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iok for some reason I dont remember a lot of my dreams from last night. Maybe I went to sleep too late last night. What I do remember is from what feels like just recently before waking up. I'm with my supposed ex from high school. I say supposed cause I dont think it was only her, only as entitiy disguised as her to trick me into something else.Iveseen it before in other dreams. Fucking assholes. From talking to my ex in some weird meadow place, the scenery turns into this house with the family with that evil pfriend that threw me into that hole of confusion in it. It feels like the deil is talking to me through his parents trying to trick me into masturbating by tricking me while I am in a really tranced state. on the left side of my face ever since I did something really dumb to my body, I have had this weird bulge there. But last night before going to sleep I focused on it ( iusually refrain because it results in really weid nightmares or ejaculation to a demon being) but this time I felt I could handle looking at it. I just remember seeing something really gross with a whole bunch of eyes. From reading about my origins as a race of human with a whole bunch of dna from different star systems, I realized if I could find the orignins of that weird monster via the different races in my boddy, I could dismantle it. DOing that plus going to sleep really late probably equated to me not being and to remember a lot of m ydreams, I should be sure to do one or the other, if I do both I wont be able to remember much.

Anyway so the medow place where im talking to my ex turns into that guys house and his parents are trying to seduce me (possesed in dream state) to ejaculate using clever hypnotic terms which are very personal to me. They were doing something like I could have something ( only made sense duing the dream and alluded to fragmented parts earier in th edream) only if I did what the cast memeberss from the office did and ejaculate for something. I made the realization right before I woke up how stupid it sounded and how dangerous that action would be and a now writing it down. I thought they were good people but fuck that. ugh why cant i just be left in peace!

Ok so because I attempted to do wilds last night or actually it wasnt my real intentions but it ended up happening anyways I was unable to dream very well. Im not mad though, because tonight I realized I am now remembering my dreams starting from the very first Rem cycle. Their Fragments right now but hey, its progress.

Ok so I first had a fragment of me walking down one of the isles in my office building and realizing the company was shut down. I was extremely sad because I was afraid this was going to happen and now I wont be able to save up as much as I could.

Had another Fragment, slightly longer of me in my bed during the midday with my brother sleeping on the bed beside me. I had received a call from my friend Dasean earlier to hang out but I didnt want to. I dont remember this happening but I just had a recollection of it in my dream itself. To my surprise when I slowly got out of bed, I heard someone knocking on my window. I knew who it was going to be and of course it was Dasean. When I looked through the blinds and saw him, he said he needed to talk to me but when he told me that, I heard my mom walking down the hall. I raised my finger to indicate to give me a min. When I saw my mom walk by, I moved the blinds and opened the window a bit. I asked whats up but then I heard my mom again so I quickly closed the window and blinds. My mom came in kind of suspicious but didnt notice anything. She asked me something I can no longer remember and she left. When I opened the window again, Dasean was on the wall to left waiting and again when he was going to ask me something my mom came in all of a sudden. I instinctly closed the blinds and she asked what I was doing. I said I wanted to look outside and she believed me. When she closed my door, my dream ended.

Had one more first Rem dream even longer then the last, of some friends I dont really know and I, driving in my car to somewhere. I know that we were getting ready to go smoke because one of the girls had a bunch of joints and blunts rolled up. My dream was a little all over the place because next thing I know one of the kids im with is injured and we needed to take him to a doctor. While driving we saw a firestation and thought we could just bring him to them and they should be able to heal him. I pulled into the station and while walking with the injured kid we placed him on a platform under a pavilion type roof just outside the station. I told some of the people I was with to go in and get help so they did. While waiting one of the girls decided to light a Jay and I quickly stopped her and told her that first of all, she didnt double wrap it so itll burn quickly and second of all we should wait till the firemen take care of the injured person. She understood and gave it to me to put it out. My dream switches me to a pool right below the platform because I assumed the firemen were going to take a while and while chilling in the pool one of the girls I think asked to have sex with me but I denied. Then some guy got mad for whatever reason and threw one of the fat blunts in the pool. I quickly picked it up and threw it out in hopes of drying it but i knew it was ruined. At one point in the pool, I looked up at the stars and could see all the constellations regardless of it still being bright out. I saw an alignment of stars that I knew for some reason would come together on December 21, 2012 (When the mayan calender ends) and on that day something wonderful would happen. Woke up somewhere around there.

