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    1. ???

      by , 03-11-2012 at 12:30 AM
      I'm afraid I don't actually remember this one...my notes say: "stuff in bushes, house red and on fire, keeps restarting slightly different, evil guy scared of legs". :s
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    2. My First Astral Dream [Old]

      by , 03-10-2012 at 10:03 PM
      I was reading through some shared dreaming stuff and saw a post by WakingNomad with this in it:

      Quote Originally Posted by WakingNomad
      If you have a dream you are walking in a normal looking physical place, and you feel like a ghost, it could be an 'astral dream.'
      That got me thinking, I actually had a dream like this a long time ago. I figured it'd be worth writing down for the sake of preserving the memory. I don't really remember what happened in the dream leading up to this part other than that it was a pretty normal dream, I used to know more but it's been way too long since it happened, I was a little kid at the time. But I was sleeping in my parents' bed, and at the end of the dream I had that feeling WakingNomad describes, where everything is very vivid and very normal looking (not dream-like at all) and I felt like a ghost. I wasn't walking though, I was hovering (but not controlling it) in my mom's personal room, which is connected to my parents' bedroom. There are doors separating them with glass centers and window blinds to cover them, and the blinds were open so I could see through them. I saw myself sleeping in their bed in the early morning, and I saw the time on the clock behind my head. I don't remember what it was anymore, but let's say it was something like 6:34. (I do honestly think it was some time after 6am....) I didn't really realize what was going on at the time, but I did feel like something crazy was happening, and there was a large energy building, but everything was fading away, and then I woke up in the bed in the exact position I had been laying in, alone like I saw myself in the dream (my parents had already woken up and left the room), and the clock read 6:34 (or whatever it was), exactly as it had in the dream. I thought it was pretty cool, which is I guess why I still remember it after all this time. I didn't think much further into it, though. I was a kid, I had other priorities. So that's that.
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    3. 03/09/12 Going to an ASTRAL Lecture DILD with other wordly stuff...

      by , 03-10-2012 at 08:41 PM (Cities in the Astral)
      LD24:The 2nd ASTRAL REALATED dream in this journal... I am in a dream and have no memory of what led up to this. I am on very steep dangerous ground and loosing my grip. Someone is down below me trying to assist me, but they can't get up high enough to steady me. If I slipped, I could see very clearly a cliff below of huge proportions. WOW This is scary. Good time for a reality check! How lucky mt RC is levetation. I try to levitate and it works fine. Ok, I am now lucid, and the scene is not the least bit scary suddenly. I decide to become a bird and fly down for fun. It works quickly andI am a falcon. I bank and dive... and suddenly the dream changes into some phase that is not easy for me to understand. I am deprived of a dream body and am recieving some kind of instruction. The instrucor can not be seen, but can be heard and I could feel its presence. The instruction and other odd experiences lasted an undetermined amount of time. Did I learn something? Maybe so. I have found that often when I am lectured to by a dream entity it is so forigen to real life that it dose not translate well into waking consciousness. This episode had something to do with layering of the dream personality. A basic picture of how each thing with real existance in the dream or astral plain, is like multiple tubes of colored transparent plastic, that when viewed through each other would create a composet image of the entity.
      Does it make sense to me? Hard to say, I probably will discover some new power or way of doing astral dreams or a way of causing them, the next time it comes up. Dur~ ??? from 3 minutes up to 2 hours ???
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    4. 3-10-12, Think I'm losing my recall...

      by , 03-10-2012 at 07:07 PM
      Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a big building of some sort. It seems like everyone in the building is being held hostage by someone. I'm with someone else, but I don't know who it is because except for my notes in my phone, I can't remember much more than what's in my notes. Me and the other person were crawling through some sort of sub floor duct trying to sneak into a command room where the person was controlling the building and keeping people from escaping. We're trying to be quiet, and my companion climbs up into the control room first. We're crawling up behind the chair of the controller, so he can't see us. When it's my turn to climb up, my companion squats and reaches his hand down to me to help pull me up because I'm too short to reach the top. When he starts to pull me up, the vent I was in pops loudly and lets the controller in the room to our presence. The controller turns around, and it's my dad! I'm speechless, but then the controller starts talking and I realize that even though he looks like my dad, he's not my dad. I think my partner helped me reach the conclusion that it wasn't my dad, but a robot or clone or something of him that was evil. I don't remember anything else, which really drives me nuts. I want to know if we defeated the dad impersonator, and if my companion was K, but I was never lucid and I can only hazily remember, so there's no way to ever find out.

