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Dreamt on night of 3/21/12. Two part dream

Im in a city- it looks like East LA or Brooklyn type. Sitting on cement steps in front of a hospital. M is in there. He did something stupid to get there, not sure what. My coworkers are sitting there with me, but they're my friends- they're there with me to support me. They're joking around and I am irritated because of M's predicament.

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I am on a property somewhere-- near the foothills. There are a lot of trees. It is dry and in the earlier morning, maybe 7 am. The sun is just starting to filter through the treeline. There is a group of people. We are all being ushered through these buildings, through these rooms. They are open rooms- its like a tradeshow with a big covered platform overhead. Like covered arenas.

As we're walking, the boy/man next to me starts to talk to me. I ignore him. I'm just here for the event. He continues talking to me. He is mesmerized by me. I am irritated with him. He is younger and seems foolish. He is scrawny, not very muscular. He has dark hair and dark eyes. I've never seen anyone that looked like him before. He reminds me of an adolescent without any clear idea of what life is about.

As we're walking along, we enter a room and there's a booth. You fill out a slip of paper- maybe you'll win a prize. This boy tries to kiss me. The vendor lady, an older woman, laughs and sighs as if she knows how this goes. I am appalled that this stranger kissed me and I try to get away from him, hide myself in the line. But its no good.

A few hours have passed. Everyone is milling in a dining area. There's a live band. The tables and chairs are a dark, stained oak. The room is elegant with tall windows that stretch the length of the wall with very tall ceilings. There are beautiful flower arrangements on the table. The walls are dark. It reminds of a stuffy, formal affair. Not my taste.

The table I'm sitting at has only one other chair left (there should have been maybe 5 or 6), and then someone asks if they can take it. I'm all alone at my table. I see the boy/man walk in to the room. He sees me. I try to avoid his eyes, but I am slightly glad to see him. Everyone else has been ignoring me, refusing to sit near me. At least he is nice.

Everyone is listening to the music. The boy motions for me to come outside with him. The crowd is making me nervous anyways so I do. We walk out under the covered arena. The boy tells me how in love with me he is. Asks me what he can do to make me love him. I don't know what to say. I already have another love. I am happy. But I am alone now, and feeling very vulnerable. I hug the boy and he hugs me back-- he is so happy.

The time has passed. I haven't seen the boy in awhile. I am sad. I come looking for him. Other people are looking for him. They're mad at him. And I know why.

I find him first, scream for him to run away. He sees me and his face is dark. He is sad. He isn't happy. The light isn't in his eyes. He comes to me and I feel the weight in his shoulders as I grab him before he falls.

We're in a dark room together. There are medical supplies on the table. There is our baby. But its an alien of sorts-- the torso is human, but the lower part of its body is a thick, dark tail that resembles a grub. The boy is sad. The doctors tried to perform surgery to help the infant-- they even tried to take the slug-like tail off, but it was too late. The infant died. I am sad but the boy is sadder. This is his baby, more than it is mine. Post-mortem, he cuts down the tail and it reveals two fragile little legs-- the baby looks normal. He is overcome with grief. We sit there and I am not sure what to do. I am not feeling the sadness he is. But I feel sadness for him, and somehow for our child.

But there is hope. A nurse brings in two more hatchlings. I guess that's what they are, because I did not give birth to them. I don't even remember conceiving them (at least not in my dream). I see hope in the boys eye as he carefully picks up one of the babies. I watch the nurse grab the other. These are not normal sized infants-- they are the size of a newborn puppy. You could hold them in your cupped hands.

They both grab scalpels, to cut away the grub tail. I am nervous-- I know that if we keep the tail intact, the baby will die eventually. But if we try to remove it, the baby might die immediately. I almost turn away as they begin. I am apprehensive.

They both begin making the incision. Because the tail is superficial (not needed) it does not bleed. It is almost like a cocoon, but it won't be removed on its own, we need to help. Its just knowing where to cut.

