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I saw that little girl in the blue dress again. She keep's getting closer each time I see her.


The Dream
It was night time, I was standing on a loading dock outside. I looked down, there I saw a quarter. I picked it up then saw another out of the corner of my eye. I walked over to pick up the other quarter, and I saw another one. This went on for a good 2-3 minuets. At this point I was at the edge of the loading dock, looking between 2 semi truck trailers. I heard a noise, the sound of fabric flapping in the wind. I got off the loading dock, then proceeded to slowly walk between the 2 trailers. When I turned the corner there she was. Just standing there almost in arms reach. Never moving never saying a word, dress fluttering in the wind. I slowly backed up and came back the way I went. Upon reaching the loading dock again I awoke.

If I keep seeing her I may eventually give her a name but for now she shall be known as the little girl in blue.

Lucid Dream:

I was at a church activity. Everyone around me was eating chocolate cake. But I couldn't eat it because I am back to eating a raw vegan diet. I kept looking at it. It looked so good. The person next to me took a bite. I could almost taste it. I finally said, "What I miss most about chocolate cake is the salty taste." As I said that, I could almost feel the cake in my mouth and I noticed how the salty taste really brought out the chocolate flavor. (In retrospect, I really don't know why I was focusing on the salty flavor. I have never associated chocolate cake with salt.)

I noticed my mom was there, and she was making a sort of an apron from a blue patterned material. I also saw a lady putting up a game in a basket ball hoop. I couldn't tell what it was, but it looked interesting.

And then it all faded. I felt disappointed that this dream had come to an end before I had been able to enjoy the activity.

Then I concentrated and willed it all back.

There.

It was all back. Now I could participate.

Wait. If this was a dream, it meant that I was....lucid! Who cared about that activity--I was LUCID!

I jumped up in the air and did a very slow motion flip. I watched as the room slowly spun around me. Then I landed.

I then remembered that I really wanted to do one of the tasks. I decided to start with the one I could do the fastest--Spell "November" backwards.

I knew I had to spell it and also write it. I didn't have any paper so I decided to just make the letters appear in the air.

So I said, "R....E....M...no, no....R....E...B." I saw the letters appear in the air before me. They were blue and a little wispy and glowed slightly. I continued, "M....E....wait--is that right? Yeah, that's right." I repeated again what I had spelled out: "R...E....B...M....E" And then I ended with a fast, "V..O..N!!"

There it was all floating in the air in front of me: R E B M E V O N

"Yes!!" I shouted. I heard it echo through the gym that I was in. I was pleased that I was able to do it without much trouble.

I then decided that I needed to try another Task. The one that I thought would be interesting was the "go to Purgatory and save a soul" task. I started flying. I was in a school. I flew til I saw a vent. I stopped and decided to open the vent and fly downward. I figured all I needed was a start in the downward direction and my mind would do the rest. So I took off the vent cover. But I saw a hot blue flame inside. It made me nervous. I didn't want to fly into it. I decided I would go outside and dig a hole instead.

I flew out the doors. The scene before me was beautiful. I could see the lake. The sun was going down and shone through slits in the clouds. The sky was red. I stopped and hovered for a moment and took in the beauty. But then I notced that the wind was blowing me away from the lake. I decided to land.

I landed on a steep grassy hill. I did the first thing that came to mind--I somersaulted all the way down. Finally I decided to start "digging". I focused on the ground with my mind. I could feel myself start to sink. It wasn't too fast--maybe a foot a second, but I felt glad that I would not have to dig with a shovel. Soon I was underground. I had created a very small space for my body, enough the the surrounding rock and dirt wasn't touching me, but not enough that I had any space to really move around. I kept going down. I started to feel claustraphobic. I wasn't seeing any people or any sign of Purgatory. So I came back up and decided to try somewhere else.

I did the same thing again with the same results, except this time as I went down I heard the some sandstone slabs above me cave in. It spooked me. So I came up again.

I saw a group of people. In the group I saw a guy I recognozed. This guy was my nenesis. He was in all my lucid dreams. (In retrospect...not true). I smiled. I flew to him and grabbed his shoulders to get his attention...then gave him a quick kiss on his forehead. I then laughed and flew off. I flew around the corner of a building...and there he was. This time he was laughing at me. Dang.

So I did the first thing that came to mind. I took off my shirt.

(And I am going to skip a little here.)

I then ran off.

I saw this creepy Jamaincan guy. He was standing by the edge of the ocean and watching me. I was buttoning up by blouse, but had only gotten the bottom two buttons. My breasts were still partly exposed. The creepy guy grabbed his crotch and told me that watching me made him hard. I gave him a little smirk and walked towards him. When I was about 10 feet away. I spread my arms out (which also spread my blouse open exposing myself again. And then I slowly floated up into the sky.

