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I'm in side cafe rio, (it was my favorite restaurant in high school) and all the lights are off. I think to my self I broke in. I'm looking for food I could eat, and I look at the refrigerators and I'm paranoid about opening them and having the alarms go off. I then notice a freezer in the corner, I look inside and notice ice cream! I start scooping and don't stop for a while. I'm filling probably a 60 oz bowl. From there I think to my self I really should leave I don't want to get caught by the police. I start walking down the side walk, and look to my left and I see cafe rio again lights are on and people are inside. I think hmmm that's weird. I keep walking look to my left and see cafe rio once again people are inside and lights are on. It was that moment where i said I'm dreaming.

(Everything got really hazy and the dream started to fade, I just relaxed and then before i knew it was back in the dream.) I start walking inside and I'm browsing the dream scape, everything looks so clear! all the colors are bright and vivid. It was so cool! I walk around a few tables and see a table of police officers. I walk up to them, and say "Hey, hows it going?) They all reply good. I just stand there for a moment with a smirk on my face, and then wake up.

I haven't updated in a long time because I haven't been able to remember my dreams since that last lucid one. I don't know why. I think it took a lot out of me.

I'm in this enormous library with my family and this old man named Dave (I think my brain based him off Dale from The Walking Dead). The thing about this library is that it is filled with ghosts. Also, uh, apparently you can keep any book forever but you absolutely have to ask a ghost if you can keep it--I didn't know this at the time. Otherwise, you're cursed and you die. Now, all the ghosts are making me nervous and I leave with Dave and half of my family. The other half--the stupid ones--decide to stay. I eventually come back to the library where a ghost librarian tells me that they aren't going to hurt me as long as I ask permission. There is this Hayao Miyazaki film I really want but I decide not to get it because I don't trust the librarian.

Then I woke up.

Took a weekend break from lucid training because I felt like Ive been anticipating it too much. Training started again last night so heres some dreams.

First Rem cycle dream of the night began with me being on top of some towers that had no walls. At the bottom was water so if i fell off I'd land safely. I recall fighting a bunch of bad guys on each level and at the top was the Boss. I had some powers that consisted of Fire balls on my left hand and either a sword or some kind of blue energy ball on my right. I could choose either one from a selection screen that popped up (Very similar to Elders scroll) on the bottom left side of my dream vision. I would climb the tower and blow away or slash some of my enemies. I cant remember what the bag guys looked like but I do know the boss was a white monster with hair similar to that of the predator from the AVP movies. I remember the fight scene with him pretty clearly of me choosing to wield both magic spells in my hand and charging them up simultaneously, followed by shooting them at him. He would dodge occasionally and shoot some kind of spell at me as well. At one point I had to jump off the ledge and land in the water. When I got back up, I charged the spells one more time and I knew they were the last ones as my mana was getting depleted. I went up close and personal and blasted him with both Red and blue magic. He went flying down the tower on fire. Suddenly something happened to the dream and he appeared again in front of me but this time I felt like i leveled up and because of this the boss turned into an even stronger different Red monster (looked like a demon). I knew the dream just scaled up the difficulty as I leveled up and woke up when I realized this.

Had a short dream of me outside my house walking with some people, who I assumed were friends, to one of the guys car. We were on a mission or something, when a pretty girl pulls up in a nice sports car. She gets out with two other girls and I go up to her to see what she wants. She tells me something about wanting to go with me and to take her away from the other girls. The other two girls I could tell were annoying just by looking at them. They were chubby twins who kept telling me they want to take the girl. I'm not sure what I told the girl, woke up after I said something to her.

