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I remember this one dream where I was walking down a very dark street of the neighborhood I live in when I suddenly realized "Hey, I'm in a dream. What should I do now?" Then I thought it would be cool to grow black feathered wings and fly. So then I did and flew to the sky.

Around the time, I was having a good streak of lot of lucid dreams for some reason.

I waited until now to write down my dream journal, and now I have no idea what any of this means. I'm a horrible person ;_;

Gobballfield Country
MMO
MaximumRevolver playing
I wanna play now
It's a game that is boring unless someone is watching me play

Pokemon game
Kori leaves items for me

Water fight
G&PT
song

high school
classes changed

Lesson learned today: Don't wait until 5 PM to write down your dreams cause you won't remember anything about them

I remember walking down a street. Then I woke up.

I am a woman in my dreams, though I don't know how that happened exactly. Looking down I could see that I had breasts, they were clothed. My self image was that I was beautiful. I was in this place where bands play, not a bar, but someplace with class. As I listen to the band play I can tell that they are supposed to be Siouxsie & the Banshees, and I am their singer. I guess I'm filling in for Siouxsie, though I'm not her. So I pick up the mic and start singing. OMG my female voice was so beautiful and haunting I could just die. I couldn't tell what song I was singing but as the band played the lyrics just came into my head and I kept singing. I don't even think that this was even a real song that has ever been made. I lucidly kept pushing the limits of my voice, as I heard what I was singing I thought my brain would explode. It sounded like this song filled every corner of my brain. When I woke up the melody was still going thru my head. I felt like I was high on drugs, although I haven't done any illegal drugs in real life.

Although I did remember some of the lyrics, it was only fragments. If I find where I written them down though I'll include them here. My dream singing voice sounded better than Siouxsie's voice. The song I was singing most closely matches the style of the songs I will list:

Dazzle from the album: Hyaena
Ornaments of Gold and The Last Beat of my Heart from the album: Peepshow
Shadowtime from the album: Superstition
The Sweetest Chill and This Unrest from the album: Tinderbox
The Rapture and Fall from Grace from the album: The Rapture

My voice sounded more like either Faith & the muse on this song: In the Amber Room
Or Delerium feat Emily Haines: Stopwatch Hearts
Though they still don't pin it, just a close aproximation.

Editing add: I'm pretty sure I caught my reflection in one of the double glass doors that were partially open. They led to another room that was behind the stage area.

Normal Dream
Lucid Dream

Night 27

I skipped yesterdays entry, I did not really remember much.
Last night was better, I had a short LD, I am getting better at noticing my school DS I think .

I. I was at school, I was walking down the hall into the cafeteria for lunch, I was like "Wait, I have been out of school for like 2 years, this must be a dream.". I now knew it was a dream, but I did a RC anyway, it worked. The dream felt really unstable, I started rubbing my hands and yelled out to stabilize the dream, it barely worked. I remember as I yelled, the room got quit and everyone looked at me lol. So, I am standing in line thinking of what to do, I remember the cafeteria lady put a big taco on my tray, I put it back and walked out of the line. I was at school again, and I should of tried to find an exit to go outside, but I started just walking around looking at all the people. I sat down next to a couple people I knew and said hi, the looked at me then looked away without replying, how rude lol. I get up and go to another table and sit down, there was a girl I knew from school sitting across from me talking to someone who I did not recognize, she was talking a lot. I do not remember what she was saying, but right then the dream faded while I was unable to stabilize it again. I knew that was not going to be a really long one, from the start it felt like it was going to end soon and it did .

II. This one is defiantly Game of Thrones related, I was in a castle and there were a lot of other people around. I remember seeing Drogo and Dany, I am not going to spoil anything so that's all I am saying about it.

Future Debra
Give me a dream
Make it happy
Uplifting and Wow

Make the dream
Of something
Happening
Three-six-five
Days from Now.

Bed 1 AM

Hipnagogic image: NONE
Dream: NONE
Hipnapopic image: NONE
Song: I DONT BELIEVE IN IF ANYMORE, (Roger Whittaker)

Wake: 4:23 AM going to toilet noticed in my mind the song, No, I dont believe in IF any more. IF is for children, building daydreams.

Came back to room and typed this. Going back to sleep after posting this.

So last night i had my 4th lucid dream, but man.. this was a special one, when my reality checked worked i still couldn't believe that it was just a dream, it was that realistic.

so it started with a false awakening, i woke up in my bed and looked up at my iron maiden "trooper" poster, except this time it looked strange, so i decided to do a hand reality check, so i looked down at my hands and studied them. They just looked as normal as my everyday hands. But i still thought "something isn't right" so i did the holding your nose reality check, and i started breathing perfectly fine (such a weird experience) so after being shocked by this realization i rubbed my hands together as a stabilization technique (every time ive used this technique i get weird tingles throughout my body, why?) and when i looked up, my room just looked amazing! i could clearly seen the slight reflections in my posters, my house just looked so life like, even after knowing that i was dreaming i was still finding it hard to believe that this is all inside my head because it was sooo realistic. I told my dad "you do know that this is all a dream" (not because i thought he was real, i just wanted to know what his reaction would be) and he just walked straight past me but my brother frowned at me and started to walk towards me, so i just used my telekinesis powers and flung him in the sky unlucky for him, my brother always seems to be the victim of my lucid dreaming powers hahaha.

to gain this lucidity, i used a form of wbtb, i set my alarm 6 hours after i fell asleep so that i would be pretty far along in my REM cycle, and then i thought about being lucid until i fell asleep. do you think that, the lucid dreaming experience can improve depending on how far along the REM cycle you are? because my lucid dream was the last dream i had and it was unbelievable.

