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A friend of mine invents a machine capable of extracting our "daemons" in the form of little tiny cute monsters. Each person has a different number of daemons with different forms and shapes. He also invents a kind of aquarium on a metallic pedestal with a controlled environment to keep the daemons, like fish on a fishtank. They can be taken out for playing, like pets, but people are warned that this is a dangerous game.
I pick some of my daemons in my hand and I choose one to play with. They make things happen, like materializing our fears, playing mind tricks, etc. This one makes insects and worms appear all over the ceiling and the walls. I recognize this as an old fobia but I am aware that it no longer affects me like before, so I feel tempted to play with all my daemons and face all of the unknown dark corners of my mind,

Vague waking image of a chidrens carousel and a number on a pretty horsey on the merry-go-round. 42

I remembered a dream when I first woke up, but I forgot it now.
I woke up, tried a DEILD and got a lucid dream. Unfortunately it was a short and forgettable one.
I then tried another WILD, and went into sleep paralysis, kept my eyes closed, but felt myself in my old bed from my old house. I broke out of SP into my own normal bed, and went back into a dream
Casino, with powers
Me, my parents, and my brother were at a casino, with our two dogs, and a lot of luggage. I never actually saw my family in the dream, I just know they were present. I remember chasing around a friend from a minecraft server I play on, and then I put on a ring that made me invisible. At this point I walked around and noticed the girls bathroom, I went inside, still invisible. I went into a corner and poked a girl on the shoulder to get her attention. I expected sexy time, but instead she got scared, shouting "who's there!" and backed into the same corner I was in. She squeezed up against me but then quickly stepped back because she felt something that wasn't visible. I try using the ring to phase through the wall, but it didn't work. I pointed it at the sky to fly away, but nothing happened. I willed the ring to take me out of there, but failed again. I walked around the poor woman, left the bathroom in shame and entered the mens restroom because I had to pee. I am standing there going for like 2 minutes, then someone else comes in. I turn to see who it is, but then my stream starts going everywhere! I ask for help, but receive none. Instead of cleaning the mess up I just went to the urinal and finished.

I woke up, noted my stupidity, then went back to sleep and into the next dream.

Same casino, helping a girl
So this girl I know from our church comes up to me and asks me to help her with her car. Not knowing what to do, I spend like 2-3 hours going to the garage and parking cars randomly. I finally get bored and go back into the casino, ask her where her car is, she replies either floor 36, or floor 42, this casino was not that tall... Anyway, we grab our stuff (from the last dream, it is a lot) but leave the dogs there. I get in the passenger seat, the girl gets in the driver seat, and my brother gets in the back. Turns out she wanted me to hold the passenger door closed while she drives home, since it won't stay shut. She offers to pay me $1000 so I say yes, so she takes off. The door proves to be really hard to keep closed, and we come up to this intersection called "Kyante st." and she tells me she was going to have Kyante help her, but he was busy. She drives up to the front of her house, which is like literally 2-3 blocks away from the casino. She thanks me for helping her, curtseys, then goes inside. She didn't pay the $1000, and we were left here, with all of our stuff, having to walk back to the casino...
I look at the house, and it is a HUGE house, on a culdesac with a few other really big homes. So she is rich, in a rich part of town, but can't afford to fix her car, or pay us the $1000...
Inside the house I see another church friend, who happens to have a nice, large house irl.
So now me and my brother start gathering what we had, I look for my jacket that had things in it, I fear I left it in the casino, I find it(Also spotting a radio with earbuds on the dash that I gave to my dad irl, but to this girl in my dream), stuff some things inside, me and my brother both have our hands full with stuff, as the we walk back to the casino, and the dream ends.

This dream was short, but interesting none the less. It started out with my fourty year old brother Jason taking me too my old elementry school where he taught a fourth grade class (In real life he's a military chapelain). We walked into his class, and it was so strange and colorful. All of the kids were on computers with headphones on doing these strange learning excersizes. I looked over at Jason and said, "Wow dude, this is a lot different then when I was in school. This looks like what me and my friends got together to do on the weekends, but with more computer games."
He laughed, and we talked for a bit in the class. I made a mildly offensive joke that he laughed at, which was a bit out of his character in real life. Later, I was by myself in my yard. I found a scooter with bright red wheels that my sister was selling in a yardsale and started riding around on it. This dream obviously came from me thinking about how I miss scooters the other day. They're so practical...

I dreamt that I was visiting a aquarium museum in Australia (never been there) with my mom. I saw a lot of beutiful fishes, I seemed so real, the colors... The most beutiful thing I dreamed in a while. Then we took the stairs to the second store. A woman is guarding the hall entrance. There where other people waiting as well. My mom asked to see the rest of the fishes, but the woman said that it was closed. They ended up arguing and a guy started to scream at my mom and I. I was with a backpack, I dropped it to the floor and fought him. I was trying to control my arms and legs to hit him, but it was very difficult, like the gravity was doubled. I threw him on the floor and we started ground fight ( I did jiu-jitsu for 2 years) then a guy showed up, separated us and said that the other guy had won. I argued that he didn't won and was very angry at the guy. The dream jumped and a gay dude (???) was jumping over me with a dagger. I took it from him and we fought again.

