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I saw mice in the wall, touch one of them,DILD, mice began to bite me and it was painfull,I jumped in the portal thinking to eskape from the mice. I landed somewere and began to look for a valentine to make the task of the month, and awoke.

mon February 13th 2012
0:00-5:00 ; 5:00-9:00

All in all, a rather special night to look back to.

1. I've been playing on the computer the whole night up until 7 am. My mom walks into my room and tells my dad I haven't gone to bed all night. I mention something about needing rubber bullets from my mathbook to play the game. My dad gets really upset, comes into my room and starts hitting me with the mathbook while I'm in bed. At the last hit I scream (irl) "AAIEE" and wake up.

This was a vague one
2. Me, my dad, mom and brother exit the subway. We cross the street, my brother is looking straight at his phone not noticing the car driving by him. There was no real threat to get hit, but we all freak out at him anyways. We blame the phone and take it away from him.

3. I'm making out with some girl on her bed when her pillow suddenly catches fire. It's glowing like charcoal with an occasional flare of fire. We try to smuther it and continue to make out. The fire pops up again and we rince-repeat. Then we try to dig down to the root of the problem. Seems like there is a half-opened computer case short circuiting under her bed. It's burning. We smuther that fire too. I mention "it would be easier just to cut the wiring to prevent the short circuit", she says "that might have been dangerous".

The art of relaxing the mind and the body while remaining aware, meditation is. Yeesssssss.

Crucial to learn to control the force, to keep the mind free from worries and concerns is.

This, Dooku learned to do, but his fear and from fear the evil grows he still had. Hmm..

Important to rember this is, to be feared, nothing in life is. Only to be understood, it is. Yesss.

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Yoda told me to be aware and the exercise he gave me was simple. He told me to sit on a rock with closed eyes and just focus on my breath. It sounded easy at first, but when I was sitting there my thoughts started to distract me and I lost focus on my breath. I even fell asleep on the first attempts of trying this...
Yoda felt my concern and said "Try to do it, do not, do or do not, there is no try. Try another word of doing not it is."
I thought I understood, but the key was to not judge myself, and to think of myself in thirdperson like I were the one teaching my other self. So if I started to think thoughts like "This is stupid, Yoda is wrong this doesn't help me at all" just be aware of yourself thinking that and neither like it or dislike it, I just regain my focus on the breath. That includes all thoughts even if they are positive like "Yes I am doing it, I am meditating without caring". If I am doing this I am still thinking, but the goal is not to stop thinking that's impossible, the goal is to be aware.

Figure out what made Dooku afraid later on I can not, but something physical from this would I am sure that it was not.

Prepared him more, should I have. Hmm..

First

There is some free japanese course video that I’ve found online. I’m watching it with F, but not really learning much. The stuff seems familiar and the course is in Swedish. It’s good to review, though.

Second

This was actually a rather long dream, but with nothing much happening. I was mostly just looking out the window and walking about.

I’m in a conference center. I’ve been watching a video in one of the seminar rooms on the third floor. When I look out the window I notice it’s late. There is a tall building opposite to the one I’m in, on the other side of the yard.

I go down the stairs to find someone. The lobby is very high and grandiose. I don’t find them, but I notice that the building on the other side of the yard is not visible from the first floor. A waiter tries to offer me a drink, but I refuse. I go back up to see if the building is still there, but don’t get there before I wake up.

DreamLucidAwake

Failed Wind Altar Attempt

I made it a goal to learn the element of wind before going to bed. I used my daydream technique and daydreamed about learning it. In my daydream I teleported with Chris and Claire to the wind altar, so that I could gain its power. Then I started daydreaming about riding a rollercoaster...

This lucid dream was sort of fragmented and I forgot the first half of it. I was sitting inside the seat of a rollercoaster waiting for it to take off. Chris and Claire were also there standing next to the tracks.

"Was it really necessary to build all of this?" Chris said looking at the rollercoaster.
"Yuppers!" I said excited.
"Get in. It's time to test it." Claire said.

The memory is fuzzy, but I do sort of remember me, Chris, and Claire summoning a bunch of different parts of the rollercoaster. Claire pressed a red button on the wall and they both got in the rollercoaster with me. The metal bar came down and I held on tight. It then shot us out of the station at 100mph up a steep climb. After a few seconds the tracks suddenly ended and we were flying high up into the air. We were aiming for a floating platform high in the sky. It would bounce us into the clouds if we landed on it. As we flew towards the target I realized we were too far to the right. We shot down past it and completely missed it.

