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In the dream, I remember being at school, and a bunch of people, including myself, were about to watch a film, but we apparently had to buy some things from a shop. So we all did, and when I was heading back, I came across one of my English teachers, she said something which I can't remember. So I continued back to the room where I was going to be watching the film, but it wasn't on, and people were just talking. This was because of the Olympics apparently. There were visitors from around the world, and the most memorable was a blonde, french female. All of a sudden, my perspective changed, I wasn't me anymore, I was some guy who was taller, looked like he had more weight on him, and was wearing a blue coat. He spent all his time with the french person, but they didn't really do much.

I was at the rec center, waiting for Danny and the kids to join up later. It looked bigger and fancier. Anyway, I hadn't even made it to the treadmill when a really handsome, muscular, full-of-himself guy had his eyes on me. He was flirting with me, and had that look on his face like "Yeah baby, I know you're loving the attention." I wasn't lucid, so I just kept resisting him because I didn't' want to cheat on Danny. Epic Fail. So the Dude asked me to spot him, something like 240 pounds worth of barbell. I said "I can't do that, it's too heavy." He said "Suuuure you can, come on." I felt helpless, like, truly. I didn't want to do anything that would get me into trouble, but I couldn't resist helping this guy. I managed to actually do it right, and he did some reps. Jesus help me. Then he suddenly grabbed these medieval looking wrought-iron lances with 4 prongs at the end from the back of the workout bench, and began chucking them at people walking by, nicking the top of one girl's fishing rod that she was carrying. I guess they were supposed to be for barbarian style target practice. I screamed "What the fuck man!?" He said "What, did I hit that girl?" I said "Very nearly! You hit her fishing pole!" He said "Oh well." and laughed a little. When he was done with his reps, he took my arm and took me into a conference room. He wasn't rough or forceful, but he was being kinda pushy, and grabbed me around my waist, asking for a kiss. I said I can't, I'm taken. He said "Why, what's he gonna do about it?" I said "He'll beat your ass!!" Though deep down, I was a bit scared, because Dude was waaaay bigger than Danny. I suddenly turned my head and looked out the window, where I saw Danny and the kids pull up in the car. I said "Oh shit." So this time I grabbed Dude's hand, and ran toward the dining area, pulling him behind me. I left Dude there while I went to meet Danny and the kids. As I tried to walk away from him, he was still holding my hand and wouldn't let go, and I think I was doing the same. Bad Ophelia. I finally let go, or he did, and I went out the front door and saw my family. Chris ran up to me, then did a fake out as I tried to hug him, then he came back and I gave him a hug and swung him around. Then I went to jump up into Danny's arms like I do sometimes, but he pointed to his leg and said, "I can't, it's injured." I went up and kissed him, then said "Of ALL the times you should have told me not to jump into your arms, this was NOT the time." Because I knew Dude was watching all of this. I was hoping that him seeing me with my family would deescalate things. When we went inside, Dude was standing there, with his arms crossed, looking at Danny as if it was some kind of showdown!! I got scared, I've never seen Danny fight before, but he did win Tae Kwon Do tournaments, and has some MMA training. Still... this Dude was BUILT. I explained to Danny that Dude had been hitting on me, and Danny just looked pissed. They talked a bit, but I guess worked it out, I dunno. I was just ready to leave because the situation was uncomfortable, and I was having trouble resisting this Dude. He was so sexy and fearless! I have a memory gap, but later I remember being in the dining area, sitting next to Dude. And before I was ready to get up and leave, I stuck my hand down the back of his pants and grabbed his bare butt cheek. Then I looked around real quick to make sure Danny didn't see.

What the fuck I would never do that in real life. Of course, Kraid ruthlessly manipulated me into sending a racy PM to a guy but that's a completely different thing.

In my nightmare episode last night I was supposedly a dead person in the dream world.

It first started out where I had a aquarium tank that filled up the size of half a family living room in my house. I felt kind of odd looking at the fish in the tank, something felt 'fishy' almost like the whole reason I was ever looking at the tank was for that reason, So I could suspect my surrounding and really notice what was happening.