      Dream Two: I park in a parking lot and notice a red truck parking near me. I get out of the car and I'm holding my son's hand walking across the parking lot. I notice the guy in the red pick up is blond and has messy curly hair that reaches his ears, and he's holding a little girl's hand. I wonder she's his kid or just a relative. He looks young to have a kid her age, but then I remember I was married and pregnant with my first at 19, so I can't rule out that she's his kid. We are all walking towards the same entrance in a big building. When I get inside, there are a bunch of Kindergarteners in there, and I realize that I'm bringing my son to his field trip because I'm a parent volunteer. I notice the guy and little girl stopping with the class too. I start to talk to him, but I can't remember what he said, other than that they are there for the same class trip. I keep thinking about the guy, thinking he looks so familiar. Then an announcement comes over the speaker and the building turns into a game show studio and all the kids disappear. (I hate that this doesn't make me lucid!) The announcer says that someone has been chosen to participate in the next game, and to come on down! The blond guy winks, then walks up some stairs to the announcer. The announcer sends him to a back room, and he almost instantly returns. Only not his pretty messy curly hair is a mo hawk, and he's completely naked! When I wake up I realize he's the "K" that I found the one time I was lucid and went looking for him. Fortunately, this fake K had more personality than in the lucid I had. He Streaks down the stairs screaming, "Woo Hoo!" Then the scene shifts to outside my grandpa and aunt's house. The "Game" is to throw this ugly rubber cow with chicken bumped skin into a basketball goal 30 feet away. There was a limit on how many times you could throw it, and you had to throw it from where ever it landed (like mini golf I guess). Fake K throws the cow once, but ends up accidentally throwing it behind himself rather than towards the goal. He says, "Aw man!" and then walks off. So I go and pick up the cow and throw it. It takes me Nine throws to get it in the basketball goal. The announcer counts it as a win, and fake K starts running around naked screaming "Woo Hoo!" again. I wake up.

      Dream Three: I walk into a dance studio. There's a skinny man there who's the instructor. I want him to teach my daughter dance, but he refuses saying it'd take thousands of dollars for him to teach her how to dance. I'm sad, but think we can make some money next door. Next door is a photography place. We dress up my daughter and take cute pictures like for magazine ads, and they give me a million dollars for the ads. We go next door and I tell the dance instructor that I thousands of dollars now, he needs to teach my daughter to dance. He throws his arms up angrily and asks how I got so much money so fast. I tell him my daughter modeled for some ads and they paid us a lot because she's so cute and they are sure she'll sell lots of whatever their product was. He gets huffy and tells me to wait in the lobby while he makes sure the money is legit. Another girl my daughters age come sin with her momma, and the instructor rushes out to give her dance lessons for free. I'm very upset, why would it take thousands to teach my daughter, but lessons are free for some other kid? Then I see that the instructor isn't verifying my check, he's teaching a class and was just going to leave us waiting there while he rushes off this new, free customer, to join the class. I get irritated and take it as a personal insult to my daughter, and tell her we're going to go find another instructor, one that knows what they're doing and doesn't discriminate against her because we don't look like fancy aristocratic bitches.

      Dream Four (fragment): I woke up with the vision of Zombies and holding a magic book over my head. I can not for the life of me remember the actual plot or anything of the dream though, just that here were Zombies and I had a magic book.

      I feel like my recall is really suffering this week, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's all in my head, but it seems like I usually remember 4-6 dreams and fragments a night and this week I've been lucky to remember 4, and they're not in as good/vivid detail as usual. Still, 4 dreams and fragments is pretty good, so I probably shouldn't worry. I just keep feeling like when I finally have another lucid, it'll be my luck that it would be the one dream I won't remember that night!
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    5. Three Fragments

      by , 03-10-2012 at 07:00 PM
      This is karmic retribution, punishment for having four lucids in one night. :C This was the worst recall yet... I don't even have a full dream to post. T-T

      Dream Fragment - "Hanging out at O's newest house, made lots of friends."

      Dream Fragment - "Third-person Marshall (from How I Met Your Mother) freaks out about an essay exam."

