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5th of June, 2012

Me and a whole group of my friends were walking somewhere. We came to a set of traffic lights crossing a train track and waited. Once we crossed we ended up at the front door of my friend's house which was literally 1/2 a metre away from the track. I commented that it was weird that they put a traffic light for the road when it would be just as dangerous for him to be unlocking his door and he should get one as well.

We went into his house and when I looked out the window I noticed that he had a couple of heaters on the track, which was basically his front yard. I was all "Won't that be dangerous for a train?" but he said that he'd never had a problem before.

At that moment a train came around the corner and slowly started crashing through the heaters. At first it looked as though it was going to make it but then one wheel came loose and the whole train slowly, epically derailed in front of us and flipped over. I burst into action, scared that the back end of the train had hit Nooks who was standing around the corner of the house. Luckily I didn't see her anywhere so I jumped on board making sure no one was hurt, which they weren't due to seatbelts. Just then the front carriage kept driving away which I thought was both rude and pretty slack of the driver to do.


There was also something about a live performance of Little Shop of Horrors in there somewhere...

It's pretty obvious I'd been thinking about this month's TotM with the train, but I didn't pick up on it. Better start working on my awareness more!

It's been a while, and yes, I've been slacking off.

Anywho, this first dream occurred two nights back. It was certainly interesting, and certainly enjoyable. Water seemed to be the main theme of it. It began with me starting to play some online flash game of some sort. It was for three players, and each got to be Tom & Jerry-esque characters, either a dog, a cat, or a mouse. I was a mouse, and the other two were the cat and the dog. The person playing the cat's voice was strikingly familiar, though I can't recall who. It was a strange, yet fun game where we'd be zooming through streets on miscellaneous objects, flying through pipes and construction sites. Things in the like. The part I remember most vividly is when we were on a board attached to a boat that was going considerably fast. We got pushed underwater, and were still on the board and attached as well. I saw many creatures that concerned me, having a strong fear of going underwater in the ocean. There was a sea turtle that was much larger than us, and it tried snapping us as we passed by. I then closed my eyes, and waited for use to reach the surface again. I don't remember much after that, besides me leaving the game and walking around, only to find an apartment where I could hear people mumbling about where the mouse went. The next part was strange, but very relaxing. We were at a concert, one that was much like "Woodstock", except we weren't in a field or a forest or anything. Instead, we were in tree-huts that were stationed in tropical palms. We stayed in these for a couple of days. The stage wasn't far off from our huts, quite nice of a distance, really. Each one of our huts had a title of sorts. Mine had to do with lizards and my mom's, who's hut was right next to mine, had to do something with houses. My brother's was farther off, and he kept making fun of the names of our huts, though the insults weren't quite clever. He said things like "You hear of cats and dogs, but never lizards!" which, I didn't take much offense to, really. We stood over the ocean in the day, a good 100 feet over it, and it never seemed to be sunny, but only cloudy, which is my visualization of paradise; a cloudy beach. From a small window in my hut, I could see large and lavish hotels with pools and quality service. I kept saying "That's a beautiful home." for some reason. When we were to sleep, for some reason our huts would move lower towards the ocean. My hut had a bit of water flooding into it, but I could still sleep on the ground, though I kept waking up in fear of this leopard shark that seemed to wander near our area. I never did hear a single band play though.

I'll try to be more consistent with these.

I remember seeing some guy jum from telephone pole to pole and seein my grandma and my cousin. Next dream was a DEILD, and I remember thing getting extra black. I flew a little bit and fell. And I also remember touching and eating a bunch of clovers to stay lucid.


I also remember being a quarian infiltrator.

06.04.2012

Who is the Redheaded Lady? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap around 3:45 PM, and woke up around 5:00 PM, even though I set the alarm for 5:15 PM.

There are a lot of pictures in front of me, and I'm most likely on a laptop, not sure if it's mine or someone else's.

Most of these pictures, if not all of them were blurred when I tried to look and see who the female who looked like a Ginger with the red hair and all.

I saw that she wore glasses, and some of these pictures were her taking photos with her friends, you know, closeups, etc.

I try my best to look beyond the blurred images, and I can make out some fairly accurate outlines on her face. She looked like she was probably in her 20s-30s, that's for sure.