Something big happened to where the fish tank exploded and reality within the dream started to intertwine with other realities. I knew this was happening because everything seemed to be normal but then items in the room started to float/change/explode

I was then sitting in a backyard that I did not recognize as my own and it did not seem familiar either. The grass in the back yard was thick, dark and green, tangled, and tall. I was sitting in the back yard with other people. Then I really started to realize my surroundings. The weather was dark and gloomy, like during the day when it is going to rain. I then started to ask myself "where am I?" The people with me where ghosts/spirit and told me I was on the otherside "What is this place, who are you" I also asked but they didn't really answer. That is when I decided to jump this old brown picket fence that way taller than out into the front yard. When I did this something that looked like the gravelings from the tv series Dead like me jumped onto me and started to suck life out of me, even tough it seemed like I was dead already.

My dream early this morning started out where I was at an elementary school. Serah Farron was the teacher there and she was supposed to be my mom in the dream.

I know that in the game she is a school teacher sooo...

The one thing that frustrated me the most in the dream was that I kept trying to walk into the classroom where she was teaching. The classroom had students who I really couldn't tell the age off but they were in grade school. When I tried to walk into the classroom to see my mom, Serah, another lady who I did not recognize walked up to me from the front of the classroom and told me to leave.

I did see Serah once in the dream, but she had seemed to disappear into a classroom. She seemed very real to me.

The dream changed to where there was some sort of situation with a family. The family was being bothered by some outside source and they knew it. This outside source was connected to someone who lived in this small family. This person had a ring that was flaming which was supposed to resemble something really important in the dream because that was what I was told in the dream.

The dream was connected to something very powerful, and it was only ever in flames when something was at desire. But, this was also supposed to be this person's wedding ring, or gift from someone that was important to them.

I just Remembered this dream I had a while back while reading another person's forum post about how there dreams always suck really bad.

So, basically in my dream I was trying to located someone's house. This person was very important to me but I had no idea where I was in the dream world because everything looked so unfamiliar. I really didn't even know this person IRL. This person's family was asian and they had a really nice house with a backyard pool. I was hovering/floating over this person's house like I was a ghost or disembodied viewer when my mom drives her car into this person's backyard pool somehow causing it being an accident but to me it looked like she did it on purpose. END

First of all I was thinking "WTF is my mom doing here." I don't know how she discovered where I was but she did.

I've had a LOT of neighborhood dreams recently, reoccurring ones that I have had for years.

one of them is where I am at my old junior high, but it doesn't exactly resemble the one I actually went to, and with most of my recurring dreams its a location from real life but somehow its better looking and I get away with a lot more. So anyways, I'm at my old junior high school and I don't want to be there. There is a passing time between classes and that is usually when I decide to run away from school, literally, because every time I run away the school authorities want to run after me. I'm running down this really long side-walk that is still in school property it takes forever to get past school property so I'm no longer in school. Once I'm off school property this lady in a golf cart, who I seem to recognize, and is also the security officer at the school decides to chase after me in her golf cart. But, I out run her. Sometimes she has another guy who kind of looks like the school aid teacher I had In real life (IRL) in elementary school who is actually a women with a mustache. I get to this crosswalk. For some odd reason once I get to this crosswalk even though it is barely past school property I stop running. There are cars waiting for me to cross, and i wait until the crosswalk says to walk. But then I start running again all the way to a safe-zone in my old neighborhood.

The thing I hate about this dream Is that I'm never who I want to be in the dream therefore I'm always doing the wrong thing or something that I would never do even in a dream because its too boring.

It has gotten to the point now where I tell the lady and the whole school or the so called authorities that "i'm not worth their time, so why do the keep chasing me?" But I also tell myself within the dream that that "I will keep trying until I have a great defeat, or until I die trying."

Dream One (Fragment): All I can remember of this was images of my favorite pokemon, Dragonair.

