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1.I have a lot Long dreams when I have NOT been dreaming lately.
2.There is a WOMAN who seems to End and Cause Bad Things To happen. I will call her "Posuere Ultricies" (Po-sheh U-GLA-SHUHS) or " The Killer " in Latin.Lets call her " Po " instead.
3.The Character's faces that talk to me in a dream are usually Clear.
That is it.

-Ely

05.13.2012

Carrot and Anderj101 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took 6mg of Melatonin last night, set the alarm to wake me up around 3.5-4 hours of sleep.

I had the alarm wake me up another time after that, and I typed up this dream in the mean time before going back to sleep to wait for the second one to ring.

At first, it seems that I'm the only one in the backyard of a random house, but both my father and mother were there, they were just in different areas of the garden. It's really bright outside, but I don't necessarily feel too hot.

There's this huge tree stump that I'm walking on, and I'm wondering when we're going to get out of this place. There's a random female dream character walking back and forth on the other side of the gate, which was kind of weird for me. I believe she had dark brown hair,but didn't get to see her face sadly.

The place has fairly high grass, almost reaching to the top of your ankles. The dream shifts to where I'm on top of some really green hill with someone who probably is my father. He's wearing shades, and we're looking over at some people below.

It's still a bit bright outside in the dream, and the area almost looks the same as the place near my apartment, except that there's a really huge peak somewhere in the middle this time. Some people look familiar, one person on the bottom looks like Anderj101, and I don't know what they're doing, but it looks like they're waiting for something to happen in the mean time.

I told my father that these are people I know on the forums...

Shit....are you kidding me? He wouldn't even be the last person I would tell ever about this forum, but I said it without feeling hesitant, so this is all the work of my sporadic non-lucid state of mind. He didn't really take what I said too seriously, probably to respect my own business.

Then the dream shifts a bit to where I see this girl that looks like Ashley M--almost said her name (for personal reference: girl with light brown hair at A&M)....Anyway, Ashley wanted to get some guys to help her carry a mattress I'm assuming. It looks an awful lot like mine, dark blue, and having a gray bottom.

I decide to randomly join in with carrying the mattress. It wasn't too heavy, and it was pretty small for a mattress, so I don't know why she would need 4 guys to carry it. Anyway, me and 3 other random guys carry the mattress while moving forward in a completely different environment.

It seems like the setting is early morning, or early evening with the sun fairly close from being out of sight. The guys helping me carry the mattress, one by one, start to take their hands off it, and I'm still holding it awkwardly.

It takes me a while to realize this, and then I tell and yell at time a bit, not too loud, just out of surprise. One I believe started to laugh a little bit, but I didn't see their faces, just the back of their heads.

They started to run, and I started to run as well. It takes me a while to be cognizant that I'm still holding on to the mattress, and then I put it on the top of my head, and started dashing for those guys for being silly and not helping me out.

I realized that they were basically useless, and I could take care of holding it myself. I believe I dropped the mattress at some point in this moment of running.


Then, another dream shift, I'm in a fairly busy area, and most of the dream characters are Asian.

(Just using this to remember how rushed the dream felt at this point)

I didn't notice this yet, but I was holding my pillow on my left hand, and running like crazy looking for Carrot (DV member). Dodging people and trying not to cause too much of a scene, I finally see Carrot running as well.

I don't know exactly why she's running, but as I'm running, I notice something barking, and I turn my face to the left, while still running, and see a black and brown dog.

It had a mix of a German Shepherd, and the face of The Sulimov Dog. Basically, a hybrid between Lapponian Herders and Turkmen golden jackals

It didn't seem to be after me, but rather, a companion? I ignore it, unfortunately, since it was a brief moment and was too concentrated on why Carrot is running so quickly.

I take advantage of my environment with a fair amount of people walking in a city by blending in with the crowd, still maintaining a steady run after her. I see Carrot finally decides to take a break and walk a bit, and she turns to her left to see if whoever is chasing her is gone.

She looks relaxed, and then turns her head back in front to walk. I come in casually, like nothing didn't even happen, and told her while having my hand on her left shoulder about something related to me and her having a party before I have to leave and go back home.

