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Had this dream August 8, 2012. Woke up very overheated. I only remember the last dream portion.

For some reason, M and I needed to sublet our house because we were going to be moving. We were having an 'open house' of sorts. There was a family of 6 that came by to take a look. M was showing them around while I was making sure things were looking nice. I heard voices getting louder, so I wandered in to the back porch area and I heard the mother (an older, plump woman) saying she didn't appreciate my husband's tone. I walked in and tried to smooth things out, introducing myself. The older woman smiled and made a comment about how that's how people are supposed to be treated and then started asking me questions. She asked if the rent was $X per person, or total. I said that was total. She asked how many people had to live there for that rate. I said as long as the total rent was paid, it didn't matter. She turned to one of her family members and said "SEE!" Then, one of the sons (maybe in his 30's) walked up to me and held his hand out. I went to shake it, but he grabbed my hand and started mentioning how we'd AGREED to a reduced rent for his family. I tried to pull my hand away and said "No I never spoke with you about reduced rent" and he said "Its a hand shake! ITS A DEAL!" and his family started getting excited. I repeated that the rent was not reduced and that they misunderstood.

Then, one of the older brothers (late 30's, skinny, wearing a faded rock band shirt) said "Oh well then can we sell off the trailers to make up the difference?"

He was referring to some trailers we had on the property.

"No, those are our trailers. They'll be coming with us when we move."

The older brother scowled and said, "Not if I sell them. If I sell them, I get the money."

About that time, the landlord and M came back my way. The family was getting rowdy and I could tell this wasn't going to be a real deal, so I said I think it was time for them to leave. The landlord rushed in and shook her head.

"No no no! Why would we send these people away?"

I looked at the landlord and repeated "No, I REALLY think that its time for them to go."

We were walking them toward the exit, but then we were for some reason walking along a motel like setting. We were climbing down some steps and the older brother suddenly sawed away the steps. The landlord plummeted about 5 stories. M was next and he turned to look at me as the stairway fell from beneath him and I reached out to grab him, but he just looked in to my eyes and fell. I leapt back on to the landing and was trying to find a way down when I noticed one of the other family members (a younger boy, I assumed a younger cousin or nephew) was looking at me and grinning. I could tell he was going to push me. There was a ladder setup beside me (for painting the walls) so I grabbed it and put it between myself and the younger man. He started walking toward me, big strides, and I began to panic, looking for a way down without dropping 5 stories. As he got closer, I started to scream for help. He just kept walking and the metal hit his chest. He started pushing against me. I started to push the ladder and thrash and got one of the metal pieces to slip and it stabbed in to his eye. He just kept smiling and walking toward me as the metal beam sunk deeper in to his head.

I woke up. My brain felt like it was swollen and it was very hot.

08.10.2012

Blonde Anime girl and Rei Ayanami (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+:

I see a picture of a blonde anime girl that is going to get raped. It was like reading a Doujinshi, and there's a panel where the shirt she's wearing is ripped out, exposing her breasts. They were small and firm, and she had a very petite body structure.

Then there's another panel where she's in the missionary position, but this is seen at a side angle. Someone is on top of her, penetrating her intensely as she has her legs cocked up in the air. She looks like she's going to cry, and it's very hard to see who the person having sex with her looked like.

He was all a blur to me, but he really knew how to have rough sex with a girl of her size.

The dream shifts, and it seems I'm going to head out somewhere. I think I'm inside an apartment. The insides are just a blurry brown color with the wooden chairs, sofa, kitchen, etc.

There are two anime looking females in the room. There's a blonde one to the left of me that's holding my left hand, and the other has light blue hair.

I look at the blonde one first, and she looks like the londe female from "The Story of Little Monica."

She smiles and me asks,

"When will you come back?"

It takes me a while to understand what she meant by that. I shift my focus on the light blue haired girl on the right who is probably 5-8 feed away from us. She looks a lot like Rei Ayanami from Neon Genesis Evangelion.

I think she's wearing the white default outfit from the show, but I'm not too sure on that. I only see the profile view of her face, and it seems she was probably speculating about something, or looking down somewhere.

I keep focusing on her until she turns her head towards me, then she blushes, and quickly turns her head back.

