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Jamie Dreams

First dream was an audio dream only. Just Jamie saying, "Robert." Her tone seemed serious.

Next dream was a bad dream i guess. I was working and jamie showed up with some stereotypical bad boy. They threw and ashtray all over the restaurant.

Some days later i had another dream where she flashed some text to me saying, "Love you." Not sure what to make of all this. Still missing those dream hugs.

Tunnels

I was in this dream where i discovered all these hidden tunnels around big cities. Inside many of the tunnels you could go fast, like going down a water slide. Someone was with me, not sure. I wanted to do youtube videos on the tunnels... At one point there was a bad guy behind some glass. I pulled out a really old western pistol and shot him in the head. I shot him again trying to aim for his eye and missed, but then on the third shot i got his eye. He sort of just stood there shocked and frozen. The person with me might have been jamie, not sure.

#537 DILD 12AM

First I am fishing in a pond and checking the minnow traps. I see really odd looking fish. Then, I am in a version of our extra room with the aquarium in it. The tank is extra large and so tall I can barely reach in to feed the fish. I keep noticing how strange all the fish look and how they keep changing shape and color. There is one fish outside of the aquarium swimming in the air. I recognize this dream sign and become lucid. I taking all the visual details until the dream fades. I feel like I am not awake yet so I visualize swimming and find myself in the aquarium with the fish for a while then in a swimming pool just enjoying the effortless motions of swimming. There is suction like an untoe from waves. The visuals fade again and now I am having some sort of FA. For some reason I try to conjure up some dream sex but it gets award and that's not what I really want. Then I am in Walmart straight shirt-cocking it. I see B and his wife going to bed in some part of the store. The lighting is dim and I run around trying to hide from them in the shadows even though I know it doesn't matter that my lower half is naked. I wake up.

Dream 1: Me, my brother and 1 other got off a cruise ship to spend some time in the water. After a while we wanted to go back and I had a jet ski so I got the others to hold on and we went searching for our ship. There were a couple other cruise ships that were acting like submarines, diving down or coming up from the water. We looked around for abit ad then found it. Next to the ship there was an obstacle course between these cliffs. At one point I was up there and did a backflip off it and then someone told me that wasnt allowed. Then we reboarded the ship

...after some other dream scene, I'm in a dark street, a man is yelling as he's pointing to some bug: "there it is!, it was in our boat before!" The insect keeps moving but I could hardly see it. Then I change the view to a house, couple of feet away, seems more like a building with a big garage. I focus on it and I see some creature, with long extremities crawling on the wall; the man insists on catch it, but I think to myself: "he should leave it alone, he could harm it". I see clearly now! the man grabs a frog, it's all striped black and goldenrod, from head to toe, it changes in size (of course I'm fixing my attention on it). He puts wheels on all extremities, starting with the left hand. He's planning on getting inside the amphibian, which is now bigger than him, so he decides to ride it!

21 ОС. Проверка чувств.
22 ноября 2011

Побежал по улице, довольно быстро. Осознался. Моторика тела работала как в реале. Взглянул на свои руки. Вроде всё нормально. Стал пересчитывать пальцы. Рука стала меняться. Большой палец растянулся, остальные сузились до размеров 1-2 см. Насчитал на правой руке 6 пальцев. Продолжил счёт на левую руку - получилось 13. Странно думаю 6+6 вроде 12. Попробовал пересчитать ещё раз, но пальцы стали расплываться.

Решил проверить чувство слуха: тишина, и только где то вдали со стороны левого уха гудящий звук. Подумал, что это холодильник на кухне работает. В реале холодильник я вряд ли услышу со спальни.

Дорога закончилась. Я пошёл по тропинке, время от времени смотря на руки. Они постоянно искажались, меняли форму. Решил проверить вкусовые качества. Не нашёл ничего умнее как сорвать травинку и попробовать её на вкус. Трава была нормальных размеров, рядом росли одуванчики, уже с пухом. Вкус у травы был, но его трудно определить: явно не сладкий и не горький, чисто кислым его то же не назовёшь. Какая-то смесь кислого вкуса с горьким. "Додумался" засунуть в рот одуванчики. Пришлось сплёвывать - осязание работало как в реале. Далее проснулся. Забыл проверить обоняние.

