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I called Ewan on my landline and asked him was he going to be back this weekend because he'd sent me a text saying he'd be back for Berry. I have no idea what this means now I'm awake but it made total sense while dreaming. He said that some of his texts must have given me the wrong idea but it was OK. The signal on his phone faded out and I was left like an idiot, looking out my bedroom window saying "Hello? Hello?" Into the phone for a few minutes. It was a beautiful day outside and I could see the sun glinting off all the little waves rolling up on the beach.

Dream shifted and I was in bed with Ewan. He kissed me then tickled my sides, really made me laugh. I tried to do the same to him but I forgot that he wasn't ticklish.

Dream ended.

very weird dreams. the dream, everything in it it i knew was going to happen it was like reading a book and seeing the movie.

the walgreens i stole a little bit

at an island stranded with people a man got seperated by hsimelf and was walking no the beach alone when a dog bit him. the blood attracted other dogs from far away and he was chased by a hoard of dogs in the night. a crowd of green eyes sprinted toward him leading the man to run towards some civilization. he ran into a man who grabbed him pulled out a gun and shot him.

Just a heads-up, if you don't know about my tulpae or don't know what tulpae are, you're going to have no idea what I'm talking about here.

Okay, so, I was on the tulpa.info IRC channel, and Kayleigh was possessing my arms so she could type. I had to try to force control back because I remembered that Link was supposed to be the one possessing me, since we're the ones working on possession IWL at the moment (Kayleigh and I haven't started yet). Then I woke up.

D, and J are with me. We were scoping out this crowed building full of mobsters. I think they called a meeting together, and we were sitting near the entrance. J started randomly hitting his panic button on his car. Over and over. One guy was getting pissed. I had something...like a mirror. I used it and flashed it in his eyes. He kept talking trash, and we all gave each other that look, and started rushing all of them at the same time. I went for the trash talker...he had to be about 6 foot six. I was hitting him with straights and elbows. Then the guy pulls out a 22. I backed off ducked around the corner, saw D disarm a guy with a .45 and point it at the other dude. We continued to wreck shop on these guys while backup came to handle the situation.

I came in another room where a kid was at, and I swear she had drugs on her. I frisked her, and she was clean. Someone else was watching me, and I told them "damnit I quit". I wasn't going to write up this long drawn out report about how we ended up in a gun fight without finding any drugs. My plans were to move to California and handle the rest of the case my own way, since I remember they said that was their main base of operation. I met up with the guy who was the girls father, and he was offering me these 12 packs of stimulants for the drive over there. I'm wondering where he came up with all of that crap, and I've never even seen most of the stuff there. Either they're banned, or just don't exist. Maybe this is our guy.....

08.11.2012

Ryuuji (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being with Takasu, Ryuuji in the anime Toradora. We were pretty good friends (I guess I could have been considered Taiga). I remember we were both sitting on my bed in my room, talking and laughing about something. Suddenly he stops and says, "Hey... do you want to go out with me?"
I gave him a puzzled look. "Like... out on a date?"
"Yeah.."
"Okay, when?"
I don't remember his reply.

We walked outside together. It was raining, just a light drizzle. Ryuuji took an umbrella from out of nowhere and held it over me. I blushed. That was nice of him.
We sat on a bench outside for a while, just talking about the future.
I woke up later and missed it so. I thought it was real.

08.11.2012

Space Organazation (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside where our garages are at my mom's house. This woman was taking some sort of photoshoot of a woman I didn't know. The photographer looked a bit familiar. She looked at me. "Will you go tell Miss _____ (can't remember her name) that the _____ (party?) is on ______ (a date)?

I contemplated that sentence for a minute. I walked back through the garage, but then forgot it. I walked back out to the photographer and asked her to repeat it again. She growled at me but repeated it again. I then ran back inside so I wouldn't forget. My house was transformed into some kind of super galactic space organization where everyone had what looked like huge razors but were lit up, like light sabers.

I walked to the back where a huge room was sitting. There were two double doors leading into it. One was closed, and the other was a little open, so I wasn't sure if I was allowed to go in there. To my left, I heard a man saying, "Oh no, I am so sorry, I ruined it all." Over and over and over again.

