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WILD before sleep #1

My dream started off in a very crowded Area where there was cartoon people running around, the area was very colorful with all the colors of the rain bow surrounding me as i walked and used my hands to get though the crowd, i then started to poke my hand to see that i was Defiantly Lucid and i was. I then Though to my self " remover people" after saying this it was only me in this colorful environment.
I then Teleported myself to a void to then create my next dream scape which was a field or the greenest grass and the most bluest of blue sky's. This was where i then have a very long walk off into the distance looking at my surroundings.

01.08.2012

Surrounded House (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm in my old house with my family, though it looks very different. Each room is divided into a grid, and I'm in the process of marking the floor under everything we want to keep, each mark applying to everything in the vertical space above it.

The reason I do this is because a crowd of people have surrounded our house, and don't want us to leave for some reason. In the back of my mind I get the feeling they plan on setting fire to the house. I need to mark our most important possessions in order to save them from being destroyed.

My dad suggests my sister, mum and I go out first, as we're more likely to get through the crowd, as it's him they want. Again, I have no idea why they want us, but I suspect they aren't afraid to use violence.

"I'll just fight my way through them" I suggest, but we all know it's not a good idea.

Unfortunately there was no conclusion to this dream

01.08.2012

Car Crash (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm travelling in the back of a police car (though not because I'm in trouble) with a woman driving and a bearded man in the passenger seat.

Just as the man notices something strange, we swerve unexplainably, crash and flip multiple times. None of us are injured.

I then see a nervous, insecure man who's suing the woman driver for a lot of money. His snobby parents tell him that they're finally proud of him, as if the money he's winning from the case is the same as him earning as respectable wage for once.

I was outside walking past a bunch of buildings that were store fronts with a bunch of people. I feel that I was at some sort of tourist desitnation because there were old fashioned busses driving around. I passed a bunch of stores and wanted to go in but for some reason I had to keep going. Then I realized I was lucid dreaming and said to myself and others that "I am going in a store!" So I got out of the group and entered a store with double doors. (Had been painted many times...you could tell by the glass) When I got inside to me, it looked like a Goodwill store. All the fixtures were old and kind of crammed with older stuff. Like toys and gifts from what I think would have been probably the late 60's now that I'm really thinking about it. At the time, I thought it was the 50's sort of like the Dirty Dancing era and the Catskills. I know I was in the mountains though and the weather was warm yet I was wearing a jacket and for some reason goofy tall socks. When I got in the store I realized that I could float around. I didnt have to walk and look and I know this because I was looking at things from an overhead angle. I wanted to shop but all the stuff seemed old and junky to me even though I think it was new. I know now though it was the 60's because one of the gifts was a Barbie puzzle and I know that Barbies like this one weren't around until the late 60's. I also remember seeing moccasins in like a jewelry case. I went out a door into a hallway (not out the same door I went into) and it was loud and down the hall there was like a furnace, pump, utility sort of room. It was huge. I didnt like it there even though it wasn't scary so I went down another hall and exited the building. I then was walking down the street with people again. I was alone but they all seemed paired up or in groups and I was listening to them talk. These two women were talking about having sex together. I was interested to listen and then I woke up.

Earlier this same night (it was actually early morning) I was also dreaming but I did not achieve lucidity, meaning I could change what I was doing. But I was traveling somewhere with my husband. But I know we were flying sometimes and walking others because of the angles that made no sense. I remember there was a river, lake or stream of some sort that was flooding over the road and we had to walk through it while some kids were diving in swimming. I really just remember lots of water and not wanting to go through it and also remember driving but the angles were not right to be driving a car.

08.02.2012

Solarflare (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I go on facebook, and I'm on a random link that shows a Youtube video of two people on the webcam. They both reveal their Dream Views name, and the second person to come next to the webcam declared that he was Solarflare.

He had a gray shirt on, dark blue jeans, looks pretty fit as well. He had slightly spiky hair coming off the end of his front hair, and I think he had a mustache. The other person wore sunglasses, and I didn't pay attention to him because the username didn't trigger any kind of recall for me.

