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Oct. 8, 2012
6:00-7:00

I remember being outside in my front yard. I picked up my phone and I thought it was a telemarketer. It was some deep-voiced guy speaking Japanese. I kept saying, "Speak English!" or, "Stop speaking Spanish!" (I found out he was speaking Japanese later) He eventually hung up. Some entity told me that Japanese was cruder than some other language.

Oct. 8, 2012
4:30-6:00

I was in Jy's house. I was talking to her about many things that I can't remember. I was glad that I was finally able to hang out with her. I also might have gone upstate to my family's property up there with her. I was also working out a lot more. My dad acted very much like a trailer trash redneck.

At my house, I remember Jy coming over, just sitting on the couch, and talking. My dad also brought up a lot of topics. Some very weird and awkward. Jy seemed very attracted to me, even though in real life she currently has a boyfriend that she says she's in love with. We'd tease each other, play around with each other, and flirt. We also went to a lot of parties. She said I didn't have her now as my girlfriend because I was too passive in middle school and didn't have enough courage to ask her out. We also went to many parties.

We were especially talking a lot in this dream. I can't emphasize that enough. I love her. More in the dream, but also a bit in real life. Maybe my unconscious mind is trying to tell me that I actually do love her.

Oct. 8, 2012
3:00-4:30

I was watching a new version of the first Back to the Future. I can barely remember it. I remember that instead of time-travelling in a parking lot, the Doc did on a street instead. When he did time-travel, Marty looked at the spot he just was for about 5 seconds. I guess he was just in awe that he was time-travelling. Doc also looked more like Erwin Schrodinger. Also, Marty had many more friends than he does in the movie. The only one with a name that I easily remember is a guy named Bob.

Oct. 5, 2012
5:40-7:43

I had a dream about another girl from school who I find semi-attractive named Lu. All I remember was that she was in it.

Oct. 5, 2012
5:40-7:43

i was watching a new episode of Futurama. It was about the human brain. I remember one time in it where they were talking about sarcasm. Leela said, "Isn't sarcasm considered a psychological disorder?" Then everything went into Hermes' brain, and his brain cells had eyes for some reason. One by one, they all popped and died. Then his entire brain shattered. I then saw all the characters in the show in white robes inside a big coliseum. Everyone except for Hermes. They were all singing some song while smiling. I was viewing them from the center of the coliseum.

Sept. 24, 2012

I was playing a multiplayer game about giant scary things. There were giant scorpions and giant spiders. The players had to kill them all to win.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

I had multiple mirco awakenings last night. So many that I was just too lazy to record much. Its a shame I didn't even write down my LD so I forget a large part. I hope the rest comes to me during the day.

DILD? TOTM fail
Something triggered lucidity. I am assuming it was DILD I remember trying to stabilize a lot in a neighborhood. Something about houses. I was on the ground feeling the grass and rubbing my hands on the grass. I really wanted to feel the texture and hear the sound. I remember trying so hard to focus and gain clarity. *memory gap* Now I remember I had my hands under my jawline. I was outside and it was sunny. I remembered that someone on here looked at their shadow. So I turned until I saw my shadow on a concrete wall. (seeing my shadow in a dream is a first) It looked normal and I had my hands were I expected. I started pulling but my head would not give. It felt as solid as real life. I guess I didn't put enough prep work into it. Then I destabilized really fast and before I could do anything about it I woke up. I think I tried to DEILD but failed. That must be why I forgot to record it.

Fragments
My wife and I are getting married (again?) We want a really small wedding. I am talking to my dad about performing it this time.

There was something about being on the DJ forum. At each post my spirit somehow when to a physical place.

VILD before and WBTB. Failed DEILD twice. Had a small amount of alcohol in my system.

Over half of Americans were Occupy protesters. The American government was overthrown. The new government was peaceful and cared about the people. Everything people could buy was decided to be necessary or just something we want. All necessary stuff, like fruit, had a low price that couldn't ever be changed. Because everyone needed fruit, the low price let everyone buy it so they still made a lot of money from it. Almost everyone had a job. Marijuana was legal and used for most medicine. Hemp was used as often as possible. The whole system seemed perfect.

Im kind of flying up a tree, but it's hard to fly smooth, i'm worried that i might fall, because i do not have controll over my getting up, it requires strengh and concentration...

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I'm at a kind of a festival, where a film gets screend for the first time.. or so, and there is freud, i somehow come in contact with him and it turns out, that i shall hold a talk bevore the movie starts, but actually i dont want to... so i sit myself in the audience. after a while - the movie is playing - freud talks with me, he ask's me some personal questions, and i remember, that i do not feel comforable to discuss them with him right now. and i think to myself, that he is a real knows that question to ask... then he tells me, that i should not take jung as an example of an ideal... because he even could not really fuck.