Now who it actually was....not too sure on that, I don't want to assume, but I think it's someone's visage I've been dying to know....

This could just be a day residue when I found out how my clan leader from Runescape looks like, since she's a redhead as well...and she's hot....HOT....and this was a nap, so the blurred photos could mean anything...


Okay, enough of that Link.

This is one of those funny dreams. I start off in a room with a couple of friends of mine, and two dream characters I do not know---both of them were very large men. My freind Zishan is having some type of party (I took it as a going away party do himself). To celebrate we are making peanut butter sandwiches---on the the table there are pieces of bread laid all down in rows. All of us begin to spread the pieces of bread with peanut butter, while doing this we are having the most amazing time! Usually when I am with this freind we are always laughing and enjoying ourselves.*

On a side note one thing that I found weird was that Zishan start to put this green jelly on the sandwiches, and it kind of looked like pesto. I had one sandwich with it and it was disgusting! I kept telling Zishan to no longer put this on the sandwiches---Zishan would not listen and explain that it was really good (by the way in reality Zishan *is always adding disgusting things to his food that he thinks makes it taste good).*

Anyways the main point of the story was that Zishan wanted to surprise prank a friend of ours (which is my best freind and my dream sign). For a year now Zishan has had a giant crush on this girl, and by the end of the year he was suppose to propose to her before she graduated. It's been a year and he still hasn't proposed, and she graduated! My best friend is the most concerned about Zishans long delay. Zishan tells me that he was holding this fake event to trick my best friend into thinking that he proposed. So what was write subjects down on a yellow paper that had to do with marriage---he left blank spaces between each question so that my best friend would guess the name pertaining to the subject. His plan was to make my best friend believe that the blank name was the girl he wanted to marry, but actually the blanks belonged to my friend himself(it's very hard to explain but in the dream it made so much sense). He hid the paper under dozens of cookies, so when my friend got to the bottom and seen them he would automatically assume that he was talking about the girl.

I asked Zishan if he was really going to marry her---sadly his reply was "no she already got engaged to someone back home and she is leaving to meet him". Seconds later my best friend walked in (and strangly with a girl I had a huge crush on in middle school, she just came like she didn't even walk in with him). Everybody greeted her and him. Immediately Zishan goes to unraveling his plan advising my friend to come over and eat the some cookies p. I look over to Zishan and he is taking the cookies away to reveal the paper himself! My friend looks at him and his response was so funny it woke me up! He just told Zishan to shut up! Let's eat! And everyone burst out into laughter

Then I wake up*
Allahu Ekbar*

I am at Ahmed Elian’s house. I have slept over at his house. I wake up and ask him if he had a Lucid dream. On his iMac, he says “no”.

My dad picks me up from Ahmed Elian’s house after a sleep over. We are in the Nady’s parking lot though instead of the front of his house. The sky is brown and everything around reflects the hue. While in the car my dad talks to me about lucid dreaming. He asks me if I have managed it. I tell him I haven’t yet. He asks me if the methods that I am using are “street”. I tell him there is no such thing. We then begin to drive home. He talks about some new railroad being built. He say it is blocking certain roads that lead into Sherouk. He says this is why Sherouk is so empty right now. No one can get in! Halfway home, he stops the car. He says he’ll give me fifteen pounds if I manage to find a car. I get out and I walk over piles of sand and rock strewn on the side of the road in search for a car. I quickly find an old worn out van. I imagine there being people in there with guns and them shooting me dead. This is exactly what happens. I am dead. I continue the dream as my dad. As my dad, I am trying to kill the men who shot my son.I walk over to the van. I hide on one side with the killers on the other. I throw cardboard at them (because cardboard is very deadly). I think about how I am going to kill them. I decide I am going to catch the van on fire and make the gas tank explode. I manage to start a fire. I throw burning objects under the van. Then the scene changes to one of an arena. I am at the top of this arena looking into it. The men who killed my son were at the bottom of this arena. I throw stuff at the killers below.

As I was getting ready for bed I set my alarm slightly earlier then last night and took a mental note telling myself to wake up before my alarm.

