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This was the last dream I had this morning. For the record, I don't know how to play any musical instruments. I've never had any interest in learning how to.

It starts out with me and all of my "friends" playing music in a band room I've never been in before. We were all dressed up in suits and stuff. I said "wow! everybody's here!" It felt like I actually knew these people and that they were close to me but I didn't recognize not a single one of them, lol.

The music teacher was my college music professor. For some reason, I attacked him with my instrument... I think it was a french horn... I jumped up and launched a flying sickle from the french horn by blowing into it. And then everyone else was getting ready to attack him as well with their instruments. Lastly, we were arranged so that short-ranged players were in the front and long-ranged players were in the back, lol.

Then I woke up or I thought I did. I was laying in bed facing the wall when someone double-tapped me on the arm, waited a few seconds, then double-tapped me again and whispered my name. I turned around but nobody was there. I live in this apartment by myself and if someone had entered via any means, the burglar alarm would have gone off.

In which I go for walks and vaguely watch much improved Star Wars prequels...


Richard Linklater had remade Star Wars Episode 1, the first of the prequels. Fans had been delighted with the results and we decided to ignore Lucas’ earlier disastrous attempt. The expectation was that Linklater’s new film would become the canon. Somehow I’d let it go to DVD without seeing it, and as the dream started I was walking with H and several of her friends from my house to a restaurant through town. Along the way, one of her friends, a baseball capped man in his early 30s who was walking a friendly pit bull, kept flirting with me. Mostly we talked about Star Wars and dogs.

About halfway through our walk, we passed a boutique which had an outer façade of brick on which were hung hundreds of necklaces, bracelets and earrings for sale. Someone had recently painted the brick and they’d neglected to cover the jewelry with drip protection so everything was splattered and ruined. Even still, the prices were set high and we laughed that they would get this price for their merchandise. H and her other friends went inside and lingered, but the baseball cap man and I were obliged to stay out since he had the pit and since Lucy was with me now as well. Our dogs were friends, and I fumbled with the jewelry while we waited. I noticed a ring that I’ve recently lost in real life. I’m not too concerned about having lost it because it is damaged and one of the stones is missing but I was surprised to see it among their collection. I pointed it out to the capped man, but we just laughed about it.

Then I’m watching Linklater’s Star Wars on DVD only the parts that I remember seem so emotional that I feel that I’m really a character in the movie. On the one hand, I’m watching the movie, but on the other I’m Anikan in the movie. Linklater’s Anikan is perfect. The movie is dark and sleek. Anikan is strong, reserved, focused and tormented. He’s a badass in a difficult situation trying to do his best with all the earnestness of Luke later in the movies. In a seemingly inconsequential scene, he is given the base of a light saber from an elder Jedi which is forged from a metal unlike any we’ve ever seen before. The galaxy is at war, and Yoda and Obi Wan are training Anikan. He’s a good student, and not in the least whiney or annoying. The movie ends with him becoming a full Jedi.

I’m walking again with H and her friends, but I remember from last time that they are not going to walk fast and that we will get stuck again in the boutique. I’d wanted to make excuses because really l prefer brisk exercise, but I go along with them, expecting to be bored again outside the shop. I have Lucy and the capped man is there again with his pit bull. The man tells me he enjoys my company and asks if he can come visit me without H. I remember that he’d been flirting with me, so I remind him that I’m married. He responds that he only meant so that our dogs can play together and that he’s happy to hang with my husband too. I feel sort of embarrassed for assuming he was flirting. We get to the wall which is covered in jewelry again, and this time I realize I’ve lost my necklace among all the items. I didn’t care about the ring, but the necklace is important to me. I tell the guy that he must help me find it, but I can’t remember what it looked like. I just know that I’ve lost some necklace, so we start looking through hundreds of them. I think it will be hopeless, but he finds it among the others. It is the silver halfmoon that R gave me several months ago, and I’m thankful to recover it.