A little creeped out, I walked away to find the woman. Instead I found a man playing with some kids on a playground set inside the house, and I asked him to get the message to her. He said he could, and left.

I was watching him from a distance now. He was really clumsy. He accidentally hit a wall and his razor went through it, a clean cut. He did this three more times before somebody got a hold of him and told him to calm down.

I'm not sure what happened to him, and I woke up.

When i heard about Lucid dreams several months ago I immediately had 2 very clear and simi controllable dreams then for a while nothing had changed.. When i realized they were rare even though i was hunting for them.... i began to think maybe its just one of those things i can't enjoy. Until about week ago (well a few days it was the Saturday that just past) and it was amazingly clear and vivid and I believe i may have done an OBE too. Now i thought i should go back to Dream Views after all I owe it to them and myself to share the experience but i didn't want to relive the the lucidity Drought like the first.
This very morning i had a Lucid So clear and Vivid and controllable that it made waking reality pale and the sensations and imagery was so clear (except my reflection)
that i knew i was getting better at lucid dreaming.
So now I'm going all in!!

I find myself standing in front of the mirror. I am looking at my hair and it is surprisingly long. I wonder how long has it been since I went to a hairdresser and I know it hasnt been so long. I think to myself "god, I must go soon, its going to be such a change. How did this happen??" (At this point I should have realised I was dreaming, but for some reasons I didn't)
Next, I finished some kind of running race and I know I made it in 1:48. Others were telling me that it was marathon race, but I know that it could not be, as I would never run it in that time. It must have been half marathon. (surprising event, where I should have done reality check!!!)
Then, to our house comes a group of my brothers old class mates or maybe their friends or family as I am not too familiar with what they look like. They come to tell us that there was an accident of the school bus of my brothers school trip and many people are injured, so they coming around to take something to the hospital for them, if we want to send it. I sure am going to send something, but when I ask what, they say fruits of vegetables. So I run to the green house. For some reason I am trying to get in through the side by pulling out one of the glasses. But the it cracks!! And I think to myself SHIT!!! My mom is going to go crazy, because it is sure very expensive. But luckily it was just the thin glass and not the big, thick glass block. I take some vegetable (I think) and I am also pushing the glass in front of me (WHY??). But then as I push it over the stone steps, it breaks into many pieces including the thick glass. (Mom is going to go metal for sure). I panic a bit as the people are still waiting for theirs stuff. There is a lots of trash hanging on the glass. Some cables and other crap. I give them some knotted wires and an old valet and they take it. (I have no idea, it is strange and I should have done reality check at this point!!)
And I am still wondering about my long hair!!!

Next, I am still in Zasada, going to our shopping centre (which is closed and I should have realised that!!!) There is a girl going on a scooter, so I stop her and ask her if she would give me a lift to the shop. She agrees and is quite keen. When we get there, I get off and she wants to kiss me. So I kiss her on her cheek and and she tries on the lips. I think I do it, but not too keen. (she reminds me of the german girl from the bar!). When I get to the shop I am looking for something. Then I notice that the singer from EdGuy is coming there. I am not sure if I talk to him, but I know that they have concert.

Next, I am in a bus and it seems like its mostly people from my class or school mates. (This is screaming for reality check!!) I am sitting at the back, and there is a big guy, dressed in sport clothes, showing off that he could beat anyone from us. I kind of believe he could. Then the buss stops and most of the people get off. I look through the back glass and see them whirling around for some reason. I dont know why. There is another really sporty guy, who looks like hes into martial arts so I tell she show off if he could fight him. Then I tell him that I show him really good hand massage techniques, but my intention is to break his arms or fingers. But I dont remember if it happened or not at the end.

I certainly missed many clues for the reality check, especially the long hair and the location.

Well another night, another Grimm dream. What I remember is only a fragment but still from what I can remember:

Nick is called out to the murder of two people but to say it's strange is an understatement. He calls Monroe over to the scene and it turns out the pair aren't dead at all. They are a type of Wessen that need to be hit by lightning every few years to keep on living, however the lightning strike puts them in a death-like state until they recover from the strike.

I don't remember much else but I can remember when Nick first walked onto the scene, he entered the living room and all you could see when he walked in was an overturned armchair with the occupants foot sticking up in the air. They were wearing tights and a slipper.

