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Hey everybody. I'm starting this dream journal because I'm starting the lessons in the dreamview academy. If you are reading this, enjoy.

29 July 2012
Dream 1
My wife and I lived in a forest type of a place with a massive dam next to us. Our house was like a holiday resort and it seemed we got up to lots of strange stuff there. I worked for a boss who looked exactly like Japanese guy from inception. At one stage we were standing in a room with another few guys and he was telling us what out next plan would be. He told us that we planned to remove all the reeds from the Dam dl as to turn them into some sort of resource. I then remembered that I was actually a conservative and i was opposing him. I left the meeting and went to my wife and spoke to her about it. We climbed on a kinda lawn mower boat and went to the reeds. I told her that I didn't want to destroy the reeds but it was my job. She drove right up to the reeds and then turned around saying that she didn't want to either. Then it faded into dream 2.

Dream 2:
I was watching a tv show where these extremely young kids would fight crime. The show said that the children were doing geography homework so they couldn't be filmed. A replay was on and it showed a young chubby boy walking into a hotel with a gun. As he opened the door, two buff men started to shoot at him and he ran. His friends were outside and they were scared too. I was then in the show and I told the kids to go back as I shot some bullets through the door. I ran outside with my wife and we went back to my house. When we got there I threw the gun under the bed and thought it wasn't a great place to keep the gun. We decided to go to the bedroom ...

Dream 3:
I was on a school camp where we were all in a dormitory. There were a whole lot of other kids there and we were by one particular persons bunk bed. There were pool balls locked in the wooden side of the bed. The one guy pulled the wood off and said that the balls represented the last hockey score which he played in. I then opened the wood and said that the balls would show who is admin. the balls seemed to resemble a black, yellow and red combination. The dream faded.

Dream 4: I was lying in a bunk bed with my family in the room. My brothers girlfriend came in the room and said that she came to visit. She hugged my mom and she seemed to have some small girl with here. She said she didn't know the relation between the girl and her. The girl seemed unfamiliar and had a raincoat, blonde hair and some scar on her nose. We carried on talking and it seemed that we went off to eat but I cannot remember the details from after that.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

I am in an Olympic water sliding event that people take very seriously. People are pissed because this is my first time ever participating in the event and I am dominating the sport. A couple of kids are being very nice to me though. The water slides have obstacles in the middle of them.

Dream 2:

I am at an Angels game with great seats but I don't watch the game. I am trying desperately to find someone and Rose (from Lost) is helping me. We are taking elevators everywhere (it is kind of like a hotel). The first place I try to look is the 11th floor but the elevator keeps skipping it and gaining more and more speed. It feels like I am going to die - like the elevator is broken and is going to fly through the top of the building.

I find myself momentarily watching the game and a foul ball comes my way. I calmly say "got it" and I catch it. My wife wasn't there to see it because she took a slide down to lower levels of the stadium. She never came back. The Angels are in the field and the bases are loaded with no outs. The batter hits a pop up in the infield. The fielder drops it but umpires call the infield fly rule so the batter is out. This confuses the hell out of the fan next to me. The next batter hits into a double play which Pujols drops but picks up just in time.

Now I am back on my search for someone - some rich person. I go to the penthouse but they don't let me in. I am going down some flights of stairs impossibly fast. I am basically diving head first and rolling to get to wherever I am going.

[TRIGGER WARNING: This journal entry contains content that recalls the shootings in Aurora, CO. Reader discretion is advised.]

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm on the second floor of a big office building, and I take the elevator down to the first floor. There are a lot of other people in the elevator with me. I get an odd feeling that something big and important is about to happen in just a few moments.

I exit the elevator and walk out into the ground-floor lobby of the building. It's a large space with lots of glass that lets in sunlight, and there are lots of people walking through the lobby, going in all directions.

Suddenly, a man with some kind of small-to-medium-sized automatic weapon fires a short burst of gunfire into the air, in the middle of the room. Everyone in the lobby panics and tries to take cover, including me. [I know this nightmare was inspired directly by the recent Aurora theater shooting tragedy.] As the gunman continues shooting random people in the room, I hide under a long, low, rectangular wooden table with another young woman, about my own age, with brown hair. She and I whisper to each other about how this isn't very good cover, and how he's going to find us here any moment know. We're right - he does find us there, and threatens us with the firearm. I'm terrified that I'm about to be killed. Fortunately, I realize that I'm dreaming, and that that means I can just fly away. So I do. I fly away from the gunman in a straight line, passing right through the wall of the building without even realizing that I've done so until I'm well outside the building. When I'm some distance away, I look back at the tall office building I just left. I'm far enough away that the gunman is now little more than a dot, still visible through the windows.

