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It looks like being chased may be a dream sign. I almost became lucid in the exact same spot as I did in my last LD. The only difference is that I was actually pretty quick when I ran, I'm usually slow and out of breath.

I was walking out of the school car parking area (possibly car parking lots are a dream sign too?) and I noticed a suspicious looking black van. It was almost dark and the van's headlights were on. I saw a guy opening the door furthest away from me, so I sprinted faster than I ever have until I reached the spot where I was lucid in my other dream. I performed a reality check, but I was too busy running from the man. I also thought it was real because I was running at a decent speed, so I kept going. I turned right into the forest which was all of a sudden day time and noticed a big tree was blocking me. I didn't stop running so I had a couple of seconds to decide what way I was going to go around it. Left which was narrow or right which was a little swampy. I turned left a little bit but changed my mind and the last second and crashed into the tree. I heard the guy behind me but he was on a bicycle and I woke up.

My recall was okay this morning, even with my WILD attempt, but I didn't have any time to write down some notes, so I only got the one dream down later on in the day.

This morning when I attempted a WILD, I got closer than I have in a long time. I managed to actually get out of bed, empty my bladder and go back to bed. There were 2 things that prevented me from relaxing though. There were birds screeching outside and my stomach was empty and hurting. I have an idea, I will take some snacks, a drink and I will set my alarm 30 minutes earlier. 4:30am to 4am, maybe the birds will not squawk at that time.

Thanks for reading .

I am sitting with Eris and Selene on The Mountain on The Green Moon, overlooking the strange city in New Eden AKA The Biodome.

We stare in silence.

Eris?

Yes, Nomad.

Are you real? Do you love me?

I love you as you love me, my beautiful wandering soul.

Selene, how long have we been here?

We have been here, my love, since the beginning of time.

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I am with Raven in her Inner World, we are at Vegeta's house.

We are discussing dream battling and training. Vegeta tells me I am finally showing improvement.

***

I am in the Invisibles comic. I am with King Mob and Ragged Robin. I tell them I am a Time Witch.

***

I am with Mosh in his Inner World. He has some kind of funny big pet snake which hunts down astral parasites and eats them.

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I am in The Tower with Washu. She says she wants to help me heal my physical body.

June 21, 2012

Synopsis: It's a naruto style challenge where teams fight to be number one, but the damn teachers try to tell us flying is against the rules

Notes: I was attempting to dream share with Cay but never reached lucidity

Naruto Style Challenge--Flying Cheaters
Our Naruto style challange was to take down here, at the supermarket!!!

Our teachers assembled us into teams of two. For this ninja game half the teams were designated as the predators and the other half were our prey.

My teammate was a young blonde teenager, tall and skiny with delicate oval shaped head. She was quiet and shy and I wondered what ninja skills she had. It's my lucky day, our team is to play as predators. We were allowed to see the information of who we were chasing only once.

I tried to memorize the faces and names, but my memory is terrible. And as soon as they took away the info cards I totally forgot the names of my target. My teammate luckily did not. Our targets were also female. I got the impression after we hunted our hiding targets we were then to become a four-man-cell.

So the sucess of our team depends on the sucess of us finding our team!

Since I couldn't remember who the hell my target was I just attacked who ever was in my way! The super market was an all out war. Hiding ninjas were being caught left and right. Most of us faught like wimpy genin.

I tried to be cooler and use some fire-bending, but fire is really my worst element. I wanna be the winning team so I got tired of pushing through the mayhem. I've got to find my targets now! I jump over the stocking shelves, sprout some wings and fly over the crowd.

"Hey that's cheating!"

"As if!"

A few others get the same idea and fly over the crowd to find their targets.

I land at the back at of the super market and I get the strange sense one of my targets is hiding inside of a cereal box? I pick it up and examine all the details of the box. Theres hints of my target all over it. The name of the cereal is a girls name, there's a picture of a face on the back. But I'm not sure if its my target or not!

My dream gets really abstract examining that box. Things get fuzzy and then stabilize again when all the teams have assembled again at the front of the super market.

