

So by now, I realized that when she's talking on the phone, her words are being transferred to the chatting system on the left. The last part of what she said that I remembered was something about not having much of a libido anymore.

(I'm not too sure if she said "Libido" or "Anima," but it if was "Anima," it would've been weirder because she's a female, not a male. So most likely the word was "Libido," but I still had some doubt about what she said since some of the text was a bit blurry to me.)

I think she was lying when she said she didn't have much a libido, because through the whole phone call, she's smiling, at least the picture of her on the right is smiling. Then the picture shows her fingering her vagina throughout the whole phone call.

This woman was wet down there, like she enjoyed being a liar and had some kind of fetish or something for phone talk. She had that devilish smirk on her face as if she did something immoral.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 3:

I'm outside near a place that resembles the area my Apartment is at near my University,and it's night time, or at least very early in the morning where it's still dark (2-4AM setting to it probably). I'm also in my underwear throughout this entire dream (until the dream scene changes)

As I'm walking towards my apartment (it's on the bottom section of the overall complex), I see this blonde DC when I get to the door to go into my apartment.

I couldn't get a good analysis on her face other than she probably wore mascara on her eyes and her hair seemed to be bleached, but still retained some blonde color to it.



I also see these brown ponies, maybe one to four overall, following this DC in this dark setting. There was one horse that came near the small patch of grass near my apartment, probably to eat from it.



At this point, I'm leaning against the curved sides on the wall looking at this blonde walk from the street. Then I realize the pony had to go back to her, and said to it "Hey!"

It looked at me quickly, and it looked so adorable when it responded to me by moving its head to my direction.

But I didn't want the blonde to see me for some odd reason, so I tried to shoo off the pony to go back to the female while trying to hide from the female at the same time.

It finally did, and the blonde turned around and realized it wasn't with the group, and I think she called it to come and it did.

Then the dream scene changes where there's this mini-bookstore conveniently placed in front of me, and there are DCs lining up to go into the store at night or early morning where it's still dark out. (This is probably a dream fragment that occurred after the blonde DC one).

I'm still in my underwear, and I'm holding two packs of stamps that had the color of red. It's those stamps you use to make a mark on a piece of paper or whatever. It even looked like those candle material stamps they used for scrolls too.



I stamp a random yellow piece of paper I believe, and I think after that, a DC in front of me was collecting these yellow papers that other DCs were giving to him as well. He faces me signaling if I'm done with the paper, but I probably said no and kept holding on to it.

That's all I remember for that dream and the dream fragment.

I WAS REALLY PISSED THAT I DIDN'T DO A RC when I met the blonde. .

-just a fragment-

I was dating my ex again or something, which was very weird. And I were at his house, where a girl from school was too. In my waking life I'm very close to her. I was spending much time with her in my dream, then something happened.. and my ex broke up with me ..again. The same way as in my waking life. Only with some extra weird details, such as crashing against the door and seeing a couch move from 2nd floor. It was a dark red couch.
I also dreamt of another breakup, but I wasn't involved. And that didn't happen in real life.. xD they are still together.
During the dream, I felt rather scared. I was sweating when I woke up.

Enteme.

I was at my old house, in the yard.. I opened the door of the shed, there was my cat. She was very big and was delivering maany little baby kitti's :3 ..I saw one with closed eyes and unbrushed hair and all.. just how kittens should look like. I walked further so I could see my cat, she lay on a table... I can only remember vaguely that there was someone standing next to me, but I'm not sure. Just when I started talking to my cat, she began to deliver another baby again.. but I turned my head for some reason... then I saw something, left under the table, it was another cat, a bigger one, he was black with white and I saw his tungue.. guess I was talking to him, not really vivid. It could have been my old cat who disapeared in that house..

Oh well.. then my alarm went off, but I snoozed back in my dreams.

I woke up several times, and I always look at my clock when I do. so I guess I just had to have a weird dream about being late or time ..something. It was kindof a false awakening 'cause my brother came into my room, asking if I'm not gonna be late for school and all. I said no, it's only -this time- then we did some game on the computer or something, very short, then he started nagging again about the time. I looked at the time on my computer.. this time it was really late: 09:34 I still know the exact time. Then we started stressing and all.. and there happened to be a weird bar on my stereo, it was really long and we kicked against it. Then I woke up again, snoozed again, then I was looking at two giraffe's.. they were VERY long. Their legs were very thin and long, like straws as big as 2 or 3 lamppoles. And they were walking very uneasy.. and almost fell.
Was very funny though xD

Oh, and when I woke up, it was 09;15 ..I didn't have to worry yet. I guess I dreamt of that because I accidentally missed the snooze button, so I wasn't going to be alarmed anymore xD and my unconscience knew that. How smart.

