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I swear that dream where Pegasis heard the word ocher and then looked up the definition when he woke up, had some impact on my dream last night.

I don't remember much at all, except some HI just before an incomplete WILD (my alarm interrupted it). I felt like I was floating in space, just before the "big bang". I was there because I was sent there to determine what existed before the universe as we know it. All I could see were these impossibly giant structures, floating around in the prenatal space. They hummed and vibrated, barely audible in the infinite blackness. A voice in my ear said that these were the Sound Auricles (though at the time, I imagined the word Oracles, though both words kinda apply, weird). I understood that they were the first beings ever in existence. And they resembled the convoluted flesh of the human outer ear. But the boundaries were impossible to see, for they faded, and blended into the darkness of outer space. Suddenly, I saw a tiny sliver of light, no larger than a fingernail clipping compared to the Auricles. Then a tiny spark zoomed toward the light, and the same voice told me this spark was a cowboy astronaut (space cowboy? lol), and it collided with the light, causing the Big Bang. As this happened, I felt the usual WILD vibrations, but my alarm interrupted it.

Later I looked up the word Auricle, even though in my head I remembered the word Oracle from my dream. But something made me look up Auricle first, because those things had an outer-ear look to them. Auricle/Oracle. OuterEar/OuterSpace. InnerEar etc.

I don't know what happened to the Sound Auricles after the Big Bang. But I wouldn't mind dreaming about them again.

The End.

Old partially Lucid Dream
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I'm walking in what looks like a medieval village. It's modern day now, and there are many store fronts, so I gaze into their windows. It's pleasant and I'm in no hurry. The sidewalk is in good condition which contrasts the state of some of the buildings I pass. Many are made of stone and their walls are crumbling. It's chilly and night is falling.

As I near the corner of the sidewalk, I get a sense of concern. I turn the corner and am engulfed in this deep, angry wall of water. The waves grab me and pull me away from the safety of the quaint village. I go under and hear the sounds of the sea swirling around me. I force my way to the surface and gasp for air. Trying desperately to keep my head above the water, I notice in front of me, maybe several hundred yards beyond me, other people who were trapped in this sea are just walking out of the water and back onto the sidewalk.

No matter how hard I swim, struggle, or fight to move myself closer to shore, I cannot. I'm exhausted and I go under again. The waves are crashing all around me and beneath the water I feel assaulted, pushed here and there. I kick hard to make it to the surface once more and look to the shore. It seems even farther away and I am so envious of how effortlessly these other people leave the angry waters that I seem trapped in.

I wake.

After thought: I did some research on dreams because to me this felt like something which could be cathartic or symbolic. Water often times represents emotions. And I had been pulled beneath and was fighting against the water...my emotions? I felt trapped by them - unable to escape them. That was my take of this dream. Any thoughts or other observations are welcomed.

I had this dream many years ago. This is a non-lucid dream and it doesn't make very much sense.

I don't remember where I was or what I was looking at. I was somewhere else and I think that maybe, just maybe, there was somebody else there. I said "Analyzing Space Time" and then I began to count from one to thirty. The longer I counted, the more information I gathered about that particular area. I needed about 30 seconds to analyze the area and the space around it because it was a very, very large area. If I had succeeded, I would've taken complete control of that area's space-time continuum and bent it to my will. I recall grinning to myself and saying "almost" when I hit 20 seconds but I woke up just before hitting 30.

Dream Type: Non-Lucid, Semi-Lucid, Memorable.
Dream Mood: Mysterious, Stressful, Eerie, Sad, Happy, Strange.
Dream Setting: My Hometown, Some Futuristic School, The 50's.
Dream Characters: My Mom, Some Old Guy, Random Classmates, False-Parents.

This was a long string of dreams that I had due to the fact that I kept waking up and falling asleep again because of a sudden and painful cramp I got in my lower back.

Anyways, as usual, the beginning of my dream is not quite present, though I remember my Mom and Me were at some sort of emergency of some sort and told some old guy to drive me to a hotel or something where she would be staying, though I was concerned of her trust in this unknown man. He was a Caucasian man with no hair and a long strangely beard. I got into a black, modern-day car with him, and we drove off but not to the hotel, but to my mother's house, where we cooped up in my bedroom and began eating and talking. At first, he was a bit of a jerk, though as time progressed, he became nicer, and even ordered me a pizza that came in an instant. My mom texted me, wondering if I had gotten to the hotel yet, and for some reason, I said yes. We then conversed on how we were going to get to the hotel. We never did get to the hotel by the end of the dream.