"We'll announce the winners, but before we do a few teams here are disqualified for cheating."

They call out my first name but the wrong last name.

"Wait! Do you mean my team, why are we disqualified?"

"No flying allowed!"

I fly above the teachers heads "That's a load of bull! Were all monsters here! Why can't we fly?"

They try to tell me its because were genin so the skill is too advanced for the other teams.

"Whatever!" I ask everyone who knows how to fly to take the air. At least half the teams do. The teachers and the flightless are even more infuriated. I guess the teachers are too lame to know how to fly. This whole challenge is lame!

I run free outside alongside my teammate and other ninja.

"I...I..don't know how to fly."

I show my teammate how to begin flying. "First make a big jump!"

She does a wimpy hop. "No! Jump like you mean it! Like this!" I leap like a frog. "Keep practicing jumping until you can do this" I took my legs behind me as I jump. "Then jump again except this time, keep your feet tucked behind you and dont touch the floor. Float!"

My friend and other genin ninjas practice jumping in the sunny green surburbia. I woke up after that.

Dream One: I'm sitting at a school desk in a concrete parking deck. There are other desks, and it's like this parking deck is a classroom. There's graffiti on one of the walls, but I can't remember what was written/drawn. The teacher is a female, but I didn't pay much attention to her either. Whatever she's teaching us about, I'm so very sure she's wrong about it so I'm ignoring her and thinking to myself, "That's wrong. That's so wrong! Why are textbooks that are supposed to teach us and make us smarter, filled with lies that leave us none the wiser about anything even if we read them cover to cover?!" Then the girl beside me and the girl in front of me are chatting, and they turn around and ask me if I have apiece of paper they can borrow to write each others numbers down. I say sure, and reach into my bag to grab the notebook I always carrying around. In waking life, this little palm sized notebook is completely blank, I'll jot down my grocery list or whatever I need, and tear the page out when I'm done because I like seeing blank sheets rather than sheets and sheets of my horrible handwriting that look messy. In the dream however, this book is filled with hand written pages detailing dreams. I start to worry that I won't find a blank sheet, and so I rip out the last sheet of the journal that has June 25th and 26th on it (and there's no way my dreams would fit on a single page, let alone in a notebook that small! Let alone have two days worth of dreams on a single page, ha ha) I hope that the girls won't laugh at me when they read my dreams on their sheet of paper, and I rip the paper in half so that each girl will get half to write her number on. Then I realize there's a blank sheet stuck to the back of the sheet I just ripped, so I hand them the blank sheet that is now halved instead of the sheets with my journal entries. I crumble the entries up in my hand and toss them into my bag. I momentarily feel sad because I feel like I've ruined those dreams, but then I realize I can just rewrite them as the first entries in a new dream journal and I'm happy with this. I notice that some people are walking around handing out small gifts to everyone. There are a few gifts on my desk as well, but I don't know any of these people. I realize they're giving the gifts to the whole class, not just their friends, and I find this very generous. The only gift that really sticks out to me is a little lamp. It's a brown square base, with a palm tree on the right side. The light is in a coconut in the palm tree, and it shines down to illuminate little gold sequins that are glued to the brown base to look like pirates gold on an island. For some reason, this lamp reminds me of Tinkerbell, and I ask who made it. A guy with sandy brown hair stands up and takes credit for it, and I tell him it's beautiful, then tell him how it reminds me of tinker bell and just needs a little gold glitter to look like pixie dust. He offers to teach me how to make them myself and I can make my own lamp with pixie dust, but he's not very interested in the whole Tinkerbell thing. I tell him thanks, but I'm not very good at making things. Then everyone around us is leaving, so I grab my bags and start to leave too. I walk out of the parking deck into an ally, and I look out towards an open street with a field on the other side where the sun is shining (the parking deck and large building made the ally all dark and shadowy) I start walking towards the sun, and I either thought of my mom or saw my mom, but I woke up before I could make it into the sun.