      Dream Fragment - "Something about trading attack turns in some IRL RPG."

      And now... I leave you with these thoughts.

    6. One Big House

      by , 03-10-2012 at 05:20 PM
      Dream One Non-lucid
      I was in a car with my dad. We were driving up a dirt road driveway to a huge house that my grandparents had bought. In my dream they had recently won the lottery, and had no other desires than to buy a house. My dad and I had just came back from buying food for us all. When we got nearer to the house, we parked. "Get the food in the back of the car, will ya?" My dad told me. I hopped out, and opened the back door to get the food. But when I tried to grip it, it would slip out of my hands. After, what seemed like 15 minutes, I finally got the food. I was walking into the house now, and I heard my grandmother say, "Come into the house, don't tire yourself out!". "What? I am only carrying a bag of food, how can I tire myself out?" I replied and closed the door behind me. I was in the living room now, and there were two directions I could go in. Left or right. I chose left, but got lost, so I turned around and headed left. It was the right way to the kitchen, and there I found my grandmother cooking biscuits. "Here, take one." She told me while handing me a steaming biscuit. I then woke up.
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    7. Building & Glass Elevator, Sportsmanship, Mechanical Insect, Keiko, Aang Crying, Bus

      by , 03-10-2012 at 04:47 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      03.10.2012
      Building & Glass Elevator, Sportsmanship, Mechanical Insect, Keiko, Aang Crying, Bus

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Dream 1: Building & Glass Elevator

      I remember going to a huge building and I'm walking with a few DCs. In my backpack, I have some statement verifying I have funding for college, and it's a lot of money for me.

      I go inside and I see a lady that looks like she would be someone at a Help Desk. She looks like she's in her 30s wearing a short full body skirt.

      There were other DCs that had statements for funding from different banks as well, and I wanted to show her mine, but I decided that I should go up somewhere.

      I wanted to use the restroom, and it was designed for one person to use. There's someone occupying it, and the door is slightly open.

      He's washing his hands, and he sees me and tells me I can come in since it looks like he's almost done anyway. I tell him "Thank You" and he responds "No problem."

      Then when he leaves, I do my business, I have trouble aiming at first, but I get it on target. The door is still slightly open. A male peeks and I notice this, and then I get mad at him and start to close the door quickly with fury.
      (Funny how someone lets me use the bathroom while they're almost done with it, and I get mad when someone tries to come in. But I guess if the other dude was still doing his business, he would be bothered too).


      After that, I was going up a lot of stairs and felt like a corporate building, and a I knew I met a female along the way, and when I get to the top after talking for a while, the fire alarm rings, and we all decided to go on.

      I wanted to go down the stairs but someone tells me that I should come to the elevator with them. I think it was my mother, and I ignore whatever she's trying to telling me next.

      We're in a glass elevator (sort of, I can see outside though), and I'm waiting for it to go all the way down, and it's pretty bright outside.

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      We go outside and I see an Asian guy that looked Viet that I used to know in High School. He's going after this girl, and it seems he likes her. There's another girl behind him sitting down watching him make a move on the girl.

      She starts to follow them, and they're probably 15-20 feet away from me, I look at her for a while and then I shift my attention to going forward somewhere.

      Dream 2: Sportsmanship at Bar

      I see a group of males that looks like they are on a football team, but they're just wearing athletic shirts like Powerhouse shirts. Two males look like they have the same body structure, and they all gather together.

      The whole environment seemed to be in a bar late at night.

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      One guy comes up to join in on the victory, but since the opponents are close to them, he portrays some sportsmanship and stays quiet until he reaches his group.

      After that, he even shakes hands with the other team to just help them not feel like they're complete losers.

      Dream 3: Mechanical Insect

      I'm inside a building again, and I see this monster in front of me. From my view, it looks like it's around 6-9 feet tall, and it's weird.

      It looks like an insect, but it's a mechanical insect, and most of the colors that coated the metal were blue and green. It starts releasing green goo, and me and another guy are dodging it.

      One person tries to stab literally straight to its heart. One sword goes on the top section, and the other goes on the bottom. A lot of goo is spewing out from this creature, but it just won't freaking die.

      The person sees this isn't working, and tries to go for the right torso region this time, there's more goo spewing out, but it is still alive. The guy decides he has to make some kind of radial attack to cover all sides near its heart.