Dream Two: I'm leaning back against the back of a truck as though I don't want to be seen and I'm sneaking around. I look to my right, and I see Altair leaning against an SUV a few feet from me. I realize he needs a distraction to get away, and what ever reason I'm hiding for isn't really that important. I motion to myself, then to a turret I can see nearby to let him know I'm going to go over there and make a distraction. I slip quietly between the vehicles, then start to walk towards the turret. When I get several feet from the vehicles so they're not immediately suspect as being where I came from, I holler out really loudly and run towards the turret, arms flailing in the air. When I reach the turret which seems to be made of regular modern bricks (odd, lol) I start to climb it by using the uneven bricks as hand and foot holds. Only get about six feet up before out of all the people commenting how crazy I must be, I hear a girls voice saying, "I can not believe she's doing that, doesn't she have any respect for her own life and how dangerous that is? It's sickening how people who want to live are dying from illness and people who are perfectly healthy would throw that away by pulling stupid stunts that could get them killed!" I jump down, because I recognize the girl as one of my neighborhoods kids. I go over to her and ask her what she's talking about, and she tells me the oldest kid in the neighborhood has lung cancer or something and how he's going to die, and here I am practically throwing my life away in front of them all. I don't even bother to go into how I'm pretty sure I won't die, instead I tell her it's hard to feel sorry for him when He's been smoking since I moved in a few years ago. It's common knowledge now that smoking leads to cancer, and obviously he didn't care then. In my mind I see no difference, because like I would know climbing a tower could kill me, he also knew smoking a cigarette could kill him. Just because it took longer for the cigarette's poison to sink in doesn't make him less guilty of throwing his life away. I wake up, kind of mad, lol.

Dream Three: Took a while to fall back asleep, damn insomnia, but I managed. This time I'm at the beach in a shop looking at over priced shirts. I leave and come back, and suddenly the shirts are all only a dollar but they're very picked through so I can't find what I like in my size. I leave, and am in a car with my Grandma and my son now. Usually I drive, but in the dream Grandma is driving. It starts raining so we pull over. I open my door to get out of the car, and I hear someone yell out, "It's coming!" suddenly the rain turns into sheets of water and hail and the wind is blowing like crazy! I can't pull the door closed, so it's pelting me with all of this, then the car starts to lean to the side like it's about to flip over! I put my leg out to push the car back down, and it works, then I get the door closed. It rains so hard I can't see for a moment longer, then it stops and I realize we're not in the parking lot anymore, but in the road and my grandma has bee driving through the rain we can't see in. I fuss at her telling her she could have driver into a ditch or off a cliff or run over someone or something! She tells me, "I had to get us out of there so we wouldn't die!" I try to explain she could have killed us easier than the storm could have, but she won't listen. Then she nearly runs over a girl on a bike. I start screaming, Stop Grandma! Stop! and she doesn't stop! The little girl luckily jumps out of her way, then she nearly runs over a man carrying his baby! He luckily gets out of the way too but I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, STOP THE DAMN CAR GRANDMA!!! RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!! She stops, and gets mad at me for cursing, but I tell her I tried to tell her to stop nicely, and she didnt and nearly ran over a little girl, a man, and his baby! She says she never did any such thing, but I refuse to let her drive anymore! I take the wheel, and call my mom who I think is at the beach with us. She's alive, but she's broke her ankle in the storm and needs us to take her to the hospital. I go to pick her up, and the sirens blare warning us there's another storm coming. My son turns into my brother, only child sized, and we dive under a couch trying to hide from the hail and debris. I use my phone to try to see the weather, but my dad calls while the page is trying load to tell us about the bad weather -_- I wake up.

