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02.19.2012

Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?, Random Black Girl Typing on Computer (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm even more motivated in finding Kaomea now after a few events that she was able to relate to. I slept pretty late, so I couldn't get a good description of the dreams I remember, but there have been strange things going on.

The first dream, before I slept, I tried to do a MILD by repeating that I would meet Kaomea in a lucid dream several times. I should've done it again when I did a WBTB when I set the alarm to wake me up around 3:45 AM, but I just dozed off.

And I don't think I even had any dreams when I slept again, it was until later on in the morning at maybe 6-8 AM where I started to see the first dream I could recall.

But now I'm more motivated in finding her, and hopefully do some things to help know that I'm looking for her. She knows I'm trying to find her, but now I'm going to get serious.

I'm going to try to do the Astral energy thing (sounds a bit too ambitious since I've only had 2-3 OBEs or so throughtout the months of being on this forum), but I won't say specifically what I'll do with the energy with Kaomea if I meet her (false entities of myself might confuse her).

This feels like a romantic adventure lol, maybe it might fail because....never mind, I shouldn't think that.

Dream 1: Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?

I was on Facebook, and I see some lady's profile picture on the Homescreen post some status that said "♥Ake", and several people liked it. The girl was wearing a red dress, and she was smiling.




I couldn't tell if it was similar to Kaomea's red dress on her avatar, but she was doing that pose where girls would have one hand on their hips and lean to the side, and I think she cropped the picture since the picture was taken with someone.



There was one person that I knew in real life that liked her status, and her name is Mehak. Then someone commented on her status, but I couldn't remember what she said. Then I think the Kaomea look-a-like (somewhat), said something about "divorced" or "happy divorced."

Then I think she added another comment that her "♥Ake" status was actually a spelling error, and she typed the status as "Make*." (yes with the star at the side to)

The next thing I did, I'm not so sure, but I look on the top left of her Facebook Wall Page, and I saw a cropped picture of a random ocean. I could see the waves and all of that.

I think she was using the "Timeline" feature.

I would like to think that was Kaomea, but I do admit I was on Facebook for a few minutes before going to sleep, so it was most likely a day association for that, but again, this dream happened later on in the morning, and after the WBTB, so whatever I actually dreamed was forgotten, so maybe it was a new dream created out of my intent from the Mantra.

I even decided to listen to Hymn for the Missing by Red before I slept as well, kind of to get into the mood of what I wanted to show her. She'll know what I'm talking about, if I can get consistent dreams with her.



Also, I'm eradicating the mentality that I have to go into her head or something, that's just too crazy, I should think of it was just as a MEETING to her subconscious, like her "house" (I got the shift in mentality from a shared dreaming thread somewhere in this forum that a person posted....makes things a lot easier now).

I told my mind that I would meet her in the dream plane, but I think I just used that I would meet her in a lucid dream instead, I felt a little....eh nvm...too much rambling.

Dream 2: Random Black Girl Typing on Computer

There was this overweight black girl typing on the computer, I don't know if she was on Facebook or anything, but she was drinking a Berry drink on the right of the screen I'm watching her.



She looked like she was enjoying it and smiling, and I saw a few quick flashes of her Facebook wall, but it was just a bunch of useless information that didn't make sense to me.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

Two female movie stars were getting married to each other. They were walking down some kind of red carpet, like they were going to or coming from an awards ceremony. The carpet ran down some kind of narrow hallway the right side of which had no wall, but was open to the golden sunlight of late afternoon.

The two stars were both known for being gorgeous. One of them was a beautiful blonde with her hair up in a narrow wave. She wore a tiny, white dress with something shimmery on it, like sequins or mother of pearl. She smiled and giggled kind of like Scarlet Johanssen.

But the other star was completely wrapped in a black cloth. The cloth was then bound with something like ropes or bungee cords, so that it was tight on the woman. The cloth looked like felt, and in a lot of places it was cut into wide fringes.

The cords were all neon colors -- like neon orange, blue, and pink. In addition, the woman wore canvas-topped shoes of different neon colors: mostly neon blue, with bits of neon orange and neon pink.

I wondered whether the woman's outfit had something to do with her religion. Maybe she was required, as a woman, to cover her whole body once she was married. I may have questioned this, since I figured any religion that had such a policy would probably not be okay with lesbian marriage.