[There was more to this dream; I went on to explore the rest of the dream while lucid, but I don't remember any of the specifics.]

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Side notes:
*derisive snort* And I call myself an oneironaut! I was having a nightmare, I became lucid, and I just used my dream control abilities to run away from the danger. Next time I go lucid during a nightmare, I will try to remember to stand up to the threat and talk it down.

By the way, I had this dream at a hotel, on Night #1 of my big relocation road trip.

[This is a catchup post. I had this dream on the night of July 18, 2012, but I'm just now getting around to posting it.]

Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in [or outside - not sure] House #1, and I become aware that I'm dreaming. I think, Hey, cool! This would be a great opportunity to go and achieve that goal! So I take off and start flying, keeping very low to the ground [I don't know why] , following the roads that lead from my house to the nearby park. I make a point of concentrating on the dream world around me, to keep myself in the dream. [I think] There's a moment where I briefly become aware of my body lying in bed, but I forcibly drag my awareness back to the dream and manage to stay in it. [It may have been after this next part, I'm not sure.]

Anyway, I turn up the road that leads to the park, and there it is: the metal, chain-link, curved baseball backstop, the one I've been fantasizing about flying to the top of since I was a little girl. I come to the center of the back of it and start flying up, following its curve, but inexplicably sink back down to the ground. I shrug and decide to just climb the thing instead. It works. I'm up at the top in just a couple of seconds. I stand on top of the baseball backstop, surveying the park and feeling very proud of myself for finally getting to the top of my baseball backstop in a lucid dream.

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Side notes:
Every time I have a lucid dream, I always start my day in a great mood, with the attitude that today is going to be a great day. On the day after I woke up from this particular dream, I finally received and accepted the job offer I'd spent years waiting and hoping for. Does it mean anything? I'm not willing to say yes, but it's interesting.

LUCID: was looking for a keychain that i lost, found it where i knew i had looked before. I realised it must be a dream and then...can't remember what else happened.

Had a dream today that the world ended. There was a meteorite and a bolt of lightning, a large explosion in the distance and i was one of the few that survivied. I remember people tried to steal my stuff in a lfit so i had to return them by any means, think liam neeson in take.

I keep having dreams of Chelsea. She's cute, short, and has black hair. I don't know exactly why I have a dream about her every 2 weeks. I think it may have to do with the fact that she is the only female that I got to know well and didn't have a 'rough patch' with. Or maybe were soul fiends or something like that, idk.

Anyways, the dream started off in a classroom, in a trailer. I was sitting next to Chelsea at a two-person table. We talked a bit, because the teacher wasn't there. Chelsea got up to grab something and my ex, Stephanie, motioned me to come over and sit at her table. So I did.

I talked to Stephanie a little and her boyfriend saw this, and toke a knee between our chairs. Completely blowing me off, he casually talked to Stephanie;butting me out. That was cool though. It didn't really bother me. I see Chelsea drop off some markers at our desk. She pulls up a chair, puts it against the wall, and sits next to me on it. At this point I'm sensing that Chelsea has a thing for me, and I do for her too.

Then Chelsea's mother comes into the classroom, really pissed off. Apparently someone was making fun of Chelsea earlier or something like that. She treats us all like crap and demands to know where the violator is. I think Chelsea asks her mother to stop. And somewhere along the lines, her mother starts yelling at her. Saying that Chelsea is nothing, just really putting her down.

Her mother finally leaves in her fiery rage. I go up to do something unrelated to her mother. When I come back, I see Chelsea sitting by herself, looking really sad, almost about to cry. So I sit down next to her and hold her. She rests her head on my shoulder. I tell her that she didn't deserve any of what her mother told her. She says something, I say something back. Then Chelsea says," We are the warriors of men."

Apparently she is part of some exotic religion that believes many things, one being that they are supposed to defend humanity. I toke what she said as a we're-supposed-to-do-things-the-hard-way-because-we-are-warriors. So kinda like military school's philosophy on parenting their cadets. Also that this religion is blood (insiders/family) only, similar to Judaism.