First, I was at my old house with my mom and another girl from school. I had a big fight with my mom.. we were at the table or something..

Then I was cycling to school with my brother.. We had to take a right turn.. then I suddenly raised myself above the road and I had to carry much weight.. I gave my brother a key or something to unlock the gate.. but I was there first so I opened the gate (the key was with me again somehow) and I showed a weird chemistry test from my brother to my old friends.. he had only 6 answers wrong..

Then I was in the office, me and my brother were doing something on the computer and I needed a better chair, but there wasn't a better one.. Then my dad locked my in the office.. I don't think my brother was there as well.. but it was suddenly full with water and I was trapped with one of my legs.. the other one was covered with grey eggs/seeds of a butterfly.. it felt really gross and weird.. then there came a demon (girl-demon with kind of orange hair.. she swam to me) and gave me some weird small stones.. I could throw them at the window, because my dad was outside.. so I did. He eventually came back and unlocked the door, just in time because the eggs were starting to hatch.. I ran to the door, and some butterflies already flew away.. they didn't all hatch though..
Then I woke up.

-Enteme-

Okay, I just remembered a fragment of a dream this evening, which I couldn't fully remember (only the after-feeling):
I was somewhere in a building.. there was a long hallway and at first there was nobody there but a few people who were with me.. then, I got something.. don't know why or when or how.. but I could see dead people.. right there.. I passed them by when I walked through the building.. I was sooo scared, I tried not to look at them, because I thought they would know that I could see them, if I looked straight at them.. so I kind of looked away, but it was so hard, they were so scary. And it was FULL of them.. they were everywhere.. I can remember them now as shadows.. some of them were leaning against the wall looking at me o_o

I couldn't remember this dream when I woke up (due to the alarm).. but I did think there was something weird when I woke up.. I knew it had to do with my dream, but I couldn't remember and I had to hurry to school and all..

I've been reading this site for about two weeks and trying to lucid dream. A few days ago I succeeded in remembering to perform a reality check (pinched my nose and breathed), but awoke before I had a chance to try to stabilize. While technically lucid, it lasted only a second, so I'm not counting it.

I just woke up from a somewhat longer lucid dream and jumped out of bed, eager to write it about it. This was using WBTB method early in the morning, and I hadn't even expected it to happen -- it was a pleasant surprise. I probably should have gotten up for the day when my alarm went off the first time but decided to add another hour and take another nap... glad I did! Within that hour I had a very cool LD.

I remembered to RC this time as well, first by holding my nose, and then by putting my finger through the palm of my hand. I wasn't sure I was really dreaming most of the time and thought I was aware of my body back in my bed, though now I realize I was only imagining I was aware of it; I thought I was sleeping on the top bunk that I had back when I was young. At one point in the dream I took off, flying through the air, and could have sworn I was wrapping my real arms around my real bed to keep from flying off of it, except that I was actually sleeping on a futon, not a bunk bed as I had imagined. I also could have sworn I had real headphones on because I could clearly and loudly hear Radiohead coming out of them. I thought that was real too, but when I woke up later I realized I had only imagined it. Music is very clear and distinct to me close to dreaming. I don't need to listen at all, just imagine it, and it's perfect.

I had trouble controlling the dream. I tried the spinning technique to stabilize it but had a hard time visualizing a scene around me. I think I couldn't decide what scene I wanted. When I eventually woke up it was because I was failing to stabilize. Inside the dream it was a bit cartoonish. I saw an elephant at one point chasing a mouse down a hole and then popping up a different hole, etc, something like it was from Alice in Wonderland or Dr Seuss. I wanted to imagine life-like people, but couldn't. I distinctly remember saying to myself, "well, I'm lucid dreaming, so what now?" which is when I decided to see if I could fly. Immediately I was soaring through the air, twisting all around, feeling the Gs, and then dove low over an ocean. The ocean sparkled with sunlight as if it were real. Soon I was in a never-ending wave -- I'm not a surfer, so this was a little strange for me. Soon it was back to the cartoon-landscape.

I think there was more, but I've already forgotten. I haven't felt this invigorated in a long time. This makes me want to go right back to sleep, but I know I'm too excited and it won't work. Tonight I'll have another go.