Fell asleep, and I found myself awake a couple minutes before my alarm was scheduled to go off. I walked to the bathroom, emptied my bladder then I walked into the guest bedroom laid down and began attempting WILD shortly after. I recall this transition taking quite a long time. I was getting more imagery then I previously experienced and my transition lasted for what felt like 3-4 minutes.

I remained patient and found myself experiencing a falling sensation. As I felt myself falling I focused on closing my eyes and after the sensation stopped I opened them. I found myself laying down in a bed within a log cabin. I got up quickly and remember being very excited to begin my dream. On a bench next to the bed sat my dog. After getting up I decided I wanted to interact with my surroundings in my dream prior to trying the planned events I had. I began asking my dog questions and talking to her expecting some kind of answer. Instead she just stared at me with a blank stare.
After trying to talk to her for a bit I wanted to go outside. I opened the door and found a flight of wooden steps. The steps were fairly long and led to a similar valley that I had experienced last night in my dream. I remember looking around and there was a path to the left of the stairs. When I noticed this path I saw a figure walking down the path and as he approached I remember looking at his top hat in detail. He had papers in his hand and he was happily skipping down the trail.
As he came closer I asked him who he was. As I asked him this question he threw all his papers in the air and I found myself staring at all the papers. Each paper had different things of significance on them and they really grabbed my attention.
Soon after he dropped all his papers the dream transitioned into a fully snow covered ski trail. The dream character had fallen on his skis and there were two people around him trying to lift him up. I recall approaching him and as I got close to him I turned my head to keep him centered and recall seeing an isle behind him. It looked like an isle in a grocery store and shortly after seeing this isle I woke up.

I lost lucidity after talking to the dream character. I believe the papers triggered my focus and made me forget that I was dreaming. Tonight I think I rushed into my dream and when I obtain lucidity again I am planning on stabilizing my dream before interacting with it.

The dream started at my grandmas house, I go upstairs in the back yard and go inside then I see my friend and theres big bags of weed, so I pocket some go back out and the backyard is flooded with the door looking like its going to burst out, then all of a sudden im driving down streets and get pulled over with the cop saying im going to county jail and takes my keys, Then I somehow stash my wet weed and start driving, the brakes suck and I go into a fenced area and see someone famillier, he says hoe ru driving without key,"IDK" go inside with him see his family, and see my cousins son get grabbed by him and I wake up.

Monday 04 June 2012
This dream was sick! It was sooooo long! But unfortunately I remember , very little from this dream epic. ☹
I will document it to the best of my ability: I am standing somewhere that is a frosty blue. The ground is that of a barren desert with a possible thin layer of snow. There are a few leafless trees scattered about. I am standing on a white path slightly raised from the rest of the surrounding ground. Along the sides of the path are little mounds of what look like dead bodies. I have a long sword in my hand. Then from behind me comes a samurai. He runs along the path touching his sword to the mounds. As he does this I notice there is someone else I haven’t seen on the path. He is a small boy wearing blue shorts and an orange shirt. I look back to the mounds the samurai touched with his sword. From all the mounds he touched rose robotic skeletal warrior men.
Once that happened I had this knowledge: There was a war. The samurai I had seen was on my side. By touching the mounds he had summoned dead warriors to fight a battle. He summoned warriors from all the mounds except one, which lay at the end of the path. I had to get the mound and summon the last warrior before the kid in the orange shirt did. That warrior was the most powerful of all and would be the difference between winning and losing the war.
Now I look at the kid in the orange shirt. He looks back. Immediately, we run for the last mound. At this point the mound is no longer a mound, but an already standing warrior frozen in place. We had to stab the warrior to unfreeze him. (stabbing the warrior to unfreeze him doesn’t make much sense, but hey, I got to use my sword) Who unfroze him would decide who’s side the warrior would fight on. We both run as fast as we can to the last warrior in desperation. I get the feeling I might not make it in time. I take my sword and throw it at the warrior. I guess the same realization cam over the other kid because he did the same. We both miss. Not wasting a second we run to are swords and make another attempt. Once again we both miss. I realize I wont ever be able to hit the warrior by throwing my sword at him. I grab my sword and run to the warrior. Once again, the orange kid does the same thing. But I am faster. I take my sword and drive it in to the warrior. Unfrozen, the warrior runs back down the path a leaves the frosty blue wasteland through a bright doorway. The orange kid looks at me with bitter hate. He wants me dead. I run. I look back and see that he is chasing me. But he doesn’t run. In fact he is walking very slowly. His face literally looks like this: X( I run through the door way at the end of the path way.
I am now at in my compound at Ras Sudr. I am still running from the orange kid. Now I remember next to nothing. Which sucks. But here it is in the form of random fragments: I walk past many houses. I know he is way behind and if I’m lucky I should be able to evade him. If my memory serves me right, then he no longer has a sword but a gun instead………………………….I am at my villa…………………..I see my dog. He is barking at a cat outside the yard. He somehow gets through the fence by passing between the metal rods with a mere 6 inches between them. I find this impressive and clap…………….. The cat and my dog in and out of our yard and outside………. My dad and I look for more cats behind stuff……………I catch a little kitten………..I am holding her, the kitten is in a little plastic bag up to her arms. I hold her in her plastic cocoon………………..I am inside…My sister and Donia see me with the kitten………They have an AW SO CUTE attack. I leave…….I return to take wittle kitty from sister………….I figure it is no use running from the orange kid. I should kill him and get him out of the way forever. I begin to plot his death.