      It finally dies, and I swear the guy who killed it looked like Zolo from One piece, but I'm just going to presume it was him.



      The dream shifts to where this a male has some cleaned metal base from the creature and it's black. Whenever he adds oil to it, it makes this really hot flame.

      I can literally feel the heat as it radiates and I cover my face and neck region, and I tell the male that he should stop doing that, and he's like "Ooooh okay" in a stupid hippy accent.

      Dream 4: Keiko

      I'm in a building again, and there's this anime girl outside. We (I'm with random DCs again) had to keep her safe somewhere because she's tied up with white rope.

      We decided to lay her somewhere, and then as I start to turn to follow whatever group of DCs I'm with, I see some being near the girl.

      The person looks like Elder Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho, and before he could do something horrible to her, a random anime chick comes in to save the girl, but I think she vanishes, which was really no point in her coming in the first place.

      Elder Toguro vanishes and gets closer to the same girl being bound by white rope, and he starts to form a weapon, kind of like a cutlass from his arm.



      He has the girl by her neck, and I see Kurama is behind him, and he's talking like Kazuya, one of Shinobu Sensui's personalities. I found that a bit odd for another character's voice to be one of the main character's accent, but I just go along with it.

      Kurama does a rose-whip attack on Elder Toguro's head, which apparently kills him. We leave the girl safe again, and we loosen up the white rope a bit so that she could move.

      She looked a lot like Keiko Yukimura from Yu Yu Hakusho.



      Dream 5: Aang Crying

      I'm riding down a huge slope with a bicycle, and it's daytime. The road is really wide, and when I have to go up, I end up flipping some object all the way to the top.

      Once I reach there, I see an image of Aang from Avatar the Last Airbender crying as Katara is holding him.



      Dream 6: Bus

      I'm going inside a bus and I go to the back end of it. In the middle are three seats. There's a DC to my right that's sitting on one end. I'm not sure if it's a male or a female, but I sit in the middle of the seat.



      I feel like I took someone's spot, but I didn't care.

      Updated 03-12-2012 at 04:33 PM by 47756

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    8. WILDception...

      by , 03-10-2012 at 03:36 PM
      This is probably the weirdest thing to have happened to me. I had been trying to WILD earlier but stopped because it had been around 40 minutes since I started. I rolled over and went back to sleep.

      Then I woke up on the other side of my old bed (I was dreaming but I didn't know). At the time, I thought I was still in bed so I started another WILD attempt (kind of accidentally). I looked at an object on my floor. I closed my eyes but I could still see the object somewhat clearly behind my eyelids. It starts what you could say, "transitioning". I enter SP and soon I'm in a WILD dream inside my (I think) normal dream. Both dreams were really vivid, I don't know if I actually WILD into the first one subconsciously.

      Everything is really blurry, and I can't move my arm inside the WILD. I try to stay still and let the dream progress before I try to mess around with it. I wait for about 5 seconds and I transistion back to the normal dream, and I went back into the WILD moments later. My bed was different in the WILD. I tried to stand up but I started to lose the dream. I waited. Then the WILD ended altogether. I wake up back in my old bed. I try to push my hand through my palm (reality check). It didn't work. I plugged my nose but I could still breathe! I didn't know what to think. The last thing I remember is sitting on the side of my bed.

      Then I woke up. Back in my old bed. This time I was on the left side of the bed, compared to the previous where I was on the right. I thought about what just happened. I woke up again. In my old bed. I thought I was back in my real bed. I said "Screw it" and went back to sleep. I woke up in my real bed, on the left side of my bed (where I always sleep). I was actually awake this time.
    9. 3/10/12 No recall.

      by , 03-10-2012 at 03:30 PM (Sydney's Nightly Adventures)
      I attempted a WBTB with no results last night. I remember dreaming, but it was like a complex thread of dreams that now I can't remember any of it. If I do, I'll edit this here.
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    10. 75th Shared Dream Attempt - Windhover

      by , 03-10-2012 at 03:17 PM (International Oneironaut Shared Dreaming Journal)
      Windhover's Dream

      Failed wild and woke up for 5 times. I don't know if this was wild but I think it combined with wild and dild:

      The dream started in some kind of unfamiliar village. I instantly knew that I was dreaming. (at this point I was my character Ye-rin) Then I remembered summoning my dream guide in dream!! I started to call out his name and I found him beyond the street. He looked very happy to meet me. He ran towards me and I did too. I hugged and raised him (he's short). I really felt great I could felt his body and leg hanging. Here my recall is foggy. and I wasn't that fully lucid to control dream. I missed many questions that I wanted to ask my DG - we were just lurking around in the village - all I could think was riding a sport car. We went to a parking lot and tried to find some nice slick cars - I wanted to ride huge SUV, but my DG found a green sport car; he insisted to ride this car. I gave up and we got in the car. I wore seat belt and pulled the gear to drive. I drove to somewhere...but I don't remember after then.
      My DG and I were at a museum. There was a tree art in a peach-colored room. Everything was so vivid.

      At some point I woke up.

      In second dream I was at the same village I dreamed in the first dream, so I could get lucid again. I summoned my DG for second time, and remembered getting help from him to create a portal. I met him at the green-field park and he tried to help me. He circled in the mid-air with his finger to create a portal but it didn't work -.- I tried to create it too but never worked. I started to feel that my DG is useless. so I just transformed into my character Vox and flew away.
      The flying was great, but the dream was kinda unstable. I flew to a metropolitan city and hovered very high. I imagined Skrillex's song heard in my head to feel excitement.
      I saw a marine ship at the sea. I flew down to the ship and destroyed all airplanes and soldiers with my sound-wave-attack lol.
      And then I had urge to go to my home town. I saw very tall apartments that made me scared. The sky was dark. I found my hometown and got in one of the floors - I realized that our home town apartments got remodeled. The house was kinda futuristic. I got out of the house and flew away, and at this point I woke up.
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    11. Friends and Family

      by , 03-10-2012 at 02:45 PM (Exploring My Mind)
      Couldn't remember much. But here's what I got from last night.
      I was in my house, lying on the couch where I fell asleep the night before (though of course, I didn't realize I was asleep). I sat up and looked around. Everything looked the same, except for a random dresser sitting over by the couch. I crawled over and peered over the side of the couch to the floor, only to see my friend Haley laying down there, mumbling something about her cousin knowing French. I said hello, and she murmured a hello back, only to continue rambling on about her cousin knowing French. I heard a noise and looked over towards the living room to see my uncle, aunt, and cousins all walk in. I didn't question why they were there. I just said, "Oh. Okay."
      I got up and went to talk to them.

      And sadly, I don't remember the rest, but I woke up shortly after. I'm really happy Spring Break will be here soon, as it'll give me plenty of days to improve my dream recall and lucidity.
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    12. Running in Czech

      by , 03-10-2012 at 02:25 PM (Tomas's DJ - "Exploration of the inner Self")
      I was having short afternoon power nap testing my REM-Dreamer...

      I am in Czech, but seem that only for a short time....
      It is a beautiful sunny day... it feels like spring....

      I am coming from Pavel and thinking that I want to go running.... I actually run home and its lovely and effortless... I am taking deep breaths and it feels just amazing... the freshness and the joy of activity....
      I am thinking that I should contact Zbisek Lhota and we could go for a run.... I also think to myself what clothes did I pack with me.... did I take some shorts???... Then I remember that i did...

      I get home and run upstairs to my room to get ready and to put my phone on the charger...... As I am passing through the corridor, with the corner of my eye I notice my mum and my sister sitting in the living room having a chat. I hear just a fragment, but it makes me think..... my mum is saying something like "it is like if he said... In that night top you look like... (some bad compliment)...." .. i think you pushed a bit too much with this..... (i know that my sister probably said something to her boyfriend.. and now he is upset about it... and my mum is trying to explain to her.....

      I get in my room, putting shorts on and getting ready...
    13. Attempt 10: Lucidity In Abundance!

      by , 03-10-2012 at 11:33 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      Attempt 10:

      Couldn't remain aware this time either.. I think I am going to go back to listening to guiding relaxation mp3:s as a warmup and relaxation just to make sure that I atleast lay still AND are aware of some attempts...

      Although this morning got pretty exciting anyway.