Huh?

I most likely went out to go somewhere, but I don't know where.

I wonder why the Rei counterpart was blushing at me and so shy? And then I realized the same blonde anime girl holding my hand was the one who had sex in those panels I mentioned.

So the question is, was it me who had sex with her? And what about Rei? Why would she be blushing....hmm.....

O.O

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08.10.2012

Permission Ticket and Bands (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at some kind of ticket booth, but before I go anywhere near the employee, I think I go to some other section where I have to fill out some application. It's basically a form on what you like, hobbies, preferred food, etc., at least that's what I assumed when I saw the question,

"What is your favorite band?" I believe there was a girl next to me who asked me that, and I said,

"Just put None" because I honestly couldn't choose one.

"Okay!" she said, and she draws a line through the answer space, something like that. Then I remember getting near the ticket booth for some kind of Permission ticket, though I don't know what it really is for.

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08.10.2012

Dark Merlin Bans Me on IRC (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm logging on the Dream Views IRC, and I talk for a while with some people. Then after a few seconds, Dark Merlin bans me.

It looked more like a disconnection rather than a ban, and I was wondering what I did to actually get banned. I was using the KVIrc system to check things I've said before getting banned.

There honestly wasn't any reason for me to be banned, and I didn't even spam in there or anything like that. Then I was able to get back on after 30 seconds or so. I double checked to see what I did wrong, and Dark Merlin banned me because I used bold font.

I wonder why that would get me banned, and then I saw some red font somewhere on the chat, so I check and find out it's Matte the mod, but his name is spelled as "Mate" in the dream instead. We were all talking about something, probably on why I got banned for a few seconds, but that's all I remember.

This is the first entry to my dream journal on this site. I have good recall and don’t write down my dreams often, only when they start to slip. I’ve decided to do this as it has been said to be extremely important and I’m going to take their word for it.

Last night had a pretty good dream and some fuzzy ones. The last thing I had before bed was some tea and then an apple, nothing particular to aid lucidity (although apple juice does help so why not apples?). Anyway, I was going to try WILDing again but was simply too tired. I went to sleep at my normal time, got to sleep normally. I read A Clash of Kings before bed.

The Dream

I was in a park sort of area with some people, two gangs. One of them I was a member of, a pretty important one too. Both groups were arguing over who owned a pair of broken bongos. A member of my gang, who had the voice of one of the smooth posers in Adventure Time, offered to fix the drums with a bongo-spanner, a small tool that looked like an small corkscrew. This offended the opposing gang leader, a short man with slicked back hair and a Spanish accent. He began insulting the smooth poser until my gangs leader stepped in and defending him. The enemy leader took this as a challenge and took out a knife. My gang drew weapons including a pipe, a cricket bat and a short dagger. I had some sort of wire held between two wheels. When the fight started, I snuck up on an enemy gang member and choked him to death. Some short woman with red hair and a Tommy gun called my methods too brutal. I dismissed these claims. The fight was unconvincing, like something from a B-movie.

I woke up, almost wanting to laugh at the absurdity. I attempted a WBTB but realised it was morning already and there wasn’t enough time.

Opening Statements
Hello, everyone! I'm back, and either I just seem to only remember dreams when their lucid, or I just have bad recall skills. Either way, my LD count now throttles up to two, and I can only hope it climbs even higher! Well, enough of this self-proclaimed glory, on to the dream!

Legend
Black = Dreaming
Blue = Aware That I'm Dreaming
Green = Lucid

Entry
I was running around an empty city, it was a sunny day, and the city was something you'd expect to find from a modern Sonic the Hedgehog game. Buildings closed me off to a specific area, which I was running around in. I was thinking about who-knows-what when suddenly I thought about dreams. Then, out of nowhere, with not even the slightest change of anything, I was Lucid. I was suprised and quite happy (Seeing as how this was only my second, and my last one was almost a month ago.), I started to explore the city some more, looking at my hands, and such other activities. It actually felt pretty cool to just be doing that, but I felt the clarity of the dream slipping. Fearing that I would wake up, I started saying "Stabilize Lucidity!" over and over again. Now before, I was mostly seeing the dream in third person, like some sort of videogame, but after saying that, all I can say is, whoa. EVERYTHING was amazingly detailed, the dream was crystal clear, it was in first person, heck, it would be easy to convince me that it was real life! Anyway, I suddenly noticed a school in front of me, looking like a middleschool and a highscool mixed together. When I went inside, there were a good amount of people inside. There was a band practicing in the entrance area (the band room was right at the entrance area, as were many others, no walls or anything... I wanna meet the guy who designed this school!). I walked around it, giving someone who played the Tenor Saxophone a thumbs-up as I passed him. I talked to one of my friends, but I forgot what was said, and then, suddenly, I was in a black void. well, at the time, I thought I had woke up and hadn't opened my eyes. When I did wake up, I realized that I'd had a False Awakening. The dream ends there.