Выводы:
1. Моторика тела (движения) работает нормально, как в реале.
2. Пальцы на руке меняются, когда их считаешь.
3. Во сне тихо, только непонятный гудящий звук вдали. В реале звуков было бы намного больше.
4. Вкусовые качества работают, но вкус странный. Впрочем трава и одуванчики не самое подходящее блюдо.

21 LD. Feeling test.
November 22, 2011

Ran down the street, pretty fast. Confessed. Body motility worked like in real life. I looked at my hands. It feels good. I began to count the fingers. The hand began to change. The thumb was stretched, the rest narrowed to a size of 1-2 cm(centimeter). . I counted 6 fingers on my right hand. Continued the count on the left hand - it turned 13. Strange I think 6 + 6, like 12. I tried to count it again, but my fingers began to blur.

I decided to check the sense of hearing: silence, and only somewhere far away from the side of my left ear a buzzing sound. Thought it was a fridge in the kitchen. In real life, I’m unlikely to hear a refrigerator from the bedroom.

The road is over. I went down the path, looking at my hands from time to time. They were constantly distorted, changed shape. I decided to check the taste. I didn’t find anything smarter than picking a blade of grass and tasting it.
The grass was of normal size, dandelions grew nearby, already with fluff. The grass had a taste, but it is difficult to determine: it’s clearly not sweet and not bitter; you cannot call it purely acidic either. Some kind of mixture of sour taste and bitter. "Thought" to put dandelions in your mouth. I had to spit - the sense of touch worked like in real life. Then I woke up. Forgot to check the sense of smell.

Findings:
1. The motility of the body (movement) works fine, as in real life.
2. The fingers on the hand change when you count them.
3. The dream is quiet, only an incomprehensible buzzing sound in the distance. In real life there would be much more sounds.
4. Taste qualities work, but the taste is strange. However, grass and dandelions are not the most suitable dish.

Dream 1: I was at my high school royal west and Evan and I were walking through the hall. I suggested to meet girls we should go to the streets. He said I really like Michael Assay. because I keep saying the word streets. I told him nah thats just a useful word. later I was walking around near the school with just my underwear on and was wondering where all my things were. Someone came out of the school with my bag and I got my stuff back. Then I was eating chicken wings right outside. I heard Ethan chaz. getting mad about someone taking the parking spot he takes every day.

Dream 2: I was up north and we were having lots of guests over. I wanted to get changed in the shed but a bunch of people came in and seemed to ignore me the first few times I told them I was going to change. Then they realized and left. A bunch of matthews friends were over and they were in the pool.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm in a really big space with different areas. One area only has lava, one area has stones and there are some more. I try to dive into the lava but it hurts. I equip some kind of lava resistant vest and dive again. I dive far into the lava and there are different layers of lava.

I'm by my old school. I see some birds and some small dirt piles. There are worms in the dirt piles and one of the birds eat a worm. I wonder why they don't eat more worms because there are so many of them. A bird fly away and I fly after it. I become semi lucid here. I think about my post on dreamviews where I wrote about how I sometimes try to rule my dreams when I actually need to be guided. I think this is an excellent way of being guided by my dream. I just keep on flying behind the bird. I also think about how to improve my flying. The bird stops by a pillar on a roof and I stop too. I follow another bird and manages to catch it with my hands. I stop my flying powers and just fall to the ground with the bird in my hand. I grab a lamp-post to dampen the hit with the ground in the last second. I think the bird is scared because of the drop from the sky. There is a girl about 13 years old. I grab her and try to fly. To my surprise it's easy even tough she is heavy. She doesn't like being flewn away with so I go back to the ground and drop her off. Her mother is now there and I ask the two of them if they want to fly with me. They agree so we fly over the school. I remember my interview goal and I ask the mother what her name is. I think she said Marie but I'm not sure so I ask her if she said Marie. She says that she said Ri, not Marie. I'm relieved because I thought she was going to take the identity of my mother Marie. I ask her what her favorite color is and she says yellow. I ask her what her lucky number is and she says Schinski with a polish accent. I'm disappointed because that's a part of my last name and it's not even a number. The dream fades.