Dream #2

I was outside in some city area, on cobbled streets and near a fountain. It was daytime. I was before some yellow-walled apartment building.

I saw my old friend R. I may have been surprised to see him. But I may somehow have gotten the idea that he'd planned to meet up with me in this place. He knew I didn't want to see him anymore. And he'd somehow manipulated this situation, I felt, so that I'd have to see him.

It turned out -- maybe I'd known this in advance -- that R lived in the apartment I'd stood in front of. R had me go upstairs with him. It was somehow like I was going to live with R for a little while, like I was trying to get back on my feet and he was letting me stay with him.

We were now upstairs and in R's bedroom. R had pulled out a stack of pornographic magazines. I had the feeling that they were mine, as if I had lived here before, or as if I had lived here for a while now and had hidden these magazines somewhere here, like under the mattresses.

R was starting to make me feel bad about having magazines like this in his house. I was feeling embarrassed and ashamed. But then R actually had me start looking at the magazines with him, as if he were already interested in them and was now trying to get me interested in them, too.

Windhover's Dream

Dream 1 - I'm in comic book illust class with my teacher and friends. we are building a giza pyramid!!! with square wooden blocks. the weird thing is that we are building from top to bottom

dream 2 - Again I'm in comic book illust class again, and my teacher asked us to continue writing our own novel (this should be from my creative writing class.)... I already finished one before so I try to come up with new story. then I use the story I've been thinking before... as I write it the scene gets jumped and I become a main character of my novel.

Here everything was soooo vivid. I am David (my character) - I can feel that I have white hair and wearing suit and black sunglasses. (awesome! ) and it feels like I am really him, not me. Anyway, I get a mission from my boss that there's another situation (?) and he says "bring your tech crew this time." My tech crew is for hacking internet and using computer stuff. The atmosphere is noisy night in metropolitan city. I get on the truck and behind me there's another grey car (in the truck) which my tech crew is riding it. the tech crew is one fat ass with long brown hair and beard lol. so I drive to somewhere and I get off...at the apartments? when I get off there are officials and cops - they tell me that trespassing is prohibited. My tech crew gets mad and he says "hey! this is an ambulance car(his grey car). don't you see it?"

I go to the entrance of an apartment and there is familiar woman I know. she's wearing pink shirt. she's really short (maybe below 155cm) and I dont like it for some reason, so I imagine her being tall, and she did. (semi-lucid?) suddenly I recognize her that we've had relationship before (she already had her own husband) we hug each other - the feeling is soooooooooo vivid!!! her body temperature, her clothes, everything.... she whispers into my ear and talks about something but I don't remember. I talk too, but this I can't recall at all.

Suddenly the scene changes and I'm in some kind of art? big closet with products? locked room. I crush the cabinet window with beer bottles. when I hit it with soju bottle, the bottle doesn't break well. I feel that my tech crew is behind me... the door opens and the woman is there - "what are you doing? let's go." she says. we go to the art room in my high school (that exists in IRL) and here my point of view shifts to 3rd point. David is wearing blue shirt. he sits down at the computer doing something. suddenly a boy student comes into our class carrying a white maltese dog. David and the woman blush their face (huh?) because they get distracted from that student. the student says that he left something in the class, and he picks up a bag and leaves. then my point of view shifts into the student's eyes. I pick the dog and kisses him with cuteness.....and then I notice that I get infected from the dog from kissing - maybe typhus or some kind of bacterial infection. I get really panicked and run to the other art class seeking for treatment. the woman is there for some reason - I asked her "is there a cure for this?" "yes there is, you have to take a bath here (pointing a bath machine), but it's uhhh... painful :/"
I imagine this scene skipping. I finally get done with taking a bath and suddenly the scene fades out into white.

At the mall with a couple of my buddies. High end store
, shoplifted a white tee, red tee, yellow polo, and 2 gucci belts. former math teacher was the cashier. After i took the goods i fled the scene to my house which seemed like a 5 minute walk in all reality it would be 45. Saw a mall cop posted

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers last night, also took some 5-HTP which gives you REM rebound. Combined I figured they'd give me some cool dreams this morning. I did dream alot, and got lucid for a while.

