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Dream - Lucid

I was at Jake's apartment. We were in his bedroom playing video games. It was pretty vivid, and I had a feeling I was dreaming. I did a finger count RC. I had been holding up only 4 fingers, but I was counting 5. It's a dream!

I went over to Jake and said
"Jake! Guess what?"
He smiled and replied, equating my enthusiasm,
"What?"
"This is a lucid dream!"
I floated up to the ceiling. How exciting! A very vivid LD!

I was then in a big room with lots of windows and a couch. The room was bright. I feel like many people were milling about. It sort of reminded me of a building from my old college. With me was an older man. His hair was greying. His presence didn't seem odd. He was just...there with me. I turned to him and asked if he was my guide. He didn't say yes outright, but I listened to his words, and yes was in there, though I can't remember the exact wording. I had never gotten that answer before from any regular DCs.

He was then sitting on the couch, and I was standing in front of him. I then remembered something I've wanted to know for a long time.
"Who is that dream character that appears so often in my dreams? The one with the brown hair?"
There was a person then seated next to him. I don't remember what they looked like before, but they started to morph. They were then an overweight, middle-aged woman with dark, greasy hair pulled back into a ponytail. She couldn't make eye contact with me at all, and was muttering to herself and swaying. I asked my guide if that was my dream character in a past life. He told me yes.

As I looked at my supposed guide, I noticed he kept looking older and older, hair whitening and more wrinkles carving his face.

I then went up to a mirror on the wall, and asked to see what Chris, an ex and old friend, was up to. I don't know what made me want to do this. I was going to create a portal, but I ended up creating a "window" on the mirror instead by tracing a circle with my fingers. The area inside the traced circle ended up turning black at first, and then, I could see this area inside a building. It was by a staircase; the floor and the stairs was a dark, finished wood. I thought I saw Chris walking around amongst the people there. I'm not really sure exactly what I was seeing, but I know Chris was there somewhere. For some reason, I felt like I was looking into the future.

Wow...just wow. This. This was amazing. I have a feeling that the old man was actually my repeating dream character, but I'm not positive. Some of the details have since been lost, but I feel like that was implied, though I'm not positive.

Still...wow. I'm simply amazed.

Note: While this dream is going on, a song called "Lullaby of M" was playing. If you want to listen to is while reading this to get a better feel of the dream, you can listen to it.

Code Geass - Lullaby of M - YouTube

This was the last part of my dream. I don't know why I can't remember the first 90% if my dream, but all I remember about it is that it was really sad yet exciting.

I was standing inside of my bath tub by myself. Beside my feet were two piles of seaweed. I pick up one pile and I pretend to put it on someone's head (like the thing on a bride's head). Suddenly, a young, cute girl I'd never seen before appears and I continue to fix it onto her head. The seaweed slowly turns a light brown and transforms into her messy, wet hair. I fix it up a bit and bend down to pick up the other pile.
I try to do the same thing as the first one. I pretend to put it onto someone's head but nothing happens. I try again. And again. And again. Each time, feeling more and more distressed. Finally, with tears rolling down my face, I place the seaweed onto the girls head. This time, the seaweed doesn't change.
I continue to straighten the girl's hair and then stop, too overcome with grief. I look her in the eyes (which is when I realize she looks an awful lot like a real version of Nunally from Code Geass) and ask with a very watery voice "Wh... where's La-La?"
The girl replies "she's dead".
Then I wake up, face drenched in tears.

Most of the dreams I had were early morning instead of during the night. I would guess around 6:00 - 11:00. Today is my off day, so I was able to sleep in.

The first one I remember is a Super Mario based game played on the SNES. Strange thing though is that the game itself, instead of being in 16-bit graphics, was played completely in 3D. Though it was different; like trigger-based pre-rendered scenes. The colors seemed to be hues of grey and darker blues due to the fact it was taking place in space or something. I am guessing on a space ship of some kind. I remember most of it was creeping around corners and seeing some huge robots that looked vaguely like another video game character (Samus). It was just weird since my field of vision seemed to encompass the screen. Not much happened other that loosing and the dream scene slightly changes. Now the dream is not a video game at all, but somehow the current character is like a miniature figure of a person sneaking around for some reason. Somehow I knew that it was remotely being controlled. All I recall is that the room had yellow hues and dressed similar to a normal home... In space? Later the scene changes yet to another video game themed dream. (It's been some time since I have had these.) This time mixed with elements of Minecraft, Mario games, and Touhou. Generally the scene was in the actual game viewed in 3rd person. It had strange levels with Touhou bosses that I really can't explain. After each level, I could freely walk to other levels Minecraft style and dig as usual. The only other character I ran into was my brother, Travis. Did not really do much... I wake up and jot down a few notes then fall back asleep.