Then they looked REALLY familiar, and I can't put my finger on it! Both of them look like Hispanics, at least Solarflare did. They both have rough visages, and if I could only remember the star that they were the variant of, but oh well...

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08.02.2012

The N Word (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember is that someone on the DV forums said the N word, and then I said the N word before that, which made him say it too as a joke.

Then it somehow transcends back being in real life for some reason.

08-02-2012 -- Its late at night, and I am in a room on the third floor of a beat-up, worn house. There may have been lots of interesting things getting me here, and involving people and chases and stuff ... I have the barest hints of such in my mind. Unfortunately, if there are, I can't remember them, though details are pretty good from this point on. I'm kind of tired, and am thinking of sleeping, perhaps after just a tiny bit of 'private time' to aid in sleeping. Unfortunately the door to the room won't lock, or even properly latch. There are some guys out in the halls who seem to be playing football or something, and they keep bumping the door and knocking it open.

I go out and try to talk to them about it, and one of them (who makes me think of Ogre from Revenge of the Nerds) points out there is a note from the landlord on the door saying it is never to be completely shut because it would be a fire hazard. By this time the door has vanished, and it is now a bit of a mattress that has been leaned against the door, instead. I am trying to find a way to position it so it will leave a gap of several inches at the very top, where it will still allow some privacy, rather than at the side. Just can't get it to stay that way.

Suddenly my third floor room is very rickety, and the only access is an unstable staircase which seems to be turning into an even more unstable ladder. As the football players wander a few feet, a blonde who I think is Billie Piper has come over to speak to me for a few minutes, then wants to get back to the ground floor. She is afraid to try the ladder, however, so has put on a climbing harness is is going to kind of scale her way down, except I have to use a rope/bungie sort of contraption to lower her down, as well. She's scared, and things aren't working too well at first, but I release some of the tension, and soon have her at a point where she only has to drop about a foot to the ground on the outside of the house. This has also lowered me to the ground on the inside of the house.

I head out a door where the football players are, and I find myself in a mall. It is still the middle of the night, mall has long been closed, and we are the mall security. [Possibly inspired by a conversation with somebody working mall security on here last night before I went to bed.] There are several people wandering around when they shouldn't be, and we start to try and run them out. I take a minute to walk in a restroom, turn on a light, and relieve myself. For some reason I am about a foot long. I'm thinking that is kind of cool, but as I fasten my pants I am now perhaps four feet long, the end of myself trailing out my trousers on the ground, and with a faucet on the end of it. It is some sort of joke item, and as I come out of the restroom like that, and we're walking back toward the house, the football players are joking about it.

As we walk along, the site has kind of turned to Indiana Wesleyan University, where the FCM convention is going on. This is a magic convention I have attended a few times in the past, and I believe it is going on this week in real life. Anyway, as I am walking along, one of the other guys has picked up my egg vase and is looking at it, and discovers the secret to it and is waving it around. I grab it from him and am trying to get him to stop ... does my act no good at all! Strange little dream.

I was at a traditional market gathering where salesman sale their provision and livestock. As I mix with a group, there's a guy who I assume as an internet provider worker show me a timetable which full of numbers.

"Do you know what is this?" He ask me.

When I saw an earlier chart of numbers on the timetable, I quickly remember a deviant act I did on internet in my waking world. I stare at him then I close my mouth to his ear as don't want others who present there heard what I said.

"I only did it once!" I said. (If you are curious, it was nothing inappropriate but if people around me found out, I'm screw!)

He only keep quiet then stand and leave me. I quickly follow him and curious at what he really want.

Then I encounter another group of people. This time there were two people following me. We were being treated with drinks and we listen to their complain. As I listen, I saw my two companion lied down and their eyes were close. Sleeping drug? I assume and one companion of mine collapse to the ground.

As the commotions continue there's a group of female came to our way to rescue us. I assume it's the earlier group which I associate just now. But they are so slow and they were being threaten with our life.

