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Lucid Dreaming has entered my mind but in an unexpected way.

I am in the desert, possibly Utah or somewhere around the Great Salt Lake basin. There is nothing that identifies where I am but I recognize the scenery from real life as a familiar place. Behind me is a domed rock, or structure, out in the middle of this flat basin and I am standing in front of it with an ax. I bring the ax down swiftly right into the number 20,000, which represents a Lucid Dream and possibly Hall Points as well. The number smashes and releases color sprites and a burst of light, a colorful shower that appears beautiful and tacky at the same time.

My perspective suddenly shifts and I can see the burst of color over my shoulder. I'm viewing myself from outside a vehicle, and I can see the scene through the windshield and out the back window of the car. I am in the car with two other people, neither of whom I recognize or focus on, though I think one of them wears glasses. The car is something heavy and powerful, like a Dodge Charger, and is a creme or white color. I start the car and drive away, and the dream ends.


*I really should have gone to bed before 4A.M.

This night i had problems with sleeping, and it was hard to recall my dream.

my classmates and me where at the beach, but we did not bath, because we got our cloth on.

I was sitting in and open back container--thing of a trailer. My feet was dangling over the edge and I was "focusing"* on counting my fingers on the right hand. *I'm a total cloudhead during my dreams.
I was counting them, as I said, and sometimes I counted two lesser, and sometimes two more, but I didn't seem to notice, because the counting didn't "count" when I was in wake state (IRL; Dream), and I was saving the REAL counting for when I was in a dream again... Why..?

So, after the sun dream, I had another one immediately afterwards where this guy was giving me more psychokinesis training. I'm like "well, this is easy to do in dreams, but in the real world, it's a lot harder." He's like nodding and going "yeah." I don't have any psychokinetic abilities in real life, lol. Nobody does.... What's the point of this training?

So, I had another dream about the sun last night.

The sun is losing its ability to burn for some reason. Several parts of it are extinguished and all I can see are large, dark craters. And there's another, much smaller sun beside it. For every part that is extinguished, that amount goes into the newer, smaller sun.

I was at someone's house. They had a PIU machine, so I started to play, but the mats were propped up on top of shaky wooden boards. A woman came in and said there was another mat downstairs, so I went down to look. Didn't find one (but I saw Pop'n Music), and went back upstairs. Then all of my family came, so I had to go say hi to everyone. There was also a guy I didn't recognize. After that I realized how weird this was. I was in some random house and all of my family was there. I did a reality check and became lucid. I jumped through a glass window and phased through it, landing on a deck outside. I jumped up and tried to fly (which has practically become second nature to me by now) but for whatever reason, I couldn't. I just hovered and fell. I kept trying, about like 20 times, but the highest I got was the branch of a nearby tree, then I fell down. I was getting frustrated, and eventually lost lucidity.*I went back inside and played pop'n music.

The title surely says how weird they was.
[This is just a type up of what I wrote in my Hand Written Dream Journal - Additional notes will be marked in (x) as numbers instead of x and written at the bottom of the entry]

Dream 1:
Woke from a 9 month coma to find 3 people behind a concrete door where my lounge door should be. They were clearly trapped. 3 of my family members to be exact. When I opened the front door there was a huge truck/Lorry outside with my brother and a friend of my parents in the cabin. it was a small one of those car carrying lorries. it only had enough room for two cars. But only had one on it. Some weird cross between a citreon 2cv and a vw golf. Having realised it was christmas day I looked to see if I had any presents. Amazed because I did indeed have one even though I had just woken from a coma; I opened it. Just then the truck had been moved and I saw 3 car loads of people going off. I grabbed the present now unwrapped and ran towards the car with my parents in. I put on the shades and jumped in the back seat. To their shock that I was there I simply said " Merry Freakin Christmas" and off we went. (1)

Dream 2: This was short but packed full of randomness. I was in some kind of room. About 10 metres long 7 wide and probably 4 tall. There were plain tables and chairs everywhere. There was an alignment of beds that looked like they'd just come from the ww1 trenches around the walls. All of it was plain grey. the beds had stained and ripped blankets that were covered with mud and blood. There must of been about 30 of us gathered around a central table listening to a teacher.
[Then it got really weird..] A piece of chewing gum was thrown over a wall and hit Chabert on the head. [I should probably mention that there was no roof on this room] He then asked us if we knew what gum used to be for. He said it used to be for school. To aid learning. (3) but now it's just a symbol of evil and darkness among modern society. (4) Just about then a Barrage of gum was lobbed over the four walls for about 5 minutes. Bit of panic, some yelling. Then I woke up and that was the end of dreams.
1)About then I woke up so didn't get to finish the dream and see the bad guy.
(2) He resembled Chabert from les Choristes.
(3) No idea what bit thought that up.
(4) See (3) xD