My last dream was like watching a really bad movie with Santa in it. He was in the United Kingdom in an undisclosed location, but somehow I knew where he was. He was having a weird parade. Things got a bit trippy and I can't recall all of the details, but somehow he opened up a floating box and a puppet-like harlequin thing came out and attacked me in my own bed. How this happened I have no clue, but it did. Finally I managed to smash the horrible thing to pieces and went on my merry way. Not too sure what happened afterward, but there's my story.

... Well, at least recall is increasing. XD I came across a very helpful post that I highly recommend: Linky
=Stats=
Month: Phoenix
Goal: Fix Recall
Dreams remembered: ~2 (+2)
Time: 06:00 - 11:00
Length: Normal
Clarity: Somewhat clear
=End Stats=

playing game thought my time would run out but I was winning there were zonks. went on dv and found a cartoon after my pic. it was a moving animal picture. went to cb’s house and cb’s sister was talking about $. I had dif hair and worried about how it would look I was finishing and only brought $4 said I should’ve brought $20, sis said not enough . had ms b for study hall gage and someone were reading sex-ed/leisure books and I was reading the book from fresh yr. I said hi ms. b! she laughed I picked up her paper off the ground then saw bec and her friend. I asked her friend to ask y she was ignoring me she said she didn’t know but to add her on facebook and I asked how many friends she said 150 but she joined 3 days ago. I said I deactivated mine bc of technical difficulties. and she said oh

Pop Quiz

We have a pop quiz today. One sheet, front and back, short answer questions. There were a few short activities at the beginning of class, but apart from that we have the entire period to do the quiz. Which is a good thing, because I'm having a hard time with it. After what seems like a very long while, I check the time and I see that I still have an hour left to finish. That's better than I thought I had, but it will still be close. Some time later, the teacher (a woman) announces that there are still forty-five minutes remaining. A lot of kids behind me laugh at this. I know it's because they're already done, so they have forty-five minutes to do nothing. Well, good for them, but I know I'll need all forty-five. I keep trying, but I don't finish in time.

After a break, I return to the classroom. One of my high school math teachers is teaching, but he's in a very odd mood. Irritable. Impatient. Sometimes he laughs sarcastically for no apparent reason. He's probably unhappy with the way we scored on the quiz. I try to walk up to him and explain, but he's hardly paying attention to me. Eventually he bursts out, "I'm fed up with"--here he does a violent hand gesture--"mediocrity!" I'm not sure what to say to this, so I settle for saying in an angry undertone that people make mistakes sometimes, and he will just have to deal with it. I go back to my seat. Class starts.

Once, I answer one of the questions he addresses to the class. I get it right. To my surprise, he walks over and puts a jelly bean on my desk. I wonder if he's trying to apologize to me, or if he does that for everyone who answers a question.

Random Video

I've found a YouTube channel that does parodies of and/or tributes to various TV shows. I'm not sure which show inspired the video I'm currently watching. I wonder if it might be Legend of Korra, but of course I have no idea what that show is like. A man and a woman are talking. I think they are (or maybe were) a couple. The man is planning something, but the woman is one step ahead of him: she strips him naked, then tells him that she plans to kill him. Not because they're enemies, but because it is, regrettably, the only solution to a dilemma they've been facing.

The show jumps back in time to explain how the woman engineered this situation. The pair are having another conversation. She promises to show him something if he'll follow her. She also cuts off his clothing with expert use of a whip. He says something about the One Power, but then she reveals that she can channel it as well. The man travels to the location from earlier in the show. As he looks around, the woman appears about fifty yards away. Her arm is raised above her head, seizing something invisible, and it's clear that she got here using the One Power.