01.45: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm walking down a road in the middle of the night, I'm getting picked up by my dad a few blocks away. I look behind me, a black guy is following me from afar. I pick up the pace and take a few turns. After a while I arrive at a long staircase, my dad is parked at the end of it. I glance back again and the guy is now close enough for me to see his face. I quickly run down the stairs and jump after a few steps, grinding on the railing. "Hey dude, wait up!" the guy calls out. I have no intentions of waiting for him but somehow he hands me a joint. I jump the last ten steps, gliding in the air. I slowly realise I might be dreaming, but I don't give it much thought. I get in the car with my dad. "Go!" I tell him and throw the joint out the window. "I'm sorry but I don't want any drugs!" I yell out to the guy as he's chasing us.

*I'm at a class reunion and I'm having a good time. One girl, Emely, looks at me disgustingly. I don't know what her deal is. "Matte, sit down and have some water will you?" a guy asks me. "What are you talking about?" I ask him. I walk away, I don't feel too unsteady on my legs but almost everyone's looking at me. "You're drunk!" someone says.

*I'm in a hayloft with a bunch of other people. Some girl seems interested in my and tries to get close. For some reason we're all lying in a stream of water, just relaxing. All of a sudden the door bursts open and I get up. It's my entire family with a few relatives aswell. I figure they must be here to celebrate my graduation. I give everyone hugs and kisses as they congratulate me.

*I'm standing on a porch at the beach. A fence prevents people from getting in, or something to get out. A band is playing and I realise it's Metallica. My dad shows up and tells me of the time when he quit Metallica, ages ago. I'm amazed that he actually played in Metallica. A guy jumps the fence for some reason and an enormous rhino runs up to him. It starts stomping on him and soon he's lying there, chest entirely crushed. A small fountain of blood is erupting from his chest. "Wow... That guy is a goner" I tell my dad. He agrees.

11.15: LD's MILD
*I'm standing in a shallow hole in the ground. It looks like a tree's been standing here, but has recently been ripped up. I feel like searching for some insects. I dig with my hands and remove some rotten wood. I find a large beetle and pick it up. It feels like it's trying to bite me but I can tell it's only its legs. I hand the bettle to my brother Morgan who's nearby. I remove some more wood and discover a hole. There appears to be a big cave underneath me, or some kind of wasp nest. 'Holy shit please don't let it be a wasp nest.'

As I stand there I slowly realise I'm dreaming. 'It doesn't matter if I get stung anyways... Although it might be unpleasant.' I stand there and just look at the hole until the dream fades away.

*I'm inside of a high tech building with another guy. He's got some weird display built into his forearms. We walk down a corridor and end up infront of a door, he swipes his arms on the locks. They shortcircuit and the door opens. I get in and walk around in a narrow labyrinth. I can hear a few people behind a door and I realise it's my companions. They try to force it open using a weird extendable stave. It keeps sliding off and the door shuts so it's only halfway open. We try this for a long time before I spot a few people down the corridor. 'Oh shit that's the other team!' I lie down and crawl under it as quickly as I can. "They other team is here" I tell them. We exit the labyrinth and arrive at a lobby full of glass walls. I grab a pair of glasses just as a guy from the other team comes up to me. He's wearing them too, but mine are dirty so I grab some snow from the balcony to wipe them off. The other guy seems upset about something and grabs my teammate and heads out on the balcony with him. They fly away and I'm left where I am.

I realise I'm dreaming, and that I'm the same kind as them. I can do whatever I want! I jump and start to slowly levitate. I fly for a little while until I reach a big gray wall surrounding the complex. There I meet my old coworker Holger. We talk for a while. "You know what? I'm going to fly as high as possible!" I tell him. I hold my hands out and jump. I slowly begin to rise. "You call that high up?!" he shouts. I rise even further and the complex is just a small square surrounded by forest. "Woooohooo!" I yell out in excitement. I take a little look around and can see mostly forest and roads.