The dream shifts to where I'm sitting down with a blonde female to the right of me at a restaurant, but I only recognized her hair with peripheral vision, and I didn't seem too interested in the table I'm sitting next to her.

The reason being was that I was seeing that the dream was going to fade a little bit, and it sucks that I didn't get to see the face of the blonde to the right of me.....damn it lol, dream signs of blondes are getting a lot more frequent now.

And I'm not even picking out random blondes, she was RIGHT there next to me, sipping on some kind of beverage. I believe she was also wearing a strapless Khaki dress, but it looked a little bit lighter in material, so that's the best thing I can associate with it, not really keen on the fashion stuff for women.

And I noticed that the table cloth had red and white squares, but I didn't pay too much attention to that.

I believe I was talking to someone in front of me, and even though the speech was diluted a bit, signaling a dream fading or something of the sort, I could tell that I didn't really want to engage in the conversation in the first place.

The interesting part of this dream is that as I typed it up in a Dream Journal program, I was looking for breeds of police dogs on Wikipedia, and the Sulimov Dog was the BEST match for the face of the dog that I saw in the dream.

And it's a Russian dog too (I think?), seems either it came to light in the dream because I read an entry of Sinoblak's where she met Eva and her playing Russian music (Eva that is), or it came as a coincidence.

I don't think that's mere coincidence, homologous association at least, but not coincidence....because my mind likes to associate a few things late at night rather than during the day, sometimes.

And another interesting thing was me holding a pillow. I never held a pillow before in my dreams....ever, at least, all the ones that I recalled. I wonder if it's because I watched the commentary and walk-through of "Catherine" for the XBOX-360/PS3 on YouTube.

Spoiler for Vincent in Catherine:

Spoiler for Random stuff about Catherine the video game:

The main character holds a pillow solving these complex puzzle schemes in order to get out from an nightmare. Following that logic, if the person dies in the dream, they die in real life. It was a really funny game to watch, especially with the commentator named "theRadBrad."

It's a cool game related to dreaming, succubus, 8 endings to it, and some really really really stressful puzzle sequences, it's a good scare just trying to finish those levels, at least what I saw from the commentator playing, but it's a good experience either way for people who like a lot of difficulty.

And the endings themselves, it's funny what options Vincent has between picking Katherine, his long time lover, or Catherine, a succubus who comes into waking life realm in order to seduce men and.....you know, what succubus do.

I think both females are hot.....anyway....random insight.


Catherine:



Katherine


Imagine waking up seeing the blonde one in your bed, and knowing the bottom one is your girlfriend, and then realizing both names sounded the same....yeah, would be kind of stressful for any guy.

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05.13.2012

Talking to Carrot (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided I should sleep for 1-2 hours, I didn't really expect a lot to happen in that time, but it was good practicing to listening for the alarm though.

When the alarm started to ring, I kept my body still, and dozed off to sleep was I was trying to recall the dream I had before it woke me up.

All I remember is that I'm talking to Carrot, and probably someone else as well.

My parents went on vacation and left me home for a few days. In that time I did allot of internet research. I looked up several things most likely unsuited for a teenager. Why I cared to do so i have yet to figure out.

My parents came home and I did my usual my parents are home routine. I hid in my room to reduce the amount of interaction as much as possible. After Awhile my father called me and was holding a thick packet of information on what I looked up.

On that list, where several torture devices and other violent things. I looked through it and was relieved he didn't see anything to awkward. I explained that I wanted info on those items and dad didn't take to well with it. The dream ends there.



This dream might show that i have a need to clear my thoughts of hatred and anger and other violent things.

I didn't bother trying to remember my dreams very well last night as I was actually able to sleep and didn't have insomnia (hooray for 10 hours of sleep! I needed it!) I was kind of scared that if I moved around too much I'd end up waking myself up too much and the insomnia would strike. this entry will probably be short compared to my usual!

