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    1. Into the Cave of Another Dreamer

      by , 02-16-2012 at 05:57 AM (Second Reality Experiences)
      I am with two people in a movie production. We are the actors. I don't know what the plot is but I know it has something to do with video games (I think I was supposed to be Donkey Kong). We're in an abandoned place that looks a lot like a hospital. I open the door to a hallway and there is what looks like a Silent Hill mannequin nurse at the end.

      "Silent Hill!" The actor next to me yells, "That's not original at all!"

      We run away from it pretending to be scared for the cameras. Out of the corner of my eye I spot the beautiful Mena Suvari working behind the scenes. We head down some steps towards what appears to be a cave. At this point I realize I am in a dream.

      This guy comes out of nowhere and introduces himself and tells us that this cave is his place. He is taller than I am, and has medium length black hair. He seems really nice, and I feel like I know who he is, and that he is another dreamer.

      "I want to show you something," he tells me, leading me further inside.

      We come to a piece of art painted on the cave floor. It's an animal, comprised of different animal parts. Mostly bird but part lion, similar to a griffin except not quite the same.

      "Do you change into this form in your lucid dreams?" I ask him


      He nods yes, "Look at this other one I've been working on. I'm trying to perfect it's abilities."


      We walk to the right and look at a second painting on the ground. This one is of a raven with huge outstretched wings and flowing feathers. In the image the bird is actually breathing frost like an ice dragon. It looks awesome.

      He walks away for a moment and one of the other DCs I was with earlier comes up to me.


      "Your friend has a present for you."

      He hands me what looks like a candy bar. I pull open the wrapper and see that it's actually some kind of jerky meat. I start chewing on it. It tastes funny, I don't think my mind was quite settled on what it wanted it to be like. But it does the job. It helps me to stay grounded in the dream. I realize he gave me the present to do just that - keep me in the lucid dream. It makes me smile. I run up to him and give him a big hug.

      "Thank you," I say.


      He grins, "No problem."

      At that moment I think about my body lying asleep in bed. Everything starts fading out. Crap! I'm not supposed to think about that! But it's too late. The dream dissipates and I wake up.

      During this dream I was told the name of the guy who was helping me a few times. I can't for the life of me remember what it was. All I remember was that it sounded like a screen name. Like he came from the forums. And I felt like I knew him well. When I woke up however, I realized that I in fact have never met him before in waking life. I do not know who that was. It's a weird deja vu kind of feeling.

      Updated 02-23-2012 at 03:10 AM by 49327

      Categories
      lucid , memorable , side notes
    2. Here we go again

      by , 02-16-2012 at 04:55 AM (Just Another Dream Journal)
      Some time has passed, so I've lost some of the details but....

      I dreamed of many kittens again. Yet the dream spiced things up for a change and added a bunch of cats and rabbits too. Two of the rabbits were ones I've lost Neval and Mylopsia.
      All of the animals were running around together. The rabbits kept getting loose and I was terrified the cats would eat them, but they all seemed to get along just fine. Some kittens were even nursing from Mylopsia
      Then I went outside and the boys were loose. They had gotten their chains tangled together. I unhooked Snuffanuff easily enough but Rocky kept jumping all over the place and then I noticed that half of his face was missing

      In another dream, the car theme ruled. I kept trying to get gas but ended up on the wrong side of the pump or way too far from the pump, then I wasn't filling my car at all but a gas can. Then I lost the gas can, lost my car, was going crazy trying to find everything I took off flying to get a better view, but it was so windy, I kept getting thrown off course. I eventually found my car and, drove awhile then parked some place I thought was safe. Turns out it was a semi-frozen body of water. I got out of my car, walked back somewhere, heard the ice crack and watched my pride and joy slowly slip beneath the water. I even tried to use my dream super powers to telekinetically pull it out, but it was hopeless.

      I woke in a panic and annoyed at all these "stress" dreams. WTH? Life is fine right now. Life has been fine for over 2 weeks.
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    3. Feb 15 2012

      by , 02-16-2012 at 04:13 AM (Mah Journal)
      I was at school in some random classroom. We were receiving our exams apparently. I apparently got an English exam back. Someone was telling me that I had done really poorly, and for some reason Mrs. B. had taken it and marked it differently so that I ended up with 85%. I had expected to do better and was bawling my eyes out. I then explained to the two people (whom I cannot remember) that my meds were making me really emotional, which is why I was so sad at that moment.