I had this dream over the weekend but its been stuck on me since it was so vivid and clear. The dream started out with me living in an apartment with a few buddies. I'm sure I was familiar with one of them in RL but cant remember what he looked like as I only noticed him once on the couch watching T.V. I think my room was in the back of the corridor. As I was walking through the corridor where the bedrooms are on the right side and the living room is on the left, I noticed One of my roommates had a girl with him visiting him. I saw that it was Kyle from the TV show 'KYle XY' and when I saw him, the dream switched over to his perspective. The girl was that cute little blond girl that's his neighbor in the show. She was telling him that she is in college now and she had different needs (Meaning she wanted to break up). Kyle knew this and I sort of felt his feelings. He told her that he can be just as sophisticated as a college guy and to give him a chance. She felt he was too immature for her. She told him she was sorry but she made up her mind already. The dream fast-forwarded in which I saw Kyle think of a brilliant plan to put on glasses so that he can disguise himself (Like superman) and inflitrate one of her classrooms while shes in there, in hopes of having her fall for him and then later on showing her it was him all along and that she was wrong about him. So the dream began normally again when he was in class sitting next to her. Some girl behind him I think said something about how good he looks and he just turned around and thanked her. This grabbed the blond girls attention and next thing they know their having conversation and laughing during class. He seems to have been pulling it off since she didn't seem to suspect a thing. When class ends they part ways and he deems it a success. The dream then begins again at night, where the girl is with Kyle in some parts of the woods nearby to the apartment. Shes starts by saying that she cant believe he would think he could fool her by simply wearing glasses and that she knew the entire time. She told him that in reality she loves him but understands his purpose is to be the hero and she just wants a normal life. He is sad but understands this, he just wants her to be happy so he tells her "Okay, Ill be the hero and you live the life you want". He screams out "Senses activate" and begins to fly up in the air. She yells his name out but hes already too far away. The entire dream from his persepctive was in third person so I see him flying over farms and fields with his super vision causing a bright light to scan the earth for any signs of trouble. I wake up after a few seconds of flying.

Last dream I had last night that i recall clearly was of me sitting on a sidewalk with this cute girl named jessica. there was a street in front of us but the dream wasnt too clear so I dont know what was around us or for that matter past the street.Another girl passes by and I tell her how beautiful that girl is that just walked by. I begin to think about how I got there and I was so close to realizing that it was a dream because I even thought to myself "Maybe im dreaming" but after I thought this I felt like i had just gotten Jessica jealous and she just grabs my face and begins to kiss me. The kiss felt very real as almost every kissing dream I have feels the same way. Her lips were soft and warm and the kissing was passionate. Woke up after a few seconds of making out.

i went to bed at like 630 and rolled around till 10 40 and this is the kinda dream i got...

i was coming home and passed by a local skate board store. they had a long board for 20 buks and i asked to buy it but then he said it was 90 buks really but he would do 20 percent offf. i thought that was agood deal and he asked if i wud try it out first. he took me outside and showed me some skater girl grinding big ass rails then led me down the street and dissapeared without me noticing.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

To get a bank account, or anything official, people are required to identify themselves with DNA fingerprinting. I'm applying to a job or something like that and they take a drop of blood for DNA sampling. I'm sitting in an uncomfortable chair for too long before I get any feedback and then without a warning the chair locks me in and I feel a needle on my back. I feel scared for a bit and then become aware I'm just dreaming and decide to play along and just memorize every detail of the story as it unravels.

I am drugged and transported somewhere. When I get back to my senses I'm with some other persons, rounded up on some fenced place with red dirt floor. A guy who befriends me says we're on another planet, a red planet and we've been selected due to something in our DNA.

He invites me to escape with him. He says we have to face some giant guy who protects the gates. At the end of a long open ceiling corridor, we meet him. We fight and I recall I can fly and do all my kung fu tricks, so we win.

We escape and along our path we meet someone who offers help. Says we must go alongside the river until we find a bridge. We should not cross it. Just meet there some guys who will take us underground.

But when we arrive, there's no one there. We admire the beautiful iron bridge. It leads to a gorgeous palace on the other side of the river.

Then we see an abandoned boat and a floating body. We get in the boat and rush up to grab the body. It is a woman with dark straight hair. We bring her inside the boat and do CPR. She is alive! Then we see a chain pending from the boat and on the other end of it is a dog fighting for his life. we pull the chain, he offers some resistance because it chokes him a little bit, but soon he is also on the boat with us and looking very thankful.

