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I am on an activity bus going from the Junior High to the High School. I have the window seat with my friend Brian. We are 4 seats back on the right side of the bus. I see my crush sitting one seat in front of us on the right side of the bus. We arrive at the High School, so I get off the bus with a few others. I realize that I left my backpack on the bus, so I turn around to grab it. The bus opened up so I could grab my pack from under my seat. I notice that the woman driving the bus is my bus driver from 6th and 7th grade, JoAnne. Now I’m running through the rain to get inside. Once inside, I walk down a hallway on my left to a circular area. The play director is there with a few students. She tells me to put on the black cotton shorts that she gave me to wear for the production. I tell her that she never gave me any shorts. I start to walk back down the hallway.

I am on an activity bus going from the Junior High to the High School. I have the window seat with my friend Brian. We are 4 seats back on the right side of the bus. I see my crush sitting one seat in front of us on the right side of the bus. We arrive at the High School, so I get off the bus with a few others. I realize that I left my backpack on the bus, so I turn around to grab it. The bus opened up so I could grab my pack from under my seat. I notice that the woman driving the bus is my bus driver from 6th and 7th grade, JoAnne. Now I’m running through the rain to get inside. Once inside, I walk down a hallway on my left to a circular area. The play director is there with a few students. She tells me to put on the black cotton shorts that she gave me to wear for the production. I tell her that she never gave me any shorts. I start to walk back down the hallway.

I am a bear. I know I was hunted and captured by some rich man. I am not bound, and I have a bow and arrows. I am passed out for a while. When I wake up, I shoot at a large bucket which I somehow know is filled with lemonade. I shoot 4 arrows into it, and it drains out. I know the rich man is hiding something from the people looking up to him. I decide that it is my mission to show the people what the man is hiding from them. There is an area in front of me that is open, so I go there first. I’m not sure if I’m still a bear or if I’m a human now. There is a small stretch of corridor, followed by a bathroom on the left. It has a bathtub filled up with hot water and bubbles.

I am with my friend Maura. We are on an airplane landing strip area, but it is very compressed. There is a small black plane. A whole bunch of people wearing matching purple shirts are getting onto it. Maura thinks we are supposed to be on that plane, but I don’t. We get onto it anyway. The plane is rolling forward between buildings and out onto an open road. Now we both feel like we’re on the wrong plane.

I am with my friend Emily. We are going to go skiing. There are four courses of different difficulties, and I am going to go on the semi-easy one. There is an initial jump. Emily and I both go off at the same time. She took a nasty fall, and is sprawled out face-up in the snow. I notice her eyes are a bright, icy blue. She can’t move at first, but she eventually gets up and goes back to our van. I go back to the initial jump, and jump off again. I start to go cross country. There are parts on the ground with no snow, and some with just ice. Those parts are really slippery, and it’s impossible not to slide. There are lots of guys on snowmobiles on the icy part.

I am at a camp (that doesn’t exist). I am on something like a high ropes course, but it’s also like a swinging wooden bridge/treetop walk. This is in a forest, and I can see teenagers all over the course. I am walking on the planks, and I see this very attractive guy. He smiles at me, and I smile back. Now I take a left and go up to a more shaded area that has a big purple machine with a woman standing at it pressing buttons. Somehow I know she is the potion maker. I go over to that platform and jump off the left side. I remember hearing people say the fall is 7 minutes and 20 days. It’s the next day, and I head back up the course. Now I’m with Courtlyn, and no one else is on the course. We walk up to the area with the purple machine, but it’s blocked off with a silver rope. There is also a 3-foot gap between where we are and that platform. I tell her that I think we should go forward anyway, so we do. We extend a bridge forward by pressing a button on the left of the platform. I go up to the screen on the purple machine. I am about to say, “Let’s make a love potion.”, but I get cut off by a woman who looks like a nurse. She looks very mad. She drags me to the edge where I had jumped off before, and throws me off. I land in a room that feels like a bedroom. I know I have done something wrong, but the woman in the room doesn’t seem mad; more like empathetic. Courtlyn and I are being “punished” for what we have done. We have to lie down in the bed with stuffed animals. It feels like nap time. Justin and Brody walk in and look at me as if to say, “What’s wrong?”. They leave. An old man comes in and takes us outside. He starts to lecture us and tell us all of the things we are not allowed to do anymore.

I feel like I’m in a game of Grand Theft Auto. I am the character in the game. I can see myself from a top view. I steal a car from a stranger. I now have 3 stars in the upper right hand corner of my sight, much like I would get on the screen if I was playing in real life. The police are coming after me! I watch myself get arrested. I pop out in front of a random building, then the dream is over.