The man's chest features some smallish breasts, and somehow this seems appropriate to me. The woman is wearing a white, unbuttoned vest without a bra, and she doesn't trouble herself much about making sure that the vest stays in place. Her breasts are about the same size as the man's.

Frags:

• A vertical antenna capped by a sphere the size of a ping-pong ball sticks up from the middle of a large metal dish. The ball bursts in a sort of molten, fiery explosion. This means we've finally defeated the enemy.

It began with a visit to my family (which also happened in a dream from the night before). It seemed to be around Christmas time, and I was at my grandparents' old house. After spending some time there (it seemed to pass very quickly within the dream), I packed my bags. I noticed a lamp/chandelier in my suitcase, and my grandmother said it was a present. It was melting/oozing a sap-like substance, and I asked, "Do I have to take it with me? It's kind of messy."

I'm not sure what happened after that, but I believe I got on a bus to return home. I do remember getting off of that bus in the middle of a field, but it didn't seem to be winter outside; more like Fall (strange, given that it was Christmas not long before). I bumped into a familiar character from the television show Charmed (which I was watching before bed), and she seemed scared. Eventually, we encountered a demon that preys on people by showing them their worst fears. He demanded some sort of potion, and he chased us until we reached the manor from the show.

I managed to trap him in one of the rooms and used time-freezing powers to stop him temporarily (that part was cool). Only one of the sisters from the show was in the house, and she said we needed to contact the other two to make the potion, so I put my hands to my head and concentrated... And then concluded, "Wait, I don't have summoning powers". Oddly, a jeep pulled up in front of the house with the other two sisters in it... I guess I could summon in that dream after all. They came inside, and the fear demon broke out of the room. He demanded the potion, so I gave him a green liquid in a glass (something else from the day before). He drank it, said something about his powers expanding, and tried to show me my worst fears. I seemed to know something he didn't (even though I wasn't sure what it was), and as he created the illusions, I could only laugh, as I saw cats dancing on their hind legs as music played. He was defeated by his failure to kill us with our fears, and the day was saved.

I spoke with the other dream characters a bit before waking up... And I noticed my speech getting slurred. This was a little strange, and I apologized for it. Shortly after this, I woke up and noticed that my mouth was very dry. I guess that explains that!

A few notes:

- This dream seems to have a few residues from the day before, most notably the green beverage (it was actually a Greens+ supplement in water), the characters from Charmed (as I watched it before bed), and especially the fear demon, since he was in an episode I watched.
- I seemed to have more powers than usual in this dream. I sometimes take enough control in a dream to utilize powers I like, but it seemed encouraged by the setting in this dream, since it was based on a TV show involving magic. Stopping time is especially relevant to the show. Summoning is just a common occurrence for me in dreams.
- I've visited my family in dreams two nights in a row, now (though in the previous dream I ended up hiding in a secluded cottage from them.)
- The dry mouth/swollen in-dream tongue thing was an interesting interaction between waking-world and dream-world.

02.09.2012

Stealing Jaffa Cakes (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My 4th lucid, and my second in the space of a week! That's what I call progress. Still relatively brief, but definitely more vivid.


I'm either homeless or just poor, and I'm starving. It's early in the morning and I enter a shop in search of some cheap food. It's so early, however, that the shelves are still empty and the owner is nowhere to be seen.

Sitting in front of me, though, is a plate of chocolate biscuits and jaffa cakes which are free for paying customers. Looking around, I decide to just take them all and walk out the shop.

As I leave, I just about make out an announcement over the music coming from my headphones. I decide it doesn't concern me, but I take my headphones off just in case another one comes.

'You're only allowed one! You're only allowed one!' screams a second announcement, and I run, realising they've caught me stealing.

Looking behind me, I see four attack dogs close on my tail. I jump over various obstacles to try and escape, but the dogs follow in kind. Like many of my dreams, I can't run very fast, despite my efforts [my first hint at this being a dream], but I look back again and notice the dogs are bounding like rabbits rather than running like dogs.

This is all the proof I need, I'm dreaming. I ascend effortlessly into the air, taking in the imaginary landscape I've subconsciously created.

I get high enough to see that I'm on an island, and the higher I get, the more the landscape resembles a minimap from video game, with icons appearing over each building indicating their function.