We seek help in the palace and we find that the woman and her dog live there. We are taken in as heroes. She had went for her usual boat promenade and the guys who we were supposed to meet with, had decided it was much more interesting to assault her and rob anything she might have of value. She didn't had much so they reacted with anger and decided to kill her and the dog. Luckily we appeared on time.

We were given jobs in the palace and we stayed there.

Now I start seeing life through the youngest girl in the family, a gorgeous teenager with a thing for art. Her father spoils her with everything she wants, as long as she doesn't get out of her golden cage. She surrounds herself with paintings, sculptures and all fine arts she can ask her father to put his hands on. But she is frustrated and unhappy. One day, the palace and the gardens are super busy with people preparing some big event, and she hids on one of her art galleries. Looking at those marble sculptures of naked bodies she feels so horny. She touches them as she masturbates furiously. She is going crazy that she can't reach an orgasm. I am her but I am also the guy who is now working in the palace, so I feel her horny despair and I also see her through his eyes and feel his lust.

Then I realize again I am just dreaming and I wake up.

//No LDs//

#1 - W.I.T.C.H.

I was reading some kind of W.I.T.C.H. magazine. I searched for character that I "might become" (whatever it means...). I found two of them with descriptions. One looked like Hay Lin. Can't remember the other one. It could be Cornelia, though. Anyway, I wasn't sure which one I should choose. I was near 'Cornelia', but my cousin said [with a big smile - he wasn't serious] 'Hay Lin' is perfect to play. Then he showed keywords that described her. It was "happy, melicious, bitchy". So I decided it will be 'Hay Lin'.
Don't remember rest of the dream.

#2 - Prediction of Death.

I was in some room with man and woman who were around 50. I knew their two sons. And I somehow knew they're going to die. So I told parents it. Mother started crying. Didn't see father's reaction. I knew that one of the sons will be shot in the chest.
Later this one was in some empty building. There were bunch of people who were trying to shoot him. I'm not sure if they weren't halfdead or even fulldead (zombies?). And building was really old. I took guy's hand and started running away with him. I was trying to protect him. I got two shots - one around the chest and another one in the stomach. But I didn't stop running, though I was tired. Felt like I was going to fall. I knew I can't stop, so I kept running, ignoring everything.
Finally, we left the building.
And then... All I remember is that I couldn't save him.

#3 - X-men.

I've become one of the X-men. It was very, veryyy exciting. We were already supposed to sleep, but I and Scott wanted to find something. I don't know what was that, but we were very careful about it. We were jumping instead walking, because we thought steps are too loud.
Then someone woke up and started searching... for us? Not sure. But he was really near and there light turned on. I turned it off, but there was still on!
It turned out that 'he' was Wolverine. He wasn't mad, rather amused and let us continue it all.

[FONT="Comic Sans MS"][SIZE="5"][SIZE="4"]I'm standing in a hallway. I'm wearing a black skirt with a red top. My face is pale and my makeup is running down my cheeks. My hair is messy with debris in it. I start walking down the hallway. Every step I take gets louder as I continue. My heart starts pounding, my mind is racing. .I'm about two feet away from the window and I stop. Looking out the window I see people laying down in rows. The sky is green. There is thunder and lightning. The wind is blowing, the trees are shaking violently. Then i see a truck starting to run over the people and no one seems to notice. They all just continue to lay down. I turn around and the hallway is gone. In its place is a door. A blue door with green trim. There are daisies painted on the bottom. I grab the door knob and my hand starts melting. I proceed to kick the door open and see my two sisters, my boyfriend, and his kids all face down on the floor. I run in and try to flip them over but the moor i touch them, the more my arms start to melt. .Then my legs melt. I pass out and wake up sometime later. I have my arms and legs back. I look at them and their backs are rotted. There are maggots and rats feasting on their flesh. I quickly flip all of them over to see if they are somehow alive. All of them are dead except for Ben. (boyfriend) He coughs up blood and looks at me. Just staring.. I touch his face and suddenly he tries to back away from me. He looks terrified and then he starts screaming at me. Screaming, "Look at what you did! You better run. They're here." Screaming it over and over again. I turn to run out of the door and it's no longer there. The hallway is back and it's filled with snakes and bugs. I try to walk through it, but halfway through it, I get bitten by a big, black snake with red eyes. He slithers up to me and says, "This is the price you shall pay!" I start floating away, looking down on my body. Watching Ben and the snake eating me. Then I wake up. I have had this dream 7 times in the past year. . I just don't know what to make of it.