The people who own the boutique come out and tell us we can enter with the dogs. Inside, the building is a beautifully made cob cottage, and we sit at a rustic wooden table and have tea in ceramic cups. I admire the pottery and the owners of the cottage tell me I can walk upstairs to see more. There is a winding wooden staircase leading up to a loft, and the light shines through stained glass windows to bathe the room in bright red light. The rays of light were thick like fog, and from the top of the staircase I could not see down to my friends below.

I’m Anakin again and simultaneously watching Anakin, now in the theater in the cottage. This time it's the newly released Episode Two . Linklater’s second feature is darker, as the middle installment of a trilogy should properly be! Anakin is led astray by someone impersonating Yoda. I remember feeling that there is intrigue and double crossing, and though Anakin earnestly tries to work through it in an admirable way, he is in a no-win situation. Anakin is captured and placed within a machine of some sort that analyzes every atom in his body and gear and tells the secrets of all of it to reveal everything about his soul. It’s a horrifying process, but unexpectedly in the end, his enemies discover that the metal at the base of his light saber is not from this galaxy. Somehow they conclude that the metal in fact is something precious from the dawn of time itself- it is a substance that originated at the Big Bang itself. Anakin is torn somehow. He must protect this substance or else horrible things will happen to the galaxy, but he also doesn't want to betray his friends. The film ends on this note.

The capped man and I discuss how brilliantly Linklater wove the plot and how we can see no escape for Anakin except for him to turn to the Dark Side. We are thankful for him saving the franchise and correcting Lucas’ stupidity. I tell the capped man that if I were Anakin, I’d make the same mistakes he was making and we discuss how it makes sense that he could be led over to the dark side. He compares his fall to Michael Corleone and we get excited about seeing Episode Three. He also talks about how the light saber metal is like the Holy Grail and he tells me all the times that he noticed allusions in the movie to the story of the Fisher King, and he says that Anakin’s character is based on Perceval. I’m very impressed at his insight, and we are eager for the last installment.

I had the craziest dream last night. I'm a part of this reincarnation forum elsewhere and in this dream we got a new member who had only one post on the entire forum and had taken the liberty to private message me there.

She said that she had a "spiritual connection with the Gods" (I think she was referencing the Greek pantheon, if I'm not mistaken) and that they had told her that I was "of importance".

I remembering laughing and being like "yeah whatever". But she seemed to know a lot about me that she couldn't have possibly known otherwise.

She also referenced my recollections of my soviet past life several times and also stating that I had been given a "divine assignment" in this life that dealt with from her words, "liberty for all".


Hmmm......

For the record, I consider myself to be Pagan since a lot of my beliefs are derived from Eastern philosphies and pagan beliefs. I am not necessarily polytheistic. I believe in A Creator, which is synonymous with the universe and all the deities from the various pantheons are simply powerful deities that work under the Creator and co-exist with one another.

How that has anything to do with this though, I'm not sure.

#1 - Holding Down The Fort [DILD]

I only really remember the part of this dream where I was lucid. I vaguely recall flying around mountain ranges at some park... or something.... And then, I was in a school with a bunch of people and we were doing some kind of intense LARP battle. I run to some small, sealed, closet-sized room but with window and lock myself inside. People would run up to the door trying to open it, then I was suddenly lash out phasing through the door, grab their arms or legs, and snap them with super strength.

#2 - Aesthetic Lucid And Link Contact [DILD]

I remember something about my dad intending to buy me a new home, and I was walking around some neighborhood with this guy S I knew in middle and high school, though didn't get to talk to all that much. I think he was here because O mentioned that he was going to see him for the first time in years the last time I hung out with him. We walked up to some gigantic building, and I wanted to see into it. It had kind of a cool stylistic architecture that's hard to describe, but we also saw a few other buildings being built that way, including a McDonald's. I became lucid and flew up to the top to look inside, and there's no ceiling - the top is huge and totally open. I went down and grabbed on to a ledge and just let my feet dangle inside the building while feeling the wind blow past me. I spend most of the time here just enjoying the scenery, there were massive open fields and mountain ranges all around me that I could see faaaar into the distance of due to the altitude I was at. It was really cool.