11.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: Some alcohol and 200 mg 5-HTP

Tasks completed
BASIC ADVANCED TEAM THREE STEP TASK

Interact with a DC, Fly

That's it! My thoughts weren't entirely lucid in the last dream. The current schema held me in a tight grip, but I knew I was dreaming alright.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Cay's Dreams

Dream 1
I dreamed that I met Hypatia! Well, to be precise, it was like we had met before, and were discussing that meeting. We were in a comfortable little cabin with red wallpaper and white swirls, with lots of knickknacks, a cuckoo clock, framed embroidery, twinkling chimes, carved wooden animals. She made tea. I can't remember any details of the dialogue or previous meeting. It was weird, though because Hypatia isn't one of the 'active' members and I don't know her description off the top of my head like if she were, but the Hypatia in this dream matched the description in the participant list, skinny, light skin, long brown hair.

Dream 2
It was like something had drawn my dream self to the bridge, which the river had, once again washed out. I sat down and watched the water rushing by for a long time. Eventually I stood up and felt off balance somehow, and did a reality check. After I became lucid the temperature seemed to drop dramatically, and biting winds started up. I pulled a red square of cloth out of my pocket- I was wearing pajamas- and shook it out to an ankle length cloak with a hood. Pleased that that trick had worked according to plan, I hopped over the span of bridge that was missing and turned the corner. Now I was facing the moon- well, moons, there were two. I didn't really know what to do next. Whenever we got lucid, we were supposed to try to share dreams, right? From where I was, I wasn't sure how to go about that; I decided to walk to Azra's house. However, the road took an unexpected turn; confused, I walked up into the sky and found that everything about the terrain had changed. I fell out of the air and woke up.

Dream 3 was thoroughly confusing and involved boggarts, brownies, my mom the witch, and five feet of snow on top of it all.

I’m going on vacation with my family, I think to Cape Cod. The rest of my family is riding in one car and I’m going in a car with my dad. While my dad is driving along, I think I see my 9th grade English teacher out the window, but then it turns out to not be her after all. We stop at some movie theater because for some reason, we’re going to a movie before we leave. But then I’m like, “Or, we could just go.” So then we agree to skip the movie and just leave.
We end up in some vacation house, and I think my aunt and uncle are there, too. At some point while we’re there, I watch “How I Met Your Mother” on a tiny TV in the house’s kitchen. Eventually everyone joins me and they’re all sitting around the TV.

There’s some other part where my family and I go to some carnival. There’s this guy dressed as the Cat in the Hat who is going around making everyone sign his hat. None of us actually want to go on any rides, so instead we all sit in front of this glass class filled with … something. I don’t remember exactly what. I want to say it was sea shells, but that doesn’t seem right. Oh, well. It was something shiny.

I remember another snippet of a dream where my friend and I were running down the stairs of our dorm building, and I was wearing my slippers, and I was telling her about “My Little Pony.”

I was in CVS with my brother and my mom. We waited until she was gone, then ran to the shelves that had blind bag ponies. There were huge shelves lined with them. You had to put in a dollar in quarters to get one to come out, but you could still see the number on the back. We each bought as many as we could until my mom came back, when we stuffed them in our pockets. It turns out they weren't all ponies, I got a yoshi one and mike got a mosquito looking... thing.

This dream was weird because my brother hates MLP.