Dream Two: I'm in a car, in the back seat with my BFF. My husband is driving, and her husband is riding shot gun. We're driving through a big city at night. We see a limo, and I tell her it's a celebrity who ran for president but didn't win. I tell her I think we need a younger president that will bring our country up with the times rather than trying to set so many "moral" codes straight out of the bible like a grandparent. (Real sore point for me, I have nothing against Christians, I just feel like it's not fair that people of other religions have to form to christian ideals when it comes to marriage and such. I mean really, it may be against the christian religion for people to be gay, but it's not against MY religion... and maybe it's not against most gay peoples either, so why on earth can they not have a legal union through the state if their religion allows it?) Right, back to the dreams, ha ha. So then we're driving by all these huge sky scrapers because it's a BIG city apparently, and I point to a hotel where I think I went to an anime convention. My husband tells me no, he'll show me when we pass the right hotel. So he does, and there's an old man and an old woman holding these antique guns with the little blades on the end like in the civil war. They're dressed in old country clothing, and look straight out of a time machine. Then for a moment my bff and I get out of the car and go look at a water fountain. Someone says something about how people often look down on the free things they can do in big cities because others make a big deal of the sights you have to pay to see. But even if your poor, you can see some amazing things. The best sights are the free ones that everyone is too snobby to admit they went to see (or to even bother going to see because it makes them feel poor). Or that was the basic gist anyways, I don't remember what was said word for word. I ask my bff is she wants me to get a penny of my bag so we can make wishes, but she just wants to get back in the car because she's scared our husbands have left. At first I don't see the car, but then she points to it and it's a sky blue hatchback. Neither of us have a car like that, in fact she has a blue car and I have a hatchback, so maybe it was a fusion of both. We get back in the car, and after a bit on the road, my husband falls asleep or something and the car is out of control. I end up standing up in the back seat and reaching over the seat and steering. Somehow the pedals got moved to the back of the car too, so I'm able to break and put on the gas. My BFFs husband complains that I'm driving crazy, and I tell him to get over it, It's hard to drive straight in this position! Then I make a lane change and cut across three lanes to make a left hand turn. Then suddenly it turns into a video game and instead of a car, I'm using a gaming controller to control a guy on a snowboard. It actually looks like that game on the N64 when I was a kid, "Snowboard Kids" I need to make five laps to win, but for some reason it skips me to the next course even though I've only done one lap. Then it does it again with the next course, and send me along after one lap instead of 5. This I find very odd, then I wake up.

Dream Three (LUCID! for a second): I'm standing in what looks like a parking lot, and there's a wooden structure to my left that is very crudely built with gaps and stuff. It's just a couple of platforms where you'd climb on one, to climb on the other. In the dream I'm pretty sure I'm playing assassins creed and about to practice the parkour stuff in the game (forgive me, I can't remember what they call it in the actual game, lol) So I run and half run up the wall of the short platform, then pull myself up onto. I stop and think for a moment, wow that was really easy! It shouldn't be that easy for me to climb up here. This is probably a dream. I lift my hand, and I see that I am wearing black fingernail polish like in waking life, and I have the ring on. I count my fingers, and I only have five, but I'm still really sure this is a dream. I wake up before I can nose plug reality check -_-

I almost don't want to count that lucid because it was so short and usually I have a couple lucids, then go three or four weeks until I have a couple more in a week, then go another 3 weeks to a month before I have two more, and so forth and so on. Maybe if I refuse to accept that one, I'll have another one sooner rather than later