After waking up from the last dream, I stood awake for about half an hour to meditate and get a drink. After meditating, I tryd to go to sleep but just couldnt for some reason no matter how clear my mind was. I was getting frustrated because I knew it was because I drank fucking Soda before bed! (Sorry for language)

After about half an hour of no sleep, I turned over to my most comfortable position. After a few more minutes I began to see a beautiful woman laying on her back in bed almost as if she was right next to me. I knew she had just got done having sex with a man and she wanted him to stay with her longer but I thought to myself almost as if like I was communicating with her "He's not going to stay, now that you gave him what he wanted". She seemed upset to hear this or realize this and when he leaned in to kiss her I saw his face. He had short blond hair and was pretty good looking. After the kiss he said he had to go and she left her alone, more disappointed in herself then sad. While this whole things played out, I felt my body begin to vibrate tremendously and I heard that whooshing sound again get louder and louder the more clearer the vision played out. When I began to realize what was happening and knowing i was entering SP and a possible dream, I woke or interrupted the process again. My entire body was literally burning up, I was sweating profusely from what im assuming is the vibrations.

It took me a while to fall asleep again with little time to actually dream fully again because of work. I managed to get a short dream of my friend Nicole sending me txt messages of her naked. The first text said "Enjoy " and the rest were pics of her in different positions.

I wish to ask you guys a question if you can answer in the comments. How do I remain calm and relaxed when I realize im going through SP?? its really hard to mantain a calm mind once i know whats happening and one more thing. Does your body begin to burn up in heat as well through the process?

I'm walking down the street with a pistol and a shovel near D's house. D's sister comes out, and yells something, and throw's one at me. I blocked it...threw it back so it landed in a tree. She came up to the tree, and it dropped on her head right when she was under it. After she passed off, I left, but her brothers were chasing me. Once they realized who it was, they didn't do anything really.

I was watching this power puff girl styled cartoon based in Neverland that had a clip of some girl breaking up with a guy. The guy said "if you're really happy about it, then you should be able to fly". She took off into the air like it wasn't nothing, and I laughed.

LD that I'd rather forget.

The scenery was a bit rural... i met a fat girl and i had to go with her somewhere... she asked me, if i would like to go the "love way" i did not no wont she ment, but i though, why not... for that way, we had to climb down a ladder, we fell and landed into a bunch of sheeps, actually a lot of sheeps... so we did not hurt us. It was a kind of animal farm, everywhere where sheeps and as i explored it, i found a guy sitting behind a desk, the scene remindet me of a tinker sitting in his garage. he sad something to me: i should get an eye operation, so i would see better, i was not sure if i wont that, he sad i should turn around, and there was the black cat, trying to light the ofen or something, as i turned back back i saw a black man on the floor in the door case, he obvious, that he tryed the operation but something went wrong, he was not able to get the benefits, so i got more and more unsure, but the guy forced my and gave something in my eyes


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I met miland and vlasta. As i came into there flat, i hat to be carefull... rut told me, that they covered all the bookshelves with paper, so the dust would stay off.

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dreamed about our vacuum cleaner, a cleaning the bathtub withit, and i tryed to suck a lot of water into it. i mage the comperisson between an impotent man and an not impotent man through letting the aire out so the vacuum cleaner hat not much power to suck everything in, and letting the vacuum build up on the sucking entry, so it would suck everything in.

didnt do much today. actually I did more today than I usually do. I ate some organic macaroni, some doritos, cereal (raisin bran) with organic milk. My uncle soul came over. That guy is a wreck. I dont even think he is mentally alive anymore. He always trys to hug me but ive learned to not let him affect my aura, he just feels dangerous. He tried to shake my hand but I just couldnt. I had to cleanse the house after he left. I felt a lot better after wards. Then later I helped my mom clean the garage a bit, took a lot of stuff to donate to good will, and got my new tablet upgrade (im using it ight now). Im gonna be using it to make my dream journal updates, start a dream map using this really nice drawing app, read pdfs. Its gonna be awesome. Played some game s of league of legends with my friends and then hung out on my roof for a while. I used this realllly awesme app on my tablet which maps out the stars in real time from where I am. That sounds silly cause I should be able to do that with my mind but oh well ill use whatever tools I need until then. I' not sure why I even write these on here, im thining im just gonna start a journa and just write in it. off site. I just really like the format on this website I guess.

