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I remember picking strawberries and peppers with my brother at some scetchy place. It could have been a junkyard. And something about catching crabs. Oddly enough they were red, but still alive.

First REM Terror

[I went to bed at 11:30PM yesterday and had this dream at 1:15AM, which makes me believe that it was in my first REM cycle ]
[Sometimes i wonder why i use this AM/PM stuff in my own DJ... but i guess i'll be nice, after all, it's hard to count to 24 ]

I was sitting in my room on the ground and watching some kind of musical show, where they've played "Songs of the Years" or something... 2009 and 2010 were listed on the side of the screen.
As i was watching this, i heard the noise of keys and heard that someone has opened the door and walked into the house. I turned off the TV fast, to make it seem like i'm sleeping already.
Soon after this i heard that the other TV in the living room was turned on and the same show continued.

I was wondering who this might this late at night, so i walked out to the living room, carefully.
I noticed that it was my old love and she also carried a bag with herself. She smiled at me and called me to watcht the show with her, so i stood next to her and we both started watching it. It took some time until i suddenly thought "What..? What is she doing here?!" I turned back to look at her and she was still staring at the TV. I became lucid here.

I backed away from her and suddenly i felt an unimaginable fear. I turned away from her and wanted to jump out of the window, but at that moment i knew that something was watching me and it wanted to attack me. I couldn't think too much, so i started flying around the room, while everything got darker and darker... it was like dark flames were trying to consume me. I kept flying in a circle and shouting in my mind "NO! I CAN FIGHT IT!" and similar things, but i couldn't really believe it at that time. [I was so scared and confused that i didn't really know what to do at that time].

The walls soon turned into wood with missing planks, like it was an old wooden building about to collapse. I flew out of the wall and continued the "escape" along the street.
I constantly felt that terror as something was chasing me and like the whole world was against me. Everything got blurrier and i could barely see anymore as it was nighttime and my eyes were teary for some reason. I rubbed my right eye with one hand, then the left one too the same way, which then made me able to see clearly, but it was still dark outside.

I flew as fast as i could and i got to some kind of mountain and decided to fly upwards. I still didn't feel safe, i could feel that something was really close to me and that i could hardly escape it. When i almost got up to the top of the mountain, suddenly a ceiling appeared above me. That surprised me a bit and i fell back down. The ground was only some meters away now and as soon as my back hit it, i woke up.

[Ah well... i can't really put that terror into words, i was just overwhelmed by it. It felt like i wasn't allowed to be lucid at that time ]
[It really rare when i get lucid this early during the night... when i woke up i first imagined the time to be 5AM at least... but it was just 1:15AM]


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They Can't Kiss Right

[Had this dream at 9:15AM, a bit later than usually, because i woke up for WBTB later than i should've done so]
[Lol, it took me a while to find a somewhat good title for this dream, but it seemed impossible, so here you go...]
[Oh and i took 3 Negro candies yet again, for the menthol]

I was just trying to hide from an insane teacher, who i insulted earlier in the dream and she knocked me unconscious with a Tesla-Coil. I ran through the city and then found myself in another town soon.
The teacher was really close, so i decided to fly up into the air... Since i was able to do so, i became lucid.

The dream felt rather unstable and it was kinda blurry... i remembered that i told Dreamprofessor that i'll try to find him on this Monday, but i can't do it in a dream like this.
I decided to fly high in the sky and think out something else to do.
Soon i reached a huge bubble near the clouds... it looked rather strong, not like a normal bubble. As soon as i noticed it, for some reason i had a thought that there's a candyland like place in the bubble. [I have no idea where i got that...].

I got through the side of the bubble, but it turned out to be much smaller than i expected, also it was EMPTY... ah what a disappointment
I decided to leave this place if i can't even find a single gummycandy or something...
I flew back down to that town where i came from. I started floating nearby a long street. I just realized at this time, that the town was supposed to be near a lake, but the water was missing from it. This made me remember that i still wanted to explore underwater, as my last attempt turned out differently than i wanted it to. [I imagined the exploration to be fully underwater and not just a small part that leads to ground again].

