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I went back to sleep again and had yet another dream.

In this dream, my little brother, big brother, a friend, and I were in my old room at my mom's place. I was sitting in my bed with a blanket over my head, surfing the net. Then our friend walked into the room talking about something I don't remember, and then he began to throw up on my fkn blanket! I couldn't believe he did that. My brothers were looking at him like "yeah, he's fkd up."

I was like "screw it" and I let him have the blanket, lol. Then my big bro asked me to hand him some kind of contraption that was sitting on top of the computer monitor. When I reached for it, it began squirting this green, oozy liquid all over the place. The stuff squirted into the holes on top of the monitor, all over the printer, my keyboard, etc. It was a total and complete mess.

When I went back to sleep last night, I had another dream.

I was standing in the front yard outside of my mom's place. Somebody rode up and handed me two porn VHS tapes. There were other people there and some kids as well. I didn't know those people. I remember taking the case off the VHS tapes and replacing them with fake cases of some military fighting game dealing with fighter jets. I didn't want the kids to see that I had them, lol.

Then my dad walks over to me, takes one of them from me, and pops it into the VHS. The kids came over and jumped on the couch all excited.... Boy.... was I screwed. The video that came on showed slim girls--barely 18--who were at a beach. They were wearing t-shirts but that was all...... I stopped the VCR, took out the tape, and went into my room, lol.

April 15, 2012
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I did not meditate and this is my first mistake, I think. I wrote my affirmation: I EASILY remember my dreams and record the when I wake in the morning.

Yeah....but I remembered NOTHING in the morning although throughout the night I would wake know that I was dreaming, remember what it was in bits and pieces, then FALL RIGHT BACK TO SLEEP! I know better than to do that.

Yesterday, however, I was exhausted all day. I was stressed out and when that happens, perhaps it's just better to sleep through the night and hope try for a better result tomorrow.

I am in my collages on-campus fast food restaurant, walking through. I see someone I recognize sitting on a chair just outside. Female, and someone or something is floating some distance to her left who has wings. at the time, I think "Persona" (been watching too much persona 4 lately I guess). I identify this person almost immidiately as, "Kaomea's friend" I start thinking about things I want to ask her, mostly dream related, but nothing comes to mind. I am about to turn around and walk the other way, due to not knowing what to say, but she calls me over or something, (memory vague here) we start walking together, and as we pass through a doorway, she says something that implies I cannot walk in a different direction than I'm looking (I don't get it either). she disappears as we walk through the doorway and the dream becomes so random that I cannot make a coherent storyline. something about Ragna the Bloodedge and Rachel Alucard from Blazblue that I can't really make sense of.

I had at least four different dreams last night--all of which has nothing to do with the other.

In this dream, I'm sitting in another classroom. The first thing I noticed was the really high white walls and the white floors. The walls didn't have anything on them and I don't recall looking at the ceiling--but it was WAY up there. This reminded me of another dream I had where I was watching a hologram.

I'm sitting at this huge round table (but there wasn't anything inside of it; it was shaped like a giant finger ring but we were able to put our legs up under it) with a good number of other students and we're looking at a hologram of Southern Australia. This should give you a good idea of the type of design I'm referring to. The hologram machine was in the center sitting on the floor and the image was above it.

A teacher was telling us that this is where the Nordics lived. And it was obvious that he didn't like them because he said something like "they knew damn well not leave that area."

This is the part of Australia I saw:

Now, you see that big landmass at the bottom? That's Antarctica, and in this dream it was right underneath Australia. There was a very, very narrow strait going in between the circled part of Australia and Antarctica.

Now, me, a guy from my Physical Education class (what's he doing there?), and another student who is all blurry, are standing by the teacher's desk in this large classroom. The teacher is all smudged out except for his hand. He seemed like a regular Caucasion guy (his hand gave him away). I think that maybe he wore glasses and he was possibly in his late 40s / early 50s. He gave me back a test in which I made 106 on! Whoohoo! I have no idea what kind of test it was.