Dreamt I was working at Dominos pizza (which I used to) except it was a huge mall like equivalent with separate stores for different things on the menu.
I was on my lunch break trying to find somewhere but I got lost and couldn't remember where in the mall it was so I was racing against time to find it before my lunch break ended.
I ended up leaving the store and scrambling around outside to get back before the end of lunch break, I seem to remember feeling like I was running but my legs were really heavy. At one point I was trying to run up a grass hill but was struggling and grabbing bits of grass so I wouldn't slip until I realised there were some wooden rungs nailed into the ground to help my grip.
I remember being back in the store with some co-workers, we'd sneaked off to steal some food from any left overs. I saw giant bacon burgers and pizza crusts and we were eating our fill when a manager came along and nearly caught us but we made it look like we were just preparing the food for customers!
The dream seemed to change after that and I was in a room with some people learning how to assemble the parts together for an Xbox 360. I also remember we seemed to be inventing something else important..The rest of the dream is very hazy and fragmented I can't fully recall or explain some of the details.

With some people i tried to move along some raile road tracks, but we moved in a sysem simular to a skilift, were you have to hold on to a kind of a stick which is attached to a rope, which is linked to the cable car. we had to hold us on those sticks, and we did pritty good, but then a difficult passage came, and the rope of my stick was not really strong enough, i worried that it might snatch and then i would fall down. so we were thinkering about to make it stable.

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i sat in the flat of a friend (a girl) i was waiting for her, so i think, i started to watch so porn of hers, not with her inside, but one which she had on her computer. it was kind of strange, a kind of bdsm porn, but in a weird way. in one scene, for example, a man in a car splashed some whater on a women walking on the sidewalk. however, i always had to close the porn because i though that someone came in and also, i wanted to watch my one porn. i was really aroused. then she came home and showed me a dress on her, and the dress was liftet so i could see her but, it was nice, i really wanted her.
in between i woke up frequently, and i thought about sex and arousal

I believe I had at least one or two more dreams, but I forgot to record them when I woke up from REM so I can only recall these two from this morning...

1. I can faintly remember being at school and fomr some reason I had my mp3 player. Then I sddenly became concerned with this huge know the headphones had become, and asked my college counseler to untangle it for me. To acieve this, he simply stared pulling as hard as he could, and then I promptly asked for my earbuds back before he could brake them

2. I was at the mall downtown outside the Chinses restaraunt. I had just come outside to get back on my bike and go home. Then I remember some idiot getting on my bike and somehow starting it ( i had the keys AND had locked it to the side) and trying to drive off! However, then he crashed into a nearby car. THen it was wierd because he kept on pushing the car, despite the bike being totally wrecked. He then tried running everyone in the parking lot over, but then the bike finally died.

Although I rarely curse in real life, in dreams for some reason the profanity just flies, so I remember running over and cussing him out saying "Man what the f***! THis bike only had 1100 miles on it!" And... "you a**h***!!!", etc... Anyways, then the cops showed up, arrested him, and that's all I remember.

I am in a large building probably the second floor and it is populated by a lot of people. I am naked running through the place but nobody seems to care and they are doing there thing. I then go into a hallway and go into this computer room. No lights are on in here so it is dark but there is some light shining through the blinds of the window. I see my computer programming teacher. I then touch her cheeks and say "pay attention to how this feels" then I grab a sharpie and write "3:21" on the desk and say "if this changes then you are dreaming!" she just gets mad and wipes it off.

Two guys are hear as well and they have my backpack. I tell them "I don't care this is just a dream" they take out a grey binder.( I had this grey binder many years ago but not now") All of a sudden the room is empty and I get a text "Retrieve my belt doc it's in my room, the car number is (insert random numbers here)" (I wonder if it was bugs bunny...). While in this computer room there is this strange music playing. All of a sudden I have this feeling that I must turn around so I do. There is this big man in a red shirt slowly walking to me. I leave the room quickly and I am back into the hallway where there are many people. The man comes out of the room, stomps his foot and vanishes.