Soon i noticed a pool further down the street. I turned around and imagined it to be bigger, then turned back to check it out. It definitely got bigger, but not big enough...
I turned around to check for other possible underwater sources. The other side of this street ended in a long street that was close to our house. I looked back and forth... it looked weird how the world merged two different towns together

I started slowly flying above this street towards the part that lead to my town. I was constantly checking around for some water when suddenly i found a nice looking pool.

There were some kids playing in this pool and it wasn't even too big, but i decided to try my luck at it... I jumped into the water and woke up immediately.
[Back with DEILD].

Ok... that was a bad idea... it seemed like this blurry dream didn't really want me to do anything good.
I moved on from this place, towards the closest market... i thought that maybe i could find something there...
I almost passed by the market while i was distracted by how the dream was trying to collapse constantly, i had to focus on stuff around me to stop it from doing so. [It tried to collapse multiple times earlier as well].

I stopped in the air and thought of going in the market building, but then i noticed two rocker girls standing on the grassy part near the market. Ah well... i thought that if this dream is so pathetic, then at least i'll end it in a fun way

I descended to the ground near them and to my surprise the dream finally got clear. But since i was already committed...
I checked them out for a while. One of them had black hair and fully black clothes and had a somewhat mean look on her face. She was standing near the wall. The other girl had blonde hair and looked a little more friendlier, with black and white clothes. They both had heavy eyeliner around their eyes. [Well, i like that style, so i didn't want to just leave them there ]

I walked up to the black haired one and kissed her. I focused on keeping my eyes open to not make the dream collapse on me.
She just kissed horribly, she didn't even move her mouth or tongue at all, she was like a plastic doll or something. I backed away from her shortly after and was thinking of an insult of how badly she kissed, but then decided against saying it out loud... after all she is a DC, she knew what i thought.
Instead, i walked up to the blonde now and kissed her too. It was somewhat better and her lips felt somewhat more life-like, but still not quite right. She didn't do anything either just like her friend, she just let me play around in her mouth without any interaction from her part.
I still got excited while kissing her and felt that tingling in real life again, but i could withstand it for a while... but not for long enough, it distracted me too much and caused me to wake up.

[Oh well... those girls kissed like dead weasels, not like i know what's that like, lolol... i'm going crazy here... ]
[Anyway, i'm really disappointed of this lucid. I wanted to meet Dreamprofessor or at least do something interesting, but when the dream is so blurry and unstable, it's not much fun and takes away from the experience.. ]

Aids:1/8 tea peppermint oil before bed
Methods:DEILD/WILD - FA
Morning Suppliments:500mg L-Lysine, 500mg C, 595mg Potassium Gluconcate, 1 Super B-Complex
Sleep Quality: Light, wakefulness, RLS

Huge Storm 1:12 AM
Huge storm coming. Riding with dad. I see storm shelter. I hear some song that reminds me of someone. And then another song. I remember an ex-girlfriend.
"I say I hate all songs."
I see Jeremy and Jess in the car with us.
"What song? I say do tunes to what you want."

Dude, Where's My Car? 3:15 AM ish

I am at my parents sleeping in a recliner. It is dark and I can't sleep.
I went to my parents with the kids. I am leaving. But I can't find my car. I see a white car that is stripped down. The kids think it's mine but I know better. We run down the street looking for it. I feel tired and weak and can't run well. I see white cars everywhere but none are mine. I don't want to call the police yet because I keep thinking that I remember that I parked in a strange place and I knew I would not remember. I tell the kids this.

Now we are in some nursing home and wondering around. Not sure what happens here. Something about me not being a good enough Christian. How I let bad things into my life. Thats why bad things happen. Some old woman? I feel guilty for lucid dreaming like it is a sin.