I'm then reminded of what I'd read on DV earlier that week, about a DV user flying up through space. I give it a go, seeing how high I can reach, but before long I reach the Earth's atmosphere, and I start to get a bit nervous. I decide to save this for another night.

I don't know why but I know they were natzi's. I was never told exsplisitly in the dream but thinking back they were defanatly natzi's.
in the dream I was living with my dad in a condo without the rest of my family. I was on a like rag bed and my dad was in another room. I had to go out of the room, amedatly outside it there was a rock wall type thing. the natzi's lined all the children like myself up and then told us that we needed to climb up the rocks to this red house thing, and the last one would be tourchered and murdered. We all set off and I was in a team with a friend but I can't remeber who the friend was.
I lost but I wasn't killed, there still was things to be done. Next thing I know were in a hotel room and we have to hide packs of suger the tiny packs that you get at coffee shops we all have shopping bag full of them. Were told that we are on our own this round and that we cannot work toghther. I hide a handfull of my bags of sugar under a table and hide little ones in other places. I had little pink bags but there were also other girls hiding blue ones. I remeber at this point there were no natzi's with us, but we were still doing it for them once we'd all hiden our bags of sugar, I was the first to have to try and find them the idea was to find as many bags of sugar that the other girls had hidden arround the room all the other girls were sitting on a bunk bed I relise now that being first was a advantage in the run of things, but it didn't seem like it at the time. I looked and looked but couldn't find anything, then I had the idea to find my own bags of sugar that I'd hidden myself. I went and got the handful I'd put under the table but then my time was up. even with this trick I managed to find the least bags of sugar and I knew that soon I would be punished. the girl in charge of us told me that I had lost. I asked if I could use her phone to call my dad and say goodbye. she gave it to me but every time I called it would time out and I didn't talk to him. thinking back on it the olderst girl was the singer Birdy but thats probally because I'd been listning to her music to get to sleep!

this was the whole dream, I think it was triggored by my sister talking about going to one of the controle camps next year with school, and going to costa with my girlfriend with the pink pacets of sugar. I think the fact I was living alone with my dad was because I was waring the super man PJ's he'd got me that day.

Had a dream about being in a college. I walk through different rooms. I see people from work and people that I haven't seen since high school. It's too boring to add details. I did make an effort to note dreamsigns.

I dreamed I was trying to WILD and got some mild SP but then it quickly turned into a sexual dream while driving.

We are starting to get more of a sleep routine with the baby so I think the LDs will pick up soon. I think it was funny that I dreamed I was trying to WILD. I had no intentions of WILD I was actually trying to MILD

I am in a place the vaguely resembles Manapla Elementary. We are supposed to watch an LGBT-related video. We contact Pol.

I am in a mall of sorts. I am becoming lucid. I am on the second floor. I am checking out a display, or an item. It's a weighing scale toy. A huge weighing scale toy. It is hanging by a thread to the ceiling. It reaches to the first floor. Or not. It is just hanging. I am trying to put it back on the tower on the first floor that is holding it up. The thread is not enough. There are two employees on the first floor just looking up while I try to adjust to make sure the thing doesn't fall. Finally, I let go and hear a crash. I am in the office of the mall where I pay for the thing. I was thinking of paying with card, but decided on cash. I pay 500 pesos. The price costs 300. I buy softdrinks. Look for straw. I find myself listening to what's going on in the "store." There is a least one sailor who is asking about allowance for their ship.

I see RV in the bathroom. He doesn't have a t-shirt, but he wears pants. He suggested we buy something together, but we have no place to put the money.

Last night was awesome.

I woke up sometime last night and tried WILDing. After a while, I really didn't think anything had happened so I opened my eyes. I noticed everything had a blue tint to it, like the sun was blue, or something. I did the nose pinch RC and confirmed that I was dreaming . I got out of bed, walked across my room to the door, and walked through it. It felt like I was walking through Jello, which was pretty cool! My sister was in the hallway and saw the whole thing. She stared at me for a second then said, "...What just happened..." after which I explained to her that I was dreaming so I could do anything I wanted to. She accepted this explanation happily, and walked back into her room. I ran downstairs and tried my hand at summoning, as I did across all but the last LD (it's one of my primary goals), but apparently I suck at it because the farthest I got was being able to feel the object... I couldn't see it, but it was "there".