      ---

      I was supposedly at the back of my current school. There was a massive field, but at the end was a river. Across the river was the back of my old school. I was with one of my classes, and we were by the river. I looked at my old school, and suddenly a garbage can near the back door of it burst into flames. We were all watching it now. We thought that the garbage can would go out since it wasn't that close to the door, but then the door suddenly started burning too. Then the whole school was up in flames.

      I was confused as to how that had happened in the first place. Then, suddenly, I was thinking about how my school couldn't possibly ignite since it was all the way across a field and a river. Then I saw a single wandering spark fly away from the massive fire, all the way over the river and the field, and land ever so conveniently land on our back door and somehow light the whole school within a split second. Fear struck my heart; we were trapped and had no escape, especially with the speed at which the fire grew. Then it ended.
      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    4. task of the february finish. advanced - first att.

      by
      she
      , 02-16-2012 at 03:08 AM
      All this began from the massage of my head - somebody does me massage and I saw a very bright picture, and then he finished - the picture disapear and I was in the bed(in dream).
      I was walking in the streat DILD and went to the first DCs - it was tall man and his mother - I thought. I gave the man a valentine card - the card was already in my hand. Said - good luck in valentine day! He answered - thanks - took it and they went away.
      I went to find some picture - even tried to break a n office window to find some picture there, but could not. In some window i saw a picture with 2 bright parrots - i flew to it and tried to enter the picture - i went through the picture - and saw street and the picture of the parrots on the window.
      I went ot the street again and found advertising (i think advertising of tea) with big picture of green mountings, lake and a woman. I flew about a meter to be the same level with the picture an went in it. I was among the green mount and some man was near me. I have very less control and couldnt take something from the picture - I began to rub hands and face - but it didn't help and I fall in the some room, but on the wall was other picture. I went to the door to go to the street and tried with adverticing once more and awoke.
      Categories
      lucid , task of the month
    5. Witches and my german teacher

      by , 02-16-2012 at 02:43 AM
      -There are about 4 people on a terrace. three of them are facing west and the other one is facing east. The one in the middle of the three is a warlock. He says to us "I have been all around the world and learned many things."

      -I went back in time and I saw my German teacher when she was twenty and just got married. She is in a huge apartment with many floors. I am running down and she is too. She has curly hair. She is chasing a blender that is jumping up and down.
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    6. Hibiscus at Burning Man

      by
      Hyu
      , 02-16-2012 at 02:34 AM (Hyu's Adventures)


      This video was posted the night before this dream on reddit.
      It got me really curious about Burning Man and I read up on it before going to bed.


      I'm driving home.
      I decide to take the country road, which I love.
      It's nearly always empty and is full of corners with very good visibility.
      In other words it's quite safe to drive really fast, and you barely ever go over the speed limit doing so.

      A village is coming up so I attempt to slow down, but something is wrong.
      The brakes are fading... badly!
      I'm going downhill struggling to stop, the brakes aren't biting.
      I enter the village quite a bit too fast but manage to come to a full stop after quite some distance.

      What happened? I haven't had any brake fading since I changed to aftermarket brakes, and I wasn't even pushing them that hard.
      Plus brakes don't just loose all their bite that quickly, they would have gradually started fading.
      I get out of the car to check on the brakes and the pads are quite literally on fire.

      No way... I try to recall if I was racing, but even if I was this couldn't possibly happen.
      I get back in the car still trying to remember my driving, and start driving slowly to cool the brakes down.
      I can't seem to recall my driving at all.


      And then it hits me. I'm dreaming!
      I immediately remember Burning Man and decide to go there.
      I close my eyes, and imagine myself walking on the Playa.
      Why did I close my eyes? I can teleport with my wings, this seems unsafe.

      I open my eyes and find myself already at Burning Man.

      "Huh... that was easy..."

      I notice a woman in front of me, staring at me quite intensely.

      "No, it wasn't. I brought you here."

      Interesting.
      I scan her aura to see if it is Faye messing with me, but I quickly realize it is not her.
      It's the "hibiscus girl": Another mysterious woman / Emotional and sensory overload - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views
      The last two times she was wearing clothes with a hibiscus drawn on them, but this time she's wearing the actual flower behind one of her ears.