I am in an upstairs hallway at the Junior High. Everything is a light tan color, and there is no ceiling to this hallway. The sun is shining very brightly, but I can’t feel it on my skin. I am with one of my good friends, and someone else (a girl with hair like Taylor Swift). We’re walking up to a stand that reminds me structurally of the school store, but it is empty other than a boy and someone else standing inside. I notice that the stand has a roof, because it is shaded. We have come here to find out where our lockers are. I think we found out, because we are walking to our lockers. They are just to the right of the stand we just visited. Now we are going to find our class. It is in a hallway that doesn’t really exist in the Junior High, that goes past the science wing toward the Cafeteria. The hallways are completely empty. I feel very rushed and hurried. I walk into the class and find a seat. I feel like I know that it’s supposed to be mine. I look at a bright name tag on the desk that says Mr. F---------. Underneath that is says F7--. Even though the hallways were empty when I was walking through them, this class is completely full.

I am on a motor boat in the middle of the ocean. I dive down to the bottom of the ocean quickly, then look around the extremely clear water for any sharks. There aren’t any in sight. It seems like there’s nothing in the sand at the bottom, except for a small area where I am. It is very well lit, even though I am very far down. I don’t think I have any diving gear on. I have a disposable, clear drinking cup which I am using to collect minuscule fish and shells. The shells are all whole, ranging in size from the size of my pinky to about a foot long. The water doesn’t seem to be moving at all. I’m now swimming up to the surface. I can’t remember hitting the surface; I just pop onto the motor boat again. There are now 30-foot waves that I can see very clearly on the ocean. Although these waves are fierce, they don’t come near the boat. I don’t notice the boat that has come up on our left. The members of the British boy band “The Wanted” are on that boat. They all come aboard our boat. They said their boat can’t handle the waves.

Randy and I are at Tanya's daughters apartment. It looks like a huge kitchen store with multi colored utensils hanging all over the walls. We are all inside the living room, there are 3 old console tv's with 4 tv's stacked on top and several other smaller tv's scattered around the room. Lots of people are there... The boys are gaming the girls are just sitting next to the boys. It's time to leave. We parked in the front, but have to leave in the back. The back exit has a small moat about 6 ft wide with 2 alligators. We have to try to get through the deep water to the other side without getting bit. There are pieces of newspaper you can step on, and a couple floating sponges. Randy has long enough legs to get across without hardly getting wet. I do not. I have to step on a sponge that dips deep into the water. You can see the alligator tails thrashing and their heads would pop out from time to time with their mouths open. Everyone seemed to think this was normal... I was terrified but needed go. I tried to run across the water as fast as I could, it was waist high. I made it across. We were about to leave and remembered something we forgot. Went back in a normal door, but then had to cross the alligator moat again when we left and was so mad. We got through it again.
Trying to find our car, there was a building that looked like an old warehouse. There were a lot of guys standing around by it. I didn't like the feel of the place. I was about to tell Randy that and he was gone. Someone said, "This place is bad, never go inside, you won't come out". I panic because I can't find Randy and I know how curious he is... I see him walking through the people and inside the building. I scream at him to stop, but he can't hear me. I run into the building and try to find him. There are thugs and people with guns guarding the door. They don't let me in, I scream to Randy inside to come out. They shove me out the door and slam it shut. Now I'm outside and no one is there. It's dark and I'm in a bad neighborhood alone and Randy is gone. After sometime I find a car and tell them my fiance is inside the building. They tell me they've been monitoring the building for drug activity. They raid the building, everyone comes out running, shouting and shooting their guns. I am looking for Randy in the chaos. I see him, but his hair is all crazy and he has a black leather jacket on. He looks weird to me... I run to him and he is disoriented and looks at me like he doesn't know me... I grab his arm, he pulls away. One of the thugs yells something and points a gun at Randy and fires ... I scream NOOOO and jump in front of the bullet. Next I remember being in the backseat of a cop car with Randy. I am bleeding and he smells like weed and paint and still has no idea who I am. That's when I woke up hearing a noise in my sons room. It was 7:32 am.

Lots of detail, hope I capture it all.