This next dream was very strange. I was sent to some futuristic boarding school of sorts, where everyone wore a tight suit that exposed their lower legs and their arms. Many things were quite futuristic, actually, such as the TV screens that were large and wide in our classrooms. I was in one of those classes, and a girl who I don't remember knowing was my friend. I was making a killing in these answers, getting almost every question asked by the teacher right, and once class was over, the girl asked me if I wanted to see a play she was in, and I agreed as we walked towards the front desk to see what time the play was at. I don't remember finding out though. Next, I was outside the school, and some guy was fixing something on the road as I watched him a bit, though suddenly, I saw a large truck, an 18-wheeler that for some reason drove on it's side coming his way. The whole truck avoided him, though the tires bounced up and down, and I realized one of the tires was heading his way, and as I saw one of them suddenly bounce a bit over his head, ready to crash down on him, I shouted "Watch out!" but it was too late, well, he didn't even react, but instead, the wheel came crashing down on him, putting his body into a round pulp of skin. I was shocked, traumatized at what I saw, and as the other's crowded around the mangled corpse, I ran, far away. I went on the road, making sure I was far from the school. I even went into the forest, and kept running and running, faster and faster. I eventually crossed a WWII airbase, and they began shooting, someone did at least. I realized that I was going to die then, so I wouldn't let them have the pleasure, and I jumped off the takeoff point, falling to my death. This was the end of my life, supposedly. Once I "died", I only saw black and a flash of some images that I cannot remember, but I was given the opportunity to start my life over, as if there was no heaven or something. And so I did, though I was given the choice of an era to choose.

The era I would choose to be born in was the 1950's. I can't say why, but I just chose that time. Still, there was no point where I was a baby or anything, but instead I was a child, more of a pre-teen really. I wore a red and yellow striped t-shirt and had short blonde hair, much like my actual self, and I had different parents, ones that were unfamiliar to me, and we were looking for a house in the dead of night. We found one eventually, and it was right by a dreadfully scary woodland area, though we didn't seem to mind, and without any caution to who or what was inside the home, we went in, and it was already furnished with all the things that we needed. Many things didn't seem like they would exist in the 50's, like cable TV with a channel guide built into the TV and modern-day cartoons such as Ed, Edd and Eddy. Still, we took the house.

I can't quite remember what happened after that, but what I do know is that there was quite a large gap between then and the next part of the dream, where it mainly consisted of me, my false mom and my false dad, who now lived in a very prestigious home with a large backyard and a horse statue in the middle of it, and not to mention the great view of a large green, grassy landscape. I can't remember what we were doing there, but we were there.

I've been having a lot of death-related dreams recently... I wonder what it could mean.

04.14.2012

That Guy, I don't build roads, Melanieb and Erii DV post, Stealing my thunder(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Took a short nap, well a little too long of a nap around 12:50PM-3:55 PM, with at least one period of waking up and going back to sleep, so I'm going to start with the one I had recently.

Oh, and I also realized that the DJ program I use collects all dreams from the same date when it makes a clipboard to copy the text from....didn't know about that before ( I just thought the clipboard copied separate entries, and you would manually have to click publish and close the tabs that appear to the DJ entry link, but that's not the case), at least I don't have to make another long title of my dreams except when entering a DJ title. I really feel like an idiot for not realizing that....oh well, learn something new everyday.


Dream 1: That Guy....

I'm inside of a classroom, probably a High School room because it was way smaller than a college lecture room. I believe it was a Chemistry teacher that had a review session with us.

Everyone is dismissed, and as I'm walking out, I stop mid-way to put some things into a black backpack I have. I put some papers in, probably the review worksheet. Then I find myself holding a plastic bowl with a cover that's filled with water, or some other type of clear liquid.

The bowl cover was kind of messed up around the edges because there was water dripping out randomly, and I didn't want to put in my backpack if it was going to drip on review sheet inside of it. The bowl was transparent orange, and the cover itself was an apricot kind of orange.

I'm wondering what the heck is wrong with this thing, even if I seal it, it either drips a little, or just splashes a bunch of liquid on the floor. I decide I should just hold it in my hand instead.

I stop again to listen to some girls talk about something, but I keep my back facing to them, and one girl says,

"My grandpa (or father) gets more ladies than that guy...."

At first I wanted to think that they were mentioning someone else, but then I get that vibe that they could possibly be talking about me. Then I'm sure I have the feeling that they're talking to me, because the girl pauses after her speech, and the group of girls she's with laughs with her.

I just ignore them, get out of the room, and turn left to go somewhere.

Dream 2: I don't build Roads....

I'm outside of a house with my father, and we're standing on the front yard. This setting looks exactly like a previous house I've lived before when I was much younger.