      "Well... hello there."
      "Come!"

      She grabs my hand and drags me away.
      She blinks the both of us a considerable distance ahead, and we end up in a location where people have set up all sorts of art pieces.

      "Beautiful, isn't it?"

      I investigate all the pieces carefully.
      They are very different from each other, but every one is beautiful in its own individual way.
      There's everything from over-sized mechanical spiders shooting flames to tiny crystal sculptures.

      She grabs my hand again, and gives me this look that clearly states that she is in control.
      This is the second time she just dragged me into another dream.
      I don't really mind, because I find her very interesting, and her presence is... quite arousing.
      She's extremely attractive and quite sensual.
      I'm drawn towards her.
      But I sill feel the need to be at least partially in control of what is going on.

      "We're going to climb that sculpture"

      She points at a tubular structure.
      I resist the dragging and she looks at me.
      I stare deeply into her eyes and grab strongly onto her arm.

      "No, we're not. We're going dancing."

      I smile, and pull her to a new location through my eyes, the way she has done it to me before.
      I get us into some sort of club they have constructed here.
      There's a center pillar giving support to a huge tent.
      We stand on a small platform attached to it, a few meters above the ground.
      There's neon-lights everywhere, in all kinds of colors, lighting the place up.
      Some follow the rhythm of the music.
      They are playing vocal trance. (A bit like this starting at 2:30)



      The girl is visibly surprised that I just dragged her here.

      "Dance with me!"

      She's unsure for a second but then smiles.

      "Sure"

      She leans her back against me and we dance slowly to the very atmospheric music.
      I really enjoy it. She smells very nice... it reminds me of lavender.
      She brushes through my hair with her fingers... I wish I had such good hair in waking life.
      The flashing of the lights turns my vision slightly blurry.
      She turns around and closes here eyes.
      She moves in for a kiss, and it's absolutely magnificent.
      I feel full of energy.

      I can feel how much she is enjoying this.
      But then something startles her.
      She looks at her hands and starts fading away.
      She manages to look at me one last time before she completely disappears.

      I decide that she must have woken up, how unfortunate.
      My vision is blurry as well, I need to get out of here and stabilize.

      I teleport outside where it is dusk now.
      I rub my hands vigorously to stabilize the dream.

      I walk along a path with more sculptures on both sides.
      I meet many people, all very different from each other.
      They're all extremely nice, everyone is smiling and says hi.
      I wonder if Burning Man is anything like this in waking life.

      Some guy explains to me how to build these tubular structures and I end up helping him extend one of his sculptures.

      Updated 02-16-2012 at 02:37 AM by 37117

      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable , lucid
    7. Totm attempts October 2011 - January 2012

      by
      Hyu
      , 02-16-2012 at 12:49 AM (Hyu's Adventures)
      October 2011
      - Visit a house and ask for Trick or Treat - Report what you were given
      - Become one of the 13 Gods of Olympus (Zeus, Posiedon, Hades, Athena, Hera, Apollo, Artemis, Hermes, Dionysus, Hephaestus, Ares, Demeter, and Aphrodite)

      I had an unreasonable amount of problems with the basic task.
      Whenever I knocked at a place, people either wouldn't open the door, claim that it is late and they want to sleep, or state that we do not celebrate Halloween around here.

      During one dream I considered doing the advanced task, but realized that I didn't know enough about Hades, which is the god I chose to become.

      • I'm walking through my street hoping to finally complete the basic totm.
        I cannot believe how hard I'm failing at it, it seems so simple.
        I decide to summon Faye to help me out and she promptly appears.

        We go to the first house to ask for Trick or Treat and I transform myself into a half gargoyle / half human.
        As the door opens I roar and Faye asks for Trick or Treat.

        "... you are stupid, we don't do that around here."

        He closes the door.
        I'm pissed, why is this not working...
        Faye is on her way to the next house but I call her back.
        I knock on the door rather vigorously.

        "What do you want? Go away!"
        "Listen up friend... you are going to move your ass to the kitchen and get us some fucking candy."

        He looks at me rather offended.
        I show him my half transformed hand and grow long claws out of it.
        He gets scared and runs into the house.
        A few seconds later he comes back with a big bag full of candy and hands it over with his hands shivering.

