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10.03.2012

Weird Science Lab Experiment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a laboratory where there's just a few long black tables with stools lined up in a row vertically when you're looking the screen this way. There's a list of instructions to do the experiment, and they're pretty easy to follow. While I'm doing so, I realized that the people sitting in the stools on both sides of the black tables aren't really doing anything.

I contemplated on what was holding them back, and then proceeded to wait for a while for some part to finish for the experiment. Most of the questions I'm looking on the paper seem to be personal queries. Then I remember being around something with a yellow color, and it was very distinct because the lab room mostly had dull colors.

I read the questions again on the lab instructions, and it turns out that there are more questions on the list now, and they do not even relate to anything to the lab. It's like the whole experiment I went through was useless when the answers just came like that. It's as if I needed to do the experiment, despite it not matching the instructions, in order for the answers to show up.

And most of these questions are self-help kind of questions like, "Can you Do it? YES!" or something like that.

Weirdddddddddddddddd, don't know how a means of motivation relates to lab....maybe it's a sign for me to keep being more positive even through rough times?

Bleh..

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10.03.2012

Two Invaders (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking inside a house saturated with orange-yellow lighting, and I have growing suspicions that two people will be trying to invade the house. I go to the location where I'm picking up the strongest vibe of this possibly occurring, and I see two random men trying to get inside the house through and opened window. I screamed at them, and they fall back and probably just stand there.

Before they do something else randomly, I think I go to the other side to open some door to tell someone that looks like my Grandmother that two men tried to invade this random house we're in. She looks left and right, and isn't even looking at me.

I don't know what happens next.

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10.03.2012

Fast Driver (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember is being inside of a vehicle, like a Ford truck or a Jeep, and the person to the left of me seems to be in a rush to get somewhere. It's also night time in the dream, and I don't know why I'm in the vehicle with this guy, I have no faith in him being able to drive well at all.

*sigh* Here we go again with the N-REM randomness....hope this cycle of mine ends soon with a lucid(s) sometime before the end of this month.

I woke up and didn't recall any dreams because i had to rush up and turn an alarm up on the other side of the room. By the time i realized that i should be remembering my dreams all of them were gone. So i went back to bed for a little and had another short dream. I was on laptop, i think i was sitting next to Jessica in her bed, and i was checking my eBay. I had just checked it when i was awake and i knew this in my dream. I did not know i was dreaming though. In real life i have four items listed on eBay with 0 bids on all. In my dream however i looked at it and i had 19 bids on one item and around 3 bids on another. I remember i couldn't believe it and i kept looking at it to make sure. All of a sudden i wanted to call my dad and tell him but i think the excitement woke me up.

Night of October 2 2012 - Non lucid

I was in this place that had orange sandstone for the building material and many hallways. The bottom of these winding vast temple-like passages that would end with all sorts of other eminities like a wave pool and shit
The whole dream seemed to have this like temple themed skin everywhere

The man who killed me at the end was a large skin head with a gun and he was very pale and mad

The kid who was mad was a skinny black kid, like the one who sucker punched me

There was another accompliss he wasn’t very memorable

Anyways this black man was leading me down a hallway to arrest me or do something so I gave him a snap kick to the leg and he got like instantly knocked out. I then ran and ran across this huge stone quarry yard thing and got to a smaller looking fence. I ran and jumped and climbed it with ease, but then realized there was about 3 other fences with razor wire on the tops of them. I would have to jump like all 3 to make it. I made it about 2 fences in and then had to call upon dream abilities to make it over the third. I just want to point out right now that dream jumping is probably one of the best things every. I definitely got scratched up a bit from this. So then I ran because I knew these 3 were going to be behind me very soon, I ran to the left upon the top of the rocks, which were quite simple, simple PEI colored reds or navy blues but they were huge. I ran all the way to the edge of the map layout of this dream (top corner, I literally felt like I was running around the edge of orgrimmar as like a rogue) and found a little cave that I seemed to be able to hide out under. I realized I was wearing my flannel hoodie at this point, but that was the only Nick Orr identifier I remember. I’m laying there and all of a sudden the rocks seem to start collapsing in on top of me and squashing me, so I make this like leap faith off like at least a 150 ft fall or maybe more. I had to jump because I thought I was getting squashed but also my pursuers had just climbed up to the top and were out of my sight.