We leave. I tell my kids we got to look some more before we call the cops. Deanna says that Dalynn already did. I asked her about that. It was when I was holding her and she blew into a strange balloon.
She says, "Well that lady scared me. So I called the cops."
We run outside but I feel overwhelmed and too tired to walk. I lay down in the grass and dirt. I curl up on a mound of dirt. I tell the kids I just want to close my eyes. My body relaxes and I wake up.

WILD 3:30AM ish
When I wake up I am in the recliner that I moved to because of my RLS. I don't move a muscle. I relax myself and I roll my eyes into the back of my head and focus on my skull. Sleep Paralysis almost immediately kicks in.

I hear the familiar strong wind sound laced with rinings of the ears. I feel the familiar vibrations and windy sensations. I noticed this time that the sound and vibrations increased and decreased in intensity like waves on a beach. I make a quick note of this. I can feel my legs moving up. It feels like something has me by the ankles. I become afraid and I have to remind myself it is not real. I try to enter the dream but I get stuck in SP for longer than I wanted and because of the last dream I thought I was doing something evil. I keet telling myself that it was ok. And it wasn't real. You do this all the time and its always been fine. No good, the feeling was persistent.
I try to ignore the thoughts and visualise anything to move on. I my mind wonder and my dream eyes see.

I see a road. I am flying low and fast down a vivid and brightly lit road road hugged tightly by evergreen trees. I enjoy this but my eyes begin to opened and I see the dark living room with one eye and the road with the other.

I go back into full SP. Still the same feeling of guilt. I think that this is getting no where and I want to go back to my bed. So I suddenly and forcibly make myself get up. I stumble back to my bedroom. I heard and felt my loud footsteps.

I think how odd this is. I was feeling the vibrations like wind on my body. The loud sound of wind and ringing. Typical SP. Was it possible to not be truly paralyzed in sp?

I now find myself tangled in my blanket. I am standing by my bed and I can't find my way out. I am unsure of what happened. I feel so confused and my mind feels numb.

I say, "I'm dreaming. I'm dreaming." But my voice sounds odd. It is weak and unsure. Almost like I am asking a question. I am not convinced. Then I throw myself in the bed. Now I can find my way out. I feel half asleep and strange.

All my actions have woke my wife up. My wife mocks me. And complains how this is not good what I'm doing. She is pissed I woke her. I feel embarrassed and say nothing. She gets up to go the bathroom. I close my eyes and relax. But instead of going to sleep I wake up still in the recliner. God dammed FA!

I was so sure I was awake.

[I][B]In this time nothing has substance and there is no life or death.

We exist there without fear, without pain, without purpose.

We travel there in our sleep for the dreamtme is always with us, waiting in the darkness.

The spirits who watch over us rose from deep within the void and darkness and created the sky and the sea and the land

and everything that isn't.

The immortals, the resurrected, their spirits remain on this plane.
They live in both worlds the dreamtime and our time. That's That's why they are sacred.

They consume us to become one with us. For they are the bridge between the two worlds...[/B][/I]

This dream started when I went into this big room and there was a table in the middle, I tried to make the sides of the room into a brick wall but it didn't work, I think I was semi-lucid. I can then remember being on top of a hill and a man coming up to me and saying stuff, he went to hit me and I blocked it and slapped him, he chased me. I then remember walking somewhere and seeing some naked girls, I then woke up masturbating (FA) I stopped because I didn't realise I was dreaming, can't remember any more.