What I thought was aspacehip in the sky turned out to be some start system. I was really dissapointed at tfirst but just decided to get over it. Good thing I did too cause I found this webpage with so much information about all the various races interacting with planet earth, the earth project, where I can mentally connect to to find out about human history (mt. shasta, the north pole). Apparently there are civilizations underground way ahead of our time. They probably have tunnels all over under the cities and advanced traveling. Ill try to connect to them tongiht, I could really use some guidance. thats all that happened today. This will be my last post, im just gonna find a journal app and start writing in that. Something with dates, times, color editing, something I can really get my mind into.

1:53 am tme to sleep for a bit. actually i might just finish my dreams for tonight on this website then find the journal app tomorrow.

one last thing, its awesome that I found that website with all the ET races tonight. It synchs perfectly with the new time matrix I found on the internet. ITs something that makes much more sense. if yo uwant to check it out its at lawoftime.org

its a calaendar based off the moon gravitational cycles and how it affects the chakras throughout time. Its perfect for planning things out and blah blha blha jsut go check it out yourself. if you do thoug hI recommend loking up info on the chakra centers on the internet. alright ill be back

Mouse3

Busy day, but it's 6pm now and I'm playing with HelloBuck-Buckello my mouse. I had a dream with Hello-Buckello in it lsat night. I wasn't going to dj it because I was killing wild mice (yick). But it's worth 40 points so here it is.

False Awakening. I get up worrying about my Buckhello. I see a brown mouse running accross my floor. Buchhello is white. Buckhello is male so if the brown one is a "doe" Buckhello will become a daddy and I don't wamt that. And if the brown mouse is a buck (male) then he and my Buckhello will fight.

I am frightened for my Buckhello.

I carefully search for my Buckhello. I open a top draw and about twelve brown, and white mice timidly look up at me. They have little "Madagascar lemur" heads. I'm scared they have already killed my lovely Buckello. I gently move them about expecting to see my sweet little mouse's limp (dead) body.

But

Something on my arm moves under my bath robe. It's Buckello. I let him roam around on me sometimes but I can't remember putting him on me this time. I am relieved.

Now the yuky bit.

I start putting the wild lemur-headed mice in Glad Snap Lock reseal sandwhich bags, thee to a bag, and closing the snap lock so the will suffocate. But I wake befor any die.

Boo-hoo-hoo mean, mean me.

Now I remember...

There were two mice at the pet shop when I bought Buckello, 3 weeks ago; a brown one and a white one. I chose the white one.

Buckello [h]was[/b] share dreaming with me and introducing me to his friends, the brown one first and I wind up intending to kill em all.

Boo-hoo-hooo, mean, mean me.

Look, I just Googles "Madagascar Lemur heads" this is what the 12 or so wildmice in the top draw looked like.

madagascar lemur - Google Search

murder mystery (just finished watching a lot of episodes of Hellsing anime)
i was outside in this pit and someone was trying to kill me and the detective i was with...by pushing the walls together and there was a random guy making it happen just outside the trap we were in...and it got blamed on the butler even though me and the guy who was a detective knew it was the guy in charge....and there was a phone that he turned into a bomb and the police eventually came to arrest the butler and take the bomb because they knew that would happen with the detective because it usually does

haunted
i was in my current apartment and the detective was still there as was the random guy...and this vacuum was outside my bedroom.....so i put it in the living room down the hall....and i turned it on to vacuum the rug because it was full of glitter and paper bits and the coffee table as upside down on the couch.....then i unplugged the vacuum because i realized it was late at night and i might wake me roommates...it kept falling down and i kept trying to put it in a way that it wouldn't...and it kept moving forward....and then i had it unplugged and part of it came off and looked mostly like the nerf ball (squishy football that is red and yellow) i have irl but with wheels....and it was moving around......then it was on the table...and i told the detective that maybe it wants pet like a cat or dog......and he pet it...and then it said it wanted a blood sample and took one from the detective......and one from the random guy who was on the couch (the room had put all the furniture back at this point to the way it normally was)........and it kept trying to get a sample from me but i screamed no and hit it away with a pillow....i was sitting on the back of the chair with my feet on the seat of the chair.......my roommates then came out and all told me in one voice at the same time (i don't really know then that well irl) that they told me this apartment was possessed (they were afraid of getting possessed a few days back because the power had gone out due to a major storm).....and i looked at the random guy and was thinking that i was right about something being wrong with the room and that i needed to get someone to cleanse the apartment (he had a look that said the same thing)......and then i had an idea to take it apart and take the chip controlling it out of it and smash all the parts with a hammer

note: cinnamon and Diphenhydramime

1. I was playing Sonic Unleashed and was on the Mazuri daytime stage. I remember that then I kinda was in the game, but still controlling with like an invisible controller, but still interacting directly at the same time... ugh.. hard to explain but ya. Anyways, as I was there then there was this big track to drift around so I did that and then ended up in this house type area and was tried ground stomping these door things to get inside these closet areas in this house thing.

