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I had this dream last night. I dreamt that I was just checking the facebook news feed when I saw my ex boyfriend's current girlfriend post an album on FB. The album was about my ex bf marriage proposal to her. A lot of people posted comments on the album and all of the disapprove of the proposal. I wasn't bothered about the marriage proposal since I felt that it will really happen and I approve of it. What I'm bothered about is the reason I dreamt about this?? Is this another prophetic dream of mine? What does those none-supportive comments about the proposal really mean?

Wednesday 4/18/12 bed 12:05
WBTB 3:07 - 3:25 Woke up at 9:39
DR
I'm on an alien planet. We are doing some kind of mining operations from hills and from air. There is a baseball stadium, in teracotta colors. Big sign says in cursive 'Palmer' something something.
***Before bed, I watched the movie "The contact" with Jodie Foster. There is a scene when she is on alien planet on a most beautiful beach with palm trees, water is turqoise, shallow, and the skies full of stars and galaxies are touching the horizont. U really wanted to dream about that place. So I was visualizing it and saying mantra "Alien planets, beautiful beach, with lucid dreaming, I can reach'. ***

Lucid Dream
False Lucid Dream

Night 42

I had a really short LD, and a short FLD.

I. I was at my grandfathers house with my aunt, we were in the dinning room doing something, and I just looked around and said that this was a dream. I did a RC and it worked and my aunt looked at me funny and started walking away from me. I walked to her and said "wait, I want to talk to you." I grab her arm and look at her. The dream started to fade and I tried rubbing my hands but the dream ended anyway.

II. I was in my house, but the upstairs was completely different, I was in some room looking out a window that had bars on it when I noticed 2 people sitting out in our yard. In my mind I was thinking it was a dream, and I was acting lucid, but I wasn't consciously lucid. I walk down the stairs where my dad is their telling me to come to the basement to watch a game, I said not at the moment, I want to ask the people outside something first. He said ok, and went down stairs. I walked out of my house and approached the people in my yard, they looked at me in a dull/blank way. I said something, but I do not remember what it was, and the dream started to fade at this point but I remember saying I want the dream to stay, but it ended.

I had some ND's as well, but I do not remember them at the moment.

I oddly had a dream that was very similar to a real event from my childhood. it wasn't that special, I was at Cory's house, in a rural area with no houses around us. I was only 10 and Cory was like 14-15. Now that I'm older I find it odd that I would spend the night at other kids houses when they were as old as my older brothers, but anyways...

We were in his yard looking at a small, old playground that had grass and weeds growing up to my waist. Cory was telling me there was a hornets nest in the playground. We wanted to get a good look at the nest so we carefully sneaked into the tall grass. Unlike what really happened, I seemed to feel smaller and the grass crowded around me. we found the hornets nest behind the ladder, and we were both daring each other to hit the nest with a stick. Cory gave in and swung the stick really hard at the nest. we both ran like hell as soon as he hit it. I could hear the buzzing like it was going around my head over and over. We ran into Cory's garage. We were both out of breathe and i didn't notice that Cory had his dogs in their cages. The dogs barked at me and made me jump. we laughed for a while and decided to get something to eat.

my dream starts to fade as we make pb&j sandwiches and eat. my vision fades like my mind fell asleep while watching my dream, later on I come back to my dream, re-living my old memory. Im playing checkers with Cory and his grandmother walks by us saying something to Cory about supper. She says something to me that makes me laugh.
things fast-forward to night time. im in Cory's room and were playing a video game. we get bored and decide to watch a dragon ball z vhs tape. we had to share a bed, but I didn't mind. we were talking about something I can't remember and my dream ends.

Segment: I was in a third person view watching over myself as a WoW character. I was in a place which was like a combined texture of Eye of the Storm and Redridge Mountains. I was mounted on [Tyrael's Charger], it had no wings. It was used as a land mount. all I remember for sure is that i drifted in and out of first person, and that i kept ending up in the same spot in the place.

segment: I was at my mom's house in my bedroom. It was dirty and nasty, and my sister and Dad were with me. I remember looking by the wall and there was a thick line of ants, as well as spiders that moved like the daddy longlegs in Cyriak Harris's youtube video. My alarm IRL went off, but in my dream, my sister answered the phone (it was like a red emergency phone, except yellow). And then I awoke.