Notes: I would like to ask her more questions. I wonder if I can see her in another dream. I can't remember her face so I'm not sure. I remember the girl's face but not the mother's. Here is the interview in a more simple format:

Gender: Woman
Name: Ri
Favorite color: yellow
Lucky number: Schinski

Woke up after 6 hours of sleep, short WBTB, some SSILD but wasn't fully focused and fell back asleep. Had a long, vivid non-lucid dream in which I was travelling along a deserted dust road when I suddenly went lucid without any obvious reason. It felt as if I decided to not follow the predefined dream plot passively anymore - a sudden feeling of freedom overcame me. I got up and walked to one side of the road, being strangely aware of my whole body and its movements. I took a moment to simply marvel at my surroundings which included some houses with neat front gardens on this side of the road.

Then, I remembered my plan to shapeshift into a bird and I began to flap my arms as if they were wings. At first, I was somewhat sceptical if this will work because normally I initiate flying in a different way. But then I felt myself leaving the ground and flying high into the air - with the typical rush of excitement. Looking down I had a clear view of the landscape, and I noticed my shadow on the ground - which had indeed the form of a large bird of prey! I realized that I didn't have legs anymore, instead I could somehow influence my flight with my ... tail (was probably not very realistic but whatever). Excited I looked down to see if I had indeed wings now, only to find my seemingly normal arms still in place. I concentrated on my arms/wings and found them changing form and place all the time. This was a little confusing and with me being distracted my surroundings decayed into gray nothingness. Can't remember what happened afterwards, I guess I lost the dream to a false awakening.

May 12

I am standing on the front porch of my mom's boyfriends' house. I see a number of moons in a line in the sky (like Ilus from the Expanse). Blam. Dreamsign. Very clearly lucid. I look and coming down the sidewalk to my right is this silver android with green energy conduits running all over his body walking down the sidewalk. He stops about 15 meters away and announces that I am his target and set to be terminated. He raises his right hand which has some kind of energy weapon in it and creates a large energy ball. I duck out of the way and it explodes destroying my mom's truck in a fireball.

I declare to the robot that we don't have to fight. Here me of all people, trying to be less violent in my lucid dreams. The robot responds that this is his programming and that he will not stop until I am dead. I figure it best just to leave it. I decide to just abandon the situation and fly away. The robot flies into the air with antigravity and plows into me with a powerful punch. I do not feel it and don't seem to be physically damaged by it (though my clothing is shredded) as I am sent flying through several houses causing significant damage to all of them.

I get up and dust myself off, now standing in the middle of a pile of broken lumber and bricks in what was somebody's house. I notice the robot seems to be gone so I decided to take off and fly away. My propulsion powers work, though they are weaker than I would like. I have to angle my rockets mostly down just to stay in the air and this leaves me moving forward through the air. I begin repeating an old mantra that I used to use when I first began practicing LD.

"I am a good lucid dreamer. Lucid dreaming is easy for me."

For some reason, this slowly starts to increase the effectiveness of my propulsion and I am soaring well above the landscape and gaining speed. I look down seeing highways, towns, forests, farms, roads and what have you. Right below me is a large complex of condos with yellow siding and red terracotta roofs. The android comes plowing in from absolutely nowhere and pounds me towards the ground. I land in a small yard between two condo buildings in the dirt. I have literally made like a cartoon style imprint in the shape of my body into the ground. I see the android hovering down next to me and preparing another energy blast.

"Okay... you had your chance at mercy. Now I'm going to kick your ass."

I begin throwing out fireballs in rapid succession. This has little effect aside from minorly staggering the robot. I combine my orange and blue fire and it makes a purple plasma ball that I throw at the robot. This seems more effective, the plating on his chest becomes mangled and half molten though he's still intact and relatively unharmed; at least now I know I can damage his armor.