There was also something in there about the incredibly hot Captain Renard but I really don't remember anything other than he was in the dream at some point.

So, I was in this store. Maybe a video store. I was looking at my hands and realized they were somehow unproportionally sized and were changing in number. At that point I knew I was Lucid. So I tried not freaking out and succeeded. Then - this is really disgusting, because I'm straight - I went to the backroom with the beardy shopkeeper, and f*cked him facially. I knew it was wrong and I just said to myself. Don't mind you just need to get off your sexual steem. After that I went flying outside.
I feel really gay now. I think I got too excited while flying, that's why I woke up.

Weird.

Was playing the day[9] mod of starcraft called “team monobattles”. I rolled mutalisks and for some reason the bases were really close, and it looked a bit more like Free For All because I had no vision of my allies’ bases. Also I had two starting hatcheries which was kind of odd, since zerg always start with a single hatchery. I didn’t notice any creep either, which I should have because that’s pretty much what zerg is all about. Had I noticed that I would’ve easily gone lucid.

SUCCESS!!! My first solid lucid dream.

I dont remember the beginning of the dream, i only remember the moment right before i got lucid. I was inside a room with my dad and cousins and maybe a few more people. Everyone was busy doing a particular taks, except for my dad, and for some reason, i was thinking of the tv show 'the fall guy'. I was thinking of the american title of the show and tried to remember what the german title of the show was. Suddenly i hear my dad hummung the theme song, and i thought: holy shit! This is the first time in like 20 years i notice anyone beside me recalling that old show and its right when I'm thinking about it. What a coincidence! Then, my cousins started singing along with the tune and they all knew the lyrics!! By heart!!! I thought: no freaking way! This must be a dream. Within a second, i was so convinced, I didnt even have to do a reality check. I just thought "I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming" and rubbed my hands, but the dream was so solid, there was not even any need for that.

I just left the room and went on to see what i could do with my lucidity. I walked out of the building and found myself on the plaza in front of an urban mausoleum or so in a city the felt like san francisco but wasnt. There was a four lane street with lots of traffic in front of the plaza and i had no problems flying over. I knew that I had flown in dreams before and that all I had to do was t9 jump and straighten out my arms on the side like an irish tap dancer, to start floating.

I looked around. It was a beautiful day. I obbserved the traffic to see how realistic everything was. It was remarkable. I looked at the lighting and reflections of the cars as if i was scrutinizing game graphics and noticed my dads car, a 93 Suzuki sidekick, pulling a bug trailer of sorts. I hovered across the street and focused on some flowers that were growing there. I looked at the buds and the petals and the detail in the sunlight was really all there (although i noticed a thin hair coming off of the side of one petal and wondered if it was maybe a fake flower).

Next i though what am I gonna do now that I'm lucid? Immediately i decided to go somewhere where there are a lot of girls. Sooo i decided to go and find a university or sports arena. But I didnt know my way around the city. I thought maybe i could ask someone. Then i thought i could maybe summon my android phone. That would have the maps app. 'SUMMONING, right.' I thought. That was another exercise i could do. So i concentrated on my left hand but nothing happened right away. I almost gave up and then thought 'man! Give it a real chance!' So i tried again and balled all my mental energy up in the palm of my cupped hand. I saw a little spark in it. So i concentrated some more. The spark became bigger and turned into a calculator. It looked a lot like the replicator process on the enterprise. I thought yay, success. But i knew that a calculator wasnt really of all that much use to me right now, so I threw it away and started walking with a group of people who I thought would probably walk into the right direction. We walked around a pedestrian bridge which looked a little like a aqueduct, white, curved and with nice arches we walked through. Then i thought "here is a great example of someone who cant think of something creative and amazing to do with their lucid dream. By the time I get to that university, i'll have run out of lucidity long time.".

So I decided to change my environment a little. I used telekinesis to shrink the archways we were walking through. It was weird; I didnt really see them shrinking but when i tried to walk through the next one, i got stuck. Suddenly, i was lying on my back trying to squeeze myself through. Once on the other side, i expanded them again. And yet again, while I didnt see any change in side, suddenly I could walk through again without problem. It was like an illusion of perspective.