Suddenly the dream becomes like a video game. My health is on the bottom left corner of my FOV (field of vision) and is represented by these brown dots. The man attacks me several times causing my health to go down.
I then change my beliefs and make myself think that I can regenerate. My health then goes back up. I find this small room with a belt but before I get it the red shirt dude appears. I then use force choke from star wars to kill him. I grab the belt. I then recharge myself but I seem to have recharged too much since a message appears that says "The belt has exploded and the world has been shaken" and my health was back at one. I quickly recharge it back to full and I wake up.

Note: Once again a low level lucid since I seem to know I am dreaming but not to the extent of knowing that everyone around me is a part of myself and not actual people. But even so this is good progress for improving my DILD skills.

Well, my/our dream last night was in anthro form again (by anthro form, I mean we were wolf people). She had her red fur and I my black fur. We were in a forest near a golden tower that always seems to be in my dreams, lucid or not, and we were essentially playing. By that, I mean we ran through the forest like little kids, it was fun!

Especially when she said we should make it cold and snowy, which felt sooooo awesome against our fur! (You guys should really try it sometime, no other feeling like it...)

After a while, though, she hurt her leg jumping over a log, and, instead of just 'luciding' it back to health, we wanted to have a rest, so she made the pain stop and we sat underneath a big tree, and I just LOVE petting her, however weird it may be.

So, all in all, it was a great date, huh?

11.04.2012

Finding Food for Erii (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I would've recalled a lot more if I decided to stay up a bit.

I think I'm wearing a white suit, similar to what Wu Jing wore in "Sha Po Lang" when he played as Jack.

I meet Erii, at least the previous avatar of the blue colored striped Umbreon she had.

I think Erii showed her human form as well, but she was wearing a black hoodie jacket with the hood over her face. I think she asked me to find some food for her. We were near at the front of a house near a cul-de-sac neighborhood, and it seemed to be either night time, or early morning.

I forget my response to her, but based on the series of events coming later on in the dream, I most likely replied to her that I'll help her out. I started to dash quickly, though I'm not sure of where I'm going. I pick up the pace, and realized I'm in a random city at night.

There's just blurred city lights everywhere, and for some reason, I feel like I don't belong here at all. In fact, I even feel like I'm supposed to be hiding from someone. I hear motorcycle sounds getting louder and louder, and out of reflex, I decided to just fall down on my stomach to avoid whatever it is that's coming to me.

Nothing bad happened, it's just a line of people riding motorcycles at 15-25 miles per hour, and they were fairly close to the sidewalk edge I had my body on top of. After that, the dream shifts, to where I think I probably went through a portal of some kind.

This same portal that's showing what's on the other side, there's a cafeteria.

Then I most likely thought, "Oh, this means I can find something for Erii to eat" (not really thinking it, just having the reflex to help her out coming back to my awareness, if that makes any sense?)

After I go through this portal, there's people circling around me, people that I knew during second to last High School I moved to during my whole high school years. Their faces are all too familiar, the same people I hanged around in the round table during high school are not making a circle around me.

It's too overwhelming, these were people I didn't know that much because I moved to different High Schools to since we needed to find better housings. They look at me, they have neutral expressions plastered on their visages.

This pisses me off for some odd reason, I look at one guy who looked like Shawn, if that's even his name. He looks just like him, the black hair with spiky ends in the front, wearing a white shirt, and regular black shorts. He just looks down on me while I'm sitting on the table.

I have to get out of here, these people who clearly knew I wouldn't talk to them in waking life (except for the females I hanged around with), and probably had mixed feelings of hanging out with them in lunch....I had to get out of here...quickly.

I launch myself off the table, and just ignored my peripheral vision, and continued moving forward, ignoring all those random people in my life that I never gave any concern over, realizing that I only was around them because I was insecure with sitting along in High School, especially with 100s of people my age who have the habit to glance over at anyone that would sit by myself.