After I saw Chris off to school, I went back to bed at about 7:30am. I was extra sleepy because thunder had woken me up around 5am. I wasn't sure I'd have any success with lucids, because I knew Danny was coming off his night shift late due to a meeting. Which means instead of him being home at 7:15am and going back to sleep with me with no interruptions, he'd be back by 9am or so. But it ended up working genius on my dreams:

I slept from 7:30am - 9am or so, and woke up because I heard Danny drive up. But I was sooo groggy, that I immediately fell back to sleep. But I had it in the back of my mind that he would come into the bedroom at any minute. This led to a few false awakenings. I heard to bedroom door open, Danny said something, and let Daisy the lab in and she jumped on the bed. Then I woke up, and opened my eyes.. it didn't happen. I could hear Danny in the kitchen so I closed my eyes again. This time I felt Danny come to the bed and lean over me, like he does when he's about to kiss me goodmorning. Then I woke up, and he was gone.. also didn't happen. I still hear Danny puttering around the house somewhere, so I closed my eyes again. This time Danny comes to the bed, leans in close to my face, says something..my name I think. I open my eyes and he vanished. Lol. I close my eyes again but didn't really fall back to sleep. I heard Danny come in the room, he leaned over me, and I could feel him look at me. Pretty sure this was real, I open my eyes, and he's there, looking at me with those big round blue eyes. He said "OH, wasn't sure if you were asleep or not." So we exchanged smooches and I-love-you's, and he said he was going to go take a shower. I figured that wasn't enough time to start a DEILD chain, since he'd be right back in the bed after his quick shower, interrupting things. But I felt the perfect amount of grogginess, so I went for it anyway.

I was lying on my stomach, and felt the first WILD vibrations wash over me. I was anticipating that sensation where the DEILD Demon gets on top of me, but it never happened. It was just kinda evenly spread over my whole body, accompanied by deep humming sounds. I felt the waves come and go a few times (and I could hear the shower going the whole time, at least I believe I could.. hard to tell sometimes), and each time there was mild paralysis, until finally I felt like I could slowly roll out of bed and do a RC. I stood up and skipped the RC, because I had the lucid high and knew it was a dream. It's funny how pretty much all my lucids start out with me in bed.. it's such a smooth transition. I like it better than DILDs, though it does lead to alot of FAs sometimes . Anyway, I left the room and went down the hall. I peeked in the bathroom and saw "Danny". He didn't look much like Danny and was wearing clothes I had never seen. He said something but I forgot it. So I just said "Bye I'm going to go do stuff." But everything was really dark, and I was feeling a bit sluggish. I looked at my hands, but I had double vision. That's new. So I went back to the bathroom mirror and scooted Dream Danny over (haha I do that IRL too), and looked at my reflection. Double vision again. It was morning-looking outside, so I thought if I went out, there would be more light and I could see and function better. It WAS better and a little brighter, but I was blind in my left eye again. So I walked down the sidewalk shouting "Ok, more lucidity and visibility now please." I could even hear my voice echo, it was cool. Vision got a bit better, I looked at my hands, also a bit better. Then I crawled on the sidewalk (yesterday, I read that trollmaster had done that and it worked). As I crawled I said "I wish there was more color and vividness." As soon as that happened, I saw a bunch of paints and a brush and paper on the sidewalk. Haha, you bastard. So I started making little purple dots, then lost interest. By then I could see just fine. So I went back into the house but it was different. There was a bedroom immediately behind the front door, and 2 guys from work were in there. One of them was Jeff (this petite little gay guy from the front end), and I forget the other guy. They were just chitchatting, and I thought, what the hell. I reached down my pants and felt the usual, fully functioning man parts. So I flipped Jeff on his back, and pulled down his pants. I started having sex with him, but parts of him kept disappearing and reappearing. Happens occasionally. Finally, I looked down, and his pants were back on and I was humping mid-air. Then I woke up.