The robot flies at me again, hitting me so hard it creates a shockwave. I'm sent flying for miles and when I land, find myself on the surface of an ice lake surrounded by a snowy forest. A moment later the robot comes flying out of the sky and smashes me down through the ice. We begin wrestling underwater; I think the robot intended to drown me. I've been practicing avoiding the drowning feeling in lucid dreams and breathing underwater. It seemed to work here, as I didn't have any problems breathing and managed to get a hold of his arm with one and begin hitting the shoulder joint with my elbow. Eventually, the shoulder of the bot crumples and I'm able to tear off one of his arms.

I then get the idea to slide his arm like a glove and start firing energy blasts from it. This works and the android attempts to retreat. I fly after it, pursuing it to this mountainous area. There are huge cliff faces and this gigantic circular castle tower built into a cliffside. Judging by the number of windows the minuscule scale of buildings below it is the size of a skyscraper at least, and I continue fighting the android. At some point, I attempted to throw a kick but wound up kicking IWL and jolting myself awake.

Jun 20 (Today)

The dream begins with me having to retake 5th grade. I complain that I am a grown adult and shouldn't have to return to elementary school; it would be awkward etc. However, when I get there I find that I am in a 5th grade class full of other adults...? I'm still suspicious because being in lower grades is a dream sign.

We take a field trip to somewhere in colorado I think. We are walking through a natural area of forests and farmland with large beautiful mountains on the horizon. I'm still suspicious of the situation and eventually break through into full lucidity. A pretty typical scene plays out in where I am attempting to convince the other dream characters that I am lucid dreaming and they are not believing me. I attempt to prove it by spinning around on the spot and levitating. The dream characters don't seem particularly impressed. I ask them to replicate this feat and they are unable to do so.

I instead decided to test out other powers. I've had water, fire, and air manipulation in the past and been able to use them pretty consistently; but never been able to earthbend. I find a large pink granite boulder about a meter in diameter sitting by the side of the road and decide to see if I can earthbend it. First I tried several times a sort of uppercut motion; to see if I could levitate it. This doesn't work. I eventually break into trying to go at from a different angle (the exact mistake a certain airbender made in a certain show). Thinking that the logic of the show applies here I decide that is not the best course of action.

Instead of attempting to telekinetically lift the rock I opt to simply punch it with my own hands. I kneel down some and punch it in the side. This works, the boulder is sent rolling a few meters away. Seeing that actual physical contact seemed to help; I then decide to try and split the boulder with a knife-hand strike. Initially this doesn't work but on the second attempt, the rock splits down the middle, as intended. The entire thing then crumbles into small fragments, which was not intended.

In the dream, my mom is complaining about how dirty the van is, as she starts wiping down the upholstery and around the dashboard..apparently was left a mess after some previews trip, according to her.
This van reminds me of the one we used to have in NJ., a 1972 Ford!, a heavy-duty mechanic steering wheel, a real workout!...back to the subject, I sat on the passenger seat, and of course my mom is driving. ( , my mom doesn't drive until this day. IWL). As she starts driving, I see at the distance, a huge bridge, more like the George W. B. This bridge is only 3 wide lanes, and the floor is wooden boards ??! and mom takes the middle.
I start noticing there are missing boards on the bridge, and the tension starts to build up inside me.
Then I feel couple of bumps here and there, we're not going too fast, about 30 to 40 mph. The gaps between the wooden boards are getting bigger and bigger, now I'm really tense.. Then my attention gets fixed on how we will be able to make it through an incoming gap, about 1 foot wide; so now I feel we're stuck... I look in front, there aren't any boards on all three lanes, only some type of iron rails dividing them , but I could glance at what it seems the other side of the bridge; one or two-man are standing couple hundred feet apart from us..
We're hanging in the bridge, so desperate need, my mom goes on reverse (well, my intention goes R..)
Mom steps on the gas with no hesitation..all the way! I start thinking shit! the incoming traffic, I see cars zooming by, we're recklessly driving on R. to where the bridge started and beyond..
We finally slow down after about half mile. My vision and perception zooms in and out of the van, video camera like, I see cars fast and slow-motion simultaneously, trafic is coming as close as 12 in. apart..
Next thing I know, the police arrives with multiple cars, I think cameras on the bridge must have seen that scene
A female accompanied by other two police officers approach us calmly by the side of the road, and I see no guns out. Then mom says: " I want to report to that officer, I trust that one!" (nothing personal).. I raise my hands up behind my head, submissively
My sister and my aunt arrive to the scene, as Im signing some card. I noticed my signature blurs out as I write.