Dreamed : 8.10.2012, Written : 8.10.2012

Huh, my dreams resemble their predecessors in weird ways, once again a dream about brain damage caused to my grandfather.

I remember there was more to this dream before this moment, but can't recall anything solid this moment.
I am standing in the kitchen, in front of the kitchen table.
I'm pretty sure there were other people around, my brain suggests these characters might have been my parents and possibly my sister, I didn't really see them, they were behind me.
I don't remember what, either my grandpa hit himself somehow, or ate something bad.
He was sitting at the kitchen table, the next moment he puked his skull out, with his brain inside it.
I remember someone, possibly me, saying something before that happened, something like "Well I wonder if anything bad will happen", or "Well that doesn't seem good".
Apparently my grandpa was still alive even without a brain, what happened between this scene and the next scene that I remember is very vague.
The next moment I was near a weird arcade machine, I was in a place that looked like a gas station-mall type of place.
That's the best description you're getting from me, huh.
I felt like a different person there, but the plot still hints toward me still being me.
There was someone "investigating" me around there, or just suspicious of me, I don't know why.
After a short conversation with him I remember going to the machine, it had a keyboard and a screen on it, I typed "Joseph, Arcade, Brain-parts", I think it might have been just "Brains", or "Brain" but I doubt it really matters now.
A black can with something printed on it then came out of the machine, like in a vending machine.
The man from before said "What the hell would you need brains for? you sick fuck!", I felt kind of insulted, because after all I tried to help my grandfather, but I think I didn't say anything else to him.

Now that I think about it, his brain was fully intact inside the skull he puked, so this is getting a bit confusing, but it was a dream after all.

Next I was in a mall like area and I saw my mother, I gave her the "brain-in-a-can".
Then I was home, I was near my grandpas door, it was open and he saw me, he said "Don't worry! we're going to the German doctor, he will help me! he will help us all!"

I don't remember anything else, though I know that there was more, it might have been a new dream or a part of this one.

My dream recall has improved since I started writing my dream journal here, I almost remember a dream a day, most of the time I only remember fragments, but I can't remember a morning lately that I didn't remember anything at all in.
They are also getting more vivid, I hope to lucid dream soon.

At the airport with my friend SK, I am flying to Syd. I realise that my flight has not been booked properly so I call work to organise. I can't get through at first but eventually manage to and am told they are organising it.

The airport lounge is a casino and I watch as a woman wins a lot of money on red 28. Then she proceeds to lose most of it before leaving the table. When a table is vacant it is turned into a pool table. Dream changes without me ever sorting or getting on the flight. At various points in the dream I am using a laptop device that I can slot my iPhone into the side of. None of the devices were shaped like they are in real life.

Skip to another dream an I'm with my sister, dad, his wife, my auntie and uncle (his sister and husband) and my late grandparents.

My dad is giving out gifts to people and I am unsure why, then he hands me a gift (can't recall what) and an envelope of cash/stock. He has just made 1.8mil GBP and is giving the family gifts. My uncle gets a big camcorder.

Final dream seems related to xBox 360 games I've been playing. I am at my grandparents house but all throughout the rooms, which are much bigger and the main room seems temple like, there are enemies, which I deal with using Skyrim spells, conjuration, that my character does, and I use invis to hide. My gran returns home and I am concerned as the danger hasn't dissipated. The dream is just me dealing with wave after wave of these enemies. Every now and again there would be someone in the middle of the temple like room chanting over a small pool/puddle and that seems to be the source of the waves of attackers. I remember being frustrated and not being able to loot the monsters I had just dealt with.

LUCID
Seemed to become Lucid a lot earlier on than normal on this night. I was in my home town, in a housing estate. I was having a conversation with my uncle, not sure what point I became Lucid. I asked him to tell me something that I couldn't know about my mum, so that I could try and verify this with her in real life. He told me 2 things, both of which were gone from memory upon waking, sadly. So I'm walking the streets after, enjoying the feeling of being lucid. I'm pretty bad for negatively thinking, "I might lose control of this soon" and then waking up because of that. However this lasted longer than normal and I was able to stop the dream 'fading out' by asking for clarity. The town, in retrospect, looked nothing like it does in real life. I saw a massive structure, that was arch shaped brick building, to me it looked like a Dwarven structure (too much Skyrim on the XBOX 360). I decided to fly over there and was able to fly with relatively good control. Again at some point I started to lose lucidity and was able to maintain by relaxing and commanding myself for "Clarity Now". I explored around the landscape for what seemed a lot longer than normal lucid dreams before losing consciousness. If only I could remember what I was told to ask my mum.

NON LUCID
I was at work, we were told we were having to move desks. I walked round to the new area. Instead of individual desks we were all sat round big tables like being back at school. I wanted to sit next to RP but wasn't sure if we were supposed to sit in our teams at work. Ended up at another table, with people I didn't know.