Dream One: The dream starts off with me in the office of the Church I used to be a secretary for about 6 years ago. I decide I need to hurry up and leave and get to my other job, at Dominos (also worked there 6 years ago at the same time) because I'm expecting someone who controls the weather to make it rain. I walk to Dominos, and I see my apartment (I lived in 3 years ago) is right behind Dominos. I'm pretty happy it's so close because I need to change before work. I go change, but then instead of going to Dominos, I go to the park for a city wide story time!

Dream Two: I'm in a shop where they sell clothes for Asian Ball Jointed Dolls. I'm thinking that I am one of the dress makers. (I can sew in waking life, but only simple things, not tiny doll clothes!) Then suddenly the dream shifts and I'm a party planner and I'm planning a birthday party at Chuck E Cheese, but I can't figure out where chuck e cheese is.

Dream Three (Fragment):

Spoiler for lady problems:

That time of the month comes early and unexpectedly, while I'm in public (I think maybe out to eat) and I'm completely unprepared and under supplied

Dream Four: I'm at Target with my husband, wandering through the little girls clothes. I'm so excited to see a Pinkalicious Dress in Pink and Yellow, and pink Pinkalicious shoes. My daughter LOVES Pinkalicious. I'm trying to find them in her size when my buddy B comes up to us to say hey. I'm surprised he's there because I thought he worked at Walmart, but he tells me he switched to Target because they have cooler customers. Then B tells me he has George Clooney's phone number now because he bought a sofa from them and B had to confirm the delivery. Then we leave and go to visit the parents of one of my exboyfriends. They still call and check on me once a year or so and talk to me when they see me in stores, so it's only slightly odd, lol. My Ex's mom tells me I look beautiful that day, and I thank her and find I'm hoping one of my other exes shows up to see how hot I look and kick himself in the butt. Dream logic Then, the best part of the dream, My ex's parents start asking me what is this lucid dreaming I'm posting about on facebook, it's not drugs or something is it? And I start explaining to them that there are no drugs involved, it's just controlling your dreams. I wake up and want to kick myself for not realizing that I was dreaming at the time! It wouldn't have done me much good since I woke up right afterwards, but even if for only a few seconds would have been awesome. I really need to reality check more when thinking about dreams and being lucid!

This time I did a WBTB WILD, failed but was ok in the end.
4 1/2 hrs of sleep/Milk/Bathroom/Noise Meditation


1. I was in a big room, sort of like a cave, and by taking a weird pill I transitioned into a LD like phase, but not really. I could fly and do all the LD stuff but I was not LDing. Next I asked a friend Noah if he knew anything about LDing and he said "I don't know".

2. I was late for school even though I was already there.. I was worried and nervous. Some kid in my science class was playing a song on his/her's laptop. And I recall it being about Madonna wearing a condom.. Next I ran to the lunch room to get some food, and there was a lot of people there. There were dvds on everybody's seats it was weird, their was also a little packet of cereal on peoples seats too. I then ran out of the cafeteria after eating my food and took my DVD. Next I teleported and somebody was getting arrows shot through their head.

3. I got caught writing in my DJ and some boring kid named Michael from my school came and stomped on it after he through it on the ground. (Weird thing is I got caught writing in it today and told my mom it was my science homework, she thinks I'm doing drugs or something)

4. I was in a huge parking lot and I knew I was dreaming. I made the dream see through my waking like eyes and it worked, I had HD vision and I told my friends from my school bus I was dreaming, and I think one of them said "aw cool". Next I ran up some stairs for no reason, I guess I was excited. After that I ran back downstairs and tried to summon a girl, it failed the first 3 times but in the end I summoned 2 of the same girls but they were the wrong ones.. So I was like 'meh' you guys take these 2 I'll summon another one. I ended up waking up because I closed my eyes, maybe it was a FA but I'm not sure so I won't say it was.

5. I was in BF3 and I found a little glitch where it allowed me to move a vase and climb to the top of the building and I could snipe people. I got up but I didn't kill anyone as my gun was not a sniper.

6. I was in a different game, but similar to BF3. My team had to spray the other team with water until the time is up. My team won and I gave my teammate a high 5.