      [B]DILD:[/B]
      I woke up and looked at my alarm and the time was 05.46 I switched sleeping posture so that I was laying on my side.
      I started to daydream and think about different stuff. And suddenly I was dreaming, not knowing that I was dreaming but then I got a False awakening and I just knew that it was a dream. I remembered that I was going to focus on one single object. I were standing in my room and I looked at my hands and then something weird happend, but that was probably because I expected that something would happen. But as I concentraded on my hands, the room I was standing in vanished and I started to feel a sinking sensation. But I just ended up standing in the hall, which is right under my bedroom. I remembered that Don Juan from the book had said that one should focus on four objects on the first attempts.
      So I started looking at stuff in my hall, but in this dream I wanted to go out and explore so badly.. So I couldn't stayed focused...

      Instead I went out of my house and for some reason I wanted to run to my school and I walked out of my house.
      I lost my lucidity here and got sort of semi-lucid. I remember that I was happy that I were walking in my town, but when I woke up I realised that I had been at a completely unfamiliar place. :roll:

      [B]DEILD: [/B]

      When I woke up again I was proud of this attempt, but I wanted to go back again. So I changed my sleeping posture to the side again and I started to make my thoughts vivid. I can't remember how, but I remember that it was easy because I could feel like I had heard a sound if I just concentrated my will enough. Hard to explain but when you just have woke up from a dream I am either still in the dream and I can feel it or I am in this clear state of mind where my thought can go vivid if I just concentrate.

      Suddenly I heard a girl singing and I imagined that she was blonde and then I realised that I was sitting next to her :shock:
      I was now lucid, but I did not remember my plan of action, so this lucidity experience was really short.
      I saw that we had an audience in front of us. I got nervous because I am not used to be in the"light".
      I knew that it was just a dream, but it was still scary, they were so real.. I saw that I were in a church but it wasn't normal at all. They talked about evil dogs and nice rabbits and that the dogs are the devils animals.
      I asked if this was a sect of some sort? They got angry at me, but I just said that it wasn't logical at all.
      The next thing that happens was so weird haha. I walked out from the church and saw a man sitting at a big platform with a chair in the middle. And 10 black girls were holding it up with the help of ropes, hard to explain. It was weird...
      I don't know where I lost my lucidity probably somewhere here, but the last thing I remember that I did before waking up was that I did a double sideflip into a swimming pool.

      [B]WILD:[/B]

      I went out of bed and got to the bathroom and then got back to bed again. I started to daydream and now the thoughts wasn't vivid at all. But I did not fall asleep unconsciously. Instead i lay in my bed for some minutes and daydreamed until I got memory impressions as Lucidology called it. It means that I think that I have heard a sound or seeing an image, but I can't remember when I heard or saw it. I felt some small vibrations in my body and continued daydreaming.
      Suddenly one of the daydreams got real. I were in some virtual game and I realised that this was a dream, but I whined over that it wasn't real. Then idea of seeing my school came back again and I tried to find a way to teleport there.
      I saw a door and opened it, and all I could see was a giant start surrounded by darkness.
      I imagined the view of my school and I could see the school at the other side of the door!
      I was amazed over the vividness, but I realised that it wasn't a perfect copy of my real school. For some weird reason I got the idea of taking a picture of what I saw so that I could show you guys. I started to think loud in my head "Where is the printscreen?!" And then I thought "Never mind I can mindphotograph it" ??!?!?!?!?!!
      Anyway I took a mindphotographh of it and oddly enough I have perfect memory of it!
      Then I went inside the school just to see how it looked compared to the real school, and it wasn't even close.
      I lost my lucidity and started walking around my school and talking to friends.

      [B]WBTB/ DILD:[/B]

      Ok the next dream is to embarrassing to write down.. :shadewink::D
      I walked out of bed and wrote down these three attempts, so I guess that counts as a short WBTB.
      Then I went back to bed and I actually started to hum different songs while repeating the lyrics (I AM AWARE) until
      fell asleep and I got lucid when two hot girls were standing in front of me and wanted to have sex.
      I got lucid and the rest you can guess for yourself... :roll:

      This morning was very exciting and I am amazed that I could get lucid so many times. But I am a little dissapointed that the dreaming mind is so hard to control.. I am going to keep doing this and hopefully someday I will be able to focus on objects and make the dream completely stable.

      And one day I am going to sleep consciously for the whole night!

      And here is the Don Juan quote of the day:

      - "Is the goal of dreaming to intend the energy body?"