2. I was going down the hallway at school, and as I went down the stairs they turned into an onramp for this highway, except it was for people to run on! Anyways, I went around the cloverleaf and merged. Then the highway went underground and I remember it being super busy. It was kind of pointless though considering that people can only run like 12 mph or something. Idk.

3. I was in Denver with some friends, and we were going to go on a tour of a battleship! (Don't ask me why the Misouri river was going through Denver). Anyways... we got into these little cart things and they rolled down a track that was REALLY high in the sky, had to be at least a mile, just straight over the city. To make it worse there were no guard rails. I remember looking over the edge and telling my friend to help me hold on to the edge of the track, which also happened to be JUST BARELY the width of the cart.
Anyways, we finally made it down to the battle station and met the Captain of a ship. We climbed aboard and went sailing down the river. I remember going through a lock system (like in the Eerie Canal) and eventually the ship took off and started flying. At this point I was hanging n for dear life, although it was kind of from a third person perspective, as we flew. THen we came in for a crash landing and I prayed not to get squished by the ship if we landed upside down. We bonced about 50 times and finally came to a stop. I can remember some very loud noises as we crashed.

4. I was watching the news (after the election was over), and Romney had won. I remember he was on a Ford commercial showing support for how they hadn't taken the bailout and how he was very proud to represent an American made company. Then I wsa randomly driving this brand spanking new F-150 down the road and then these rednecks came right up on my bumper. I shouted out the window for them to pass already or get off my tail and then they hopped into the bed of my truck like they were gonna hijak it or something. THen I swerved and sent 'em all flying.

Sleep Time: 11:30 p.m - 4:00 a.m

Football Class

I'm subbing at the high school and the students are talking about football plays.

I attemtpted to wild at 4 a.m but failed.

4:00 a.m - 6:00 a.m

Loki

I'm in a room with Loki. I don't how or why.

Subbing Lyrics

I'm subbing again. We are having a class discussion about lyrics to som dream song. A student is arguing with me. I tell him to quit arguing but he won't. I wake up.

Frags:

• designing a computer chip?
• something about a high-security door?

[I've no recollection of those dreams at all, but apparently I did when I took notes about them in my dream journal this morning. My recall's going a bit haywire. . . . I blame midterms.]

A giant 100 ft dude was chasing me during the day. I have this very powerful grey colored gun. I shoot the dude in the head and I didn't get the chance to see him die since the dream scene changes. I am now in my apartment, specifically in the hallway. I am getting dressed in the dark but I feel a strange presents in the room that makes me nervous. I see a strange blue flash of light for a split second but I ignore it and get dressed. Another scene change.

I find myself just outside the entrance into the apartment building. I am walking on the sidewalk with this girl about my age but have no idea who she is. I see another girl my age trying to get into her house, this one I know. I say "hi" to her and she ignores me. I say "hi" again and she ignores me still. I just continue walking on. Me and the girl walking with me get to this bus. She then says "welcome to the club" I go inside the bust and it seems like its a big room than a bus. I sit in between these two guys who are taking turns deciding who will sit in certain spots.

Well, my first posted dream . . .

I'm at the sink in my kitchen, and something distracts me. I turn around to see a dark shape flit past the door to the lounge room, towards the front door. It had to come through the spare room window, as that's the only way it could have entered. I investigate . . .

Next, I'm sitting/leaning against my desk, and a person (shorter than me) in a beanie and jacket comes through the door to the kitchen (change of direction?) and says to another, who can't really be seen but their presence is felt, "Who lives here, anyway?"

A huge dog - St. Bernard? - pushes it way past the door and through our legs, then enters the hallway.

Then the person is forcing me backwards, overbalancing, against the desk, with a hand grasping my collar/throat, his right one pulled back ready to smash me straight in the face. He has an evil grin of cruel anticipation on his ugly dial, and I feel a momentary twinge of fear as I gather my thoughts, trying to form a quick plan of action before he connects.