About this time, I woke up. My eyes were closed, but I could hear my fan spinning so I knew I was awake (my fan makes no sound in my dreams. Actually, I'm not even sure it exists in them, ha).

I focused on the last dream for a few seconds and eventually I entered back into it, still standing in the same place. I walked down the hallway and tried (and failed!) to walk through the front door. I go outside like a normal person and look around. I see the same goblin-esque person from my first LD standing next to a tree, but I don't bother him. I failed once again to summon something, trying all the methods I could remember and one I made up on the spot (I used Google to look up an image of the object, then tried to pull it from the web page).

I wake up again, eyes still closed. I figure that if I did it once, I can do it again, and I was right.

This time, I didn't even bother trying to summon anything. I decided to act like a maniac throughout the dream . I tried to jump through my bedroom window and failed, so I opened the window, broke down the screen and crawled out onto my roof. I get a running-start and jump off the roof. I go a good 50 ft forward and land in my back yard. I noticed that the yard was missing the fence, and my two dogs were running around freely. There is an old computer terminal (think ww2 era missile launch control panel) that grabs my attention. It is powered on, but there is nothing written on the screen. I tried a bunch of "commands," all of which seemed to work perfectly. "Brightness 70%" instantly "dimmed the sun," which I thought was pretty neat. I noticed a red button which I just -had to- push. Of course, all it did was wake me up!

This morning after everything was over, I realized that I also had a false awakening earlier that night. If I could just remember to RC every time I wake up, I could have had a 4th LD!

well i dont remember the dream fully however i do remember that i iwas later pretedending to be streeet preforerm in overalals to attract customers tso stores and makes money

Lucid Scientist

A woman scientist was talking about a hairy ball. It was some kind of an animal, and more ovular, but there were no legs or head or anything. She ended up saying it was pork. Then she compared it to some kind of hairy stick. She went into some detail about the stick.

I'd been listening intently, but I somehow missed exactly what she said, but it sounded interesting, so I asked her what she'd just said. She didn't understand my question.

I asked her what she'd said about the stick. She looked dumbfounded. I posed my question very clearly, stating that she had just made a comparison between the ball of hair and the hairy stick, and I wondered what she had said about the stick. At this point, I became lucid.

I was going to ask her again, but realized that would be pointless, and I was so pissed at this stupid bitch, I decided to punch her in the face. I tried, but I couldn't move my arms. This is either because I was very tired, or simply very poor control. I have a theory that being very tired hurts dream control, though I have found this not to be true at all times. Just a thought.

I either woke up, or had a false awakening at this point. I think I woke up.

Lucid Make-out

A girl was on a bicycle. She wasn't a little girl, but she was younger than I am. Anyway, I started making out with her. She seemed into it. Eventually I tried to do more, but I woke up, again, possibly an FA.

At School

There were several projects hanging on a wall. One was lit. It had a crescent moon. The light turned off just as I looked at it. I was very interested and I liked the picture. I tried to see if the plug had come out, but there were easels in front of all the pictures, and some kind of wires between them. I tried to go around them all, but I had a coat on and couldn't squeeze through the easel on the end and the wall. I said never mind.

Then I was on the floor taking gloves off. I had 4 pairs of gloves on my left hand. Every time I pulled a glove off, there was another one underneath it. I thought that was very strange, and so did this other person who was watching me.

I organized the gloves. I had my driving gloves, I had my winter gloves, I had another pair of driving gloves which must have been a gift, and a single glove without a match.

Then a girl came in, gave me a muffin, and left. I was grateful and thanked her, though I was a little late. Then I tried to tell her I'd pay her back some time. Someone in the room was trying to sleep and she told me that I thanked her too many times.

Then I was trying to sleep. The portion of the room by the door had at least 4 medium to large parrots in cages. I thought I should be comfortable with them as I've had birds in my life. One looked like my old Blue Front Amazon, but I thought the birds were a bit excessive, and they were kind of blocking the door in and out.

Then I had to go to the bathroom. It was very public. The urinal was a bucket, and someone was standing on it to pee. It was to keep clean the way people don't sit on a toilet.