I could still hear the shower going, so that couldn't have been but a 2-3 minute dream. Cool, it felt way longer. I felt more vibrations and immediately awoke into another lucid dream. I was in my bed as usual, and everything was bright and crystal clear. I got up, felt lucid, no RC necessary (I should do them anyway though, huh. Might bite me in the ass later). I went straight outside and felt like flying. I don't like to usually, because it I get vertigo. But I remembered the Pegasus one wasn't bad, so I just kinda ran and jumped into the air. I bobbed up and down a bit until I found a good currant. Felt pretty good! I was quite low to the ground though and I think that helped. I landed and just kinda grabbed my crotch. Man parts again. I went back into the house and I saw Jeff and that guy again. So this time I flipped him over on the bed, pulled down his pants and went from behind. I thought that would help for some reason. It did. I finished in like 10 seconds, and Jeff and the other guy never stopped chitchatting lol. I left the room and tried to think of something cool to do. I couldn't remember the basic task.. I knew it was something about an idol but couldn't think of the rest. Then I remembered I wanted to try food. I went back inside and this time, I entered the kitchen of the house where I grew up. I held out my hand and said "Bagel." It took 3 tries but then it appeared. Then I said "Slice in half." And it turned into 2 halves. Then I said "Toasted." And it turned golden brown. Damn I was having fun. "Cream Cheese Please." So I had a little toasted bagel sandwich, and I took a bite. It felt exactly like it does in real life: crunchy at first, then soft, warm and chewy, then the creaminess of the cheese..... but there was no flavor. I took another bite, and I got the faintest hint of sour cream, but overall nothing. Hehe oh well. Then I woke up. Danny had finished his shower and came back to bed. I felt like I wanted to try for another LD, but it was gone. Still had a blast though!

I was in the dining room when I got lucid. I remembered hearing that crawling on the floor works for a stabilization technique. I did it and the dream became really clear and detailed. I walked outside onto the deck, and jumped up to fly. I couldn't get up high, so I landed on a low tree branch, and tried to take off again. It didn't work and I fell. Then the dream ended.
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I was in a huge hotel-like place, well, it was more like a mall that looked like a hotel. I was looking for my family, since I was on a different floor. The elevator had the floors labeled with a letter and a number, and I was on floor J1 I believe. I went to a random floor above mine, and when I got out of the elevator I saw my little cousin and my aunt. My cousin talked with me for a bit, and after I said goodbye and walked away. There was a huge pop'n music machine in the corner of the big room. The buttons were removable, and since the colors were all wrong, I rearranged them. But the buttons were really big and the back few were hard to reach. There were also 3 rows instead of two.*

April 14, 12. 3:51am

My dream was about was about learning German, I was talking to two guys from Germany (who looked like Oliver and Richard from Rammstein) about learning to speak German. i wanted to record them speaking so I could learn to pronounce the words correctly. As I recorded them and asked questions, we were laughing and having a good time. -End dream-

-Thoughts-

At first when I woke up I thought I forgot my dream, but I didn't. My dream was about something I normally think about, so it wasn't like a dream at all. As i woke up, the dream became my thoughts, and as I headed to the bathroom I was thinking about how cool the guys were and i couldn't wait to listen to the recording so i could learn to speak German... wait a minute, what am I thinking that didn't happen...it was a dream.
I had broken sleep for the rest of the night.

9:00am - later that morning, Dream #2

My eyes were hurting, so I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to look in the mirror. The sun was bright, almost blinding, it was the morning sun rise. I looked at my eyes in the mirror and my eyes were blood shot red, except where my contacts rest. I said to myself, "Great, I have been wearing these things to long. Now I have to find my glasses". I walked off to find them and everything faded away. -End dream-

Dreams
I am pursuing enlightenment and different states of consciousness with Spock from Star Trek. There is a scene I incubate and it would appear and I would know I was making some kindof progress. I was very scared and I was at a table with a Spock action figure talking about it with him. I could feel changes happening to me, and I tried to snap out of whatever change I thought was going on.

