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I'm on a beach. I walk to a tree house and look inside. The dust is shining sunlight is poring in and it is filled with boxes. I feel as though somethings in there with me but i keep looking, i can see everything so closely. I Then close the hatch and step down. My dream ends and i wake up. Sorry how boring! i will have lucid entries soon.

Very short memory of this non-lucid dream. Riding in the passenger seat of a car with my mother driving. There is a man with a parachute that didn't open falling out of the sky and he slams face first into the rocky wall. I demanded my mother pull over to help. She didn't. Argument about stopping. I really wanted to help, but couldn't. Deep sadness.

I had two fragments this morning. I'm amazed I remember them.


Dream 1 - I'm sitting in a room with a box, similar to a Jack-In-The-Box but less interesting. It has some odd decorative shapes on the sides so I can only assume it's a toy. The box sits on a plain table.

The table sits in a plain room, perhaps 8 feet on a side, and one wall has a window set in it. The window is covered by a blind which blocks any view to the other side of the window.

Out of the box pops a purple monkey wearing a hat. It's not actually part of the toy but seemingly sitting on top of the box. It waves around like a toy but I know I would never buy it. The monkey talks to me and I talk back but I have no recall of what is said.

And I wake up.


Dream 2 - I'm walking along a hike-and-bike trail and the most fascinating thing for my attention is the asphalt. Usually the trails around here are crushed granite but this one is paved, and I'm lucid enough to not only know I'm dreaming but enthralled by the detail in the pavement.

A runner comes by, one of the many who runs this path, and as his foot passes in front of me a spray of dirt is lifted into the air. Time slows down and I can examine each particle of dirt as it floats in front of me, tumbling in slow-motion at a pace slow enough to reach out and touch it. I can't believe no one else but me notices this, but I really don't care. It's incredible, like having a nature show in my mind.

I think to myself, "I love slow-motion."

And I wake up.

So during the first part of my dream i was helping the FBI catch this drug dealers supplier. Who just happened to be a mobster who killed my father... no pun intended. Well I arranged a meeting with the drug dealer. I wanted to catch this man as much as the FBI. i told the dealer i could get him less time if he testified.. I remember entering this wooden photo booth inside this parking garage." I was like were is the man" and he kept saying that he went out of state and i was like that isn't good enough. so i started kicking his ass inside this photo booth. He some how was able to push me out of the photo booth, and we continued the fight out there. He yelled at me if you were to stop for just a second. so i did and looked at what he was pointing at.. it was a trap he was wired... and i ran. oh shit was the only thing going through my mind. Before i could get out of the parking garage the FBI had already surrounded me. the guy who was walking toward me said it was the last time i went behind there back... he raised his gun at me and i raised my hand wondering how i was going to stop a bullet with my hand.. But with surprise it was a knock out dart. I saw a couple men come to pick up my body, and before they reached me, i burst into flames there was 3 rings of fire circling me in each direction symbols were all over the ground... and i could feel the fire all over my body. I woke up convulsing from the fire.

5-25-12 (non-lucid/lucid): I was in a huge building, with rows of benches and some tables and it was just crowded with people. I walked around, trying to recognize anyone. I couldn't. Then I soon heard a noise coming from the back of the building. I looked behind me and saw the back door jolt and dent and it soon fell off the hinges and a person walked through. It was a very pale woman with glowing white eyes, long black hair and wearing a long white dress. While everyone stared at the intruder she calmly walked around the building and her eyes started glowing red. The room grew darker and the lights flickered for a brief moment. I don’t remember much of the next part. Just running towards the entrance of the building; people chasing me (apparently they had been brainwashed.) I got to the entrance, but I didn’t get out. I remember getting caught and everything getting dark and someone grasping my hand in the darkness. A figure appeared from the void. That figure just happened to be my DG Rajin. I realized I was dreaming, and we ran through the darkness. The building appeared again, this time we were on the outside. I walked up to the front of it, nodded to Rajin and thanked him. I became Lilith again. My dark brown hair got longer and turned to white. A breeze picked up, and my hair blew around my face and I calmly walked inside the building. I said to myself as a bit of motivation: “I have infinite power here. I can do anything.” So I decided to act like a total badass. I yelled at the top of my lungs, power flowing through my words “Where is T.!” The whole room echoed with my voice and the people there turned around and looked at me and ran right at me. I gathered power as the people came at me and I thrust my arms out, fingers extended and red energy flowed out of my fingertips and they stopped. I walked towards the back door, my focus wavered and yet again, I was running. So I got through the door and shut it. I turned around and walked down a hallway. Going further and further I eventually lost lucidity and I walked into a town, which looked medieval. Dirt roads, the people walking around in the town were dressed according to that time period. I don’t remember much of what I did there. I do remember that I walked through the muddy roads through the town square, but that’s about it.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