"Come and I would slash his throat!" Said our kidnapper as she point a knife at one of my unconscious companions.

The next thing I know, we were being caught for good but I'm alone this time in a room that full with compact green glasses cells. In the cell I saw unnatural being were trapped inside the glasses cell. They look like ancient ghost in the old China or Japanese drawings. As I drift in the air, I stare at those glasses one by one. There were ghost which trapped inside the glass and there were ghost which being trapped only at their foot and hands. At that time I assume that I was a ghost too.

Then I try to prove my innocent. I once was a good ghost! I said. But this time I was viewing the dream as the third person like I was reading a comic.

i was with M and we were in probably in a hotel, when we called L and her husband. it was unreal bc all she would do was laugh at her husbands jokes which weren't funny. It was the 1st time I talked to him. Somehow in my dream I could see him, while talking to him on the phone. The only thing I can remember him saying is that he was glad to have talked to me. I specifically called for L . She left to use the bathroom to put on makeup and I was mad that I could not hear her. After, she asked me "huh?", which just provoked me. I think I walked to the store with M after that, just thinking about the crazy experience I just had .

I wasn't able to remember my dreams for ,at least, a week now. I increased my amount of sleep and voila! I remembered a fragment...Hopefully, I'll keep my sleeping schedule consistent so I can DJ more often and "vividly".

Non-Dream Nightmare Dream Lucid Dream Lucid Nightmare

I was at my old summer camp at a school which I accepted as "my high school". It was quite strange; when I arrived, I took a small tour around the school and was taken to the summer camp where I watched a boring movie with some friends for what seemed like a few seconds. I walked away because it was so boring and I found a mermaid or something in a puddle of water on the floor.

Suddenly, I was flying extremely quickly over a sea of water while being chased by some sort of a demon; I believe it looked like a headless bear. There was something else it was chasing at the same time that I apparently was friends or something with: it was some sort of an orb of light that died when I died and vise versa. I had to rescue it from the bear and rescue myself. Eventually I just grabbed it and sped away, and I was back in the hallway where I saw the mermaid.

I realized that the whole "being chased by a headless bear demon while protecting a glowing thing" was fairly odd, so I had a suspicion that it might have been a dream. Sure enough, when I plugged my nose, I could breathe through it, and I became lucid. I got up and walked around for a while, rubbing my hands and performing an RC every now and then, before I saw a random guy. I decided I would test my skills on him and try to make him say "Hey, I like cake!". And it worked.

I realized it was probably time to go (in the dream plot), so I went to the bus. I then realized I forgot my stuff, so I dashed back inside to get it. I might have temporarily lost lucidity there, but I don't remember where I got it back (I had it back at the end for sure though). I couldn't make my way back to the room with the movie, though, so I eventually just got on a bus and took it home. I had a conversation with a DC about LDing, which he seemed fairly interested in (no duh).

The bus didn't get off at my house, though. It got off in the middle of a mall. I decided that this would be a great place to test out the dream world, so I decided to jump through a glass window in to a dark store. The glass shattered and I felt no pain, and I was on the floor of the shop. There was an ornate black table inside along with fancy pieces of velvet and various porcelain sculptures of people who looked suspiciously as Shakespeare. I thought it was a fairly odd shop when I woke up (and it wasn't a false awakening).

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I experienced many new sensations that I feel before I start dreaming. I heard new sounds, finally realized how my hypnagogic imagery looked like, vibrations sensations and also learned how I feel right before I start dreaming.
If you have read my previous dream entries you will see that my biological clock might be a little messed up.
So I did fall asleep around 21:30 and woke up 22.00, but then I went up drank a Mountain Dew and watched some random tv show (I think it was So you think you can dance?). Then I brushed my teeth and went back to bed, and I tried to fall asleep in a sitting position. My room was very warm so I started the fan... So I were in bed about 23:52