I am at Albert Einsteins house and I look up at the ceiling. It is made of wood and the upper floor is filled with water. It is buckling the roof above me and there is a huge bulge where the water is about to leak out. For some reason it feels very significant. It has something to do with the secrets of Einstein. I am sitting down somewhere in a different building and I look to the right, there is a glass window and some art exhibit below outside. In front of me is more glass with some of my profs sitting behind it. I start talking to one of them but the glass prevents any sound from travelling so we try and read eachothers lips. Another prof beside this one thinks that I am talking to her, so she starts speaking as well. They both seem really into me. I think the profs are part of another exhibit and some of the ppl behind the glass might have been dolls.

I was in some building not a prisoner but I couldn't really leave. There was a cute girl on the phone and she was asking me directions about the streets around the area. My sister? is outside the doorway and I ask her these questions and relay them to the cute girl but she hears the answers directly from my sis. The girl is ordering french food and I ask her how much it is, I'd like to have some french ood too. My sister comes over and is like "really? you just ate -blank- and pie as well and are still hungry?" "I didn't have any pie." I say.

Earlier I was at an art Gallery and Tristan was sitting on a bench sleeping so I woke him up. He denied that he was sleeping. I went and looked at some jewelry that was part of some art on the floor. I'm on a bus at night with KZ and I am very disturbed about the whole Spock thing. We are going far past my house so I ask kz if he wants to get out and start walking now, but he says we should wait. Somebody takes a picture of me with a really bright flash. It was Leslie, kz says. I take a picture of him with a flash but its not leslie anymore its conner. Am I dreaming? I look around and seriously consider it and get a little creeped out at the possibility. Kz goes "woohoo!" or something and I wake up.

-I wake up kindof disturbed and fall asleep a little later. Just fragments of the next dreams.-

Dreams
I wanted to go study in Paris but somebody didn't want me to go. King Joffrey from A game of thrones is at the front of a lecture theatre and some game is going on. He tells his guards to bring him my head, but some people object. I am afraid. There is some gunfight in a hallway related to going to Paris. I remember running into my grandfather and having a brief conversation with him.

04.20.2012

fOrceez and melanieb PM (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm PMing f0rceez about something, same thing with melanieb.


For f0rceez, all I remember was just talking about how I'm going to do a WBTB after we talked about something that I can't remember.

I don't know what I'm PMing melanieb about.

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04.20.2012

Handstand 69 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+....Kind of...:

I'm inside an apartment most likely, it kind of looks like mine format-wise. Me, this blonde female, and some guy were naked. I'm not sure if the other guy was having sex with another chick, but I'm occupied with the blonde female.

I think me and the blonde started to do a Handstand 69. She was pretty fit, she had six pack abs, and her legs where so shiny and smooth, and she was sweating a bit too, which made everything even better.

I'm pulling her legs all the way up so I can eat her, and before I go all the way, I believe I was crouching down and up a few times for some odd reason.

I look to the guy to the right who is most likely having sex with another female. He climaxes so hard, that I wonder if I climaxed as well when I was looking down on my penis.

(Oh my god, I see my penis for once in a dream!!! )

Nope, it was still hard, so I presume the guy's sperm landed on us, I was kind of irritated, and I wiped it off my underwear and other regions.

It seemed I tucked my penis through the gaps of the front of the underwear I'm wearing.

I only remember looking at my penis that was still hard after wiping the sperm off.....ugh.

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04.20.2012

MLP Pinkie Pie Humiliation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm not really proud about this dream, but I might as well put it down anyway.....

Spoiler for 18+....I think?:

I think this is a dream shift from the Handstand 69, because I still feel like I'm in the same apartment. Pinkie Pie has her front hooves on the bed, opening her private parts to me.

I'm seeing myself in third person perspective, at least, I think that's me who is near Pinkie Pie because of the underwear and my skin color.