Oh yeah and I let the kitten go outside and she runs to her mother who is a Chihuahua with a wacky haircut...

I'm in a rather shabby-looking building. It's supposed to be a chemistry lab, though the room I'm in seems to resemble an airport departure gate with a manned desk next to a door that leads to the lab. For some reason, I'm wearing a cropped shirt that gives me a bare midriff (something that would not work with my body type at all). The people at the desk won't let anyone in, but Dad manages to persuade them to let us through so I can see if they'll hire me to work at the lab. We go through the door, down a hallway, and into a room with files. I take out a file folder to look at it… And then we're back in the outer room again at the desk. This time, no matter how Dad tries, they won't let us through for security reasons. While he argues at the desk, I wander down a staircase and find myself in an apartment that resembles my basement. There's a Haitian woman there who is employed as a nanny. She has to punish one of her charges, and I watch as she calls the child's parents. She tells the father that he'll want to speak to her in person rather than hear what happened from his wife.

And then I woke up, made a bathroom run, then went back to sleep.

I'm at my old job, watching another employee trying to process an equal exchange. She can't figure it out and ends up charging the customer an extra $8. Then a customer approaches my register to do an equal exchange. She says that a salesperson named Eugenia had helped her. I'm having trouble entering this in the computer because the keyboard puzzles me. Instead of the standard keyboard, it has the letter alphabetically, but between "E" and "F" is a "Eug" key. I'm not sure if I should use "E" or "Eug" for Eugenia. The customer is getting frustrated and keeps asking why it's taking so long. I'm trying to faster, but I'm so confused. Then I find that the customer did not bring her receipt because she assumes I can easily ring an even exchange for the same item. I try to explain how our register system is complicated and I need the exact discount codes from her receipt, which frustrates her even more.

Followed by a completely separate dream:

I'm on a stakeout with Jethro Gibbs and his team. We're in an old motel room, though it seems to resemble a cabin with separate living room and bedrooms. The idea is that something is left out on a living room table for the suspect to pick up and scan while the team hides in a bedroom. Supposedly, when the bad guy scans the bar code, it will allow NCIS to track his bank account. The plan seems to work, the suspect leaves, and the team starts cleaning up. I'm busy collecting all these long tubes with bar codes. There was only supposed to be one, but they seem to be multiplying. The front door of the cabin is open with just the screen door shut. Through the screen, you can see the parking lot of the motel is starting to fill up with a mob of people carrying baseball bats and other similar objects. Tony and I look at each other and agree that something bad is about to happen. The team needs to get out of here in a hurry. I run into the bedroom to warn Gibbs, but he's in the bathroom. Despite me shouting through the door, he does not seem to realize the danger in time. In the living room, I see someone walk in carrying… a cricket bat? I go back to yell at Gibbs again that we're in trouble, but I can hear banging noises and shouts of pain coming from the bathroom. Gibbs finally comes out, his face covered with abrasions (that don't exactly look fresh, more like they have started to heal, I notice). I assume that Gibbs was probably attacked by members of the bat-wielding mob. I take him out back to a getaway car, but I spot a problem. The car seats five people, and there's already four sitting inside with only space for one more in back. But Gibbs tells me we have no time to wait for another car. He pushes me in back seat ahead of him. Surprisingly, the backseat is a lot roomier than I expected. All four of us in back are able to sit comfortably without feeling crowded. It's like sitting on a really wide bench, actually. The car takes off, and I notice that the front passenger door doesn't seem to be completely closed. As I look closer, I see pieces of the car body around the door are damaged or missing entirely. The car stops at an intersection. To the right, there's a man in a beekeeper outfit waving an object that gives off smoke. I remember how beekeepers use smoke to get bee swarms to leave. I realize those gaps around the door could be a problem if bees come this way. I shout for Ziva in the front seat to hold her door shut tightly. Before she can do anything, two really large bees, larger than a fist, slam into the windows. The driver (Abby, I think) freaks out but hits the accelerator, and the car takes off.