There was the pine tree in the middle, a small sidewalk if you walked a bit further from that. The atmosphere was neutral, and it was kind of peaceful because the weather felt perfect (at least it would've if I actually went that deep into dream senses).

My father is wearing a gray vest, and some short as well, and he calls me to show me that I could use some type of material to build some roads.

"I don't build roads, father...." I declared. I believe I also turned my back, just my back, and pointed to the main road that is completely tar black with yellow lines in the middle to help distinguish which lane is which.

That abnormality itself should've made me do an RC, since roads like that aren't usually in neighborhoods, but focus my attention back to my father. I believe my mother was here as well, but I didn't pay too much attention to her.

The dream shifts to where I'm in a different house, and it seems to be the one I went to most recently other than my apartment. My father is busy washing the dishes manually.

Then out of the blue, when I see him doing this, I go up to him, smile, and say,

"Let me do this....let me do this."

It takes a while, but he lets go. I ask him if there's anything he wants me to clean that he needs now, and then he said something weird along with the word "knife."

I was a bit confused, and asked him what he meant by that, and he picks up a butter knife.

"Oh, okay."

I only remember myself washing the dishes after that.

Dream 3: Melanieb's Post and Erii

I can't remember much about this dream....but it's worth putting anyway.

I'm on the DV forums most likely, and I see Melanieb is posting something. Apparently, it was deleted by a mod, and I wondered why it was deleted.

It was just a picture of some blonde wearing a black vest. I think she was holding her hair up, which would tempt your eyes to look at her cleavage since the long strands weren't as distracting.

Then I decide to post the same picture to see what happens, and it gets deleted too, apparently.

Then I asked some mods why the picture wasn't acceptable for viewing, but no one responds, and then I made a joke, and then Erii responds with something funny as well, but I can't remember.

I also noticed when I saw Erii's response, her avatar had a green hue to it instead of the blue stripes...I guess I wasn't that aware in the dream.

Dream 4: You stole my thunder....

It took me a while to notice this, but I believe I was standing on a stage with a few females. All of them were anime girls, and I think I took the role of a random anime guy. He was wearing a fancy suit and pants, with some black lace-less shoes.

It felt kind of weird, it was like I was shifting from first-person to third-person perspective back and forth for a decent amount of times.

Whenever I had to speak, I would always shift to first person perspective. I hear a random voice ask me an awkward question, which leads me to transfer to first-person perspective.

"I...uh.....I went out with, this girl! And that one too!"

The anime girls were a bit confused, but they started to smile at me and advanced towards me. I believe even Elie from Rave master was there too. She was wearing her basic outfit from the anime series.

Then some other dude makes a grand entrance, and even though I couldn't remember his visage, he was more attractive to the girls.

All of them except one left me.....he totally stole my thunder, even though I was portraying bravado when I lied about going out with those anime girls.

The girl who is staying with me, she kind of looks like Megumi Ooumi from Zatch bell, but the one in my dreams had black hair. She was probably wearing a long yellow dress with a green jacket. She had her arms on my neck, and I felt kind of happy that she didn't abandon me.

I look at the other guy with the other girls, and that's all remember.

I know I haven't posted in awhile but I've been so lazy. I've been remembering dreams but I'm too lazy to type them up. Half of them have been about drowning, as usual, including the one from last night. I'm going to post that one as well as one I had a few nights ago that really creeped me out..

I had a dream that I was bleeding all over. I don't know why. I was just taking a shower and blood was turning the water red and I was bleeding out. In another dream the same night, I was trying to help a friend from my college with her math homework but she became frustrated and started cutting her wrist. She didn't stop there. She kept cutting all up her arm and was bleeding all over. It was quite scary/creepy. When I woke up I found a spot of blood on my pillow. I have NO idea where it came from. Weird.

I was in a pool with some of my friends in some sort of waterpark or hotel. The pool wasn't too big, maybe about one-third the size of a regular high school pool. But it was super crowded. There must have been atleast 60 people all crowded in there. There was barely any space between any of the people. I was treading water somewhere in the middle of the pool when I started to get pulled under. I tried to fight my way back to the surface but there was just so many people in my way, and I gulped in water and started drowning. I made it to the surface just barely and managed to wave my arms for help. Next thing I remember, a lifeguard had pulled me out and brought me back to life. Most everyone was out of the pool now, either leaving or watching me.

Heres a DJ entry, from a nap I just took. It's not an interesting dream, don't read it. I'm just uploading it because I need to record the dream, and the computer is right here.