The dream starts out with me and my family sitting on our front porch watching a house down the street burn down. Since that house actually did burn a couple years ago and was rebuilt, my reaction was "Cool, I get to watch it burn again." xD

The flames eventually caught the next house over on fire. We watched the people living there run around trying to grab anything important before it burned. As I was watching this, I noticed an orange light coming from behind me -- my house was on fire now.

We only had enough time to grab one item we wanted to save before we had to get out. Everyone grabbed an item and a cat (we have too many cats ) and ran out the door. Turning around, all I can say is, "Damn arsonists."

Dream last night was normal, but vivid. Plenty of dream signs which I failed to notice, and unfortunately I can only remember fragments, not really sure about order or if they made up more than one dream.

I was in a car park with C, a girl I used to like. I was happy to see her but she looked completely different to how she looks in reality. There was a large storm drain in the car park and it was raining heavily. E arrived aswell, another old crush. We walked out of the car park and into a glass bottomed boat, with bunk beds, many of my friends were their, but they were not friends who were usually seen together. Then we hopped of the boat and went to a monkey enclosure with wooden boats on the walls and fake rocks. People were hugging me and then I began to have a cycling race with some of my best friends but I was on my brothers bike, and the position was leant so far forward that I kept falling off. We cycled through an old barn and into a coastal town that looked like positano.

I think I got the order right, the cycling part may have been a separate dream. Hopefully I will notice some of the dream signs next time. Note: I was listening to binaural beats on YouTube for the first time, something I am skeptical about, but I had abnormally vivid dreams and better than usual recall.

Really boring dream.

I was in a shop where i used to go when i was a kid. However this shop had changed a lot lately. It was very big and had a lot of stuff, however people couldn't go to pick their stuff, they had to order to the employees. I went there because i needed yellow thread. One of the employees told me that they ran out of that thread, but that i could borrow his personal thread... so i took it. Then i thought "wow this place is really big. I wonder what stuff it has in there. In a dream i will find out" (very stupid of me since i was already in a dream).

Later in the same dream, i was with my family in our house, and we invited a teacher to have dinner. Of course it was really awkward for me but the time went through. Then my granparents came in. They arrived from a trip and they said that they had a present. He went to the car and took a really big basketball, which he bought for $200. When we were on the street a kid offered him another basketball but smaller for the same ammount of money. However i noticed that when we were outside my house, it was actually the street of my grandparent...

Dream - Lucid

I was in marching band again. We were having some sort of sleepover. It was nighttime, and we were in a house. Next to me was this girl that looked like someone who was in band with me in waking life, Nancy. She was a freshman and I was an upperclassman. For whatever reason, I had taken her under my wing, so to speak.

She asked me to pull a wedgie for her? I said ok, and she leaned forward, exposing the top of her panties. I noticed she was wearing two pairs of underwear, one peachy/skin-toned, and the other a bluish-green.
"This one?" I asked as I tugged the peachy one.
"Yes."
I pulled on it.

More happened in this dream, but I can't recall what right now.

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I was in bed with JP. It was nighttime. We were in what looked like a hotel, but it was supposed to be at a school. We were both students. I'm not sure why we were in the same bed, there was another bed in the room but it was occupied I believe. I suppose it was like a dorm or something. The bed was next to a big window, with J being on the window side and I on the other. The window showed that we were on a higher floor, I think, and you could see trees and lights from buildings.

As we were laying in bed, he was saying something about my birthday being the next night, and how he was going to give me "birthday sex". I don't remember what I said. I wasn't really thrilled at the prospect, but this guy was scary (and is in waking life as well).

The next night, on my birthday apparently, I stayed in another part of the dorm/hotel. I was worried that JP would get upset because of this, but I didn't want to stay there with him. I then had this huge "flashback" of the college years ago, when a dead woman was found in an indoor pool, stabbed to death. They had to remove the body before they had a funeral service. I then made the terrible connection: JP was the killer from years ago. He was assuming a fake name at the college, the name James Holmes (the Batman movie killer from Colorado).

I knew I couldn't stay. I was in him and I's room, and the light was dim; nighttime again, but there was a lamp that was on on the nightstand. Someone called him and angered him. When he got off the phone, we were then in the living area, and a man appeared from a doorway, looking panicked and concerned. JP went and stabbed a man in the chest. I was sitting on the couch, watching in horror. He came to me then, and carefully chose a short, fat knife from the many knives that he had, all the while talking to me in a cool, calculated, heartless manner. I tried to back away, but he had me. He stabbed me in the lower left chest, but not too deeply, since I was resisting. I felt the pain as he cut me.

Then, it was like the scene was being replayed, only differently. We were in the room again, and his phone started to ring. I spotted a brown spider crawling on the floor with spindly, long legs. I got up to leave the room, and JP said
"You better not leave, this phone call may make me angry." I left anyway as he got on the phone.