The next thing I know, I'm checking my email and finding a response from "Jay." (Oddly enough, Jay used to play Gibbs in a RPG.) Apparently I had emailed him with my concerns about being left out of the planning stages of a game plot. His response is pretty cold, telling me that it's my fault no one wants to consult with me, and that I'd better get with it and sign into my next activity on time if I don't want to get thrown out. I wake up in a bit of a panic over being late.

Weening off 5-HTP.

So since the kids are out of school, I set my alarm for 6:55am and 7:15am, as if it were just another school day. Danny came home off his night shift at 7:15 as usual, then went to take a shower. I fell asleep before he got back, for which I am glad. This usually sparks the biggest FA/lucid opportunities for me. Because he doesn't always work night shifts when I'm off. So I'm not always trying to get to sleep when he takes an early shower. The point I'm making, when he comes back to bed after the shower, I'm not sure if I'm dreaming it or not, so it's an excellent opportunity to try and determine if I'm having a false awakening or not. So....

Danny comes back to bed and lies down. I turn over to look at him, and he's looking at me with the most ridiculous smile. Not a, "Hey baby, you want to?" smile.. more like a "My face is frozen in The Joker expression" smile. I just kinda touch his face and push his head down on the pillow. He just obliges and lies back, staring at the ceiling with the same creepy expression. If only I could screencap these things for him. Anyway, I was filled with that temporarily disorienting feeling of "I'm dreaming!" and went through my usual thing of carefully getting out of bed, feeling every movement to make sure I wasn't getting up for real, losing lucidity and therefore ruining the dream.

Here's where things get odd.. I don't remember losing lucidity and getting it back, but I must have, because the next thing I remember is being in the backyard of an unfamiliar house. It was nighttime and winter.. lots of snow on the ground. But I didn't appear here instantaneously.. I feel there's a gap in my memory. Only thing I can think of is I lost lucidity, then DILDed and got it back, but forgot reattaining the lucidity. So weird. Anyway, it was so beautiful out, and clear. The air was still, and quiet. There were two old fashioned lamp posts, one on my right, and one on my left. And there was a full moon to my right, occasionally disappearing and reappearing from behind tall, black pine trees. Then I heard a horrible sound, like some flying predator diving and screeching, grabbing its prey, then returning to flight. There was so much flapping and unholy animal like screeches. I was lucid so I wasn't scared, just really curious! I stepped off the porch onto the snowy ground, and looked to the sky. It was hard to see because it was so dark, but I could make out something really high up, with giant black wings, that reflected the cold blue moonlight. I just knew it was a Ring Wraith on a fell beast. I screamed "NAZGUUUUUUL!!!!!" and it swooped down near me, then back up into the air again. I was filled with the excitement and desire for it to swoop down and grab me with its claws, then take me flying to god only knows where. I kept screaming for it, and it kept swooping down close to me so I could see it, but it never took me. I started to get blind in one eye again (I think disappointment triggers lack of clarity in my LDs.. just a hypothesis). But I noticed that it helped if I stood in such a way that the trees blocked the moon and the lamp posts. I lifted my hands to where I could see both of them, and I began snapping my fingers back and forth. I did that because I wanted to incorporate at least 3 senses in my stabilization technique: seeing, feeling and hearing my fingers snapping. Things got really clear again, but I woke up right after.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This dream was yummy , I actually tasted the food in it.