I recognize him as one of my customers from my former day job, and can't comprehend why he'd do this to me - I have always been well-liked and respected by all my customers, and treat everybody with a genuinely friendly attitude. I plan to knee kick him in the groin, then the dream ends abruptly before I can react to defend myself, and I awake (in reality I am not a violent person, though will totally defend my property and those close to me - I live on my own).

Though the person is an indigene, I have never been racist - I judge people by their actions, not their external features or social caste. Maybe I should examine myself more closely? Home invasions (by whites and/or blacks) are quite rare down here, though, in these harder economic times they do occur more often in the City.

If this dream shows some subliminal racism, then I'm deeply ashamed and sincerely apologize to whoever may feel offended.

- End of post.

I saw from third person abstract points of view the teleportation of the continental USA to somewhere and its displacement in time. Every day would repeat, but explosions that happened in history would reoccur. I worried when we heard the cycle might end since a cycle that displaced explosions with no casualties would be better. Also, North Korea was somehow involved and the only country that went with them.

A fragment involving my visual imaging class at my tech school. We had started using this really complicated software and we were asked to model a cube. Then we got asked to model master chief's armor and I freaked out due to the sudden difficultly spike in the assignments.

Some dream. Vivid, about me being at my grandparent's house. What was strange was that there was a stairwell that led down below their house. When you came down the stairwell, that was very long by the way, you would end up outside. The stairwell went up a hill and there was a door that led up into their basement, but their house was not on top of the hill.
The stairwell ended at the start of a "road" cut into the hillside. The road was only identifiable by the fact that it was really nice, well groomed grass. The rest of the hill was taller grass and shrubs.
I began moving various building supplies down from my grandparent's building and traveled between their basement and the hilltop several times. Most of what I took was lumber, some sheet metal, and some electronic components.
I began building a vehicle to travel down the path for some odd reason. I vividly remember hammering boards together, welding sheet metal and assembling electronics. It seemed to take me about half an hour, and there was no shortage of building supplies or tools.
The final vehicle was pretty decent, though it didn't have any wheels or means of flying. But it started to slide down the grassy slope and I held on. I had traveled down the slope about 50 and decided to stop.

I am almost too embarrassed to write up this dream. I am way too old to be having celebrity crush dreams. But here it is.

I was with a small group of people in a room where Blink 182 was having some sort of party. Tom, Mark and Travis had been getting ready to do some sort of very immature crude prank. I hoped that my presence in the room would cause them to reconsider.

I saw that Mario was also there. He talked to me for a minute and told me that he was going to leave. Something had happened that upset him.

I then looked over at Tom. He had a big burger and was about to eat it. But first he asked this teenaged girl to come over. He pulled off an onion and asked if she wanted it. She gladly said yes and took it and started eating it. I could see her eyes water and knew that it must be a very strong onion. Yet she continued to eat it. How pathetic, I thought. It was obvious that the onion tasted horrible, yet the girl would eat it anyway because Tom DeLonge gave it to her. So sad.

Then Tom looked over at me. He asked if I wanted to eat the (he named a vegetable that I didn't recognize) off his burger. Sure okay, I said. But instead of handing it to me. He took a small bite of his burger, getting the vegetable in his mouth then stuck out his tongue with the vegetable on it and gestured me to take it. I moved close to take it. My lips came in contact with his as I took the vegetable from him. I was reluctant to pull away. I started to, then at the last minute went in and gave him a full kiss. It felt so nice. I then pulled back and ate the vegetable. I still couldn't tell what it was. But I ate it anyway.

I then told him that I wished my camera wasn't broken because I would have taken a picture of the burger and put it on his forum. He looked questioning at me. I then told him that I was actually a member of his Angels and Airwaves forum, and that he had actually talked to me a number of times. I started to tell him what my user name was, but suddenly couldn't remember. "I think it's Twoshadows" I finally said. But he gave me a blank look like he didn't recognize it. "Although, maybe I use my real name on that forum. But anyway, I'll mention the burger tomorrow on the forum so you know who I am now." He said that he would look for it.

Somehow the subject of where he lived came up. He looked at me like I may have been spying on him. But I quickly said "I actually have no idea where you live--only that you have mentioned the San Diego area. He then said, "Yeah, I live in a house that's bigger than....(he paused)....a house. " We both laughed. Then he told me how crazy the construction has been. I said, "I know. I have see the pictures." He then told me how there were these chairs in this one room that his in-laws always used, and how at first he was worried about the chairs being taken out." But then he laughed and told me that after a while the whole room was gone along with the chairs.

And that's all I remember of this dream.