False Awakening - I wrote down the dream, which almost totally screwed me over because when I woke up for real I remembered being lucid but not what happened, luckily it finally came back. I got up and went to play some Digimon game that I remember very little of now, but I do remember that it was long and intense. I finally beat it in the end and then got up and started browsing the internet on my computer. I was at a site that listed game data for all the different Pokémon. I was looking up Exeggutor's moves, and then suddenly the text on the screen scrolled to the right and new text was appearing in its place. It was some kind of chat log. The first few lines were this:

Aly!
Aly!
This is Link!

:O I think I saw the word "incredible" in there somewhere too, but I can't really remember the rest. After I started comprehending what it meant, I woke up. :T

Last night I fell asleep to my iPad playing the sound of rain and I didn't set a timer for the first time. As I first fell asleep I remember being in a classroom setting and somehow I knew I was dreaming right away. I became lucid and very excited as I knew I was slowly walking up because I was so excited. I tried to stay in the dream by performing reality checks and kneeled down to lick the ground just as I woke up. I remember a second dream nearly the same where I became lucid and woke up again. I remember recalling a little more and being excited when I woke up. Later all I recall of a non-lucid dream is being in a hotel and being in a bed in a room.

So there I was. I had no shape, no form to call my own. I was a mass of energy with no physical form, the way i have always wanted to be. I was in a dream and I was lucid. I was in a forest in World of Warcraft, trees everywhere and animals to.

I had an odd feeling. I wasn't watching the dream from third person, I was the dream. I was a mass of energy and the dream at the same time. Everything shifted and moved the way I wanted it to with as much effort as it takes to breath. I looked around and knew everything about it.

I decided to change the environment to a dry grass land and the environment changed just like that.

I then knew it was the time to see my inner self and learn knowledge from him. The next thing I knew I was face to face with a gigantic mass of energy far larger than I was. I could tell that it knew everything about me and that I could get the knowledge I seek from it.

I then asked it to give me knowledge. It was very rude and mean in response, sounded allot like me when I wake up in the morning. My dream ended right after a couple more attempts for knowledge and a couple more times of being shot down.




I later realized that it taught me about how mean I can be to people, when all they want to do is be nice to me. That is the knowledge I got from it, what it is like to deal with me when I am in a mood.

Was in the cafeteria at my school and my tennis coach was telling us to take some pill that helps us play better and we need it. I wanted to get one but he wouldn't let me. I saw a bunch on the ground so i made a plan to go get them but never actually got them.

So I am in front of the college i want to go to and my little brother is beside me (he's 12). I say "this is the college I want to go to". Then we go up something that resembles a fancy slide, but we slide UP the slide to enter the college. We begin to look around immediatley, while walking around we see a room with only 2 beds in it, nothing else in the room just 2 twin sized beds. We continue looking around and see 2 dead bodies in room, they look freaky. Then we find someone who's interviewing the people who want to attend the college. Then one of my friends who also wants to attend the college shows up and I get happy to see her there. Then I see a computer that has a bunch of mis-spelled words on it (this could've been a reality check) but it had little red zig-zags so I didn't pay attention that it was really misspelled, I just thought someone couldn't type correctly.

Somehow it begins with me and my little brother in the water. He's like 2 so I was struggling to keep him above water. He keeps trying to go underwater or just away from me because, his dad and my other little brother are wayy far out into the ocean. Eventually we leave the water and go to sit on this wooden house on stilts. I hear a little boy talking to me behind us. His mom apologizes for his disturbance and my mom says "it's okay I know how you feel". They start having a conversation and they both begin to chuckle.

There is a man in a plane, he is talking through a speaker. He says something about it being time to go to sleep and then says goodbye. I begin to freak out and I see him crash the plane.