... Having some boring dream which was someone else's romantic fantasy that I had to watch. I decided to end it but somehow, I stopped time, not the dream. Everybody and everything started to slow down until they were all frozen and things were floating in the air as if there was no gravity. I had never tried that effect and it was very cool. I can't explain very clearly what I felt, but it was like a small enlightnement.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now enjoy reading my dreams.



Dream #1 The Golden Oracle.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im walking down a dirt rocky trail like the one in the picture. I see two huge statues, and begin walking closer towards them stopping right at the middle. The one on the left says to me...

"Is your heart as pure as gold?"

"Well i am certainly not perfect, but i would say so yes."

"You can pass on one condition."

"Yea what is it?"

"You must glow the colour gold before passing thru here."



"Uh...glow gold uh?"

I start trying to focus my mind on glowing the colour gold and end up just feeling my vibrational energy.

"I can't do it on command though!"

(One on the right talking)

"Then you cannot pass thru here. Only the one who's heart is pure and full of gold."

I start thinking hard about how i am able to pass thru the middle i try to walk closer, but they warn me that i will most certainly perish if i do so.
I try and focus my energy again on glowing gold, still nothing. I finally ask them where is this place located, and how can i return here?

(They both say)

"We are where you are. In the alternate world that you have created for us."

Wait a minute...it hits me, and i realize that this is a dream. I start glowing gold and tell them i am the master of this world!



I tell them..

"Whoever wishes to fight me, must be at the highest level of their being. And their aura must be full of gold. Let no man or woman pass thru here, unless those requirments are met."

(Both of them talking)




"As you wish Master."

I walk thru and feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.



4:30 - 4:45 am. Did plenty of subconscious training, and went back to sleep.



Dream #2 Me and Littlezoe arranging our next meeting.

Im walking thru a huge forest just like the one in the picture. You can hear birds chirping and singing, and even certain animals in the forest too. I hear someone whistling in the distance, i look around but see no one. All of a sudden i spot a girl who looked to be in her late teens or early twenties. She was sitting atop a tall tree, on a branch. She seem familiar, but i still can't quite make her out. Her eyes were colourful and brown from the sun, She had long jet black hair, and fair complexioned. She wore a Blue short sleeve t shirt, and some black pants with some white sneakers.

I begin asking her why she is whistling, she says to me..

"Im trying to call the hawk to me."

"Hmm, the hawk uh? Certainly the hawk must be your guide if you are seeking for him or her."

We begin talking more about animals, and spiritual stuff. We start jumping around thru the trees, leaping higher and higher in the air. I become lucid, and notice that...its Littlezoe!

I tell her does she know how to shapeshift yet, and we both jump down from the trees, and start running. I feel myself shapeshifting into a wolf, i noticed that Zoe shapeshifted into a wolf too. We start running thru the huge forest leaping thru bushes and just chasing eachother thru the huge forest. We end up back at this house, and are seated in a room.

We start talking about our next meeting and how we plan on finding Lucy together.
The dream fades and i wake up.