I was at school, in my art classroom. Although it had a very different layout. It was located where the science rooms are. I was walking around the classroom talking to my friends when I saw my dog outside the classroom. People were asking me if that was my dog and I said yes. I walked out to see him but he was gone. My aunt then came round the corner with him, then disappeared back round the corner again. As it is my dreams, I didn't give a fuck and decided to play with the ice cream on a random table just next to me. My teacher then came out and put some orange ice cream in to a bowl. When she left, I picked up the bowl and examined the orange ice cream. I then scooped some chocolate, vanilla and strawberry ice cream in to it and then put chocolate sauce on top. I got hungry and ate it, shit tasted nice. I heard someone coming so I quickly ate it and hid under the table. Unfourtunately my teacher caught me as I had chocolate all around my mouth, and my hiding skills are terrible. The dream then ended here.

Finally caught up with my DJ. I think my puppy may be a new dream sign, but school is a definate dream sign.

I'm waking up in my bed at my aunties house. I get up and look around a bit, everything looks like it always does. I contemplate playing some games or going to the kitchen to get something to eat. I get up and see some girl walk into the bathroom before me. All I saw was her hair, It was strawberry blond, and went to Golden-orange tips, a little over shoulder length. I walk out into the living room and see doug on the couch sleeping, I walk into the kitchen and grab a bagel. As I walk back into the room someone knocks on the door. I turn and look down the hall to see doug waking up and answering it. I walk back into the bedroom and start to change, and get clothes ready for after I take a shower. When I walk back out the girl is sitting on the couch in the living room and everyone is in between us. Someone has the shower running, warming the water up no doubt, but the bathroom door is open. I then run in and shut the door. Doug starts screaming at me, and then I yell back that I would be out really quick. I check myself out in the mirror for a bit. Notice my hair is parted kind of funny and fix it. I then walk out of the bathroom and everyone says hi, except the girl, and I walk back to the bedroom. In there and play my guitar for a long time. Suddenly the girl walks in, in nothing but a towel, her hair dripping water. She closes the door and drops the towel casually and then walks over to the dresser and starts pulling clothes out. She catches me staring at her and turns to me and says, "What?" Nothing I reply, and start playing my guitar but keep staring at her. After she is done I walk out into the living room and no one is there. She walks out and sits next to me on the small couch. She asks if we can lay down so we do, and I end up falling asleep.

Doug walks in the front door and I wake up, alone on the couch. I get up and start to talk to doug be then I realise something is off. I start to question wether it was a dream or not. I then try to throw something and it doesn't work at first. I can't stop this feeling though and I just know its a dream, so I walk out front of the house. I notice my memory is fuzzy, I can't think of what the TOTMs are and I don't know how I ended up here or who the girl was. I insist to myself its a dream even though my first check proved nothing. I then try to float just a bit high.

It starts working, I float higher, so I can see all of the col-du-sac and into the town to the west. I then sit and try to think what to do. I let myself back to the ground, and walk inside. Doug is in the kitchen and I go to the room. I sit and meditate and think as much as I can on the floor. I enjoy and notice how everything feels so real. I push myself to make everything more vivid. once I feel like the world is as vivid as real life and all my senses are getting a good dose of real feel, I start to think about what I want to do now that I am lucid. Suddenly I remember the advanced TOTM I walk outside and start to fly up. I then Fly to the north, and remember the train tracks that I know of are in another town further north. I also notice that the world is getting fuzzy and dull so I scream for Lucidity and Clarity. Sure enough it helps, but only after my vision is flickered white a few times. I then think a train will appear a train will appear. I then hear one, Its to the west, and I'm flying north so I change direction and head that way. I see it is also traveling north and i fly closer to it. I then land on it and start slipping around. there are no rails or anything to hold onto and it is moving fairly fast. I slide off and almost hit the ground before I catch myself and make my fly. I decide that one of the carts up ahead will have rails to hold onto better. I then fly alongside it. I get so overwhelmed with joy and a love for the feeling of flying I scream really loud for no reason. I then ponder if I made any noise with my real body and how real the dream feels. I decide I have flown far enough and fly upward so I can see the top of the train, and sure enough it has rails now. I fly up and land on the train again, this time holding on the rails on one side of the car. I then start walking further and further up toward the front of the train. I jump from one cart to another a few times and then I notice a little hatch on the floor. Its pitch-black on the inside of the train but I decide to jump in anyways. I start to float and can's see anything its all black, and I feel like I am coming out of my dream.