Then this teach gave the three of us present day maps of the U.S.A. Apparently, we had forgotten to label all of the states. He was talking about how lucky we were because he decided not to give us zeros. I recall trying to fill out the map right there because I knew them all.

I know I had heard the term 'Nordic' before. But I had totally forgotten about it during this dream. They are also known as Pleiadians. The human ETs with blond hair and blue eyes.

So after finding myself in some small state of intoxication last night I feel that I can now personally vouch for the negative effects that alcohol has on dream recall. However, I did thankfully manage to remember the following:

Dream 1
I was drinking whisky with a person I don't think I have seen before but I believed to be the work-colleague of one of my friends. I believe I was laid up on my old bed (a bunkbed) sipping a supermarket value-brand brew whilst my acquaintance was enjoying a far superior bottle of Glenmorangie. Eventually, L. came in and expressed his distaste at my drinking buddy's choice of tipple, saying something along the lines of it being a "girl's drink".

Dream 2
I was in some kind of shop with L. and C. I believe that my shoe laces constantly becoming untied was something of a cause of anxiety for me, and my friends were quick to criticise the length of time it was taking me to tie them up again. Hmm, I'm wondering if this could possibly symbolise anything!?

Well, that's pretty much all from last night. Certainly some objects of interest here but I'm hoping tonight will be more fruitful!

04.15.2012

Gun Showdown (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in spectator mode, and apparently, I'm in an Old Western type of universe. I can't remember much though, except one dream character was facing several men after him.

I think he was the sheriff or something, and after some shooting, she managed to kill all the men except one.

The enemy had a weird looking shotgun, and was going to charge after him, and the sheriff was about to shoot him, but he saw that the enemy was only getting closer to see if the last guy the sheriff killed was really dead or not.

He warned the sheriff that he's really in for it now, and the sheriff just looks at him with widened eyes, and then turns back to normal.

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04.15.2012

Melanieb and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a cave, and I swear I feel Melanieb's presence later on in this dream. I think I remember all the characters from Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles being there as well.

I think we're preparing to fight a bunch of random monsters that will come inside the cave to try and attack us and some other people. The monsters come in, and I get closer to whatever DC I thought represented Melanieb.

She was saying something that appeared like it was from a hardcore comic scene or something. What she said was along the lines of this:

"Fight for your country, Mississippi!" while the character on her profile from Galaxy Quest was portrayed in silhouette, and I saw the character in side view opening her mouth as if she was tired from all the fighting.

I don't think I remember myself fighting anyone at all, just watching....

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04.15.2012

Selling my Soul (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm not even sure about soul thing, it was all just a sudden rush to me!

I'm inside a random building, and it feels like it's a mall, but I'm not too sure on that.

In the middle of the building there are these light brown tiles on the floor, and it seems that the edges of it before looking at the other tiles stacked next to them are separating.

There are these screws that are connecting these tiles together, and they are slowly twisting, meaning that once they come off, either the tiles in the middle will come off, or the ones further away will come off.

I wasn't really bothered with this, until I was popped the question where I was asked that if I sold my soul, they would prevent the floor from falling down or something.

I'm wondering why I'm the one being picked and asked that question, but the character talking to me, that I can barely remember, started to get serious and said,

"3.....



2..........



1........"

"Okay! Okay! I accept!"

I expected some weird crap to happen, seeing as I was willing to give/sell my soul to some random character, but nothing bad happened. The place I'm in lights up more, and a large group of dream characters that look like a lot of people I've seen in waking life recently come in.

The whole environment turns into this lecture kind of setting with black wooden chairs with metal legs to sit on. I walk a little quickly to the back seeing as seats were being filled up pretty quickly. I think some people were even singing for a few seconds.

Then there's a blonde female who is the lecturer, and she looks a lot like the IA of the Chemistry 112 class I have. She's wearing a some kind of hoodie jacket, probably aqua blue or a slight dark of blue.