ZOMBIE ALIEN MOVIE
I'm watching a movie. (Or maybe I'm in the movie, it's hard to tell.) A man with brown curly hair who looks kind of crazy is talking to his son while we walk onto a beach. This beach has been in so many of my dreams, I'm surprised I didn't recognize I was dreaming. The sand is full of rocks and shells and it's slightly chilly. The sky is darkened like it was going to rain. The man is talking to his son about zombies. I don't remember the first part of the conversation.
"Now, why couldn't the first zombie be from Kansas City?" akss the father. Kansas city was where we were talking.
"Because he would have to be infected by another zombie and wouldn't be the first," answers the son.
"Very good."
The father goes on to explain that patient zero has to be an alien species from another planet. He then takes of his mask to reveal that he's not human, but a creature that looks like a mix of Batman, Venom from Spiderman, and some crazy smiling cartoon character. He is a zombie alien.
He jumps (or flys maybe) toward a portal in the sky made of spinning clouds and lightning. The camera dramatically zooms in on his face and the movie looks more like an anime show now. He looks down at the boy and yells, "Wanna kill some humans?" The camera jumps to the boy, who now looks like a younger version of the alien, with the background like an anime fight scene. "Yeah!" he yells back excitedly. The father flys to the middle of the portal, where about ten superheros are sitting in wooden chairs and relaxing. "Batman!" He throws Batman out of the portal, to the ground. "Superman!" The same happens to Superman. "Mickey Mouse!" Mickey Mouse, with his sidekick, is also thrown to the ground. The sidekick makes a joke about Mickey purposely getting thrown out to try to hurt him while foating toward the ground in a bathtub with an umbrella. I woke up shortly after.

BEAUTIFUL MINECRAFT
I'm trying to install a mod on Minecraft. I create a new map to test it. I downloaded the wrong mod. I don't remember what I wanted it to do. The world is half hills with no trees and half dessert and thick forests spread out around the paths. The creator of the mod says to me through his microphone that it should work right. I tell him it isn't what I expected.
I'm now in the game, but it doesn't look like Minecraft. The forests are realistic and there are no blocks. The hills are smooth an beautiful and look mowed like a golf course (but there's no detail in the grass, the ground it perfectly smooth.) The green grass beautifully blends with the white sand and I walk down a path surrounded by the trees. The path splits many times but I always choose the path that is closest to the sun. Eventually, I find a large open plain up to the horizon with no more forests I see a few animals and maybe a village in the distance. I hear Mary's Song by Taylor Swift playing in the background (which is weird because I've only heard that song a couple times) and I notice that I'm dreaming, but I'm not really aware of the fact. I think to myself that the music is coming from my room in real life so I wake myself up. There is no music playing. And I completely forgot about lucid dreaming...


Task for Tomorrow: Have a lucid dream.

again i awake to recall nothing and let myself drift back into sleep.) I feel as though i am watching a news segment as i see a man with gray hair and a perfectly combed beard and a younger person wearing a black shirt argue about something. the images cut to a female reporter who says "now the situation does seem like a fight so he has scheduled a planned wedding for the assembly, at 97 he makes a decision"
my dream fades into darkness and back in, now i see a class room, the teacher says something and a little girl replies "good gracious, good gracious, good gracious, ..." and then a voice comes in with a visual, the visual appears to be yellow skwiggley lines and the voice says "second grade, Good gracious Animations. (at this point the dream fades out as i hear the phone ring and i wake.)

06.21.2012

Asian James Bond (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Feels like I'm watching a movie here, but at the same time, I don't know....I'll just tell it out.

I'm inside a large vehicle, I would like to say it's a limo, but it's a little wider than that, so maybe it was some kind of really wide van. There's this newbie soon to be James Bond who is Asian. He's wearing your classic black suit with a black bow-tie I believe.

Seems he's a bit flirty with M, and she's not really taking it well. She tolerates him for a bit, but then he starts opening his legs towards her, and then scoots even closer to her.

She gets a gun, shoots him in the head. Daniel Craig and a few others that I can't recall start laughing.

What just happened here???????????????

Oh, and they we're eating some fancy meal as well.

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06.21.2012

Body in Laundry Bag (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much from this. I remember someone coming after me since I remember feelings of fairly intense fear and having to dodge quickly.

I'm running around in some kind of open base outdoors, and in order to get out of this place, I have to throw some of those spark things that shoot up so that the extraction helicopter knows where to land or drop the ladder for me to climb up.

Problem is, that same person chasing me knows I'm trying to do that, and he's doing everything in his power to stop me. I have to throw the sparks at several yellow squares, and I seem to be doing good job throwing right on the spot while running for my life.