I don't see actual penetration, just things from up front. Pinkie Pie was begging me not to do it, and that it was too big for her.

I'll leave it at that.

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04.20.2012

Large Katara and Little Aang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Katara is like a giant compared to Aang. She has him on her hand, and she's using her fingers to roll him around like he's some kind of cute little animal or something, and it feels he's enjoying it too since he's rolling down the creases of her palm.

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04.20.2012

Trailer Food Areas (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside, having several fast food places around me. It's one of those areas where there's a busy traffic, and a lot of parking with a lot of places to go to.

I'm looking around some areas, tempted to go to them to get something to eat, but I end up not going to find something else more enticing.

Then I see one of those Trailers that sell food, and I go up to them, by this time, I think I was sitting on a white truck or something. So I get off it, and go up to them, then I turn back, and realize my wallet was stuck between the creases of the back of the truck.

I quickly grab it, go back to the trailer food area to see what they have, they said something, but that just makes me reject them as well. I look around to my left after I turn my back on them to see another area having a lot of heated food wrapped in aluminum foil.

It seems the employees were just waiting for customers to come in.

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04.20.2012

Elevator Settings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a random group of people, and we're waiting for an elevator to come open to us. The settings were kind of weird, but I can't remember what exactly.

I end up talking to some female and declared what I think she really has, which was dementia, or something like that. It took her a while to admit it, but she gives up and decides to click the elevator button for people with dementia.

Too random for me to understand anything that went on in this dream.

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04.20.2012

Trap Spell (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm in a fast food area, and there's this entity in a cloak, probably black or dark brown, not too sure, and it appears they are after me.

I panic a little but I'm aware that I can defeat them easily, or at least delay their movements and escape by using some kind of spell. The reason why I know this is that it feels like I'm in a video game, and I'm seeing things in third person perspective.

There's a HUD displaying on the bottom right hand corner, and there's a "+" pad, like you would see on the Nintendo Wii Remote, and there's something on the right side of the pad on the screen.

It looked like some kind of brown container or coffin??

I feel myself selecting it, and it instantly traps the person in some weird container I can't even remember, and the container was fairly huge. I thought this was the time where I should start hitting the container to damage the entity in it, but it only is breaking it apart to help them get out.

Once they do, I escape through the door, and I think the dream resets to where the entity was there. I use the spell or whatever it is again, and I forget what I did after.

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04.20.2012

Bus 24 and Melanieb? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There are a lot of shifts in this dream.

The room overall is different shades of blue and green, mostly turquoise,

I'm inside a lecture room, or something like that, and there's this person who appears to be a guest speaker, and he's asking the students what are the remaining three answers showing in red question marks.

I believe the question itself was asking what keeps organizations together. (Then I realized this dream was related to the Sociohorticulture class that I have, and how it's relating to a previous slide lecture I was at).

Some of the students answer, but they always ended up not knowing the last one, so they would try and say something that was said before. I think the max they could say were 3 words.

I raise my hand to say,

"Motivation to keep people in them........"

and two more things that I can't remember, but I do know that the last one was something that was repeated since it was easier than just sitting there looking dumbfounded.

The dream shifts to where I'm outside, and it seems I'm waiting for a University bus to arrive. I take my shirt off for some reason, and I see a bus coming near me.

I thought it would stop since I'm at the Bus Sign for it to pick and drop people off, but it passes me, and I'm wondering why. Then I realize it was Bus #25, so this wasn't the stop for it.

I think another bus was arriving after that, but I can't remember if it was #24.

The dream shifts again to where I'm standing near a curb, and I looked at a lawn sign


It said something about "Pornstar," or "Ex-Pornstar."

I felt as if this was referring to Melanieb, I don't know why, maybe it was during a dream shift, I probably experience something related to her, and presumed that this sign was some kind of association towards that.

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04.20.2012

Temple in Sephia (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My recall for this was too hazy, but I'll still try to remember whatever I can.

I see a picture of a temple with some kind of orange barrier around it, and it was all in Sephia color.