Theeeen my wife's alarm went off.... oh well

Bar, Kendall, Red Outfit, Abs, Jessica/Squeaky, car, fast food.
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I am dressed in all red. I have on a red headband, top and sweater.
We are in a dark bar.
There are three or four of us.
Two of them separate the third, Kendall, and at the bar.
We sit on the stools of the long, dark wooden bar.
We sit and converse and joke around.
We are all good friends.
I have a feeling the other two are also friends from college.
I say something regarding how I have a history of dating/sleeping with men who have nice abs.
It is directed at Kendall of course.
We discuss how we are glad to be in here as opposed to out there.
I am in a car with my niece, Jessica.
We are going to get some food.
When we get out of the car, we are cornered by two guys that seem to know her.
Jessica is now her mother, my sister, Squeaky.
She's flirting with them.
I am aware of my body language.
I try to avoid sending any signals these men might confuse as attraction/interest.
I don't feel like being social at all.

Last night I can recall two dreams.

1. It was night and I was at this random girl's house I had never met. For some reason though it was like she was my GF or something. Anyways, despite my lack of interest in such things in real life, we were very excited for her parents to leave so we could um... get to business. *wink wink* Anyways, her parents finally left and then we went outside on a trampoline and had quite some time.

After this dream I woke up from REM wondering wtf I had just done. Quite frankly I was apalled with myself that I actually let that happen, but I guess it was just one of those dreams I couldn't control.

2. I was in this little town and rumors were going around about this disease or something that had infected a few residents. I was then at the hospital of this town and a girl there got REALLY angry over something very trivial. (can't remember what it was) Anyways, she then changed into this HUGE and quite frightening beast that started on a rampage through the town. I remember that everyone madde it out of the hospital however and we went around telling everyone in the town to evacuate. I then remember getting my car keys out of my pocket and after making sure everyone else had left, I went and drove off myself.

For some reason everyone had decided to meet at this large international airport. We all made it there safely and then found a phone to get ahold of the military to go bomb the town and kill the monster. However, i then remember just BARELEY escaping this plane that flew literallt about a foot over my head and then had a rough landing. Then there was a large earthquake as the beast made its way to the airport. Thankfully, a couple of Abrams had shown up by then and blasted it to pieces. I can then remember watching some soldiers carry the remains to a forest to bury them there for some reason.

Hello Jman,
I had a *very similar experience to yours.
The imagery was almost the same.
I was at a *peyote ceremony on an Native American reservation in the southwest.
I felt sick, so I needed to go outside of the lodge*and get some air.
I remember throwing a stick to a dog for a long time.
I came back inside later and fell asleep.
And I had a similar dream to yours.
I can remember coming down the birth canal and the flash of white light at the end.
Then it Was followed by a kaleidoscope of colors.
Probably my eyes where not able to focus, just after birth.
Upon awakening I didn't realize initially what the dream was.
It took me a few minutes to puzzle it out.
These guys that say you're having a false memory or it's just fantasy, maybe correct?
I would not Put much stock in what they say though, they don't have any facts to back up their assertions.
Their opinions are also at odds with a number of schools of psychotherapy.
I have worked with horses and I can tell you that they remember just about everything that ever happened to them in their entire life.
I spoke with *guys that train elephants and they will tell you that elephants remember everything.
I'm Sure you heard the old adage "elephants*never forget?"
I know these animals brain structure are different than humans, but It demonstrates that it's physically possible for an organic brain to remember just about everything.

I'm at a nice place....it it's some structure that's separated by a river, but they have things like boats and stands that go along it. N and F are pushing me to ask HER out....not just a date, but to be my girl. My only excuse is that i can't find her...and that's easily shut down with "go out and find her, I'm sure she's here". As I search around the place, I'm running scenarios through my head.

What do I say to her
Do I just ask her out
Do I just kiss her and then roll with that? I can't do that because kisses don't always mean as much to some people.
It's all so weird.

I mean I know she was going to say yes, so I'm not nervous about it...I just want things to come out alright. I look out towards the river and I see her on a legless dock that's held to the shoulder of the river by chains. I guess it's purpose was to allow people to get the feeling of the river with out having to go anywhere. Her hair is curled this time...I head over to see her, with all these thoughts in my head, and the dream ends.