I'm on the right track to getting there with LD I believe. But I'm not there yet. I have plans to look forward to. Hope you uhh.. enjoyed? reading that.

dream 1 - I was watching family guy. All I remember is Stewie being sarcasm. And then I went to another room - Miho was sitting there. Gahng was also there and they said something but I don't remember....

dream 2 - I was in the hallway of art wing and I read a paper on the wall that said 'only 2 people got scholarship for art college' and I was like, that's not fair!!! I was in agony to think about this....

dream 3 - did WILD and went out of veranda. My Ikran was there! Strangely he looked like a crane bird. Anyway, I climbed up grabbing his neck. He tried to lift me up using his head. and then he turned into real Ikran dragon. I grabbed his antenna thingy on the head, and stepped on the thingies(?) on this shoulder, and he spread his big wing. And we floated up to the air - it was so vivid! We flew across the buildings in a metropolitan city. I said 'To Katsuno!' and my Ikran started to fly really fast. I held on his antenna tightly. But after some minutes of flying, there seemed no Katsuno so I said 'To Atras!' but no trace of him... 'To Oceanboy!' no feeling yet... 'To juroara!' 'To thebeastofold!' 'To floatinghead!' 'To hermine!'
nothing worked. -.-
Then I woke up in pitch black.

I should have gone to floating islands...I always forget.. d'oh!

On what would appear to be an airline, but it is so distorted that realization of the dream occcurs. All that is occurring is teaching. There are many seats on the super wide plane. The outside cannot be seen, but the presence is known. Men and women are seated in this plane, but there are seemingly no children.
Chicago seems to be the present destination, but it also seems unimportant as to where we are going. There seems to be a disembodied conversation going on. It is talking about how it is unimportant to reach for things based on the worldly view of the individual person. Where you are going, what you want, what you need, all seem to be talked of as unimportant. These things all happen, just happen as part of the movement that is constantly occurring.
What one must do is flow with the movement as it goes, not becoming too attached to the components in the movement. Learn to live day by day, moment by moment, without being "personally" caught up in where, how and why. The person is a distraction, and all the wants and desires, attractions and aversions of the person.
The dreamscape shifts and We are on the ground lost in a wilderness of sorts. Scenery changes so fast. Multitudes of settings. We come to a river running to the ocean. The feeling is as if this is the way out, the way to where we need to go. Seems as if the way is already mapped out. As if we have been here before with others who have made this journey. To the edge of the water we go. Looking for something lost in the edge of the water. A raft of sorts, something to travel the river on or in. Hesitant we go to the edge and putting our concerns aside we jump down to the waters edge. There are pieces of driftwood found. As we look, they start out small and get larger and larger. Then the driftwood turns to bones, large porous bones that float. bones and driftwood buried partially in the sand along the waters edge. Seems as I am pulling them from the sand and throwing them up on the bank for someone to tie together into a raft.

All the while I know this is dream, and I am intently looking at its components for clues and to learn something of myself within. Here the dream ends...

Katsuno's Dreams

1st: I was inside a warehouse and a T-Rex was chasing me. I ran upstairs and was trapped. I kinda felt different and noticed that I was dreaming. I teleported through the wall and got away from the dinosaur. I looked outside of the warehouse and saw a huge field of grass and a forest in the distance. I walked out of the door and saw some kind of construction crane and I tried to do parkour. I climbed up the crane and then jumped down. I did a RC and suddenly a friend of mine appeared. Everything went pitch black and I had no vision anymore. I could feel my dream body but I saw with my real eyes. I noticed that I had a runny nose but I tried to get back into the dream. I visualized the dream but it didn't work and I woke up :/

2nd: I was at the warehouse I work at. I played with some LEGO-toys against my friend (wtf?!). Suddenly we began to do real fighting. My friend did a Hadouken and I evaded. Suddenly he did an uppercut and hit my jaw. It hurt really much and my teeth hurt like hell. I noticed that one teeth was loose when suddenly a few other guys appeared. I woke up

First

A woman is explaining something to someone else. It was about something mechanical, I don't remember what exactly.