Then that person was gone and someone was in the adjacent stall. I thought I would wait even though the urinal was free. Someone else came up and was going to go ahead of me, and they said they would be a few minutes, so I should go. I decided to go.

When I got up to the urinal, it had a bunch of dishes or trash or something in it, so I said fuck it and walked out.

I don't remember much of this one... First, I was in school and I was playing on my Nintendo 3DS system, then some guy who looked like he was from the CIA or FBI came up to me and said he needed to talk to me, so I put my 3DS in my left pocket. Then some person was going around saying either "Stay" or "Home" to all of the kids. Apparently if you were being good, you would get to stay in the school, and if you were being bad, they sent you home. The person pointed at me and said "Home", and then I thought "What did I do?" Everything went blank for a little bit. Then I was in an entirely different environment, trying to get somewhere, and I just remember running and running and running. Eventually I had to get through kind of a swampy area with a lot of mud. And then an area that had a lot of bees. I don't remember where I was supposed to be going but it was really weird...

09.03.2012

The Lizard Man and No Open Toe Feet (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Just to clarify, the Lizard Man is some entity that was apparent in some form from Sivason's and Mindraker's dreams if I remember correctly. And now I happened to see someone in a form of it.

I'm inside a building, dark blue carpet flooring, and it has dark orange lights, which makes the place a bit dull. There are people in small groups everywhere, and as I'm walking, I see one group of people that look like they're afraid, very afraid of something. My first thought that it could be someone with a gun causing threats, but I don't feel anything, and I'm wondering why these people are so scared.

I pass through them, and for some reason, I decided I should take off my shoes and socks. A random dream character comes up to say something along the lines of,

"No Open Toe Feet!!!!" I look up and quickly nodded, but still feeling puzzled as to why this is a big deal. I lift my feet up a bit to put on black socks, and then I look up and see someone that looks like a Lizard.....and a man....Lizard man.......

Are you kidding me....................LOL.

I decided to stop everything and see what this Lizard Man is up to. Some dark-skinned man in a long white shirt and light blue denim shorts asked the Lizard Man,

"You're not trying to escape are you?"

The Lizard Man kind of looks like Spike from My Little Pony for some reason, at least his back does.

He responds,

"Nah, just going to go outside and spread my wings..."

Damn it Lizard Man, there you go again making it --------------- never mind.

The door to the highest level of the building outside opens, and the Lizard Man disappears. I think I wanted to follow the Lizard man, but I forget what happens next.

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09.03.2012

Come on Brandon........ (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out where I'm driving a vehicle, and for some reason, it's as if I was implanted with memories of experience with driving a vehicle, but it wasn't complete because I forgot a few things. Anyway, the sensation felt weird, I didn't feel tensed up when I'm driving at all....it's a big deal because I haven't driven a car except for practice at an empty and huge parking lot one time with my father in waking life.

I'm near a gas station I believe, and the pavement is smooth and light gray, and the skies look like it's about to rain, or maybe it was just close to sunset. I'm waiting at the exit of the gas station, and look left and right of the two lanes perpendicular to where I'm at, and it seems it'll be a while until I can get on either of them.

I noticed my mother is to my right, and I believe we had a small conversation about something, but I forgot. Whatever it was, I asked her if she wanted to get some Asian food....

What? Since when do I ask someone about that....

I wait for her response, and she agrees that she doesn't mind going to order Asian food. She wants take-out, even though I preferred just eating inside the restaurant we're going to. After we're done with that small conversation, I look left and right again and find that there aren't anymore vehicles coming our way.

I quickly go over to the lane further away from me, and noticed that once I turned to my right, there are more lanes to take. There's lanes to go left, to go straight and left, or just to go straight. I looked up the signs near the stoplight. It was a white square with small black outline border and words and symbols in black font as well.

It made it a little hard to distinguish which one I should take, and I rather have those symbols on the ground rather than looking up and down trying to pick which one, and possibly cause more traffic. I decided to go to the lane where you could go straight or left. A vehicle in front of me has their right indicator light signal on....

And I'm not even bothered to realize that they're supposed to be using their left indicator light if they're turning left.

Even though I'm completely oblivious by this, this makes me realize I should go ahead and have my indicator light on as well..