I did the Monroe Focus 10 technique as I usually do and then I started daydreaming a bit. I got some quick flashes of a dream. I can do that right now if I just relax, so it's nothing special, although it is very entertaining. ;)
What I mean with "dream flashes" is that a daydream suddenly feels real for just a split second, it's hard to explain.
It doesn't feel like a fully vivid lucid dream, but it feels like your whole awareness is in the daydream for just one millisecond. Your not aware of your physical body and surrounding when this happens, of course you are when it stops.
When I returned to physical awareness I saw hypnagogic imagery, although I thought it would be more intense, but I saw a swirling black shadow behind my eyelids, slightly blue colored.
Then those dream flashes kept happening, and I was also aware of a low tone, almost like the tinnitus tone but just a little lower pitch. Then as I daydreamed I started to see more and more dream flashes and I remember seeing red, green and blue cables getting stretched and when I got back again to physical awareness I heard that my fan had stopped and that the tone had changed to a much deeper sound. Almost like those binaural beats I used to listen to years ago.

I didn't felt like I was going to be able to fall asleep in this sitting position so I put the pillows down and tried to fall asleep in a side position. I started daydreaming again. [COLOR="royalblue"]This time I was in some parking lot outside some arena. I suddenly realized that the daydream was too vivid to be called a daydream![/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I admired the vivid environment and the cars driving by me. I thought to myself "Finally! Ok, should I seek out Iapetos or should I do this by myself?". I decided to explore the dream by myself. I walked inside a house that turned out to be a hotel.
But as I walked I noticed that I wasn't able to feel the ground! It was entertaining at first, but a little uncomfortable.
I thought to myself "Hmmm why am I walking, I don't need to walk in this place.". I started to float like a ghost and got super excited. It was not dark, but not too bright in there either... So I asked the dream to become more bright and it did. :shadewink: Then I wondered what would happen if I floated under the ground. Bad idea... :(
Everything turned black and I eventually lose my lucidity. [/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I went upstairs (not lucid anymore) and I looked for some hotel room to get to sleep in. Although all the rooms were occupied, then I met some guy that called himself Summersomner. And for some reason I told him and epic matrix line "I need guns, lots of guns".
He looked weird at me and then said "Follow me. It's in your room". He showed me into a big luxury room and on my bed was rifles made of wood although they seemed to work as weapons. I examined the textures of the sniper rifle and then took a nap.

The dream changed and I no longer remembered that I had a room in the hotel, so I started looking for a room again. I found one room and there were two girls sleeping in one bed, so I asked them If I could sleep with them, without being aware of how dumb that questioned sounded. One of the girls, kind of cute, said "Sure, do you got a friend or do you want a threesome?" and then she giggled. There I realized what I had actually asked :roll:
She said that she's not very experienced in role play and sudden sex partners, and I said "Don't worry, me too...".
Then I stroke her leg and I said "Now you moan" and smiled. :D We jokingly played, until her friend started screaming very loud, well not because of me, but because something grey weird thing ran out of her nose. Another girl, some guest of the hotel ran in there and asked "What the h*ll is your problem?!". and the other girl said "I don't know but your not the one experiencing this so shut up!"[/COLOR]

I woke up 01:45 and was a little creeped out by that last dream :shock:
I turned the light on and wrote down the dream and then fell back to sleep again.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was on some green hills with my friends when suddenly my friend Andriano run towards me and start screaming "You have to stop your application to the university! I have found the perfect job for you!". And I said "Hold your horses I really like what I have got, so what is the other job you think is better for me?" He said something weird like Natureologstics.

Then I had some dreams that I wrote down the fragments of in hope of remembering what it all meant later, but unfortunately I'm not... :roll: Anyway the fragments were: Superpowers fading, fight, Elevator girlfriend, Sandwich. [/COLOR]

Then I woke up 04:41 and I don't remember more dreams later from this morning.

According to Don Juan the First gate is crossed when one is able to induce a state of darkness and a feeling of increased weight while falling asleep, but I am not sure if really crossed it since I didn't looked at my hands nor glanced at objects.

I have learned much from this night. If I can recognize those tones again while falling asleep and the dream flashes, I might be able to stay aware and induce a vivid daydream again that I can stay in until it becomes vivid enough to explore.