The first thing I remember about my dream was that my best friend and I were in this huge canyon in this river. The water was really murky. I looked over at her and I shouted to warn her that two crocodiles were surrounding her. They were not moving at that point, but once I warned her, they started thrashing. So I swam onto the closest shore while my friends swam across the river to the other side. There was barely any shore though becuase at the edge of the waterliine was the wall of the canyon. So, I tried to climb it to get away from the crocodiles which later turned into sharks. I escaped, but I forgot to check if my friend did too! I then was in this weird city looking thing, but it reminded me of a videogame because I had a quest and there was a little arrow in the air pointing to my destination. My quest was to find my brother's book before he does...so I go looking for it, but the arrow disappears, so I'm all alone. The city then turns into Barnes&Noble and I'm frantically looking for this book. For some reason, I then change my mind to want to find a Hunger Games book and I did Barnes&Noble then turns into this school with a bunch of kids in it, and I felt like I was inside of this really corny movie about I guess Middle School romance? I have no idea.... But there were a bunch of love triangles and fights and then at the end almost everyone made up.. I have no idea why I dreamt that. The end of that scene took place in a courtyard outside. Across the courtyard I see the most beautiful modern day castle I have every seen! It was huge, and i told my friend that I would love to live in one of the really high towers. I then realized my brother works there... I go inside and my best friend was there! I looked into the doorway and my best friend's uncle (in the dream) was chained up to be beheaded... Then he mysteriously came back to life and told us that we were going to do great in life.I appeared in my room at this point. I remember looking at this card with a saying on it that said something like "The vampire that looks at this will be dreaming." or something like that. And then I remember questioning reality and doing the nose-plug RC and being able to breathe!!! (Btw, I've read other DJs where people say that they love doing the nose-plug check becuase the sensation of breathing while plugging your nose is really cool. I never understood that until last night. It was pretty cool) But the thing with this lucid dream was that I thought I had been awake and that by my reading the card I had fallen asleep! So my lucid dream within a non-lucid dream felt REALLY unstable and I remember vividness was TERRIBLE! I kept rubbing my hand, but nothing worked! I summoned a door in my window but it kept leading outside; I didn't want to jump out the window. I could tell I wasn't very aware of things because there was a huge flagpole outside my window that is not there in RC and if I was truly aware, I would know that I could just jump out. I turned around and tried summoning another door to a beach, but "woke up" standing in the middle of my room. I did a reality check, but I couldn't breathe through my nose! So, I reread the card and the reality check worked! But the dream was even worse than before, and I "woke up" standing in my room again. It was really annoying because my main dream, or the non lucid part was really stable and clear! But just because I thought I fell asleep in my dream, it made it really foggy.

Haunted House

Other dreams I had of this Haunted House later: Haunted House

I was with one or two friends in a house. I don't know what was going on. Somehow the house was haunted. I left the house and drove away.

A friend was watching us leave as though from the computer. Perhaps I dreamed that part because I was on video conference last night.

I went through the city that this friend lived in, and that I recognized as "The Springs" and then remembered more clearly as "Altamont Springs," an actual place in Florida. I was seeing this in 3rd person perspective.

Then I started going through the down town area. It was like a five-way intersection. There was a festive atmosphere as though it was a tight-knit community.

Dream Skip

I'm back at the haunted house. I'm with my friend--I think it is MJ. We are going back to get something out of a room that we had locked up.

We had to go into a room, then go up a couple steps to open a small door in the back of that room and unlock a sliding lock.

Neither of us wanted to be the first one to go because it was scary. We were running to get this done as though the sooner we could do what we were doing, the better chance we had that the haunting would not have started, but I was afraid, so I slowed down so MJ could run ahead of me. He slowed down too.

Some how, he ended up going first. I had locked the place down, so he should be the one to open it back up.

We got in the building, and I heard my FC T.M. over an intercom saying that we needed to hurry and put in the alarm code or we would hear the most unpleasant sound we'd ever heard. He said they knew how to make the experience very unpleasant.

I put my fingers in my ears, then I started worrying about a smell that would be horrible and dangerous. It would be part of the haunting.

One of us opened the door to the room we were trying to get into. There was a small refrigerator and something in front of it blocking access. Dream logic made me have to go to the back of the room to open a door and unlock that sliding lock to get what we came back for.

I didn't want to go in there because the evil spirit was in this room. I explained how to unlock it, and I got closer to doing it myself, but I never did, nor do I think he actually did it.

Now we were back to the refrigerator. There as a six-pack of ginger-beer. We had to get them out of the frige and leave quickly.

I was afraid of a green fog that was going to fill the room. It was going to be like an evil gas preceding the spirit that was going to come get us.

My friend finally got the door to the frige opened. He was having trouble getting the sodas. Should he get the whole six pack which would be kind of awkward? Just throw them to me one by one I told him.

He started to, but now we were ready to leave. We ran out and went around a culdesac in the neighborhood. There was a guy with a camera threatening to take pictures of us for doing something illegal. I was afraid, but there was nothing I could do.

We went around the culdesac and he started taking pictures, but as we left, it wasn't such a big deal.

~

Lion

A lion trainer let me get near a lioness. We were walking up a flight of stairs and it came up to me. I didn't really feel it, but it rubbed up against me and went all around me. At one point it got on my back.

At that point, I felt extremely vulnerable, as though it could turn not so happy to be near me and kill me. It got down and stayed very close to me.

The night before, I'd been chatting with a DV member about cats and how much we love them rubbing up against us.