Dream1:I was on a trip and went to a place where I saw an exotic bird. I put on the gloves so it would land on me and I forgot to take it off. I accidentally brought it back over the border and then realized I dont want a bird to take care of. So we stopped by the sameplace we did on the way there and the man who owned the place was an exotic pet owenr so I gave it to him. When I got back tot he bus I got comforted by the sweet lady who told me "It's always warm outside when its warm inside". I closed my eyes and started seeing visions. I had visions of japanese/anime-esque places, people and scenes in black and white. I was then in a place which had a ton of those statues like from super smash bros and we touched 1 which then came alive. It started touching others and creating an army. the 3 of us tried to stop them and it was easy because they were still toys. After we stopped the army I saw a place right next to us that I recognized from my visions. I brought them and we went to do what I knew we needed to do. We got some wheels or plastic or something that we had to reassemble for these little toy cars. Then we had 4 gems which were the same as some other guys over to the side. They were sitting on thrones and surrounded by others like it was some ceremony. There were 2 empty seats and some missing gems so me and Lorne took some gems and took the missing places. Then I woke up

Dream2: I was hiding in a casino with Evan. A man with FBI on his shirt came and got us to get out of the restricted area.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm in a farm and I know it's a dream. I fly over the trees and look at the red barn. I remember I wanted to meet up with and create a permanent DC. I thought of a new experiment. I have a distinct favorite color and some lucky numbers I always go with. I would like to have an interview with a DC in my dream and ask him or her what his or her favorite colour is, what their lucky number is and try to memorise their face as well as I can. When I wake up I want to make a painting of the DC's face, write down the name of the DC, her or his favorite color and lucky number. I also would want to create some notes about what I think about the DC and what he or she likes to do. By doing this I will create a deeper connection with the DC and much more easily create a permanent DC. I wake up in a bed and there are Diego and some other people. We play a game and Diego wants us to pray.

Dream 1: In this dream I was living alone in a small apartment across from Dominos. I went to work and then wanted to take a break and go home for a bit so I did and then was worrying about how long it had been since I left. I spent time making and eating food. I also saw a friend outside my apartment and they found out I was living there now. They thought it was really cool because right next door there was some popular shop. Maybe an ice cream shop. You had to go down a ladder to get there. I also was eating food at my friends car during break. When I finally went back there was an inspector and he was checking stuff out. I realized I forgot my hat, mask and apron so I had to leave and come back.

A semi-lucid I had the other night, I was on a street close to the clubhouse in my childhood neighborhood, there was a dialogue going on but I interjected and said "this is a dream" and then the dream exploded into vividness, I started to try to stabilize the dream, I rubbed my hands together, I said "three plus three is..." and there was a slight pause in the dream then I said "six", I looked forwards and feared that the dream was going to wobble and collapse but I did something I don't normally do and I spun around to stabilize the dream, I remember vividly trying to stay conscious to keep the lucid dream alive, earlier in the dream I had become vivid and feared I was going to become too excited to pop the dream but it didn't end at that point.

I was outside with my mom, the dream scene was on a slope against a coast. My mom and I were picking in the grass, there had been some sort of item that had exposed a group of drugs and my mom was on the case, I was acting innocent like I'd never seen it, I threw the object onto the ground and my mom went on to the ground to see it, we were both now on the ground looking at what was originally a small object of drugs turned into a row of acid and molly, while I'm looking at this on the ground with my mom I see a girl from my high school Ol in a lawn chair against the house shuffling back and forth, she eventually gets up, she turns into my older sister, my view turns towards the ocean, I'm wearing a cape, the wind catches my cape and I'm flying down the slope towards the ocean, I think I may land hard but I fly upwards before landing harshly and I land in the ocean beyond the markers, and now I'm swimming towards the shore towards other people who are within the markers.