She's talking about how many hours students usually spend studying? And I believe she puts up on a large projector screen that it was 1.3 hours.

I think I laugh a little bit, feeling as if she's redirecting this towards me or something.

I can't remember anything else from that.

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04.15.2012

Killing a Dragon (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in this weird desert type of area, it feels like I'm in a cave, and the lighting is pretty high for a cave setting. There's this thing that's swarming in the ground, and it's some kind of gold-ish dragon with some shades of brown under its body.

I throw some grenades at the floor, and even on the dragon when it appeared. I was standing on top of the dragon a few times, and it didn't even do anything to me, I just thought it was.

It seemed I had an infinite supply of grenades, so I just kept throwing them on the dragon while I'm on it or off of it. Then I had the feeling that I could use some kind of black bow because I swore I used one before in a previous dream, or even this dream, but I can't remember too well.

I try to imagine holding the bow in my hand with the arrow, but nothing works, so instead of just staying still and trying to summon a bow, I just kept using my infinite supply of grenades on the dragon.

After a while, there's like three golden wooden triangular blocks that appear, and I'm presuming that's the dragon's health, so I'm nearly there in killing it.

I can't remember much after that.

I finally had a lucid dream last time I'd one must been about a half year ago or something. This lucid dream though, I wasn't able to control. I kind of forgot how to control the dream, the only stabilization I did was to look around the room. I thought of spin around, but was afraid that I would wake up if I did.
I also had a normal dream.

My sleep times:
Around 00:00 I went to bed
03:30 - Waking up after cat scratching on door that my GF's mum lifted away. I also had in mind that I hope I'll become lucid, I fell asleep quite so fast.
- Lucid dream occur -
05:00 - Waking up directly after Lucid dream, from dream faded to awake state and I made reality check.
05:00-05:30 - Writing up important notes of the lucid dream + post on facebook
- dream occur -
07:00 - Waking up
LUCID, DREAM

The dream:

I was in my city, I'd a new job as a organizer or something. My job was to entertain people that walks by. I'd some waterguns and military stuffs around, and a "STOP" sign. I was around some flowers and held the sign there as I saw two of my girlfriends mums friends pass by on the other side of the way where I'd some military clothes and a watergun. He laughed and looked happy, some moment later my girlfriend came by and we went to her appartment. Once there, there was some people visiting. We were gonna eat food together.
But somehow, I was at my dads food table at home now. We started to eat some food (don't know what food, fish or chicken maybe), the lady next to me who probably was over 60 years old started to be cocky to me as she also sexual abused me. I got disgusted and went to my room instead.
Once in my room I put down the plate with food on my table next to my laptop. I was gonna start eating but suddenly I see my plate with food disappear, it became invisible. It showed up again for a few seconds before it went invisable again.
I was start wonder if I'm dreaming. I thought of try out my laptop, so I started to flip up the screen, but the shelf above was to low so I couldn't flip up my screen as I always can. I told myself that I'm dreaming and went to watch on my digital alarmclock. I saw the minutes numbers growing, from 40 to 50 to 60 to 70 to 80 etc. I tried to put my hand on the wall to see if I could get it through, but it didn't work out.
I went out from my room to the small toilet/bathroom where I thought of try focus more, I looked around the place and could see things became alittle more clear. I had in mind to try spin, but was too afraid I would wake up.
The rec room is outside the little toilet/bathroom, I heard and saw my dad and all other people were there. I had an idea to go out there and ask my dad a question to see what he says.
I went up to him and asked what year and month it is, he said it's year 1900 and Mars month. With a smile I told him that it's actually over 100 years later than that, he didn't respond.
Instead the dream faded out sometime here. I felt transformation from dream to reality, where I layed in my GF's bed. I made an reality check instantly and found myself awake.