"Oh crap, we missed it." I said.
"'Oh crap', we're about to die." Claire said giving me a dirty look.
"Strange. I really thought we would have hit it." Chris said oblivious.

As we fell towards the ground, I stood up and grew dragon wings. I then grabbed Chris and Claire and flew up before the train hit the ground. The train exploded when it hit the ground and nearly burned my ass off. I then started flying around the rollercoaster and tried to figure out why it failed. It wasn't long before I realized Chris built it like 10 feet to the right. Chris then started squriming around as I was flying.

"Ahh! Down! Down! I want down!" He yelled.
"Please put us down..." Claire said calmly.

I sort of forgot I was still holding them. I flew back down and set them on the ground. I think I actually saw Chris hug and kiss the ground. I started thinking about how long it took to build that rollercoaster. The fact that it was built 10 feet to the right made me feel like I wasted my lucid dream.

"Doesn't look like there's enough time to build another rollercoaster." I said in disappointment.
"Yeah, you completely wasted this dream." Claire said to insult me.

Thinking about how much time I had left must have woken me up. I really don't feel like this was a wasted lucid dream though. I at least got to launch myself into the sky from a rollercoaster.

Powder on a coin

I'm in a car and it's very late. I'm sitting right next to my cousin. He has a coin and on the coin there's some powder drugs. Before he tries to take the drugs, I tell him that I feel bad about him taking the drugs, considering he's doing it because I first talked about it with my big brother. I feel even worse considering he's now about to throw the the expensive drugs he bought, away out of the car's window. He got some other coins with traces of powder as well, and tries to somehow clean them.

Red Condom Packs

I find some red condom packs somewhere. I pick them up and puts them in my pocket.

One night I went to bed very late Friday night knowing I didn't have school in the a.m. So I'm in my room all alone with my moms boy-friend in the other room watching tv. My bed was side ways in the middle of the room up against the wall.

I have the night light across the room and turn toward the night light then fall fast asleep. As soon as I'm asleep I start to feel very hot, like the heat is blowing right on my shoulder. In my dream I still think that I haven't fell asleep yet because I already have. As i stare at the night light already scared of the dark a little, the night light was a motivation not to be scared. Feeling the heat on me I try to move around to change positions away from the heated spot, but I cannot move, I get very scared. All of a sudden I hear laughing coming from the night light, then two small white bubbles come from the light. In no time the bubbles pop very loud and I see two very terrifying white demon heads laughing, they had no body only floating heads. One demon was sad but still laughing and the other head was grinning very wide laughing. As they floated very slowly to my bed a squirmed trying to yell, but it didnt work. There heads seemed like it could not be still kind of like a bobble head looking at each other and then back to me. It felt like they were agreeing with each other on a plan. the were bald and the heads were as big as a white soccer ball. There ears were thin and very high over there heads like a closed umbrella, and the nose was very long and hairy, and the eyes were a shining light, and the had no tongue or teeth, only gums. I finally managed to get on my back but was some how forced down, and as soon as they got really close to me they stopped and looked up, i closed my eyes hoping to dream back while they were still laughing like the sound of a 100 people in a audience. I took one peek away from the two white headed demons and looked up and at the head of my bed something black and red was standing over me. It looked like the nose of an ox which was breathing that heavy heat on me, and a horn coming out of its chin hairs. Before I saw the rest of the face closed my eyes before I scared myself to death. I shouted in my head let me go!! Then I started to say my prayers, Jesus if your real please help me and forgive me for my sins!! then I got cold and the nightlight went out. The pressure from the bed lifted back to normal and I woke up with the night light actually out!

My moms boy-friend don't come in my room for anything at all, it was only me and him in the house. I screamed and ran in the room where he was, and started crying pointing back to my room, There laughing at me!! He got up and turned my light on, telling me its ok and prayed with me. He asked me why dont you have the night light on, I didn't respond, I never had that dream again and always said my prayers at night.

Dream fragment memory. I remember having a dream of where I was in a tower, And this tower was like the Dubai Kalifa, The tallest building in the world, Except, This surrounding city was old, And grey. Much like a cold war version of paris. And this new tower was in the middle, But it's height was about 1 mile high. Anyway, I got a Flat there. It was meant to be close to the ground, Except instead they gave me the one three floors from the top of the building. And in the wind, The building swayed. I remember looking down at the old cold war style city. This building I was stranding in was the only tall building there. Everything else in the city maximum height of the buildings were 3 stories high. Maybe four. Back to the dream at hand, The building had a antenna that two guys were climbing, It was windy and cold. The dream faded. This dream didn't happen today, I just remembered it from seeing something today. Or I may be wrong and it did happen today

I remember having a dream, Cate Blanchett was Queen Elizabeth, And I was in the court of France, And It was hot and I was standing next to the King Of France or Spain. I think it was going between the two Kings of each nation.