I am at school, I need t print something out for a class. So before I go to lunch I go to the computer lab (the school is completely different than it is in waking life). I open the door and the computer teacher from elementary school is in there. It is noisy in the computer lab, like machinery. I politely ask if I can use one of the computers to print something. He is thinking about it for a few seconds and says it's not a good time, and starts thinking of how he can help me out, because he feels bad. I tell him it's fine and I don't need it today. He offers me the stapler, to staple my paper together (I all of a sudden have the paper) I try to staple it, but I end up like, stapling another stapler (inception? lol). I look down and realize the paper is already stapled. On my way out I see a girl from school coming in and randomly say that I haven't even been to lunch yet.

I go to the lunch line because I am very hungry. A girl I know is there, and I'm happy to talk to her, because we don't talk as often anymore. For some reason, we start punching a guy I know until he runs away. My friend mentions how she can't wait for tennis. I figure it's for gym class because she had never told me she liked tennis, but I also remember that it is tennis season at school. There is a student behind the counter at the lunch line. He enthusiastically asks my friend if shes ready for tennis, and gives her like 10 items, I want to say tortillas... I envy his job (I don't have one), and wonder how one gets a job at the school. The line is quickly moving and there are cheese and eggs, like everywhere. As I'm moving I am served guacamole and some processed dish. I go out to the table in the cafeteria with condiments. I poor ketchup onto my tray, and I'm very disappointed there are no napkins. I spill a drip of ketchup and don't know if I should clean it, or act like it didn't happen, I just left. I was going passed the snack line and was still hungry and my food has disappeared. I buy a Klondike Bar. I am supposed to go to a class during lunch (NJROTC), but I realize the period is almost over and I would get in trouble for coming that late, so I decide not to. I walk to a table where I see some friends.

Now the tables are outside. They take another friends shoe, and throw it off a cliff. Somehow they are able to throw it multiple times... Now lot's of kids I see in school are jumping onto the tops of trees (at eye level because of the cliff). They end up falling and getting tangled in rope/hammock systems and laughing. Now I am at the bottom of the cliff. It is a little river, with boards in it and a water fall near by. Someone is narrating, they call the place Grand Rapids, and say it is an old abandoned mine, where there were natural underground rivers. They say it is rumored that it's haunted, but those have all been disproved and that there is nothing special about Grand Rapids.

The End.

#1 - Pokémon Tracking [Non-Lucid]

I was in a bay area of some unknown location and I was testing the migration patterns of various Pokémon. There was also a small Phantasy Star Online-like mini-map displayed in my vision like it is normally on the screen. I was using the orange dots that display different creatures in the area to watch the Pokémon moving around and I was trying to capture a Pelipper. My parents and my aunt were also there just in the background talking about something, and I remember thinking that I was trying drugs that had various receptor affinities in combination, with one being 5-HT2A/D2 agonist and the other being a CB1/D2 agonist.

#2 - Rolling At The Theater [Non-Lucid]

I went to a movie with my family and D. D and I abandoned my family and found our own seats. I could tell he was really fucked up, so first I asked if he was drunk and he said no, so I asked him if he was rolling next (on ecstasy). He had a huge grin plastered on his face and shook his head yes. I asked him if he bought the tabs there at the theater and he just looked around and pulled out a HUGE pill, like 500+ mg at least. My jaw dropped, and then I took it with some water but it never kicked in before I woke up. It also made me notice my mouth was full of strange gummy candies that were sticking to my teeth for some reason.... I think the movie we were watching had something to do with Hogwarts (though it looked much more normal, like a campus but still fancy) and taking some special "Blu Ray" transportation line to get there. But that's about all I can remember.

I don't remember my dream but I woke up feeling very sad and depressed. It went away slightly once i realized it was just a dream but I continued to feel bad the rest of the day. I don't know why.

Dreams
There's some kindof war? I run outside and in this courtyard is a giant doll like robot that I shoot in the eye with a bazooka. It is absorbed right into her eye. I go into the courtyard and there is an angry birds game, and I am the angry bird. I launch myself with the elastic slingshot and try and hit the targets. There are lots of pastries and cakes on the targets that I eat while doing this. During this there are some voices talking about a really chillax prof. Im running along some dirty gravel mounds barefoot trying to get to a cabin. David's cat died, so they got a new one, and Kelly was standing over me as she said it. We go inside and I shake some Indians' hands, and we see david and say "thats horrible news, I'm sorry to hear it." I'm in this camp or cabin now and the other people are all druggies. Prince Joffrey from a Game of Thrones is there and so is Queen Cercei. I swear my allegiance to Joffrey and my future king, and also to Cercei, but she says that nobody actually wants to be queen so don't swear allegiance to her. The druggies give me food but its all drugged with barbituates. I spit most of it out. It is nightime and there is a chopper hovering around outside our tent. It has the roof of a tent, but the sides are all glass and the chopper must be able to see us with its searchlight which is on us. The chopper lowers down and turns into a tent with the crew all sitting down on a bench inside. "How did the chopper change from that into a tent?" I ask. "It has scissors." The guy next to me replies. I think this is a dream. Things go black and I go into a non lucid where I get sick and vomit from all of the bugs in Key West where there is a vampire.