Soo i'm outside of Wal-Mart and I see Ginjo from the Bleach anime. I realize he's up to no good and we begin to fight. Somehow Ginjo turns into a girl from my school (Sophie) and I continue with the battle. I grab a huge stick and try to drop it down on her, somehow she evades it by doing a split and a backflip. Now we are in need of new weapons and we both walk to a huge pile of weapons casually. While over there, she says " I don't know why i'm fighting you, you're really nice" and I say " I know right". Then we pick up our weapons and run back into the battlefield.

After that I remember nothing else

I've been using the reality check when you hold you nose and breath in and it's really been working!
In my dream last night the first thing I did was my RC then I realised I was dreaming so I manifested Heath Ledger! then I was on a date with him but in my dream his face would go out of focus but then I would just say his name a few times while touching his face then it would come back. So there we were just walking around then I spotted a picture of this woodern plane/boat thing and I asked Heath can I make that? and he replied "sure you're dreaming" so I manifested the woodern plane/boat thing and we continued our date flying around in this thing.
It was awesome!

I found my self in an house, that i wasnt so sure about. I then saw my deceased grandpa sweeping in the hallway, thats when i knew it was a dream! Trying not to shock my self awake i imaged he disappeared, then when i opened my eyes he was gone. I was so amazed and so excited. I then imaged a girl was lying next to me, i then started to kiss her neck. But for some reason i kept getting interuppted by people in my family walking by, and i kept having to concentrate on making them disappeared. after a bit of kissing and such i decided to undress her. I got her down to her bra and panties. I was so amazed that i could feel the texture of everything. The floor, her cloths, and the wet spot on her panties. I was preparing to rip them off but then i was woken up by someone slamming my bedroom door. At first i was still thinking i was dreaming and looked for the girl, but. She was gone. This was my first ever lucid dream!

Its kinda long but bear with me. (I tried to shorten this)

I had this dream where my brother Mekhi and I were in this huge scary science institution. At first we were walking around and then I had some sort of "instinct" that we had to save a girl. There was this big crate (which I thought would be a clue to finding her) and Mekhi and I tried to unscrew it. Mekhi couldn't unscrew it for some reason so I unscrewed it myself with some kind of manual screwdriver that I had to push down on to use (kind of hard to explain it). Once we opened the crate, I saw lab gloves, aprins, and other science materials and tools as a class was coming in. We put them on and tried to act as if we were late to class. The professor walked in, and after a moment, he stood and looked at my brother and I and his clipboard suspiciosly back and forth. He started to write things down and my "instinct" told me that I had two options, run or try to blend in longer. Then I chose to run and screamed "RUN LIKE A BITCH!!" and we ran out. We escaped to a familiar street that was in reality. It had a bread store, and I think a Leatherbee's. That's when I realized that it was a dream and I started to "see" everything A LOT more clearly. I looked at a pole and some grey stone and looked at the amazing details. I also sniffed the air which smelled musty, kinda like wet stone. I felt around at the pole and the stone to stay asleep. After, I was running with a girl to escape (with my brother gone, not for any reason). (I think the girl was Hermione from Harry Potter). For some other odd reason, I heard that a women Frankenstien was released. (around this point, I really wanted to leave very badly because I was scared like hell from all the commotion but I really wanted to push on forward to see what happens next) The girl wanted to stay or something but, I insisted that we ran. As we ran, she told me to look at a door opening where the students were running (I guessed they just found out it was an institution to experiment on them) We ran towards the door and it was a class room. Everyone was sitting down. The girl said how bad it was that we chose to run and that we should have done her plan. She also said that "they would probably want to do experiments on us or something." I then decided we were screwed and I wanted to wake up so I did (since I always had the power to wake myself up whenever I wanted in my dreams).

(let me know what you think, Thx for the read!)

My coworkers worked at a craft store instead. I found some cat food in the craft store to buy for this kitten that was found running around at the Supernatural set.

This spreadsheet kept zooming in until it could zoom in no further. The smallest point was atom small.

This little girl had a hard life. I remember that this man was trying to persuade this lady to take her in, but she wouldn't. As he couldn't keep up with her outside in this snow, he started to weep and I started to tear up and cry until I woke up.