Then I woke up.

-WBTB WILD

vibrations came over me and went away quite fast. Instead of starting out in my bedroom like I always do when I wild, I imagined being outside the elementary school up the street from my house. When I opened my eyes, I was standing right where I imagined, looking at my old school. I wasn't there long though, for some reason I teleported back or had a false awakening back to my bedroom. Now I stood up out of my bed and did a nose plug reality check or two. My nose was kind of stuffy so I wasn't 100 percent sure I was dreaming or not haha. I walked to my living room and looked at the couch for my mom or my dogs. It was empty, but before I turned and left my moms head popped up from underneath a scrunched up blanket. It startled me haha. She looked like she just woke up and asked what I was doing up so early. At this point I thought I might actually be awake, but I told her "Im going to go fly around for a bit" and she answered " Ok just watch out for telephone wires" haha so thats when I knew I was dreaming. I went out my front door and flew up a couple stories. I landed on my roof for a bit and thought of what to do. I started flying towards a nearby river to see If I would come across anything. As I started going, I came across a bunch of really high, thick, telephone wires. I maneuvered my way around them all with ease even though it was scary cause I didnt want to get shocked :p As I was flying, I remembered one of my goals is to meet my dream guide. So while hovering I yelled "Can my dream guide please come help me?!" For a moment nothing happened, then I could hear some strange shaking noises and I could feel like there was another presence with me. But right then I woke up

First dream started out like a match you play on a game system. The map consisted of these fa-villas where the houses are meshed together and you can climb the rooftops and travel on them. It wasnt a very big map and in the back was a little center that connected with a dirt road. It was the only exit out of the little plaza center (Unless you climbed the rooftops). I spawned in the center and immediately I heard machine gun fire coming from in front of me on top of a roof. I followed the tracers of the bullets and they led to the left side of me where I saw a guy running down the roof tops but unfortunately getting mowed down. I knew in front of me was a mounted machine gun that one of the players got a hold of because of the sound of the power. I had with me a gun but cant remember what kind. I do know it was a rifle. I attempted to climb the roof and as soon as I did the machine gunner was pointing right at me. The mounted Gun had a shield so the only vulnerable spot was the hole where the nozzle came out of. As I got mowed down by machine gun fire, the view went to the sky and I saw my body fly down to the floor. I quickly re-spawned in the same place and this time I strafed to my left and with accurate precision I shot the guy right threw the hole as he was turning the gun towards me. I think points went up in the air at that point but it could've also been blood (Not sure). I quickly ran up the wall and on to the rooftops. I noticed to my left another player was running for the mounted gun as well. I quickly looked down my iron sights and shot him right in the face. Hastily, I got behind the gun and immediately a guy started climbing the roof from where I spawned. I mowed that Mofo down and moved the gun to my right and mowed down a guy in the far right distance of the map. He was fast and managed to dodge a few bullets but when I got him in the chest and he went flying back, I woke up.