I hit the ground, and I remember thinking in the air like oh shit here we go its over, but I gracefully just hit the ground with zero pain. I looked to my right and there was a door to a house. In this house there were many Buddhist cats and shrines and scrolls hanging everywhere, and many mirrors, and this one single staircase that seemed forever repeating because of mirror tricks, but somehow I took a turn and made it into the owners bedroom, where I begged for shelter from these men. He was an old Chinese fellow, and his wife seemed a bit younger but she didn’t say a word. They also had a baby who was playing with toys on the floor.

One of these dudes reminded me on Gannondorf

The 3 captors then busted through the door and I punched the smaller black guy in the face and then put him in a head lock to use as a shield from any gunshot. My mind must have wanted to wake up because then I dropped the black dude and walked up to the huge white guy, who either had a stun gun or a gun in a black holster, which he hit me or shot me with and I woke up.

October 3, 2012
23:00 - 6:10

I remember a girl at my school named Jy, the robotics club, and the robotics club's room. That's about it.

It's been around four whole months since my last one, but I just woke up from a short lucid.

I was in my dads house. I forgot what I was doing, but I did a RC and became lucid. I ran outside and leaped off the porch, trying to fly, but only got a bit off the ground. I was near the street when I landed I tried again and failed once more. Then I saw my neighbor pull up into their driveway in his car. I think this is where my lucidity started to waver. I went over and tried to punch the car and make it go flying, but I wound up not doing it out of fear that he'd yell at me. I went over to my house and punched the fence on the side, and every time I broke it own another fence popped up. By this point I'm pretty sure my lucidity was 100% gone. I went into the backyard and then in the house through the back door. I think I saw my little brother.

[Tuesday, October 2nd, 2012]
I'm in a new forest/desert land. I'm climbing on a castle by an ocean and I'm sticking to the wall like Spiderman, I
climb around to a window where 3 girls are talking and I yell, "HAHA. Look, I'm Spiderman!" And I laugh
hysterically.

I'm being put into a co-artist position to make LION KING 5. Since we just completed the 4th. This time it has to do
with how us living creatures must go help the earth. I see a preview already done by my co-artist and it looks legit,
along with words flashing across the middle of the screen to a zoom-out of Africa. (Or somewhere that looks like it has
a lot of nature... like the Lion King desert but with GREEN) then the scene changes to in the middle of a Na'vi like
forest and there's a crater that countless animals are walking to. Then after we get bored of talking about Lion King...
the co-artist who's in a different room is being recorded and put on a giant touch screen for us to play with. His outline
is in black and white, but we can fill in certain sides of him and the computer will remember which side is which color.

Its like painting a 3D model and its really fun. We end up making him either completely red or completely blue with a
hint of the opposite color. He blends in perfectly with the background save for some subtle rounded outlines. I think
about what I could do if I were on the otherside... I'd have a birdhouse for a helmet and stick my head up into the
screen. You could paint the birdhouse AND my head. xD <I thought it was an interesting idea.>

My Mom walks into the room and its about bedtime and time to sleep. I lie down next to a friend of mine- I'm not sure
who- and I look up as my Mum tells me "I'm not sure if we're actually gonna go tomorrow..." I understand, since
everyone pretty much left us here and forgot that we were planning something like a trip. I motion to her to say, "I
don't care." she doesn't understand the first time, but as I try to mouth it again, I think my waking life self also mouths
it and I wake up.

[Monday, October 1st, 2012]
(The night before this, I had smoked a good deal of weed and was still recovering. I had remained conscious
throughout most of my high and it was amazing how different it had felt. Anyways... I wake up and remember very
little.)