I wake up. the girl from earlier is holding me and we are in the back of a car. I look around and Doug and Chuck are up front, Doug Driving, and we are pulling into my aunties house. they walk in but we stay in the car. I turn to the girl and she is really beautiful. She is staring at me and we start to talk.

"You know this is my dream and your inside my head right" I say

"What do you mean" she asks

"Well you have had dreams before when you sleep right?" I ask her,

"Of Course everyone does," she says

"Well I'm really sleeping right now and this is my dream" I say to her

She starts to freak out and cry and I give her a hug and tell her its alright.

"You basically just told me that everything I have thought till now was a lie, and that once you wake up I'll die and your life will go on." She sobs to me.

"Its ok, You won't die, because really you are a part of me. Your special to me, a piece in a way."

"But After this I'll never be able to do anything again."

"Not true," I tell her "Who really knows what dreams are, maybe you stay active the whole Time I'm awake. No one really does know"

"Well next time you dream will you find me" she asks

"Sure I reply, but I might not unless I get lucid first. But If you show up then You can help me get lucid and realise I'm dreaming." I say

"What do you mean?:" She asks

I then go on and explain to her what Lucid dreaming is and how once I realise I'm dreaming I can do anything and control everything and we start to walk inside. When I'm finished she asks if I can heal her then, I say yeah of course, and we walk inside. She lowers the right shoulder of her shirt and I see a blackness spreading over it and down her back. I put my hands around it and concentrate. Everything gets sharper then duller and even more sharp again as I stare and put all my power into it. the blackness starts to retract back to the center. Doug and Chuck are in aw. Suddenly I feel like I have to go outside. The girl thanks me and I take one more look into her beautiful eyes and notice they are golden with a bluish ring around the outer area. I go outside and someone flys down out of the air and lands right in front of me smashing the ground. He starts to laugh and asks why I think I'm the only one that can control dreams. I tell him its my dream and I'm in control and he says I lie. I then try to lift him into the air with my mind, and he starts laughing again, and mocks me. I start to shout at him THIS IS MY DREAM AND I CONTROL EVERYTHING. I then put my hands out in front of me and use my mind to lift him and slam him into the ground repeatedly. Eventually I drive him into the ground and close the hole over him, trying to make sure he will never be able to escape.

The phone Rings. I swear my mom wakes me every time I have a Lucid.

I'm waking up in my bed at my aunties house. I get up and look around a bit, everything looks like it always does. I contemplate playing some games or going to the kitchen to get something to eat. I get up and see some girl walk into the bathroom before me. All I saw was her hair, It was strawberry blond, and went to Golden-orange tips, a little over shoulder length. I walk out into the living room and see doug on the couch sleeping, I walk into the kitchen and grab a bagel. As I walk back into the room someone knocks on the door. I turn and look down the hall to see doug waking up and answering it. I walk back into the bedroom and start to change, and get clothes ready for after I take a shower. When I walk back out the girl is sitting on the couch in the living room and everyone is in between us. Someone has the shower running, warming the water up no doubt, but the bathroom door is open. I then run in and shut the door. Doug starts screaming at me, and then I yell back that I would be out really quick. I check myself out in the mirror for a bit. Notice my hair is parted kind of funny and fix it. I then walk out of the bathroom and everyone says hi, except the girl, and I walk back to the bedroom. In there and play my guitar for a long time. Suddenly the girl walks in, in nothing but a towel, her hair dripping water. She closes the door and drops the towel casually and then walks over to the dresser and starts pulling clothes out. She catches me staring at her and turns to me and says, "What?" Nothing I reply, and start playing my guitar but keep staring at her. After she is done I walk out into the living room and no one is there. She walks out and sits next to me on the small couch. She asks if we can lay down so we do, and I end up falling asleep.