04.20.2012

Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember sitting in class with someone that seemed familiar. The class color setting was dark brown overall.

So after sixty four hours of being awake I finally managed to collapse and sleep for about six hours without dreaming early Thursday morning. Last night though, no such luck on not dreaming. Had to go to bed as early as possible for an interview the next morning. The nightmares were back.

Was exactly the same. I was running through the halls and I managed to realized I was dreaming. I felt the weird sensation like I am being squeezed through a bottle neck and strange vibrations all over my body and then I had lucidity. Instead of continuing to run around naked, I sat down in the middle of the corridor and just took deep breaths and tried to relax.

Something different happened. The voice I usually heat towards the end of my dream shouted angrily at me to run or he would kill me. I didn't talk back to it or try to hold a conversation with it. I merely smiled and ignored it while I tried to stay calm and relaxed sitting on the floor. Didn't work for long. No Eyes showed up and the other corpses like No Eyes broke through the floor. But instead of hearing the voice's disembodied laughing while they mauled me, I saw a shadow at the in the hall that I knew the laughter was coming from. I couldn't give any proof that it was the shadow figure laughing beyond that I just knew. Perhaps this is progress?

I had the first "can't get back to sleep until I check the whole freaking house to make sure it's safe" nightmare of the year last night. It kind of messed up my sleep for the whole morning afterwards, but I got some short and fuzzy dreams, so here they are.

Dream One: I'm in a hospital. Someone's just had a baby, and I'm celebrating with a bunch of people (family and people I don't know) by having drinks in the hallway. Yup. Alcohol in the hospital, I'm pretty sure that's illegal in the waking world or something, lol.

Dream Two: I'm on a boat in the middle of a small river through a city. It reminds me of when I went to Vegas forever ago and saw people riding the gondolas in front of that hotel, the Versaille? I can't remember what hotel it was, lol. Anyways, in the dream I'm on the phone with a friend, C, and I see a GIANT billboard advertising a new Otome game. It was like a dating sim game for girls, and the possible love interests in the game were actual anime characters like Sebastian from Black Butler and Setsuna from Gundam 00. I remember getting all excited, and telling my friend the game looked AWESOME! She agrees it sounds great, even though that friend doesn't watch anime or play video games o.O I go on about how I'm not a fan of Setsuna, and I wonder if it'll have any other Gundam pilots in it? But the game was worth buying to hear Sebastian's voice seducing you anyways.

Dream Three (Nightmare): I'm walking out of the kitchen behind my son when I notice something move under his feet. It's a Copperhead, IN THE HOUSE! I try to tell my son to stop before he steps on it, but he doesn't listen and comes millimeters from stepping on it. I rush forwards and grab him and stand him up on a chair, but the snake slithers under the chair after him. I tell him not to move, thinking the snake can't climb the chair I guess, and run to the basement to get a shovel to cut the things head off because there's no way I'm letting a poisonous snake who knows how to get in my house free so he can come back in again! (Non poisonous, it wouldn't have been a big deal. We actually have a HUGE black snake living in our attic/basement and I refuse to let my husband kill him because he's not hurting anything.) I can't find a shovel, but I see a ho, so I grab that and run upstairs. My kid has gotten off the chair, and I'm freaking out at him that he could have been bit, then ask him if he knows where the snake went. He points to my feet, and I'm almost standing on it! I jump, then start trying to hit it with my ho. It tried to escape in the basement, but I get him on the stairs. Then he transforms into my cat Lilly, and my cat Lilly runs up at the same time so there's two Lillys and I can't tell which is the snake. I wake up TERRIFIED. I actually made my husband check the house for copperheads when he got up for work before I could fall back asleep! The rest of my dreams reflect this anxiety as well.