Dream Four: I walk out onto the front porch, and I see something sheer and iridescent green wrapped around the porch swing. On close inspection it's a snake skin... then I see movement, and it's a second green snake shedding it's skin near this first skin! I jump back kind of surprised, but I know green snakes aren't dangerous and have held them before so I'm not terrified like of copperheads that can kill you It sheds it's skin, then slithers to a nearby basin of water. My grandma comes out side, and I tell her that I just watched the snake shed it's skin, and she tells me that that green snake has been soaking in the water and shedding her skins all day. Apparently the first skin belongs to the same snake. Then I watch the snake rise out of the water, shake like a dog, then slither up the wall to the roof of the house and then slither along the roof to the other side of the house. I hear my kid scream in the back yard when he sees the snake, and he comes running towards me crying and terrified. I wake up before he gets to me.

Dream Five: There's a present on a grey plastic fold out table. I go to look at it, and some guy tells me that's for mike (who ever Mike is, lol) I ask him what book it is because it looks like a book. He tells me it's called something like, "I am Flannagan" or something. Then someone asks if some guy didn't write a book with a similar titles, then the first guy says yeah, he's giving a copy of that book to Mike for his birthday. Everyone starts laughing, I think that this mike guy doesn't like the author of that book so this is like a gag gift to piss him off. I notice a cake on the table too, don't remember it being there in the beginning. Then the door opens and this mike guy walks in. He's got really long brown curly hair and a full bear so he kind of looks like a modern cave man, but he's smiling and I get the impression that he's one of those genuinely nice guys who just likes to have fun and make the people around him happy. There's a little girl with him (now that I look back, probably the same girl from the dream the night before) He picks her up, and he's so big she looks tiny in his arms even though she's close to my own height. He lets her blow out the candles for him then goes to open his gift. Unfortunately I wake up too soon to find out what his reaction was I bet it would have been funny!

Before falling asleep last night I decided to smoke some medium-grade weed to see if it helped with meditation more than the high-grade weed I've been smoking. The reason for this is because all of the high-grades around here are body highs, which means they have a good THC/CBD ratio rather than the mostly-THC head highs of the medium-grades. Since THC works through CB1 receptors which colocalize with and also indirectly stimulate D2 receptors, I figured this would be a much better bet for achieving a dream state; THC-dominant strains also make me hornier and trip harder in a psychosis kind of way, all evident of dopaminergic effects. The CBD strains have anti-THC action and then add their own serotonergic effects, which is wonderful for getting high and probably even for meditating in a non-dream-related way, but that's not what I'm looking for here. The outcome was pretty successful, I didn't achieve a WILD or OBE or anything because I'm inexperienced and it was right before going to bed originally, but the vibrations did get very strong, I felt warm and tingly all over and I had basically melted into the flat surface of my bed. I also used a light machine the first 10 minutes of it, and that created some pretty intense patterns that were pushing the high into complex visuals like cascading faces. After I finally pulled myself out of that, I fell asleep.

Dream Fragment - "Flying in a jungle with N, commemorative dollar coins with jokes written on them, school/mall food court, Facebook, talking about shared dreaming?"

Lucid Fragment IV [DILD]

I remember becoming lucid based on the fact that something I said didn't make much sense, but I don't really remember what it was now. This wasn't an "oh no, another lucid lost to a fragment!" dream, I was just really tired when I woke up and I didn't think it was interesting enough to merit taking the effort to write it down. Yeah, I was feeling lazy.

Jello Cubes And Drugs [Non-Lucid]

In an auditorium, I was in a new class with lots of confusing things going on, and my mom was sitting next to me in some kind of stadium seating. She had stopped talking after some red jello energy cube showed up next to us. I was pretty high and I started playing with it, unsure of what exactly it was. I was also talking to some really drug-dealer-stoner-looking guy about a new powerful drug I was planning to synthesize, and my description was complete with cartoony breakthrough visuals with bugs and galaxies and veins and blood vessels and etc., and I was saying it could basically either make you trip balls or it could kill you, we just don't know yet. The visual was pretty intense! That part of the conversation happened as we were walking through a hallway somewhere after leaving the auditorium, but I can't remember much after that now.