I was actually drinking alcohol yesterday, 3 ciders (50CL with 4,5%) and some other small drinks. This though, was around 7-9pm and I felt small effect. Thought I would have no great chance for recall or so. Before I went to bed though, I didn't feel any effect of the alcohol anymore.

I've read somewhere that alcohol can make it harder to recall or something. However, I could LD and recall and I'm very happy for it!
Motivates me to practise more

Here's also the other dream, but no lucid:

I was in my grandma and grandpas car, we were on way to their home (a small village), I didn't want to, I wanted to stay with my girlfriend, but they told me I'd to follow.
Once there, I'd my touchphone in a teddybear, it was stuck there. I wanted to be able to text my girlfrirend, and I started to text her even if I didn't see what I wrote on the phone. I sent a text message to her, and a few seconds later I got one back.
Though I didn't know what she wrote, because I totally couldn't see because the phone was in the teddybear.
I so wanted home and started to wonder if I should walk home like I done before.

This dream was like the ones I've had before a couple of times. I must learn this dream now and detect when I dream it so I can become lucid of it.

So, that's all for today I prob be one more night at my GF's house and tomorrow head back home.
Hope I success LD tonight, as the competition starts so I can get points for it

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream character talking
Green means notes

Got it? Great. Enjoy, and feel free to grab a bite to eat as you read.

Dream #1 Where is the love?

Im in a very huge house (looked like a mansion) in a bedroom with this girl who looks like Meagan Good. Im putting my pants on sitting on the side of the bed while she is yelling away at me. YOU NEVER SPEND TIME WITH ME ANYMORE!!! EVERYSINCE THAT DAMN GIRL SHOWED UP, YOU HAVE BEEN OFF TO ONE OF YOUR STUPID LITTLE MISSIONS!

Uh-huh..(putting my watch on) You make me so damn sick at times, whoo sometimes you make me just wanna PUNCH YOU!!! (She punches me in the arm) LISTEN BOO CHILL ALRIGHT!? Damn i told you im making progress here with this mission yo. Jeez relax. (Her arms are folding with the covers on her) She takes her foot and kicks me off the bed, while im bending over putting my shoes on. I hope she dies. What? (She rolls her eyes pouting her lips) What did you say? Cause..she keeps taking you away from me! Look...im sorry i keep running off like this, but i gotta make sure this gets done babe ok? Why does she have to be a female though? Like i said, she's the best at what she does. Here i want you to have somethning. ( i reach in my pocket to grab my totem) Here ( i place it in her hand. But babe, this Gem means alot to you, your mom gave it to you years ago to protect you. I know, i want you to hold on to it as a reminder that if i don't return, you'll have something to remember me by. (She tears up) Babe, don't say that! Look wanna see something? What? where are we goin? (Shes's in a red bra and red panties barefoot as im pulling her by the arm off the bed) You see the sun? (we are outside on the balcony staring at the sunset) Yes. You see that house? Yes. I built that house with my own two freakin hands. You see that car? Yes. (I think it was a dark blue cutless) Thats your car. Everything in this world is yours you know why? Why?

Because im God in this world baby, thats why (i put my arm around her as we stare into the sunset) dream fades.

Dream #2 Trigger happy.

Im in a shootout with some thugs, in some warehouse Natalia is there with me. Here take this extra clip. She's running ducking under tables and hiding behind scrap metal.
(Bullets ricochet off of the walls and scrap metal) I got something fo yall, I get up from behind the scrap metal and my Adrenaline is rushing thru my veins. Everything is going in slow motion, (like the movie the matrix) im walking past bullets taking these guys out like nothing like im shooting fish in a barrel. (Explosions and intensity fills the room) LETS GO, LETS GO!!!!! YES, YOU ARE AN ANIMAL! TAKE THEM OUT!!! (She sounds a bit turned on by all this) Ok, so this is obviously target practice BRING OUT YOUR BOSS! (All of a sudden this big Ving Rhames lookin cat shows up crackin his knuckles) Lets kick this thing up a notch chief. Lets say we do this shit ol school no guns and rumble it out? lest you scared to get cho ass whupped in front of that beautiful italian honey you got rooting you on hm?