We talk a little more, and she gives me looks that suggests she likes me. Without saying it, we know that more and more we want to be together, but she would have to go against her religion to be with me. Because she is only supposed to choose from members of her religion to be with. We don't go into all that though. We leave that for later and get through her current sadness together.

I am in a house that has poltergeist problems.

The occupants have asked me to`come and banish the demon(s).

They have sectioned off the haunted part of the house with a curtain. I pull the curtain back, and a dark wind blows out from a large empty plain shrine.

I cast a spell and banish the darkness. SUNTULU D'ZATN!

A red and gold footstool flies out of the room and hits me, paralyzing my mouth. I can no longer speak.

I realize I left my Staff of Chaos (which I have IWL) outside the room. I retrieve it. A crazed half-posessed human tries to attack me.

I swing the staff in a small circle, spinning a tooth on the end of a string on the bottom of the staff, and the human backs up.

I struggle to speak, but I have lockjaw.

[I]I awake.[/I]

I had a dream while I was taking a REALLY long nap today. I had finally fallen asleep and I was swimming underwater.

It was like I was just swimming and swimming for hours without worrying about harm or anything. It was kind of fun.

But then near the end of the dream I found out I was both watching and in a discovery channel documentary. There was this huge shark fish attacking a boat. I was thinking "Sharks don't do this in general, do they?" and then the guy who was narrating the show said "no, but watch this" he this like nothing was going to happen to the people on the boat. Then what happened was this fish knocked the boat so a human fell out. I was watching this from beneath the ocean floor but all this seemed all very close. The fish then swam up to the person and ate him but it was all blurred out by ocean floor sand. The narrator then closed the show by saying "next up on how in the world did that happen" like that was the name of the show I was watching. I then swam up a little higher and realized there were these fish by plants or coral reefs. I told them to "move!" like they were in the way of some great movie.

Notes: The giant shark fish kinda looked like a shark with a Merlin appearance but still had eager eyes of a shark and it was kinda fat.
Also I have had a lot of ocean dreams before, but this one was one the vivid end of dreams of the ocean.

1. I used the nose plug RC out of habit, and realized I was dreaming. I stared at the ground, I was in my old house. I noticed the dream was becoming more vivid and clear when I was examining the carpet. While staring at the ground trying to stabilize, I decided to crawl on the ground. Then I woke up.

2. Later that morning, I got lucid again! I didn’t RC this time, I think I realized I was dreaming as soon as I was in the dream. It was already relatively stable. There were plastic bags on my hands, so I thought, “I’m dreaming. I should be able to rip these bags off!” So I tore the bag on my left hand, then my right. I looked at the bag on my left hand, and it had grown. There was a much smaller hole in the left bag than what I made. The bag on the right hand was completely undamaged. I gave up and stared at my hands to stabilize. There were tiny air bubbles all over my palms, as if the gloves were filled with water. I might have tried to get the gloves off again, and then I lost lucidity.

There were times where I wouldn't be sleeping but in the transition to falling into a sleep state. I had some scary moments while this was occurring in the past and when I say scary I mean very macabre and horrific, but I wouldn't let them scare me completely and found them in a way amusing.

One I had a long time ago was where I was on a car trip to visit some family in another state. It was night and I was sleeping in the back of the truck with the blankets (not the bed of the truck) I must of been like thirteen at the time. I fell asleep and saw this zombie girl wrapped in bandages from head to toe as soon as the vision started she started to run...on her bandaged hands like a creeper, like she didn't have legs.

The next I had like a month ago resulted in a trip to the hospital because I was dehydrated. I had a vision that was so vivid of a wall painting that was done in Egyptian times that had a pharaohs head speared and there was blood on the wall to show this graphic scene. I thought that the drawing looked too modern to be drawn way back then but still had some Egyptian scene to it. I've had enough Ancient civilization dreams related to the Egyptians to where I can probably say this was from the subconscious part of my mind.

I have had others that were on the more severe end. They weren't scary but to me rather intriguing and insightful.

Note*** I have a mental disorder that induces these visions on a very rare occasion but it happens more frequently than one who didn't have my disorder.

I had some interesting dreams this week..