Instead of the left knob near the driving the wheel, I look at the right, and try to find the indicator light signal for the right side too. I can't identify anything from the knob, so I decide to spin the damn thing and hope for the best. I hear something ticking inside of the car, and no it wasn't a bomb, but it sure sounded like I did something right.

Whatever, seems there was nothing for me to worry about because I didn't hear any cars honking...using dream cars as an excuse for my incompetence...go Link!

The vehicle in front of me is getting ready to move, and I don't even bother to look up to see if the stoplight would change back to red at all. In those few seconds, I speculated if I should go straight or turn to the left, and decided to just go to the left.

By this time, my mother is probably gone by now, and as I'm trying to go up another level of what seems to be an entrance to a parking garage, I realize that the curve to drive on was too small for the vehicle I was driving. It seemed I was driving a classic van model, There were even people walking, and some glanced over at me, and I'm wondering why there are people walking past me without any kind of awareness that another vehicle could run them over.

When I try to get closer and closer, the vehicle suddenly vanishes. I'm there standing in the middle of the walking area. I see a Unicycle appear out of nowhere in front of me, except it's the tire of a vehicle rather than a bicycle wheel.

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, does my insurance cover this?

The dream shifts to where a blonde female is following me, I can just feel it. I turn around, and notice this girl looks like Sarah, but like a relative. She's probably 16 years of age judging by her looks body structure. She was skinny like the blonde Sarah in waking life. She was wearing the same green varsity tennis outfit as well...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

She looks kind of cute, but it's not really my favor to worry about that right now. This blonde seems to be interested in me, and kept mentioning that I should come back.....

I assumed she meant I should come back to the Varsity tennis team again because I saw one person that looked like my tennis coach at the time, and a few random people that looked like they would be on the Junior varsity tennis team.

She had the intention of trying to persuade me to pay attention to her and hopefully agree with her. I was thinking that what she's doing is pretty silly, since I'm way past the stage of trying to bring back any memories of being on the team, especially since I was quiet towards everyone and just did what I needed to do in the varsity tennis team....win (but end up losing because there was always something that kept me from playing my best.....was really annoying, but I couldn't get out of the sport when I realized it didn't matter anymore....I think I'm just making excuses....

I needed to find a way to distract the blonde from using her "Come on Brandon..." persuasion towards me, and figured that using the bathroom would be the best to get some alone time.

I go inside, and the bathroom floor as small gray tiles, and the walls are plastered with shiny gray tiles as well. I go to my left to a small open gray stall to get ready to pee. Then I hear her voice get closer and closer.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME....YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE...YOU'RE A FEMALE!

Oh my god...she...she's STILL talking to me, she's RIGHT there behind me.

Looooooooooooool, this reminds me of the lucid dream I had a long time ago where I was fingering a female while she was peeing....seems I'm getting a taste of my own medicine....LOL

I try to forget about her by focusing on the sensation of releasing the urine....nope, not working at all! She even goes to the right, and looks down at my private region. She's not really making a reaction....

No I'm trying to pet my ego, it's like she's already seen this before. I look down, and I do have a penis! I don't really see that a lot in my dreams, anyway, it has a downward curve to it, and I still feel awkward that this blonde is looking at me without a care in the world of embarrassing me...

She hands me a paper I believe, but I'm not paying attention to any content of it. She talks about how she has a method that usually always works...but what exactly is she talking about. While she continues explaining, I blank out and I see small clip rolling in my mind.

There are transitions of a male and female together, one was hugging her by the waist and groping her breasts. The female was wearing a light orange tank top, regular dark blue jeans, and had a nice hourglass figure.

She had the skin tone of an Indian woman, and had long black and slightly curvy hair. The other females in other panels that were coming up, I have no clue on what they wore and did. I come back from blanking out.

The blonde persists that I come back, that I should be with her...in a sense...

I can't remember what I did next though, I only remember her being kind to me. Forgot about her looking at my dream penis and feeling embarrassed altogether.

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09.03.2012

Mindraker, Chimptertainment, and the Pilgrims (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how, but I get the feeling that the two people in front of me are Mindraker and Chimpertainment who are participating in the Shared Dreaming Experiment. I can't remember their visage in the dream, I just feel that I'm near them, very close.

There was something about the Pilgrims....maybe I was giving them a hint...