At the park going around riding a bike, (bmx bike) then I went down mainstreet and saw some girl that was doing something strange, (I don't remember exactly what she was doing that was strange, something that indicated she was a robot or something like that)
I had some rope that I swung around and snow came out. (no idea why this made so much sense in my dream) I was swinging it around and getting snow on things, I forget the reason that I needed to get snow on stuff. Then I followed the girl up some road that went up a hill. There was some other stuff that went on but I don't remember what.. Next scene I was back the road to my house in my moms suv, we were going towards the highway (me and some other girl, it wasn't claire or the girl from earlier) that I knew for some reason was a bad guy and was following, the girl driving the car was probably in her 20's and she had darker color hair, she was my partner for right now and we were following the robot girl from earlier. The car ahead of us pulled off left on the highway and started gong down away from town. But we turned right, I got confused and looked over at my partner asking her why we weren't following the car. She said something and I realized that she was really an enemy that was supposed to kill me, she started swerving the vehicle back and forth really fast and I had to lean over and grab the wheel to keep us from crashing. She punched at me and was obviously going to try and take us into a brutal crash at 70+ miles an hour.
I then remembered that I keep the dagger in the side pocket of the passenger door and grabbed it.
(I keep one there in real life, mainly because that's the only place that I won't lose it) I get it in my hand and get ready to stab her, but all of a sudden I have a really hard time stabbing her, I hesitate (only for about a half a second) and think that she is my partner and really pretty and I would hate to kill her, that we've been through so much together and... I force those thoughts out of my head and stab the dagger into her neck.
(one of the things that I remember is the sound of it going in and going through her windpipe.. that'll be something I remember for a long time to come )
she struggles and is obviously in much pain, she begins to cry as she struggles for breath. I feel really bad and almost cry too but I am so desperate to save my life. The vehicle is slowing down a bit on the road. I look at her, she looks so helpless right now I hate it so much, she looks at me and I can just tell that she wishes she was really on my side. (I am flooded with false memories of things that we did together and missions that we completed)
I look down at the dagger which has blood all over it and look back at her as I get ready to stab her again to kill her.
"Sorry." I say and I plunge the dagger into her heart I see her eyes get wide and then she goes limp. There's blood all over me and the seat.
I wake up shaking and disoriented.

First LD night in a long time. I guess this was the reason I had so many vivid dreams.

So I finally got to meet the big monster – sleep paralysis. Everyone’s been warning me about it and I kept laughing and saying there’s no such thing. Well, woke up at 5 for a WILD, you know the drill… Spent like half an hour motionlessly in bed, it wasn’t really pleasant cause I was in-between worlds, and wasn’t quite sure if this was a dream, let alone a lucid one…

All of a sudden a horrifying noise pours over me – I wasn’t sure if it was an earthquake, flooding water, a gate slamming or a coffin closing. Then I felt something covering me, like a blanket (or even earth?) – I was positive my roommate was in the room covering me with a blanket. It felt like being buried alive, literally. Psycho. And it was so real. But it was a really interesting experience, I would do it again!

Anyway, I was able to turn on the other side and the fun began. Almost all of my LDs are WILDs, so I looooove the moment I am finally in the dream world – the moment I look at my hands and the world around me and I’m sooo happy: I’m there! I’m finally there!

1. I’m in a park or something. I see a bar near the park and I go in. People on the stairs look at me as if I’m not allowed to enter but I’m able to control them with my hands – I make a magical gesture and they let me in. I pick a blond guy on the stairs, make a gesture and he comes with me. (He wasn’t even my type, really weird.) I’m holding his hand and the rest of my body is floating in the air like a balloon he’s holding. We make out, I wake up in the middle of it, haha, figures.

I loved this one:

2. I’m in the street in front of my house. The atmosphere is haunting, yet beautiful and peaceful. It’s been raining, everything is wet, the trees have an emerald glow, the sunlight is really warm, almost sepia, and gives the dream a retro feel. There is an old lady next to me and I’m positive she’s a dream guide. I ask her about her name, she says something like Nevi…

A boy is jumping around, trying to talk to me but I want to talk to my dream guide. She points to my house which looks really old and deserted. The windows in the brick wall are broken. I see a white bride in one of the windows – her hair is in a really tight bun. She is beautiful.