February 19, 2012
I had a tough time getting to sleep last night and couldn't remember any of my dreams when I woke up :/.

Yesterday I bought the dream inducer app thing that plays binural beats as you fall asleep. A lot of people have said it works great so I think I am going to try it tonight. I attempted last night but I kept getting disturbed as I was falling asleep so I gave up.

I crashed last night at around 9:30 and woke up feeling sick at 6AM (sick like a medicine hangover). I know I had a lot of dreams during that time, and some were even pleasant, but I've forgotten them thanks to the last dream/s I had.

I don't recall where the dream began exactly, but I think I was at a table. Zee's friends Katie and Brittany were beside me. I told Katie I needed my iPad back and she said she didn't have it anymore and she would explain later. I told her she would explain NOW. She told me she sold it on eBay and I became infuriated. She kept trying to get me to keep my voice down (though I wasn't yelling), but I marched right over to her mother and told her that her daughter stole my iPad and I expected it back.
Even though I was worried Katie would tell on me for teaching her about scratch tattoos and sharing smokes with her, I had to speak my mind. I was sick and tired of people stealing from me.
My hubby was nearby and he told me he was disappointed in me. But then later in the dream he was proud for me sticking up for myself.

Then the dream changed or merged into another one. I was sitting in theater style seating. I was close to the bottom with Katie. I confronted her on her purchases. I found where she had bought a book "Studies in the Scriptures" that was written in Spanish. I called her a fool (she spent $90.) because I could get one for free at the local Kingdom Hall. I told her I expected every single penny back and whatever else it took to replace my iPad.

Then she made the mistake of mentioning Zee. I told her she would NEVER see or speak to Zee again. I further said I would sooner send my daughter into Foster Care then to have the two of them anywhere near each other. Which made Katie very upset. But then it wasn't Katie anymore but a random DC. She told me I didn't know what I was talking about- that the book was from HER religion and she showed me what the title actually translated to. I told her I apologized for my mistake, but it didn't change the fact I was going to the police and getting a warrant for her eBay account.

At that point, a JW woman I love dearly- a woman who I've only heard raise her voice once IRL, she's that soft spoken- stood up and told me to get my ass out of there. It was only then that I realized I had been making a scene. I turned around and saw my p-doc in the audience.

I was so upset[ furious], that he followed behind me to see me home. Of course, my house was thoroughly disgusting. My kids were little and I asked who last had bathroom duty, because odds and ends needed done. It wasn't that bad though. The bed was gross though and my p-doc said he wouldn't lay in it anytime soon if he were I- but he was commenting more on its stability than anything else.
There was a strange container in the bathroom that interested both of us. It looked a little like a more flattened shaped genie lamp. He lost interest and stepped out of the room. I managed to get it open and there was silver creamy stuff in it. I smelled it and it got on my nose.
He said he worries about me. I wiped it off my nose, but he wanted me to sit down so he could properly wash it off.

My house was 2-storied and one of my kids (not a real kid) was exceptionally small. He was walking down the stairs with my doctor and I. The kid was near tears and I asked what was wrong. He wouldn't say. I asked if he would tell just me and he nodded his head. We disappeared into some other room and the little one said he felt like the Doctor was trying to get rid of him just like his dad and step-dad. He thought my p-doc was trying to spend time alone with me but I pointed out that the little one had never been asked to leave.

At some point during all the iPad drama, Zee showed up. I briefly told her everything that had happened as well as my threat to send her to Foster Care. She wasn't angry at me, but gave me a hug intead and said something along the lines of "poor mommy".


I know how all of the first part of the dream came about. While visiting Zee, she said we had to start family counseling soon and I would be very angry to learn half of the stuff she either didn't tell me or lied about. I told her I could guess some of it and that I was still angry about my iPod. She asked if I knew the truth and I said no, but I've guessed she sold it for drugs. She told me then that she was at a drug dealer's house taking care of his baby, who was crying. She had just gotten her cellphone from her friend so she was doubly distracted and forgot it there. Her friend then left state and she didn't know the apartment number of the dealers house. By the time she saw them again, they had already gotten rid of it

When I got home, Katie, Brittany and Anthony showed up at my door. They all crowded into my bedroom. The make pretenses for a good 20 minutes then ask for a smoke. Unfortunately, I'm one of the neighborhood's "cool" moms. I told them I wouldn't be doing it much longer because I was quitting. Then we talked about e-cigs for a while. Then Brittany told me about a scratch tattoo she gave herself and I called her an idiot because she cut much too deeply and she only succeeded in giving herself an ugly scar. So then I felt compelled to educate her on how to properly do it.
I usually hid from Zee's crew when they come over. I hate being the cool mom. At first, I only gave smokes to kids after I spoke to their parents to make sure it was okay. But then those kids would just give them to the other kids so I figure why try to keep up with what's what.