The boy nearly collapses and I hear air escape him. I fear the worst and rush to his side. He is leaning over the table, his head down. He is crying. I rest my hands on his shoulders, I try to comfort him. But then I see the infant squirming, its legs free of the tail. I am ecstatic. I hug the boy and he turns and hugs me. He is crying tears of joy.

I then hear the nurse exclaim. We both turn and she is holding up the other baby-- she is alive too. Her legs are squirming. They look weak and aren't as healthy as her upper body, but she's alive. BOTH are alive. I realize the other baby is a boy and I continue to hug their father. It wasn't what I expected or wanted, but I am happy that we are alive and that he is happy. I look forward to being with him-- I realize how happy he makes me.

I tried doing wbtb this morning after a good 6 hours.... ended up waking up and not passing back out for once :/..... i actually ended up having a bunch of negative thoughts just flooding my head x.x had to get up

I did randomly remember something from prior

I guess I was having this dream where I was in a n arcade or something, and a machine broke, dropping change n bills everywhere..... there wera a few kids who noticed, so instead of taking all the bills myself, i just pointed out... "those are yours", i grab what was near me and headed out XD thinkin "hell yeah.... now ima get both those ps3 games i've been wanting" XD

Friend gave me a ride to some house where other friends are at. Can't really remember what happened, but we were trying to watch something at 7. In the end, I somehow ended up pissing off everyone, I think I punched a friend, then gentry tried to fight me but we just laughed and hugged it out. Then my ride ditched me, and I was trying to find another one and saw a couple other friends.

dream
lucid

i was driving in a car with my friend jeff we were at a local mall and i am trying to explain lucid dreaming to him. i tell him about doing Reality checks, and i did my standard nose pinch and i said
look i should not be able to pinch my nose and breath through it and i can, this must be a dream
he tried it but did not get it and then i said
look at your hands and count how many fingers you have
i looked at mine and i had only five but when i looked at my friend's hands he had 12 on each hand and i said
see you don't have 12 fingers on your hand, this must be a dream.
he still did not get it.
i got frustrated with trying to show him and woke up

Ok. Woke up, very tired. Can't remember my dream.. Something about my friend scott.. he couldn't seem to get a lighter to work. That's all I remember... Whew! Great first attempt.

I am working at McDonald's for the first time. I got the job that day in the dream. My job is sweeping and picking up garbage after people leave. Apparently my other friend works there too cause he was helping too. So the manager says I'm doing a very good job and gives me a raise. My friend is jealous, I can tell and a few minutes later he walks with a plate to put something away and he trips, breaking the plate. The manger comes out and tells him that he has to work overtime now. He also says I can have a break. I walk out of there and across the street is a store that sells only Kung fu panda2 stuff. It was weird. I go inside for some reason and look around. Suddenly I get a weird feeling. It's like I was sick out of boredom. It was hard to explain. Anyway I curled up on the floor and woke up

I am working at McDonald's for the first time. I got the job that day in the dream. My job is sweeping and picking up garbage after people leave. Apparently my other friend works there too cause he was helping too. So the manager says I'm doing a very good job and gives me a raise. My friend is jealous, I can tell and a few minutes later he walks with a plate to put something away and he trips, breaking the plate. The manger comes out and tells him that he has to work overtime now. He also says I can have a break. I walk out of there and across the street is a store that sells only Kung fu panda2 stuff. It was weird. I go inside for some reason and look around. Suddenly I get a weird feeling. It's like I was sick out of boredom. It was hard to explain. Anyway I curled up on the floor and woke up

03.23.2012

Where are we going to?....Tommo?, Bed needs an Oil change, Calling my Mother, Just Get Out Already

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Where are we going to?....Tommo?

I remember the dream starting out where I'm sitting in the passenger seat, and someone is giving me a ride to somewhere.

It seems they stopped near a few stores are that linked together, and I asked them, "Where are we going to?"