(I throw the gun down) (Natalia talking ) Fuck is the matter with you!? SHOOT HIM!!
No, im gonna beat him at his own game.

Dream #3 Gold is the final level.


(This fight i had with Ving Rhames was one of the most intense fights i ever had in a dream) He was basically beating the hell outta me at first. But eventually, I ended up Glowing gold when the odds were stacked against me. He looks at me as im layed out on the floor. (Ving Rhames talking) I knew you was weak, you a charmer for the women man. you ain't no damn fighter! if you was my cellmate back then, mm i would've made good use outta your cute ass. (I get up wiping the blood away from my mouth) You sure do talk alot, im not done YET!!! LOL. You got heart chief, i give you that much. But i gots things to do and you holding me up. (He picks me up by my neck with one hand choking me) ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH! (Im trying to wriggle free but his grip is to strong) (I feel everything almost getting darker hang it up you did good Q you did good) I hear a gunshot. (I wake up) Uuggh. (I feel the dream fading i yell) This.....is....not....THE END!!!!!!!!! (Power is surging thru me the dream snaps back in focus)

Final dream IM A BOSS, OF ALL BOSSES!!!

(Natalia talking) I shot him in his arm to buy you time now pick up that gun AND SHOOT HIM!!! NO NATALIA!!! His ass is MINE!!! (Im in a stance like a Chi master warming up looking at the palms of my hands and feeling sparks of gold energy building up) Im feeling the earth vibrate, glass shatters, the walls crack my shirt tears off of me, my hair is draped across my shoulders a shimmering sparkling gold colour. Im filled with rage I run straight at him and take my right fist and jam it straight thru his stomach. (He vomits blood) I hurl him straight thru the building. (It is nighttime and we are near a cliff) he is crawling moaning trying to get up. Im walking towards him and stomp on his back as he lays on his stomach. Turn over and look at me. (I take my foot off and stand over him staring at his battered bloody face) The moon is full, it illuminates off of me. The water sounds calm, im calm. Im a boss of all bosses, never forget that. I decides who dies and lives YOU GOT THAT!?!?!? (He nods and catches his last breath he is dead) I stare up at the moon, the moon calms me. Wait min where is Natalia? (I run back in the ruined warehouse) Natalia!? Natalia!? Im over here. (Shes in another room located at the back of the warehouse. You Ok? Yea im Ok. You sure gave me one hell of a surprise. Yea. Sometimes i surprise myself. (We both laugh) The dream comes to a end and i wake up.

(Notes) This was one of the most intense lucids i have ever had! when it came down to it, I just made sure to remember that it was all a dream, and its not real no matter how painful the fight was. LOL! I shoul note that i did WBTB at 5:30 am, and went to do some subconscious training for about 20 mins. I woke from that dream at 8:24. And could not recall a single dream after that. Oh well, i was pleased with my results.

I was at a party at my house. I knew it was my house but it was completely different. The party was on the second floor in a room that had no center. The floor was accross the wall. There were many tables. I could recognize some people. Some were family, others were people from my school with whom i never have social interaction, and also the members of the band MGMT. I was there watching everything but not talking to anyone.

I went to the kitchen for some food. The food were tacos. You had to serve them yourself. In the kitchen there were two kids from school. I was trying to serve the tacos on a dish but the dish kept disappearing every time i got distracted. It was very annoying as the tacos were very messy. The kids were laughing at me and whispering. They left and i was still struggling to serve the tacos but everytime I tried to put them on a dish or napkin, it disappeared and then when i had the napkin the taco disappeared. It all was very strange and I suspected that it was all a dream. I looked up and suddenly there was a mirror. Maybe I made it appear as it was not there before. I looked at my reflection and everything started distorting. I said "Whoa". After that I heard a noise. Very strange noise, as if I was being sucked out of my dream. It was disappearing indeed, but i remembered I read that to stay in dream you have to close your eyes and roll. I closed my eyes and felt as if a I was rolling on the floor but I was still standing up. It worked. The sound stopped. This is when i became lucid.