Next dream, my aunt is driving her car, a blue Punto (IRL she can't drive and has no car). Myself, my girlfriend, my friend Steve and my auntie's grand daughter Charlie are there. We make a stop at what is like a Walmart type place, but it has a casino to one side of it. We pop in to buy sweets for Charlie and I'm told not to get her anything with vegtables in it (?), for some reason I'd bought these sweets that looked like soft mints, but were green, fruity....and had vegetable pieces inside! Anyway, I decided to drive back and had real difficulty controlling the car, between people pulling out in front of me and road lanes changing from our flow of traffic to on coming traffic it was stressful. Also, whenver I had to turn the car it shook, and wobbled and a few times jumped in the air. I pulled out to overtake a car that pulled out in front of me and at that point my outside lane became the other side of the road's over taking lane so I pulled in quickly. The car wobbled and flew into the air, 10-15ft and landed witha crash in a ditch at the side of the road. We were all okay but I called my mum and she was going to come and get us. We were supposedly somewhere between Ed and Dd, but I recognised the small town in the Distance and realised we were just outside of Mthv. We then realise the car is okay and my friend Steve drives back, slowly and smugly is criticising my driving as he is driving slow. I think but don't point out that Steve driving slow is uncharacteristic.

Final dream, am at Silverstone for the F1, except it's more of a small road track in a country field. It's not that busy either, myself and friend KK get a trackside view but decide to walk round a but, we walk what seems about half the track, down a country path. Their are cyclists on the road, some kind of bike race is taking place first. I fear for the cyclists as the F1 cars start. At some point a car crashes into a group of them but nobody is hurt.

DJ Log: October 7, 2012 – 7:00PM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

(Note: After an exhaustive weekend running sound at an electronic music festival, I get back home and decide to take an early evening nap after surfing the 'net for a bit.)

I am sitting in my truck in the driveway of my parent's old house. My Mom is in the driver's seat, talking to Dad on the phone and I am in the passenger seat. My brother is sitting in the back seat playing with a small electronic game. The weather is mixed rain/snow and the snow is building up on the trees on the mountain. Occasionally, the snow falls from the trees and a couple of small branches break off as the snow crashes to the ground. My brother jumps out of the back seat of the truck and runs off. I roll down the window so I can hear the snow falling from the trees.

Mom finishes up on the phone and tells me that Dad's flight was diverted because of the storm and he is currently in Delaware. She said it would be another 2-3 hours before he could get a different flight home. I told Mom, “I'll pick him up at the airport. Just let me know when he is supposed to arrive.” I look at my watch and see that it is 8:88PM. I just roll my eyes and look out the window again.

I see my brother running into the woods. Once into the woods, he fires off a couple of shots with his rifle. I get out of the truck and quickly follow him into the woods. When I get there, he tells me that he just threw the smaller rifle back the trail because it jammed. He walks off and reloads the larger rifle. As I walk back the trail to retrieve the jammed rifle, I see that there is a horse hanging out in the woods just a bit further back. As I approach, I can hear that the horse is laughing and exchanging jokes with my brother. I walk up to the horse and exchange a hi-5 and a fist bump. As I walk away, the horse says, "have a good one, dude!", then laughs some more.

I walk across a small bridge over a stream and look at my watch again. It says 8:88PM. I tap the watch face a couple of times and look again. It still says 8:88PM.

Suddenly, I wake up. I lay in bed for a moment with the palm of my left hand firmly planted against my forehead. Once I confirm that I have clear recall, I get up to write this DJ entry. As I walk to the computer, I cuss myself for missing so many obvious dream signs.

I went to a party last night and got really, really drunk I remembered a dream when I woke up and I think I was drunk in the dream too, but I've forgotten it now. Anyway, when I got home I went to bed as I was severely fragile :'( and I remembered this dream when I awoke.

Slept - 2pm
Awoke - 4:45

1) I was in an airport with my mother and sister. We were on the floor above the ground floor, and the floor was very metallic and you walked everywhere on narrow bridges with barriers. The floor was the kind of metal floor with small holes in it. I remembered that we were at Heathrow airport, not Gatwick, which meant there would be smoking areas there. In reality, I think it's the other way round. I asked my Mum if we could stop at the smoking lounge, and neither her of my sister said anything, although I sensed that they didn't want to as we were in a rush or they just didn't want to. As we walked around a right corner, my Mum pointed out a green sign that indicated the allowing of smoking. The area was to the right of this. I'm not sure where my Mum and sister went, but I approached the entrance, which was blocked by very minor security of a bouncer. As I was about to walk in he asked whether I was 18, and I said yes although I wasn't, which he was content with. Suddenly, a large black woman with wavey black hair, wearing a beige-brown jacket came out of nowhere behind me. I'd met her in an earlier dream that I can't remember. She was obsessed with me and wouldn't stop bugging me, blocking my way into the smokers lounge and asking me if I wanted to kiss her. I was flattered in a strange way. She had a hilarious voice like Bear from Bear In the Big Blue House. I was indifferent to kissing her and said okay, assuming that she was going to kiss me on the cheek. However, she just stood next to the barrier, waiting for me to kiss her, which I didn't really want to do. I suddenly saw a picture of her, in which she was actually quite attractive with large breasts and not as fat. I was thinking that the woman's attraction to me would impress the bouncer and make me look like a V.I.P XD I can't remember if I kissed her or not.