In the first part of the dream, my hubby was disappointed in me because I had been stupid enough to let someone borrow my iPad to begin with. But then he was proud of me speaking my mind because I'm naturally passive.
I'm not sure about the symbolism behind being in theater seating and having an "audience". The Witness was there because I've been thinking about returning and they've all been on my mind lately.

As for the second dream... I really have no clue about any of it. My house has always been the bane of my existence, but I also fell asleep thinking of ways to rearrange and decorate my room.
The cream I got on my nose represented Silver Nitrate.

I've now been typing this for almost an hour. TIme to eat...

Rare outfit

I'm some place in a building. A guy has bought a new outfit from some other guy for a cheap price, and I start going "Dude! That's like the most expensive outfit you can get, and it's only one of that outfit in the world!" and also a friend of mine is convinced that it's really expensive clothes. They're blue pants with a red shirt with darker red stripes. The owner of the clothes says he sells it to anyone who bids higher, and first some guy says 100 bucks, and the seller proceeds to say "Alright, nobody else wants it?" and then I shout that I give 10,000 for it, and then someone else shouts they give more for it, and the bidding round just goes on.

Whale rock

I'm on a beach with a lot of other people. We're told some random fact like "Every year 51 kids die because of guns and hide" or something random like that. The message is trying to make is sympathize with something, but I don't understand the meaning, and my twin brother doesn't really care. At the beach, I see a guy throwing out a frees-bee to a dog swimming, and I think that's the message meant that it was dogs that died because on catch and run. In the water, there's a lot of fish, and my brother tells me to let the fish swim around you because it's really funny. I jump towards the deeper and I see there's a toad in the water on the stone, and I avoid to jump on that stone, so I don't stomp the toad. Then I see a rock on the water that is floating. It kind of looks like a whale, so I am really fascinated by it. I drag it towards a group of friends I see sitting in the water and talking. I put the rock next to a friend who does not see it, and tells him to look to the right, he quickly does, and gets really scared, by screaming loud. I can't stop laughing, but the friends in the group didn't seem to notice. The friend I just scared decides to move to another place, so I sit next to another friend. I explain him and show him what happened, and then we all start laughing.

I arrive at a camping center, this happens a lot in my dreams, and get a room in the main building. Some of my friends apparently get a room in the second building. There are at least three floors, with the dining room in the lowest floor. We have dinner and they give us something to do while eating, but i listen to a podcast from my mp3 player and ignore it. On the first evening most people go out in the city. The dream jumps a bit and I'm walking back towards the camping center.

I have some candy in my packbag, but probably should have bought some more from the city, since I have some friends at the camp. I'm in a common room now, and one of the campers has met a girl named Mily. I find out that she is a friend of two girls we met last year, Lily and Vily. Me and my two friends get exited about meeting them, but I come to think that the others don't know them and might feel left out, so I try to keep quiet.

T has something to show me and we go outside. We look trough the window and see the others in the dining room building some electronic equipment while their eating. They are using the campers as free labor. I think it's weird that they let me just listen to the podcasts while eating, but T thinks it would arouse suspicion if they forced everybody to work. This doesn't bother me that much, though, they just should have told us.

Apparently it's time to leave, although I feel like it should still be several hours. Everyone else is already on the bus and I go to my room and take my bag. I go to the bus, where my friends are waiting, and notice that, according to the schedule, it's still a three hours before the bus leaves. I wake up now, and I'm right, I still have a couple of hours to sleep.

all the LD i was in my flat and tried to enter the pictures on the wall - not succeful. I jumped in the picture and found myself in the room again. Only once i jumped into the piture with the new year tree and felt something like girland in my hand.