I felt very light and warm, like when you wake up from a good night sleep in a Sunday morning. It was completely silent. No voices from the party could be heard but i was still in the kitchen. I relaxed and my body started floating slowly. I was going up without stopping. I managed to look once more in the mirror and saw my reflection. It was me, but my eyes where like a black hole, with a red dot in the middle. It was creepy. I kept floating, without having actual control. I went through the ceiling and was outside. It was night time. Where I could see many lights from other houses and in the distance I could see a giant power plant. I continued floating. Then I wanted to fly, like superman does, not just float upwards. I focused and made a movement as if i was suddenly going to fly away but i couldn't, i just stayed there. Everything was so vivid though and I still knew it was a dream. Then I started descending, I was falling into a normal dream again I suppose. It was slowly but I tried and tried to stay in the air but i couldn't. Finally I fell into a field and I saw complete darkness.

I still didn't wake up though and stayed lucid. I disappeared and suddenly i saw a documentary. There was nothing else but that. I knew i was still dreaming and it was as if i was watching tv, but as if nothing else existed but the tv screen. It was in black and white, it seemed as if it was very old. I could recognize the setting. In was around 1910, in Mexico. There was a voice over narrating the events. It was telling a legend about the place where my dream took place, about a gigantic woman, literally, that lived around the area and was the mother to many people around there, almost as if she was the giver of life. Then she died and became of wood. The wood structure still existed to this day. Then the dream started fading to black until i woke up.

So I couldn't fall asleep so I took Melatonin for the first time in a couple months (10mg) So has expected I had a pretty odd dream.

It started out with me going to a party at a friend's house. My grandma takes me and I get there to find my friend's garage door open and four guys between around the age 18 and 19. There are two couches, a lawn chair and recliner. Two are sitting in on one of the couches and the other two are in the lawn chair and recliner. I don't know any of these people. I walk up a little unsure until one says, "You here for the party?" I nod. They all look quite chilaxed. The same guy says "Well come right in, your a bit early. My grandma looks them over and isn't sure if she should let me stay but I say it's cool and I stay. She drives off and I flop down on the couch no one is using. One of the guys hits a button and the garage door closes. We sit there for a second and I say "So...when is every going to get here." A guy shrugs. Another says "Not sure IF there coming.." Silence... I'm kind of getting that,'I'm in a garage alone with four guys' feeling I simple say to no one particular "oh.." Silence... I then ask were my friend is (after all this is his house and I haven't seen him yet) One of the guys looks around and says "You known? I don't really know where he is." Silence...

One of the guys turns and pulls the smallest of four rubber balls off a shelf behind him. He tosses it to me. It looks like a "Sky Ball" Only without the words written on it and it is simple clear rather than a color. It looks just like your ordinary bouncy ball, about the size of a real Sky Ball. The guy who through it says something that throws me off for a second. He says, "Lick it." I give a reasonable response "What now?" He gives me a and says "Go on I dare you. You won't be disappointed." I look at the other guys and they all have this 'trust me' smile going on. I reply "Why would I lick a bouncy ball?" The guy who gave it to me laughs. Not in a evil way but more in a 'that's a funny question' way. "It will do something cool. So go on and lick it. I dare you." If you know me then you know that I rarely turn down a dare (Given I most likely would not take up a dare I didn't fully understand it and it was given by a stranger but hey, dream logic never makes sense) I think it over for a moment and say, laughing nervously " I'm going to lick this and nothings going to happen and you guys are going to laugh it out right?" They all just keep smiling. Ok then, I think to myself, whats the worst that can happen. Then I licked the ball.