Ok so before you judge or show criticism hear me out. So let me set the scene and ill tell you what all happened in my dream. (By the way my writing skills arent the best. Apologies)
DREAM
I was with my mom on the roof of a hotel. But the roof was like a gigantic pool party. It was weird because there was no ground just water and little "islands" and circular bars on the water. A few minutes went by of wading/swimming around when we went to one of the "islands" it had a circular bar on it and a large man who resembled a villager off mario sunshine. Yes it sounds weird. So he was telling us something but it was so blurry and "off" that i cant remember it well. So after the short conversation i wandered off and found a door. Yep, a door just on the water. I decided to go in and then out of nowhere i was in a whole different scenery. NOTE:(i was not in a lucid dream i didnt even know what a lucid dream was at the time, i had no control in this dream i just kind of watched it? if that makes sense. ) So me and my mom were now in a car. I never seen this car before in real life but it was a maroon van, anyway... My mom was driving and i was sitting in the passenger seat just chilling. We were driving down this winding dark mountain road with pine trees on both sides of us. It was VERY spooky now that i look back on it but in the dream it seemed perfectly normal. Anyway after a minute of driving we saw these headlights behind us. I tried looking in the rearview mirrors but it was like looking at a piece of black construction paper. The headlights kept getting closer and i saw what was shining the headlights on us. It was a enormous bulldozer like vehicle it was wide and took up the entire road and the weirdest part is is that it has a rotating spiked cylinder on the front of it. I told my mom to speed up but it was like i was talking to nothing. Eventually the bulldozer like thing got closer and closer till it slowly pulled the car in the spiked cylinder. It caught my leg and pulled me in as well. at this point i was moving slowly and i thought of nothing else but the mario sunshine look-a-like guy from the hotel. it pulled me in all the way until it got to my eyes then everything went pure black and it felt as if i was falling and i woke up.

At this point i jolted up from my bed very fast panting and sweating. i ran to the bathroom and got water because my mouth was insanely dry. it was one of the weirdest experiences in my life. I honestly do believe i died in my dream. however some people think otherwise, what do you think?

(God of my dreams is how I feel most of the time and that leads me to being invulnerable 98% of the time. It also leads me to awesome dream powers and controls.)

7/16/2012

My first entry here was to re-liven my dream experience which was a huge success. Now after much time away and my dream world's largely ignored, it's time for a new mission, I need to master what I call the fheme. The fheme = a feeling that dictates the theme of the dream. If you feel the dream's theme should be that there will be danger and that you will be the target of it, then you have set the fheme. It's more of a feeling than anything and that feeling controls your dream experience; control the fheme and you control the world and DC's of every dream even before it starts. So far most (75%) my fheme control matches my pre-sleep time about an hour before sleep. I need much better control and then I won't just be invulnerable to my dream's creations, I'll be the creator.

(God of my dreams is how I feel most of the time and that leads me to being invulnerable 98% of the time. It also leads me to awesome dream powers and controls.)

7/16/2012

My first entry here was to re-liven my dream experience which was a huge success. Now after much time away and my dream world's largely ignored, it's time for a new mission, I need to master what I call the fheme. The fheme = a feeling that dictates the theme of the dream. If you feel the dream's theme should be that there will be danger and that you will be the target of it, then you have set the fheme. It's more of a feeling than anything and that feeling controls your dream experience; control the fheme and you control the world and DC's of every dream even before it starts. So far most (75%) my fheme control matches my pre-sleep time about an hour before sleep. I need much better control and then I won't just be invulnerable to my dream's creations, I'll be the creator.