First Experiment [Sleep Paralysis]

After I woke up I got on DV and checked new threads for probably not longer than five or ten minutes. Upon checking the Post pictures of sexy hawt females thread, it occurred to me that I still hadn't officially reset my counter to zero for the one month of no masturbation challenge, and I was finally in the mood to do so. So that was fun.... Afterwards I thought about how long it had been since I originally woke up, and decided what better than now for a WBTB experiment? I got out my bong and smoked some more of my medium-grade weed, then positioned myself lying on my back in the bed, facing up.

At first I just felt extremely relaxed and zoned out. Then I started getting some mild hypnagogia coupled with delirium, i.e. thinking it was actually happening, but only a little bit. The first thing I remember is repeatedly thinking that I was walking into my bathroom and looking into the mirror, but still being faintly aware that I was really still in bed. There was more than that, but it's hard to remember now. After a while I got lazy and intended on giving up, so I flipped over to my side.

Suddenly, there was a large number of things going on in the room. First, the TV was on, I couldn't see it but I could hear it quite clearly. I don't remember what was being said. Second, my cat was meowing loudly in my room, and I couldn't see him either. Third, my mom was telling me something about my cat which I don't remember now. Same story, heard but not seen. And fourth, I was on DV talking to StaySharp about everything that was happening. Throughout all of this I was aware that this wasn't actually happening, except for the thing about DV. I was able to completely open my eyes and think at least somewhat lucidly. "Okay... I can't move.... So I'm in sleep paralysis? Alright then." With eyes open everything was dreamy and extremely distant, as if it was being perceived but not really processed. I looked at my laptop (which wasn't even actually there) and saw it start floating around the room, shrinking and growing in only one direction as it did so. There was a mild sense of "That's not right....", and then I closed my eyes again. I was back in my bathroom, looking in the mirror. This image wasn't completely solid, it was like 90-95% there, basically enough for it to be a fully structured dream sequence but with me still maintaining bodily awareness. I had a baby carrier positioned on me so that the baby would be in front of me, covering my chest and stomach, but there was no baby in it. Instead, there were two long, feminine, and beautiful legs protruding downward from somewhere in it that's hard to recollect now. I could also hear the voice of my cousin K talking about how I was going to turn into her or something, but I think it might have been more of my train of thought than something that was actually happening. This weirded me out a bit and, without fully comprehending the situation, I decided that I'd had enough of this. I opened my eyes again and just stared at the wall with the intention of ending the whole experience, and before long the dreamy feeling faded away, and I could move again.

I'll certainly be using this weed for more experiments in the future!

06.08.2012

Implings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe things start out where my father is driving me somewhere, and we stop near this very quiet neighborhood. I get out of the car, and he's still on the phone talking to someone. He was asking whoever it is he's calling about needing help with some kind of handicap?

I turn to my father to wait until he's doing talking on the cellphone, and he tells me to do something, though I can't remember what exactly.


I'm inside of a room, the flooring consists mostly of red carpet, a table covered in white cloth, and most likely a fireplace as well because the ceiling didn't have or little lights on at the moment.

It seems that I'm catching Implings from Runescape, but I'm not using my Account from Runescape to do it, I'm doing it with my own dream body....O.o I catch a few Magpie Implings until something else appeared.

I see a Kingly Impling appear, and it looks a little different than the MMORPG's portrayal, but I could still tell it was one, and I wanted to catch it as soon as possible before someone else did.

I tried to catch it, but it managed to slip out of my hand, and I tried to close the door to make sure it won't escape, because I can't even see where it's going at the time. When I closed the door, I can't find that little flying dude anywhere!

So I open the door again, and see something floating around. This place is fairly huge, seems like I'm in some kind of fancy ball room, but I don't pay too much attention to this because I want to catch that freaking impling!!!

I get closer and closer to the small object that I thought was an impling, and then I hear the sound of a fly buzzing inside of my afro.

The fly is stuck inside of my afro....-.-


I get a piece of paper towel, took the fly out of my afro and trapped it, and I hear it buzzing rapidly while it's trying to get out, but that only entices me to bend the paper towel even more so it can die.