        "See, was that so hard?"

        He closes the door.

        "You know... that totally doesn't count."
        "Why not?"
        "This was quite a bit closer to robbery than it was to Trick or Treating."

        I shrug it off and decide that I have completed the task.



      November 2011
      - Go into your school (old or current) and make all your teachers mad
      - Visit a place in your favorite book, video game, movie, TV show, etc.

      I didn't attempt the basic task but managed to do the advanced on the first try.
      I cannot recall where I went for it though, I had rather bad recall on that dream and didn't write it down.


      December 2011
      - Fly up in the sky and find out where all the snow comes from
      - Find Santa and deliver presents with him.

      • After become lucid at home, I decide to quickly fly into the sky and complete the basic task.
        I have no plans to complete the advanced one, I just want to do the basic one quickly and then teleport to Teraluna.
        Whilst flying upwards I realize that it isn't actually snowing, which is sort of an issue if I want to see where the snow is coming from.
        But then for some reason I notice that is is actually snowing... heh.
        I don't have to fly very far until the snow turns into rain.

        I'm not really sure what I was expecting. A magic machine of sorts perhaps?
        The rain just gradually turns into snow due to the low temperatures.
        I shrink myself down to the size of a rain drop and follow it down.
        It gradually crystallizes, it's quite beautiful.

        I'm satisfied and turn back to my normal size in order to teleport...



      January 2012
      - Set off fireworks in a crowded place and record what happened/how the DCs reacted.
      - Go back in time and see yourself at the moment you became lucid.

      I only did the basic task during a rather long and interesting lucid which I'll probably post at a later time.
      I didn't attempt the advanced one.
      Tags: totm
      Categories
      lucid , side notes , task of the month
    8. creepy

      by , 02-15-2012 at 11:47 PM (Sehnsucht)
      Now, with no university stuff to do for a while, I'll try to get into this a bit more seriously again.
      This time, it's only a fragment I keep thinking about.

      I am in a cave, but on my way outside.
      A weird dog with a human face comes from behind, and tells me to not leave the cave, to come back inside.
      I don't feel the need to respond, and get to the exit.

      There is another dog with a human face this time, looking at me with evil intent.
      The dog from earlier shouts that I needn't talk to him.
      I look at the dog in front of me, he says something weird.
      I get this nightmarish feeling, and am suddenly lifted on top of the cave by a weird force.


      I immediately realize I am dreaming, though I wake up after this.


      Those two dogs were scary as fuck, I woke up all sweaty.
      Maybe I'll try to look for them again.
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    9. Fog

      by , 02-15-2012 at 10:50 PM (DC's Dream Journal)
      didn't sleep very well, got a bit lazy tonight too :/
      1:00am
      Fog
      Cloudy day, at my house. I get ready to go to work but my parents want to have a talk. there was fog. went out back and saw dad with a trollsmirk on his face, bro and sis looking pretty upset. end up leaving for work half an hour late.
      7:30am
      Tags: cloudy, fog, gloomy, work
      Categories
      dream fragment
    10. a few dreams

      by , 02-15-2012 at 10:31 PM
      I had this dream twice, the first time I got caught. The second time I realised what I had done wrong and got away (I think).

      I was on a warfront, spotting for a sniper I guess. The enemy cannled an air strike on our location an y
      the sniper's leg got blown off. He really needed to go to the toilet so I held his rifle as he went. I looked down the scope and saw an important looking man walking towards a Bunker/aeroplane, surrounded by officials. I tried to shoot him. I missed. Everyone knew where we were and I knew another airstrike was coming so I began to run away. People started to stream in to catch me. I was on a cliff, so I ran toward the edge, jumped, and caught hold of a pine tree. I spun around the pine tree trying to confuse them. On about my third rotation I let go and flying kicked an important looking man. I ran toward the bush and was chased. There was a chase through the bush but I can't remember what happened.

      *the next set of events may be out of order*

      After dreaming this I realised I was imprisoned under the Basically regime for twenty years but couldn't remember. I was telling all my friends this (even though we were teens, it somehow made sense.)

      My sister wanted a dog and there was a really large hill and some bushland outside our house, so my dad built a light rail for her that only went about 100m up the hill. I rode it with her. I asked my Dad and he said it cost about $13300. I was annoyed.