Doug walks in the front door and I wake up, alone on the couch. I get up and start to talk to doug be then I realise something is off. I start to question wether it was a dream or not. I then try to throw something and it doesn't work at first. I can't stop this feeling though and I just know its a dream, so I walk out front of the house. I notice my memory is fuzzy, I can't think of what the TOTMs are and I don't know how I ended up here or who the girl was. I insist to myself its a dream even though my first check proved nothing. I then try to float just a bit high.

It starts working, I float higher, so I can see all of the col-du-sac and into the town to the west. I then sit and try to think what to do. I let myself back to the ground, and walk inside. Doug is in the kitchen and I go to the room. I sit and meditate and think as much as I can on the floor. I enjoy and notice how everything feels so real. I push myself to make everything more vivid. once I feel like the world is as vivid as real life and all my senses are getting a good dose of real feel, I start to think about what I want to do now that I am lucid. Suddenly I remember the advanced TOTM I walk outside and start to fly up. I then Fly to the north, and remember the train tracks that I know of are in another town further north. I also notice that the world is getting fuzzy and dull so I scream for Lucidity and Clarity. Sure enough it helps, but only after my vision is flickered white a few times. I then think a train will appear a train will appear. I then hear one, Its to the west, and I'm flying north so I change direction and head that way. I see it is also traveling north and i fly closer to it. I then land on it and start slipping around. there are no rails or anything to hold onto and it is moving fairly fast. I slide off and almost hit the ground before I catch myself and make my fly. I decide that one of the carts up ahead will have rails to hold onto better. I then fly alongside it. I get so overwhelmed with joy and a love for the feeling of flying I scream really loud for no reason. I then ponder if I made any noise with my real body and how real the dream feels. I decide I have flown far enough and fly upward so I can see the top of the train, and sure enough it has rails now. I fly up and land on the train again, this time holding on the rails on one side of the car. I then start walking further and further up toward the front of the train. I jump from one cart to another a few times and then I notice a little hatch on the floor. Its pitch-black on the inside of the train but I decide to jump in anyways. I start to float and can's see anything its all black, and I feel like I am coming out of my dream.

I wake up. the girl from earlier is holding me and we are in the back of a car. I look around and Doug and Chuck are up front, Doug Driving, and we are pulling into my aunties house. they walk in but we stay in the car. I turn to the girl and she is really beautiful. She is staring at me and we start to talk.

"You know this is my dream and your inside my head right" I say

"What do you mean" she asks

"Well you have had dreams before when you sleep right?" I ask her,

"Of Course everyone does," she says

"Well I'm really sleeping right now and this is my dream" I say to her

She starts to freak out and cry and I give her a hug and tell her its alright.

"You basically just told me that everything I have thought till now was a lie, and that once you wake up I'll die and your life will go on." She sobs to me.

"Its ok, You won't die, because really you are a part of me. Your special to me, a piece in a way."

"But After this I'll never be able to do anything again."

"Not true," I tell her "Who really knows what dreams are, maybe you stay active the whole Time I'm awake. No one really does know"

"Well next time you dream will you find me" she asks

"Sure I reply, but I might not unless I get lucid first. But If you show up then You can help me get lucid and realise I'm dreaming." I say

"What do you mean?:" She asks

I then go on and explain to her what Lucid dreaming is and how once I realise I'm dreaming I can do anything and control everything and we start to walk inside. When I'm finished she asks if I can heal her then, I say yeah of course, and we walk inside. She lowers the right shoulder of her shirt and I see a blackness spreading over it and down her back. I put my hands around it and concentrate. Everything gets sharper then duller and even more sharp again as I stare and put all my power into it. the blackness starts to retract back to the center. Doug and Chuck are in aw. Suddenly I feel like I have to go outside. The girl thanks me and I take one more look into her beautiful eyes and notice they are golden with a bluish ring around the outer area. I go outside and someone flys down out of the air and lands right in front of me smashing the ground. He starts to laugh and asks why I think I'm the only one that can control dreams. I tell him its my dream and I'm in control and he says I lie. I then try to lift him into the air with my mind, and he starts laughing again, and mocks me. I start to shout at him THIS IS MY DREAM AND I CONTROL EVERYTHING. I then put my hands out in front of me and use my mind to lift him and slam him into the ground repeatedly. Eventually I drive him into the ground and close the hole over him, trying to make sure he will never be able to escape.

The phone Rings. I swear my mom wakes me every time I have a Lucid.