I don't know how I disposed of the fly, but I see a Kingly Impling to the right of me. It's maybe 3-4 feet floating above me. I look at it for a while to make sure it isn't some fly like the one I probably killed just now, and I turn around and walked slowly to get a chair.

I continue walking slowly so the Kingly Impling wouldn't be startled or anything like that, and I placed the chair to the wall, and tried to reach for it.

I can't remember anything else from that dream.

I guess since I was catching a Kingly Impling, the environment that it would be in would obviously be fit for a king, as the Impling's name implies.

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06.08.2012

Females Rule This World (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm working on a worksheet, and I'm almost done too, and I when I'm finished, I believe I follow these men in line, most likely for conformity, and to see what's up with the long chain of only seeing men in line.

Everyone is going inside this long building, and apparently, each and every men refers to each other as a Brother.....

Wait.....

There seems to be a female guard that is handing out something in a Ziploc bag, thought I don't know what exactly. Everyone is taking it, so I take it as well. The whole flooring of the building is fancy red carpet over some dark tiles I believe. After going through a few levels of stairs, we stumble into a few more females.

This time, there was one that was distinguished compared to the rest of them based on her tone of voice. It sounds like she already knows what's going on here, but I sitll don't know what the heck is up with this kind of movement where men are being lined up to go somewhere like we're pets or something.

I believe the girl looked Hispanic, had a nice long black hair, and her skin tone was fairly dark-skinned, like light brown. I believe she's wearing a gray or faded turquoise shirt, along with dark blue jeans.

Since she was the one of the few females here, she caught my attention. She tells us about something, but I can't remember what exactly, I think her voice is a bit diluted from this point.

I continue staring at her, listening to whatever it is that I can't remember, then my hearing turns back to normal and the lady tells us while looking at me in the eyes,

"And don't look so depressed...."

We all continue moving wherever it is we're going to, and then there's a dream shift where we're all going downstairs this time. There's more stuff in Ziploc Bags that was handed out to us, but when it's my turn to recieve one, the female doesn't give it to me.

COME ON!!!! Damn it....I don't know what it is, but at least pay attention and give it to me! I take the other bag one the side of her (she didn't mind at all) by replacing it one in my hand from before.

Then she takes the one I had and gives it to the next person in line...

Then I realized I had the worksheet from the beginning in this dream in that same bag that I used to replace to get the other one.....and now someone else has my completed worksheet.

DANG IT!

The dream shifts again to where I'm sitting next to a fairly short girl, the type you would assume is probably 13-15, but she's really 18+

She has nice black hair, just like the other female that was talking to us, Hispanic as well, and probably wore the same outfit like the female with the profound voice....

Hmm....but her visage didn't match with her though.

We're both working on the worksheet again, and I think I look over at some of her answers while she's collaborating with me.

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06.08.2012

AP Economics Police (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not much to this dream other than my AP Economics teacher from High School (the younger one) is riding a fairly long police car. It takes me a while because I'm still surprised that my teacher is a police officer now, and I'm inside a vehicle while telling someone that's my AP Economics teacher.

He looks so funny trying to be serious and all, not even sure he has to be serious in a dream neighborhood that was pretty much quiet and peaceful.

I decided to create my Lucid Dream Vlogs on my youtube channel. These dreams are taken from my journal. I hope you enjoy!