Second dream was the clearest and most vivid. I found myself driving this guys white Crown Vic. His name is Jamal, who I know IRL but dont really associate myself with him. I was driving south bound on a main street near my house called Oakland. I was driving pretty fast but never looked at the speedometer. It seemed like my dream wanted me to crash because obstacles were constantly coming in front of me and the breaks on the car were not good at all. One obstacle was a group of bikers who Jamal screamed out to watch out for. I said I got it and I went into the middle lane where the biker was more ahead then the others. The biker looked behind her and saw me coming; the expression on her face was complete shock and fear. I barely managed to skim past them. Jamal asked me something about the cops and I said "We're fine, this car looks like a cops anyway". There were a few more obstacles of people and cars but they are a little hazy to remember details. At one point, a car starts to come out of this Publix plaza to the right and when he does, he goes extremely slow and I had no choice but to swerve right into the plaza to dodge him because the breaks werent stopping well enough. I went into the plaza at high speeds and cars were trying to get out. I had no choice but to swerve left onto the sidewalk and then directly into the wall. When we got out the car, the front was completely smashed in, like as if there wasnt even an engine or anything under the hood. The cops immediately show up and start filing a report. The entire time were waiting for the cops to file a report, Jamal is saying out load "Im fucked", "Shit", What the fuck do I do?!". He leaned up against the wall at one point. While he was saying that, I was more calm standing there and thinking "everything will be okay". This black woman comes up to us and starts telling Jamal that she handles cases like these and could help resolve everything. She gave him her card and told him to meet her at some place (Cant remember name) at a certain time. He told her he'd be there and she said "great" and walked towards the exit. We sat down on some chairs near the entrance of the Publix. This guy who was a cop but wasnt dressed like on started talking to us. He seemed very friendly but I cant recall what was said. He went inside the publix and when he did, my parents all of a sudden showed up. They were asking me if I was okay, in spanish, and before I knew it, my step-dad started drinking some beer and smoking a cigg (he doesnt smoke) then my mom asked for a smoke as well?! I saw her puff on it a few times and got light headed immediately. A family friend Daniel came up out of nowhere and said "You okay, dawg?" I said I was and then in Spanish he said whats up to my mom because she forgot to say hi. She said in Spanish that she was sorry, she was too lightheaded to say anything. Jamal was sitting next to me but they never questioned why I was with him (Not a good influence). Suddenly my family disappeared and coming down the block were a bunch of gangbangers. Me and Jamal were sitting down watching as they walked past us with a bunch of pistols and machine guns. They started shooting at some cops coming out of publix and people started screaming and running back inside. They took a hold of one cop and put him to his knees. They were going to execute him on the pavement. The friendly cop from before showed up and Jamal said to him "You have to do something". He looked at them and said to us "Cmon man, I dont want to be tje hero. I dont want to do this". He then thought about it and knew it was his duty so he sucked it up and began to pull out his gun. He walked up to the group of about 4 guys and in a very realistic epic manner. Shot both of the guys holding the cop down on the floor and before the rest of them could aim their weapons at him, he quickly shot the one on his right and then left. He started to help the cop up when suddenly more thugs showed up and pointed their machine guns at him. They slaughtered him and the cop. When I saw this, Jamal got up to run but one of the guys saw him and shot him up. I remained seated on the chair and I remember this scene as clear as day. One of the guys who had short dark hair,a blue jacket or shirt, and blue jeans. The same guy who shot Jamal, walked up to me and pointed his pistol right at me. I had no time to think but looking down at that barrel, I felt the fear and adrenaline rushing throughout my body. Right before he pulled the trigger, I pushed myself back and let myself hit the floor as I heard two gunshots go off. I remained on the floor playing dead in hopes he would just walk away and not shoot at me some more. I began to think that if he didn't see blood, he would surely shoot me more. I started to feel my body to see if I could sense any pain or gushing blood, as I have never been shot before but I knew when a lot of adrenaline is rushing you normally don't feel any pain. While doing this, I started to feel my physical body and started realizing it was a dream. I was glad and opened my eyes in bed.

yesterday remembered one where i was lying on my side in my front room, and i was just kind of propped up on my hip and floating round in circles. the kind of dream where it feels like it is practice for a wild. tried using this visualisation and its pretty good. just like trying to run through the air on your side.

did a long wbtb this morning then went back into a massive party dream based in my usual mix of holiday/town/bar etc locations. loads of old mates around. one girl (TR) says 'is it normal if i change clothes at work' then just strips off her top in front of us all. i am sitting down in this huge comfortable chair and suddenly her friend joins her in dancing around semi naked. someone wheels in this free standing double pole dancing set up for them. right in front of me i decide that it looks like some kind of weird sexy masonic ceremony with the two poles as the pillars. thats the last i remember for now

All I remember was being in Twilight Town

Nov 9th '12

I'm at work once again.
Someone walks in with a trolly carrying an enormous cake in the shape of a shoe, a highheeled womans shoe.
I feel like I'm supposed to help finishing it.

-blackness-

I don't have a real visual memory about this fragment. But I remember I was talking to a new employee at my work, a young woman I'm guessing around my age maybe a little bit older but not much.
She's definatly in her 20s I'd say.
But as I said, we had a conversation, I guess about how she got here what she did before who she was, the ussual.
And then the fragment changes, the chit chat changes into something more sensual, we're flirting.
I remember a feeling of succes, I was winning her over, I got her!
Then I remember an image of her crawling towards me but this could be my imagination filling in wat I'd expect.
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At the end of the day I go back home.
On the way back the driver behind me is being anoying, we screw around on the road racing each other.
-blackness-
The other driver got pulled over or something, but somehow I think it would be a good idea to go take his car.
His car is awesome, fast, comfertable, doesn't make a sound. Apart from the music system which is also great.
I'm one street away from my home and decide to park the car near a pizza place.
My own car is also parked here.
In the car we find some gears and a form.
It says something about an appointment or a phonecall that has to be made with someone refered to as "A" at 7:30 PM.