Second

I'm at work and we're having a coffee break. It's not in the normal coffee room, but at a larger one, in another building. There is also a group of people there that I don't know, but apparently they belong to the same organization, they just organized the coffee break this time.

There's some food also, but the breaks seems to be over and all the food has been eaten. I'm kind of hungry and I'm looking for something left over. There is a kind of a buffet at another part of the room, but there isn't much left there either. There's some rice in a kettle and some vegetables. They even have a waitress working there, for the coffee break, and she's putting things away. She says something to me about there being nothing left.

Third

I'm going on a trip with a group of people. One of us cannot cross some border because he doesn't have the appropriate medical papers. We talk about it and decide that he can see a doctor and join us in a day or two. When we come back, i believe a week or so later, he is still at the border station. He has been to the doctor but he has some minor health problem and getting the papers will take some time.

Fourth

I'm with a group, possibly the same as in the previous dream. We park out car at a small parking lot, next to a large mall. We go in and there is a carriage that belongs to the owner of one of the cars outside. I try to lift it and think that it's too heavy. At this point I'm aware that a crime has happened and I suspect there's something hidden in the carriage.

We go back outside and talk to the owner of the carriage, a young man. We have no proof but I try to intimidate him by mentioning the weight of the carriage. He gets scared and runs away, towards the woods. I run after him and some of the others are running too, but they're a bit farther away. I cannot see him but a follow a trail. The train splits and I ask one of the others to check the other way.

There is an opening in the woods and I see him. He tries to run around me and turn back, trying to trick me somehow. I circle a bit farther than he did to force him to run on the path, where on of the others catches him.

There is a group of young people standing nearby, they were playing before we came. One of them, X, a girl a bit younger than me, wants to join us, thinking it's a game. I tell her that I can try to catch her but if I do, we throw her in jail. She runs towards me and starts to pretend I've caught her.

Every time i sleep since i been here i feel as if im not completely in control. things change that shouldnt. control isnt there anymore. i wake up in a panic not sure if reality is real.... its happened for the last 3 nights. im almost afraid to go to sleep, i hate the panic feeling. Help?!

Hah, it's been a while since I've remembered anything more than fragments of a dream.

So, In this dream, I remember I'm in my house, it's night and I'm with my family. Not sure why, but I'm trying to sleep on my sofa, all the lights in the living room were off, and (right beside my sofa on the right side is a window) a light, almost like that of a searchlight kept shining in my eyes through the blinds. I keep shutting my eyes and trying to hide them from view so I can get some actual sleep and yet, this searchlight kept getting in my eyes. I look up and I, for some reason can't stop watching it, as the movements it was making are very out-of-place, I guess you could say. I noticed, as well, while I watched it, it was moving in more in a figure eight pattern and shining, not just our house, but on others as well, though the time spent on them was much just a small time, while our house it's spending plenty of time pointed towards.

After a good couple minutes of watching it, it finally disappeared, though less than a minute after this ... alien teleports into my house. It's floating above the ground, has no legs, long stringy arms with rather large hands on the ends, a body shaped both like a peanut and a triangle at the same time.
Around here, I forget what happens, I'm assuming something like him being friendly enough telling me of himself and letting me ask a couple questions of him and why he's here, asking if I'm so-and-so and me saying yes, and then him taking me without my say in any of it, as from the point I remember I'm on the ground outside as I'm on sand and dirt feeling rather nauseous and exhausted. I remember there being another person with me, though I can't remember who they were.

Anyway, after a couple seconds of nausea and exhaustion I decided to look up, see where I am, and let me tell you I was surprised when I saw where I was and what was around me. I was just outside of what looked like a marketplace and yet, there were no humans, instead many different species of aliens.
I look down again and close my eyes, trying to gather what the hell has happened, then remembering our alien friend who got me here. Remembering him, I get up quickly, the other person I'm with notices my erratic movement and gets up as well, following me, probably because they were just as confused as I.