      - "One can certainly put it that way. In this particular instance, since we're talking about the first gate of dreaming, the goal of dreaming is to intend that your energy body becomes aware that you are falling asleep. Don't try to force yourself to be aware of falling asleep. Let your energy body do it. To intend is to wish without wishing, to do without doing.
      Accept the challenge of intending..."

      Updated 03-10-2012 at 12:41 PM by 49122

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    14. Missing Baby (March 1, 2012)

      by , 03-10-2012 at 04:10 AM (Chronicles of Ethos)
      DreamLucidAwake

      Missing Baby

      The dream started off with me in a room that was sort of like a tunnel. There were a bunch of pipes lining the walls here. I had a wrench and I was looking for a broken pipe that someone had asked me to fix. At the end of the room I found a pipe shooting out a lot of steam. I took my wrench and hit the pipe about 20 times to fix it. I then took notice to the tunnel exit to my right. It was just a big hole in the wall that led to the Loudonville public pool. There were a lot of people there, but they seemed oddly busy. It looked like they were searching for something.

      I was about to go help them find whatever they were looking for, but another pipe broke next to me. It shot a bunch of steam at me as I hit it repeatedly with my wrench. After I fixed that one, 2 more broke and I had to fix them. I kept watching and listening to the people at the pool as I fixed the pipes. I noticed that they were starting to become more panicked and worried. I also heard a woman yell something about a baby several times. I pieced it all together and assumed that someone's baby had gone missing. I decided that a missing baby was more important than stupid steam pipes that keep breaking all the time. I walked over to the pool towards a woman that seemed to be giving directions.

      "Hey, is something wrong?" I asked her.
      "Yes, a woman's baby has gone missing. We have no idea where he is. He could be in the pool, the playground, the building..." She said.
      "Okay, is there anyway I can help?" I asked.
      "You can go search in the pool with that boy over there." She said pointing to a younger kid.

      I jumped into the pool and swam over to him. He looked like he was around 10 years old.

      "Hi, my name's Jonathan. I was told to help you search for the baby." I said.
      "Hi, I'm Colton. I haven't found any signs of him yet." He said.

      He dived back under the water to search some more. I decided to do same and look for the baby underwater. We examined the entire pool area, but we found no signs of the baby. I then saw that the water in the pool also flowed into a nearby building. Sort of like one of those tunnel of love rides. I called Colton over and we both swam into the tunnel. It was a little dark in there so we had to feel around a little in our search. As I searched, I started to wonder what the point of searching for the baby underwater would be. I called Colton back to the surface to talk to him.

      "Why are we looking for a baby underwater? If he was under the water he would be dead." I said.
      "That's a good point if he was alive, but what if he is dead?" Colton asked.
      "I don't know, but dead or alive, it seems strange that a baby could get so far away on its own."
      "A little strange I guess."
      "Is the baby simply missing or was it kidnapped? Is there a ransom?" I thought out loud.
      "Maybe." He said after thinking it through.
      "If so, then he would be alive and hidden somewhere with the kidnappers."
      "How is that supposed to make things easier?"
      "We now have a better idea of where to look. Let's go look on the surface for a a secret doors, tunnels, or caves."

      We both climbed out of the river onto the concrete flooring in the tunnel. I searched the left side of the tunnel and Colton searched the right. We were searching the walls and floor for something odd that could give us a clue. I got distracted from my search when I saw a girl up ahead searching the tunnel. I think it was Molly again.

      "Hey, what are you doing in here?" I asked.
      "I think the baby might be around here somewhere." She said.
      "Let's work together. I think it might have been kidnapped."
      "Okay."

      I walked up ahead of them and continued to search. I saw a light coming from the left side of the tunnel, which told me there was a room there. I walked to the light and found a well furnished living room.
      For some reason I gained a low level of lucidity here. I was about to leave the room, but then I thought this room was way too odd to pass by. I looked at the left corner in the far end of the room. I slowly walked towards it because it didn't seem right. When I got close I realized that there was a staircase to a basement hidden behind the left wall. It was an optical illusion that made the left and front walls appear connected from a distance.

      I slowly walked down the stairs with my heart beating faster. At the bottom, I put my back against a wall next to a hallway. I closed my eyes and focused on my hearing to try pick up any noises from around the corner. I heard the sound of a baby crying from the hallway. I then heard a woman from the hallway say, "Shh... Quiet..." Now knowing that there really were kidnappers actually shocked me a little. I used my energy sense to try to get a better view. I could see a woman holding a baby in her arms and a muscular man standing behind them. The baby looked just like the ones from the "Uncontrollable Fury" and "Possessed" dreams. I estimated their location to be about 3 or 4 rooms down the hall on the right side.