Ending Comments
Well, overall, this dream was fun, and i'm in a hurry to end this entry (It's the third time i've had to rewrite it.), so, I made some goals, here they are:

Goals
[]Miracle of Flight! (Fly)
[]Bros 4ever! (Brofist a clone of myself)
[]Fus Roh Dah! (The title says it all)
[]Satisfaction! (Kill Adolf Hitler)
[]Kahbeeewwmm! (Blow something up)
[]Mewzickawl! (Make my brain compose a song)
[]Childhood Dreams! (Breathe underwater and explore the ocean)
[]Adventure... Yeaaahhhh! (Go on an adventure some where)
[]Decadream! (Have ten Lucid Dreams)
[]Chaos! (Take the role of Rico Rodriguez)
[]Let There be Realumpco! (Create a planet, galaxy, or universe)
[]Hero Worship! (Do something with a favorite youtube LPer)
[]Dual Chaos! (Cause a chaotic event with John De Lancie)
[]Sleeping Turkey! (Have three LDs in a row)
[X]Inception! (Have a False Awakening)
[]Screw Evil! (Beat a nightmare)
[]You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you? (Succumb to a nightmare)
[]Fooling the Mind! (Enter Sleep Paralysis)

I've been having non lucids lately where murderous people are after me. I'm never all that scared in them, in fact it feels no different than running from someone I'm playing tag with. I mean, I never truly fear for my life, but I do try to get away.

In this dream, a woman had captured me and was holding me hostage in my own house. She was explaining how she wanted to kill me and mutilate my body. And she had bloody body parts from other people scattered around. I was back to being a teenager, because one of my boyfriends, Dave, tried to come over. But the lady told him I wasn't home or something. So as he started walking home, I thought "I need to get out of here. I'm going to get my bike when she's not looking, and ride away!" Oh and side note, I think she already killed my parents. Anyway, she turned and left the room for a moment, so I easily slipped into the garage, opened the door, and started walking my bike into the street. I had a hard time getting my bike going there for a minute, and I was getting that excited/scared feeling you get when you're about to be tagged "it", but I finally got the bike going. I saw Dave half way down the block, and I yelled "Dave!" He stopped walking and turned around, and I hopped off my bike and ran to embrace him. His hair was all wild and red and curly like I remember it being when he was 19. We kissed, and then I broke the kiss and saw that 3 crazed murderous people were right behind him. I screamed!! Then either I woke up briefly or just went into blackness.

The dream restarted, where I was at the police station with Dave and his family. The cops got the bad guys, and Dave's family had graciously decided to let me live with them. Not adoption exactly, just more like becoming my legal guardians. I remember being so excited that I would get to live in the same house as my boyfriend I was given some paperwork to sign, and it was really hard to do! The pen wasn't working well, and I was having a hard time just writing. I became lucid once I realized that I only have this kind of trouble writing when I'm in a dream. But I was too wrapped up in the story, and Dave, to do anything with it. I just went over and hugged his mom, then proceeded to make out with Dave before waking up.