Car Crash
So my mom was driving, my dad in the passenger seat, and me and my bro in the back seat. My dad was trying to tell my mom where to go, and she was following directions. She ended up driving on what felt like a scaffold or railing on the side of a building, not too far up. It was like just wide enough for a car to drive on and have room to turn, barely. We end up at a dead end, and my dad says to back the car up. My mom does, and sees an open door on the side of the building, but it isn't what we are looking for. My dad explains that there is this guy who was supposed to sneak us in into level 6 seating. We see another open garage type of door, and drive in, but they give us like level 5 seating, which is a level lower, and not VIP. We park our car, and step out, and I see a few chairs, some arcade games, and some mirrors. There was like 3 mirrors, 3 leanback chairs, and about 12 rolling chairs. Turns out this is a hair salon of sorts, but since we didn't get the level we wanted, we left. I do not recall what happens here, but I can assume we dropped dad off somewhere, and got sonic. I remember eating most of a coney, while my bro ate his full one. My mom is still driving, and my brother is in the passenger seat, I am in the back seat, in a minivan.
We come to this intersection, and I guess take it a little sharp. My mom goes to reposition the car, and 3 cars come around the corner. Somehow we end up facing the wrong way, waiting for the cars to pass. One doesn't expect a car to be there, and hits the front of the van. It sends our car going backwards a bit, and rear-ends another car. Mom goes to serve the car to face the other direction, and a man has gotten out of his car, and another car hits this man's open door. This push sends him into his pickup, and somehow we escape from all this ruckus. We end up back on a highway, going the wrong way. It was a very hilly road, with 3 highways spread across it. The top, on the far right was the direction we needed to go, then it dropped off a small hill to the left, which went the opposite direction, and then another hill drops to the road we were on, facing the wrong direction. Mom dodges a few cars, and decides to gun it. She yells hold on, and she forces the car to the far right, we dodge a few cars easily, but almost nail the (empty) trailer of a semi. We just dodge it, and get back on track, on the far right highway.
All of a sudden, perspective change, and we were aware of it. The van was a couple hundred feet ahead of us, without anyone apparently in it. Me, my mom, and my bro ended up on the sidewalk, my mom holing the steering wheel. Somehow the steering wheel works as a remote control of sorts for the van. So my mom is still sort of driving, but at one point the car goes around a corner, then my mom hands me the wheel, while she smokes. I kind of hold it for a bit (Surprisingly, it was not weightless/motionless, it had power steering and felt as if it was set in correctly to the van) in the same fashion she was, and then she grabs the wheel back. I am worried that the van will crash if we cant even see it around the corner, and my mom and bro both respond (Not at the same time, my bro just says kind of an agreeing statement.) "I know the town well, I drive it all the time."
While we are walking, we hear a cop siren, and pretty much figure they are after us. We walk up to our now parked car. I see a Wendy's across the street. As we are nearing the car, the police following us had parked and were walking toward us. We get to the car, and the cops have a talk with us. Here is the conversation basically:
"I think you folks know why we are talking to you. You caused quite a crash back there, then you ran from the incident, and almost caused more crashes along the highway. Nobody was seriously injured, just one guy got a scrape on the back, but he will be okay. It is nearing Christmas time and you need to drive safely. There are more people driving recklessly this time of year, and you need to take the initiative to be cautious and driving the speed limit. I'd expect this kind of thing from your son here, but it is sad to see you driving like this. A human body can only take a force of double his body weight. If a car would have hit one of these poor bystanders they may have been killed. Just like if an old man is fed his body weight in dead insects, because of __ in the insects, he would have to have weight taken out, as weight is put in." (I dunno what he was talking about at __, and this statement truly makes no sense whatsoever.)
He wrote down three famous quotes said by people, and read off the first one. It was a Latin phrase I think, and it basically said "Silence be heard." He told us all to repeat the phrase, and all of us stayed quiet.
The dream promptly ended.

9-6-08?

Lucid Dream:I'm trying to read my very messy notes here.

I was lucid and flying. I was trying to fly up and through the clouds. I kept flying through the clouds but never managed to break through the other side which was the goal.

I also had a point where I was trying to fly up and had the typical "powerline" experience. I couldn't believe I was having problems with this again.
I also remember at some point in this dream I had flown to the top of a really high building. I walked to the edge. I told myself that I knew 100% that I was dreaming, yet it still made me nervous to walk to the edge. I usually fall off building backwards (by choice) but this time I decided to be brave and look straight down as I leaned off the edge.

I don't remember what the fall was like, but I remember feeling disappointed. I ended up back at the top of the building and this time I let myself fall backwards like I had wanted to do. I enjoyed the feeling as I fell. I fell and kept falling long after I should have hit bottom. I remembered this from past Lds, and told myself I could fall as long as I wanted--there was no reason I had to hit the bottom if I didn't want to. I was falling between to very tall buildings and I remember watching the buildings pass me as I stared up at them (I was laying on my back as I fell). I also remember passing a bridge that connected the two buildings, and watching theat disappear above me as I continued to fall.