I can't remember if they responded to me or not, but we both get off, and I still have no clear image of this person who gave me the ride. I thought we were headed for Gamestop, seeing as we're parked close to it.

I try to open the door to Gamestop, but I'm having difficulty opening it, the door is opening, but not even all the way.

It seems the game store isn't even opened as yet, in fact, it looks abandoned and empty because it's dark and there are white walls that are not filled with anything. I decided I should just give up since I'm struggling to open the door, but the person that I'm not even paying attention too opens it for me with ease.

I follow this person through this dark and empty area, and there's another door in front of us, and I just follow the other person's footsteps, and suddenly we're in another dark area, but it looks more like someone's house.

In this area, there seems to be another door in front of us, but I think it was just a house bathroom this time, and the person goes in. After I'm waiting and staring at the partial darkness, I see a cockroach on the floor, and it is really huge.

If you spread your index finger and thumb all the way, that's how huge it was (size may vary ).

I didn't really panic seeing this cockroach, I was just looking at it and making sure I didn't make sudden movements because I wanted to kill this thing. It was moving its antennas freely, and it probably didn't even notice that I was there.

What I said after seeing the cockroach is what really confuses me, I'm not sure if I really said this, but from what I remember, this is what I asked the person in the bathroom or whatever room they're in.

I asked, "Tommo?" in a quiet voice to make sure the cockroach wouldn't try to move quickly. The person, who apparently is supposed to take the role of Tommo now opens the door quietly.

He asks me, "What's going on?" and I tell him that there's a huge cockroach on the floor near us. I think he gets a blue broom, and slowly creeps behind the cockroach and slams the broom on it.

I can't remember what else happened after that.

Dream 2: Bed needs an Oil change

I'm with my mother, and we're near some bed. For some odd reason, we treat this bed like it's a car or something, because apparently things like the oil gauge needs a new change, and the fuel ran out as well.

I first checked the oil gauge of the bed, and I pour some random liquify contents from a container I didn't even pay attention to, I just assume it's going to help will filling up the oil gauge.

I see my mother trying to pump air into what seems to be an empty lotion bottle, (now that I'm awake, what she's doing is clearly freaking stupid, especially using a mini air pump to fill air into it). She's trying hard to pump air into it, and I ignore her stupid interaction with this lotion and air pump, and I find the gasoline levels of the bed is empty.

At first it didn't seem like it, but after fiddling with it for a while, it was clearly empty. I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3: Calling my Mother

I'm on the phone because I see my mother is trying to call me, and I pick up my Blackberry and started to ask my mother what is she calling me for in an annoyed tone.

I can't remember what she asked me, but I responded in a raspy voice, and I tried gaining my normal voice, but I just can't. So I hang up the phone, and tried to call her again, and I'm still have a some trouble speaking normally, but eventually I get my voice back.

(This was a slight improvement compared to the lucid yesterday where I completely failed in speaking to the a Ginger lady overall).

My mother made fun of my raspy voice, which only made me more pissed off at her, and I told her something in a raging manner, and then hanged up the phone again.


Dream 4: Just Get Out Already (DILD)
(I did a mantra before this as I started to do a WILD attempt after doing a WBTB time for 30-45 minutes) I said a number as I'm inhaling, and "I am dreaming" as I'm exhaling all the way to 150, and then did the same thing from 151 to around 300, but this time, I said, "I will meet Alyzarin" as I exhaled.

I thought this would be a useful anchor, but it seems when I'm getting closer to 300, I get irritated, because again, I wanted to get this WILD attempt done and over with so that I can find Alyzarin. I was listening to a few love songs before doing this just to relax myself.

But I do admit that I was more relaxed, and by the time I quit counting, I turned to my right side and just focused on sleeping instead of trying to keep a small awareness) This dream was kind of weird, my eyes were closed, but I felt like I was standing. I heard my mother and father talking to each other about something, and it seems they're getting ready to go somewhere.