A friend was visiting me. We were in my room (playing games no doubt, can't remember that clearly). After a while i get thirsty and notice a bottle of red liquid (some sort of alcohol). I take some and mix it with water for some reason, but i liked it nonetheless. My friend said he'd like some as well and i give him some. I then notice some white stuff in my glass. I thought it was the alcohol that pricipitated with the water. Even though it was in there i still finished my glass, and my dream ends short afterwards.

Well this being my first DJ entry I see it fit to post the dream that brought me here. Well the 2 dreams i can vividly remember that brought me here.

This is the first time I saw the little girl in blue, this happened about a week ago.

DREAM#1
I was walking threw my city's downtown area, it was night and there was a slight breeze. I saw no one around, not even parked cars. I was walking down main street, everything was quiet except for a lone sound. I could hear the sound of fabric flapping in the wind like a flag but no flag was to be seen. About half way down the street my eye caught something moving on top of one of the buildings. There standing was a little girl in a dark blue Victorian style dress with long blond curly hair. Her face was obscured by shadow dress fluttering in the wind. As I gazed upon her I felt as if she was gazing back yet I could not see her eyes. Then the breeze picked up and I awoke.

Now between this dream and the next one I have seen her 3 more times. Now I cannot recall most of the 3 dreams but she was there in all 3 of them, and each time when i spot her she is a little closer.


Dream#2
I climbed threw my friends window, and proceeded to sit down on her bed. We sat there fore some time and talked. After some time I got up to use the bathroom. When i reached the bathroom door I saw my younger sister. She was peering into the dark bathroom. i tapped her on the shoulder, she looked at me looked into the dark room again then ran off crying. I looked into the room. There she was, that little girl standing not moving nor saying a word face still obscured by shadow. I closed the door quickly and then awoke.

If any one would like to tell me there thoughts of what this means feel free to PM me.

i was packing and moving stuff out of my room back in the house i was born in.....in the room with my sister even though i moved to my own room when i was 11......and i kept going back and forth between there and packing....and my grandmother's car which was by the side of the road in the woods....and putting stuff in the car..and she kept saying she would do anything to help me...i was trying to figure out a way to get back to university because i was told that i had to find my own way back after break was over (i was told that irl my freshman year)....and i also saw the time in the dream and it didn't vary much....it was around 4:30pm and i was upset because i had missed class for the day and didn't know how i would get back (that was time irl when i woke up and i had missed classes for the day irl)

note: xanax

Pretty much just one long dream with many scenes last night.

I was driving in the mountains and I was driving by this ranch for some reason. I decided to follow a private drive into the place, and then came up to an electric fence. I got out and unhooked it, then drove through. I came across the owner of the property and he went and showed me a lake he had. He had this huge boulder in the middle he wanted me to make an island out of. For some reason the Statue of Liberty was also randomly laying on its side in this lake.

However, before I could decide how to build this island, a game warden or someone showed up and complained I had brought some dangereous species of leech into the lake somehow, and ordered me to be flushed down the outlet of the lake. I had a little oar boat so I climbed in and paddled on over to the outlet. I then wen rushing down it as if it were a water slide, all while still in my boat. Then it turned into a video game for a second and I had to avoid obstacles and collect rings on my way down. I finally mad it down however, and I was in this water park.

I then went over to get a tube to go down the next slide and then the place turned into an arcade.Then I was plaing this random Lego game with some peeps and I was owning them. Then I randomly went aroud and counted how many of the machines were made by Sega, and it was over half. I woke up from this dream sometime while I was walking around looking at all the games.

Details
migraine again today so no real experiment
took: nothing
lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences

Details
took: galantamine + choline
lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences

Woman Car Salesperson

I was lying down holding a sexy, long dark-haired woman in a read dress with stringy fringes. Her hair was in her face. This was not a sexual thing; she was helping me select a car (?), but I ended up telling her she was beautiful, and my words changed the meaning of me holding her. Because of this, I had to move away from her to respect her.

I did the right thing, and then she started acting very nice to me, so I started sucking on her breasts hard. Over time she turned into someone with not such a nice figure, and black instead of white. She was wearing panties, and the skin above her panty line up front looked a little flabby. My chick dream had gone sour. Then it turned into a ghetto black guy.

While I had chosen a car, I don't remember it and never saw it. Eventually, I saw a land rover that I wished I had chosen. It was a light metallic blue. It looked so pretty. Then one side had little dents in it and I wasn't convinced after all.

That sucked.

I was on a beach with my brother and his friend, collecting these things that looked like thick silver dollars. I can't remember why. I think something happened (negative) and we were afraid of something happening, but I don't remember what.