      I walked back up the stairs quietly to go tell Colton and Molly. When I got back to the tunnel I saw Colton, Molly, and like 15 other people searching the tunnels. A few of them were even police officers.

      "Where did all of these people come from?" I asked Molly.
      "I called them over here." She said.
      "That's good. Anyways, I need to show you guys something." I said.
      "What?" Colton asked.
      "I found the baby." I said.
      "Then let's go get it!" He said excitedly.

      The three of us walked down the stairs together slowly. I put my back to the wall at the bottom again and Molly did the same. Colton though, didn't understand it all and walked into the hallway. I quickly pulled him back and Molly pushed him back against the wall.

      "Hey! What was that for?" He asked annoyed.
      "Be careful and be quiet." I whispered.
      "What was that?" The man from the other room whispered.

      I heard the man slowly walk into the hallway. I motioned Molly and Colton to run upstairs. We ran upstairs and out of the room. It felt like we just barely got away without being noticed. I saw a few police officers and figured they could be of help.

      "We found the baby." I said.
      "Really? Where is it?" One of them asked.
      "He was kidnapped and taken to a secret basement!" Molly said.
      "Ha! That's good one." Another officer said thinking it was a joke.
      "Just give me your gun and I'll get him." I said.
      "Quit wasting our time kid. We have work to do." One police officer said.

      They turned their backs to use and started talking to someone else. I decided that the three of us would have to bring the baby back ourselves. I motioned Molly and Colton to follow me back into the room. We walked down the stairs quietly together and put our backs to the wall.

      "There's a man and a woman. The woman is the one holding the baby. Get the baby away from her and run." I told Molly.
      "I'm ready." Molly said.
      "I'm ready." Colton said.
      "No, you're staying here where it's safe." I told him.
      "I'll keep watch!" He said excitedly.
      "We rush in on the count of 3. 1...2...3!"

      The two of us quickly ran into the hallway together. After hearing us, the woman stepped into the hallway with the baby and stared at us. I felt like something really bad was about to happen to Molly, so I ran in front of her. Right as I did this, the man jumped out from one of the rooms and tackled me. Molly looked as if she was about to stop runnin to help me. I didn't want her to save me though, I wanted her to save the baby.

      "Keep going!" I yelled to her.

      The man held me down against the floor and then stabbed me on the left side of my chest with a knife. He was about to pull the knife out of me and attack Molly. I held him down though and kneed him in the stomach. I could see the shadows of everyone on the wall as I held the man down. From the shadows I saw Molly kick the woman, take the baby, and run. Molly ran back towards the stairs and the woman tried chasing after her. I grabbed the woman's leg with my two feet as she ran by and tripped her. They both tried to get me to release my grip, but I refused. The man pushed the knife deeper and deeper into me. I still didn't let go of them until the moment I died.

      Normally I wake up after I die. This time my dream felt like making fun of me I guess. It was also very weird because I was still lucid. I saw an image of Molly standing on a playground with three zombies. Then a narrator started talking as I viewed this little movie.

      "After Jonathan's death, Molly inherited his favorite SMG." The narrator said.

      I then saw molly pull out an SMG from her backpack. Even though I don't have a gun like that, it was still my favorite. It looked like it was from Left 4 Dead.

      "She vowed that she would use this weapon to fight crime in his name." He said.
      "...You do know this is just a dream and I'm not really dead right?" I said in my mind.

      Molly then pointed the gun at the zombies and shot them until their arms and heads came off.

      "Perhaps one day, with her help, we will see a better world." He said.
      "I want my SMG back..." I said.
      "Remember everyone. Keep on dreaming!"
      "Okay, I'm just going to wake up now." I said irritated.
    15. The house

      by , 03-10-2012 at 03:18 AM
      It started out at the mail over the road from my house, I was shoping with my friend and when we got home there was dude standing in the door way trying to shot us, when I tryed to scream nothing came out that when I realized that I was dreaming, I got a bit over excited, I tryed spinning but that didn't work. I woke up and went out to the kitchen and my dad was there, I woke up again, that when I realized that was a FA