Dream
Lucid

I was on a bus with other people. I wasn't sure as to who else was on the bus nor did I know where I was going. I decided to start talking to a kid that resembled my friend, Nick. We were joking around when this girl came and sat in the seat next to me. She reminded me of a girl I used to see in school all the time, but I didn't know her. I unconsciously start flirting with her, by the time we reach our, still unknown, destination she's written her number down and given it to me. We all start getting off the bus, walking towards a large tan building, with big glass front doors. For some reason I didn't want to put the girls number in my pocket, so I take off my backpack and put it in there. While doing that, for some strange reason, I remember what I'm wearing in the dream. I have a white T-shirt on, with black basketball shorts, grey Nike's, and finally my grey backpack. We make it into the building and there are only 2 or 3 people in there and they are all female. I walk up to some double doors, which would take me to the skating ring. This women stops us before we could enter and tells us to wait there. I'm sort of irritated, because I really wanted to see how my ice skating has improved, since the last time I went ice skating I was horrible. I quickly get bored, so start looking through the small windows on the double door. I see a room filled with computer stations and can't find any possible reasons for so many computers to be in a place like this. I turn around and see guys surrounding the girl I was talking to. She doesn't seem too comfortable and moves away from them. I'm not sure why, but I don't go to comfort her, I stay near the double doors. I look back into the window and see a woman deleting a massive amount of tabs on her computer screen. Nick randomly appears and says "How is it possible for so many tabs to be open?" He says with confusion on his face. I don't respond, but question the same thing.

Then, I woke up, haha. First time I've done a DJ in months. Hope you enjoyed it

Had a dream about Skyrim.... all I can remember is a Jarl saying "His speeches drive the toughest creatures to tears."

i was in a car with my family and i thought something wast right so i plugged my nose and i could breath so i yelled out im dreaming and ive always wanted to do that hand through the finger thing so i tried too push my finger through my hand and it worked but it felt wierd so i stopped and got out of the car and walked in a town where my cousin shawn was there and i knew i could comunicate with my subconsious so i said can i lucid dream tomorrow and shawn and all the people stopped and looked at me in confusment but i heard my subconsious say yes then i woke up.

also for some reason i have been lucid dreaming for the past three days and i havent even been trying plz can someone tell me why the past three days iv been have ing lucid dreams

Reality/Non-Lucid/Semi-Lucid/Lucid

Hrs Slept: 8, then 2 and half more hrs

I woke up at 7am because Smokey (cat) woke me, and it helped me remember the first of my dreams. Then I fell back asleep and had more, although I can't tell the order of these dreams very well but I did my best.

Fragment 1- I remember weird bits about hanging out with my sister and cousin in our backyard? And we were messing with hair or something, then I was going to a movie and had to get ready really quick but something was stopping me from getting in the shower. I couldn’t find a brush or something like that. Also I vaguely remember my sister had her cell phone outside with us and my cousin had her laptop.

Airplane-Bus
I’m boarding a small airplane with Abby on it, and it’s an older woman with a tight gray bun on her head who’s the pilot. I get the feeling I’ve taken this plane before. So we take off from my town using the on-ramp at the interstate and the woman whose piloting the plane is kinda diagonal from me (it’s set up more like a bus, and she’s in the driver’s seat and I’m in one of the front row). She keeps telling me and Abby about her piloting strategies. I don’t remember what she said exactly.
Next thing I know we are on a road even though it’s an airplane and we are stopped on a corner at a red light. I look out the window and see Abby doing something really funny on the corner there in front of a little restaurant, so I pull the bus/plane around the corner because that will give her more room to do whatever it is she’s doing. And I think I pull out my camera.

Visiting Spain
I’m with Abby and Jesse’s gf Lauren and maybe Jesse and Becca and we are in another country that looks like Spain or Morocco or something. But we step out from a huge building that has open squares with no panes for windows and it’s all made of stone or sandstone or something tan colored. We step out onto this large flat balcony type thing and look out over the sea. It’s a beautiful place all golden and lit up from the setting sun and I’m taking pictures like crazy. Then we go to eat in a little restaurant that’s part of the sandstone building and it has little square tables and set up much like an old fashioned dining car on a train. There are two men eating at a table near us and they are older but attractive.

Fragment 2 – I’m partying at Jessica’s house and chase is there and I go to use the bathroom and the toilet paper runs out and right as it does it makes a fart noise and there’s a note on the tp that says something like “fart paper! Gotcha" so I know it was a joke set up by someone partying with us. I remember Chase was there and thinking it was probably him.