In this Vlog I had Telekinetic abilites....It was awesome.




http://youtu.be/XvGk6FnHJN0

Dreaming was quite odd for me last night. I dreamed quite a lot and the dreams were vivid, but for some reason when I woke up from them, I couldn't be bothered to write them down which is frustrating! Oh well
I still remember some bits though luckily

I was at a house party somewhere in a town. It wasn't really far away, but it was still a good 30 or so miles - one of these parties that you're invited to but don't really know anyone going. I remember thinking the area looked like Winchester. Me and some friends who I don't remember were walking along a long downhill road, looking for a turning to find the persons house. When my friend gave the instructions the area suddenly seemed like the town I live in, near a church by Pizza Hut and Tesco. The turning they gave to me was the same turning to get into a garden park in real life. It was a cloudy, dull day but I think it was pretty warm. We turned left down the path, which was more like a driveway with pillars and walls on either side of it. The driveway was bumpy with stones as opposed to concrete, as the real life one is. We were told to keep walking until we reached a brick wall, where you could turn right then immediately another left to get to a certain shop. I can't remember what shop this was, but it was some sort of male clothing shop, like Burton, Topman, Republic, Brother2Brother or something.

When we reached this shop (which was black), I don't really remember a section of the dream. Suddenly, I was at a party. I was definitely shown the start of the party in the dream, but because I didn't write it down I don't remember it. It was a massive, massive party, in a huge mansion of some rich girl. I was trying hard to not drink too much alcohol, because I always do that and end up not being able to get with any girls, which is generally my primary goal Also, I was one of the only boys there. I think the hostess must have been at a single-sex college, as there was a huge amount of posh girls there and very few boys, the only boys being posh too. I felt like I was at an advantage with the girls as I have dreadlocks and although I dressed up smart-casual, I probably came across as very unique in the environment.

One of the parts of the party that I remember was lying in a large four-poster bed. I was on the bed with a very posh, dark haired and incredibly petite girl. Looking back on it, it would seem that she was only 14 or so which is pretty weird as I'm 17, but I think she just looked young. I was trying to get with her, as we were both lying parallel closely on the bed. However I just couldn't do it, she was being very difficult and proved that some of the girls were put off by my lower class.

Another moment I remember was being in some sort of dining room, and seeing a petite girl with huge breasts in very revealing black lingerie. She had her boobs hanging out from the top of her bra for a joke, and everyone was complimenting her on her sexiness and confidence. I saw this happening and thought the party was pretty damn crazy.

I don't remember much else of what happened at the party. The next thing I really remember is going to Sainsbury's by myself to get some food or something. I don't remember the journey there, just suddenly being there. It must have been quite late as this definitely occurred after the events I saw at the party, yet despite being indoors it still felt sunny outside. I don't remember buying anything - just walking out from one of the aisles towards the cashier, with a cigarette in my hand. I was heading towards the exit via the cashiers, and I bumped into my friend Latham's parents. Mick, his Dad, smokes and I didn't recognize him at the start, but he saw me with my dreads, holding a cigarette, and when I realized who it was I panicked and ignored him, walking away quickly. I lit the fag at some point when I was out, and saw them again, again embarrassed.

I then suddenly appeared at the same position I was in when I was first travelling to the house, by Tesco and Pizza Hut. I'd forgotten how to get to the house, but by retracing my steps I managed to find my way back to the clothes shop. I was now suddenly in the garden of the house. I'm pretty sure on my walk from Sainsbury's to here it had been sunset again like it was at the start, but it was suddenly dark again I'm not too sure if I got the order of the events correct as they don't make much sense. In the garden, I was trying to roll a cigarette. Some strange things happened now. The first was that I was trying to put the tobacco into my rizzla, but the tobacco was just a fine white powder, and quite a lot of it too. There was probably only about 7 rollies left but I was very confused. Without really thinking about it, I put it in my rizzla anyway. I noticed my best mate Ryan. B being there, and I asked him what the white stuff was. He told me it was something to do with white starch or something being filtered out when you roll a cigarette. Whatever he said made little sense as it'd never happened before! It was now that I realized I was putting the tobacco into a king skin sized rizzla! This confused me, and I then realized that it wasn't a king skin. It was about 8 skins stuck together vertically, making it look huge!! I tried to yank them out, and a massive rectangle containing about 15 rizzlas vertically and about 50 horizontally was pulled out of my pack! I was so confused, and blamed my clumsiness on me being too drunk, when I don't even think I was. I approached a guy who I had never met before and asked him if he could roll for me as I was too drunk, outstretching the massive collage of rizzlas in his face as I did so. Not sure if he did or not, I can't remember the rest of this bit. The garden was quite big but not as big as you'd think with such a massive house. It had a bench which we were all sat on at the start.