I knew that I'm alone here at my University in waking life, so I knew something was wrong if I could see my father, or even my mother together. I didn't do a reality check or anything, I just knew I was dreaming.

I didn't have the mindset to find Alyzarin in the moment, because I wanted to get rid of my parents first (but I know that if I could just get them out, it would come back immediately). I see my mother is wearing a black and white Nike sports jacket, and I advanced towards her to hug her because they're leaving.

I told them that we're dreaming, but they don't really seem to pick up on what I'm telling them. Their faces are just neutral, but not blank to where they look like robots, but just being quiet for a while, and then resuming back to whatever role they serve in this dream.

I tell the both of them they can go now. I think I'm pushing my mother a bit because she said she had to go back to get something, but she's clearly doing it to buy time or something, so I prevented her from doing that. My father is already headed out the door and to the vehicle, so I didn't have to worry about him.

My mother is going inside the vehicle, and I believe the seating was obviously wrong in American standards. I believe my father was on the left side instead of the right side for the driver's seat, and my mother was sitting on the left side that was the passenger seat.

(I didn't notice this until I woke up, but I don't think that's a really big issue, maybe the car was in different position to make me assume that).

She is asking me to bring her something that she forgot, and I believe she wanted me to bring her a bag of chips. At first I tried to raise my left or right eyebrow because this seems like a random question for her to ask me, but I go back inside the house to check.

What's funny about the arrangement of this house was that the kitchen resembled my apartment's model, while the living room resembled a completely different house. I check the mini doors on top of the fridge, exactly like my apartment's structure.

And I also noticed that the blue trash can I have in waking life is a little bit too big than is needed, and it distracted me for a little while, but I eventually ignore it.

The fridge wasn't even near where I was checking for the Potato Chips, it was probably behind me, so that's another alteration that was different from the actual model structure in waking life.

I open the kitchen cabinet doors, and I find two bags of Lays Potato Chips. One is almost done, maybe half-way, and the other is an full one.

I take the one that's half-full first to give to my mother, and decided I'll eat the other one for myself when I come back. I go out and I believe I give my mother the bag of potato chips.

Then she wants something else.

Are you freaking kidding me!?!?!? She asks me if I can get her some Ginger Ale for me and my father. I asked her, "Why do you need Ginger Ale if you don't have any extra cups or containers to store it in?"

I couldn't really tell her facial expression after I asked her that, but I assume I went back to the house to get it.

That's all I remember.

Upper floor apartment of a two story apartment building. I am trying to repair a wire feed welder, specifically trying to re thread the wire into the tube. However the tube is coming apart as I try to thread it in. There are litle spacers and parts that the wire must also thread through withing the tube, but instead the wire is just laying in the tube next to all these that seem to be space erquadistant from one another. The tube is coming through the floor from the room on the first floor directly below. Trying to pull it free it has cut a groove in the floor. Someone appears who seems to have been trying to free it from below, but to no avail. Unable to correctly do anything with it I look away and the view shifts to the room in general.
Sparsly furnished room. Plain walls, average paint, no real color. Not real clean, it is cluttered with bits of junk and garbage on the floor. Outside the door it is night out. Pitch black. There is a deck outside with a stair case going down. Someone is outside, but I cant tell who or for what reason. Almost as if a narrotor of a story standing there smiling.
There is a tracytor of all things backing across the declk pushing more debris inside the open doorway with its tire as it comes up to the doorway. I loosely sweep the chaff back out and watch as the tractor seems to be trung to clear snow off the steps as it backs up and down them pushing with its loader. Its tearing the steps apart in the middle as it goes. I shut the door and view shifts back inside.
Moving in the apartment to another room I have a little girl holding my hand as I go. The child is in my care it seems and is fascinated with all the junk laying about. The room we go to seems to have a drain in the floor, which is plugging up with the trash and junk . Water is filling the room. As I try to clear the junk out of the drain the water rises, and at the same time the child is trying to play with the debris. I cannot seem to keep the drain clear while at the same time I try to keep the child out of the debris. While this is going on it is eveident I am feeling what the child feels as well as what I feel. the child is in pure fascination with the stuff, without judgement good or bad. Just pure fascination. I am at the same moment feeling frustration to some extent, and yet also just watching whats all taking place. I reach for what looks like a piece of old spoiled fish stuck in the drain, partly to unplug the drain and partly to keep it away from the child. I notice that that the efforts here are only succeeding in keeping the water at a few inches in the room. No less no more.