7.My mom said "Do you hear your dad? You shouldn't have went downstairs" And I said "I only got milk"

I was with some people I've ever seen in my life that my family was in the dream, we were in an amusement park in Belgium at night. The part of the park that we were was full of poor houses of wood, resembled to Hogsmeade, a member of my family tried to climb one of the houses because it was an attraction and was closed, but when he tried to climb it came out backwards by a shock.

I stopped to think how this amusement park was familiar, I reminded it of several of my dream. So I was lucid, but when I became lucid I woke up, I tried to sleep again to return to the dream.
I was walking down a road to leave the park at night, until I decided to go back. I went to the control room and there was some guys from my school, they were playing Warcraft 3 on their laptops.

My sister and I were hanging out at a pool and there was a shark in it. We just kinda watched it, and my sister got in with it for a bit. I remember us messing with the lights in the room and one time I was gonna give the shark something to mess with so I sprayed some barbasol but I ended up hitting him in the face instead so I said sorry :3

There was some tunnels below these pools, connected to them and there was a biker guy that was waiting in them for some reason. Evelynn made an appearance, and there was this crazy guy that kept switching between a frown and a smile emotion and talking to himself (like Gollum)

In frount of my stands a wooden display case with glass the only thing sperateing me from it's contense. The case (about four foot cubed) is filled with a device that appears very old. The device has an aluminium heat sink that shines just above a six inch by six inch tube screen. On the screen is displayed a baseball game played on a fresh green field (the screen although old is in color.)

A forest ranger mostly dressed in tan and light brown wears a sash and as he points to it he says "and this one is for getting a kidney transplant"

I was in a department store in a mall, although it was modified somehow into a type of factory. There were robotic machinery installed in a certain section of the mall. I know I was talking to a few of my DCs, though I forget the conversations. The guy I was currently talking to was showing me what they did to him. They had cut off half of his lower left leg and given him a metal cybernetic one instead. He didn't like it, and there was no reason to do this, his leg was healthy. I don't know if "they" were the machines, or someone who was operating the machines to do this to people. After he told me this, the eyeball machine spotted me, that I was normal yet without modification. It hovered directly over me looking down, and asked me what I wanted replaced. It had a sharp curved knife like attachment on its robotic arm to do the procedure. It was like, "we can cut off your arms, legs, or your nads. Choose which one." I'm thinking hell no, I choose none! I start getting really angry, and I turn into the Hulk!



Of course you can imagine what happens next, "Hulk Smash!" I rip down the machine hanging from the ceiling and smash it. Then I start smashing a major portion of the department store, looking for more machines to destroy. My DCs are all cheering me on, because I am defying the machines and paying the machines back for what they did to my DCs. It was so cool to be the Hulk, and I'm roaring alot while enraged, trying to find the evil machines. I'm not sure exactly, but I think one of my DCs also turns into a hulk as well, and we team up to do battle against the machines. As we get closer to the main factory area, "they" send forth their mutants as well. Their mutants are all green monsters too, but not Hulks. The biggest mutant was shaped like a giant egg, with a mouth stretching almost the whole width of its body, sharp teeth, and had many tentacles for arms. The mutants rushed us. I grabed each one as it approached, and threw each mutant back at Mr mouth as ammo. All it did was open its mouth and swallowed each mutant I threw at it. I think it ate 10 mutants this way, that was all of them. It grew bigger, trying to hold all them in its stomach. I got closer to the mouth mutant and grabbed many of its tentacles while struggling with it. It resisted long enough to get close to me and swallowed me too, well mostly. I went to 3rd person view and seen my hulk hands still reaching out from inside the creature grasping its jaws.

I must have became my normal self again, standing in front of the creature. I wanted to help my Hulk that was still trapped inside the creature, and struggling against it from the inside now. I don't think the creature had "room" to swallow me, because it didn't try. As I contemplated the creature, I learned something profound about its stomach, that it wasn't what it seemed to be. The other hulk was still circling the creature, I guess it was trying to figure out how to attack the creature without being eaten as well. My dream was about to end but I remember starting to force its jaws open with my hands in order to release my hulk again. Then I awoke.

I was in some weird Hotel type place. It was kind of nice. I was with a girl, and the Mob was after her. I started running down the dark hallway outside the rooms. There were rooms to my right and my left, but I could run in a circle around the rooms on my left.