I can actually use the new things I have learned to my advantage. Relax until I can feel those dream flashes again, and then use the inner tones as a guiding sound to keep track of where I am. We'll see tonight! ;)

First I would like to mention: In this dream I did not see any blood besides in the last scenes. It did not feel like killing people, they rather got unconscious.
I was in a war. I don't know what happened before, but a classmate and I were the only people alive from our team. Suddendly a huge army appeared. First we only saw a small part of them and started firing. I used a special type of ammunition which schould change peoples minds, but instead I noticed them turning into rocks. Then we looked further and I realised this being a army of many man. (At this moment I didn't see people turned into rocks anymore.) Strangely they offered us to refill and reload our weapons and then to fight against them. At the fight not everyone started to shoot at us, meanwhile my classmate was shot - he wasn't dead but he was bleeding. They took him away immediately, nobody was shooting anymore. Then they took me somewhere, too.

I was in an elevator with someone. We got to a floor in an apartment building, we turned right and went to the house on the right side. I told the person that I used to live on the 24th floor at the exact same spot. The numbers of floor must have increased to more than 30 (the top floor in RL), since the floor we are on is above that.

I was in a classroom, the teacher said something, we all got up and walked out of the room. We walked together in the hallway and entered another classroom. All of us were suppose to sit in groups of four, since my friends and I got to the room last, there were no seats left for us together. My two friends quickly took the seats near the door and I walked to the seat on the left side of the room. I sat down and when I looked back up, the person in front of me was different, the original girl was sitting one seat ahead instead.

08/01/2012
2AM - 8AM

Another 5 day stretch with no dreams until this.

Wake 11:25 am

Dream 1:
i go on vacation to the beach but for some reason I don't have enough money to get back. I realize this while sitting in an inner tube by a pier for like a party or convention of some sort. I convince some people to give me a lift to North Myrtle beach in attempt that one of my friends are there and can help me get home. I have no phone with me so no way to contact anyone. I meet a rich guy and see his open safe but don't ask him for money. He is just showing me around his one room building that he lives in. One side has the bank teller type setup(a booth more or less) and that's where his safe is. I leave his house and meet a thief. I tell the thief that I know a place he can get into and make a lot of money. I tell him for a cut I can tell him where and he agrees to it. The thief ends up looting the safe and disappearing leaving me empty handed. At this point I feel really guilty because the rich guy has lost his stuff and i'm to blame. I go back to the rich guy and tell him what happened and why I did it. Surprisingly he isn't mad and walks over to a secret safe that appears after a book is pulled from his bookcase. He says "This is how you are going to get home." He throws me a patent for the first washing machine(Maytag I think). He says "The banks will go crazy for this. And just because I had a lot of money in my safe doesn't mean I stole it." (WTF?!?)

Dream 2:
I walk into a receiving dock of a Walmart and the truck is backed in backwards. I break the seal off the truck and an alarm goes off but I don't seem to be worried. There are two pallets as soon as I open the truck but I was just boxes, I don't remember anything specific. I hop out of the truck, leaving the door open and go inside. Apparently I was expected because a guy says "This is Brendan but everyone calls him B." I show everyone my name badge and start to look around. I see one of my co workers then I wake up.

A long stretch of no dreams only to have a dream fragment.

Wake 9:42 am

Jotted these words down: Bioshock and Big Daddy

Dream(Fragment): Either I am a Big Daddy from Bioshock or I'm controlling one. My point of view was like looking out of a diver's helmet. I'm following around a little sister in Rapture. That's all

2 dreams, great recall, just now getting to post this, been slacking at posting from my physical dream journal to this one.