I remember being in a version of my Mom's old house... I was thinking of "Incubus" and was holding a bucket of dust
or dirt or something. I was cleaning it out with running water over a "well" or "sink" or "pool". I'd run water into it and
clean off the sides and then dump it. Casey was there and talking to me about Incubus. I don't remember what was
said, but it related to what I was doing.

<Casey calls me and wakes me up- but I don't answer. I'm not ready to get out of bed yet. I close my eyes and drift off
again- but this time I don't remember anything. More people start calling and texting and I just get up completely when
I decide to answer Nathan's call. >

<<Continues to Waking Journal>>

[Sunday, September 30th, 2012]
I'm with my Dad and my little brother Casey- and possibly Nathan too. We're standing outside, at the bottom of our
old house's driveway... there's furnature everywhere as if we're inside. He explains that the band Primus is the best
thing ever- so I start hearing Primus songs in my head and they apparently start playing to everyone else too. I start
drumming with metal clothes hangers on anything I can find. I drum pretty close to the beat of the songs like My
Name Is Mud, Jerry Was A Racecar Driver, and Kalamazoo but I get extremely tired fast. I switch to plastic hangers
and continue and its a lot easier. I drum the intro to Kalamazoo and then start singing the part that comes in and it
sounds pretty good. I can stay on beat very easily. (I would never be able to do this in real life.)

At another time, I'm also at Nathan's house. It's late and I shouldn't be there or something- but I just use the excuse
that I need to grab something. I don't remember what it was that I "had to grab" but it got me inside for a second. It
probably had to do with WoW.

Before all of this- I was driving east on Wickenburg Way and looking for a certain white/blue building on the left. (It
was very unvivid and unspecific of a dream.)

(Recall escapes me. I'm gonna go read up on recall techniques soon.)

[Friday, September 28th, 2012]
(Failed at dream recall. Today is the second day Alex had training. I've been napping off and on since I dropped her
off and now I'm in the hotel by myself. I faintly remember dreaming about a lot of kittens and there was a bright
orange one that Alex had grabbed and tried to claim as hers. She tried to mark her territory as a male cat would spray.
My Mom was there.)

(I'm unhappy with where I've been as far as dream recall goes. For now, I'm making dream recall TOP PRIORITY.
Time to research on the best methods and put it into action! I won't stop until I remember full dreams in great detail.)

[Tuesday, September 25th, 2012]
Nathan and Kyle were with me in a large room with a pool of water in the middle. I wandered out into the hallway
alone and started gathering up lint off the floor- suddenly it began to fall from the ceiling a long with water drops and
pieces of bugs. I returned to the room with a feeling of urgency. The room was beginning to fill with water!

I said, "Come on, guys! Time to go RIGHT now!" We all swam to the exit and up a hallway. We were waiting for a
rollar coaster elevator to arrive when Kyle pressed a button that stopped the elevator thing- I went over to it and
re-pressed it to bring it to US, and everyone but Kyle thanked me. Tyler was now with us somehow.

My memory skips, and we're outside now. After a man showed out group that we could do anything- he stretched and
flipped and phased in and out of reality. I got an idea and knowing that I could do anything- I told Nathan to watch me
and I did a very slow and awkward back-flip in the air as if I was suspended by strings. Or like an Astronaut in space.

<I wake up to Nathan and Kyle outside tapping on my window- they had skipped school and needed somewhere to
hang for a second. I let them in and told them how they had ruined my dream! But that they were in it and how
amazing that was that they had just showed up.>

I'm on vacation and that's why I have been ignoring lucid dreaming, but this dream is just way too good.