Anyway, It was dark purple or blue. With the French monarch emblem. Queen Elizabeth 1st of England came to the French court and asked them for assistance, Or Asylum? I think the English removed the Monarchy.

This was what she looked like, Only standing, Begging for mercy.


Because Queen Elizabeth 1st was Protestant. They wanted to arrest her and behead her. The King who she pleaded too, Said something to his guards, And herself and her guards/protectors rushed her out of the door and into a carriage. I was running, Or on another Carriage chasing the Queen Of England.

We were driving over hills and stuff, I did a assassins creed move and jumped onto the back of the Queens carriage. It started swerving left to right, Trying to get me off. I climbed up on the top and entered through the roof, Much like a car. I then see the Queen and said "I won't hurt you, I'll save you"

The Queen then took me to this building with lots of gold blocks inside. The French whom where chasing us, Where far behind. Me and the Queen ran up the steps to this building, It was bricks with detail design on the outside, And gold bricks blocks inside covering the walls. Anyway, We got inside and it was dark, With a few fires on the wall. We climbed up the flights of stairs. We got half way, And the French were at the bottom of the stairs running up, Shouting. We got to the top, And it was a dead end. I think something happened, Then I woke up!

The End, Until I dream next.

Dream One Non-Lucid

I enter the dream playing Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3 on a map that I didn't quite recognize. It felt like I knew this map like my name tough. It was like a mixture of Array from Black Ops, Sub Base from Modern Warfare 2, and Rust from Modern Warfare 2. It was super small, like rust, and had huge amounts of snow. In the middle was a smaller building that you could only get on top of by a metal staircase. On the top, you could see the roofs of other buildings, and the whole map. There was also a bomb site for Search and Destroy on top. In the far right corner, there was a gigantic building, like from Array, but it had no windows. Inside was a bomb site for Search and Destroy. You could also get on top of that building by another set of stairs outside. On top of there, you could get on one of the buildings the surrounded the map by, like the stairs, a metal bridge. The roof that you got on from there was made out of tin and had rust on the front edges. I was playing Search and Destroy on this map, and I had a PP90M1 with a silencer. I was also playing with my friend from school, Trent. I sprinted into the building in the right-hand corner, passing the bomb site on the small building. Inside, the whole enemy team was there. I quickly sprayed them down with my bullets, earning me a five man kill streak. "WOOOO!" I had yelled as soon as it happened. The whole lobby went silent. There was no kill cam, but another round started. Instead of seeing my character, I saw Trent's character, as if I was dead. "What," he had replied to me whoop, "It isn't like your special or something."
"Dude! Look at the leader boards-" I said while opening my leader boards. "I am on top with five kills and zero deaths! That's great for me since I am new to gaming on the PC and we are on the PC!" I couldn't feel my mouse underhand though, but I didn't recognize that in my dream (I am dumb). I saw him look at a pile of snow underneath the bridge from the Array-like building to the tinted roofed building. He was using the PP90M1 as well, but it had a woodland camo and wasn't silenced. There seemed to be a glitch with it because it would show a person's body flash around in it, although you couldn't get in it. He shot at it, but got he didn't get any kills. I then woke up.

Dream Two Non- Lucid

I was on a farmer's farm with the farmer beside be, and for some reason I knew he had Heliophobia (The fear of sun or sunlight). Hid face was blurry, but he was wearing blue overalls and a red shirt underneath it. We was sitting on his chairs, much like the metal ones at your school, out in the sunlight. He was not scared though. In front of us was a white table, and behind us was a metal shed. I soon entered the shed and saw that it had nothing but concrete underfoot. I exited and sat back down on the metal chair. Me and him got started talking, and he said "It would just be a better place if we could destroy the sun."
For some reason, I agreed with him and we had an unspoken agreement to destroy the sun at 2:55. That time is also when my school gets out. We sat in silence, until my dream flickered to an image on the clock that said 2:30. "Just another 25 minutes and the sun will be out forever!" I informed him. He grunted in agreement, and this went on for many times before finally I woke up.

Side Note

I am going to try to become lucid in one of my dreams tonight. Wish me luck!

Pretty much been having a rough couple of days, really threw of any kind of good sleep :/

I recall only a very slight bit the other day, just going through some kind of dungeon finding someone trapped in a room, tied up blind-folded, cat eared....... not clothed XD lol

thatz about it

Sheesh, I have had over a week's break from updating this. My momentum kind of got killed when my streak broke off. Still waiting for the first lucid of the year. They are going to have to come thick and fast soon or else I won't be having my best year.