Dream Four: I'm trying to park my car in our driveway in the nighttime. I notice my neighbors black dog is laying in the driveway, and he won't move. The dog is supposed to be in a dog kennel anyways, so I get out of my car and try to call the dog to put him in his dog lot for the neighbor. The dog runs off, and I get frustrated. I call him a few more times, and the neighbor apparently heard me and sent his kid out to catch his dog. Just as the kid is coming up to help I hear a noise in the woods. At first I think it's the dog, but then I see the moon reflecting off an eye, and I know it's too tall to be the dog, it's got to be a dear. I get in the car and holler at the neighbors kid to watch out for the deer, he wouldn't want to get trampled if it gets spooked. As soon as I say this, the deer starts flat out attacking the kid. It's a doe, so there are no horns, but it keeps headbutting the kid knocking him down and trampling him! I back the car up and shine the headlights at the deer, this causes it to get scared and run away. I check the neighbors kid, he's bleeding, but he says he's ok. I tell him he needs to go get a rabies shot because I don't think sane deer would attack a person like that. Then I park my car and wake up when I get out again.

Dream Five: I'm talking to my husband about my son starting Kindergarten this year. Apparently he starts in a week, and his doctors appointment for his kindergarten shots is on the first day of school. I'm flipping out that he can't miss his first day of school to get his shots, we need to get the shots this week and see if the doctors office will just let us come in for shots really quick and do the actual check up part on a another day. My husband tells me that won't work because my son needs X-rays this year? I wake up, momentarily freaking out, then realizing it's only April and school won't start until August, we got time

Dream Six: I'm in the bedroom in my dead grandparents house where both my grandma died and my grandpa took his own life. Its a pretty creepy place to think about now that I'm awake, but in the dream I had no negative feelings about it. I'm sitting next to the bed, Ciel Phantomhive from Black Butler is on my left, and K is to my right. There's a guy who looks like the pig riding guy from the early Bleach Episodes there as well, sitting across from me at the bed. Ciel is ordering Pig guy to do something, and pig guy gets up and stomps off. I hear muttering coming from the hallways, and get up to see what it's about. K and Ciel are playing poker and talking about some sort of plot against us, but I'm not worried. I trust K to handle it all, and don't feel like I really have the experience needed to keep us safe but he probably does. In the hallway, I see pig man is lighting a bunch of candles and sitting them right under papers that will catch fire and burn really easily. He's muttering something like, "Burn in hell you little demons (devils?)" I yell out at him, "Hey, stop!"and he drops his book of matches and a lit candle and runs away. I go through trying to blow out all the candles before they can start a fire. K and Ciel come out of the bedroom and K is saying, "Well Phantomhive, it looks like you've been betrayed by your own man." to which Ciel replies that he knew it would happen, and we'd use the escaped traitor to lead our enemies to us where we can catch them in our own trap. I'm freaking out that we've got to get out of here before he tried to set fire to the outside. I'm trying to gather things that are important to me, extra shoes, a stuffed horse my grandfather gave to me, a pillow pet for my kids to lay their heads on (doesn't cross my mind they're not here in the dream, lol) and I'm trying to find more of the kids stuff. K just sits at the kitchen table playing cards with Ciel again. I'm getting upset, I feel like we need to leave now! K tells me to just relax, everything's under control. But I just can't relax, I'm freaking out! K asks me where I think we're going to escape to, that we have no where to go. I tell him we could go to his parents house, and he sighs and says Ok, if I'm so upset we can go there if it'll make me feel better. He sighs and throws his cards down on the table obviously agitated and I take this as a personal attack because I'm so on edge. I start shouting at him, "Just because you're an undying doesn't mean the rest of us can't die you know! You may be happy sitting here and being burnt or blown up because you'll regenerate, but I won't!" (An Undying is from the book series Kieli, I have often thought the main character Harvey reminds me of K because they both have that quiet and unintentionally harsh around people personality. Apparently this comparison was bleeding over into my dreams to make him fit in with all the anime characters, lol) He looks at me kind of stunned and confused by this outburst, and then my son wakes me up because he's worked the fitted sheet off his bed turning in his sleep. I'm glad that K showed up in this dream, because it put me at ease enough that my last dream was not a nightmare and I woke up in a good mood after all.