-Wake up-I wake up with that bad dream kindof feeling, and stay up a little bit to try and get my bearings.

Dreams
I am flying in a cessna with my mom who is the pilot. She flies very low, no higher than 400 feet off the ground. We fly under powerlines and stuff. We fly under some structure and see the runway and she puts down full flaps and cuts power an we land on it. I am a little bit relieved because I wasn't sure she would pull it off. It is a relatives place in the winter and a lage British man comes out and talks to me. He jokes without really any hint of humour in his voice and asks me if I brougt my swimming gear to swim in the lake. Is this in Kingston? I reply that I didn't bring my wetsuit. There is a long and large machine under some covering that will be revealed to us as a surprise. They eventually uncover it and its a huge digging claw that a tractor has. It picks up snow and dumps it into some bin. They are wearing suits and hats I think, and it reminds me of an old old picture in black and white. It reminds of death and how we are all going to be dead someday.

I don't know how people can remember these dreams so vividly with all the detail! Maybe keeping a dream journal really helps......
all I can remember is playing a game (called runescape) and my inventory was full of good armor and i was in barrows, then something appeared then i woke up in real life . (i'm such a nerd)
I Will keep trying and eventually be able to lucid dream.

Oh! I just remembered a dream I had last night.

I was fighting Crixus from Spartacus. He was up on a horse and I was running beside him trying to spear him in the chest and he kicked me. I finally managed to spear the guy and when I did, everything went in slow motion and my view changed to x-ray vision. I saw his bones and the spear sticking deep into his chest.

I also remember following Naevia from Spartacus and Daenerys Targaryen, the dragon girl from Game of Thrones. They were walking together and people were following them. I'd give up my life to stay in that dream.

Naevia from Spartacus

Daenerys Targaryen from Game of Thrones

Afterwards, I woke up in the strangest position. I was laying on back with both my hands on top of each other resting on my stomach. I thought that was weird.

I started off in a living room with 2 hot girls that go to my school. Next some guy called out 'choose your sex partners' and this one girl said 'me and him' and took my hand down the stairs into a room with a square shape with a couch in the middle and a wall behind it. We got down there and I walked around the wall and I found a guy down their instead of the girl I came down with and I was like 'wtf your a guy i'm not gay' and now I'm under some sort of water with a lot of fishing things and It was just weird, didn't feel like I was under water.

Still doing ADA.

I'm at a KISS concert. There are 2 forms of them. One of them is the older version. They are playing on the northern stage. They recreated themselves with a bunch of look-a-likes of their youngerselves. They are both playing God Gave Rock and Roll To You. At about half of the song I'm at the lockers at the back of the stage putting something in there.the Mini Paul Stanley didn't want to play anymore. So he sat on the back of the stage. One of the managers talk to him. He gets back on the stage. The bassist brought his bass to the back of the stage. I played one or two strings. The mini version looked like Kiss modernized like BVB. The older version looked like old people from Harry Potter. I'm in a line And get a Kiss T-shirt. I put it over my zeppelin shirt. My parents got some too. I went back to the lockers to change. A parent goes by with her child and says something I don't remember. I change for the most part. I leave. My friend Lexi is at the concert. She is the only one here that I know. She hangs out with me for a little bit. I get a snack or two and go back with here. Im eating M&M's. Some dude gets jealous and tries tp hurt me. I get outside and he tries to run me over. I get keep running. He is going through fences and benches. The view swicthes to a gameboy like view.

I jump into some water.

I've done it! I had my first lucid, albeit an extremely brief one. At least, I'm pretty sure I was lucid; I had been drinking a lot that night and my recall was close to non-existant - I'm surprised I actually remembered anything. Here's how it went down:

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13/4/12
DILD

Wherever I am [where I was and what I was doing have completely escaped my memory] I suddenly ask myself if I'm dreaming [the countless reality checks have paid off!]. At that moment I think I already knew the answer, but I look at my digital clock and do the nose-pinch reality check just to make sure.

As soon as I realise I could breathe through a pinched nose I get an incredible euphoric experience from my excitement, which unfortunately causes me to wake up before I could even think about stabilising. Oh well, I consider it progress!

Despite being very short-lived, it's really given me hope that my efforts are paying off. Here's to many more!