      Me and two other friends had to do a free for all fight match.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    11. Lucid

      by , 02-15-2012 at 09:49 PM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      I remember discussing survival tactics with D and J. I was telling them the items I needed. It only boiled down to a handgun and and a knife. D was playing around with one and he dropped the clip on the ground. I started putting the bullets back in and I realized that they were all put in the wrong way.

      I'm at some event, and I see N there. I have the feeling that I'm dreaming, so i ask her if I am. she tells me no...but I don't believe her. I asked her for a kiss, and she said "okay just a little one". And I went in fora little tongue action. Still though...>I could just be awake....and crazy. So I headed outside, and there was this handicap ramp that zig-zaged outside. I jumped over them all and floated down. Yup....pretty sure it's a dream. I took off my shoes and wanted to destroy a rail. I walked into the second area (bunch of people here too...like a formal party or awards show or something) and asked a guy "hey didn't I leave skates in that locker". He looked up and said "what"? I was about to repeat myself, but when I looked back, I saw my skates were sitting in a now opened locker. I walked towards them and started putting them on. The front frames were a little broken, but I knew I could do without. Some other guy came up with his skates too. Man...it was gonna be crazy. Just then I started feeling really hot. I woke up because of it.
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      lucid
    12. 20th Night

      by , 02-15-2012 at 08:47 PM (Exploring My Imagination)
      February 15, 2012
      Last night was a very lame night. I tried a new method where I write down the days events before I go to bed and it worked, however not how I wanted it to. I remember waking up a few times during the night after some pretty good dreams, but I decided to be stupid and not write them down. All I remembered when I got up this morning were a couple of dream fragments. I will try again tonight and make sure to write the dreams down as soon as I get up.

      1) Fragment: This was just a flash of something, not much at all. I can recall dreaming about a fruit cup that someone (or I) was holding. That's it

      2) Fragment: It's hard to remember but I think I dreamt about school again. It's very faint so I can't recall any further details.
      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    13. Bicycle Chaos

      by , 02-15-2012 at 08:42 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      02.15.2012
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1: Bicycle Chaos

      I was riding my bicycle somewhere, and I was standing on the pedals instead of the basic sitting position on the bike.

      Then I look down from above to see that the front wheel was getting loose and popped. Then the rubber started to disintegrate really fast to where the metal was fully exposed to the concrete.

      slowness-broken-bicycle-carl-purcell.jpg

      I'm not sure on what happened after.
      Tags: bicycle
      Categories
      non-lucid
    14. First remembered dream of 2012

      by , 02-15-2012 at 08:38 PM (Visions in the Dark)
      I am in this old Western style town that has narrow dirt streets and wooden plank buildings. I am wearing a white dress and carrying a grey coat in my arms. The streets are filled with rough looking men, some of whom heckle me as I walk past. I do not see any children or women other than myself.

      I come to a part of the street that opens up to a small lake. On the other side there is a man hitting baseballs in the direction of the street I am on. One of the baseballs hits my wrist and several men on the street laugh at me. As I am reeling from the stinging in my wrist another baseball suddenly hits me in the head and I fall down. I pretend I am unconscious to see if anyone will help me. My eyes are closed but I can hear footsteps approtching.

      A heavy leather jacket is placed over me like a blanket and my grey jacker is put under my head like a pillow. I can sense several people around me, but all are silent and there is no conversation between them. Slowly I open my eyes to see who came to my aid. There are several men I do not recognize and one I do. The one who is farmiliar is my dream character Walter, who often only appears when I am my dream character Chun-li. I think it is strange that he is here, because I am not Chun-Li and he has never appeared before when I am any other character. Walter senses my thoughts and telepathically I can hear him say "Welcome back."

      At first I think he is welcoming me back to consciousness but I figured he actually meant "Welcome back to the world of dreams" because I have not remembered any dreams for months, and also because he is not a character that shows a lot of emotion and he seemed really happy to see me again.

      Walter picks me up and carries me to an area outside of town that has a medical ward of some kind. On the inside of the building it looks like a modern hospital but on the outside it has a complicated security system with checkpoints that you might find at an airport, prision or even military base. I still see no other women besides myself. After Walter checks me in he says that he has to do something and leaves. I beg him to stay because I feel safe when he is around but he insists that this thing is really important and disappears out the door. I do not see him again in this dream.