I was now in a hallway with a guy that I think I met sometime during the party. We did some sort of stupid, drunken thing like set off a fire alarm, as sprinklers were activated and the whole party was evacuated into an assembly hall We sat near the back, and the rest of the party spread out throughout the whole hall. There must have been a good 400 people there!!! The person speaking in the assembly must have suggested that someone had to own up, as me and the other victim giggled knowingly.

{I don't understand how I didn't have a Lucid Dream last night ,as the cigarette scene was just so weird and I knew that it was weird, so I really should have done reality checks. I'm thinking of changing my reality checks during the day to doing so when something strange happens. I woke up in the middle of this dream, and had also been dreaming about a girl called Anya Holloway who is a model in my town. I got distracted and then went back to bed, and immediately continued the dream! Woohoo!}

Found myself at a beach rave, dancing to some heavy dubstep. Woke up after the dream and hear the radio playing some classical choir song. What a cool transformation. Made me wonder about all the different sound scapes, that promise the user a certain dream...

I was standing in my driveway, looking at the blue sky. I noticed a couple rainbows crossing the heaven, then some more, and then it started whirling around with pretty rainbow-colored stripes, getting more and more intense. By the end it looked like a new years eve, except it wasn't fireworks, it was both small and large trails of rainbow flying around in the sky in their own small patterns of curves, circles and stripes. I was amazed by the sight, and looked at my father who stood beside me. He gave out a laugh and said "just wait till it gets covered". I looked at the moon who was right above us for a couple seconds. It was a big full moon, which is odd considering the sky being blue. Then all of a sudden, it was as if all the light in the world disappeared - at least from the visible area. It was as if someone turned off the sun. I fell to the ground. There was nothing but complete darkness. You couldn't see anything. The moon was dark, but had a bright halo around it. A good 10 seconds passed before the light turned on again, and I woke up.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

Woke 4:30am
My brother had the tv on while I slept.
Going to bed at sunset.

2; I fell into sleep a bit restless. I slept very warmly and deeply. Some way through I became conscious of being in a deep dream but wasn't lucid. It picked up along the course of my brothers army training. I remember training and the next thing my brother smiled at what was happening.. Deep in the ocean I was set among other people scaling a cement wall, with weighted gear under the water. Climbing the structure, it became electrified and we endured our way through the SHOCK, and up the ocean wall to the top which became another dream outside of the water. It ended as I watched someone finish.. The next dream celebrated.



here there's sunlight

This was a pretty vivid dream, but my recall isn't very good. It was a pretty long dream and must of lasted like an hour, I don't know how we met but I was with this girl, I didn't know who she is but I have seen her irl before. We started talking alot and we acted like we were a couple. We kept hugging eachother, I can remember being inside a map on modern warfare 3 in this dream(lol), my thoughts felt so real, I was thinking to myself I've finally met a girl that was so beautiful and fell in love with, it was pretty cool, its a shame I can't remember to much it was such a vivid dream. I need to start journaling first thing as I wake up :/

from my mouth got of two dental prosthesises and i remembered that i often had this situation in dreams, so it might be a dream. made RC and go for a walk, then remembered about TOTM. In real i thought about to jump to the train from something higher. It was night. i went to the road and there were high-voltage cable just on the road. I found rope ladder which led to the cable but it was difficult to climb and i was in gorisontal position. I saw the train. It was white and transparent a bit. I jumped and fall on my bottom just on the top. i stood up. the speed was like on the car - 60-80 km/h. i even stood a bit on one feet then jump on the land and awoke. it was falce awoking and my parents ask me why i didn't eat the toy of my son. I made RC , understood that its a dream and answered gently that toys are not for eating and awoke in real.