As I begin to awake I am lucind understamg this a dream and associating the debris with the variety of worldly concerns of the mind and the child as an aspect of myself, as well as myself as a Dc in this dream

As usually for an average morning, i wake up around 7ish then proceed to doze and dream 3 or 4 times till 10am (living the student life is amazing sometimes... you know when i'm not broke and having to eat toast for dinner ) Upon waking from the last dream I was in (I have absolutely no recollection of this), I remain perfectly still. It was a weird feeling. I knew i had just awoken from a dream, but I still felt half asleep. I pictured my home town and its beach, I pictured the colour of the stones and listened for the sound of the waves. I heard them (but that might very well have been the sound of a car outside my window). I felt the spray of the sea on my face, the heat of the sun. Out of nowhere i suddenly heard a voice;

"What colour?"

Still imagining the scene, i said "The sea is blue, the grass is green". It all felt a little silly, but as I did this, the image suddenly seemed to colour itself in as if I had commanded it to. Suddenly without realising what had just happened, the world had materialised around me.

LUCID
Upon realising this, I performed a reality check. I already knew i was in a dream, but it didn't hurt just to clarify. 7 fingers? Most I've had so far. I didn't need to recount them like in previous lucid dreams, having 7 fingers on one hand looks very obvious and out of place. Looking around, I was on the long stretch of concrete that was next to the beach. The place was bustling with people and activity, and i slowly began to walk along with promenade looking around. It was a hot and sunny afternoon, with a slight mist moving in from the ocean. In my head i suddenly heard the same male voice from before; "The boy is at the pier, go look for him" (This is probably related to the last episode of The Walking Dead the flat had watched a few days earlier ).

I slowly walk towards the Pier before turning and looking towards the ocean. I remember thinking to myself; "Heck i'm in control, i don't want to go to the pier, I want to see what swimming is like in a dream". I turn towards the ocean and walk onto the pebble beach. The whole place has a very 60s feel to it (the dream itself has a vintage looking film filter, it was like it had been pulled over my eyes). As i walk towards the ocean, i feel the dream resit against me. It wants me to go to the pier, not the Ocean. I feel the gravity of my body changing and i suddenly begin to feel my legs leave the floor

NON LUCID
I loose Lucidity as my mind goes into that child like it did in my first LD. I begin randomly hovering over to a carousel. A DC looked at me in astonishment, asking "how can you do that? how can you fly?!". His eyes were bulging and he had a rather silly look on his face. I grab hold of one of the carousel's horses and hang there for a while. Other DC begin to question what I am doing. I laugh and push myself off the horse. Suddenly out of nowhere there is a crack and the dream world begins to rip apart. A huge raging wind is blowing creating a sandstorm (on a pebble beach? ). People are running around screaming, and i collapse to the floor.

LUCID
My mind snaps back into lucidity as I hear the male voice from earlier;

"Tell me, what colour? WHAT COLOUR?!"

I have trouble thinking, but after a couple of seconds sputter "blue, the sea is blue, the grass is green, the stones are brown". For the most part the storm eases but the winds are still pretty strong. As i get to my feet, i realise my movement is impaired. I try moving quickly, but it feels like walking into a hurricane. I proceed towards the Pier, clearly the dream wants me to do this.