One night I had a dream that I was in some forest with my brother, we saw some bear (idk what it is with bears I'm not even like scared of them in real life)! It saw us and we took off for some huge rocks that were clifflike. We climbed as fast as we could the bear came after us, I turned around and kicked it in the head with all my might. WHAM and he fell and smashed it's head on a rock and his brains were on the rock and it died.
I would put that down as a good dream, mostly because I didn't end up mutilated.


Last night, probably the most intense alien dream I ever had…
I was at my house, my mom was coming up from phoenix, she usually called when she was getting near home but for some reason this time she didn't, (dream skip) now about an hour passed when she was supposed to get home, We got in the car to go and see if she was okay, we knew she left but maybe something happened to her when she was driving I don't know..
Dream skip again.. We were now a little while out from reaching the highway (my house is a few miles away from the highway back a winding road) when I noticed something, a massive column of dust, smoke, and ash reaching hundreds, if not thousands of feet into the sky! And at the top it was.. Oh my god.. it was a mushroom cloud!! "Dad!" I yelled, "There's a mushroom cloud right there!?" I turned to my brother. "Do you think it started?" Referring to martial law and the police state. "No" he said, "They wouldn't use nukes out here in the middle of no where, this has to be something else." We live out in the middle (almost exact middle) of arizona in a little town called Payson. Google it if you want to see.
We drove further towards the highway, went down a little hill, as we got closer we saw more, smaller columns of mostly dust where it was like bombs dropped out in a big valley to the south by a place called rye, in real life this place is pretty much all desert, but here there was a large city down there.. Finally we reached the highway, cars, both military and civilian zoomed past and.. BOOM! they were taken off the road by a massive (not of this world) missle that looked like a plasma shot or something from halo! I immediately traced where the shot had come from to see a large ship coming over the mountain shooting at everything..
Think this.. execpt glowing colors and seethrough kinda like a jellyfish, then picture freakin missles shooting out of a cannon at vehicles as they drive around and catch on fire and explode into a million pieces. It was pretty intense, that's all I am saying, there were more of those things raining down from the sky in the distance. If that wasn't bad enough there were ground forces! They were on the other side of the highway shooting towards us, they looked quite like this, But goldish yellow.. They were shooting bullets that were like from the movie Battle LA.
(I hate to use just halo examples, it really wasn't like halo all that much, it was just in a way similar..
They started shooting at our car, I ducked down behind the window and screamed, "DRIVE!!" My dad floored it and pulled out to the north, My brother said that we had to get to I forget he either said cottonwood or camp verde.. I said that we need to go on foot away from any towns or cities, which they both agreed to. I said "Crap! We don't have any guns!" That sucked, my brother let out an argh and my dad sighed.. I said, "Wait, I have my .22 rifle, it has 1 clip of ammo, we can't use it to fight but we can use it to hunt for food, rabbits and crap." So that was a relief, The dream probably isn't half over yet, but it sorta changes half way through in a little bit and becomes a completely separate dream that takes place somewhere in china and I had like, special abilities and I needed to find some person that brought on the invasion and kill him so they would go home or something, then they sent someone after me that ended up being someone that I really love and had spent a lot of time with (sorta like the dream where I stabbed my partner in the neck, a similar situation) But this time I just left her and never killed or hurt her.
The dream ended shortly after, MAN BIG DREAM!


Another dream with claire in it.. I was spiderman, (the amazing spiderman with the web things on his hands) and I was supposed to go to a school for a while (I don't know exactly why I think I was doing some recon on a hunch that something was going to happen) I made some friends, and there was one really cute girl that at first made fun of me with her friends, but after a while she realized that she was in the same situation as me, (not meaning the spiderman thing hehe, meaning some type of person that came in because her parents moved around) (I guess that was my excuse) we hung out, then blah blah, some other crap with talking her inviting me over to her house and me sneaking over at like midnight and me showing her that I was really spiderman it was a cool dream.


Then the night before last, I had 2 lucid dreams, one I was getting really really good at waterbending, Kinda accidentally created a tidal wave, I had been training with some super powerful person who was showing me techniques to waterbending. He basically told me the mindset behind it then it was so much easier.. I also practiced up on my airbending a little bit, Not too bad but could use some work. I flew a little bit then dive bombed into the ocean.. Saw some cute girls in bikinis and flirted with them..

Had a second lucid dream that night, some pretty awesome free running in the city at night. I think my demon training is really coming along, I'm getting pretty elite now..