Those feelings, those petty insecurities kept augmenting, I wanted to get out, I just wanted to get the hell out of there....I kept running...after that....I can't remember anything else. Those feelings made me forget why I came to that area in the first place, to get Erii some food.

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11.04.2012

Crab Rangoon and Random Commercials (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I take out a To-Go Box that looks like it was from an Asian Restaurant out from the fridge. I open it, and find all sorts of delicacies here.

There's a lot of Crab Rangoon, in huge sizes, at least compared to the waking life versions I get occasionally nowadays. There's Chicken and Fried Rice, but I pay most of my attention on the Crab Rangoon.

I plan to take all but two left inside the box, and apparently my mother is sitting on the round table I have in my apartment in waking life to the right. I'm ignoring her at the moment, or at least passively accepting her existence. I take a bite out of one Crab Rangoon, feeling the chewy texture of the cream and other contents.

I can't recall if I tasted anything, but whatever the outcome, I do know that I enjoyed eating it. I was planning to heat them up, but I literally ate them in a few bites each, they were that good I'm guessing. I asked my mother if she wanted the last two, and I believed she said I can have them.

I take the last two, eat them out, and now the dream shifts where I'm watching something on the T.V. I'm not even sure if this was a T.V., my laptop, or some kind of electronic device that acts like both.

I realized I'm sitting at the living room, and the light for it is turned off while the laptop/whatever it is gives off most of the light in that area. The kitchen to my right has the lights on, and my bicycle in waking life is practically gone in this dream.

The carpet is still the same, a really light brown color, and the walls have or are close to the color of the vanilla-covered walls in waking life.

The first commercial portrays Bill Maher, and he's wearing a Camelot type of knight outfit. Shiny Gray metal arm pods with a metal chain vest. He also wears a red cape, and he's holding a baby with both of his hands.

The baby is making a lot of farting sounds, and it starts to get annoying, and I was wondering if someone was making fake farting noises or something. A baby cannot shit or fart that much.....EWWWWWWWWWWWW.

Then there's another commercial with Bill Maher in a different situation, then another, and one more. A total of 4 commercials together that seemed to be different trailers for the same movie with him in it, though I can't recall the name of the movie that was going to show up at the end of each of them.

I can't recall much after that.

I was exploring this city that was mostly underwater. I can remember flying into the city, though I was not lucid. Then I walked through these causeways, entering though part of the city that was above water.
At first the causeways were kind of bland. They were two or three story rooms with concrete columns. I can remember walking past some construction workers, so I assumed that this was a new section of the city that was under construction. As I continued to walk, the hallways got more decorated with shops, like a shopping mall.
I eventually ran into this young man, and said to him in a woman's voice:
"I'm done exploring the shopping mall. Can we go now?"

Something related to the main dream. I can remember flying past a cargo port, where a crane was loading crates into a submarine. But the submarine was grey and red, like a ship, but had the shape of a missile or rocket. The cargo bay on the submarine closed. It submerged and pulled away from the port.

Something to do with me finding all of these toys by the side of the road. I can remember it being in a sunset, near a broad curve in the road. I started collecting them and putting them into a bag. Then someone pulled up in this black van and told me that the toys that I had been picking up were theirs. They thanked me and took everything that I had picked up.

I was looking out the window of an airplane as we were taking off. I think that I was laying my head on someone's lap. Not long after we got to our cursing altitude, the plane started descending. We must've crashed or something. I can remember washing up on the beach of a tropical island. I thought that I was still alive...
The words "game over" showed up written in white cursive in the middle of my field of view, as though my dreams followed video game rules.

Nov. 4, 2012
6:00am-7:00am

This dream had to do with school. I think the teachers of my classes were involved. There were also a lot of my classmates involved in the dream. All my friends ignored me.

I rejoined the boy scouts and I went to one event. I met a friend from school named Mn there. She didn't talk to me at all, ignoring me the entire time. At the boy scout event, the only thing I wanted to do was archery. I did really good at it.

I think why she didn't talk to me was because I lost all interaction with society: I lost all my friends, family, and acquaintances. I was a very lonely person.