The dream shifts, and I think I killed the person and had to put him in a bag. I open it slightly to make sure he's dead, and it seems there's come extra clothes with his body that I need to get out. I don't know why I needed to get clothes of the laundry bag stuffed with a dead human corpse......

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06.21.2012

Where's my Textbook? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm waiting outside of a hallway upstairs to see who my new teacher is going to be. I see that one student has the same room as me, so I follow him, and he looks at some paper, and the teacher comes in, and the student is happy.

So I'm assuming this teacher is going to be awesome. I sit down, and more students start coming in. I'd say there were 15 students at most, since I only focused on who was on the right, left and front of me. Some other staff member comes in to talk about textbooks, and then I realized....

Crap, where's my textbook? I look around and see everyone else has their own textbook, and I was worried we might have an assignment or homework even.

I look to the left, and see students were handing out the textbooks that were on the left side on the ground.....WHEW!

I get my very own textbook, and I forget what happens next.

I also drank a glass of OJ, glass of apple juice and a glass of milk. I hear thats some good stuff for dreaming and sleep. I did this at about 9:00.

Well I continued on with the B6 and Magnesium as well as adding in B12 with the usual gian glass of water. Didn't seem to have any negative effects so I guess I will continue on with that. I did this at about 10:30.

Went to sleep at 11:00

I had been reading in the forums and came across that thread that is something like "Want lucids now? I can help..." and read about the timer thing. I think it is a really good idea and could work for me because I am used to listening to stuff anyways. I recoreded the timer with Audacity only out to the last 20 min. interval. I didn't want it infinitely repeating so that is why I did that. I am in a good habit of waking up at night after my REM cycles so I figured I would get some sleep and then start the timer. This must of been a false awakening because I could of sworn that I got up, checked the time, and it was 2:34. I also make vioce recordings on my MP3 player when I get up of my dreams. So I did that and was like "Ok, I guess I will start the timer now." So I go back to sleep. Next thing I know, its morning. I am thinking "What the heck? I set the timer and nothing happened. Didn't wake me up once. I even set it to do nine beeps!" Then I decideed to check my MP3 player. I didn't have any new recordings and the playlist was still on the binaural beats even though I had set it to the alarm.
Lesson learned... DO REALITY CHEKCS EVERY TIME YOU "WAKE UP".

So I guess I pretty much just slept right through the whole night.

Got up at 7:30

I think I had a couple of dream fragments right before I got up for the morning but I can't recall any of them.

While this dream may of been just as good as my first one I can't remember it as well for some reason. Anyways, here is what happened. I remember I was going for my morning jog. As I went over this little hill I just kind of... became lucid... I have no idea how but I was just running and instantly knew I was dreaming out of the blue. The goals I had set for myself in the dream were to work on spinning for stabalizing the dream as well as to change locations quickly. Thats exactly what I did. I began spinning, for longer this time than my last dream, and just closed my eyes for a few seconds. I opened them while I was still spinning and the dream became very vivid. I then decided I would try to spin myself to a new place and continue on with my quest form the first dream. I began spinning and just focused on where I was going. It actually seemed to be pretty easy and the landscape started to change. Right before it had completely changed though I remembered that I wanted to see if I could run faster this time than my first dream. I stopped spinning and the dream went back to the original scene. I then started running. I remember conciously hoping in the dream that no one would appear like last time and interfere with my explorations. I didn't get very far before someone came along though. I remember thinking "Oh great, now what am I gonna do? I still don't know how to make people go away in my dreams!" I stopped running and just told myself that they would keep driving down the road and dissappear. Well whaddaya know?? They decide they just HAVE to stop and talk to me. grrr... So I went and talked to them. They asked what I was doing and I said I was jogging. I then asked them why they stopped and they said thier car ran out of gas. Then I remember thinking "Oh this is just wonderful. Now I have this dumb guy with me that I don't know how to get rid of him." I didn't know what to do. However, I happened to have my cell phone with me and told him where the gas station was and he could call for a tow. I just let him have my phone and started running again. Finally free from annoying DC's I could continue on with my expiriments and then go on with my adventure from the first dream. Right when I started running really fast though I either woke up or stopped dreaming or something because that is all I remember.