I kept turning the corner waiting to see the mob. Finally, I turned the corner and saw them. I kicked at least one guy. He was gone.

Then I was going back to the girl when I heard a noise. I started running around the corner to find who was there. I turned a couple corners and nobody was there. On the third turn, maybe the fourth (which wouldn't make sense), I saw two guys with guns. I stopped. They had me. They shot me, though I never heard or felt anything.

Next thing I knew I was on the ground...but I wasn't dead. I started realizing I was dreaming.

The two guys started kicking me. It didn't hurt, but seeing their feet coming at me was a bit disconcerting. I thought I would grab their legs and pull them down with super-strength. I had trouble doing that, but I was using my will very positively.

Dream skip

I'm with the girl alone. she reminds me of a live anime character. She is quiet and has dark hair. She is someone I knew from school. I begin making love to her.

Somehow there is now a blondish girl. She eventually turns into another dark haired girl from school. She acts innocent, but I rip her tight clothing off.

It really doesn't want to come off. I want the other girl more, but I struggle and get this girls clothes off. Her body is devine.

Once her clothes are off, I position myself so that she is behind me and I am making love to the first girl. I do that for a bit.

I realize that even with my good fortune, you are supposed to do an RC. I look at my hand to stabilize. I have 5 fingers, but my hand is distorted. I go back to the girls. It is fantastic, but soon I find I'm trying to screw some kind of false device. It isn't working out so well anymore and my dream is over.

Somewhere along the line I had a false awakening, but it didn't phase me. I think it actually led into my lucid.

Epic

Dream Start:
I started off in a hall way,a LONG,NARROW,constricting hallway like this:
but darker.I am with my two Friends Alex and Kayla.(Note:I am in love with Kayla in real life.)We are all talking and we teleport on my command to the park that is next to where I live(There is TWO parks,one for kids,one for dog walking,we were in the dog park).And Alex starts to raise is phone and says "Look." I made the mistake of looking and he was watching porn .And for some reason he laughed for a short time and After he laughed I laughed hysterically non-stop and Kayla asked "What?What so funny?" I snatched Alex's phone out of his hand and while still laughing,showed it to her.She reacted in a way I thought she would not have reacted like,she looked at him with a weird smile/"Why'd you do that? face" While still laughing I used my Lucid "powers" to "freeze" her and relive me laughter try to go up and kiss her ,but when I was centimeters away I felt a slight headache and she unfrozed ,I question what just happened to myself and looked at Kayla.She looked back thinking the same thing.Then I saw in the corner of my Eye a sillouette oh a woman of a resemblance of the woman who ALWAYS RUINS AND ENDS MY DREAMS . Then I woke up.
Dream End.

General Information

Date: May 13th, 2012
Amount of Remembered Dreams: 2
Amount of SPP (Special Psychiatric Phenominons) Lucid Dreams, Out of Body Experiences): 0
Fragmented Dreams: 1
Complete Dreams: 1
False-Awakenings: 0

Dream Information

Fragmented or Full: Fragmented
Lucid: No
Nightmare: No
Recognizable Characters or Items: Myself and my Family
Superhuman/natural actions or events occuring: Yes
Overall Dream Summary:

Dream 1;

In the first Dream everyone in the world had some sort of technological advancement. Such as having blade comes out of their forearms or pistons in their legs to make them move faster. I remember I was battling someone and leaping right into the air diving at them but then thats all I remember ..

Dream 2;

The second dream we pulled up into a store such as K-Mart or Walmart and we went inside to get some things. Basically the whole point was for me to find some sugar cookies but a lot of events occured. At first I found the sugar cookies I was looking for and I put them in my bag. But then I walked off for a minute and they weren't in there .. magically. So I go looking for more in the front and they weren't there, I end up going behind the shelf. Going behind it I see this big stairs-rotating machine. And it appeared that the highest shelf was dramatically higher than it appeared on the otherside. So this one guy was playing around on it and it looked dangerous because his foot almost got cut off. So then I left and went back to the otherside to find some more cookies and didn't find them. Then this chinese guy comes and starts getting into his stance. We end up fighting, I block most of his kicks and pin him down. In the end we become friends and fight on more guy before my mom tells me we have to go. I get in her car and we drive off to my Aunt Bobette's new residence. We go there and we sit down and for some reason no one really noticed me but some old people sitting on a couch, then I walked towards my Aunt and that's all I remember.