I'm not sure where I'm going, I'm just moving as my legs are, through the large crowd of foreign creatures are making it rather hard for me to get to just walk to where ever I'm trying to walk to. I finally get to where my feet were taking me and I notice him our teleporting friend (I'm going to start calling him Jim)
As I saw Jim, I noticed he was wearing a very lopsided crown (I'm sure it was from earth) and was sitting in a chair that looked like eroded rock. He had what looked like servants around him holding various things and his ... throne was rather high up on a stone cliff
As Jim noticed me, he looked genuinely surprised from his expression. Afterwards he gave me a greeting asking how I liked the place, though I was more interested in knowing exactly where I was, so I asked him. He responded by making a vision show up inside my head, and as he talked, the images changed accordingly. He told me that I was on a barren planet which the "people" were poor, and the weather was dry and hot. The 'people' were farmers and could only grow "cabbage" (I'm sure he was only using this for myself to compare as the plants looked less like cabbage and more like a lettuce, carrot, cabbage combination )


As I started to tell him that I wanted to go home, he told me he couldn't do that and that now I'm simply a lowly servant whom has no say in the subject. Of course all of this kept making me more and more pissed off, contesting every word he said and as I started looking for a way up to him, some four-armed steroid-ridden aliens came and restrained me, just as I had found a stone path up to the throne Jim had.
*Right here is more of the dream that I have no memory of, I'm assuming I was sedated, thrown into a jail and had found my way out, and started walking back the way I thought Jim was*
I found my way, had more of a confrontation, though this time, he came down and we started talking from a more level state. Of course, I was still condescending and rather pissed, and considering he was acting cool and manipulative, this made me more pissed off, eventually leading to me punching me, him chasing me, and me running away.

I ran through the deserted landscape for not a very long time until we reached a place he didn't mention at all in his vision he sent to me; a large lake. Here there was a lot of pipes and high up towers. I started climbing up one of these towers, and half way up went onto one of these pipes. Got half way across before Jim obstructing my path and forcing me to turn back. I get back to the other tower and of course Jim is right behind me. I climb to the top of the tower and notice an opening, from here I remember not thinking but simply creating a ladder in my hands. I found this a little weird though I had no time to think as jim had just about made it up to the top with me. I dropped the ladder through the opening and I slid down it (though it was rope )

From here on in, I don't remember the rest, though hey, I did really enjoy remembering this when I woke up as it was a very fun dream.

I was in a forest with L and E, and we were looking for a secret lake. We stumbled across a part of the forest that reminded me of Mario. There were big spotted mushroomy things and tall round hills in the background. We found a small pool surrounded by green walls of some sort with white polkadots. We walked along the edge of it, but it wasn't what we were looking for. There was more to this, but I waited a long time to write it down, so I can't remember anymore. It was fun, though.

I am driving through some streets in what I think is montreal and it is raining heavily. There are lots of people walking across the road and I almost hit some of them, so I finally turn on my lights. I get to the party I was going to. Cops pull up and turn on their lights and I think they are pulling me over, but its someone else so I drive off a little. Its suddenly inside, and the cop has his gun pointed at someone. The guy disarms the cop and kills him and then turns the gun on other people. He shoots someone else in the head and puts the gun to someone elses chest and they start to cry in fear but he doesn't shoot. I run and I'm with the owner of the house in a kitchen and we are all very scared. It becomes like a video and I stopped and rewinded it to watch the disarm happen again.

Earlier I was in some place like a cafeteria and a cute girl comes up to my table and says she wants to see me naked. I go with her and follow her up some stairs. She is a guy now and he wants me to go into this secluded booth with another shorter guy but I dodge it. I ask whats going on and they were timing me to see how long it takes me to help a gay guy. Earlier I was outside of a formal party at my school, but I wasn't going. I was standing in a group and peter is there, and he makes an inside joke to me about some suit and rolling up the sleeves so I can breathe, because maybe I was drunk one time and tried to roll up my sleeves saying "I need to breathe" or something. It was funny. I start to think it may have been a mistake to leave my program.

Earlier I was at a bar sitting down with someone. A regular maybe. A waitor comes and makes a joke about why I'm not dancing.

---WBTB with MILD----

I'm back at keith's, and asked questions about people at the table. His dad told him that he's not his father, and he should just think of him as a good friend. Kristen sais she has her own plane noww and yesterday she flew a 747. Caroll looked 90 and crushed me as she leaned on me to get somethng. Kristen was paying me back for something and gave me 80$ extra and said she could afford it. Kyle came in the door and after a short while we shook hands in recognition.

Im at a different university, and was looking to book a hotel for the night. The president of the university ordered an execution of someone who had an affair, and the girl said that I'll probably want to leave to room for it. I say I'm surprised because not even police can order an execution. We get onto the topic of sex, and she says that I should do it and still have fun but have protected sex. My parents are on the other side of the room laughing at something and didn't hear her. The university is going over the execution with some kids, saying they'll give them a drug to put them into a coma before they put them into a box and release the gas. I am walking outside along the street now, and there is a closed gate with a wall behind it blocking the university entrance. Something about throwing rocks.