Dream Seven: I'm inside of a store, at first I thought it was Walmart. I'm looking at video games, checking out what they have for the PSP because I'm really enjoying Hakuoki and wander if there are any other visual novels for the PSP. A store clerk comes up, and asks if he can help me find anything. I tell him I'm just looking, thanks. Then he asks me what my name is, so I actually turn and look at him instead of half ignoring him (yeah I know, ignoring people is a bad habbit... but my social skills are so inept it's usually a lot better than trying to talk to them and getting overly stressed out, lol) I notice he's the guy from best buy the other night. I remember that My husband was the one who was trying to talk to the guy and ask him about some video game stuff, but the guy kept looking at me when he was talking to my husband. I was very flattered at the time, especially since he looked a lot like a guy I had a crush on in College, just with shorter hair. I even wondered if he was the same guy, but his name tag had a different name on it so I was pretty sure it wasn't. Anyways, in the dream I tell him my name and he smiles really big and cutely, and I smile back. Then I decide to ask him if he knows of any other visual novels on the psp. He has no clue what I'm talking about and apologizes like crazy. I tell him it's ok, and grab a game off the shelf and tell him I'll just try that game. The I checkout and leave. I feel like I'm being watched, and I turn around to see him and someone else watching me out the stores glass windows as I leave. I turn around and smile and wave to let them know they're being too obvious, then get in the car where my husband and kids are waiting. My daughter wakes me up this time, and it's time to get up.


And of course, because the copperhead dream had me so freaked out, I wouldn't let the kids get up until I could check the house again myself, then told them to watch where they step. We've not had a snake in the main part of the house before, but since we've had mice come up from the basement and down from the attic before, I know it's possible, it just hasn't happened yet.

Dream 1
A. and I are wizards in the Harry Potter universe and on a mission to destroy Voldemort. A. has a pet cat named Russ, which does not exist in real life. Furthermore, in a nice display of intertextuality from my dreaming mind it appears that Voldemort had teamed up with the villains from A Game of Thrones. I really need to stop dreaming about this show/book but it's turning out to be something of a dream sign!

Dream 2

I am sat in my Rebels, Rakes and Partisans seminar with H. absent. SM comes over and ask me if she is not enjoying the course

Dream 3
I am at an airport with A. I am wrongfully arrested by some kind of detective who seemingly mistakes me for some kind of maniac. We leave the room and see the person he was looking for having sex with somebody in a room with M.B and others I don't recognise

Crazy stuff!

I am an observer, a floating consciousness.

There is a red haired man who has his facial hair trimmed to a neckbeard. He is riding a horse, leading a large number of people through what appears to be a desert, at night. Elizabeth from persona 3 is riding on a horse next to him in her blue velvet attire.


the man turns around and sees massive doorways peaking up over the dunes, they appear to have been following him. One depicts a catastrophic event within it's frame, full of orange lightning stemming out of a singular point in the frame, the others appear to be ends, but not nearly as spectacular, I didn't get a good look at them though.

The people have disappeared by now, leaving the man and Elizabeth alone on their horses. She informs him that it is time to choose his (destiny? end? mission? goal?) referring to the doorways. He grins madly, as if he has finally found what he has been searching for for a long time. "I choose a mission that is neither incredibly easy, nor ludicrously difficult!" he declares. "So it shall be" Elizabeth declares. The stage is set.

I see Igor, miles away in an orange-lit house does something at a wall I cannot see because his back is to me before I wake up.

I've taken my Prozosin for the last 2 nights, and I've barely recalled any dreams.

The only things I recall from last night are:
A REALLY tall horse. He was HUGE. And he didn't want me passing him to go inside some building. His size was ultimately his undoing because I pretended to run one way but quickly veered my course and he couldn't catch me- though he still tried to bite me.

I vaguely recall flying. It was a building with a cathedral ceiling and I was staying high and admiring the light fixtures.

I also vaguely recall being in a room filled with e-cig vapors lol

Tick or no tick, I fell asleep in my bed at 4:30 AM. I set a "thunder storm" alarm clock on my computer for 10:30 and I slept through it until 11 lol