I went to the living area and across the room to another door. I barged in and my parents were asleep in the bed there. My mom's head was facing the head of the bed, but my dad was sleeping opposite of her, with his head at the foot of the bed. I shook my dad first saying "Wake up! Wake up!" as I moved on to shake my mother. My mom woke up, and I frantically explained the situation. In the back of my mind, though, I knew we were doomed. She got out of bed, I'm not sure if she said anything. My dad was the only one of us there with the means to defend, and I could not wake him up. I kept trying, but to no avail. I then left the room and ran out the front door as fast as I could. I could run to the lights of the city, or the sparse, dim lights of some homes to my left. I went towards the homes, figuring he wouldn't be able to see me with the dim light. I tried to frantically think of what to do. Should I head to a house and try to knock until someone answered? Or should I run out to the woods? Either way, I felt doomed.

I awoke this morning being quite afraid still, the feelings carrying over from the dream to my waking self. I'm still calming down, and it's been over an hour since I woke up.

dream recall lm cc class i was in turned into ll who hated me; oreo mcfurry told m we got oreos but they were black and i ate the cookie part went around my building dark and saw 2 couples having sex. turned around to see more and thats about it. i wanted to google people on cars etc so rushed up stairs- literally jumped up the back porch stairs- to do a rc and it failed. m wudnt come but other m wanted 5 dollars it was 12 and she was just calling.

This is kinda like a wild so long story short I new I was lucid im in my grandad house in the hall way and its not adding up how I got here so instead of going with it go to the front door and look out, it like a endless feild of telephone polls so I go out and start to run I want to super speed but it dosent work
I feel the air and its cold and windy my visions blurry so I try and clear it by yelling stabilize now I do it 2 times the time I try my vioce stops working to white girls are walking twords me and it turns back to a normal dream

I’m in a house with my family. We’re looking out the window. The window has like, two different layers to it, and they both have writing all over them. Outside, it’s kind of dark but there are mountains and pine trees. I think it’s a really pretty view, and I want to take a picture of it.

I go to find my camera, which I apparently left in the next room in a backpack. I take out my camera case and open it, but I discover that I brought the wrong camera. Instead of bringing my good camera, I brought my crappy camera that I used to have in middle school.

But, there’s nothing I can do about it so I decide to go take pictures with it, anyway. Just like in real life, it takes like a whole minute for the camera to take a picture, and when it does, the picture turns out all blurry. Plus, I’m having trouble finding a good spot from which to take a picture, since all my siblings are crowding around me and it makes it hard to move or see.

Finally, they all leave and I’m alone in front of the window. I take a picture of the outside. And then I try to take some pictures of my face, but they all turn out looking really weird and Picasso-esque. And I’m like, “What the hell is wrong with this camera?”

Then I notice a table in front of me, with a card on it. Somehow, I know that my six-year-old sister made the card. On the inside, it has a picture of a lamb and it says “Bless this card” or something along those lines, along with some other religiousy things. And I’m like, “Huh, I didn’t know Annabelle was so religious.”

09.01.2012

Stuffed Mouth (SDE Day 18) (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+:

I only remember something being inside of someone's mouse, and it looked like an Asian woman with long and light brown hair was the one putting something in her mouth. I saw two testicles, so I assumed she was deep-throating a penis. She managed to get all of the head, shaft, and testicles inside of her mouth, and she held it in for a few seconds, while the saliva starts to drip from the side to the bottom of her lip.

Ha, 18th day, and it's a 18+ type of dream.

I remember one more dream, but it's so short that I'm not even sure to put it down. I did sleep late, like 2 AM late, and I'm glad I remembered SOMETHING.

The dream began with normal stuff at work that I can't quite remember. Obviously it was not all that exciting. Later that night, my father took my brother an I to Sonic (the fast food restaurant) to get some chocolate malts. During this visit, he insists on blaring some music; Though I can't quite remember what the song was. It was not too long before i woke up and got ready for another day...

=Stats=
Month: Phoenix
Goal: Fix Recall
Dreams remembered: 1 (+1)
Time: Late REM, last dream before waking
Length: Short/Fragment
Clarity: Below Normal
=End Stats=

DJ 01/09/12

Dream 1

I was on a boat going on holiday and it was quite a small boat. The waves started coming and the boat was flying in the air everywhere. I remember someone saying 'Is anyone scared' I muttered to my friends 'I dont know about you but I am f**king scared'

Dream 2

I was round my friends house and I wrote on his wall in his kitchen 'Ryan Is DENCH'. I sat there and looked at it and it started peeling off, then it dropped onto the floor.*
Next thing I had been library for my sister and had this book in it which I started reading. It started raining when I had so I ran home. It got a little bit red but it was readable. The book was important in the dream but I don't know why! Also further in the dream Nicki Minaj wrote a big entry into my notes, however I didn't read what it said. Then dinner was being served, for some reason it was really small. There was a few bits of chicken and a couple of chips. I looked at my brother and he just laughed. Also I don't know if this was in the same dream or not but I walked past a bunch of teenagers sitting in a park and they all had the same trainers. Blue Nike Blazers with green laces!