The next thing I remember is seeing Ed. I remember wondering what it would be like to kiss him (I guess I had forgotten that I had kissed him in real life a long time ago). I leaned in and started to kiss him. But he had gum in his mouth. And then I found that I also had gum in my mouth. It turned me off to kissing so I stopped trying.

I then remember finding Jeff and asking him if he wanted to fly with me. I think I woke up not long after that.

8-28-08

Lucid dream:

I got off of a bus. The sidewalk was soft like a big matress. I remember doing summersaults and flips as I moved along toward my destination.

I was looking for a shop where I could use the restroom, but I couldn't find one.

Next to the sidewalk was a canal where there were kayaks. I decided I wanted to go kayaking. I saw a kayak with a paddle. I reached for the paddle. but ended up dropping it in the water.

I decided that I would just fly. As soon as I was in the air I realized I was dreaming. I thanked myself for being so aware. I hoped that this meant that flying would now always trigger lucidity. As I flew I thought about what task I wanted to accomplish. The only thing that popped into my head was one of the tasks that I thought was on MM which was talk to an animal...or something like that.

I ended up in a building. I was in the corner of a room. I looked around and couldn't see any animals. But I knew if I just kept looking with the expectation that I would find some, then they would appear.

I turned around and saw that the room was now filled with cats. I went to a group of them that were eating. I asked them to talk to me. But they kept eating. I saw an especially cute orange tabby. It was making a mess with its food.

I told it, "You need to talk to me. Say......um....'I'm sorry for making a mess.' ".

It looked up at me with big green eyes and said, "Sorry...."

I wanted it to talk some more, but I felt myself slip out of the dream. As I felt myself slip, I told myself that I was probably going to just have a FA, so I would just need to remember that and become lucid again.But when I woke up I felt myself in bed, so I figured that I was really awake.

In retrospect, I believe it actually was an FA.

So I need to really pay attention so I can stretch my LDs out.

I haven't been able to remember my dreams in so long so I tried something new and it worked!

A crazy old guy was trying to teach children how to create mountains with their minds. He wasn't good at all his were crippled and just hills. He told the kids though that he was making small ones so the kids weren't jealous. The kids made amazing, tall mountains though on their first tries. The mans wife came out and told him sarcastically, "Oh yeah, your a great teacher."
I wasn't in the dream, he wasn't teaching me or anything and I wasn't the old guy. I guess I was invisible or something.

Dream - Lucid

I was in a movie theater, watching a movie, some romantic comedy. I think one of my friends was there with me. It was a movie I had seen many times, and I kept going back to watch it. I also kept getting a couple of guys to meet me there, one I remember for sure being Nick, the first guy I ever kissed back in the 7th grade. I was really happy in the dream, excited to be going back to the same movie again and again. I apparently did it to give these guys advice.

I was sitting in the theater, which didn't have many people at all in it, and I looked behind me. It was Nick and the other guy. I then looked back towards the movie. Again, I turned behind me, and two cats were sitting in the seats, one being Pounce, an old cat of mine that we had to put down, and maaaybe Belle, my current kitty. I said something about the cats to whoever was sitting with me, smiling as I said it. I was just impressed that they were sitting so close to one another and behaving.

I then left the movie when it was over, and came back later to watch it again. I told someone I was going to see it again to "give advice". I went to sit down in the theater. No one else was there at all. I then looked down at my phone, and noticed it was dying. There were three small lights on top of it by the earpiece, one red, one orange, and one green. Two of the lights were out, meaning that it was going to die when the last light went out. I somehow then associated that with Pounce, and how she was running out of batteries. I needed to charge her...or my phone...or whatever! Also, on the floor by my feet, I saw my pillow, sleeping mask, among other things that I can't recall. It was like I was camping out there or something. I don't know. I then got up to use the bathroom or make a call or something.

I then went back into the theater, and more people were in there now. I hoped no one was sitting in my seat. Surely they would notice all my things there. I remember being worried about the cat/phone battery for awhile.

I remember talking to a friend about it when I was somewhere else, saying I was going to go back to the theater again. I also remember Nick being there when we weren't at the theater at some point.

~

I was talking to a friend about the theater. I said, enthusiastically,
"You know where to find me!"

My alarm then woke me up.