I have no idea how I became lucid in the first place, it seems I'm in one of those prep session in my boarding house. The others knew instantly I became lucid, and it distorted to some kind of lucid dreaming class. I did a lot of RCs, but I realized later when I woke up that I forgot to stabilize. I can't remember much of the details because again I'm on my vacation and I don't feel like stressing myself to recall all the minutest details. I managed to fly, and the dream distorted to some sandbox game for a while and stuffs. I talked to my friend that if I can't improve my dream control maybe I should study from Darth Vader.

That's like the ultimate evidence I lost lucidity.

1) I was outside late at night - it must have been about 2am. I was in a field, and I think there were several people with me. I was crouched on the ground using the mixer that I use to mix my music. However, at the bottom it had various knobs that when you twisted it, it effected certain higher conciousness aspects, I assume lucid dreaming, OOBE etc. However, I was really interested in using the stargazer feature, which allowed you to stargaze better. There were lots of stars in the sky. I don't know how I could see the mixer as it was very dark. I don't think I was working it very well. Suddenly, either I approached her or my friend Kelly approached me, but she realized I wasn't working it. She owned all the kit, and said she would help me. I was using the wrong kit, and the actual kid was about 6 feet to the right of me. We crouched there and used it.

napping on the couch listening to sports TV. A series of false awakenings - many. Reality checks by holding my nose. There was an extra closet door in my living room - I opened it and there was a long, white hallway with a vending machine and washer/dryer at the end of the hall. Some gnats flew in my house and gathered on the living room wall. I went to get a fly swat. On my way, I did a reality check and could fly through the roof. Tried my usual tricks - conjuring, talking to subconscious, and had no success or control at all. I find the false awakenings sort of nightmarish.

Ive been trying to Lucid dream.
Before I slept, i told myself.. I will do it tonight!
(it was a fail).
So:
It started out at night, I had presumably left my house in the middle of the night to chat with someone
(I didnt pay any attention to who it was.. o.0.)
We were sitting on a familiar bench which was out of place.. But in a familiar neighborhood.
A bird flew to sit on the bench, and a worm went to start sucking on it..
and it ate right through the birds neck
I jumped up (not wanting to be near the deadly worm.)
More birds came and the same worm kept eating through their necks..
and then a "medic bird" came. Lol..
It hurriedly chucked the heads of the birds at their corresponding bodies.
I thought..
Thats not very helpful. And.. How funny!
I saw one of the dead birds was.. very big
and its body was torn open,
inside were many baby birds
trying to stay close to its mother..
I thought.. how sad..
and then i saw my exes mother peep out of a distant house over to me,
so I ran (i hate her o.o)
Eventually I stumbled upon bunches of familar faces
gathering infront of a house
I thought..
Why wasnt I invited? Whos party is this?
I heard the voices of a long time friend and her parents inside
and thought how she had never even met most of the people gathered outside her house
and I did..
again i thought
why wasnt i invited?
and then I saw two old friends
and they were saying how they werent aloud to go to the party
because my friends mother didnt like them..

SO THEN

Im watching a TV special with my mother and my baby sister.
in an unfamilar room..
Its a sequal to this awesome anime "steins gate"
and also an episode of "black dynomite"
and also featured many childrens show characters characters..
(spongebob and friends, mordecai and rigby, finn and jake, ect)
Things go intense in the show,
so the childrens characters clasped hands and sang
marry had a little lamb o.0
And then a part came on
where lots of women
with varying amounts of breasts
and varying amounts on clothing..
(like the first woman had like.. 5 breasts, one was exposed.. i know, weird..)
some sexy, some more normal.. some more masculine, ect..
and i thought..
its a kids show too, must be ok if my little sister sees.. theyre just boobs..
but then she started making this drippy noise
and i got annoyed
and told her to stop
she said she wasnt doing it
but i saw her mouth moving to the sounds
and told her to stop now
and got frustrated
she swore she wasnt doing it
but she wouldnt stop,
so i sent her away
and then woke up
to the rain..
and then fell back asleep
back to the dream
(youd think, horray, lucidity! but no..)
i ran after my sister to appologise
for not believing her.. lol
i invited her back to watch the show..
the end.