If you read the Snowin' in June dream this might of been an extension of that because... well... it was snowing again. So I was walking down the street with some of my friends. Then we passed this big tree and went over a bridge. My friends kept on walking but then I spotted some doves in a tree. For some reason this was wierd in the dream because apparently doves were never in trees (even though they ALWAYS are). Anyways, a couple of doves flew over and then I randomly saw some little colored eggs laying on the ground. I went and picked one up and then another one fell out of the sky and cracked on my head. I remember thinking to myself that I should collect all the eggs that were laying around and I could have my own little Chao garden (despite the fact that these were dove eggs). So I resumed walking and then I saw some other people all cheering for something. Then I saw this little mini t-rex thing running down the road. (it was like 2 feet tall. kind of cute ) Then I realized I wasn't the only one who had found the eggs. So you know how the easiest way to open one of those chao eggs in SA was throwing it at the wall? Well, I chucked one of my eggs at the ground and my own little dino popped out of it. Then they had a race thing and a bunch of gold coins popped out of the winner. I really wanted these for some reason and picked them all up. Then i got the rest of the eggs I had collected and continued on. I don't remember what I did with the little t-rex that already hatched I just left and thats all I remember.

For anyone that has ever raised wheat or corn you know that wheat is 99% of the time harvested in July and corn is in late October - November. Well, obviously in a dream that isn't the case. I remember that my grandma called me and said my uncle needed me to go cut a little wheat with the combine and take it to the elevator to see if it was ready. I went and did just that. When I was driving the combine it was almost like pushing around a toy one. I don't remember actually getting in and driving it, more pushing it from the outside. Anyways, then I went and did the exact same thing for the corn. I went back to the field and then my uncle showed up. He had a fracture in his thimb and was wearing a brace. I asked him if he wanted me to finish the rest of harvest for him and he said that would be great. That's as far as I can remember.

21.06.2012

The Prince of Light (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being picked to be in some sort of class. I walked in. The room was pretty dark, and only ominous light shown from hidden places around the room.

Each desk was set on a stair step, and their were also desks opposite those desks on the other side of the stair step.
I walked around awkwardly, trying to find a desk. Almost all of them were taken. I decided to pick one right beside a girl I thought I knew.

After everyone had settles, a weird air set over the place. All of a sudden, everyone turned into a different person. They were their same "person", just different attitudes. They became very slow and almost unresponsive. For some reason, I was unaffected.

The "camera" went up to the top of the stairs. It showed an immediate drop off to the floor below.
A shining boy flew in. The "camera" focused on him. He had snowy white hair. He was standing up on something. I assumed that somthing possessed magic that gave him the ability to fly. He had kind eyes, and a dazzling smile. The whole being of him just sparkled with pure white light.

21.06.2012

Exploring (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being in some sort of small cave, exploring or something. A boy was with me. He had brought two flashlights with him. Ignoring the other flashlight, I just shot light out of my hands. I thought nothing about it.

Another little creature was with us. It was very hyper, and we had to shine our lights on it wherever it went, so we wouldn't lose it. My lights started to dim, but I quickly renewed them by willing them to brighten and extending my arms out further.

So I was in my kitchen and went outside. I remember that I went somewhere (idk where) and then was coming back to the house. As I got back it started snowing with really freaking huge snowflakes. At first I wondered if it was hail but then I got out of the car, stuck my hand out, and it was like snowballs were falling out of the sky. Anyways, while it was snowing, I heard that there was this farm auction going on. I decided to go despite the snow. When I got there the only thing I remember looking at were 3 weed trimmers. 1 gas and 2 elelctric. There were also a bunch of other people there. That is as far as I can remember.

11.06.2012

Almost Lucid! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was standing in the kitchen at my mom's house. Then I realized, "Am I supposed to be here?" I nose plugged RC but for some reason I thought it failed. I tried again. I breathed through my nose, but I thought it felt normal. So then I tried to hover. I jumped up and willed myself to, but I just fell back down and hit the ground.