I was back in my college days in my dormitory. It was Sy-Phi hall. That was pretty cool, some of the dream is vague but I'm going from my room to the food court. I'm walking down the side stairs, there was a set of stairs on the opposite side of the entrance room as well. The door opposite the entrance is the entry to the food court. I head in. As I'm wandering around with my tray gathering food, I notice it is much larger than in real life, like 10 times bigger. Most of it is unusually dark as well, the lighting isn't right. I hit three different food buffet areas, and my plate is piled high. I'm wondering how I'm going to eat this all. Now I'm looking for a place to sit, most of the tables are full, but I see many DCs who look familiar. I even see Ann walk past me, an old not-girlfriend. I keep wandering a bit, ending up in the back corner to the right where it seems a bit dark. I can't believe how many people are in here, but I grab an empty chair at a round table where there are only 3 DCs at. I ate about a third of the food on my plate, mainly the pasta and salad. They had some really good looking chocolate desserts there, and although I got one, I wanted to sample some more. I should have made a RC here because of the dark (and because of Ann), but failed. I did make a choice to lift my glasses, and found out why the room seemed so dark, I had sunglasses on!

A scene change interrupted my eating, although I was still walking around with my tray. The room disappeared and I was outside now, although some tables still lingered. Many displaced DCs were heading off somewhere now. I found another place to sit and was going to eat some more, but something was happening where I had to get up again. Leaving my tray there, I made my way over to gate in a fence. It had chains on it but they were loose and people could get through. This one gal caught my eye, she was pretty and had wide hips. I thought she wasn't going to be able to squeeze through the narrow gate, but she was able to.

Although I didn't go fully lucid, I grabed her and started stretching her hips so that they were even wider. I was manipulating the body of a DC in my dream. Her hips were over two feet wide now and I figured that was about as far as they could go. I had the feeling she liked what I was doing to her, even though I don't remember if she said anything to me yet. It felt sexual in nature, what I was doing to her by stretching her body. It felt natural to continue, so I put my hand down her pants and felt her up. At this time, I definately remember her moaning with pleasure.

I was on my classroom with my friends and suddenly I have the virus HIV but an extremely weird one that I could spread the disease with just a cough or a kiss. I saw a pretty girl nearby and I told her that so I kissed her but she didn't say anything. After that I found out that the disease is curable, there was a guy in our city that treats it so I yelled to everyone in class that we had to go, and I waited for a moment outside. When I waited I thought "This is really weird" and I did a reality check, the finger through palm one. But it didn't worked. Still I was thinking the same and stared for a while at my hand to find it change but all I saw were my 5 fingers and everything normal. Then the infected people were ready so we advanced. We went down the stairs (the classroom was on the third floor) and I still didn't give up trying reality checks so I snapped my fingers and even though I heard that the sound was too low I said to myself that it was maybe because people were talking very loudly. There was a lot of people in the stairs and I started to look carefully at them. I saw that some of the faces were repeated but I said "It's impossible that they are upstairs if they are right next to me"... I tried all that but I didn't become lucid.

Then we headed to the parking and I saw that a friend (who was upstairs) wanted to start his car. I told him if he could take us and we got in however the car was already full and it couldn't start so we got out and he went in his red small car. Then one of my infected friends saw a bus and he ran towards it and we got in. I was going to say the driver that I didn't have money to pay him but ... there was no driver, so I went straight to sit. Then I saw the bus advance and the driver's sit started to make a lot of noises. I knew it was a ghost but anyways I could't pay him. He continued making a lot of noises (because he couldn't talk) so I went there and told him that I had few coins but they weren't enough so I gave them to him. After he takes them he transforms into a man, he thanks me and gets out of the bus. I go to sit, but the bus wasn't advancing and at that moment I thought "It was better if I didn't pay him". When I got out of the bus I woke up.