20 ОС. Полёт в воздухе. 20 ноября 2011

Высокое здание опять с арочными проходами, только маленьких размеров. Зашёл за один такой проход. Осознался. Наконец-то! Посмотрел на руки, потом на одежду: Зелёная футболка и чёрные шорты. Тут меня стало "Колбасить" - зрение ухудшилось раз, стало трудно ходить два, почувствовал тело очень лёгким три. Подумал, что это вибрации. Ни в какой астрал я выходить не хотел, поэтому схватился руками за кирпичную кладку. Стал усиленно тереть кирпич. Удалось закрепиться. Кирпич был красный, и на этот раз тактильные ощущения реальные. Пролез на четвереньках под маленькой аркой обратно. Возникла мысль, что в этой стороне лучше не оставаться иначе не проснусь (тут явные пересечения с предыдущим ОСом про "Ангела смерти"). Решил взлететь. Удалось поразительно быстро. Пришлось даже остановится в воздухе, казалось что могу вылететь за атмосферу Земли. Но при попытке полететь, куда глаза глядят, ничего не получилось. Пришлось использовать метод плавания. Сделал пару гребков и полетел. Сначала хотел в сторону дома, потом вспомнил про план найти маму и сказать, что это сон. Прилетел к месту возле рынка. Увидел маму. Опустился на какую-то крышу (уровень второго этажа). Она стала по этой крыше от меня убегать. Схватил её за ногу, и она исчезла. Стал смотреть вниз. Увидел её с рыжей большой собакой на поводке. И на глазах солнечные очки (у мамы, а не у собаки). В реале мама собак терпеть не может, да и я их тоже недолюбливаю. Стал медленно подлетать к ней, и в это же время стал просыпаться.

Выводы:
1. Снова видел местность с арками и красным кирпичом.
2. Чуть не вылетел из сна. В совокупности проблемы со зрением, с ходьбой, с ощущением сновиденного тела.
3. Тактильные ощущения были, как в реале.
4. Летал во сне. Метод плавания все же лучший.
5. Персонаж исчез на моих глазах.
6. Другой персонаж принял облик исчезнувшего персонажа.


20 LD. Flying in the air. November 20, 2011

The tall building is again with arched walkways, only small in size. I went in for one such passage. Confessed. At last!
I looked at my hands, then at the clothes: Green T-shirt and black shorts.
Then “Sausage” began to me - my eyesight worsened once, it became difficult to walk two, I felt my body very light three.
(Колбасить "Sausage" - This is Russian slang denoting the physiological reaction of the body. When you are shaking, you cannot control your movements. And here I do not know sausage)

Thought it was vibration. I didn’t want to go to any astral plane, so I grabbed my hands on the brickwork.
I began to rub the brick hard. I managed to gain a foothold. The brick was red, and this time the tactile sensations are real.
I crawled on all fours under the small arch back. There was an idea that it’s better not to stay in this direction, otherwise I won’t wake up (here there are obvious intersections with the previous LD about the "Angel of Death").

I decided to take off. It was amazingly fast. I even had to stop in the air, it seemed that I could fly out of the Earth’s atmosphere. But when you try to fly where your eyes look, nothing happened. I had to use the swimming method. I made a couple of strokes and flew. First I wanted to go home, then I remembered the plan to find my mother and say that this is a dream.

I flew to a place near the market. I saw mom. I went down to some roof (level of the second floor). She began to run away from me on this roof. I grabbed her leg and she disappeared.
I began to look down. I saw her with a ginger big dog on a leash. And in front of our eyes are sunglasses (with mom, not with the dog). In real life, my mother hates dogs, and I also don't like them. I began to slowly fly up to her, and at the same time I began to wake up.

Findings:
1. Again I saw a place with arches and red bricks.
2. I almost flew out of sleep. In total, problems with vision, with walking, with the sensation of a dreaming body.
3. Tactile sensations were, as in real life.
4. I flew in a dream. The swimming method is still the best.
5. The character disappeared before my eyes.
6. Another character took the form of a disappeared character.