She starts stretching her hands and her whole body out the window and starts crawling like a spider on the red brick wall. Then I look at the other two windows and I see some album covers which come to life and start crawling on the wall too.

None of this scares me, I find it fascinating and keep saying to myself: This is just like a Lynch movie, oh my God, this is so Lynch!

Then I saw lots of bicycles right next to us on the street and asked the lady if she wanted to take a ride. She said OK and all three of us – me, her and the boy got on the bicycles. I tried to pedal but I couldn’t, but was able to ride effortlessly without pedaling.

3. I’m at a fruit and vegetable market, and I want to buy some cherries. However, they don’t look ripe enough to me, and I try to make a magic spell to make them darker. I couldn’t do it but the cherries turned into cherry-formed strawberries.

All of a sudden Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (a spiritual teacher) appears and starts giving out orders because all the food has to be donated to the poor. I keep trying to transform the cherries when the place transforms into a kitchen and a heroin chic girl walks in. She has a hole in her shirt and kind of runs her hand under the shirt and into the hole, so that it appears in front of her face.
I find this really sexy so I start undressing her. I notice she’s incredibly skinny, almost anorexic. She has a big black tattoo on her tummy – 5 rows of text in hieroglyphs. And, as usual, I wake up.

4. It’s just a dream fragment – a deaf and blind girl was singing in front of a choir – her voice was beautiful, and I was amazed how a deaf girl can sing like that.

5. I think I had a musical dream – I kept hearing this crazy composition with Sting’s voice and Bulgarian female choirs, it was amazing but for the life of me I can’t remember it.

6. The last dream was not lucid – I called a friend of mine and told him about the bride dream – it was a really vivid and detailed description, haha, almost the same as the one I just wrote. I basically wrote it in my dream.

Wednesday 5/24/12 Bed 11:35 Tons of dreams
Last Dream:
I'm in a huge house visiting friends. I stand by a window and see two humongous UFOs, like in the movie independence day, flying over very slowly. I rush downstairs to get the camera out of my bag. It's not there. Back upstairs I find it next to another window. Run from one window to another to find one without the screen so I can take pictures. I find one, but by now the UFOs moved to the other side of the house.
I walk into neighbors apartment. Her door is opened because she just called cops. We are watching the UFOs through her glass ceiling. By now it turned into a radar monitor. We see a bunch of human aircrafts, like fighter jets and also space ships from movies Stargate. Pretty cool.

Monday 5/22/12 Bed 12:30am
DR: We are going to visit Vilcabamba. I stand in front of the small shack with lots of other tourists. I get two packages of folded raincoats in see-through bags. I'm picking one that fits. I put it on over my backpack and then take it off, because I realize I didn't take my camera out of the backpack.
I walk back to some kind of a tunnel/cave, that's full of people milling around. Plants all over the place, even hanging from walls. It's not dark, colors are bright. Has a feel of a restaurant. As I brush by some plants, I feel a sting on left forearm and right upper arm. I tell someone "you know what to do" and we walk to a rock where I sit down. Another girls puts her hand under mine to comfort me while the other person is cutting the poison out with a knife from my right upper arm.