I look to my left and see an old woman, (looking back on the dream, i don't recognise her, but during it she seemed to be an old friend, which suggests i wasn't fully lucid). We greet each other, and I say to her "I must reach the pier". She says she can't let me go alone and that she must accompany me. We walk towards the pier with the storm gaining strength again. I can feel rain hitting my face, the temperature has dropped considerably since earlier. As we reach the base of the pier we are blocked by a huge crack in the road, I turn to the old woman and say; "This is where i must leave, i must reach the pier". The woman replies with, "Go my love" and suddenly I awake.

The whole last bit of the dream feels blurry, it felt blurry at the time as well, so i'm not entire certain I was fully lucid, but i remember knowing it was a dream as the storm brewed (i was worried i was going to awake and so did my best to stabilise things.

WILD Attempt: I had woken up around 2 if I remember correctly, and decided it was a good time to try a WILD. After about 3 minutes, my body was thrown under a big tingling sensation. My eyelids turned purple, and I saw a man walking towards me. I was scared, so I stopped not wanting to get old hag syndrome, but decided to keep going. It was too late, and he disappeared. I tried again. I was thrown under the same sensation, but it stopped shortly after, and sometime later fell asleep.

I was in my room, at my computer chair. I knew I was dreaming but I wasn't lucid. I said to myself, "If I were to do a reality check now, it would work and I would become lucid." I didn't. Sometime later, either a false awakening or I was warped, I was in my school. I was near my locker when I became fully lucid. I was excited, this kind of vividness hasn't happened in about two months. I immediately wanted to fly. I was in the hallway with a bunch of other students, it must of been passing time. To my biggest fear, I was losing the dream shortly after it began! I panicked. I sat down in the hall instantly and tried observing myself as well as I could. I tried to shout something like "Keep lucidity!" But I choked and nothing came out. I observed the people around me. I'm pretty sure the person looking at me was Haven. I managed to maintain. I was still in the dream, and I was no longer losing it.

I now wanted to achieve my goal, which was to fly. I went to the end of the hall way, all of the students had gone by now except a few who were watching me. I jumped. I was amazed. I didn't fly, but I jumped really high and came down much slower than gravity would allow me to I kept trying it, trying different flying techniques but I just couldn't get them to work. All I would do was jump in the air fairly high, but that was it. I managed to find a tall building (no longer at my school now, just roaming around) and jumped to the top of it (there were convenient ledges) I more so walked off than jumped. I was falling, slower than normal but still fast enough to fatally injure me. The dream became third person. I smacked the ground and bounced back up about 6 feet. I walked away It wasn't long after that when I woke up.

Aight, today I'd 3 dreams that been quite vivid. However, I wont be writing one of the dreams because it was such a fckd up dream and I'm so mad and still very happy it was a dream.
Before I went to bed I tried the Lucid Dreaming I-doser binaural beat for about 1 hour (it's 30 min long, but I played two times before bed). Don't know if it worked, atleast I got 3 dreams today and those I can remember very well.

The city to home dream:

I was in my city and it must been afternoon or evening as it was quite dark outside, and there was loads of snow. I was in a store as a immigrant girl came up to me and asked me something (I've forgot what), we talked some and her parents came to me too. I helped them with finding some stuffs in a store and then I told them that I'll move on home. I saw at them and saw that they were really nice people and I would like keep in contact with them, I'd a paper on a shelf in the store as I'd placed it before when I was at work (because I worked there, in the dream ofc), so I was wonder if I should rip off a piece of the paper and write down my e-mail adress or cellphone number.
I didn't do any of it, I told them that it was nice to meet them and told them bye.
I started to jogging home. As I came to a slippy way that was uphill, I saw a few meters away the immigrants. I thought how can they been that fast when they're walking and I'm jogging/running?
They said hello and so did I, I kept on forcing my way up on the slippy way while they walked a few meters behind me.