Wake 9:15 am

Dream 1: I'm working at a mall, but we are still doing our normal Walmart stuff. Well it's one of the days that the team lead is off so I'm in charge and the day goes fine except for this one guy, Scott. He keeps disrespecting me, running his mouth, and otherwise not wanting to do his job. I keep being Mr. Nice Guy and taking him with a grain of salt but he is really starting to piss me off. I try to talk to management about it but they are too busy. I then find my boss ,apparently he is working now. My boss tells me with the new guy that's over him, he is basically out the door and he knows it. My boss and I go and push some buggies into the corals. I notice the surrounding isn't a mall anymore but it's a strip mall. It looks like one that I have been to on numerous occasions in my town. I start pushing some buggies down hill and one gets away from me and rolls down the hill and hits a woman's gold-ish color car. It's four doors and looks like a newer Ford Taurus. She doesn't seem to notice. It suddenly transitions to night. So now i'm out front of the strip mall and walk towards the buildings and Scott. He is standing there with one of my friends, Brian. I think this is a little odd but don't think to much about it. Scott says "Let's do this!" I tell him that it's not a very bright idea to try to fight your boss on camera and he backs down. I start talking to Brian like Scott isn't there. Brian tells me he is back in town for a bit. I ask how long and he says 2 days. I say we should play some Black ops while he is in town and head back to work. As I'm walking back up the hill I see droves of ghostly figures walking up the hill too. (they look like this) I hear over the intercom to start frozen picks and I find my boss a few minutes later. I walk up to him and say "Really?!?".

Dream 2:
My mom, step dad, and myself are at this guys house. It is huge and has giant windows that take up a whole wall on one side and the opposite wall has smaller window with blinds on them. The guy also looks like Ron Perlman from Alien Resurrection. (Lol) He seems to be an information broker of sorts and can get stuff for cheap. For some reason my mom and step dad are talking to him about a cake or wedding or something similar. His big printer is messed up and not working right. He is on the phone, maybe with tech support or something. After he gets off the phone he leaves the top off the printer and I go and put it back on and it works just fine. Mom and him talk to him for a bit. I start to organize the printed stuff and it looks like normal papers. He fiddles with them for a bit and it turns out they are comics. He is filling a big order and I continue to help him organize them. After a few different comics, three or so, we get to Mouse Guard and it has a rubber band around it. Another sudden shift to night time. We start hearing thumps up above us. He says "I know Coke(as in Coke a cola) isn't on the roof. Everyone get a gun and go check it out." I tell him all I have is this shotgun and he hands me a nice AR 15. I wake up.

When I woke up I actually started writing down dream 2 first then when I was finished I remembered dream 1.

A nonlucid, plagued with obvious dream signs.

I don't remember the onset of this dream, but it seems I was dropped into a story, where I was at my parents' house. I was dressed as a geisha, and my parents had managed to come up with 3 suitors for me for possible marriage one night. I know, geishas don't marry, but this is lame lily white American geisha apparently. My outfit was beautiful though. It looked like a traditional geisha costume/uniform(?). Also, the entire ensemble was made from gold silk peu de sois. I saw my reflection once in the reflection of the bay window in my old bedroom. And my hair looked like this:



So the suitors. One was Octavio, a baker I used to work with, who looked confused as fuck to be here at this, "suitor competition." The second was Cheech Marin (thanks, mom). And I don't remember the 3rd, but I remember he was also Hispanic. Not that any of this matters to me, I married a man from Venezuela irl. I have no idea why suddenly I was a geisha, betrothed to one of 3 Hispanic men. At any rate, the entire party was stopped short, because a horrible storm began. In the sky, there was a giant patch of gray and black clouds, pouring rain and forming the usual wall clouds. We all remarked at how they would probably form into tornadoes. Then I noticed, in the center of the cloud mass, the shape of Texas, only it was backwards. I rationalized it like this: the storm was aiming for Texas. And from the storm's point of view, the shape of Texas wasn't backwards. It only appeared backwards to us because we were in front of the oncoming storm. Then suddenly we were all in front of my house instead of my parents', and my mom yelled at me "Where's Chris?!" I noticed he was standing under the mimosa, completely drenched from rain water. It was as if the only rain cloud was over him and the tree. I took him inside and it became the interior of my parent's house again. And his baby shoes were all over the floor. I remarked how cute and nostalgic this all was.