Friday 5/19/12 Bed 1am GM4, Ch600, GPC300 at 5:17am
WBTB 5;17 - 5:30
WILD at 7:45am, 20 min long
First 10 min my dream has a SOUNDTRACK. Some great song, I'm happy. Occasionally, I hear a radio stations call sign with their jingle - it's RADIO TEXAS. rofl
Starts with a flyby over a field that looks like gets lots of rain, or fog, because the ground covered by woodchips is pretty wet. People are walking away. I walk with them. Lady in her 30-40', short blond hair, pleasant smile turns to me.[Now I think, this was the actual entry point - I said "I am there"] This place repeats itself later on which makes me as a question in the dream, if this is maybe one of my past lives.
My flight continues through a hallway. I look down and before I see them, I think there is a funeral procession and what do you know. That's what walks through the door right beneath me. [I have noticed this in other dreams also - sometimes things happen, only because I think it will happen. It's good to keep it in mind]
When I see this, I panic and loose all my powers (not that I had any before, but now I know, that I don't have any). I try to desperately go through the wall, but all I can do is claw on it and climb.
I come to the playground and decide to liberate a lunch box from top of the pole, that some bullies hung up there.
There is a lady pushing a disabled child in a stroller up the stairs, I help her.
Change of dreamscape>>
Now I'm in a city in daytime. There are tall buildings in a distance, I'm on some kind of a city square or park. There is a booth with a lady and some kids. I stop by and ask why is a girl crying. I learn, that she is about to get punished. I plead with the lady not to do that and finally offer to take girl's punishment on me. A guy is practicing with long and skinny stick.
I keep walking/flying by a huge, beautiful black, shiny, like from glass made building. There are some fighter jets nearby and I decide I can't pass up this opportunity and climb into one of them. I realize I won't be able to fly it, so I just drive on the road. heh
I drive back towards where I came from. There is a replica of Earth hanging in the skies, that looks like a school project of a 5th grader. I see continents and decide this is a great way to visit Africa.
Just before the fighter jets I stabilized by looking at my hands for a long time. At some point I tried to throw fireballs, no success. Also tried SSILD that night.

This was a very interesting dream. I was suddenly convinced during the dream that my whole life was a reincarnation of a previous self. I suddenly became aware of what felt like whole years of childhood memory's that were altered from my own, then years of teenaged memory's, I was fascinated by these memory's. Then I saw a death, I had died. I then started seeing my own childhood memory's into adulthood. It was as tho I lived twice during the dream it's self, the dream felt quite too long for a dream, sense of time during dreams can be quite altered in the right mind state. It was absolutely mind blowing and beyond deep. Wish I was better at going into details this paragraph does not do this dream justice.

Monday 5/7/12 Bed 11pm
I practice stabilizing by crawling on my floor and yelling stabilize!
DR 3:03am
I walk out of my house at 3am. It's a nice SoCal neighborhood, with terracotta colored houses, front lawns with grass and flowers and driveways. I think it's a cul-de-sac.
I know, my neighbor plays his bagpipes every morning outside and I can hear him play. I see him from corner of my eye in his scottish uniform. It's dark outside, he stands in a shadow, but I can make him out. He stops playing in surprise to someone out at that early hour. As I'm coming back to the house, I see a dog on a leash. The person holding him is behind a wall. It's my friend O. I want to walk by unnoticed, but I know that wouldn't be nice. She is with her hubby. We start talking about a new TV show that's about old communist era.
WBTB 3:03-3:34

GM4mg+Choline300mg+Alpha GPC 300mg at 3:26am. Additional CH-7:20am
WILD after 5am 10 min long

There are 2 moons. I eat an eskimo pie - tastes pretty good. Firefighters are in front of a building. I fly over a patio with lots of people eating dinner - it's a medical conference.
I remember rolling out, stabilizing, spinning, first time ever - I looked at my dream body. In some building, there is a door but I don't like it.

Had the nuttiest dreams last night. 2 Fragments and 2 full dreams:

Fragments:
1. Gypsies (I watched an American Gypsy marathon so that explains why my first dream was about them).
2. A girl in a car (think this has to do with helping my mom purchase a new car).

Full Dream:
1. I was some kind of assistant to a woman of wealth in Paris. There were lots of shops and ornate buildings around. I had to take my bosses dog to the vet but it (the dog) was cold and wanted its mommy.

Another assistant convinced me to tell everyone our bosses were in meetings so we could enjoy an extended lunch break.

2. Some guy was really sick...possibly dying. He wanted to smell the clean shaven wrist of Whitney Houston before he died or passed out. I didn't see WH but there was a detached silky smooth scented wrist for him to inhale at the end of the dream.