Nothing happened. A laughed and threw the ball back to the guy. "oh very funny" I sit there for a moment. No ones laughing just sitting there smiling at me. I start to say something and that's when the world went insane. I felt like I had just exploded. Everything got dark and I got bad tunnel vision. What I could see was blurry. I felt like I was floating there space completely weightless. Sound was numb, if that makes any sense. I look around in confusion and everything moves in slow motion. I fall back on the couch and lay down. I have no idea way is going on. I look over at the guys and there laughing. Have you ever seen a movie where the main character gets drugged or comes near fainting and everything becomes all echo like and sound weird. There laughing was like that. I got really REALLY happy and started laughing myself. I started seeing colors going insane and flashes of images like fields and waterfalls. Then it all stopped at once.

The whole thing happened super fast and then I was completely alert. I snapped up. The guys where in a conversation or something but they all stopped mid-sentence and looked over at me. With a highly confused look I say "What...What just happened?" There's a pause for a moment with plank faces then every one laughed. The guy that gave me the ball then says"Ya sorry about that maybe I should have given you a weaker dose, that lasted longer than I intended. " Again Confused I look down at my watch. 12:15pm. I got there at 7:30pm. I have been out of it for almost five hours. I jump to my feet "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED!" I say this in a surprised rather than angry tone. He shrugs smiling and say " Just let you have some of the newest stuff, free I might add. It's great stuff right?" I sit down dazed. The guy drugged me and I was out for five hour but I wasn't mad. That in its self I found odd. But then I found myself wanting more. That was the most insane yet awesome thing I had ever been through. My only reply was "ya...." I was pretty tired at this point so I laid down and just let myself drift.

I dream change occurred at this point and I found myself somewhere else. I was inside some house that I believed to be my own. I went out side and saw there was lava come out of the ground. I'm like "Oh shit..." I turn and get in a car that won't start so I start running. I hop a fence into the woods on my neighbors land. I'm running though the woods and trees are catching fire and lava is coming my way. I'm running as fast as I can and I come to a high ground were the lava can't go. I go up it and wait. Then I see a man in a really old car, had to be like one of the first cars ever or something. He just trugs on past me and I'm just "What the?" So the lava is going and surrounding me and it turns dark and starts raining.

Dream change

I'm standing waiting for a train with a man in old fashion clothes and top hat with a umbrella is standing beside me. It's still raining. Then I see a scrappy looking kid holding his hand. He turns to me and says "You can't let anything happen to him. He is your responsibility now. I'll get you on the train." The train comes but goes pass us. He shoves the kid in my arms and grabs me and we chase the train. He pulls open a side car's door and shoves me and the kid in. "GOOD LUCK!" he says as the train leaves him in the distance.
After a long time the train stops and first thing after we get off, a weird human sized bird dressed in clothes runs up and takes the kid. I follow the bird to a orphanage. I go inside and try to get the kid back but they say I'm not old enough I adopt. I grab him and run. They chase us through the town which bares looks like a town in mexico. The way it's structured and how there is a lot of sand and it's hot. We run and make it away.

The last thing I remember is handing the kid over to his rightful parents, i don't remember the events that led up to this though.

So ya that was my long and highly odd dream induced most likely from melatonin. mmmmmmmmm..........

This entry will be a little bit different, they will be entries from lucid dreams that I had before I even knew what lucid dreaming was (I was about 8-12 years old back then, which is about 10 years ago now).

Dream 1:
This is the first lucid dream I ever had as far as I can remember, it probably also was the most vivid and long lucid dream I ever had and remembered even until this day. Its quite ironic that the only thing I thought about doing back then was waking up.