I was dreaming about driving for my driver’s license, at first with a car, than an omnibus and then (oddly) with a bicycle, the street became smaller then as well. Then there were some annoying wasps around, due to a mass of trees on the street I couldn’t keep going and then I found a dead blue hornet under my trousers on my right knee, which was connected with a green strand of stuff to me.
I woke up in my room, but everything seemed to be realistic and I still heard the music (which I usually don’t in my dreams, and didn’t do later on again), so I thought I wasn’t dreaming at first. Never the less I did a reality check and though it was a bit hard I could breathe through my pinched nose, and after becoming slightly lucid I started to notice all those things that were off in my room (primarily all written things had single letters replaced by similar ones [Greek ones primarily]). I did my world severing seal again and tried to raise my awareness, both things with moderate but acceptable success for now. I got up and went to my desktop, first of all starting to think of what to do now, so I decided to make a list with the things to do in order. Yet I woke up in the process, so I’m going to finish that list now.

Though the dream was this time not directly caused by the lucid remix, it might have incubated the dream in some way. The track was playing from 5:38 to 6:10, while I woke up at about 7:00.

So last night's dream was a bit weird.

Kicked off me thinking about the Fairly Odd Parents while dreaming about attaining dream lucidity within the dream which is pretty ironic given that I was dreaming.

Then it went into me shaving and recording a song inside the barber's shop but then I put the cd in, inside my car with my sisters and it was another song, an eleven minute song.

Then I glance over into a music shop and I find Britney Spears tapes, you know those casettess from the old days.

And that was it

Non-Lucid Lucid Comment

Plenty of fragments last night, not sure how they all connect.
In no particular order...


I'm on a train with my friend matt and two girls I don't recognise, I'm talking to them about the event in turkey that we are going to see. It appears that we are on some sort of lads holiday, no doubt caused by the fact I am going on one this year. The girls keep talking down to me, as if they are rich and we are poor, I mention the fact that we are going to see this fight.

Small fragment of the fight going wrong and lots of mechanical monsters roaming around the swimming center.

In the swimming center, completely naked, we are all going down different slides, the layout makes no sense. When I get out of one slide I am completely lost and just stumble around until I find another. There is a couple kissing in one area and I try to sneak past them to get to a slide, but she grabs me and tells me to meet her in the shower in 10 minutes. I consider!

At a family house I am with a friend (not sure who). We are attempting to complete something which requires large rocks, so go over to the left side of the house and pull a large rock out of a swimming pool. The family friend tells us that we are welcome here but we are not allowed to take rocks from the pool.

Last night my dreams were realistic plentiful, but just completely boring job dreams. Then while going to my car to go home, I am hit by a car. My leg was crushed and bent backwards with a fiendishly realistic sensation of broken bones and pain. Suddenly I realize I cant be at work because I recently saw it was dark outside, but now it's bright and sunny. I was never ever so glad to realize I was dreaming, I decided very quickly right then and there to end the dream. I did everything I could think of that would probably end the dream and I was never so relived to go back to my cozy sleep paralyses ridden body. But here is where the nightmare began, an unbelievable thing happened. I could clearly feel my real body going through sleep paralyses while, and I still can't believe this really happened: The *beep* sensation of a broken bent backwards leg (pain and all) followed me from the dreamworld! It was as tho the dream body and real body were one sensation scrambled together in my mind. I was absolutely 110% convinced at the time that I had fallen off my bed and really had done this to my leg. So I tried to move my leg and it was moving with a sensation that it was bending around an impossible angle, with an unreal sensation of all these broken bones and pain (no words can describe how real it was). Sleep paralyses was weaning down, but my foot still felt as it was. I began to feel absolute panic, thinking am I going to walk again ect, then a shift happened, I felt a split. And two separate body's one where my leg was horrifically painful and one where it felt no pain. I knew one of these leg's has to become less real and vanish. And so the painful leg slowly became the less real of the two right leg's until my body with just a memory of sleep paralyses felt no pain. Yes as my title suggests this is one I will never forget. Afterward I walked around my room and pondered for hours about how realistic dreams can truly become, I didn't dare go back to sleep to fade the dreams freshness. I also thought about what Aron Lee Ralston (read 127hours) had to go through, I can't imagine the courage to do what he had to do. All in all tho the experience was humbling and rewarding. Never forget your dreams, even the bad ones.

I keep on having small dreams of me doing something like I did in the king is dead and I'm wondering Maybe one of my ancectors did this stuff and I'm reliveing it could that be possoble?

In all of my dreams.there has ben a small little girl I was wondering if it could be a dream sing :thinking:

I was in the taito arcade in japan. I was on vacation there. The first machine I came across was a pop'n music machine, but it was broken. I was disappointed because I really wanted to try it. I walked around a little bit and played a round of beamania. My brother was there too. I looked across the room (I was on the second floor, which was like a balcony) and saw a huge crane game with plush kirby toys inside. There was a counter where you could redeem your tickets for prizes. There were a lot of cool prizes, too, like pop'n music merchandise.*