I also tried the dream spinning technique but it didnt work , any tips? and when you spin do you keep your eyes open? or close them and think about the place where you want to be?

I forgot to mention one of the non-lucid dream fragments from 2 nights ago: There was this guy who referred to his penis as his "butt-tooth". We had sex but it was just all wrong wrong wrong.

Last night Josh was there. Been a while. He was helping us save this one tree that had been injured. The tree would even groan like the trees from LOTR when we removed some of the dead branches. We of course left the branches that were showing green under the bark, because we knew those branches were still alive.

Then more of the usual and ridiculous Josh nonsense.

I saw the spotless cheetah again, but this time he had an accomplice. In the dream I called it a Koala Bear, but it moved as fast as the cheetah. My mom and my dad and I were out front, and the Koala went after my father. He had a Machete, he swung but he missed. The Koala grabbed the machete between it's teeth, and swung at my Father's head. It did not miss, I saw the machete go into the side of my father's head, and my heart sunk. Although he got hit, he did not die. He stood there, clueless as to what had just happened. I didn't wake up normally, the transition to the waking world was slower than normal, though it was fast enough to where I didn't feel the transition.

I had a dream a while back. I remember entering a castle and heading up to the top of the outer wall. A huge red dragon flew up level across from me. It was actually the devil in the form of a dragon, I somehow knew. Anyway it let out this huge roar, like it didn't like what I was doing. I think I woke up after that.

I had a restless night with many unusual dreams that I don't remember. I only know they were unusual. I seemed to wake up at times but not fully. I had fallen asleep on the couch. When I finally woke up to go to my bed at 3am, there was this word stuck in my head. It is TELLURIAN. I felt that it was either someone's name or a dream was telling me I was tellurian. Anyway I went to bed. Then right before I actually did wake up in the morning I heard a voice say something, but I couldn't make out what was said. Then I woke up and realized it was almost a real sound or voice, so I kept listening but it wasn't there anymore. Do you think there are voices that speak to us even though we are normally unaware of them? And what was meant by tellurian?

It has been windy here for the last few days, but before it became windy I had my dream. I don't know if it is really related to the weather or not. In my dream I was with my parents, the setting I suppose looked like a park in a city. Anyways, I notice the sky is filled with pretty and also ominous clouds. I could sense a change in weather coming and all at once the wind starts blowing fiercly. I could feel it blowing past me and see the clouds move across the sky as if I were watching a time delay camera recording of the whole day! It seemed like a big event and it was very impressive. The wind didn't damage anything or knock us down although it should have logically. For the clouds moved in the sky with such speed they would have overtook a fast moving jet if there was one flying! One impressive rolling band of clouds indicated where the front between the air masses was as it passed thru and overhead of us.

I had a dream I was listening to this band. I don't recall the lyrics but I liked the song. There was a female vocalist who was also playing the piano. A guy was playing a violin and another guy playing a bass with a violin bow as well. All I know is the band's name started with a 'C'. The song they were playing I'm sure was a song that hasn't been written before or sung in real life. However, I feel that they actually may be a real band, even though the song was imaginary. If the band does sound familiar, give the name of them. Remember I said the band name starts with a C.

That was back in 2003, looking back from now though, I think the band was the Cruxshadows I was seeing in my dream, just not accurately. The Cruxshadows is one of my favorite bands now.

www cruxshadows com/

I had a dream that Jesus was coming. In it I seen His appearance in the clouds of the air, His brilliance all aglow! All I could think was this is it, let's go! Take me to be with you, Jesus. Nobody was flying up in the air or anything, but the dream made its point. It was just an awesome sight.

There was a large group of people leaving the cliff top and going to the other side of the valley. The cliffs curved in a U shape, the people were going down the right side of the cliffs at the top of the U. There was a natural embankment there. I was left watching them from the farthest point of the cliffs. There was a few others around me still though. In fact, someone was trying to decend the cliff near us using a harness and a cable. But the cable got hung up in telephone pole wires. So, she couldn't get down any further and was stuck hanging there.

I was able to grab the cable she was using, got some slack in it, and proceded to feed it through the other wires that it was caught on. I thought that they were electrical wires, but I didn't get zapped so I kept on doing it. When she was safely on the ground I joined her. We were walking together, I had one arm around her, and she had her arm around me. It was so nice. Then we stopped and looked at each other, and I kissed her. I realized that we shared true love, and she knew it too. It was so real it actually hurt when I awoke and realized it was a dream. I felt heartbroken for many days.