That's pretty much all the memorable dreams for the past week or so..

I am at Kulkulkan, weeping, sitting at the top of the pyramid.

Raven flies down and asks me what's wrong.

FUCK 2012. Everything's falling apart. I hate my waking life. I just want to live here forever.

Raven says nothing, but sends healing energy to me. I stop crying, and stand up and give her a hug.

I miss you, I miss MoSh... I am so frustrated with my broken body in Wakeworld.

But, we're here now, Nomad. Come.

Raven opens a portal to the Healing Glen, and we step through. We are in a lovely glen in a deciduous/pine forest in late winter. The Frost Giant steps through, parting trees like cane stalks.

"The winter is almost past, brother. Spring is coming soon."

I collapse on the grass in exhaustion. MoSh, Tigress, and Pablo appear, and I feel them healing me as tears silently pour out of my closed eyes. I hear music... Bakara... everyone is playing music. I get up, and we take turns healing each other.

We walk back to the Frost Giant's Cave. Joseph is there. He is now a young teenage boy, about 15. He smiles at me, and turns into a giant eagle. I applaud and laugh. He turns back into a boy, and suddenly bursts into tears. "Thank you for rescuing me from the nightstalker demon." He grabs Raven and I and hugs us tightly.

"Everyone, come by the fire, I made some stew," says the Frost Giant. "We will reforge ancient bonds as we share food, drink, and stories."

(to be continued when my hands don't hurt.)

Ok, this dream was pretty weird... I was in a building that had white bricked hallways, with some other guy. The halls were pretty dimly lit. The place was actually a police station. And as it turns out, me and that guy were cops. We actually had like 2 missions in this one dream. The first one is that we were at like Wal-Mart or something and we were trying to not be seen by anyone, so we were like hiding behind shelves and stuff. Then I remember we were back at the station, and some person gave us a promotion. The ranks we had weren't measured in stars, they were measured in gold "I"s. So after that mission, we were rank "II". Then some guy driving a truck smashed through a wall of the station, and I was there, but I didn't know whether to shoot the guy or not and I remember yelling: "Do I shoot him?!" like twice. Then my partner came up and started shooting him, so then i started shooting too. My partner had a machine gun, but I had a pistol. The guys truck was pretty beaten up. The front bumper was hanging off, and the windshield was shattered and gone. I don't remember what the license plate said, but it was white with light green letters or numbers. The truck itself was a dark color. Perhaps dark red. After a few seconds, we notice that the suspect has fallen out of the vehicle, and is on the ground, dead. Afterwards, I say "I could do this all day." And I shoot the suspect once more in the head. The dream pretty much ended there, other than the brief moment of lock picking we did on some random door outside. Just to give you an idea on the outside conditions... It was pretty wet on the ground, and dark outside too. Yet it was not raining. The only light we had outside was from an orange light attached to the outside of the building.

I was at a snack shop across from school. I ordered my food and waited. I wanted a boba milk tea but decided to order it when I get my food for some reason. When I ordered it, the girl gave me a weird look, she asked "spicy chicken boba milk tea?" and I repeated "boba milk tea" (I didn't even realize how weird that is until I recall my dream). The girls just stood there and I wanted to ask them if I need to make it myself (I worked there in RL before). One girl took a cup with boba and gave it to the other girl. I got back to school and ate my food, it was in a beverage cup with boba on the bottom. Whenever I take a spoon of my food, it's wet with milk tea. I didn't think it was weird but still avoided the boba while eating. My drink was knocked down many times but it didn't spill a drop.

I was at school, the lobby was closed, the doors were locked and saran wrapped. The only way in is to be a senior and wait in line. The line was formed with two parallel rows of cones and saran wraps. In order to move forward in line, we have to bend down and crawl pass some wraps. I waited in line with A.A. and her 2 friends. I went out of the line to try the other door, and of course it didn't work. The line moved forward, I ran back in line while apologizing to the people behind. Inside was as usual but with a big banner and rows of chair. We went to the seats on the left side of the room. They sat at the right end of the row and I sat at the left end. It was just 2 empty seats away from them but it felt very distant. I thought to myself that my other 3 friends, A.T., H.W., and P.W. are probably at the right side of the room. (This is very much like our senior prank with the saran wraps, the seating arrangement was almost like my graduation one)