I was putting foods inside a bag like golden oreos and chips, this was taking way too long and I had to get on a submarine soon. I get to the spot where the submarine is supposed to be, its in a giant are of water inside a dark dank cave and theres a purple glow to it but its very soft. I start floating up over the water(not sure why i didnt become lucid?) i put one of the bags near this bright light that shows where the sub is to make sure it was safe to jump in. So i jump in and find the door, thinking its real life i fear im going to run out of air so i bang on the door frantically but its already open so reach for something inside. Once i find it it feels like an elbow but its actually one of the three steps to get in the sub. I shake it up and down which lets my arm go further in and theres another i shake side to side, which then lets my arm reach the last one which i have to hit up and down again. As soon as i do that i transport into the Submarine and everything is high tech and white. People greet me and ask how the journey was. Then that shepherd guy from mass effect comes in and says i know him(which i dont lol) and it cuts to us all on this earth like planet and we're running on a dirt path and we come to this arch made of rock and we run underneath it and see the building we're supposed to be going to for an answer and it looks like an orc stronghold from skyrim except its on a giant wooden pole in the ocean. Out of nowhere a missile comes out of the water and destroys the whole place, I yell out: "how did i know that was gonna happen!" and one of the women i was with yelled: "it's some kind of monster! run!" and we all start running toward this creature thats on our side. This creature is ginormous and has antenna's for eyes. He looks back and sees the thing chasing us. He speeds into the water and and that monster shoots a missile and it goes right through our creatures back. It cuts to third person and you can see the embers inside the entry point. He loses control and sticks to an old oil rig deep underwater kinda like an octopus. This is when he launches us out on ropes that connect to our submarine and as soon as we reach it, my Damn dog wakes me up and it ends there.

dream not lucid
I was walking down a street and all of a sudden I was pregnant and my water broke my friends where so happy since I cant have kids and have always wanted them (sadly I really cant ) they rushed me to the hospital where I had a beautiful baby girl she was healthy and normal .My husband came in and saw her and we picked a name on the spot I dont remember her name but I was released from the hospital the same day with my new bundle of joy and then I noticed she started shrinking she became so small she fit in the palm of my hand and grew wings her clothes changed to a little blue dress they had started out pink and being babys clothes .she wasnt a baby anymore but my daughter the little blue faery. I woke up


I have baby dreams from time to time ,probably because I am at that age where your body goes nuts

i was in a party and their was people around this girl was standing right out side the window of a tall building but she came back in and she was crying saying i cant do it i cant kill my self and i ran up and gave her a hug.


i bet most of you ifyou post a comment will say aww

I had a weird dream that has sort of confused me to what it means.

It was the shortest day of the year, and even though it wasn't Autumn all the leaves were falling. I was walking outside in a courtyard (similar to the one at our house IRL but not quite the same) when I looked up and saw this guy in a tree, with a sniper rifle aiming at me. Instinctively I drop to the ground, but suddenly the ground gives way and I fell.

Waking up, I find I'm in my bed, and so I swing out and almost stand on my cat, Georgie. It's at this point I realise I'm dreaming, because Georgie died a while back. I rub my hands against my bed, and strangely enough it feels like cat fur.

After 'stabilising' my now-lucid-dream I go outside and into the courtyard again. The ground is intact and the sniper is still in the tree, but this time I yell at him, and he gets angry and pulls the trigger. I hate dying in dreams so I quickly wake myself up, which I've always found easy to do once I know I'm dreaming.

So I suppose that was lucid and also had a false awakening in it. It wasn't scary or anything, just strange and memorable...

a boy shows me a crawlspace.

I follow it to a small cell. the hole disappears.

a man in a suit comes by and shoves some boxes in a window.

I am in a tiny cell for hours.

I have to find a way out. A door appears. I go through. I am in a hall like a hotel with a camera in the corner. They are watching. I run down the hall and open doors, ending up on a stage where they have their sex slaves perform.

The audience has a bunch of lawyers, politicians, cops, and gangsters.

I scream at them, 'I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THIS PLACE IS, AND WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE, YOU SICK BASTARDS!"

I flip them the double bird, and exit stage right, sprinting through seven double doors, I make it outside into fresh air.

I fly up into the night sky.

frag

A couple friends of mine are visiting. I bang something... the door into my face. A tooth gets loose and falls out. Another one is there to grow in its place.

I tell my friends what happened. Mykey shrugs and laughs.

I tell them I'm down to hang out still if they want.

frag

I am in front of a great black temple at night on a stone platform.

I hack away at a great black obelisk with my Moonblade.

I destroy the obelisk, and a pair of diamond nunchaku appear.

I pick it up and swing them around. It morphs into different flexible weapons.

I wonder if I am moving in waking life.

I wake up.