And somewhere there it faded away


The dinner & military man dream

I was at home with my parents and my grandpa & grandma, and some more people. We was gonna eat dinner all together, it was some meat or fish, and potatoes. I got the last bit of the fish/meat and it wasn't really much to eat of it.. plus it looked disgusting.
Anyway, somehow a military man with a gasmask came to our balcony door, he'd a k-pist in his hands and started to knock. I was scared but thought that if I don't open, he will get more angry and maybe start shooting.
I went to the balcony door and opened to him, then I ran to the other side of the house and tried hide where we've the big fridge and some outdoor clothes. I heard him coming and opened my door, I walked outside and held my 2 hands up in the air. He told me something that I can't hide from him and he sounded like if he enjoyed what he did.
However, he didn't do anything against me, he just kept on walking.
I went to the office where I'd my laptop. It was a complete mess around, empty dr pepper bottles on the floor and loads of stuffs on the table.
I was gonna go and play MapleStory on the computer.

And there somewhere the dream faded.


I can clearly see that the dream really took stuffs I did yesterday. For example I accidently knocked down my dr pepper some hours before I went to bed, and those are next to my feets, just like in the dream.
I also installed MapleStory yesterday, but not for playing really.
And I also have my laptop below some shelfs, as I remember I'd in the dream too, but in my dads office that's full with crap.

The last dream, I wont tell out. But I can take some parts of it

The dog Zorro at grandma & grandpas place? dream

Me, my sis and her boyfriend ( i think ), was at some place, maybe been grandma and grandpas place. Anyway some place where no many people lives.
Me and my sister were going to some house where an owner of a dog named Zorro lives. Zorro is a 'German Shepherd' dog who exist IRL. In the dream however, he looked different.
Anyway, we walked into the house and we didn't at first see the dog, but at some time in the house the dog came up and looked quite angry. It was growling etc

And then I don't remember much more than of what I wont write about.

Slept from about 1am - 10am

I’m at a theater, watching a play. The stage is huge, it consists of three or four large normal stages next to each other, each with a different setting. The action in the play is moving to the right, and I’m following. I’m pretty close to the play, not on a seat, but maybe on stage itself. It’s a romance, there is a man and a woman, they’re talking. I don’t remember the plot, but they woman is about to leave, and they may never see again. The man doesn’t want this to happen.

As they are moving to the right, the male actor changes two times. He just gives a white scarf to the new actor, otherwise dressed exactly the same way, and stands still. The new actor becomes active and continues the role. The lighting of course follows the active actor. They seem to have slightly different skills and styles of acting.

The woman leaves and the male actor changes for the last time. This one is a singer and starts singing a love song to the woman he lost. I’m surprised at how good he is, there is no background music to give him rhythm or melody.

Trying to find a place to get elevated with some friends. Going to a friend's dorm, but once I realized we were going to smoke there me and the friend that was driving left, since we realized that was stupid. He leaves first, gets in the car. then for some reason I'm on the ground and this car with 2 people that were parked on the other side come to my side and start whispering at me to get in the car. At this point I couldn't move and was kind of nervous lol. Luckily, the two guys never physically came towards me and when my friend came with the car I had to crawl to the get in it because I couldn't move that well. Then 2 friends that had stayed at this house from the beginning were magically in the car and these 2 girls that were with us weren't with us anymore. I'm really surprised that I wasn't able to realize I was dreaming as these girls were doing some really weird things.

But after I get in my friend's car, I wake up(not opening my eyes), and I wasn't able to move for a little bit. Sleep Paralysis?

I was lying in the bed, it was night and husband's father was in the room. I thought that it can't be because he lives in other house and I locked the door in the evening, so it might be LD. Made reality check, stood up, ask DC what is he doing here - he answered something that he came home late... I went to the street and flew and ram into some glue and it was on my face and prevent me to see clearly. I tear it off the eyes by my hands and flew higher and saw stars. I thought - it's too high! and found myself under the selling in my grandma room. I land and wanted to make the portal to the library to make TOTM, but portal return me in the room. I made the portal again , it was like colour tube, but it went to real(( I've got a problem with the portals - they don't work, but before they always worked