Suddenly I was upstairs in the lounge area. There was some sort of hallway, where there were various rooms in which you could smoke in. I walked into one, which was very similar to the spare room that I am typing in right now, except it was grey, bright and office like. It had the computer in the same place, there was a comfortable looking black chair behind me to the right, and I have a feeling it might have had a bed. I was smoking a cigarette, thinking how if I'd known about this before or if I was a businessman who flew a lot, I could definitely get used to using it, as there didn't seem to be a time restriction either. I was playing a video on youtube on the computer, which had a swirly multi-coloured pattern.

Fragment - Snake
I feel like someone else. I feel snake around my troat.

Fragment - Flagg
Had a long segment of no recall. I had the thought that The Wizard Flagg from Stephen King's books was stealing my dreams.

DILD (brief) - Tire Change
I am changing a tire on a large red pick-up. Tire sizes are all crazy but my ex-wifes brother and father keep telling me its ok. The hydraulic jack doesn't work right. It keeps letting the truck fall. I think I got it working right but the truck falls on me and I get crushed. It doesn't hurt and I don't panic. My movement is restritced and I force myself nit to feel claustrophobia. I am able to calmly get the truck back up. I had to tighten the jack release. I try putting a jack stand under the truck but it sinks in to the ground. Then I use some type of wire attached under the truck to the Jack. The angle is all wrong and i have the jack a good 10 feet away. This is so strange that I realize I an dreaming. I say to myself this must be a dream but I don't follow though with it. I feel busy and don't want interruptions. Someone talks to me and I fall non lucid. There is a third set of solid rubber tires like on a shopping cart. I am trying to figure it out when the dream changes.

Now its an episode of Glee and they are giving a guy money. To men are conversing at a desk. He looks like the main guy from Psych. They want him to drive the same truck and will pay him. They want him to look for that blonde girl from Glee. I don't know here name I hate that show. He says, Ok but I might have a bad day. They agree to pay him extra for gas money. The other guy pumps air with a bicycle pump and it looks like he is jacking off. He begins to comicaly moan and make faces. The view changes to a digital map of San Francisco. I see like a GSP trail of the truck and at different points there is a symbol that looks like a stack of cash. I hear a "cha-ching" sound at each one. Then I see large white bold letters over lay the image. It reads "COLD HARD CASH"

Family Visit - VILD effect almost DILD
I walk into my bedroom and I see my wife's cousin and her family and my brother-in-law. My wifes cousin looks into the bathroom with an devious expression. I peek in there and I see my sister-in-law sitting low in the bathtub. Thankfully all I can see is her head with a towel wrapped around her hair. The dream gets fuzzy. I lay down next to my wife on the bed and just chill with everyone. I see marbles everywhere. A marble rolls off the night table and I kick it. I land on my wife has a large pile of marbles on her. My dead grandpa is sitting in a recliner. He says something about the marbles. get up and look at some marbles on the floor past the recliner. I find some are misshapen. They are orange and yellow swirls on them. I tell him someone messed up in the factory. He says, Call them 'joys'." I find large ones that are more like large broken marble chunks. They have some comics pasted on it. Something about the way I was studying the marbles made me think of lucidity. Suddenly I want to change my clothes but no one will leave the room. So I try to sleep in my clothes. I really want to try to WILD. I close my eyes and slowly start to feel like a weird SP. My hands and arms twitch. Then it starts with my whole body. I decide to get up because I get embarrassed thinking that everyone with watching this happen. I tell my wife we are not going to church today. She argues and I wake up.

VILD

VILD is having and effect on my dreaming. The first part is blank but I remember walking into my bedroom and seeing many family mostly my wife's side. They were all there but didn't give me a lucid party. My dead grandfather was there as well but I didn't DILD. I later wanted to sleep and tried to WILD in the dream and had really odd SP. It felt like my whole body was jerking and twitching. I got up because I thought everyone could see me and I was embarrassed.

Attention focus

I DILD but let it go because I was so focused on a task. In waking life I hate interruptions so it carried over in my dream. I should work on this in waking life. Perhaps interprions can be useful.