      Not long after he leaves I explore the hospital a bit but when that gets boring I head outside and try to navigate the maze like security/check point system. I am held up at one gate and questioned intensely bye two guards but they eventually let me go. After that however, I notice to different men following me around, keeping just enough distance from me so as not to raise suspicion, though I can see them no matter where I go.

      The sun begins to set and I want to get back to the hospital room but I find that I am lost and don't know which security gates I have to go through. The men following me are getting closer and closer and I fear they are going to tackle me or something. My last thoughts in this dream, before I wake up, is wondering where Walter is and why he left me all alone.

      Updated 01-05-2015 at 03:35 AM by 6048 (terrible terrible spelling)

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      non-lucid
    15. Another lucid again....15th February 2012

      by , 02-15-2012 at 08:12 PM
      I'm lying on my front and wake up in SP, I think to myself "I'm having sex" , it's still dark but I can feel the sensation of having sex, my dream comes and I can now see. I'm standing up next to my bed facing the window, someone is behind me and having sex with me and I have to say as usual it feels really, really good lol . I look at my bed and think "I hope this is a dream or my hubby will see this" but I know it's a dream. I turn round to see who is having sex with me and it's a woman I think "omg.....what the fuck!!!" I really can't believe what I'm looking at, she has got scraggly black long hair and crooked teeth and is taller than me, she is also wearing bright red lipstick or her lips are naturally blood red in colour.
      I walk downstairs and she follows me, she is still boning me from behind lmao I now manage to shrug her off and I say "I'm going to fly now" and she says quite sharply "no, your coming with me!" I say "no I'm not!!". I look down at myself and have no trousers on and think "I'd better put some trousers on first" lol I look at a pair on the side but they are kids jeans so I find another pair and put them on. I get my coat while the weird woman gets hers and I put it on, I now fly up into the sky. Things now go fuzzy so I stop in mid-air for a minute and say "I'm dreaming" I stabilise myself and everything comes clear again, I have a good fly about and then I wake up in SP again.
      I stay still and feel the vibrations going through me and it again takes me into a lucid dream. I'm saying to myself "I'm dreaming" and my dream starts to appear around me. I'm in a doctors surgery on an operating table ((omfg)) the Doc is checking me and says something is wrong from when I had my hysterectomy ((yeah having it atall was wrong!!!)) then the Nurse says it's something to do with my heart! I think to myself "I don't want this dream!!!" so I quickly think to myself "I'm flying" and I am now flying in the sky.
      I fly to this place where my lucid dream friends are. I see some small fluffy animals on the floor they are very cute, they are mixed between a mouse and a kitten, I think "awwwww..I wish we had these in real life" I pick one up and stroke it and it then bites my chin and it bloody hurt enall lol. There are lots of flowers about and there is a desk where a couple of my dream friends work, there are 2 of them behind it. I touch the flowers and they move like butterflies, my friend shows me how to do this, I get the feeling that I've been here before.
      A friend now flies me to where he goes, he has made himself a dream house, it's purple in colour and very tall, it has like triangular shapes coming out of it which are about 4 or 5 inches in length. It's see through and has the pipes that hamsters go through attached to it but obviously bigger for humans lol. I go inside but then want to go back out, he says "you can't" I say "it's my dream so I can" I fly so far up and then get stuck, I say "it's my dream" and then I'm able to go further up. I reach the top and realise I'm trapped inside. I now again wake up in SP and think "what can I do now"
      I remember my list on DV and its my signature and I get excited and say "see my nan and grandad Futrill" I hear my Nans voice say "it's been so long" but it's still all black so I say again "see my nan and grandad Futrill" unfortunately I say this out loud and wake myself up from SP grrrrrr!!! I now get SP again and I'm upstairs in my room putting washing on my radiator ((I'm not lucid this time)) I hear my eldest and her Dad arguing L says "I'm not stupid your stupid, can't you see what your doing" I shit myself and think "ohhh god...the shits gonna hit the fan now!!!" L now storms upstairs and goes into her room, I go in after her and she's in bed, I shake her and say "L,L are you ok" she doesn't answer, I then wake up properly and write this.