1. Out in a city that was under siege. Parked in the central division were a bunch of air planes. There were air planes for dog fights and bombing. Somebody commandeered and weaponized the city's train. There only civilians out were hot girls. I called attention to myself and stole a plane. I flew like a champ and was doing aerial acrobatics like mad. When I landed, all the women ran to me and touched me.

2. There was a rather large party happening atop a building. It was central in a city, but outside of the bottom floor were shops and games. I sat around chatting by the parked cars for a long while. Eventually I headed inside to get cake. In the cake-room there was a projector with movies playing. After some time, I got back on track to get cake, but it was a lie.

Ever had a word you were trying to think of that was on the "tip of your tongue", so to speak? Well, that's how trying to remember my dreams this morning feels. I know I dreamed, it's like I can almost retrieve the memory, but it's just out of my reach. Grr...so frustrating.

Clearness: Very clear.
Vividness: Lots of things happened.
Realism: Pretty realistic, with a few fantasy elements.
Mood: Very fun.
Lucid: Attempted, and received a subtle signal, but failed.
Oh, btw, I decided to write side notes in purple.

This was a fun, clear dream. Great one for my first DJ entry here.
So basically I dreamed that a Hungarian friend of mine came on a vacation to Belgium, and various things happened.

At some point I showed him my underground mushroom farm under the basement (this part sort of references Terraria), which was like a little underground forest (resembling the Ancient Forest from FF7), with blue mushrooms growing in it. I told him I had some problems with it, because only blue mushrooms were growing and no red ones.
So he suggested we should go to the market to buy some red strawberries then. (Notice how it's suddenly strawberries...)

We made a walk to the market, and we decided to go to the baker to buy a strawberry cake (Notice how it's suddenly strawberry CAKE he should make up his mind).
The baker wasn't there at the moment, so we just took the cake, cut it in half, and ate it while we waited for him to show up. He showed up, gave us a friendly greeting, and we paid him.
Then, for some reason, he decided to go back by car, and I was gonna go back by bike... even though we went there on foot in the first place. I was riding my bike back home, and I suddenly felt a need to go very quickly... and for good reason, because seconds after I felt that, it started to rain (that ALWAYS happens if I go somewhere by bike).
I arrived back home with my hair being only a little wet, and for some reason, to go back inside, I needed to go up a staircase that has a 90° turn to the right every few steps. In front of me was a man who, at EVERY turn, hit the wall and felt groggy for a few seconds, and then continued. I dunno what was up with him, maybe he was blind, maybe drunk, but it was a funny sight anyways.

When I arrived back in my house, which was suddenly my dad's house, we decided to watch the Olympic Games on tv. One of the disciplines was IRL pac-man, with a guy dressed in a pac-man suit, and four others dressed in ghost suits, and the pac-man guy tried to eat all the dots in the maze as fast as he could.
I joked to my dad and my friend that he's gonna puke if he'll eat so much dots.

Then I watched some weird videos on youtube (from the typically "weird side of youtube") with my friend, and some other minor stuff.

At the end of the dream, quite notably, my friend talked to me about dreaming. This was very probably a subtle sign that I should do a reality check, as I was telling myself in my mantra before I went to sleep, but unfortunately I didn't catch it. Ah, better luck next time then.

I went to bed way too late last night.

Dream One(Fragment): I'm at the lake, on the pier, playing with Pokemon cards.

That was hardly worth an entry, lol. But maybe entries everyday again will fix my recall and all.

Still not much going on in the matter of a dream life right now. Waking life is getting in the way lol.