I remember walking in a mall, and there was nobody close that I knew so I got scared and thought I was lost. Somehow I became lucid and just knew it had to be a dream, still being scared I just had to wake myself up, but how? I didn't know.
So I went around asking different DCs if they knew how I could wake myself up, but nobody knew. Eventually there was a nice older man that wanted to help me really bad (Dream guide?), so he took me to a place that was a little higher then the rest of the mall, and he shouted to other DCs walking below, asking if anybody knew how to wake "this boy" up... But still nobody knew. I said that I shouldn't be worried and that we would find a way to wake me up. This calmed me down.

Dream 2:
I have a very vague memory of this dream, and I only remembered it after reading my own post about the previous dream.

It was at a train station, there were a lot of people and we were all waiting for our train, somehow I knew it was a dream (I have no idea how I knew this back then). This time I wasn't scared and wanted to test what it was like to die in a dream, and I thought that it would probably just wake me up. So I stepped on the railway and I saw the train coming.
After a little while as the train came closer, I decided not to do it because what if it wasn't a dream o.o . I was lifted off the railway by one of the DCs, and he also said it was probably better if I didn't do it.
This is when the dream faded away and I found myself back in my bed, this is the first lucid dream where I actually noticed the transition.


After remembering these dreams I wonder how many more lucid dreams I have had in the past that I don't remember.

As I've transferred these from my physical dream journal to this online one, I've noticed I have several objects that have appeared in my more vivid dreams.

Tables - usually metallic or gurney like
Gray or metallic rooms
Chairs
Dim lighting

In all three: Golden Dream, UFO dream, and Mel Gibson Saved Me, as well as the Pelican Dream & School, these have these elements.

When I enter the astral world (?) in Becoming Golden, I am in a dimly lit grayish room with three metallic tables. When I wake in my Mel Gibson dream, I wake upon a table. In the UFO dream, while there are no tables, the room itself is metallic. The man I met in the 'void' is also a silver, metallic form.

Chairs and gurneys are in the School/Pelican dream. Chairs are also in the UFO dream.

Any ideas on symbolism or the connections? :erm:

When I was about 9-10, I used to have this recurring dream. I would be lying in a partially darkened room because I usually had a nightlight on somewhere or my blinds open. But at the time it seemed dark.

I would dream that I had fallen asleep (which I had) with my left arm hanging off the bed. I would wake and realize something was watching me. I knew it was behind the cracked door. So, I would stare at this space behind the door.

Out from behind this door, walked a black cat, with huge green eyes. I didn't have such a cat at the time. He would seem friendly and casually walk towards. When he was just beneath my arm, he would lunge and attack my arm.

I would wake up.

This dream occurred for months. It happened the same way, every time.

I swear that dream where Pegasis heard the word ocher and then looked up the definition when he woke up, had some impact on my dream last night.

I don't remember much at all, except some HI just before an incomplete WILD (my alarm interrupted it). I felt like I was floating in space, just before the "big bang". I was there because I was sent there to determine what existed before the universe as we know it. All I could see were these impossibly giant structures, floating around in the prenatal space. They hummed and vibrated, barely audible in the infinite blackness. A voice in my ear said that these were the Sound Auricles (though at the time, I imagined the word Oracles, though both words kinda apply, weird). I understood that they were the first beings ever in existence. And they resembled the convoluted flesh of the human outer ear. But the boundaries were impossible to see, for they faded, and blended into the darkness of outer space. Suddenly, I saw a tiny sliver of light, no larger than a fingernail clipping compared to the Auricles. Then a tiny spark zoomed toward the light, and the same voice told me this spark was a cowboy astronaut (space cowboy? lol), and it collided with the light, causing the Big Bang. As this happened, I felt the usual WILD vibrations, but my alarm interrupted it.

Later I looked up the word Auricle, even though in my head I remembered the word Oracle from my dream. But something made me look up Auricle first, because those things had an outer-ear look to them. Auricle/Oracle. OuterEar/OuterSpace. InnerEar etc.

I don't know what happened to the Sound Auricles after the Big Bang. But I wouldn't mind dreaming about them again.

The End.