Nonetheless, last night I actually had an okay recall. And as my own forum, where my dream journal is, is down, I can't even write any classics, so last night's dream it is then, paraphrasing it from memory.

Weird History Girl
Date: February 13th, 2012
Lucid: No

So I was at my home's yard and there was some party going on inside. There were some people outside as well though. I wasn't interested in the party apparently, so I sat down to the swing. All the sudden one girl, actually one of my former classmate from way back, sat next to me and started talking to me.

She didn't recognize me. She just thought to come to talk to me, cause I "looked nice", or something to that effect. I told her that she actually should recognize me and I guess I sort of tried to force her to remember, but she didn't remember, even with the hints I gave to her.

Somehow though I ended up in her car while she drived through the town. She seemed to be a bit poor driver and almost crashed a couple of times. She tried to explain that it was because she was not used to driving around there.

Finally she parked next to some street and started walking somewhere. I wasn't sure what I was doing there, so I contemplated a bit before following her.

She went into this building. The door of it was weird, like you had to transform into many times smaller size before you could fit in the door. I saw many people go through this process, including her. Somehow I explained to myself, that it was just an optical illusion. I went in behind her.

The building was some kind of mix between museum and library. Apparently there were some old texts you were allowed to read, and that was what she was after. She headed to some reading hall while I started wandering around.

I found some room I though I was familiar with. There was a stairway that led to nowhere, though I told myself, that if you'd jump off it's ledge you could latch onto something and get to some other space. I didn't try it though.

I headed back to the reading hall, but I had to go through stairs down. In those stairs I hit some button on the floor that triggered an alarm. There was some kind of guarding point with couple of guys right next to the place. Some mean-looking guy started moving and they all got alert due to the alarm.

I knew I set it off, but just stared the mean-looking guy in the eye and he ignored me, thinking that the alarm was set off by something else. Anyway, I had gotten of it and headed to the reading hall. There were some tables and few people in it. Next to the table where the classmate girl was was also another one of my former classmates, one guy.

I went to talk to the girl and asked what she was studying, as in studying in school. I don't remember if she had said to me in the car that or did I just figure that she must be studying something. Nonetheless she told me that she studies history. I said that I figured that isn't that obvious and that I wanted more specific answer. For some reason everybody, including me, thought that that was like the best joke ever, at least judging from the amount of laughter.

I don't remember what she answered, but the dream pretty much ended there anyway.

I awoke (real life) at about 6-7AM. As I drifted back off o sleep I attempted a MILD. The MILD unfortunately didn't happen but atlases I still got some sleep.

Any way my dream started off with me and my cousin sitting on a bed in what was suppose to be my room. 'My room' was located were my utility room is now, my room also looked like my nans guest bedroom apart from there was two tvs and my bed-side table was there. Anyway I had some mucus in my mouth and I went to the back right corner, where my bed-side table and the other tv was, and spat it out behind the tv (the one what's there in real life). The area where I spat it out then began to flood. I proceeded to the bathroom when a tiny Robin (about 5-3cm big) was jumping around in the hall way. I ignored it and carried on to the bathroom where I got some toilet paper and went back to my room. When I reached the flood again everything was very grey-ish and I found it hard to see. I coil see easier by widening my eyes. At that point I realised that the flood would be much easier to deal with if I was awake. So I started walking towards where my real bedroom is but when I got to the doorway of the 'flooding room' I woke up.

Very strange how my sub-conscious released I was asleep but it didn't turn lucid.

My last dream was me running towards people with people. Beside me and all of a sudden i do the finger RC but nothing, straight away i do the nose RC and it works. I have a hat and decide to throw it at the people im running at but i fly behind the hat and as someone grabs it i stop and hover to think how good im getting at this flying thing lol

The 1st night wasn't a sucsess. All I can remember is that I was in the back of my mums car when she opened the door and was holding two pigs. One big and one small. She told me she had bought a micro pig and a normal pig.

Other thongs to notice is that the car was in the middle of a city and the sky was calm and blue.

These two dreams, although not long, have stuck with me for a while now I have no idea why.

1st: This dream I had 5 years ago and it was seton my primary school. It was a fine blue skyed day and there were two huts in the playground. Both huts had pink sparkling spastic strips flowing down from the top. I remember coming out of the right side hut and seeing Chantelle (A girl I used to fancy)

2nd: Me, my mum and my step dad were on a green boat out in the middle of the sea. And other than this all I remember is feeling really sick…