Dream One: I'm at the Cabin at the lake with a bunch of other people. It's got to be a party or something. I decide to walk down to the water, but when I follow the path to the water I end up at my moms old house instead. I go inside, and there are a lot of people there too. I turn left and go into the living room where my husband is talking to my friend L. They're talking about anime, and L is saying he likes bleach. I'm pretty sure in waking life he's never seen it lol. I start agreeing that I like Bleach as well and we talk for a bit about how bad ass Ichigo is. Then I get up to go to the bathroom. When I get to the bathroom though I decide I need to do laundry not use the bathroom. I open the bathroom door and it's dark inside, but when I go to turn on the light I hear someone say Woah! Some how L has gone from being in the living room to being in the bathroom and is completely naked. I try to apologize, but he tells me to turn the light on and get a better look. I laugh and shake my head not daring to turn the light on now that he's told me to, and then grab the laundry and duck out quickly and embarrassedly. I duck into a room that I seem to think is mine even though I never lived in that house with mom. I take off my clothes and put them in the laundry basket and grab a pretty dress with rainbow stripes. I throw on the dress and grab a bandana off the dresser next to me. I start trying to figure out how I'm going to wear it, wrapped up as a head band or folded in half to cover most of my head. As I look in the mirror trying to figure out what looks best, I find that my hair looks like it's shrinking. It's like it's growing in reverse, getting shorter instead of longer and at a really quick rate. Then I lean in closer and my face is getting dark and I have a five O'clock shadow coming in. I rub my hand on my face and freak out that I have a beard coming in! I watch as my face starts to morph and look more and more like my husband. I start to flip out and panic, thinking to myself that I don't want people to see me like this, looking like a guy. Then I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I start telling myself over and over to calm down, there is no way that I am growing a beard. I do not look like my husband and I do not have facial hair. This will go away. It works, and my face is back to normal when I open my eyes, though I haven't realized it was a dream. Then L walks in, and tells me that my dress is the tackiest and ugliest dress he has ever seen and he loves it. I make a sarcastic crack about how sweet that was, and then I wake up.

And last night's dream continues! Well, sort of. This one was pretty vivid, too, but it got kinda fuzzy once I woke up. Actually, I can hardly remember specific details now. This time, it was more like a typical video game dream for me; I could only see the screen, like watching a dream in third-person, except I knew I was playing the game (in the other dream, I could still see my room). Also, other characters could actually talk, as opposed to having a dialog box pop up on the screen.

I was playing the "new" Zelda game again (see my previous entry: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/fenn...a-games-37018/). This time, though, I'd already completed the game and was replaying it because I'd unlocked bonus stuff or something. I was in this building, and there were various traps and things that I had to get past (but I already knew how to because I'd apparently done it before).

I eventually reached a glass elevator and went down. Then, I got back in and went up, hoping I wouldn't end up on the same floor as before (remember, it was a video game, so things like what floor I went to weren't necessarily up to me). It went all the way to the top, where there was a shop. The shopkeeper offered me two amounts of money - a larger amount and a smaller amount. I can't remember the exact values. I chose the smaller amount, but then he started yelling at me, telling me to take the larger amount, so I did.

I think there was more to the dream after that, but I can't remember.

After that dream, I woke up and started thinking about it to recall as much as I could. I ended up falling asleep again after a couple minutes or so, causing me to have a dream where I was in the car, thinking about what I was going to write in my dream journal when I got back to my cousins' house (that's where we were going). We soon got to my cousins' house, which looked nothing like it does IWL. When we got out the car, my dad said it was raining, but my mom claimed it wasn't. I couldn't feel any rain, so I stuck my hand out in front of me and could feel rain. I thought it was a little odd that the rain stopped about a foot in front of me, but I didn't really think much of it.

In the next dream, my mom and I were walking down Main Street in the village near where I live, heading for a certain shop (which doesn't exist IWL). We were going there to find and purchase some natural remedy for... something. We entered the shop, arriving in a pink room that smelled strongly of perfume, with a white curtain sort of separating it from the shop itself. We walked past the curtain and into the shop.

Inside, the woman who owned the shop was busy giving a tarot reading to a customer, so my mom and I sat down at a nearby table to wait. There were tarot cards at this table, too, but they looked just like normal playing cards. My mom dealt out some cards (all the while, I was just thinking that she had no clue what she was doing) and then jokingly said that the cards said I would pick them all up (there were a lot on the table), but she picked them up anyway. Then, she told me that these cards were wider than the ones back in England, which meant that they had some sort of special meaning (of course, the real reason they were wider was because they were playing cards, which are wider than tarot cards anyway).

Then, I saw Makayla, a young girl from my church. My mom said she was here to tell us we have to take my friend's mom (not Makayla's mom) to the hospital, as we apparently had to every day at this time. She asked me if I just wanted to be checked out at the hospital while we were there or if I wanted to come back here afterwards instead. Honestly, though, I had no idea what we had even come here for.